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astrxealis · 1 year

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good morning in around 12 hours from now i am having my second concert ever but also this is to my favorite band so i am fucking hyped as hell

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#i am not religious but i am praying for a good setlist #but i like all the 1975's songs tho KDBSKDKS #I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED WHAT THE HELL #hearing matty goddamn healy singing live uh performing live talking live #HELL hearing all the live instruments. ross on the goddamn bass adam the fucking guitar george on the bloody drums #i am just. really excited. both as a fan and a nerd LMFAO my only other concert ever was to kpop (skz) and i don't even like skz & kpop #anymore :P fun concert tho but the 1975 concerts from what i've seen are pure art fr. i am beyond excited #also concert fit ... literally a casual suit but i also look emo LMFAOOO we love the 1975 concert fits <3

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dimension-20-every-introduction · 2 months

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Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Fantasy High: Junior Year episode 14

#dimension 20 spoilers #dimension 20 #d20 introductions #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #d20 fhjy #this season fucking OWNS DUDE #this combat i cannot believe how invested i am in it #also VERY EXCITED to see aguefort in his classic suit!! I love that man so much #for the other seeming repeat characters: they've got different subtitle text!#i'd seen posts speculating that the rogue teacher had never been found because they were a ghost and YEAHHHHH THEY WERE RIGHT #god hell yeah what a reveal that owned #oisin continues to be a favorite of mine as well :) i really feel him

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gorespawn · 9 days

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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me

#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men #and also t.o.p of bigbang #and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want #but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian #''no ur not'' I AM #anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly #what getting a job can do to a mf #thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again #wish me luck #ALSO #if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low #but in a new exciting way #anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl #it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot #anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life #sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale #from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor #anyway #who wants me #i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw #in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way #''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men #but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands #''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry #''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am #im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all

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huskerdust-loover · 5 months

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I AM HAVING AN EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN

#hazbin hotel #from my twitter #GUYS WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL #SEASON 1 ENDS TONIGHT #I AM SO EXCITED AND SAD AND NERVOUS ALL AT ONCE #AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #FUCK

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roitaminnah · 2 years

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series of ppkm messy things real quick before buttsoup 2 electric boogalo be upon us,,, i just think it would be neat. to see them date. however i will take whatever crumbs i can get <3

#butterfly soup #ppkm #sketchbook #I know based on the asks brianna lei has done that they probably do not get together in highschool. so consider this. erm an AU.#if i were to make actual headcanons based on events we actually know happen i would say one of rhem was visiting while they're in college #noelle maybe... and she gets there an akarsha is like hey can we go to fucking gamestop i need to get something there.#and noelle is like. i literally flew here to visit u u want to go to gamestop. what the hell akarsha (she goes with her anyways)#u know how gamestop goes. but i just think its neat lord i am so excited for buttsoup 2.#um i may not play it for a bit! i am not sure i likely will be. inactive for a bit till i catch up 😎#have fun out there at 12pm PST yall!! 👀👀#help i didnt even explain mild cheese maybe its funnier that way #erm theres different kinds of baguette and technically speaking a sweet baguette is one that isnt sourdough.#so it has a less. intense flavor on its own which makes it a good bread to pair with cheeses rhat have a mild flavor #what a fucking stretch . i love my brain #novel in the tags! help!#roi draws

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karisworldofwords · 4 months

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Wow, okay, lmao, so. My step-dad and I just drove to the gas station in the Czech Republic - most Germans in my region do that, the border isn't too far away and the gas is cheaper but still German so better for our cars' gas tanks. I decided to put on a playlist with this year's Eurovision songs on it, the first one being Europapa from Joost Klein - and yes, little Kari grew up and has a car now, lol, yay me! It's an Opel Corsa from 2014. 👀❤️

