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thegreenleavesofspring · 5 months

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Me: *on the phone with my mother* Yeah God has me in a holding pattern right now so I'm just chilling.

*two days later* Stuff Starts Happening

Which. Don't get me wrong. It's good stuff and stuff I've been praying for for awhile now but also... it is going to be Tiring and Inconvenient to deal with and the holding pattern the boys and I have been in has been remarkably comfortable, actually, and I am reluctant to face the exertion and weariness that the process of this Stuff is going to require and...

Anyway, don't mind me, just complaining about blessings again. XP

(I'm just. I already know good and well that I am going to be Tired for the next few months. Really really Tired. Even with trusting and praying it's still going to take mental and physical energy and also concern for my children and it's just. Gack.)

(Actually maybe I need to be praying that I will soon meet a dependable, trustworthy babysitter so that my children can get to know and trust them before the impending periods of hours of separation. And yeah yeah "Bri just hours?" but keep in mind my children have never been separated from me except once, my eldest stayed with my in-laws while I was in the hospital giving birth to my second son and that Did Not Go Well. Indeed my youngest never even experienced the usual separation anxiety phase that happens around a year old because he has never been without me.

Add to that that we don't actually know ANYONE in the area. Like at all. Except my mother, who is currently without transportation and who I don't... fully... trust to watch my kids for like... four hours. Or longer.

Anyway this has been weighing on me and I don't know why it hasn't occurred to me to pray about it before.)

On another note, when the CPS dude visited today he asked if we were going to be okay (re: my husband no longer providing any financial support at all) and I said yes, because we have no other choice but to be, and we just sort of looked at each other. But I didn't come off as worried because even though I know already that next month is going to be challenging, I also have full trust that God has not brought us this far just to drop us now. Just because I don't know yet what He has planned doesn't mean He doesn't have a plan and also I think I've maybe gotten a glimpse at it? Little bitty glimpse? Just takes a certain amount of effort on my part.

...yes I'm a bit lazy. XP

#Nattering into the void #I am lazy but I am also tired #Not Tired yet but tired #It has been a good year but a tiring one and the last ~month especially #I really do need to pray about the divorce situation more because the Bible is very plain how we are supposed to treat divorce and #reconciliation and God does not contradict His word but also-#It is impossible NOT to see His hand in this whole drama so #???#That said I'm not about to fight Him to *not* get divorced that's for sure and certain #If I never see Dallas again I will be that much the happier #I pray that he and his whole family get saved but somewhere far far away from me and the boys #...which leads me to the “but who will be a good male role model for my children?” but now I'm just digressing and word vomiting at once #And any road Dallas was not and would not be a good male role model for them so.#*le tired flops*

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chickenoptyrx · 5 months

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I am once again drawin the most mundane shit :D

These are all sento saiyans, an AU race of saiyans created by @bahnloopi read more about em here :U

#sento saiyans #ok but fr this is just: my older cousin has 3 kids #theyre all as close in age as they can p much possibly be #and i love playin w em but also i am tired and lazy #and im projecting ALL OF THAT onto a monkey guy w way more muscle but shh its fine hes tired too #rus #i dont have names for any of the kiddos but 1 of them is the same 1 from the last pic #the 1 sayin uh-huh in the first panel

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sslowdeathh · 3 months

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Requested by @narcette, please forgive me for the wait on these!

Cailean. Enoli. Bardou. Conan. Phelan. Conri. Rafe. Raif. Raul. Cuan. Lupe. Loup. Madden. Soma. Vos. Rudy. Kaleb. Lyall. Sirius. Edon. Maugrim. Vastie. Grey. Canid. Ethio. Lytta. Cain. Caleb. Kai. Daug.

Bark barks. Bite bites. Fang fangs. Woof woofs. Ca canine. Bone bones. Cub cubs. Pup pups. Pup puppy's. Puppy puppies. Coy coyote. Claw claws. Can canis. Hound hounds. Fur furs. Grr grr's. Paw paws. 🐾 🐾's. 🦴 🦴's.

He with the sharpest teeth. The fluffiest dog. The cutest puppy. The scruffy one. The (dog bread). Your (personal) companion. Your best friend. His unconditional love. His puppy love.

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sleepis4theweak · 6 months

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^ This except one wants a really soft round art style and the other wants a really sharp angular one.

#Also wanting soft and muted colors #and then REALLY BRIGHT NEON COLORS #AHHHHHHHHHHH #too tired to make the meme but THIS I WANT BOTH ARTSTYLES RAH RAH RAH RAH RAH #delete later #90% sure this has been done before #but am too lazy to find the actual meme <3

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shinybulbasaur · 10 months

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TWO OF THEM!!! ft. little vash for scale, lol

my lovely friend wanted a knives loaf and who am I if not a vessel for plushie creation. stuffed animals is my passion

loaf design by @kniveswoods, loaf vash pattern is here: (x)

feel free to shoot me a message if you'd be interested in commissioning a loaf of your own!

