h-a-unted · 8 months ago
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Vicky would tell me this and I would immediately quit my job and cry.
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ask-cloverfield · 9 days ago
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Safe to say she’s a Wonder
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ineffable-rohese · 3 months ago
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When I was young, I assumed I was straight because this had crushes on boys. In high school, all the girls I hung out with were bi or lesbian, because they were the coolest ones (in my eyes) and they were the ones I got along with best. And then I developed a massive crush on a girl. Turns out I was also bi.
For years, it was assumed that I was the token neurotypical in my friend circle. I wasn't totally failing in my job or school because of my brain, nor was I at risk of major self harm or worse due to mental illness. So, you know, I was "normal". Literally everyone I was close to was not.
Then I figured out that, no, I'm definitely ADHD, but the inattentive type that girls didn't get diagnosed with, and it was impacting my life, but just not in the ways that intersect with capitalism, and not to the extent that most of my friends experienced their neurodivergence.
Nearly everyone in my close circle and everyone I've felt a connection with in recent years is some variety of trans/NB/genderqueer. I'm the token cis with the boring old same gender they slapped on the birth certificate, and gosh all my trans* friends are awesome and hot and cool, and ugh, t4t, what a dream, too bad that can't be me.
No, I'm just a cis woman who wants to fuck like a man, and have someone call me Daddy, and have sex with trans guys but in a gay way, and have a bulge in my underwear, and the thought of having a tdick nearly makes me cry with wanting... But that's just my horny brain talking about gender transgression for the hotness of it, and the transgression is based on the fact that I'm a woman, so it can't be any sort of underlying gender stuff... Right?
I dunno. I dunno.
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danandfuckingjonlmao · 11 months ago
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moritz stiefel after having one (1) wet dream: i hope god kills me
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itsmiyamore · 3 months ago
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Teehee someone call a kagehina fanfic writer I'd absolutely eat this shit up
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nedlittle · 2 months ago
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need the historical romance girlies to go back to their roots and read forever amber (1944)
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leileitts · 4 months ago
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She so cute
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ef-1 · 9 months ago
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girlhood
#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day#like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again#and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her#I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her#and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again#“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her#growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain#and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when#people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it#but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it 😍#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook”#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one#and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?”#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her#lol!!!!!!!!!
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malkaleh · 8 days ago
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No, no no - go please go. Leave me - by Elbereth, neither of you should be here.
Celebrimbor almost hopes they are another illusion because if they are not, if they are here then…his spirit drops, sickened to think that two of those who are dearest to him would be in such a place. But of course, of course they had come.
(He remembers Finrod, golden kind Finrod whom he had loved to the last and wonders if even he could ever forgive Celebrimbor for having bought his sister and his beloveds grandchild into this hell).
But they had almost escaped. Another almost, another pain.
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He looks at his jewels poor maimed hand and wonders if Celebrimbor had thought to make himself less beautiful, less appealing and wonders that Tyelpe could be so blind to his own face and form - for it could never make him less so, only more.
(Of course, his red haired uncle had still been beautiful - a flame upon the rocks - a stunning ruin. Annatar does not think of his rescuer for it will not occur again - he will never allow it, not when his jewel is far far more precious).
“You should not have done this beloved - if you do such again then I shall show you my mastery of other arts and not upon your flesh - there are many children who dwell in my realm and it will not end in death for them.”
Yes, I understand. I will not do such again. I will do as you wish. He does not plead again for the release of Annatars other loves - as though he would ever let them out of his grasp again - for it was not safe and it was not right that they should be seen by others.
They are his jewels alone.
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Look up at me little nightingale, little star. Sauron looks into eyes that are silver with starlight - a soft gentle kindness that is unlike any that he has seen but with a steadiness, a wisdom that is all Melian - such a beautiful treasure she has formed into being.
It is right that Elrond is here, silver chains and dark curls that glimmer like the brightest of night skies, olive brown skin against deep red. He will be housed better, Sauron vows - I will make such a place for him, my sweetest little jewel. He will learn.
The marks from the Chieftain still remain on his skin, bruises and narrow lines of blood and he will make the man nothing but a tattered spirit in eternal torment, make him a thing forever shamed in the endless dark.
