#I got this bong yesterday

[co27]

my head hurts :(

[sukunasstarlight]

tf you mean we’re out of cones I had like two left yesterday

[cas-writes-stuff-ig]

Regina's Pet

CONTENT:

Word Count: 10,210 words

f!/nb!reader x regina george (dom!regina sub!reader)

-reader and regina smoke weed and cigarettes, but reader has never used a bong before

-drinking

-the reader has a shoulder tattoo and Regina finds

-cady and janis are friends with the plastics

-smut (she collars you later) (mommy kink) (degrading and praise) (semi-public stuff) (a bit of BDSM) (she eats you out and fingers you, and she rides your face) (edging and overstim)

-gross guy hitting on Regina, reader helps her

-fluffy shower aftercare

-she dates you in the end

-regina is kinda more nice here, but she still calls you a dumbass

(btw the smut is at the beginning and the end if you want to skip to it, but there's a lot of teasing build-up between there.)

Hi, i’m really new to writing so sorry if its shitty. I hope you like it. I might make a Part 2

(small unrelated note: I accidentally posted this while I was still writing it out yesterday, mb to those 15 people who saw this and didn't read the finished version, I'm kinda new to writing on Tumblr [i also haven’t written anything since i was 13 so bear with me])

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In university you were more or less a wallflower, leaned against a wall near the kitchen counter watching people come and go with drinks, watching the dance floor. Your friends had disappeared somewhere in the house leaving you unintentionally. It was Friday, and the night was young.

You looked into your red solo cup and downed it all, then walked to the kitchen counter to pour yourself another cup of liquid courage with coke.

Just as you were about to resume to leaning against a wall a hand tapped your shoulder from behind and you saw her, Regina George. You assumed she just came from the crowd of people dancing since you hadn’t seen her before that.

She’s been in some of your lectures and had taken a liking to you, her normal spot was always near you or next to you, so you could share notes, but she always had friends around her. With others, she was snarky but with you she was snarky in a more friendly-flirty way. You couldn’t tell if she was actually flirting or not. But she often invited you out to study outside of class.

She was taller than you and you looked up a bit at her, then she stepped forward and you stepped back against the wall “Hey little wallflower,” she grinned as she saw your face of surprise, “Didn’t expect you to be here” and looked you up and down. This was one of the only times you saw her in a non-educational setting.

While of course she looked stunning, you looked down at your own outfit and scratched the back of your head, you wore just a T-shirt partially tucked in jeans. “Yeah kind of, I don’t know where my friends went. I got a little lost.” You admitted.

“You smoke?” she asked.

“Weed or Nicotine?”

“Either, I’ve got both if you want” her voice enticed you like a siren call.

Tired of standing around watching like a loner you nod “Preferably weed right now, just warning you, I’m a bit of a lightweight, but sure” you said

“Hmm, okay loser, c’mon” Regina smirked took your free hand, and led you through the crowd toward the side yard, where two girls were sitting around a table passing a bong, finishing up a bowl. You recognize them as part of Regina’s pack of friends, but you never formally talked to them.

Regina let go of your hand, “Hey guys you know Y/N, Y/N you know Gretchen and Karen right? Right.” she sat down on an empty chair and beckoned you to sit in the empty one next to her.

Gretchen stood “Actually we were just about to go get more drinks and find Cady and Janis, we’ll be back Gina” Karen also stood and handed Regina the bong and the lighter.

When they were out of earshot you whispered nervously to Regina, “Um, Regina? I’ve smoked weed but I’ve never used a bong before” you were bright red wondering if she’d judge you or something.

She had stared packing a small bowl and laughed at you a little “Sweet little thing” her voice was flirty but you couldn’t tell if it was just the alcohol in both your systems. She turned back to you “Move closer to me, I’ll help you” she ordered. You pushed your chair toward Regina and sat in front of her, knees almost touching. “Hands out flat hold the bottom, sweetheart” then she placed it on your hands. “Now, breathe in” you did as you were told and the water bubbled. Then, she lit the bowl and looked straight into your eyes, and then finally took the bowl out and nodded signaling for you to stop breathing in.

You breathed out the smoke which felt smoother than any smoke you’d ever had in your lungs “Good job Y/N, baby” her voice was a little condescending, but you warmed inside still at the praise. She took it out of your hands and used it herself. You alternated turns using it, with her still helping you and only giving you small short hits.

Feeling more at ease, you relaxed more in your chair and melted in it a bit. Regina looked at you cunningly, obviously enjoying that you were starting to let loose. “Regina, why are you hanging out with me I’m not exactly the most riveting thing at this party” you circled your hand insinuating that she was the riveting thing here.

“You intrigue me sweetheart” she said nonchalantly “Do i need another reason?”

“No I guess not..”

She added sarcastically “Oh, I remember I only keep you around for lecture notes and help with homework.” you laughed and she spoke again “you don’t look half bad either.” Was that Regina saying she thought you looked good? You ignored that thought and took a sip from your solo cup.

“Hey Regina” you slurred your words a bit while she took another hit herself “Can I have another hit, please?” and grinned at her.

