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Starkid musicals, my guilty pleasure ooooouu
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i think the best ship is the girl who's always trying to get stuff done and complete her mission and the guy who helps her know when to take a break and have fun and not crack under the stress of it all.
#shipping#captain swan#new dream#kanera#snowing#outlaw queen#han solo x princess leia#lizzie x gordo#channy#canderemy#i know a ship probably came to your mind but imma level with you:#i realized i love this while i was watching camp rock two#mitchie is just like 'we gotta work really hard to save the camp!' and shane is just like 'okay but hear me out: we're having a picnic'#and they just balance each other so well and i love them!#OH ALSO THIS IS WHATSHERFACE AND WHATSHISFACE FROM STARSTRUCK#(i know because I've watched that movie a LOT with my mom)#tiana x naveen#(almost forgot about them!)#then again maybe this is all inspired by me on more than one occasion being frantic or stressed about planning and stuff#and one of my guy friends would just. say my name. distract me. close the planner. remind me that my stress isn't helping me.#it happened once at college i was like 'ahhhhh this is such a big schedule for after graduation it's so much'#and my guy friend was like 'i can make it all easy for you.' and then closed the planner.#i need friends like that.#another time i was frantically loading the car for a friend group road trip and a little stressed#and a different guy friend just#said my name. and held his arms out. and then gave me a hug. it was so soft and safe#so maybe I'm just projecting and manifesting my dreams onto them#kazzy overshares in the tags#just an upper right looking for her lower left 🤞#OH ALSO. scarlet queen
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i have my reservations, and i truly dont believe a live action adaptation is necessary at all (but please at the very least don't fuck it up this time) i am still so excited
also im in love with suki, pls im so queer
#shes literally so gorgeous#maybe i want to cosplay a kyoshi warrior now#actually wait i forgot that i have a thing about feeling things on my face#maybe nevermind then#i'll just have to get a cosplay gf who wants to do a kyoshi warrior look lol#jae’s thoughts#atla#avatar the last airbender#atla 2024#wait wtf is the tag for the new one#oh i mean ofc it doesnt have one the trailer came out today#suki
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It’s not all bad though. I’ve been having a lot of fun working on my wedding invitations and watching my little comfort show ☺️
#I’m adding gold leaf to them which is taking longer than expected but it gives me an excuse to watch OUAT while I’m doing it#idc how much that show gets made fun of I love it#and this is my first full rewatch since the last season ended#I used to rewatch each season before a new one came out up until like season 4 or 5 I think#but then the show ended and I didn’t pick it back up until now#can’t believe I forgot how much I love the show#also can y’all tell I’ve lowkey been dying to talk about my wedding with someone#people ask about it occasionally but I don’t just wanna go on and on so I try to keep my responses to a minimum#but I feel like I really don’t get to talk about the fun stuff and the details enough
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man in his mid 20s who says tee hee
#art#traditional art#watercolour#oc art#ocs#oc group: lia crystal darling#oc: bibi#I DREW THIS a while back u can see the date in the corner LOL but i didnt scan it because it was like#a tiny little drawing from a tiny little watercolour paper pad and i. lost it JHKDSDds i forgot i had it#BUT I FOUND IT AGAIN so i scanned it finally ~#today i had a slightly wretched critique in one of my classes. kinda incomprehensible. oddly harsh with very little actionable advice#i think ive been really lucky in school with critiques at least post secondarily. most have been very useful and fun and interesting#even if i dont find all the advice useful usually i can at least glean something like a communication issue or something im having#but this one was wack as FUCK only advice i got was basicaly all the work u did sucked u should just redraw year old unrelated work instead#my professor seems to think im on the right track tho i think it was just the TAs who came out the gate swinging LOL#theyre like my age so maybe theyre just overwhelmed about trying to lead a critique like this i think theyre new at it#so i'll try not to be too discouraged but MAN.... so now. i need to post drawings of my anime boys to bring me back down to earth#look at my anime boy. he even has hair covering one eye <3
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Ru'thûn is no Osmium royal, she has no common blood with the Hive Gods. she comes from no extant Swarm known to the Vanguard, or even most Hive.
her armour is fluted steel, yet coarse like sharkskin. it is older than humanity, and is so deeply impacted into her chitin that tearing it away would flay her hide. within the fine, granulated crevices of her armour are the perfect growing conditions for fatal anaerobes.
