#I AM FREAKING TJE FUCK OUT!!!!

[welcometothereturn]

YALL ITS 24 HOURS FROM MCR I CANT DO THIS RN

[richie-is-rich]

EXPRCIST??? IN THE GHOVIE?????!?!?!?!!

[gelatinorifice]

WAKE UP CHILDREN. NEW MANDELA CATALOGUE INSTALLMENT

[theworstcreature]

HOLY SHIT HOLY FUCKING SHIT MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANDWERED AND I AM FREAKING THE HELL OUT RIGJT NOW YOU GUYS DONT UNDERTAND MAJOR FUCJING AHSOKA SPOIKERS AHEAD

GUYS WE GOT THE FUCKING CLONE WARS FLASHBACKS IM PHYSICALLY ILL WE GOT TJE SIEGE OF MANDALORE IVE BEEN NEEDING TO SEE IT IN LIVE ACTUON EVER SINCE I FIRST SAW IT OMG THIS IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME ALSO REXARONI MY BELOVED CLONE CAPTIAN I LOVE YOU AND YOUR LIKE 20 SECS OF SCREENTIME SO MUCH I DESPRATELY NEEDED TO SEE YOU ALSO ANAKIN WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

ALSO WE GOT MORE FUCKING PURGILS!!!!!!!!

I will legally adopt jacen like this kid is growing on me

This episode hurt me in like 20 different ways btw <3

Also: CLONES CLONES CLONES CLONES CLONES CLONES CLO-

Also they said it was one of her first missions during like the first flashback but that outfit was from like s3????? Honestly I hope the reason is bc putting a child in a tube top and well just that entire s1 outfit is weird and not bc it was just a costuming error

On a similar note, ANAKINS CLONE WARS ARMOR LOOKED SO GOOD?!?!?!?! LIKE-

Also I LOVE Hera so much like she’s so mother

Anyways in other news: NEW AHSOKA OUTFIT NEW AHSOKA OUTFIT IT LOOKS SO GOOD YOU GUYS I ADORE IT IT LOOKS SO COMFY I WANNA COSPLAY SO BADDDDDDDDDDDD

so anyways how’s your Tuesday evening going?

[kurjakani]

Alright quick question..we have similar taste in fictional men and I’ve never watched Bleach before should I start it so I can obsess over Mayuri as well?

HMMMMMMMAH rly hard to tell. Ok sorry bleach fans i love u but im gonna shit talk this show a bit. Pls dont read if u cant handle me rambling abt my personal experience w a show meant for 15 year old boys. I actually love it deeply !!!!!!! I enjoy ir a lot!!!!! However. I really struggle w watching the show sometimes. Its over 300 eps + the movies which i havent even gotten started with. It's difficult bc theres a lot of cool moments too but good lird esp at tge start the fights consist of characters deciding that they have more soul power bc of some memory they had and beatinh eachother. Everyone is confident there is character variety but everyone is like supposed 2 be a huge badass and idk thats just not my type of media (which is why orihime is actually one of my favourite characters bc she stands in such contrast w her confidence issues and damseliness. Also Ishida i love Ishida i love his arc in the umm when they had the bounts and his self reflection about his inabilitu to help the others + hes always rly analytical in fights. Mayuri too bcs all of his power comes from thinking & experimenrting & PREPARADNESS. I dont remember him ever mentioning soul power bc hes like only talking about technique. Zaraki is also incrhesting bc he is overpowered, but to a point of ridiculousness and where he has an one punch man styled conflict w being unable 2 find someone he has fun fightinh w) i like casts full of losers and freaks. Talking of freaks Tite Kubo is one and will NOT stop making fucked up jokes, esp about girls. His humour is shit theres been like. One scene where i laughed out loud and it was bc ichigos dad pelted him w no mercy bc hes used 2 him being able to fight but ichigo was just tired and he flew thru the room thats fr the only time ive laughed. Theres a lot of rly dark topics also treated very lightly, including when it comes to Mayuri??? Esp his treatment of Nemu. As far as ive seen!!! The storyline has an interesting end in the manga tho and like it seems more thoughtful but ive yet to see that. But the treatment of Nemu as a prop to show how awful Mayuri is and to also be fanservice rly. It frusturates me. Theres so much like, interesting stuff you could do w her character. Again tho im at ep like 180 so maybe there will be!!!! For the good tho Tite Kubo has just. Theeee most incredible eye for character design in my eyes hes so fuckinh good its ridiculous. Even a lot of the side characters are mega memorable and its no wonder a lot of thr characters are absolutely iconic. Also the show definetly gets better the beginninh is just so. Slow. As u can prolly pick up from my earlier notes there are a couple characters that i fuxking loooove aside from Mayuri. As for mayuri he is fuckinh viile and they make some gross jokes abt him too but he is so. Ill b real hes just sexy and also transformation coded so. Literally childhood fave chinhands emoji idc. There also are some great interactions between characters!!! Thr main characters rly care abt eachothef and are so devoted 2 taking care of eachother and i think thats lovely. They can be cranky and mean but theyre always worried for eachother and rwady to help and i think thats just so sweet i like that dynamic. Sorry i di have more to say abt the show as u can see i have some big big emotions abt it and i care abt iy sm but it also often frusturates me deeply a lot of tje time. Its a show you endure. Thank god it jas a dub bc i am watcjing it while knitting / drawing etc.