#i need to update the pattern cause i caught some typos in it but i am tired and lazy so. that's a problem for later me #later me also wants to make the pattern more polished but i am used to typing scientific protocols so the current layout is all i know :/#anyways i'm so excited to send this guy to mint and start working on the other loafs i have planned! i love having creative hobbies #trigun #idk how to tag lol #my art #i make loafs

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fatcowboys · 4 months

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poll for my dimension 20 fans okay. obviously i cant include every season as an option so pls use tags for other answers and details BUT....

#im curious bc i have opinions that often differ than most people lmao #and i have a guess what most people do #and im also curious about why #will i regret asking this and get tired of replies in less than 24 hours? probably.#am i still gonna make this poll and post anyways? yeah #dimension 20 #fantasy high #the unsleeping city #a crown of candy #burrow's end #ok im actually too lazy to tag anything else. thats it.#FUCK TYPO IN THE POLL TITLE I WROTE DIMENSIOM MAJOR L #also this is okay to rb as well

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emily-mooon · 5 months

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Jonathan in my Itakiss AU:

#this has sat in the drafts since august and now I think it’s time to share it with the world #keeping the tags from august cause the facts are still correct #one of the posters of Steve is supposed to be him surrounded by roses #sometimes there will be a panel in shouts where the love interest has some flowers around him #*shoujo (gotta love auto correct am I right?/sarcastic)#since this is a shitpost I tried to make it funny #that’s why you get some cursed looking Steve’s #god I love this au so much (says this while the other aus I have come up with figuratively stare at me #)#I finished drawing this with a horrible headache after a long two hour car ride to meet my younger cousins who live in a different province #it was after I got back home because we were there for the day only #you can tell that I got lazy at some point but it’s a shitpost so I do not care and also it was late at night and I was tired #stranger things #jonathan byers #stonathan #itakiss au #emily shitposts

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noa-de-cajou · 7 months

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Me : I'm adhd therefore I am disabled

My adhd : *Disables me*

Me :

#like I'll be unable to focus and beat myself up over it before remembering I literally have the “cannot focus” disorder #or i'll be tremendously tired and loath myself for being tired when being constantly burnt out is part of being adhd #“why can't I be like abled people” YOU ARE DISABLED DUMBASS #Me: doesn't clean my apartment because I'm too tired but also feeling guilty over it #Guess what you idiot #you are D I S A B L E D #IT MEANS YOU CAN'T DO THE STUFF BUT IT'S NOT BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT TO DO THE STUFF #You can't. As if physically can't. From the verb and negation “can not”.#but noooo I just go like “why am I lazy”#imposter syndrome is real and also an adhd symptom #it all comes full circle baby #disability #adhd #audhd #disabled

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upperhug · 1 year

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:eyes:

#he just like me #also got sorta lazy w this #decided not to render it much cuz i've legit had this in the works since last Sunday and I AM TIRED OF STARING AT IT!!!!#also may end up re-posting this again as the tags have been iffy with me lately :^(#punch out #punch out oc #my art #punch out wii #don flamenco #disco kid #hog fighter

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hospitalyuris · 3 months

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Everytime someone says I'm wasting what god gave me I grin and say good

#tbis applies to anyone visibly gender queer ur rhe ideal and i love you dearly #whatever u look like whether ur pre or post whatever #tbank you for making me feel safer with ur continued existence and thank u for reminding me life is full of good tjigs #ill probably delete this later but i was just feeling some kinda way abt my body #I've gone thru a lot of stuff accepting it and learning to like it and realize its just here to carry me around and i shouldn't resent it #when its doing tbe best job it can #its not its fault what i was got lost in translation its just meat #i dont plan on transistioning anytjme soon cuz A) im very young and B) that shit expensive even tho ive known im a guy p much my whole life #n i also dont plan on legally changing my name in the foreseeable future cuz A) i actually dont mind my legal name i think its cool #B) also expensive and they dont even get it right half of the time on future legal documents anyways #what a scam #i should just be able to walk up and state that im a guy and not have to bend over backwards to prove it for other ppls comfort #lazy trans ppl rise. divine act of creation but boy am I tired and its always Sunday #just in general most of it boils down to tje cis ppl in charge are dicks #trans #mspaint #whatever #nudity #transgender #also i have a mini vash the stampede that runs around my phone screen and he keeps gettong under my fingers while typing this

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crybaby-bkg · 1 year

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I’m typically not a fan of the whole tik tok/YouTube couples thing but like,,,,,,,can you imagine doing that ‘drinking while I do my makeup’ challenge but asking Bakugou to join you???? I think it’d be so cute bc he’s a lot drunker than you expected for his size while you have a nice buzz going. you answer a few commonly asked questions in the meanwhile, cleaning up your brows while Bakugou just watches you with a little -_- look the entire time. his cheeks are all rosy and he’s sooo close to your face, slurs some kinda personal answer that makes you laugh and delete the footage bc the fans do not need to know that shit

and as drunk as he is, he eats your liner the fuck up. suddenly has the steadiest hand ever, his tongue poked out a little in the corner of his mouth, his palm resting on your cheek, the other basically holding your entire face to make sure you’re steady. also lines your lips with liner, paints your gloss/stick on with such heavy precision that all goes down the drain when he immediately leans forward to kiss it all off. a very clingy and affectionate drunk, and vows to throttle you when he’s sober enough to watch the video back later on bc of how you captured his lovesick gaze perfectly that everyone starts to talk about after.