Guess which song got stuck in my ears? Yep, Europapa. 😂

Gosh, honestly, it's a bop! I couldn't understand the hype behind it at first but now that I heard it, I'm in love! Doesn't take away from the fact that my personal favorite, out of sheer pride lol, is still Always on the Run from Isaak of course. ❤️🫶🏻 But still! It's such a party hit! Joost knows what he's doing, and whatever it is he's doing, he does it well. 👀💅🏻

Special mention goes out to the song La noia from Angelina Mango! That one has me in a chokehold, I'm obsessed. And of course Rim Tim Tagi Dim from our boy Baby Lasagna, beloved. 🫶🏻❤️

And yes, of course, No Rules! from Windows95Man is awesome too, it has a special flair to it, like it could be the anthem for teenagers that have their parents' house to themselves for a week, lmao.

I can't wait for this year's ESC! Unless Isr*hell doesn't get kicked, then I'm boycotting.

Infodump over, love y'all! 🫶🏻✨️

#kari talks #eurovision #eurovision 2024 #joost klein #baby lasagna #rim tim tagi dim #europapa #la noia #angelina mango #always on the run #isaak #no rules #windows95man #I AM EXCITED #but come on ebu just fucking kick isr*hell to the curb already #both of their song choices are political and they refuse to change either song's lyrics so what's the hang-up?#Kick them. Come on. Everyone's waiting. I know I am. It's not hard.

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tathrin · 3 months

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Yesssssss guess who just learned how to swap usb cords between mice tonight? That's right mate, we are unstoppable now. So you go ahead and discontinue the best mouse ever fucking made, Logitech, that's fine; I'm just going to ship-of-theseus my babies forever and you can't stop me.

#oh my gods it is so amazing having a mouse that doesn't disconnect every time i breathe #i don't think i let myself realize quite HOW much of a problem it had become #(because i did not DID NOT want to have to find a new different type of mouse to use after TWENTY FUCKING YEARS thanks)#(and if i just pretended that it was fine then IT WAS FINE AND I COULD JUST KEEP USING MY DYING MICE LA LA LA)#but! now it is FIXED and it WORKS and i am UNSTOPPABLE #my fingers are very sore (sewing tools are not made for opening usb connector pins but they will work in a pinch!) but i don't care #BECAUSE MY MOUSE IS FUCKING WORKING AGAIN HELL YEAH #i can wiggle all around or get up and make tea or pee or what-the-fuck-ever and not have to worry that when i come back my mouse won't work #BECAUSE IT IS JUST FUCKING WORKING HAHAHA THIS IS GREAT #gonna do the other mouse tomorrow i think HECK YEAH #computers #technology #logitech trackman marble #mice #me #TRIUMPH #(i might be a LITTLE BIT excited shhhhh)

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reitziluz · 10 months

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Chapter 4 - Dating and Such

dazzling autumn colors. a cold shoulder. vending machine coffee. offer a finger, lose an arm.

chapter word count: 6,2K

a/n: well, despite all the obstacles, i'm back at it again! this one is a mountain of fluff, and i had lots of fun writing it! come get your fun tree facts!

(a hanahaki serirei longfic (reboot) - aimed to update monthly, but things got a bit crazy)

#serirei #reigen arataka #serizawa katsuya #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #mob psycho 100 fanfic #hanahaki au #days spent dreaming shit-all #yea fic talk #cannot overstate how happy i am to be back posting #it's not very likely that i'll be able to fall right back into monthly schedule #but i will not have another six month break either #like what the fuck it felt so bad not being able to write #but well. sometimes there's just Circumstances #i had fun writing this! and feel p confident even tho i didn't have a test reader this time around #i'm also excited to get to the next chapter!!#hell yes hell yes hell yes

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chilapis · 1 month

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Just came back from the exam, I hope everyone is doing well.