[ars-argury]

8 and/or 21 for lobanov...OR!!! OR 11 for the cherenverse if ur want to.....

too bad i did both <3

8: Fav Outfit

LISTENNNNNN.. i never draw outfits and only have recently. but it has to be a tie his red glittery commercial jumpsuit and one i havent drawn yet but does exist; i dont know how to describe it but its also got a little gay sparkly undershirt idk. cheren when he can look gaudy as fuck

21: Happiest Moment

Not to get existential but in every moment right now. he figures the holes in his memory shouldnt hinder his enjoyment of life and while he has his ups and downs there will be no happier cheren than one hanging out with rosa after school or throwing fruit drinks on may maple. roxie inspired him to think and act this way

now that lobanovs out of the way [dusts my hands free from his stupid ass]

11: First Thought

Descante -

ITALIAN !!!!!  i always think about comp pokemon with him of course but also tje fact that i need to draw him . i really like his design

Kurosawa -

hes like my freak in law. hes like. idk. cannot explain the feeling i get looking at him . i am :) about him. i love reading about him . also perfect blue is a nother thought paired with

Kurusu -

I WAS THINKING ABOIT PERSONA FIVE JOKER AND I WAS FUCKING RIGHT!!!! THAT BEAST IS UNLEASHED!!! KILL MY SON KIIIIILLLLLLL

Lobanov -

FREAK.

Technamare -

AIBERTS BEST FRIEDN FLREVER. I AM HIS [BOTH OF THEIR] BIGGEST FAN AIBERT AU NUMERO UNO.

Slater -

i always  used think about him being the most divorced teenager ever but now hes like. i feel so sad looking at him now that i am cursed with the knowledge. [the heart] [NO HEARTBEAT?!?!?!]

[jinleebelee]

I AM GOING TO KILL MY GUCKING FRIENDN

SO MY FRIEND WHOS JUST DOING THEIR OWN THING YA KNOW ON TUMBLER LIKING POSTS DECIDES TO LIKE MY POST WERE IM FREAK OUT OVER USING A FLOSSER ON ONE SPECIFIC FLUSTERING SPOT THAY I CANT SAY OR ILL GET AIPER EMABRSSED FUCKING LIKED MY POSTS

SO OUT OF FLUSTERNESS OANIC AND IMPULSIVE NESS I GIVE EM A FRRAK OUT TEXT OF WHY THEY LIKED MY POSTS AND THEN SHES ALL LIKE WHAGS WRONG AND SHIT AND I HAD TO EXPLAIN WHAT HAPOENED AND GUESS WHAT SJE FHCKING DOES

SHE CALLS ME ADORBLE AND SAYS HOW MUCH SHE MISSES MY CUTENESS RGHHHHH THAT LITTLE OF COURSE IM GONNA SAY IM NOT CUTE OR ADORBLE XAUSE IM NOT AND THEN SHE STARTS TLWITH ME AND I TELL HER ILL GET HER BACK AND SHES ALL LIKE WHEN A YEAR THAT LITTLE SHIT

I SWEAR TO GOD WHEN I MET HER SHES GONNA GET IT AND ITS NOT GONNA BE TJE OTHER WAY AROUND FRIENDDDDD ITS GONNA BE UOU IN A PILE OF FLUSTERNESS LAUGHS AND BLUSHING HDING FACE WITH ME BEING THE. LER AND USING ALL OF THE TEASES IN THE BOOK FOR FLUSTERING ME

