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joongdunking · 4 months ago

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YOU AREN'T GONNA SHOW ME SOME MERCY JOONG??????

I'm beyond dead...

#WHAT THE FUCK #THE THOUGHTS IN MY MIND #woof woof bark bark #I can't function right now #feeling dizzy #what the fuck #he's so fking attractive #he's so handsome #the word handsome is not even enough anymore #joong you need to take responsibility for your actions #his original caption was practice dating -> are you free on 14 #I need a moment #joong archen #ig: dunknatachai

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olenvasynyt · 16 days ago

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Damn I have been hit with the biggest imposter syndrome ever and idk what to do about it besides stew in my own agony aghhh

Yesterday I was trying to coax my brain into working on ACOEAS today but now I just feel like SHIT and my period brain is like 👹 abandon it. Abandon the fic.

#idk what to do I FEEL LIKE I AM ABANDONING MY CHILD #But I'm just not happy with anything I've written for it recently and editing is such a nightmare it just makes everything worse #and I TRY to fix it by switching to a different bit of writing but nope NOPE #because my brain hates those too lmao #and now I'm like OKAY YOU SHOULD DRAW BUT NOPE #I can't function right now #i'm blaming my period #though istg I do this all the time so I can't really blame the period lmao #dana rants #AND NOW I'M CRYING UGH I'M SUCH A BABY

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 5 months ago

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genuinely is my brain erasing itself or is google/tumblr censoring that post about notre dame and old growth forests.

#i know we joke about tumblr's (lack of) search function #but at some point this is surely (less) passive (more) aggressive #(particularly against people with memory issues...is this. is this gaslighting.#am i. am i being GASLIGHTED. by a social media platform who isn't even my PARENT???)#that post is ingrained in my memory but google image is flirting and fwirling its fan 'haha! you're so cute! and Imagining Things. Dear :-)#i have Looked okay! i've looked! and i've looked for a SEVERAL DOZEN POSTS before this after talking To People...and behold!#...this last year or two i *genuinely* can't find posts 4 out of 5 times.#what the COOL GELITAN FUCK is going on #geletan #gel #GELTAIN #GELA--im so scared right now #so tired #GELITAN #what the chilled gelitan fuck is going on #update: i Am being gaslit just not about the spelling of gelly-thing #i'm both stupid AND being gaslit. these things! can! coexist! *sad clapping*

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crimeronan · 10 months ago

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it's sometimes so silly to look in the notes of a polyamory art/post and see people like "is this cheating art....?" when the characters in canon are all extremely close friends. i know it's not malicious because most people think of monogamy as the default and anything outside that Must be cheating, but truly i'm always like. guys. guys Please.

please think about this for like 2 seconds.

under what circumstances do we think this non-canon couple might hold hands directly in front of their canon partners. and under what circumstances do we think the canon partners might be okay with this. do we Truly think this is a secret relationship. do we Truly think these guys would sneak around behind their canon partners' backs when all of them are extremely close friends with a high level of trust and commitment to each other.

would assuming that these extremely close friends have actually communicated with one another Exactly The Same Way They Do In The Canon Source Material perhaps cause less despair.....

#and like. you guys know I LOVE RELATIONSHIP DRAMA. I LOVE EVERYONE BEING STUPID ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS #BUT SOEMTIMES WHEN THE ART IS JUST CUTE AND SWEET. WE CAN SIMPLY ASSUME. THAT IT'S CUTE AND SWEET. PLEASE...#i'm also a little sadder and more flabbergasted by how many shipping discourse lavwin posts are in the tag right now.#and how many posts i keep opening to see shipping discourse in the replies....#please guys i'm begging you. use the 'delete reply' function. It's So Good.#i've been deleting bad faith replies on my posts for YEARS and at this point it's extremely rare for me to get ANY #you simply can't give people wiggle room for bad faith arguing. you just have to not do that.#'i get this but don't like it / i'm confused and don't like this' 'okay? i don't care...?'#cuz when you reply 'aw that's okay! here's my good faith response <3' everyone else is like 'oh i see! someone i can air my grievances upon #you simply Have to say 'actually you're being rude and i don't like it.' and/or delete their response.#It Is That Simple. Please. Love Yourselves

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icewindandboringhorror · 8 months ago

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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

#ootd #jfashion #fashion #fantasy fashion #mori kei #....like... adjacent... lol #no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character #finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited #the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it #im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media #enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the #outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on #Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort #of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like #'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc #The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well #I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere #somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over #tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days #I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol #But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent #been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years #but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you #find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter #where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it

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torchickentacos · 8 months ago

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WE HAVE ACCURATE AG FANSUBS!!!!!! NOT A DRILL!!!!!!!!! Much like the few subs we do have, you'll need VLC media player and to download the files and run them through vlc but they're here. Bless.

