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#I feel this on a deep emotional level
iridiss · 3 months
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something something about autism masking and how it relates to Mystreet Garroth’s character development. something about how Mystreet Aphmau “Has Never Masked Her Chaotic Audhd Once In Her Life” McGee influences Garroth to crawl out of his posh boy shell and goof off and run wild
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dollsome-does-tumblr · 3 months
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i'm sure it sadly won't get as much attention as the doom and gloom narrative from last night, but i thought biden's speech today in north carolina was really strong and he seems normal to me
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hells-greatestdad · 11 days
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// he looks so softly at his daughter
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I am just so tired of everything but I can't do anything about it
#I can change this situation if I work hard and sincerely....but I just.... can't?#I just feel more physically tired day by day and it feels like I am being lazy and not trying hard enough#But I just. Can't.#Like one surface level I do understand it's just that I am not in a really good place mentally but sometimes it just feels so...bad#I don't know. I have been feeling a lot of unpleasant feelings towards people I though I loved and cared about and it is really troubling m#And then there's this situation of me just not being good enough. And it's so frustrating#I just. There's this person who I have been really envying for a while. I felt very guilty to admit it but I don't know man. Especially whe#I can't bring myself to completely envy and dislike them out of pettiness....it just feels so Wrong And Bad#But I don't know....why do I feel like I can't do anything about this when I can if I try#Why can't I just try to change this. Change myself#I am surrounded by people who support me always....yet I can't do better and I can't do ENOUGH#It just.I don't know. On one hand I wish I was better because I do have a bit of an ego and I want to relish that feeling of winning#On the other hand....I want people who I love to be proud of me.#But I can't because I am too lazy for this can I#It's like I've hit this slump and I can't get out of it#I've tried so much to get out of it....everyone around me tells me not to let myself get too deep into whining and negative emotions and#give up...but man is it so fucking hard not to. It makes me loathe myself that#I feel like running away from my responsibilities when I don't even carry them out. I haven't done shit to feel like I need a break#I don't know I just really am dissatisfied and disappointed with my current self now.#N rambles
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redrocketpanda · 1 year
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I just finished watching Buddy Daddies and uhh.... super not okay with it just... being over like that? How can you produce such an amazing, heart-felt, funny, emotional and brilliant show with characters you fall head-over-heels in love with, only give us twelve episodes in season 1, and then throw us straight into a time skip at the end of ep 12 with the intentions of ending the show there??
I am all for shows not dragging things out longer than they need to and absolutely killing off things I love/d (yeah Grey's, SPN, looking at you) but I feel like Buddy Daddies has so much more to offer and the fact that it has completely captivated audiences demonstrates how loved and needed this show is?
Ngl pals, I actually kinda feel like... heartbroken and disappointed? I feel like the final three episodes could have even been an entire season on their own - giving Rei's backstory + character arc, the stuff with Miri's mum, and Kazuki and Rei's development space to actually breathe. And that's not even mentioning the time skip stuff??
I feel deeply conflicted over thissssss. I'm hoping maybe that the creators will see how beloved the show has become in such a short space of time and reconsider their stance on no S2. Rei's father hints that the organization will never leave Rei alone so I feel like there's still a lot that can be explored, there's plenty more antics the family can get themselves into, and Kazuki + Rei have further growing to do. But this could also actually just be all we get, which I suspect might be the case? And if it is I will be deeply sad bc this kind of found family healing alongside each other is exactly the kind of shit I need in my life
(also yes I know I can write fic about this and I probably fucking will at this point, but also I don't want to have to create it myself and want to actually see/hear/experience our lil family, and obvs there's not even a manga I can turn to in my hour of distress)
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joycrispy · 10 months
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I don't know if I have any capital-T Thoughts about Doctor Who that anyone would consider worth reading, but I sure do have a lot of capital-F Feelings about Doctor Who.
I feel compelled to share them, so watch out for that, at some point.
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As if I need something else to dwell on right now, I'm having a hard time with my orientation again. Like I just.... Idk. I feel like I don't fit in with the queer community because I'm aroace spec but I also feel alienated from the aroace community because I'm demi aroace. And it makes me feel very lost and very isolated.
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one-winged-dreams · 6 months
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I just keep doing it, huh?
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selfproclaimedunicorn · 10 months
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what do you love most about Tyland and Daenys?
It's about the foundation their relationship is built on.
Second son & second daughter (who was not the longed for son) who want & yearn, but not for what their siblings have, not really. They both crave significance, to matter as much as Jason or Rhaenyra do. But society doesn't allow that for them without taking it...and then if they take the wrong thing they get punished by their peers & history alike. Tyland does this by being the most employed Lannister of all time even though Vizzy at least seemingly ignores him (seriously, I don't think we see a single moment where this man's reports are taken seriously), & Daenys does this by playing by (& gaming) the rules of the patriarchal, feudal society. They should be rewarded for this...right? "Why am I not being rewarded for this by getting exactly what I'm owed/want?"
So they seek refuge in each other because of this common ground & because "Oh my God you, see me. You appreciate me. You think I'm the cool sibling!" First as friends, then as Very Obviously In Love And Pining, then as Lovers In A Secret Marriage, then actual public spouses. They're both appreciated without any kind of caveats or clauses or unspoken rules, & because of that they actually let themselves be casual around each other. Like, I'm pretty sure Tyland is one of, like, 3 people Daenys never goes into hysterics to try & manipulate.
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bothzangetsus · 1 year
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david-watts · 7 months
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really interesting how some people on this site, who seemingly are the type to be smug about the fact they have no trouble with critical thinking skills too, will take their opinion on something subjective and pretend it's objective fact. what's the definition of subjective again
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idalievu · 5 months
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Time for my daily thoughts about how Jaws is rife with potential for an anti imperialist anti capitalist analysis
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dallonwrites · 1 year
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did not write as much as i liked today but i made the playlist for the nanowrimo 2023 project that has a specific order to reflect the tones of the story and that's the closest i get to outlining before a draft so
#idk how to explain this from a I Dont Actually Outline Before Drafting Usually POV but#making playlists with a specific order feels like the first layer to understanding a narrative bc its like i can hear the tone of it unfold#i dont need to know what it will look like on page but i can look at a playlists body#and it feels like i can see the ebbs and flows of the narrative's tone/vibes/etc. the emotional movement#which for the type of stories i write that helps a lot LOL#making playlists that way kind of feels like ive put the story into a heart monitor. its not showing me all the vitals but its showing me#the movement of the story's core#OKAY WAITTT i think the best way to explain it is#i'm a very vibe driven writer but also vibes are very sensory to me#when i make a playlist its not just songs that remind me of the wip its songs that SOUND like the wip to me#i have a very deep sensory relationship to stories + sensory things connect me to the Vibes#and the more familiar i am with the Vibes of a story the easier it is for me to enter the story and then figure out what actually happens#which is why i prefer to discovery write most of the time bc being deep in the story like that#feels like a similar level of immersion that i get from things like playlists#PERSONALLY!#so when i make playlists in a specific order the songs usually group themselves together and it feels like i can hear how the story moves#through those groups without knowing what the events look like yet#playlists and moodboards etc are literally integral to me because stories usually start very abstract/vibey in my brain#rather than a clear idea and i need something more tangible/sensory to flesh it out
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robotiv · 6 months
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crying over danganronpa rn
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Love being one of the like, 5 people who like Vex unironically (and ship him with the Ice Emperor).
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nebs-shitposts · 9 months
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[excerpt from The Gods We Can Touch (book) - AURORA Aksnes]
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