[kusundei]

accidentally fellasleep again bcuz i dont thjnk the. constant 3 hrs of sleep i keep getting thrlughout the week is truly helping me eprchance… but goddd. i have woken up eith a sort of slight feeling of doom . just a little but i notice it enough to care even in the slightest and jt always appears wheneher ajax is around (god forbid i am happiest with him! distracts me from my real problems and when he is gone i am forced to acknowledge my evil side) but goodness. chat. i do i truly love him sososo much with every inch of me.,,, more than i love myself and anything else in the world . perhappps i love him more than ive loved anythinf at all???? im trying tl think ab earljer today w him again to attempt to lift my spirits i mean it is like. five am. goodness i miss him. i feel so odd and clingy sometimes ., perchance that i talk too much becahse god forbid i ever allow myself to do anything without overthinking it after idk. im juustt often filled with so much joy with him and perhaps i am not doing the best in general and i keep pushing it to the side .,,,??

i just am so truly happy with him i never want to acknowledge it. i will fight it for as long as possiblr but goodness i keep feeling it over and over. that overwhelming feeling of just emptiness. perhaps grief and j feel distraught for no reason in particular. dare i mention i am still truly doomed and feel that way , he judt makes everything feel a little easier?? thay perhaps i do have something to look forward to even though everything sucks rn. but honestly you think ab it nothing is truly going on that should be affecting me so badly its just,, the usual,,??? i have no idea perhaps.

dare i discuss more things on my mjnd tonight since its late and im thinking already. we’ll go positive for now perhaps iii. i keep realizing over and over how fucked and doomed me and jd were even from tje start and how i kept having to just deal with things and be okay eith things even prior to us dating?? i mean my rule was alwasy like. love unconditionally. she is your partner. that sort of thing. eith ajax im realizing i dont have to dp that??? hes just there. everything feels so simple and i feel sort of selfish. he puts up w so much and talks ab so much stuff so easily in ehich i know jd wouldve freaked out. lost her mind and started something about. hes just so okay and understanding ab everything i dont believe jt??? i leep trying to be like,,, well hes literally meeee… to try and console myself into the belief but god i cant. bcuz wdym ur okay w rhat. wdym we can talk ab this. wdym you’re COMMUNICATING with me??? wdym i dont have to tweak and you feel bad when i do????? you ask me if im okay and you care???? god forbid i get back the love i give others and for the first time with the person i trulytrulyTRULY am so in love with like. goodness. he is the only light i see every single day. perhaps preventing me from getting wprse and evil bcuz i know myself. i see myself setting myself ul slightly but i digress. im okay. ots just like. hes so unerstanding i dont get it??? but then agajn i am too and hes literally me??? like ige never had a problem w that sort of thing i just knew jd did which strayed me away from so mych to keep her okay but lord do i feel like maybe i could just be honest w him and be okay an communicate. i jist still feel selfish regardless. god forbid i trust him because i NEED TOOOO i will not let my insecurity consume me and get the best of me. my doubts. bcuz i want tl truly believe he is as good and perfect as he is currently??? please ajax do not lie to me. i am begging you. i dont think id be able to handle it happening again and lrt alone if we fall down the same doomed pipeline and its my fault again i dont think id ever be able to recover. maybe perchance i am the one preventing everything. i lie to a degree but im also honest in a way i am not normally. im just trying truly to be honest ab issues and problems w him but god do i feel ph so selfish cuz it is SOOOO early.