#the exam itself was fine; I finished well in time and the questions were definitely easier than what i was expecting.#i ended up having an argument as soon as i got back to the car though so uh? I don’t know. i’m not really as excited as i was last time.#this did remind me why i wanted to get a scholarship so bad though. cannot wait to get the hell out of here.#i haven’t felt safe in this house for a single second of my life i am. i don’t even know.#i’m so cold. i’m so thirsty. i’m hungry. I’m so tired and so overwhelmed and i . do not know #wow i really wish this family actually felt like family and didn’t make me feel like i was going to get hurt at literally every given moment #two more years and i’ll be out. thank fuck. i hate this hostility. i hate the expressions and the yelling and the violence and i want out #sorry for being such a downer on this lovely monday uh. yeah.#✧.*🌹#vent #<- in case anyone doesn’t want to see whatever the hell this is.

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aromanticasterisms · 2 months

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yknow i was a little miffed when yoimiya got her second story quest but i can't even be mad that cyno's getting his. he's been around since manga days he deserves it

#personal stuff #delete later #like good for him. also who is that. i know a playable design when i see one #like we are FINALLY GETTING PERMANENT HERMANUBIS LORE.#ARLECCHINOOO. OH MY GODDD #I CANNOT BELIEVE SCYTHE ARLE REAL. i avoided looking at leaks for so long and her animations are SO nice wtf #her WING???#OH MY GODDD??? SHE'S THE NEW WEEKLY BOSS???#SHE LOOKS SO FUCKING COOL. HER WINGS #HEY WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE. FURINA OR NEUVILLETTE STORY QUEST 2 WHERE?#are they pushing stuff back. no dain quest last patch no archon or equivalent quest this patch :(#yes i am soo excited to see her lines about the other harbingers #still biting the bars of my cage why are there so many black white and red hyv characters coming out at the same time #STILL CANNOT BELIEVE WE'RE GOING TO REMURIA. RIPS AND TEARS #OH SHIT IT'S RELATED TO PETRICHOR. WE'RE GETTING THAT TOO.#wtf kitty event was foreshadowing. new talking cat #so we're not getting dornman port... :(#oh hey cool dvorak is coming back #new horn instrument!! it looks neat #ah. windtrace :/ i'm not one for co-op events i was hoping fr something else. good for you guys though #NATLAN CRUMBS WOOO #okay. overall looks like a neat update i'm looking forward to petrichor a lot. PLEASE say gourmet supremos. PLEASE.#i've been waiting so long to see them please let them come back...#also arlecchino looks cool as hell.#a little disappointed that no furina or neuvillette or dain quest but what can you do.#maybe we'll get a dain one next patch since we're getting remuria now? probably not but i can dream #checked the voice actors list under the trailer. oh hey we're seeing childe again

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mossflower · 7 months

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how many breakdowns should you have about dropping out before you seriously consider dropping out. asking for a friend teehee

#shock horror. i am not asking for a friend #turns out going to uni bc you had no idea what else to do + taking a course you’re mostly interested in bc you like space #is not necessarily a good idea. who would have thought #see the thing is if this didn’t cost money i wouldn’t be so worried. but i don’t want to keep having this breakdown and eventually drop out #in like a year’s time with twice the amount of debt or whatever #rn now i keep looking on indeed like hmm. i could totally drive trains that would be an amazing idea. driving a milk float!! so slay!!#bc i realised shortly after getting here that i do not want to do a phd which basically rules out any astrophysics jobs #my mum suggested looking at summer placements but quite frankly i need to get a job over summer if i stick with my degree bc i am ✨broke✨#rn i’m saying shit like oh i’ll just write a book and get it published. totally feasible way to make some quick cash (delusional)(knows it)#november has been hell i do not have a draft let alone a book #and i’m tired and i haven’t had a proper meal since thursday and my room is a tip #i‘ve had like three conversations with my friends in the past fortnight and none of them lasted longer than five minutes #i was so fucking excited for uni!! it was going to be so good!! i feel bad for wanting to drop out bc i don’t hate it!!#i just don’t really like it either #god fucking damn it. this shit is worse than a sexuality crisis. at least they had zero real world impact bc i was an antisocial fucker #this is the rest of my fucking life!! the hell!!