You leaned forward so you could hold your hand out again, instead she grabbed your shirt collar eliciting a gasp from you, lips as close to hers without kissing, she started blowing smoke into your mouth and you obliged breathing it in. Then pulled you in for a quick kiss, leaving you speechless. “Cat got your tongue loser?” still holding your shirt, keeping you from moving backward.

Pausing for a moment trying to process what happened and to find the words, you spoke softly your inhibitions lost “No, you do” and she pulled you in again for a deeper kiss tasting her lipstick. She let go of your shirt and her thumb cleaned your lips of her lipstick.

Your head spun from the alcohol, weed, and adrenaline, your body was warm and fuzzy. “Fuck, you’re amazing” you said under your breath without thinking. Your heart hammered.

“Of course I am Y/N” she stood up and held her hand out to you, a silent order for you to get up and take her hand.

“You’re like a goddess” she stared down at you, like you were her obedient servant. Then you took her hand.

“I know loser”

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She called an Uber for both of you and brought you back to her dorm. She told you that her roommate wouldn’t come back tonight, since they head home on the weekends.

She led you inside and you asked “You sure your roommate isn’t gonna come back?” you closed the door behind you.

“Ugh no, shut up don’t ruin the mood just kiss me” she shoved you against the door and tilted your head up to look at her “You gonna be good for me?”. You just nodded and kissed her, she pushed her knee between your thighs and you whined into her. You opened your mouth more to let her tongue inside.

With your core aching for more touch, you started grinding on her thigh and she pushed her knee up higher into you. Regina broke the kiss with a bite to your lip eliciting another moan from you. “Shit- Regina” you buried your face in the crook of her neck and moaned out, she took your face to look back at her.

“Do you want more?” she asked, but you only nodded. “Ah ah” Regina scolded you “use your words.”

“Shit, please Regina? Please, fuck me. Be mean to me” You begged her not thinking about your words.

She smirked at you feigning disgust “Oh? Shy, innocent, little wallflower is so dirty” She removed her leg from between your knees and started undoing your belt and pants. Then she walked away from you towards the bed and started removing her shirt, while you did the same. She then sat on the bed with only her panties on and spread her legs. “You want me to fuck you? Get on your knees and earn it”

You both were still very crossfaded and you eagerly went on your knees kissing her from her knee to her inner thigh biting as you went. You looked up and saw her flushed face and kissed above her clit through her panties. “Take them off. Make mommy feel good.”

“Yes mommy” You loved her telling you what to do. You slid her panties off and she spread her legs for you. Regina’s pussy was wet, and hot. She looked down at you expectantly. “You’re beautiful” you said before pressing your tongue to her clit. Regina moaned out and you squeezed your thighs together, trying to relieve your own ache.

You tongued at her clit and pulled away to use a hand to rub circles around her bud “Can I use my fingers inside you?” and she let out a yes between moans and you watched her face as you slid two fingers easily inside her wet cunt and curled them pressing her g-spot her head threw back. You then returned your tongue to her clit pressing and licking harder.

“Shit baby, I’m close, don’t stop” she grabbed the back of your head and pulled you closer suffocating you between her legs a little bit. You rubbed your thighs together trying to relieve yourself and moaned into her pussy while you curled your fingers inside of her.

A loud “Fuck” between pants and moans was the last thing she said before she arched her back, one hand pressing you hard into her pussy the other supporting her while she came on your fingers, you continued the assault on her clit while she rode out her orgasm. When she finished you licked her pussy and thighs clean.

"You have a tattoo, I never took you for a tattoo kind of person" You looked up at her as she traced your shoulder. Regina found it hot "You never told me" It was always well hidden behind a normal tshirt

You replied "You never asked" and gave her a smile "It's not finished yet though"

She pulled you up onto the bed with her and you straddled one of her thighs. “You did such a good job pet” She still breathed heavily, and she kissed you tasting herself on your tongue.

You grinded down on her thigh a bit while you worshiped her body, a little whine escaping your mouth. Though your core aches for attention you dare not ask in fear of upsetting the goddess. Instead you worshipped her body with a trail of kisses from her neck to her breast. Leaving hickeys and marks only on places that could be covered easily. When you leaned back to look at the marks you left, you just stared looking at her perfect figure.

You heard Regina let out a scoff “You done gawking at me sweetie?” you reddened realizing how long you stared for. Smirking at your embarrassment, she decided to give you mercy “You ready for your reward baby?” her voice sickly sweet and domineering.

“Please” you said under your breath, you couldn’t take waiting any longer, it ached between your legs.

Regina laughed a bit at you “So needy” She took a hand and signaled for you to lift your hips, her other hand placed on her thigh where you’d been grinding slightly. “Ride it, ride my fingers slut.”

You lowered down onto her hand and as soon as you took her fingers in she curled them hitting your g-spot, a loud moan escaped from your mouth and then you started to grind your hips. You covered your mouth with your hand and closed your eyes, your other hand on her shoulder supporting yourself. Riding her hand, the base of her palm rubbed against your clit “Shit- Regina..” you moaned out but muffled against your hand.