(an old side portrait of Ru'thûn from February 2022. reuploaded from my twitter. feel free to click and zoom in.)
#destiny hive#hive oc#oc: Ru'thûn#oh i need a new art tag... um...#blackwax art#i'll xkit a new one later.#ah this is so... there is so much i would change about this.#does not matter right now.#since this is a .png there shouldn't be any loss in quality from my saving it and reuploading here...#i tend not to use my phone like this because of an implicit worry that the image will degrade. i hope it looks fine on desktop.#i can't believe i drew this and two weeks later Witch Queen came out#and the First thing i noticed was that Savathûn had the same heels as Ru'thûn...#the only difference between their shoes is that Ru'thûn does not have the prongs on either side. otherwise it is identical which is funny.#if the background was transparent i would say use this to compare heights since that is what it was meant for.#then again you could just superimpose your own thing onto her.#her neck is craned forward though...#i always say Ru'thûn is 20 (now 22) feet tall withoutn horns because she has no horns adding to her height.#i still do not think her horns or... i forgot the word for her Alien Queen graft... add too much.#a lot of this drawing i would redo... now that i have a nice 3d model to look at perhaps i could do that.#Ru'thûn's graft does flare upwards a little but i don't know how much height that would add.#i think what i will do is get some charts out and then count.#otherwise. for this image. i imagine her full height would be roughly where...#the large gap between the third and fourth spine on her headpiece are (not counting the horn on her forehead).#eugh.
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So I hit my 700th edit for the WHA wiki today, because I am a totally normal person
#For the record I have been there for. 27 days.#That makes an average of 26 edits a day which is even more terrifying because I definitely was not updating every day#Also this is for the Telepedia Wiki not the Fandom one#Anyway you should check it out!#In maybe a week because the website cache is super slow for some reason when you're not logged in#But I'm having fun#The nice thing about working on a wiki where there's actually other people doing stuff#Is that they can do the boring stuff like character bios and etc while I run around doing the fun stuff like pages on animals and plants#Anyway I was working on the Eldroxen page which are the big fluffy ox from the Silver Eve Procession#And it was so funny collecting info on them from the main series and then checking Kitchen real quick and SURPRISE! THEY'RE EATING IT!#I mean I should have expected this after having watched Dungeon Meshi and yet~~~#Also funny was that I copy+pasted the page coding for one the (food) animals as a template for this giant Mole-worm beast page but#forgot to remove the line about it being for food and afterwards had a laugh and then removed it#But now I'm like. They probably WOULD eat that sucker. Giant mole worm/snake/dragon thing? That'd feed a whole town!#Qifrey could have an entire audience watching how he'd prepare and season it#Anyway if you've been wondering where I've been that's it#Also funny story: during the Covid pandemic I stayed employed when my coworkers got let go because they needed me to catalogue an entire#new set of guided reading books; and have these sets have a digital checkout instead of the old-school card catalog we were literally still#using in 2020. Anyway I went all out with the organization of the books and the boxes and even made a reference binder for the books#via subject so teachers/tutors could find specific subjects and reading levels etc#(I'd have done a digital way to search for results but honestly half the teachers couldn't figure out how to sign in to the laptop. So.)#Anyway. Only a handful of teachers actually used these books and two years later the school switched to a new reading program#that came with its own set of books and lessons so this 10k reading set was essentially unneeded (and my dear coworkers never got rehired)#Anyway I learned last week that they're clearing out that room and all of those barely-used books are getting thrown out 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃#Isn't that funny#Literally everything is just sandcastles built in the surf#I'm so glad I already accepted this during my pumpkin carving years because otherwise I think I'd be upset#Anyway I'm gonna go play my spooky fishing game
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just finished the last step of decluttering my room 💪why did i have so much stuff 💪
#i started this project like#3 weeks ago?#all i wanted was a spot to put new books because of the b&n opening up in town#and that lead to me spending... so much time in clearing out cluttered spaces#and so much money in getting another bookshelf AND a more functional dresser AND a hamper/hanging rack#my sister got my old one its not broken it was just literally collecting dust and junk in the corner. i wasnt using it#new dresser will be coming in this week so i had to get it done#i took out...... maybe 5? 6? full trashbags of just stuff i didnt need and clothes i never wore#i found things from a decade ago. theyre gone now#spring cleaning came early i guess#i dont know if ive got hoarding tendacies or if i just. put things in boxes and forgot about them. but i gotta do better about that#ANYWAY my room is clean now and ive done minimal rearranging but the stuff i did move has made A Difference#this is both better for my brain and better for when we move out in the ??? future#less stuff to sort and pack