speaking of early. i need freaky kusundei to CALM THE FUCK DOWN? ph goddd because no i do truly likr jt chat. perhaps i loveLOVELPVEEEE freaky ajax but then i recall i am truly all talk. intimacy to a REAL degree is ph so horrifying to me thats why i mentjon the… let me at least be comfortable enough to kiss you and hold you freely first - sort of thing. BELIEVE MEEE AJAX. i. want you so bad. i keep talking ab it and being freaky bcuz goodness. like i said i feel a sort of way w you i jave NOT felt before. god fotbid you make mee.,,, ^_^;; .,,,, freaky. its just i know mysrlf and i think i need to calm down. ohhh to be silly and intimate with you and to kiss you till we run out of breath like yoy want and to fufill both of our desires and fantasies but oohhh i am SCAREDDDD. recalling it now goodness sex js soooo fucking scary. let alone the fact i truly have nooooo experience besides i suppose. the one time and then my experience w jd but i wouldnt consider tnag to be able to help meee??,, IDK CHAT. i dont think he’d truly want to especially not this early but god i dont wanna give off the wrong impression. its also so pdd because np i kind of. kinda. want to. NOT PERCHANCEDOIT but jjs tlikke. ohhh to do everything else. i jist dont want to do that and then have it escalate that way but if it did i think id lrpbsbly be okay w it im just looking out formyself. have that weird thing ab feeling. evil snd dirty. god forbid he doesnt make me feel that way and GOD do i maybe want to buuuttt. its been a week. sorry but i do mean it when i say i love the label. i NEEEEED the label and i need it to marinate. feel like im moving tooquickly and im being evil and letting desire get the upper hand on me. its also jjst that i fear ill do it and feel guilty and gross like i have before. as badly as i may want to i just dont know if id be able to rationalize it enough to be okay w that right now??? GOD FORBID IM THINKINFABLHT IT TOO it just keeps popping intl my head. like i am being tormented. but truly kts the way id do anything else idk. hell i think id be okay being at like. the point i was at w jd after those 2 yrs. like erm. i coulf handlr that! its just i think i truly am just a bit opposed to. actual. perchance. penetra..tive………………….. intimacy….. god im a fucking freak i jjst also acknowledge the pain i feel over there regarding it. its been YEARS and goodness it aches sometimes on occasion. i alsp know my body. rejects anything going up so im fearful that iffff heee didddd. it. would not. work..!!!!!!! but. i digress. perhaps jm thinking too much into it like a freak bcuz goodness. believe me ajax you make me INSANE AND CRAZY. ohh to truly do all the things you mention it makes me such a FREAK. god im realizinf how truly impatient i am iiiNEED TOCALM DOWN but i keep just thinking ab sunday . god forbid savannah and her boombayah but idk chat ijj. ummm. IMAFREAK GOD. some things r best left unsaid and implied even on here. just. i do. want to. sososo badly. jts consuming me. ive neher felt want like thjs before and ohhh how j convinced myself i was perchance just losing any and all sexual desire but nope. j dont think i did.! godd i just. erm. the gift messages. no bcuznone of it is truly alluding to sex i just tend to think of it that way. ooohhh to drive each other mad its . ITS OVER IMA FREAK.

[micknui]

oh my fucking god intro post uggh

⅄ 　 ◌ 　🫧 ˖　 (´-﹏-`)

Hi um im kate but people also call me euria i am a Minor and um yeah i do art and i edit sometimes . i am also bisexual i use she / him and i am a girlboy genderfluid thing i dont fucking know i am all things bizzarre. read more to find out trivial information

my main interest is identity v and dungeon meshi , but i also like stuff like ninjago , alien stage , blue eye samurai , tawog , babysitters club , creepypasta , phantom of the opera , final destination, and probably more I can't name off the top of my head . . less specific thing i like are horror , rocks , and literature i enjoy all of those a lot

i reallt like idv the most btw i dont play it a lot but I'm obseseed w aom and stuff i love.tje lore

i also really love orpheus deross and he is so me pilled i can barely function okay that's it um dni if ur a freak proship sh/ed or anyof tje sorts ure weird as hell

[ihearttaylorswift]

I AM AT WORK AND CASUALLY SCROLLING THROUGH THE LOCAL NEWS FEED -WHO NEVER EVER WRITE ANYTHING ABOUT TAYLOR - WHEN I FIND OUT SHE RELEASED A DAMN NEw aALBUM

[7sghost]

petscop: post 3 videos in 1 day

everyone:

[cauldroncreations]

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[holylacydoll]

im just so restless rn idk

[icedgarlic]

time for my monthly arc of a scythe rant

- After the Scythedome is diminished, separation between Scythe and state is no longer needed. This allows the thunderhead to have influence now. Eventually he gets access to remains of an old ring and reconstructs one just because he can. They probably cracked the secrets of it in less than a day.

