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topaztimes · 1 year ago

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Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that

#Giving time...#Still more time...#Wouldn't want to plague any previews #Maybe another filler. Just for some fun #Is this enough?#It certainly is now #Alright start:#I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight #'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state /#/of constant self-loathing #I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea #What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not /#/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed #I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore #I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done #I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though #I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I /#/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward #I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme #Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way #God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs #It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my /#/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days #Literally what am I doing this for #And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with /#/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life #Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me #Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus #I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore #It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until

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mad-serotonin · 1 year ago

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Take It Easy☀️

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awriterandabird · 8 months ago

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i made this fuckass table in spore [2008]

#its 12 am #can i consider this art? should i be putting this in my art tag? i mean its my blog i can do what i want #distant gaylaxies #fanart i guess?????????#fanart of. fuckass table #spore #<- literally forgot to tag this as spore at first what am i DOING

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baynton · 14 days ago

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Taskmaster 19x07 | Glass Half Most

#mat baynton #mathew baynton #taskmaster #taskmaster 19 #taskmasteredit #*#*mat #i literally don't have words. i simply do not have words #i have been waiting for this task since the info on it leaked. i was also convinced it simply couldn't be real. and yet here we are #what a time to be alive #how am i going to go to work tomorrow and act normal

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noodles-and-tea · 9 months ago

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also what about an inverse twins in time au where ford went back to the 60's and stan stayed in the 80's?

Oh this is super interesting

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theoldkyokodied · 22 days ago

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guess which game(s) I've been playing

#kcd #kcd2 #hansry #kingdom come deliverance #henry of skalitz #hans capon #kcd pious #pious pavel #there are also kubyenka and hynek doodles but they are just a small part so no tags for them #and mutt and pebbles are here too :)#I also have no idea what the ship name for henry and pious is and even if I did I feel like that second piece might be too vague to add tha #but that very much influenced the drawing. do with that information what you want #anyway.. i technically don't have time to indulge in drawing whatever I want bc I have an art project to finish (also kcd related)#but I can't help it. I am a hedonistic soul splurging on the joys of decently written games that make me go so insane I just HAVE to draw #been talking to tunes my good friend tunes who is also playing it rn and we've been sharing thoughts that make me go!!!!!!!#literally have so many ideas for what to draw but so little time ugh

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noornight · 9 months ago

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Long distance besties. This definitely happened after the third movie (source: trust me bro)

Based on this

#anyways time to yap in the tags 😋☝️#but first ummmm lemme just tag some shit #how to train your dragon #httyd #httyd hiccup #hiccup haddock #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #toothless #httyd toothless #ok i think that its done #anyways this definitely happaned after the dragons left like just trust me bro 🙏🙏🙏🙏#omfg i wanted to make this with hijack as well cause lol. do you get it. they're long distance LOLOLOL #maybe i will make it who knows. is it weird to make the same art trend with different characters??#OH WAIT FORGOT ANOTHER TAG #hicctooth #is this the duo name for them #or is it called #hictooth #doesnt matter. what matters is that theyre literally the definition of platonic soulmates bro #like wtf i love them #sorry for making them look miserable i didnt meant for them to look lile that 😭😭😭😭#omg with that being said #BROOOOOO I AM NOT GONNA DRAW DRAGONS ANYMORE IM DONEEEEE HOW DO YOU DRAW DRAGONS 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏#anyways first attempt do you like it. SAY YES RIGHT NOW #if you read this much till the end you need to kiss me rn muah muah muah #also say i did a good job at making them look like cookies like #say it rn #okie bye byeeeeee #I FORGOT TO ADD HIS BRAID IM GONNA KMSSSSSS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #omg i failed

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egophiliac · 5 months ago

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So.... what are your thoughts on Ace's UM, if you haven't been asked this already?

sneaky magic for the sneakiest boy

no but really, I think it fits him really well! I had thought his UM would probably involve something kinda sleight-of-handy or pickpockety! and I looooved that it made such a nice loop-around back to episode 1. ❤️ I was. kind of half-expecting him to just run out and punch Riddle in the nose again. but instead this time 'twas he who offed the queen's head! it was great! and he did it while stone-cold terrified out of his mind! because Ace is the only remotely normal or well-adjusted person at NRC and therefore the only one who is like "we're going to literally die, this is super effed up". but he did it anyway!!!! I AM SO PROUD