#I am so in love with him I’m gonna puke #also my fav hc is that he’s a lightweight #also why when I drink I only get hot but no buzz #BOOOOOOOOO where’s the hype LOL #I’m kidding……(?)……#anyway this challenge is so funny to me #bc the makeup either turns out fuckin amazing or awful and I love it either way #also wanna do my makeup tomorrow while being wine drunk #but I might be lazy again :/#anyway gn im so tired bc of how much good food I ate today lol #—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬

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youjustwaitsunshine · 2 years

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Sebastian Vettel and Michael Schumacher, ROC 2011

Translation under the cut

Joko (interviewer): I'm scared when you're still holding the bottles, I don't trust you. First off, congratulations to you two

Michael: Yeah, thank you!

Seb: Thank you!

Joko: I don't trust you in any way!

Michael (innocently): why?

Joko: No, it's alright, what's more fun then, winning or spraying champagne? [gets interrupted by seb pouring champagne over his head]

Seb (inaudibly first, then again to the microphone): The spraying!

Joko: Spraying, okay!

Michael: now you have the answer!

Joko, to Seb: It feels like you like the car you had at the end there, that 'grasshopper' or what I'd call it [if I'm not mistaken he's talking about the roc buggy which definitely is sebs weapon of choice at roc].

Seb: Yeah, it's a lot of fun, I mean, I believe it doesn't look bad on TV either because there's stuff happening (mimicks the buggys suspension) and also it's great fun to drive, and I just said, when you exit the last corner you don't know exactly, was it enough or not and the people start screaming and cheering and you think 'it's fitting', you look, you look, you look, 'it did fit.' and then, it's of course great. Five, five times in a row - Joko interrupts, repeats 'five times in a row' - for this man it's the second time five times in a row (reaches for Michael).

Michael: Yeah, that's right.

Joko: You did, we saw it earlier, when you had to go into the shootouts again - bwoah this stuff burns in the eyes -, did you have a talk beforehand? Did you decide, are you going to drive again, are you, or what did you talk about?

Michael: No, it's clear who drives, how the slots are appointed, but we just motivated each other a bit and uh, because Sebastian was very strong on this car which I didn't drive much, he gave me a few valuable hints which paid off well.

Joko: Now I know, when one of you wins, it's always getting merry in the evenings [literal translation of german compound word 'feucht-fröhlich': moist/humid-joyful; adj; meaning an occasion where alcohol flows]; does that mean you two are going to compete tomorrow with alcohol left in your body or-

Michael: No no, alcohol is never in the picture with us.

Seb: Where did you get that from?

Joko: I was told, they told me before to talm to you about it, I just know it always gets funny!

Seb: Rumours...

Joko: Rumours, rumours. But tomorrow-

Seb: We'd have a reason now, theoretically, to toast to at least in any case

Michael: [something inaudible about toasting]

Joko: You have enough to drink left. But tomorrow against each other - does that mean separate beds tonight when you go home, yeah?

Seb: Yeah, hah, that anyways.

Michael: He doesn't like it much when you're with him in his room.

Seb: He tried before, but... I didn't like it that much. I didn't have a duvet anymore. He steals your duvet!

Joko: Thank you very much for the information, we'll see each other tomorrow,

Seb: You wanna know anything else or-?

Joko: No, I'm done now. Do you wanna knkw anything?

Seb: You want a sip?

Joko: No, I don't drink alcohol. Sad. Well, only at the moment, maybe I'll change my mind. Have a good evening, thank you very much and congratulations again to you. Until tomorrow.

Michael: Until tomorrow, thank you, have fun.

#sebastian vettel #michael schumacher #ROC 2011 #I tried to translate as literal as possible but bro theyre a mess #anyways so much to unpack here #seb is super cocky but in a loveable way and he just keeps talking it's so endearing #it's funny how chill he is when it's not f1 adjacent people interviewing him and in an 'unprofessional' setting #also i do need to know what tf happened that there was only one bed #because that story has a bit too much detail to just be a fun lie #sebichael bed sharing + duvet stealing fic when?#soz 4 typos i am tired and lazy and got distracted playing solitaire like halfway through translating #anyways joko is a p cool guy afaik; him n his co host did some genuinely good stuff when they got completely free uncensored broadcast time

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mblue-art · 1 year

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It's me again, anon, who adores your love-hate towards Cross. Friend recently showed me a video in tiktok where there was a sound of 'oh I hate that man...but oh, cara mia...how i love him'. It immediately reminded me of you. Tsunderes keep winning. Let's go tsunderes ✊️