- After three years of Mary's death, Faraday finally allows himself to have a funeral. He never moves on though

- Possuelo and other ex old guard scythe actively fighting against ex new guard scythe who's egos have grown like a tumor

- The thunderhead allowing themselves to research stuff for their own curiosity and allowing themselves to look into their harmless interests (which also provides people with more jobs)

- ok can we talk about how if tje thunderhead figured out time travel it could be fucking god because he would become tje thing before creation itself like why has no one mentioned it

- wait I wonder how Rowans mom feels about him being a terrorist in a world where there's no such thinfs as terrorists anymore

- rereading made me realize rowan has 1000x more sass than I remembered

- Faraday coming to dinner at the Terranovas house every now and then

- Faraday eventually saving enough money (cause he ain't a scythe anymore he can't judt take shit) to reclaim Fallingwater in Marie's memory

- can the thunderhead bring back dinosaurs

- thunderhead please recreate jurassic park please

- I bet they have iron man suits omg I want one

- thunderhead our enby icon

- ok wait I forgot but since Tyger gets revived and has Goddard face omfg what if people think he's Goddard help no he seriously needs to get that fixed

- I'm still confused about the idea of people turning the corners and dating again like ok they got a young mind again but it would be weird to me idk

- I'd 100% be a splatter

- or I'd be the person too scared to be one

- headcanon that since u can't get sick anymore people are just super gross like that's why they kiss the ring and don't give a fuck like I'd be freaking out over getting like strep throat or something. And people are just less hygienic cause they don't need to be. Like people just share everything and shit yknow

- stan the Amazonia scythedome

- yeah it's literally 1 am good night

[tortilla-of-courage]

-Walks on in, farts loudly while stretching, flops onto the couch taking up all the space, and opens a notebook.

Fast food Ghirahim looks dead inside in the way I am, and makes him a thousand times hotter.

Demises laughter breaking glasses makes me wonder if the trye reason Hylia hates him is because he broke all the glass in her house

Bald Twilight, but theres markings on his head we didnt see with the hair there. The markings spell swear words in Twili

No, Twi does not look good with a mullet. He looks like my whitetrash cousin who never wears jeans that fit because he steals his fat dads jeans, but he himself is fairly scrawny. He ties bandanas to his belt looks and makes pig calls in the mall when we lose him. He wont wear a shirt unless its -20 or mandated by law.

Wild eats rocks to help with his digestion, I think fish or birds do it, I don't remember. Wild eats the philosopher stone.

Wild blowing things up whenever things get emotional is hilarious to me, because I do the same, but with puns, which I think equal explosions in ruining the moment

Legend telling people to perish with that face is funny, but seeing his face from that angle when taller than him leads me to suspect he is sitting upon tje victim

Twi has full Uncle energy despite Times child being his ancestor. Wars 100% is teaching the kid to call Twi "Uncle funny face"

Wild learns how to make the Donald duck quack by accident and just SENDS SKY its just such insanity they both losing their shit over this sound.

Wild and Sky have a burping contest to see who can burp a word the best. Burp words include "Egg" "Warrior" "beans" "bra" and "boobies" because byrp language is funny.

Sky whipping the other Links butts with the sailcloth

Legend: You look like shit ///Wars:"You're the expert"

Sky runs a sanctuary for exotic pet birds that people didnt realize they couldnt properly care for. He tries to release as many as possible back to their ecosystem, but some are too domesticated

Wind sees Rabbit Legend and, not knowing tje secret, starts calling Legend a pretty bunny girl

Adult Impa is so fucking dateable, like yeah, kick my ass I'll love every second you'll be a perfect mother to children

Sky gets the full body wiggles like his core vibrating when he's excited and does a tippy tappy dance like birds do

Sky farting while falling and going into a spin

The "Throwing birdfood at people" prank, but on purpose to Sky. He loves it. Its his birthday gift.

Lemony Tortilla seties of unfortunate events seems accurate

Beefcake Link is smart as a whip. Noodle Link is dumb as a rock. Together, they are an unstoppable force of chaos!

Vaati takes dustbaths too!!

That excited "DirtdirtdirtdirtDirtdirtdirtdirtDirtdirtdirtdirtDirtdirtdirtdirt" YESSS TRUE BOYS WILL BE BOYS ENERGY! Chaotic gremlins

All the Links have at least once carved a dick somewhere nearly impossible to get to, and it baffles archaeologist

Wars freaking out over sliny fish and wild just "I dated a fish once. Twice actually! But I don't remember the first time"

Wild "I may be stupid"

Others: And?...

Wild: neutral chaos face before the smell creeps in and everyone is coughing on bean fumes.

[bigskydreaming]

Just a quick driveby post here to thank people for their continuing messages of support and donations despite the current theme of my blog being Welcome to Dullsville, Population: Me.. Not to put too fine a point on it, but its literally all that’s kept me alive, fed and with a roof over my head the past week lol, while I spend pretty much every single minute of every single hour I actually spend awake like, doing the Super Sexy Shuffle all about town as I continue hunting for a stable apartment/room to rent. Just, y’know, like, while disabled and broke and also like, during a literal pandemic because lololol, no, see, that’s what makes it FUN!