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers #also love how it complements deuce's magic! they are two of a kind ❤️♠️#i do think bet the limit fits the 'uno reverse card' description more though #like...okay they haven't really said much on how joker snatch works #(literally ace went 'we'll talk about it later')#but i think it's not supposed to be inherently retaliatory if that makes sense #the japanese is something like 'put an ace up my sleeve'#which implies to me that it's not really an in-the-moment thing? i think he can steal it and hold on to it for a while probably #like he might be able to snatch it and then use it on someone else later rather than it being reflected back on the original caster #versus deuce's being that he punches you back with your own punch (and/or other various punches he's acquired)#(a connoisseur of fine punches)#i am 100% guessing though so who knows! we will find out later i presume #now the only one left to get their um is grim maybe 👀#(i mean i would also love to see some staff ums HEY TWST THAT WOULD BE COOL)#(but like. narratively speaking and all)#oh and maybe crowley's depending on how plot-important he actually ends up being #what if it turns out nothing's going on with crowley and he's actually completely irrelevant #he tears his mask off and he's just some random dude who has zero idea of what's happening #nobody's been orchestrating shit #everyone's just been getting radioactive poisoning from the stone adeuce replaced in the chandelier back in the prologue #this was all a cautionary tale about getting the blot levels in your school's hvac system regularly checked

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draculasdatter · 8 months ago

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girl what kind of interview with the vampire is this

#i am emotionally devastated #let him sleep under the stairs one last time like ARE YOU CRAZY!!!!!!!!#i literally sobbed #his freaking hair 😭#wwdits #nandor the relentless #what we do in the shadows #guillermo de la cruz #nandermo #wwdits spoilers #wwdits s6 #wwdits s6 spoilers

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joshuamj · 1 year ago

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Hero.

#legend of zelda #echoes of wisdom #loz eow #loz #zelda #tri #josh art tag #been meaning to do a full on stained glass drawing for like 2 years now lol #ive had ideas but none really stuck with me until this one #and the reason why is cuz this one was more of a scene! it wasnt just a normal drawing made to look like stained glass #it had what is supposed to be a literal window with someone standing before it looking up at it #also i find the timing of this drawing funny #cuz i just recently changed my shading style to resemble stained glass even more so than usual #cuz for years now ive gottem comments saying #my style reminds people of stained glass #and sometimes i see it sometimes i dont #cuz my shading style changes and sometimes it really did look glass like #but other times i dont think it did?? but i still got those comments??#maybe its like the way i do lineart or block out shapes?#idk but recently when i was growing tired of my previous coloring style i remembered those comments #and decided to lean into it #but now just a little while after that #here i am doing a legit stained glass illustration lol

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erinwantstowrite · 3 months ago

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itsy bitsy peter!!

i fear peter has always been a strange child

#dick would hear this and cry cause “that's so sweet” meanwhile literally everyone else would think #“hey do we need to worry about that”#“guys no seriously do we need to worry about that”#“he's four what the fuck does he know about rib cages”#leap of faith ao3 #peter parker #leap of faith catch me if you can #leap of faith #bruce wayne #peter parker in gotham #stephanie brown #steph is judging bruce and dick not peter #itsy bitsy au #itsy bitsy peter #:3 #was gonna color this but i am supposed to be asleep rn

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shoujopowerscaling · 1 year ago

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toxic yuri this toxic yuri that. and just when you think it couldnt get any crazier they break out the spinning piano

#i like cant emphasize enough that this is a five min clip but every five min of the show is like this. the devils mask im 😭#god. like its SO unserious and i am laughing rn but also extremely serious how did i forget this was the scene she confessed in #oniisama e #rei asaka #no one worry about the doll thing its fucked up i promise #nanako misonoo #this was literally the scene that made me go ahahaha what the fuck are we all doing here lol upon first watch #dear brother #riyoko ikeda

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probably-impossible · 8 months ago

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I think it would be fun if Papa V turned out to be Copia's twin who died and came back wrong but still a little bit silly.

Based partly on that artwork that's been floating around + extrapolations from the tour poster.

Bonus:

#literally jaw-dropping stuff *i am booed off-stage*#we haven't had a fucked up yandere papa yet we could do with a fucked up yandere papa #saying shit like 'what's wrong? aren't you happy to see me?' 😃#the band ghost #copia #frater imperator #papa v #fan design #shitghosting #my art

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lucabyte · 1 year ago

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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.

i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.

anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.