#I SHOULD be watching it today. hopefully
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the curse of introducing my cousins to s&c is that we’re now watching it together and they have been busy so I have to narrowly dodge spoilers for the new episode
#happi rambles#I SHOULD be watching it today. hopefully#I am very excited to watch the new ep though ausudgsuhshshd. I need to check the tag!!! I need to see all the cool new stuff that’s happened
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a koi pond for your dash:
❀ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ༄ ❀ 𓆝 𓆟 ༄ ❀ 𓆞 𓆝 ❀ ༄ ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌
#our pond thawed so i sat beside the water today and watched the fish#i wish everyone as beautiful and peaceful a moment as that today ♡#i dont have a koi pond btw judt a farm pond that a neighbor put goldish in like twenty years ago#they thrived tho and they're pretty like koi fish#im planning to add water lilies to it this year and maybe some other pretty ornamental plants around it idk#also a bench hopefully bc rn you have to sit in an uncomfy rock lol#anyway#still a nice place to hang out im just planning to make it nicer when i have the money for landscaping#im considering adding some actual koi to it bc i read they can coexist w goldfish really well bc they're both carp#but idk i assume they eat more so maybe they would outcompete the goldslfish#also they eat the baby goldfish so maybe not :(#they should crossbreed tho#i think#so maybe i'll just grt one or two koi and see what happens#anywayyy#they're so pretty and peaceful to watch 😌#my only complaint is its a bit of a hike to the pond#either like five minutes down a suuuuper steep hill or twice as long walking around the hill and back up by the road which is less steep#also you cant really see the pond from the house bc its far away and surrounded by dense brush#alas#these are good problems to have tho#and for safety reasons its good actually that the pond is far from the house and a bit annoying to get to#bc little kids could def have a terrible accident if it was just in the yard or something#bc its really deep#im not the best w these emojis but i wanted to make something cute
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not many people online atm so i figured i’d show off theo’s freshly customized moles :) i'll post a proper close up of his face moles later because i'm obsessed, but for now here’s the full thing.
also this is how this background looks with the character page (this isn't the pic i'll be using, i was just testing things out). i'll probably alter the code to match the background rather than editing the background’s color, i think.
#the cas background was much closer to the page’s color before i turned my preset on </3#river dipping#theodore doe#echthroi#ts4#i might delete this later... we shall see#i just don't like posting theo when he's showing a lot of skin idk why...#ig it's bc i know how theo feels abt his body and everything so eyeeee am just like. everyone close your eyes.#but i want to show his moles off because they took me forever to place where i wanted#he has four!!! moles on his left palm that i love so bad and no one is ever gonna see them kjfdhnkfdjhn#i imagine matthias kisses theo's palm there all the time#…jotting this pose idea down expeditiously ✍️#i’m laying down for bed now so hopefully i get at least four hours tonight 🧎#also i only took test shots today while in cas so tomorrow i have to hop back in there to actually take the pics i want for the oc page#i want to do everyone’s but i just know i should just keep it simple with mattodore first#oh—also! downloaded a ton of clutter cc yesterday and today so i’m hoping i might actually get to that in-my-bag tag game soon#but yeah . . . nothing else to say and my eyes are watering from yawning so i’m going to sleep 🚶#everyone watch over theo for me while i sleep 🔫#gn!!!! <3
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day 28
#i kinda rambled here in the tags so have fun with that#ultratober#ultrakill#mysterious druid knight#ultrakill mdk#no owl though i couldnt find a way to keep their ingame appearance (what i registered as 2 cubes ontop of one another) unfortunately#i dont feel like putting all of his tags here. but hopefully the fans of this guys ultrakill appearance find this#anyways speaking of which. heres a question i have.#should i actually watch this guys shit btw#asking cause that drawing hakita did for today intrigued me#“i bought an aztec death whistle to fuck with my weed neighbors” yeah you sure did man! Yeah!#okay the likelihood of me getting an answer to my question is low but theres a slim chance okay?#ill stop yapping now. youre here for drawings
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the fall of the house of usher AU with the todorokis
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#i cant stop thinking abt how good it was holy moly#im SO hit and miss with mike flanagan but i rly rly enjoyed it all#VICTORINES EPISODE WOW#i love how shitty the wholeeee family is i feel like u could definitely do something fun with that plot for an AU with the todorokis#touya would be napoleon#like i will not accept any other character for him#i havent thought abt the rest but this concept is so so sooo fun i love messy family stuff#i heard someone say it reminded them of succession which ive never seen so#maybe i should watch succession#ANYWAY i hope ur all good sorry i havent been as chatty lately#my anxiety has been so bad after my friendship breakup#im still goin thru it and my emotions are a rollercoaster but im doing my best yk#i am gonna try and get back into writing and creating stuff#hopefully will have something to post today or tomorrow#im editing a draft i had from before all of the drama so fingers crossed!!#take care of urselves and have nice days everybody mwah mwah
