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spookythesillyfella · 7 months

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I WANT THAT TWINK OBLITERATED !!!!!!!!

#i HATE the GHOST AND PALS CREATIVE REMIX #I HATE IT #I CAN'T GO A DAY WITHOUT LISTENING TO IT #I CAN'T FUNCTION PROPERLY ANYMORE #MY 2014-ESQUE DHMIS ERA WILL NEVER EVER STOP FOLLOWING ME #*curled up in a ball . shivering*#*rocking back and forth*#random posting #ghost and pals #vocaloid #utatane piko #dw guys something malicious is brewing in my artistic journey itll be awesome believe me >:)

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doodleodds · 2 years

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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.

If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.

I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.

I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.

Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.

#p5 #akeshu #akechi goro #kurusu akira #wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack #it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size #also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god #and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo #ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute #well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part #hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right #so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake #ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess #anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon

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lastoneout · 2 months

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I have my follow up with my geneticist to go over my EDS results in two days and I am suddenly very nervous I have one of the scary kinds instead of the normal but still bad kind...

#he's also gonna go over my treatment options and you know my ass is bringing up a wheelchair #probably pointless but like...listen I still can't do all-day activities without being in #like excurciating pain so yeah

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ambivartence · 1 year

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My top songs (of the first half) of 2023 ✦ Boys Planet edition ✦

tagged by @lunetual @jikyu @leewonseo @lee-minhoe ty 💕

I've listened to over 300 new releases from over 100 different kpop artists this year so picking my top songs felt like an mnet-level survival show 😭 the irony that i never watched Boys Planet AND one of the songs is literally a Peak Time song is not lost on me ! 🙃 but i wanted to pick a trendy format so here we are 😈 anyways i included albums instead of songs that didn't make the cut since there's too many honorable mention songs that i have had on repeat this year 😭 but most of them are in these 22 albums (oo-li is on here twice and istj isn't out yet !)

if u like my gif template, here's the link ! pls credit me ty <3

tagging (no obligation ofc and if you've already posted will u tag/send me so i can see 🥺): @bahngentertainment @chrisbangs @coupsnim @dakbees @dive-in-the-blue @hannahbahng @hyunfelix @ingblr-s @jinniebit @kyubins @losergirlz @quokki @shorelinnes @starcatching @userjiung @userwoodz @wabisaba @woodziecup @yohanblr + anyone else who wants to share just say that i tagged u <3

#tag game #song recs #flashing tw #*ambiv.gif #ok i didnt have to go so hard but it's the holidays so i had a free day hehe #im actually very proud of my coloring for some of these gifs especially the BSS one .. had to borrow some mvs for the b-sides without vids #anyways yall shouldve seen the spreadsheet i had to use to get to 12.... also the biggest tragedy was number 13 was skz topline :((((((#one thing about me is that even tho i love my noise music i also LOVE my ballads :') and clearly i love my boy groups 👹#i tried to limit to 1 per album & artist except i can't do that to woodz so he got an exception asdfsdfjj OO-LI IS TOO GOOD IT'S UNMATCHED #i have so many other faves..... nct dream best friend .. nine (onlyoneof) beyOnd .. kep1er lvly .. holland number boy .. newjeans omg ..#epex sunshower .. enhypen bills .. dkb more than 100 reasons .. cravity groovy .. boynextdoor one and only .. blitzers macarena ..#billlie eunoia .. bae173 gt .. atbo next to me .. agust d haegeum .. (g)i-dle queencard .. cupid fifty fifty .. golden child weekends ..#ive kitsch .. jinyoung cotton candy .. kim jaehwan lucky! .. lee chaeyeon knock .. mark golden hour .. lun8 wild heart .. nct djj perfume .#sf9 puzzle .. stayc teddy bear .. purple kiss sweet juice .. &team firework .. tripleS rising .. viviz pull up .. xg left & right ..#.......just to name a few slkjdflajfdjlf DO U SEE HOW HARD THIS WAS :'( i DIED !!!#OK BUT IF I DID MISS UR FAVE PLS SEND ME IT I WILL LISTEN

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idon-twannabeperceived · 2 months

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Btw seeing gringos trying to dance tango or salsa is so 🫥🫥

Like I don't mind at all bro go off but like put some flavor in there I AM BEGGING i swear u won't die WHERE IS YOUR SOUL DO YOU NOT HAVE A HEART