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WHY?, “Sin Imperial" // Car Sear Headrest, “I Can Play the Piano”
#Whywithaquestionmark#Car Seat Headrest#trigger warning for eating disorders I'm sorry I don't know the best way to tag them I never had to before#I was having a conversation earlier about how I have a very specific relationship with fasting#in that for me specifically I feel like it’s just slow-burn starvation#because it gave me an eating disorder#this idea that if I just stop eating then I'll lose weight and if I lose weight I'll be better#that eating was a moral failure on my part because if I just held out a little longer then I'd be beautiful#so when I'd eventually break fast because it had been days and my vision was fading#I'd make myself throw up afterwards because I had failed#that morphed into all the different little toxic relationships I have with food#I still consider myself a monster for eating#I still lie about how much or how often I eat#and after I stopped forcing myself to throw up after every meal all the consequences hit#my hair started falling out my teeth started falling out all the weight I lost came back#and there was this voice in the back of my head that said that if I had kept going none of that would have happened#and that's kind of true because either those delayed consequences wouldn't have hit#Or I would have actually succeeded in starving myself to death#anyway I relapsed after dinner tonight and purged again and the why? song came on shuffle on the drive home#and I thought it was a little ironic haha#and I ate some more when I got home and I'm really struggling with this one right now haha#because I told myself I wouldn't have anything else to eat tonight but I did and now I feel like I have to pay for it#I think people forgot I was bulimic a few years ago or I just thought I told them and didn't#because it seemed like news at the dinner table lmao#I don't talk about it a lot because it's really upsetting to people I care about#But I haven't made myself throw up in a long time so this is kind of scary I think#Or maybe I shouldn't be scared and instead I should just force of will this#back myself into a lose-lose situation where I either hate myself for eating or hate myself for starving/purging#that's the only way my brain knows how to function I guess#whoever wins we lose haha whatever
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New selfie :]
#i forgot m to save the old one rip#so ill just save new ones right away#dutp#dress up time princess#it came out good yay
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been looking in tags for a few days now to see if anyone else found the whole high cloud quintet and related story to be a bit.....poorly written, nonsensical, contradictory, full of plot holes and loose ends, etc. apparently i'm not the only one. (and i'm not even talking about shipping stuff, because any time I saw someone mad about bad writing, someone always replies to be homophobic and laugh about failed ships. weirdos.) it could have been so good but was thrown into the garbage for the most part (IF you noticed all the plot holes and contradiction. if not, then it's a fine enough story tbh. I expect most people to see it on surface level and not read all the little hidden lore bits and try to piece it together like my autistic brain did. which is ok! enjoy it if you liked it and ignore me 😆)
#apparently one of the writers did it on purpose. wont explain here. you can find it elsewhere. but it makes sense now#that's why it fell apart and didnt make sense in the end#ive seem people say anyone mad about it is a shipper and thats why. they use it as an excuse to be homophobes#youre gross get out of thos fandom. im here as someone upset about the story who was very skeptical about any ship theories and focused#more on plot theories and overall friendship and stuff so its not even about shipping you het weirdos!!!#the contradictions and plot holes are bd regrdless of who you ship lmao stop reducing it to that#aure its fine if you ignlre those plot holes. but it happened to be the little plot holes that interested me the most so its obvious to me😅#cant wait until a talented writer in the fandom rewrites the whole story a lot better and fills in the holes and ties up the end better#please someone do this 😭#lee text#hsr#i just wanted a close found family who met a tragic end#my idea for a better way to write it is dan feng wanted free from the high elder cycle and yingxing helped him create a new elder#but it went wrong and failed because the preceptors fed him wrong info hopong it woukd destroy dan feng since they hated him#instead it was yingxing that died and dan feng selfishly brought him back somehow and thats why hes immortal and hates dan heng now#they created a monster in the process that made a mess and baiheng died trying to kill it maybe but hit its weak spot#so it was weaked enough for jingliu to slay it#maybe for a plot twist jing yuan somehow knew the preceptors were up to something and didnt stop the two because#they were too stubborn and he knew it would do nothing#we know the dragon heart disappeared so either it ended becoming bailu in the end#or it could be inaide blade bow. another fun possible plot twist. they never explained where it went so it coukd be a n y w h e r e#i had other ideas but i forget now. bht baiheng deserves better as well. just being a plot mechanism to make two dudes be stupid#is kinda bland and boring and wasted her character. she deserves better too!!!!