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Huh... No cause, I actually nailed the vibe on the panda hero art... Good job seari
#i wouldn't call it vent art since it was specifically done to resemble the original#but the rough and upset vibe of it i did use as some sort of vent#the art style is different than my usual one... but still has traces of mine#sigh... i should have dinner it's pretty late and I'm hungry...#... i survived today... i spiraled last night and went to war... i feel drained and empty#but... but i survived... and i didnt give in to anything... waking up that late wasnt ideal but... but im alive ...#and that's what matters. alr lets eat something nice and warm and we can see what we watch on the meantime i want something comfy...#anyways if i go to sleep after dinner tomorrow ill hopefully return with more energy#sorry you have to see this low energy non cheerful me... i don't like her either
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#feelin weird. feelin real weird. in a bad way? no i guess not but more like im a haha wtf is happening here?#like i should maybe track my mood just so i can be like wtf is this? more bc i think its interesting#bc like i mean im spending ~11hrs in the lab and the stress has been real high and ive not been sleeping well#but like currently? i feel like i wanna run a mile. like i wanna run around in circles and scream and laugh until i cry#too much energy. too much energy. but y? where is it coming from? its weird#its like the edge of a headache. the cusp of turning. it doesn't quite feel bad yet but like i woke up at 4#and was insane until 6 when i had to get up and then i was in the lab all day until 6.30#and immediately i went for a run like empty stomach. i need to run now. and i still feel like that. like i need to run and run and run#but like y am i not exhausted? im not even tired? im vibrating#i watched the new successi0n episode twice and im losing my mind abt it#so its weird and i dont understand. but its not bad. it feels out of control like it feels fucked up but im not being like irradic#like if i was standing beside someone i dont think theyd notice. except maybe my sister bc i think if i talked id be noticeable#energetic. idk maybe im just exhausted and brain is pumping me with stress hormones so i csnt stop but i also csnt feel it#but i suspect its something to do with estrogen and progesterone levels changing which isnt great bc ive got a cycle that borders being#concerningly short but like idk rn its fun. im sure itll break and ill split apart but rn everything feels hilarious#its also weird bc im always like: y do i have so much energy after i dont sleep? is not sleeping thr answer. and today i was like hm#maybe i cant sleep bc i have too much energy. hm. idk its not bad. it doesn't feel bad#it just feels interesting and notable so im noting it. weird stuff. hopefully it pulls me thru tomorrow#bc my back fucking hurts lmao and its monday so ppl r back in the lab as i stand around for 11 hours#unrelated
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#diana's music diary#good afternoon hii#yesterday was just me playing more picayune dreams...#I should maybe slow down with it a bit I'm getting a little too obsessed with it n.n;;#otherwise though not much has been going on#I watched the grinch with some friends I suppose#and never ended up doing the thing I was supposed to do before it was too late... maybe today?#I don't like putting things off so hopefully#today's probably just going to be more chilling...#will maybe focus on playing ultrakill if I play anything but I'd like to maybe draw or write today instead -:3#maybe start this one thing I've been meaning to get around to?#let's just try to do something today no matter what it ends up being n.n;;#Youtube
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parkour was fun btw even if my hands are ripped to shreds now..... also one of the community leaders (who I admittedly have a baby crush on.... any pronoun dykes unite!!!!!) said he'd get me a free pair of lesbian flag laces for my trainers by the next jam <3 😭😭
#it was only 4 of us this time.... theyre planning the next sesh for the weekend tho so hopefully more ppl can join#i need to dig some vegan baking recipes back up cuz I keep forgetting how many of them dont/cant eat dairy#and i like baking things to take w me hehehe#at least it means i have a lot of brownies leftover so i can take them to the climbing social on thurs >:)#pray for my muscles to recover by then.... today was abt explosive movements so it was INTENSE#I keep forgetting that im a bit of an extrovert like I always feel SOOO energised and upbeat after hanging out w them#who knew isolating myself and barely leaving the house or talking to anyone would make my depression Worse.#I hope I can like. keep reminding myself of that and keep pushing myself to go to social things like this bc I do rly rly need it#and itll become even more crucial over the next few months with the seasonal shit kicking in too.....#I love calling w friends online too but im a very physical person I need to interact irl w a lot of ppl regularly to stay sane yknow#anyway water tank should be hot by now im gonna go shower and then watch smth peace out ✌️#.diaries
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me: i will not think of more angst today
me: *listens to For Riddles, For Wonders*
me: well mission failed then!