#tango specifically gives me so much cringe but bc they have such a weird and wrong idea of how tanho is really like #i do not enjoy seeing it butchered #but i do not mind that other people dance it per se i just wish they cared a bit more about how it's traditionally danced #i was thinking about this seeing a gymnast the other day that had i think salsa in her routine?#(idk bc the volume was so low i just had to go by a bit of what i heard and her movements)#SHE WAS STIFF #all her routine was so beautiful and elegant and then that part... it was definitely there #but then i saw a YouTube video nd it was one of those where they teach how to dance x latinamerican rhythm #but the teacher is always yanki and the steps are all numbered and there's squares on the floor telling u where to step #and LISTEN i know it's useful to have a visual representation or a guide at first to figure out the movement #but please that's just at first u can't just go through life overthinking merengue bc u're gonna look dumb #even the teachers look like they are trying to hold a penny between their ass cheeks without it falling while they dance #u have to let go and just feel it at some point #some of our dances are so much more about the feeling or connection with your partner than about the technique #technique is still important but like #i would enjoy much more watching someone who doesn't know every dance so just does a couple basic steps but FEELS the music #and is just enjoying themselves while dancing #than seeing someone who spent an entire year learning every step and turn but they look petrified and scared while dancing #nobody is out to get u sweetheart u can let go PLEASE u're scaring the kids

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80s-prometheus · 7 months

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this movie has completely taken over my life. everything I see, read, watch, and listen to has to somehow be related to this film. I was listening to "Always Forever" by Cults and went, "this song is so Creature and Lisa coded" and my sister looked at me like I grew an extra head HELP ME

#lisa frankenstein #i swear I can't go a single day without thinking about this movie #it's crazy tho bc I could never listen to that song before without associating it with bad experiences with someone in the past #but now because of this movie i'm able to enjoy some of the things i used to without being upset or triggered by them #tbh this movie really helped me out when I was in a dark place #ik that this is really dramatic but I genuinely think that it saved me ngl

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ichangemyusertoomuch · 6 months

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~ Bruno is Orange - Hop Along

~ Gore warning

Jack Harkness and Angelo Colasanto

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rice-ballin · 10 months

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bro get a load of this guy! he got so fucking romantic! he better apologize and like ask to smoke my weed and shit

#car seat headrest #csh #cute thing by car seat headrest #i am actually so obsessed with car seat headrest and will toledo i kid you not he's all i listen to now i can't go a single day without goi

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fennthetalkingdog · 4 months

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Okay, so I saw a thing mentioning how you could wag your butt as if you have a tail to kinda mimic the feeling and that's so smart!! For me, unless I'm super super super happy, wagging my butt is usually just a shaking-water-off-my-fur motion T-T Like, I've been feeling a tail behind me pretty consistently for years now, and when I'm really happy it wags and the feeling gets stronger, but wagging for me is an exclusively tail motion. There's no physical signs because just it's moving (and that's part of why wearing a tail feels weird for me, cause mine will be wagging but since I don't move my butt the tail doesn't move with me T-T ). But I might try that sometime to let my friends know my tail is wagging :3

#wagging your tail is such a good stim until no one can see and since you're no longer stimming visibly folks don't think you're happy :')#also I've been feeling pretty doggish lately!! Normally I don't talk about it all so I guess getting to tell folks is letting it out a bit #but I just wanna run around and bare my teeth and bark at something #I've kinda figured out that I'm prolly a working dog? or at least a mix of one #but I most certainly don't listen to instructions easily XD #I'm more of a “will work for fun but will stop as soon as someone tells me to” kind of dog #Like I'm so happy to finally have classes again I would've been soooooo bored without them #But catch me in a week or so feeling upset that I have to work 😭#And two of my classes are the kind of class that you can't easily work ahead so I can't just ride off the early days' enthusiasm #So things are certainly gonna be interesting #But at least me and the college buddies are back to our old shenanigans #*wags tail* I love em so much #We're thinking about going to a beach soon hopefully none of us get stuck by a jellyfish /reference #alterhuman #nonhuman #therian #dogkin #caninekin

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averlym · 1 year

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a word to the wise sometimes the only true rest is looking beyond what you thought was success

so true! adamandi is full of wise advice such as this, including: "and you'll never feel better if you - fucking die- you stupid ass!"