#id write this if i had the time and brain power but ill hope someone else does it instead#OH yeah i forgot a big idea. dan feng and yingxing perhaps try to also kill the arbor and end the abundance and long life/reincarnation#and maybe that was one part that led to it all going wrong or something. since yingxing wanted revenge on the abundance for destroying#his home and family???? and dan feng wanted to escape the cycle? similar wants that worked together snd failed#these are all ideas from past theories i read and my own ideas i came up with all of which are better than what that bad writer did!#these are very incomplete ideas that im sure someone else can write better#lee rambles
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I feel like I should listen to zebrahead I have no idea what goes on there but I've heard so many mixed things I feel like I need to know now
oh my god okay so like. i would say no cuz theyre honestly really mid. but also i have this playlist with their whole discography if ur interested… :3
#it also doesnt have the new stuff that came out this year now that i think abt it#theyre just like. generic alt rock band idk#their earlier stuff has a bit more of a unique sound to it.. also all of it is really stupid especially the stuff frm when justin (one of#the lead singers) was still in the band.#idk what else to say help me#ask#wigglepiggle#EDIT I ADDED PLAYMATE OF THE YEAR BACK ON LOL#also i forgot 2 mention their first album (self titled i think most ppl just call it the yellow album or smthn)#is superrrr rough. and half of the tracks are rerecorded in their next one (waste of mind)#personally i think mfzb is the best starting point.. its a good album all around imo and gives a good taste for what most of their stuff#sounds like. at least i think so. i dont know shit abt music i just think it sounds cool XD#their first three albums are very different from everything else. justin left after mfzb / waste of mfzb and with him leaving their sound#solidified into smthn a lot more into. generic pop punk band if that makes sense#ironic considering im pretty sure he left cuz of disagreements over changing the direction of their music… to be more like generic pop punk#lol
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😍😍😍
#accidentally slept through my only class today#which whoops sorry. (my 9am english)#which kind of killed step 1 of a plan of mine but thats okay#anyways THEN i had to go downtown to pick up this award bc i forgot to show up to the ceremony like a dumb dumb#but the building was like a 25 minute walk and it was COLD (punishment for my dumb dumbness tbh) but anyways i got there early so i walked#around the block and then went inside and picked up my medal#and i was already far downtown so then i popped my head in a couple of stores as i slowly walked back#got a few things from target. new hair clip nail polish m&ms pens and then a mango. very excited to eat that either later today or tomorrow#then i popped in the calligraphy store and then the comic shop and looked around. saw some white ribbon in the calligraphy store which ive#been looking for but didnt get it because it was a bit wide and kind of expensive and i want a lot for my project idea#(want to write out some of my favorite poems on them in sharpie and then use it to accessorize)#and then i went to the comic shop and peeked around. saw a nubia issue and a few gl 2021s in the discount bin but i didnt get them bc#they were all middle issues and i havent read those books yet although i do want to someday bc my guys were in them. one of the gl 21s even#had simon on the cover so i was very !!!!!!!! thats my guy!!!!!#didnt buy anything there but i did ask the guy to make sure to order a copy of the spirit world tpb so ill stop by to get that in a few wks#and then i went to the bookstore cafe and got a cold brew and did a but of English there. they have tables in the stacks its nice. the one i#grabbed was just surrounded by old paperbacks of sci fi and thrillers lol. didnt see anything id read but recognized a few author names like#card (no enders game though) and the pern lady (idk her name i havent read it). anyways did half a blog post thats technically late (ill#backdate though dw) and then packed up and i grabbed a gyro from the halal cart on that block which i just finished back at my dorm <3333#anyways good times. now im gonna try and spam some work and go to freaking trivia team for the first time in a month later. oops#blah#oh and i think the halal cart guy may have given me a free soda. unsure abt that though bc its possible it came with and i was just being#silly again. so anyways i had a ginger ale too
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loving the timeline i got to witness of:
-yahtzee reviews a game on zero punctuation
-in the course of the script he finds a reason to bring up ayn rand/atlus shrugged, mostly as a joke
-brings up ayn rand again as the closing punchline
-final credits message is "bioshock was a good game wasn't it"
-one day later the escapist uploads a new extra punctuation about why bioshock's opening is amazing
did you get bioshock on the brain by any chance, mr. croshaw?