#hush n shush wifi#specifically i'm listening to the KKOMDA remix which is somehow even MORE sad#now i'm just thinking of you smiling sadly as you disappear from Foul Legacy's grasp#your last moments are holding his hands as you vanish into specks of light#he tries so hard not to cry because he doesn't want your last memory of him to be him crying#but once you fully disappear he falls to the ground and starts sobbing#maybe the Traveler is there watching but unable to console him#and when he wakes up he feels like he had a long dream he couldn't remember#along with the sense that something extremely important is missing#but no matter how he tries he can't remember what#it feels like there's a hole in his heart that used to be filled by something#but what?#everything is seemingly as it should be yet it just seems a little less bright#because he's missing his sunlight (you)#the awful part is if he doesn't remember he feels like something is missing for the rest of his life#but if he does he falls into grief over what he's lost: the love of his life who provided light in his darkest times#the one person who adored him even though he's a monster#and he'll never get that back#anyways people who read the tags will be having a field day#i got some writing done but not much because i did other writing that was not very fun for hours today so hopefully i get more done tmrw#good evening :)#wifi rambles
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me all fucking week
#I have done so fucking well all year#watch me fall apart as soon as it reaches over 30C#still#I did ok with pacing today I think#hopefully#should probably sit tomorrow out though maybe#chronic illness tag#chronic pain tag#chronic fatigue syndrome#pacing is hard when there are a million things to do#but this iw why we start our tasks two weeks early#or a year early in some cases#from the fainting couch is a great meme account on instagram for those who don’t know#this is one of my fave memes of all time
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guess who has a new favorite character of all time and is only slightly obsessed with camp camp!!
#camp camp preston#cc preston#camp camp#Preston goodplay#digital art#its only my second time drawing him so its not very good but hopefully its okay#i had to draw him#currently i am slightly obsessed with him but ill probably forget about him eventually lmao#BUT EVENTUALLY IS NOT TODAY#EXPECT MORE PRESTON DRAWINGS#And possibly other cc characters!#Unless i lose motivation to draw in which case you should expect.. air#SHDGDHF#Watch camp camp if you havent already#it’s awesome#i reccomend it
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NOOOOO NOT THAT BEING JESS' FIRST TSUTSUMI MOVIE 😭😭😭😭IT'S NOT REPRESENTATIVE OF HIS WORK I PROMMYYYY..... The Mole Song might not help his case in that regard though Hiura is A Bit Of A Pest too 😭 nowhere near the same level of course but 😭😭😭I hope you guys enjoy when you get to it!
OH BUT PLEASE please take your time and have fun with Metroid there is No Rush I'm just SO so happy you're willing to give my recommendations a shot 😭😭😭PLEASE BELIEVE IN MY MAN MOAI THOUGH I LOVE HIM...