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He had not known her brother was in his power to his own great pain. Felagund had been not only as beautiful as his sister he had been as kind as the little star Sauron now holds in his hands. But Finrod had been hidden by the most trivial of mortals - who had held fairness he had no right to in his hands.
Annatar thinks of it as he thinks of Galadriel whom he comes to as Halbrand - he knows his Queen, his lady of light will understand too in time but it is still beautiful to see her so fiercely unwilling and yet, yet so very much his.
(One day, one day he will go to those undying shores and take her brother too).
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He makes a pleasing vision - children of his loves. His little nightingale dancing upon a lawn, his jewel teaching their family his craft, his lady of light giving them their first lessons in the sword. He will have it, no matter what he must do.
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@nocompromise-noregrets @self-destructinganimal
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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago
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Sometimes, when people try to invoke "trans-inclusive" bioessentialism in their arguments, I want to ask exactly what about our assigned sex says about our place in society, and ask how they've worked that into their worldview in a way that somehow simultaneously doesn't deny who we are and includes the fact that a trans experience will mean that we navigate the world in often very different ways than our cis peers, and often bucks the trends of what is commonly experienced by cis people
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thesitharts · 4 months ago
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The fact some people are eagerly choosing to just not vote and allow a fascist dictatorship to take shape is soooooo fucking fun, I’m sure the Palestinians will be thanking you guys for abstaining while Trump sends Israel even more weapons and funding than before, good fucking job guys you fucked Palestine and every minority group in the United States at once wow
If you do not vote, you are directly fucking complicit in everything that comes after
Vote blue. We have literally no other option.
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immortalarizona · 5 months ago
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for pride month I am haviiiiing. an itty bitty gender crisis
#ari speaks#it's like. am I a woman?? what the fuck even IS a woman??#bc if “woman” is “person who will bear and birth children” I'm already failing on that front due to medical reasons#yippee for pcos. ig#and then it's like. well then what IS a woman#and is that definition even useful??#like do I believe in the catholic gender essentialism I was raised with??#no. no I do not#but like if there's no Inherent Magic Difference between men / women / etc / then like what the fuck does it mean to be a woman#like am I or am I not or is this even a useful thing to conceptualize???#idk I just feel Disconnected from the Concept of womanhood#like I am a Gal and a Girlie but in the sense that Drizzt Do'Urden is my wife#in that it's not about the Gender it's about like. the Vibes#all I know is the pronouns are she/her#and like. maybe that's all I need to know#maybe that's enough#idk it's just. a Word would be nice. so I know I'm not crazy#maybe quoigender is the word?? for now??#idk it's like. my little queer self who forged her identity in the midst of The Ace Discourse back in 2017 is terrified of being accused of#claiming labels and spaces that “aren't meant for her” or whatever#and it's like. am I Not Cis enough to be here????#like she/her and “woman” is. good enough I guess#I can get by with it#but like.#idk#realizing that I kinda feel disconnected from the whole Gender thing in the same way I feel disconnected from sexuality and romance#and it's like. as a writer. I very rarely actually know what my characters' Genders are#all I know are the pronouns#and like????#[gestures vaguely]
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ask-cloverfield · 2 years ago
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The Hellish SHOCKER approaches
With their ever looming shadow
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banished-away · 4 months ago
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LoD readers give a shit about women challenge failed once again
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danandfuckingjonlmao · 23 days ago
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joking about suicide: bad for your mental health, boring, predictable, overdone, harmful, triggering, encourages self hatred
joking about phanicide: gets to the heart of the issue, empowering, homophobic but in a fun way, warranted, justified, ethically permissible
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haarute · 2 months ago
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just now, someone broke into my very next door (our buildings are connected) neighbor's place as they were away on a trip. they noticed over security cam livestream footage and contacted everyone. a bunch of cops with rifles and shotguns then showed up right in front of my bedroom window, broke into their house, and took away this singular unarmed woman who had snuck in and was hiding inside of their trailer in the garage.
the sergeant told my mom not to worry because they took several items (like a fire extinguisher) from my neighbor's place and were going to straight up lie about why she was being brought up to the precinct by saying that she was stealing/using said items so they can detain her for longer.
i'm feeling a lot of things right now
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