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afniel · 1 month

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Maaaaaaaaaaaan, come on.

(the post has ended up in the tags btw. I am not changing this and I need you to understand that it is just me talking to myself semi-publicly)

#Nevi Writes #things said by a guy writing a thing he doesn't even intend to be writing and it's like 10k of words now. >:[#while that's true I do want to emphasize that nobody should get excited about it right now tho okay #because like it's just. idk. I feel very much like it could end up not worth pursuing anyway. it's just a little baby wip.#(when the fuck did my little baby wips get to be 1/4-1/2 the length of my previous 'finished' stories!! what the hell)#it just feels nice to make words tho. and it does have that kind of 'ah good to catch up with these guys again' vibe which is nice.#even if the break has once again been like. on the order of days to a week maybe. I'm so bad at this taking a break business suddenly. lel.#but I don't have anything much to say about it at this point #other than I'm debating inventing a reason that presidential elections would have been moved by a couple of years between now and 2212 #what is it with me and having to be so damn precise with dates in this whole narrative. am I just mad that Capcom never tries?#(yes) (so mad)#(and 2212 would actually be an election year is the problem. I want time to have passed but I also want there to be a pres. election.)#(it's fine don't worry about it)#(this is how I decided that Blucifer got bload up and then replaced also. weird reliance on mashing up IRL things and fictional explosions)#(but it's fun isn't it? got that veneer of verisimilitude. I'm good at long words)#idk this is inevitable isn't it. but I'm going to keep playing like it's not. I think I need a little more space for this one mentally.#the first one just sort of fell out of my head fully assembled and the second one did that also but with different vibes #though it did actually take some cutting things and adjusting things to make it work which Failure to Compile did not #Failure to Compile was bizarrely effortless until the mad editing dash. Outcome Unpredictable was WORK #fun work at least! but in hindsight it was definitely more work to make it flow properly.#the real job for the 3th if it happens is gonna be wrapping up threads without dropping new ones in bc that's such a habit of mine now

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astrxealis · 1 year

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show me this and i'll be ruined immediately every time :")

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა ffxiv ໒꒱ *·˚#themis #!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!#okay so look. pandaemonium tier. i have NOT done the latest one yet but ever since the start the whole thing has been my favorite #and it rose themis to being my 2nd favorite character just below raha which is saying a lot. and for a second i was even willing to say he #was the first. but raha is just different sorry themis. but YEAH #these lines live on in me forever oh my god everything w themis is just so holy fuck. oh my GOD #i think themis. deserves the world #LOOK okay wolthemis and all and and and and and then the fact that ?? the whole fallen star nickname thing ??? that Say My Name scene ????#and the moment he was revealed to be yk. finally. the fucking SCREAM i let out holy shit i have a voice recording of that. amazing #i am scared to do the last tier and by scared i mean terribly excited in a terrible way #i do not want pandaemonium story to end but i really wonder what the hell happens at the end... of it all. AAAAAAAAA

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konstantya · 5 months

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Starting to think I might have accidentally become a baking wizard?

#winged a GF carrot cake recipe for christmas #just winged a modification of that recipe (so that I can cook it in a loaf pan as opposed to a 9x13 cake pan)#and aside from using a bit too much carrot (was worried the batter was going to overflow the loaf pan) it appears to have turned out great?#may need to tweak the sugar ratio a bit but still #it's gotten to the point where i'm like ''eh looks kind of dry let's throw in a couple tablespoons of orange juice what the hell''#and...like...it works?#anyway we'll see for sure tomorrow #i made it with cashews instead of walnuts/pecans and brightened the flavor with some orange zest and orange blossom water #i am excited #personal #(PS: my GF baking secret is buckwheat flour #like you obviously can't use it for everything because it's a very heavy flour with a distinctive nutty flavor #but subbing it for part of the flour adds a really gorgeous stickiness that really helps things from getting too crumbly)#EDIT: couldn't resist and had a little slice and it is fucking delicious #was worried i should have added more sugar but in reality i might be able to cut back on it a little in future batches?#anyway omg so good and that isn't just the glass of wine talking pfft

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dredshirtroberts · 6 months

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hi hello idk if any of you were under the impression that I am either cool or normal but let me assure you that the only reason you could possibly think either of those two things is because you haven't seen me when my Super Special Interest is involved. I keep that shit on lockdown.