AT THE VERY LEAST HE'S MUCH LESS OF A PEST THAN UTSUBO WAS SO.. LIKE TRULY A 'no i swear he doesn't always play characters like this please he can be really sweet and cute PLEASE BELIEVE ME' moment （；´д｀）（；´д｀）
BUT YEAH OF COURSE im always ready to get your recs a shot !! i haven't been disappointed so far and i always end up really loving the stuff you send my way, so im excited to check it out when i can ! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
#snap chats#plus the mole song movies are fun...... gotta give a lil to get a lil right.... it'll be worth....#just tryna think of movies where he Isn't a jackass and christ. lemme scratch my head for a bit i got like five in mind maybe☠️#HE'S PLEASANT IN PLENTY OF DRAMAS THO COMPARATIVELY just gotta watch more movies but anyways...#I BELIEVE IN MOAI THO I TRUST HIM I SEE HE'S TRYING i need him to try faster tho my man's house blew up 😭😭#in any case..i WILL enjoy prime ty !! i SHOULD be almost done.. but then it keeps getting longer and im like Oh God.#VERY fun game tho im so happy its everything i thought itd be when i was a kid.... IN ANY CASE im gonna have some breakfast#and then HOPEFULLY i finish it today.... cause i DOOO wanna watch stuff..........
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Hhhnnnnggnrnrngngng the first locked tomb book is £12 and im debating getting it but. I spent almost all my birthday money today (on vape stuff for my and my sister, she owes me about £20) and im not sure if I can afford it
Particularly given Christmas is soon and I uave nothing for anyone
#on the other hand i have heard very good things about these lesbian necromancers#im also. absolutly wincing at today but like#i needed to pay my phone bill#i need to pay bus fare to get my prescription#i technically didnt *need* to buy the vape stuff but its the primary coping mechanism me and my sister have#and it meant i got enough to last until the end of the year hopefully#but overall im just...ugh. somehow stings more to be given money after having none for ages and then watching it evaoprate#i did finally send a resignation email tonwork though#havent told anyone bc my mum will probably be pissy#but im hoping i have some back pay there that could do christmas#hhhhhh#okay i was origionally posting this to ask for opinions on if i should buy it but#i think by talking it thrkugh like this ive convinced myself to wait#i do have access to bisexual necromancer and queer trauma thembo rp so ill Manage lol
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This morning when I got to work it was just me and my manager for the first two hours. He'd been alone since 6am, it was 7am when I got in, so he had prep to finish. The store wasn't ready to be opened, but we were open anyway. So I'm stocking the condiment bar, refilling sauces, portioning meat, dropping shit in the fryer, cleaning and restocking every damn thing in the restaurant. While also taking and making orders. I only asked my manager for help once. I'm flustered and exhausted and only halfway through my shift, but my brain has shorted out like it's five minutes before the end.
My manager said "I don't have favorites, but if I did, you'd definitely be the favorite."
That means a lot, but also, put your money where your mouth is and give me the raise I deserve.
#great Taylor thanks for the kind words#it really does mean a lot#and i know its not his fault that we're short staffed#but i cant do this#my body and soul cant take it#im exhausted#and today is one of the busiest days of the week#two more coworkers came in but theyre... not the most useful#the first four hours flew by because i never got the chance to stop and see the clock#my manager finished prep so hopefully he can cover line#when i first started here i hated doing line. hated it. i had trouble reading the boards#and i wasnt quick. at all. it was super frustrating and i avoided it whenever i could#but lately ive had no choice. ive been the only one available to do line for hours on end. its exhausting#but ive gotten a lot faster with the practice. thats something#im on break rn with only three minutes left. if i close my eyes im going to pass out and never wake up#someone here is watching tiktok with no headphones and i may commit murder#ive said it once and ill say it again#fast food workers should be able to do as many drugs as they want as long as it doesnt dangerously affect their performance#if you gotta do some coke to get you through the lunch rush. you gotta do what you gotta do
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#Today's art has been pushed back for a day#I didn't expect to be so affected but here I am - crying over a streamer I only rarely watched#Hopefully this should give me some time to recoup - just don't really feel like continuing my normal queue at the moment#I'll be back tomorrow ♥
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