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#I actually feel nauseous
dreamytfw · 6 months
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You've heard of "pretending to be bi for a joke" Misha. Now get ready for genocide denialist Misha!!!
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funeralpyres · 1 year
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have been hoping for a boygenius full album ever since the first tour ended and now that it’s finally here i’m not ready . i’m not gonna lie everything stopped feeling real to me after 2018 for reasons entirely unrelated to this but life goes on nonetheless and at least we have music :) happy to be here
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antibayern · 1 year
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kind of fucking sickening that not that long ago we found out that h*kimi was under investigation for sexual assault and men immediately jumped to defend him and now that he’s divorcing not only they come out and talk about women as if they were simple objects for them to use but they are praising him and calling him a hero. i don’t know about you but i don’t wanna live in a man’s world anymore.
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scottmcwinchester · 2 years
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satoumafuyuss · 22 days
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Still getting used to drawing them but I'm happy with how this turned out so I will post it :)
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ink-the-artist · 3 months
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blood animals
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elfcollector · 22 hours
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I think I need to go to camp for a while. Be alone. Scream at the sky.
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girlgerard · 6 months
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mommm white people on tumblr are misconstruing my posts again despite the post being entirely about how important wording is + how i don’t feel comfortable posting large statements when i haven’t fully processed them yet.
#if you want to put me on a blocklist for loving netanyahu you can! i don’t! and no matter how many times i get told i do#i still don’t!#i literally said i hope his balls get cut off IN THAT POST#i don’t know how that read as unclear.#perhaps there are no hidden genocidal messages behind the wording of my tumblr posts - who knows!#when i said i cared about every single civilian living in that land i meant it. if you decide that i actually don’t that’s not my problem#if you somehow took my words and decided that what i really meant is that i’m a government bootlicker who loves murder#you can do that all you want. it won’t make it true and it won’t help save any lives#i was in ramallah and jerusalem six months ago. have you gone?#if the answer is no maybe think about that for a second#moreover if you’re viewing this from a purely racial or religious framework you have no idea how to navigate this subject#i don’t view israel and palestine through which government i want to back. why the fuck would i do that#palestinians and jews and everyone else in that land is who i care about. i care about gazans#if that’s not enough of ‘a side’ for you i don’t really think there’s much of a conversation to be had.#do you think i wake up every day NOT thinking about gaza? do you think i wouldn’t feel nauseous every second of every day because of gaza?#do you think that within everything i’m saying that the most logical conclusion would be to post all of my thoughts on tumblr?#because if you think any of that we’re not going to have a productive conversation. i don’t take kindly to being told my own emotions
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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starjunkyard · 6 days
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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chronicowboy · 1 year
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if chris and eddie are in some sort of danger and buck doesn't know, the possibilities are endless but endlessly incredible. like say they get called out and chris and eddie are trapped somewhere and buck is working on getting them out, shouting out that help is coming, and a croaky familiar voice (eddie or christopher's you choose) calls out a shaky "buck?". or they're on their way to a call and maddie informs that an off-duty firefighter called it in and her voice turns incredibly solemn and buck knows what's coming but it still guts him when she says its eddie, and then she drops the second bomb that chris is with him and buck just shuts down. but then the possibilities of how buck reacts to realising his boys, his family, is in danger. we've seen him lose it for both chris and eddie respectively, so together... but also its not that he's got nothing to lose, suddenly he has everything to lose. so he's a little feral, wild-eyed and anguished despite his stony façade (oliver would put his whole stussy into this), but he's so incredibly competent because its his life, the lives that matter more than his own fucking life, on the line. buck shouting at bobby and arguing with the incident commander and ignoring direct orders. buck rushing in heart first but being goddamn smart about it because he absolutely cannot fail. then the actual rescue provides so many possibilities. say the catastrophe is an earthquake and buck has just gotten christopher out from where they where trapped when the aftershock hits. no argument about buck leaving eddie because his priority has and always will be chris but a look that ryan and oliver would absolutely body, a look from eddie that says save the two halves of my heart and get out of here alive, i'll still be with you, and a look from buck that say i'm coming back for you i swear it, i follow where you lead. just god. the possibilities of eddie and chris in danger.
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sprucewoodmpreg · 5 months
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life series moodboard
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this past week its just been a constant cycle of *normal normal normal* OH FUCK THE SITE UPDATE IS NEARLY UPON US *has to sit down and breathe*
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tj-crochets · 8 months
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Hey y'all! A word of advice about going to a new doctor (this is US-based, but I think might be applicable to more than just that): If they do not ask you for your medical history, that is not a good sign
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chheese-mmmhh · 25 days
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wait wait wait wait episode 4 is jealous buck (gay) THEN episode 5 is that hand-on-shoulder-hand-on-waist scene (gay) AND THEN episode 6 oliver stark said he was gonna sing???? so eddie probably will too???? anyway what im trying to say is (gay)
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chrisbangs · 8 months
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🐺🫧
Here
Now go to sleep
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