#these are all very good reminders. especially during exam season (i am suffering. but at least i'm working on art coursework so it's #suffering i love.) guys i have maybe a bit too many thoughts on ambrose. sculpture. and ceramics. and studio. in my art student 3d era rn #tmr it's black and white 2d so it's vincent vibes instead... anyways. in my breaks i ended up brainstorming more doodles again so..#anywaysndhfnfjfhf sorry to detract! but like these two quotes are holding my sanity intact i think.#at this point even without listening to the live soundtrack it sounds in my head so. lasting impressions i guess. every time i get anxious #' you'll never get better if you fucking die'' sounds in my head and i go ''ah yes there's a whole life outside''#continuing this ramble you ever think how vincent went from you'll never get better if you fucking die to '' first i chose my friend #ambrose for my debut :DD'' realll quick. or also how this principle worked for when he was talking to ambrose about it and then. for himself #he didn't want to get better. he wanted quincy to get better and so '' you'll never get better if you die'' held through to the end #it just wasn't a mentality that saved him... god that screws me up. so many thoughts.#anyways anon!!!! thank you for sending this :3 made my day <33 very vibes #going to put the soundtrack on and power through studio again.. :3 adamandi asks are welcomed ngl teehee #ask me stuff???#on another note sometimes it's so surreal that actors are real people... i guess the magic of theatre is that it makes the characters come #to life.. like i believe actors are real. and deserve to be treated like people. for the record. but also when consuming media and it's the #suspension of disbelief? these are Real Characters i can't believe that someone who isn't them is making these sounds and doing these things #it's so insane. incredible. idk i just have very high admiration for the cast and idk how i got here even... akshdjdhdf #<blinks> they did such a good job akdhdnfhfbgfhff ok bye #first time i swear in the actual post on this blog and not in the tags... of course

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witherbythesword · 18 days

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🎶✨when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, and publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite follows (positivity is cool)🎶✨

#it's a mess 🌈#i need someome to perform lobotomy on my frontal lobe so i can go one (1) day without having these songs playing in my brain #and that one snow patrol song #I am that meme where the little girl is hiding trembling in fear under a tablr #and the werwolf monster is looking for her #but the werwolf monster is all by snow patrol #and I am hiding because i don't want to listen to it another 20 hours #please i can't #my sanity.

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petrichorvoices · 29 days

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You ever have a moment where you're suddenly hit by the realization that you've been affected a lot more by something than you thought you were

#Can't listen to gay cowboy music without realizing homophobia has in fact affected us. Hate this fucking polyplex #The brain has been rapidfire throwing realizations of this sort at me. Maybe doing so the day before we go back to our childhood home #isn't the greatest timing but sure. Hey. Whatever. Why the hell not #Rambling #I Am Fucking Going Through It

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wolpatinga · 1 month

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#*beep* oh. hey. guess you're sleeping? maybe you're at work. or out with friends. i hope wherever you are it's good #or that it's getting better. i really do #i'm not good. but you knew that already. otherwise why would i be leaving this message?#sorry. i just need to talk for a bit i guess #cause it's like. every day i write a hundred posts and every day i delete most if not all of them #and i could not tell you why #this is my blog after all. my words and thoughts go here #but also. this is my third place. and i can't lose that #isn't that crazy? i can't lose the handful of notes from reblogging other people's posts #the idea that somehow i'm constructing myself in the cut and paste instead of doing something myself #and i do try to make posts of my own. but nothing's ever worth posting. i don't even let it rot in the drafts. it's just gone #and i try to think about what would stop me from doing this #which inevitably brought me here - what would i be doing if it were fifty years ago #and i think the answer is i'd be calling someone who used to care and blowing up their answering machine #and i think about old answering machines. the ones that need a tape to record the message #does dora just re-record over the tapes that harry fills?#does she trash them? i'm guessing she doesn't listen to them #i won't tell you what to do with this message. i'll spare you a call to action #it's not like a diary would fix this. i have a diary. i've been keeping one regularly for months now #i think i want to be perceived but i refuse to speak unless spoken to and i will not reach out on here unless i'm being a kindly anon #and when i talk irl it's all broken disjointed subjects without predicates #it takes such effort for me to talk that people stop asking me out of kindness. but there's still thoughts i haven't said #thoughts that don't need to be said. we don't *need* another person rambling on about whatever random fandom topic or half-assed scribbles #i tried making serious art and meta posts for like four years across different fandoms #it's all gone now. as is most of my poetry. lotta things i don't know or care to know #and i can't bring myself to do that again. esp if that's not why you're here. so like. it's easier just to remain quiet?#because. i know people *can* understand. but it takes effort #and i can't guarantee a return on investment. i don't know if the cost of teaching me how to talk again is worth it #god i want to infodump but that was beaten out of me. the need is still there but i can't. it hurts #idk. things are good and then things are bad and on the whole they're good and getting better