#ngl i am not sober enough for this. i literally almost cried when i saw it and had to fix like 15 typos in this post before posting #like excuse me how dare this news not wait until i am at my peak functioning #we've been waiting for this for over 20 years and the moment has come. and i can't fucking type right now. it's taking so long.#anyways AG anon. where are you. your time has come #pokeani #tay's tag

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mrs-gauche · 1 year ago

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I can't find it anymore but I saw a tweet the other day talking about the Evanuris taunting Solas for falling in love with a mortal and now I can't stop thinking about thiiiis ;-;

#solavellan #solas #the kind of scenarios that have been playing in my head the last couple of weeks I TELL YOU #my brain just screams DA 24/7.. I can't function anymore 😂😂😂#to the point I even look at twitter again lmao #I kept my twitter account just for following some official accounts #but the timeline right now is giving me so much joy lmao

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ziracona · 5 months ago

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Oh my god it all happened exactly like I said it would ToT and Peter was so mean! "I know why you did it-" "--To help my friend!" "--and because you're a criminal, and I was an idiot for expecting more" PETER. Like I get it he's got a skeleton in his closet now and that's a fucked up thing to do to someone, but the boy HAD. NO. CHOICE. And also Peter! Peter Burke!! ASAC PETER BURKE?? You've done illegal shit before! What about the Burke 7 or whatever number? What about telling Neal to flee the Marshals when it was illegal because 'He didn't deserve it'? You were right!!! You already know that the law is not always what is just, and the just thing is the right thing, you just cannot apply it to yourself right now! PETER. PETER

God El is fighting for Neal's life right now. Our woman in the trenches carrying his broken body through the gunfire trying to save that relationship. She's so right and bless.

Jones is NOT helping and it would be fine if Dianna was there to balance him out but she just had a BABY and is on maternity leave and it's a perfect storm of hell TuT

And now Hagen has Neal's stupid girlfriend who it's been so so clear is evil since her first scene but he's too fool to see he's getting played and she's been 'kidnapped' by (read: working with) Hagen and Neal won't go to Peter bc Peter basically told him to go die, and everyone but Mozzie and El is making terrible decisions every 3 seconds and

#white collar #this is making my life significantly worse rip #PETER get your shit together I am about to smack you clear to Wisconsin!!! Neal gave up everything for you and you can't even thank him!!!#You can't even tell him you understand or you care about him despite it. I'm going to wring your neck #Elizabeth out here fighting out here carrying the last flickering embers of hope on her back #loved Peter going 'I can't believe he did this' and her going 'I told him to do whatever it took this is my fault' and Peter going 'no no h #broke the law not you' and her going 'and you know what? I'm GLAD he did it!! He was right!!! You were innocent and the system failed you!'#My queen....#Loved the episode where there's Peter's ex cozying up to him and El is like 'is she trying to steal my man?' so she calls in Neal to help h #r stalk them like they are his wife and his consort fr the third member of that marriage and right now they're the only functional part ofi

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dunroamins · 3 months ago

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Don't mind me.

I'm just a person.

Sitting here wondering.

How Joey Batey can be SO GOOD AT SO MANY GODDAMN THINGS.

And feeling like a total failure in comparison! 🥹

#joey batey #fantastic actor #transportingly complex musician #studied at cambridge when i couldn't even get in #has written and optioned a novel that sounds STUPENDOUS when i haven't even finished drafting any of my seven ideas #i'm sitting on the sofa distracted from work and he is...doing everything #i can't even summon the energy/executive function/complex thought to cook a meal from scratch right now never mind any actual achievements #jesus

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alongtidesoflight · 5 months ago

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i swear my stepdad is so illogical AND stubborn it hurts