idk what his schedule of making ZP/EP looks like, though i do suspect that EP might possibly be visually edited by someone else? i'm like 99% sure yahtz still does ZP by himself except to pass it by matt the editor for notes on where he should maybe swear less, but EP is kind of visually different (despite using yahtzee's art still) so maybe he just reads his script and lets matt do the visuals? idk. the man's busy he puts out 2 videos like every week, i wouldn't blame him
regardless, my point is that idk where in the process he decided to make an EP on bioshock, but the idea of him writing the sea of stars script, thinking about ayn rand a little too hard, and getting on a bioshock kick because of it is pretty damn funny
if he addresses this in the bioshock video i'm going to feel very silly but i was just taking a food + youtube break so i only watched the sea of stars review for now
#sorry i think yahtzee has been a part of my life for so long that he's some sort of special interest#i know he used to be very... uh... Colorful#and still makes bad taste jokes from time to time#but he's not worse than south park and i think getting married and having kids calmed him down#i watched a compilation of old ZPs several months ago and while there were still funny jokes it was definitely kind of a#“you should not be saying that” cringefest#and it's funny bc i saw all of those videos before. i watched many of them when they came out#i just forgot how bad it was lmao...#my late uncle who i loved very dearly introduced me to yahtzee's work and i've never really moved away from it#took a break for a few years for reasons i don't recall#but then spent weeks going through the backlog of videos i'd missed lmao#i respect his opinions and he's made me pick up several games bc of how he described them#(psychonauts and saints row 2 come immediately to mind)#and it's impressive bc ZP has never used visuals from the games he's talking about you kind of just have to take him on his word#the “new” video format for EP does use game visuals which is another reason i think yahztee isn't the one putting it together#(real gamers remember when extra punctuation was an escapist column and not a video series)#sorry i kind of went off here in the tags didn't i. thanks for reading#if you did. which. if you did read them you'll be reading this!#thank you i care you#tox.txt
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pinktober days 1-5
original prompt list here
#my art lol#pinktober#pink#elliott sdv#kagamine len#fukase vocaloid#aurelio#aylin#my ocs#(for aure and lin lol im not claiming the others as ocs)#i dont know what else to tag this w/ bruh...#if i use the art challenge tag itll fck up my organization system so im just. auugh.#anyways YES I AM DOING THIS i forgot abt it lowkey but i still have a few days left in october to go so i WILL do it#dont really like how the fukase one came out but the other ones i kinda vibe i did good i think... shocker#cause i usually suck so bad at lineless art so im doing all these lineless to practice ripppp#maybe im cheating a little by using layers and blending and stuff that creates new colors but... shhhh
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my mom and i have been going around in circles about my sexuality for exactly a decade now. I already came out to her about 3 times when i was teen🧍♀️
#the pride parade was on the news#and she said ''i remember you went there last year...''#i literally came out to her when i was 13 and she hugged me and told me she loved me no matter what#then a few years after i guess she forgot about it and was surprised???#i dont know where i stand with her on this#my brother's godmother is one of her old friends who is a butch lesbian#starting to think she's okay with other people being lgbt as long as its not one of her kids 😐#or she's in denial about it?#but i came out to my dad years ago and it went well#i just won't say anything about unless she directly asks me about it oh well#.txt
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