But like, yeah. So unfortunately, until I find SOMEWHERE stable to just like....exist in, until the surgery, like, my entire waking existence revolves around Addressing That. As lolol I simply can not afford to spend any of what little time I can stay upright/mobile at the moment on anything that isn’t productive towards like....tackling my one singular and obnoxiously pressing Need to fill/take care of.

Like, the good news is absolutely every single other thing needed to make the surgery even possible and get me ready for it, after an extremely long and drawn out three years, is finally and completely done and crossed off my list and officially Out of My Hands now. All scans have been done from every possible angle for the people making the prosthetic joint, insurance company has pre-approved and authorized every step and aspect of the actual surgery and hospital stay, and all of that is ready to go, I freaking got all my teeth extracted at age 35 just so as to as cheaply as possible get two straight and even rows dentures that even actually COULD be used to set a whole new bite from scratch, and that they could actually work with and use to align and position the new jaw/jaw angle at properly.....etc etc etc blah blah blah whatever.

Point is, all of that which feels so taxing and tedious even just rattling off in paragraph form, let alone LIVING it and that basically being the entirety of my whole life all day every day for three years.......like at least now its officially all done and out of my hands and at this point there is absolutely nothing left for me to do on my end or that I even CAN do on my end, other than wait fpr tje prosthetic to be finished, at which point they’ll book the surgery ASAP and at long last Make It So.

So like, I’m done done, according to every single one of the people I’ve extensively quizzed on that and then re-quizzed on that because its not like I haven’t heard that before and was told around this time LAST summer that I was at that stage only then get wallopped by the Plot Twist where they were like lol wait no scratch that, we lied.

But as far as I can tell, and accounting for every angle and possible late-stage obstacle that could still come up that I could even think of, everyone seems agreed that no This Time Its For REAL For Real Though, and like, pinky swore on it and everything, albeit in a socially distant way, of course.

*Shrugs* So they’re like, from here out its totally out of your hands and just a waiting game, so all that’s left for you to even do now is just.....keep existing until the prosthetic’s done and its surgery time. So just rest up as much as you possibly can and try to minimize your stress and pain-from-movement so as not to aggravate the issues your body is having any further than they already are.

Which totally makes sense as a plan and I am ALL for that gameplan and like, even found some cheap-o dictation software to experiment with and see if I can use it to just type-talk while lying down resting. Like, Ive gotten really good at talking while barely moving my mouth/jaw much at all, lol,  so that’s likely to still take WAY less of a toll on me than it does, having to sit up and type while gravity makes like an asshole and just stands on my jaw and makes everything worse all the ding-dong day long 

So anyway, that’s the plan at this point, and I’m totally on board and moooooore than ready to give the whole “bed-ridden” thing a try, lol. Just like. As soon as I first find a bed to be bed-ridden in, that’s at least even just a little more “actually something I can call my own bed” than the ones that I basically just rent by the day in motels that at their cheapest right now still cost like, a hundred bucks a day and lololol no that’s not sustainable and hasn’t been for a long while now but I just couldnt really do much about before while I still had to shuttle back and forth regularly between cities for different parts/stages of pre-surgery treatment.

Anyway, that’s the super exciting update on where I’ve ben and what I’ve been up to all week, and why Im not around much at the moment until I land somewhere stable, and like, preferably MUCH sooner rather than alter. But speaking of beds, now Im gonna go crash and crash HARD because Ive been up for a couple days straight now trying to Make Things Happen as much and as quickly as I can until my body force-quits on me and demands I plug back into bed for a recharging session or whatever. Ugh. 

Yeah, and tbh I have no idea if what Im saying even makes sense at this point and given how obnoxiously long it took me to get even this fairly-short-by-my-standards ramble out and onto the page, like.....this is me declaring myself officially Useless at this point and gonna go collapse now, kthxbai.

But also, seriously, seriously SO much thanks for everything everyone has done to help me this past week in particular. Legends only, each and every one of you. And like, your combined and continued goodwill is making it hard for me to even have a villain origin story so if anything that’s what’s gonna be my ultimate villain origin story so jot that down. And like. Make it make sense though.

Anyway. Thanks again! Or still, or always. And also like....goodnight! Or good morning, or good afternoon or ugh shut the fuck up and go the fuck to sleep, me.