#okay so strap in coz this is a wild ride #tl;dr we have been without heat and warm water for years and i mean literal years #because he refuses to pay off some debt he built up with the company #because he feels unfairly treated (let's not get into this. it absolutely makes no sense) by the company #so instead of doing the logical step of growing some balls and admitting he made a mistake and paying off his shit #he's been looking for a new supplier all over but the deal IS #that he's been doing this with a couple of places before and people are hesitant to even make him any offers #and you'd think that learning about THAT at least now he'd be like. idk willing to just pay off his debt and be done with it #but you'd be WRONG #now he's looking to just have our entire heating system replaced for the teeny tiny price of 25000 bucks #mind you his debt isn't even a THIRD of that #and obviously he can't afford those 25000 bucks #so what's his next step now you might wonder?#well good thing you asked. his next step is going off on ME for not paying towards the new heating he wants #and now that that's not working for him guess what he did next?#that's right. he bought shit expensive 'space heaters' that are pretty much just small little boxes that you plug into an outlet #and he swears up and down that they're going to heat up our house (it's negative degrees outside)#(it's obviously not working)#and genuinely. all i can think of is how much money he shoved into trying to macgyver this house into a house with warm water and heating #and how he blew off ten thousands of bucks he got paid when he retired within the span of two weeks #when this debt could have been paid off ten times over by now #so now you might be thinking. okay tiago. why don't you move out #good question you see. my mom is disabled and reliant on someone who cares for her #something that he can't won't and shouldn't do because the last time he sorta kinda tried she almost died and we had to call an ambulance #she wouldn't eat a thing if i weren't there to cook. the house would fall into disrepair if i wouldn't do maintenance all around #i've set up (functioning) heat in some areas she occupies and i've gotten a boiler going so she at least has warm water #i'm paying off their bills to make sure he doesn't skip on paying any others. i'm buying groceries for them because again they wouldn't get #any for themselves #and finally. i've offered to pay off his debt so that we can finally live like normal fucking people do #and guess what. guess WHAT. he just got mad at me for not adding money to that 25000 bucks pool for that new fancy heating he wants

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eddis-not-eeddis · 2 years ago

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I need some prayers. My health is really bad right now, and i might lose my job.

#i had to go home on Saturday because I had a fever and wasn't really able to function #I took Monday off two weeks ago so I could see a doctor about some of the health issues I have #then today I had another COMPLETELY unrelated health problem that sent me home (it's sent me home from my last job on multiple occasions)#i don't know what to do #i keep getting sick #(fevers puking and lung infections)#and i can't kick it #and that's ON TOP of the other chronic issues I've been dealing with for the last three or four years #i'm so discouraged and upset right now and i have no idea what on earth I'm gonna do #i just want to get better and not have to deal with this #i have never been this sick for this long in my entire life #but I've been sick for month long stretches three times already this year #i don't know what to do at this point #i hate this so much

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saraminia · 1 year ago

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I just feel that we as a fandom moved on too fast from these pictures...

#i'm literally crying looking at these pics #he's disgustingly sexy #i feel sick #so fucking handsome #he has literally never looked better #he's the hottest person at the function #and he knows it #i mean.. he has to know it #if i looked like that i'd never stop looking in the mirror #look at that face #that's the face of a man who knows he can have anyone he wants #and he's enjoying denying all of us access #like fuck you you can look but you can't touch #he smiles his smug smile and charms everyone #and even flirts back when inevitably people start flirting with him #because he's fucking irresistible #he's mere existence is a tease #he knows everyone wants him #we're all fucking wet and hard for him #and he doesn't fucking care #he comes in like yeah that's right #i keep getting hotter by the minute #take your fill now because you'll never know when i decide to give you your next fix #that's right take a mental picture #i know you'll be getting off on it later #and he's right #noah reid #riikka posts

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skibasyndrome · 8 months ago

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kanerallels · 9 months ago

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Girl help my brain won't brain AGAIN

#i'm trying to figure out some publishing related stuff #but i'm worried that i don't understand it and am not getting it right #and i just. can't think right now #and i know this is weird but i SWEAR it's partially because of the news about maggie smith passing away #obviously i never met her or anything but i still feel weirdly intensely sad about it #i don't know. i just kinda feel like crying kinda wanna hide under a blanket all day #kinda wish i had the capacity to be a functional adult #that sort of thing #probably going on a little walk or something will fix me #but also i just don't want to do anything and at the same time i NEED to do something #because also anxiety my old friend and sitting still does not really help with that #okay venting done #time to do...something else. idk what

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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One of the interesting bits of trying to resume working on the game after so long is looking back at my ancient Draft Placeholder versions of an image from 4 yrs ago trying to remember what the hell I meant back then, to hopefully interpret it into some more final (ish..) form of the same thing .. making slow progress lol