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dykrophone · 2 months

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this is all niki's fault

#if she hadnt made such a goddamn relatable album which gave me war flashbacks #and dragged me right back to high school making sure i wouldn't get over something i thought i was over...#smh #niki #it's not my fault i can't go 2 days without listening to the nicole album and then get filled with rage randomly after 2 years

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barkingangelbaby · 4 months

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venting so much i ran out of tags lmao

#i think im hallucinating ?????#i have my headphones on (listening to boyfeel on repeat n choppin up some paper)#and keep feeling / seeing shadows in my peripheral vision #im probably just dehydrated and having bad floaters but i dont like it :)#today has also been bad dramatically awful #life isn't serious there's no reason to feel this heavy #oop very emo thoughts incoming #life can't be meaningful or ill miss my parents too much but can't be meaningless or im living without them for nothing #im just. struggling very hard this year. idk #i had so much health bullshit going on for months that i put off going to a psych n now im so busy that it feels bad taking time off for it #and im also scared of getting on meds bc the idea of being dependent on something that i might not have access to is.. auuughhh #idk dude my adhd has been debilitating lately and i feel so stuck and sometimes i think i have ocd bc my compulsions are so fucking bad and #all my mental bullshit with my breathing has slowly been driving me wild and peaks my anxiety #and sometimes i worry abt being bipolar bc my mom's mom is and my mom's best friend told me she thought my mom might have been #bc the way my moods are so low or so high is exhausting it feels like i haven't had a “normal” day in so long #but also atp when im happy i feel manic bc idk how to healthily experience happiness anymore #idfk y'all !!!! im also very nonverbal these days #ugh and still going back n forth on telling my therapist ive been suicidal again bc i dont want him to have to report me or anything idk #a few months ago i made a joke about offing myself and he got rly serious n said he'd have to take action if im serious so im leaning no #like. i wouldnt actually kill myself. i just don't want to exist sometimes in this life #its just been very very very very very very very very very very very very very very hard lately without my parents or grandma #and even after all these years it's still heartwrenching to think about continuing to live this life without them #like. i just want to make them laugh. i just want to feel their arms around me in a warm hug. i just want to dance to their favorite songs.#i don't want to think of them and see their dead bodies anymore. i want to remember them healthy and smiling.#i would take care of them again in every lifetime but fuck dude. i just want to remember their good days instead of the end. can i please #please fucking invision them at their best. i want to remember the dad that played baseball and video games and whose laugh filled the room #i want to remember my grandma who was so sassy but kind. whose button nose crinkled when she smiled. who taught me to happily be dramatic #i don't want to remember them being frail. i want to forget the frustration i saw in their eyes. i want to forget seeing them struggle #(insert sadness about not remembering my mom at all)#just. fuck dude. my life is simple and i am safe so i shouldn't complain. but things feel so fucking hard sometimes. i feel so heartbroken

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underwhelmingalchemist · 4 months

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Starting pride month with the pharmacy denying me my testosterone prescription until mid-June and my doctor saying she can't do anything about it because it's a controlled substance 🙃✌️

#i should also add that it's been a week of trying to get her respond to the messages #'hey i don't want to be off my t for a month'#[full day of silence]#'sorry i don’t know why you can't get your refill but i can't do anything about it'#i am going to lose my mcfucking mind #that's not to mention a long argument where my now former friend #because they're one of those 'trump and biden are both equally bad' people who's planning on just letting trump take power again #because they seem to think that you can boycott a high-level politician in a critical election like it's a fucking soda company #for someone who used being communist as a justification for it #they sure have a very capitalist perspective on politics #i also couldn't fall asleep until literal dawn this morning because i forgot my sleep aids #and then when i did fall asleep i had a solid hour of nightmares #and tw for neurodivergence-based disordered eating for this next one #but my brain hasn't let me eat much of anything all day because it's not 'the right food'#it also will not tell me what 'the right food' is #anyways pride month is off to a pretty shitty start #OH and work changed my schedule from working mids to working primarily night shifts without telling me #and my ortho's advice for my wrist fucked it up a lot more and she hasn't responded to my email from a week ago #i'm fucking miserable #if you need me i'll be playing stardew and listening to sad gay music #personal #vent #rant

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