#this post brought to you by the full mental breakdown i'm having over #yu yu hakusho #specifically the new live action series #we're only 2 episodes in and i am always hesitant to call something good before i've gotten to the end #but oh man if this isn't fucking good as hell i'm so fucking jazzed you guys #i got so excited i had to lay on the floor multiple times because i just didn't know what else to do with my emotions #i'm a complete nutjob about this story YYH is my favorite fucking story in the whole world i love it so very much #i'm super unwell about this show and these characters and everything it's so bad #i'm having a FANTASTIC time though like 1million/10 experience for me over here

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pyrriax · 2 days

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ANYWHO goodnight tumblr i'll be back on the art grind tomorrow i think 🙏

#haunted ecosystem #i'll take a burst of creativity in a different form than usual than the burnout slump i've been in for a few months #<- part of why my fandom stuff has taken a smidge of a backseat #dont get me wrong i am still very excited about my fandoms im just having fun off in oc hell (affectionate)#its nice to just be able to create and not really worry about perception. and also i feel Less bad about just throwing ocs into the wringer #((blame the fact i've been REALLY interested in whump recently and i have been. fixated. on one of my characters.))#and ALSO i've been! rekindling my flame for wtds. i've been putting off thinking about it since that fic got.#nothing bad happened? but it was still very devastating that somebody who i considered a friend from that fic just. evaporated.#but i'm gonna finish that fic for him :) even if it takes a year. even if it's the one thing i finish ever. it'll be wtds.#for where its gotten me and the fact its what got me out of my shell and is the reason i trust that my writing is good!#i used to really hate rereading my work. i catch flaws that are obvious to me. but that fic. i just think about how *good* the story is #that story means. a lot to me? as a person? like the main character is not a good person. but people care about him anyway.#and there are so many little things. so many sentiments. so much that is a love letter to people who've done bad but learnt to do better #because. god knows i wasnt a good person even just a few years ago. and maybe i see myself in him a bit.#he came from a place of paranoia and fear and pain. and maybe its a good thing that i've found it difficult to write him recently.#because god. i've been HAPPY. even with the rough moments and bad days. i've been happy. i mean fuck.#my birthday's what. ten days away? god damn man. i'm going to be 18. that's an achievement.#i want to look the kid who thought it was over at half my age and tell him we fucking made it. and there are more years to come.#there's a life ahead. even if it's going to be a bitch. even if it's going to be tough. there's love in your heart and people who care and #you're going to fucking live and you're going to feel better one day. you have people to meet properly and thank and cherish.#because for every day it feel like the world's ending there are a dozen more where the sun shines just the right way through the rain #and you can't help but smile because it's just so god damn beautiful.#and fuck it. you're sick. your hands hurt and your legs don't work right. and it's tough sometimes. but you have people who understand.#you have people who honest to god love you for who you are and appreciate your company. and 18 is the first step.#you've spent half your life unlearning things and you've spent half your life relearning how to be what YOU want to be #and if you're a mediocre artist and passionate writer then you'll be fucking great at that. taking the time to learn when it strikes you.#and maybe this is for me. but its also for anybody reading it too. please god if there's one thing you take from this let it be that #somebody out there cares. *I* care. god i care. even if we've never spoken proper i care about you.#i practically have a list of everybody i see in my inbox. i love seeing familiar names show up. i.#i dont know how to neatly wrap up this tag ramble. but. i am so damn full of love it hurts sometimes. its scary to be happy but thats ok!

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