#At this point I've decided it's just a consistent design decision to have the sketchy slightly wonky sort of art ghbjj #I simply don't have the digital art skills/tools/patience (mostly that) to do 100% digital things and have a Clean Polished Professional #Neat Looking Perfect Crisp Lines sort of thing like one would see in most games. I'm drawing everything in pencil half decently (not strict #ly making sure every line is straight or that the perspective even makes sense) and then scanning it in and coloring it on the computer #and that's about it. In another world I could hire an artist or two to do professional backgrounds and charcter art or etc. - but as I am #a mere penniless peasant hermit with functioning issues who has to do every aspect of everything themselves - I'm just going to do #what is possible within the time frame/my ability/etc. and then just be like ''ah you see! actually this is intentional~ it has a homemade #crafty hand drawn sort of charm about it - yes? this was the direction all along!!'' LOL #Which for the record I'm not like complaining that it's necssarily Bad or anything - more just I suppose not the Professional Polished #style you Typically see in a lot of things - again the like - sketchy unclean lines of it all.#(like I think usually people use some sort of symmetry tool to make sure that all sides of a box are neat and clean and have that #Professional Game Art type of feel about them - rather than 'this is a scan of scraggily pencil lines in which I did not even bother to use #a ruler or try to get them all that even' lol). So it's not that it's BAD really.#just I think.. perhaps ''unconventional'' compared to the examples of other #games I've looked at. BUT. the point is to convey an idea. I think your art has failed if you do not convey a concept properly. But so #long as it meets your purposes and is not SOO cluttered/scribbly that nobody can even tell what's going on (unless that IS your intention)#then like.. I think it's fine. You can tell a house is a house even if it's not polished. No worries. (<convincing myself)#ANYWAY.. also 'Nanyevimi Market Quest' is still SUCH a placeholder name but I genuinely can never think of anything else so #I've just been going with it for now ToT... There's no distinct actual throughline story/plot so there's no 'theme' to base a title #around. Kind of like how 'The Sims' is just called the sims because naming it like 'Sims: Downfall Of Pleasantview' (one of the #towns in TS2 i think) would be a weird misname since what happens in the game totally depends on what you choose to do with it #So you can't really name it anything THAT specific (a player might not even choose to have a house in Pleasantview. what then? etc).#So it's just like..uh well...GENERALLY speaking.. everyone is uh.. on a personal quest..vaguely.. which takes place in a Market street full #of shops.. and you are mostly talking to shopkeepers... BUT it's not just a Market Quest since it's also in a fantasy world.. so we need to #give the fantasy world name.. and that's about it. I'm just at a loss for anything else. Maybe the like 2 and a half playtesters I #manage to scrounge up will have better ideas ghhh.. 'Nanyevimi Quest: Get To Know Some Shopkeepers' 'Find A Job In Fantasy World' you could #say 'Market Adventure' but some would argue just having a bunch of conversations and wandering around is not much of a real adventure.#don't want to set people up for thinking there's any drama or combat or anything. 'Do Menial Errands For Mentally Ill Elves Simulator' ghjg #(also sidenote: the '''chibi'' style versions of the characters on the menu screen....EVIL.. that style is SOOO hard for me to draw in for #some reason.. I just can't get the proportions right/have trouble fully ''simplifying'' the design.. took me HOURS lol... aUGHh)

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veinsfullofstars · 1 year ago

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🎉 Happy birthday to our little shining star! 🎉

(ID: Kirby series fanart sketch of Kirby sitting down and looking up with bright eyes and a small smile, an oversized party hat - striped in red and white, topped with a yellow starburst - sitting slightly askew on his head and partially covering one eye. Around him, confetti falls in primary shades of red, yellow, and blue. END ID.)

Sketch started and finished 04/27/24.

#veins art #veins sketches #veins fanart #kirby series #kirby #wow guys I can't believe DDD exploded into confetti on his own birthday - so sad lol #the star rod party hat was a Happy Accident(TM)#also did I forget today was his birthday again?#... maybe 👉👈#(listen - remembering dates is hard)#(and I'm working on a lot of other projects right now)#(it's a miracle the braincells are even functional these days)#anyway #happy birthday kirby!#happy anniversary KDL!#happy 32nd anniversary KDL!#(ignore the fact that it said 32rd before I'm very tired)#veinsfullofstars

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