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topaztimes · 1 year ago

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Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that

#Giving time...#Still more time...#Wouldn't want to plague any previews #Maybe another filler. Just for some fun #Is this enough?#It certainly is now #Alright start:#I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight #'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state /#/of constant self-loathing #I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea #What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not /#/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed #I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore #I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done #I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though #I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I /#/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward #I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme #Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way #God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs #It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my /#/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days #Literally what am I doing this for #And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with /#/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life #Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me #Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus #I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore #It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until

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teffiebell · 1 year ago

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#philosophy #math #the button #how many times can i press #I'd give the money back #let's say half of it #rich girl #trans #transfem #196 #r196 #mtf

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)

#polls #tumblr polls #For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house #JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications #and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe #country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that #country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here #despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically #TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that #part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0 #Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth #or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather #than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in #a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like #$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make #payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or #something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have #paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone #with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have #to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer #than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them #or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into #why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY #I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like #to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most

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isjasz · 2 months ago

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BACK IN THE FREAKING BUILDING I FINALLY GOT TIME TO DRAW

#desert duo #the them :D #grian #goodtimeswithscar #hermitcraft #hermitblr #hermitcraft charity stream #my art #first one is done on one layer most of the time. i have a problem that is giving myself Problems

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modmad · 10 months ago

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hey! there's zero esims left for the connecting gaza campaign as of today. i remember you promoting them earlier. could you give them a much needed boost?

oh dang! unfamiliar with that particular campaign, as I always donate via crips for e-sims because it's super easy to do, but regardless let's go people!

#signal boost #esims for gaza #crips for esims #monday is 'whatever i got that i can give' day anyway so good timing #free palestine #only thing to watch out is how much of a tip you're giving on this site bc it defaults to. super high? which. I get but c'mon #I'm here to give the money to THEM not the host site ok

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mobydyke · 7 months ago

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we need 15-20 episode seasons again these limited series have the worst pacing in the world and none of the character decisions hold any weight

#ace txt #arcane s2 is like. fine-good. but i want it to be GREAT and i think the director vision is suffering #i feel the same about tlovm #if u can't give a characters decisions any time to prove weight what's even the point

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eldritch-ace · 2 months ago

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May the fourth be with you!!! 💫✨

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rooniearts · 2 months ago

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guy who has never seen the sun vs a nice sunny day

#sth #sth fanart #silver the hedgehog #blaze the cat #roonies doodles #i got a sunburn the other day so so does he #this is also dedicated to my little fuckass white cat #who every time summer rolls around sits in her run all day and subsequently gets a little sunburnt snout and little sunburnt ears #yes ive tried to give her sunscreen. no it doesnt work. she just cleans it off immediately

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soapbbox · 3 months ago

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I like that Megatron is essentially leading a bunch of senior citizens

#transformers #maccadam #transformers one #megatron #starscream #tf one #soundwave and shockwave present as texts lol #megs has heard back in my day one too many times #vice versa the high guard dealing with a gen z child #I think soundwave would use emoticons from all over !!#I still don’t really know shockwave unfortunately but he gives me rise and grind 🔥🔥 energy #starscream is a stubborn old man who will not upgrade his old ass iPad or use emojis so #it’s not that he’s dumb it’s that he’s not hip #I think d-16 would have been a casual emoji user while pax would’ve been super liberal #as megs he uses less but not by much

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eydilily · 7 months ago

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(look at what i have to offer) — this is the spider's nest.

#wild life smp #grian #<- is that really... his tag...?#grian fanart #life series smp #wanted to also make him wear skizz's tie specifically bec i hc he cant tie it properly himself so its always lopsided #perhaps later on he then wraps it around his fist #anyway this was A LOT . simpler in my head. never again will i draw rails #eydidraws #my art #trafficblr #mcyt #self indulgent drawing for me . maybe ill post the original sillier sketches later :'D #also kinda failed but i wanted to give the illusion of 8 legs so shadow-arm-sleeve-coat (left) / shadow-arm-shadow-coat (right)#* extra edit for clarification: yes my wl! grian is wearing mumbo's jacket (all the rips) and skizz's tie (unharmed since he fell) :D #maybe when they resurrect next time ill draw them without it lmao

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prlssprfctn · 5 months ago

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I actually need some fanfic, where Bruce and Jason are in the middle of some argument, and a casual (and a well-practiced with Dick before) sentence leaves his mouth, something along the lines "How old do you think you are?!", meaning that he is acting childishly. And because Jason is irritated, and his tongue runs loose in his anger, he screams back that he is nineteen, and Bruce just freezes, because... Oh. Jason is nineteen. He is a fucking kid - his kid - that lost years of his teenhood, and was forced back without anyone giving him a space to catch up, with everyone else already treating him like an adult... When he isn't.

#you all don't understand how devastating it is to die like a kid and be back to everyone moving on and expecting you to run with them #when you are just learning to pace #no one give him time to come to his senses #and no one spoke with him about it #just how much derealisation it could bring #do you think jason sometimes still feels like he is a kid despite being so tall and strong #like he realises that he doesn't look like kid but in his mind everyone sees him like one #even though they never treat him like one #DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN #— lie's rambling #jason todd #red hood #dcu comics #dc universe #dcu #batman #bruce wayne

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galaxyspeaking · 5 months ago

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Save me lesbian jayvik save me

#jayvik #jayce talis #viktor #jayce x viktor #arcane #galaxy draws #the reasoning behind jayce’s fem getup is that to me she’d spend copious amounts of time getting done up #to get powerful people in piltover to pay attention and listen #and she’d be more laid back in the forge and in the lab with V #and then coming back from the pit she wouldn’t give a flying fuck about how she’s perceived

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asha-mage · 4 months ago

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Broke: Merlin is a royalist because he is a class traitor boot licker

Woke: Merlin is a royalist because he was raised a peasant in the sixth century and he has the perspective and values typical of that time period on top of his personal experiences with Arthur to give him faith in the enlightened despotism favored by Catherine the Great and Frederick of Prussia.

Bespoke: Merlin is a royalist because anyone who had to live through both the English Civil War and Voltaire's exile to Britain would come out the other side thinking democracy is stupid.

Transcendent: Merlin is not a royalist. He is the divine right of kings in human form. The avatar of Albion and its magic. He does not believe in kings because of Arthur. He believes in Arthur so Arthur gets to be king.

#merlin bbc #bbc merlin #merthur #arthur pendragon #merlin #history tag #Voltaire #merlin absolutely hates candide you can not convince me otherwise #If asked Merlin would say he would much rather deal with the Puritans turning the entire country into a Christian death cult again #then have to be in the same room as voltaire one more time #Every time he remembers Voltaire has been dead for centuries he sighs in relief #It happens every six weeks give or take #catherine the great #Fredrick of Prussia #thoughts that came to me as i played civ 7 can you tell?

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buggachat · 1 year ago

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