She stilled your hips and threatened “Move your hand, let me hear you or I’ll stop” you opened your eyes half-lidded and let your hand drop to Regina’s other shoulder supporting yourself with both hands now. “Good pet seems like you can follow orders hm”

She started guiding your hips against her hand to start you back up again. You didn’t break eye contact with her. You moaned out loudly when her hand from your hip found one of your nipples and pinched it hard. “Regina” you panted out desperately and she just bit her lip.

She curled her fingers repeatedly hitting your g-spot and let you grind, you synched your hips with her movements. Each press inside and each time your clit moved against her palm sent pleasure shooting through your body, and heat started to burn in your core “Fuck, Regina- please I’m close. I can’t” you were almost tipping over the edge

“Cum for me baby, go on” She instructed and your legs shook and you moaned out her name over and over, she continued to guide you through your orgasm still pressing against your inside until you stopped grinding against her hand.

When she started to pull her hand away, you lifted your hips to let her, Regina let her fingers slide through your slit and rubbed hard against your overstimulated clit. A loud whimper escaped, but you tried not to move away “Shit- Regina, I’m sensitive” You looked at her pleadingly, legs trembling

“I know baby” she smirked deviously as your legs shook “come one more time for me, can you do that?” she circled your clit faster.

“Yes, fuck- anything for you” you weren’t going to last long, especially when she talked to you like that.

Regina hummed “Such a pathetic toy for me aren’t you?” you whined out a yes and she pressed harder. She loved seeing you come undone.

“Regina, please, I’m close again” you managed to get out, then she started rubbing horizontal strokes right against your clit and you felt like you saw stars “Mommy- please I can’t, I can’t-”

“Go ahead pet” she purred in your ear and you came all over her hand again. This orgasm was more intense than the first, white-hot pleasure struck through you. She whispered praises and encouragement while you came, but she never slowed down wanting to prolong your orgasm as long as possible.

When you pulled your hips away you she brought her hand in front of both of you. “Look at how messy you are baby” then she made a show of licking your wetness off her hands.

You sat on her lap still straddling her and she sat up to kiss you, she wrapped her arms around your waist and your arms went around her shoulder and neck. She kissed your jawline and then your neck leaving a sizable hickey that would be hard to hide. She pulled back to look at you.

“That was incredible” you said breathily coming down from your orgasm high and the weed. “Thank you” you murmured quietly.

“You did say I was amazing” she pulled you close to her lips again, “of course I’m incredible in bed” sounding cocky as ever.

Regina let you climb off her and she helped you clean yourself up. You sat on the bed while she rummaged through her drawer and she threw a pink t shirt and a pair of sweats at you. She decided to keep the stray in her bed. “Stay tonight”

“Thank you” you said as you stood up and got changed into her pjs.

She rummaged more through her drawer and pulled out a small tape measurer “Sit up” she instructed and you did, then she wrapped it around your neck measuring it quickly.

You were confused, but before you could ask what it was for, she lifted the covers to get in bed and anxiety suddenly took over you. You were about to sleep in this gorgeous woman’s bed. But your mind raced. Was this just a fling? Were you really just kept around for homework and a good fuck? Your expression changed and you furrowed your eyebrows a tiny bit. “I’m gonna go get some water really quick” you grabbed her water bottle.

Before you could walk out, she said “Okay nerd, just come back” she sounded irritated, but the way her hand had tugged on your shirt showed you she wasn’t really upset.

“Of course” you grabbed your phone and walked out to the communal bathroom. You went to the sink and splashed water in your face. “Fuck” you said to yourself looking at the mirror, you then tilted your head to the side looking at the hickey she left on you. Your stomach fluttered, you’d just fucked one of the most beautiful people and she wants you to come back to bed.

You opened your phone to worried messages from your friends

Y/N: so sorry guys I’m at someone’s dorm right now

Max: shit we were worried about you, we tried finding you at the party but you weren’t there

Y/N: you guys have my location you know

Jade: whose dorm r you at? did you, yk?

You hesitated before texting back, fingers hovering over the keyboard. Your friends knew that Regina had taken a liking to you and gave you special treatment, they also knew what a huge crush you had on her

Y/N: i’m with regina...

Max: so you’re the one people saw with regina huh

Jade: hope you had fun

Y/N: mm details later, i’m going to bed goodnight

Jade: goodnight

Max: night

Next to the communal bathroom, was a small water fountain and you filled it.

You walked back to her room and she put her phone down quickly and lifted the covers for you to come in. “Hey Regina?” you said nervously as you got shifted to be comfortable in her bed.

“Yes” she replied while she took your arm around to hold her. You were cuddling her, and she scooted closer to you.

“I was just wondering, is this just a one time thing or..” you paused anxiously wondering if she was mad.

She turned over in your arms and looked at you “You’re a good fuck, you’re good with school, yes.” Regina said a bit sternly, almost offended at you asking. “but you don’t look half bad, and I actually happen to enjoy your company” she said under her breath. You wouldn’t know if she actually said that last part if you didn’t feel her breath on your lips.

“And if you want this again, which I know you do, then you’ll get it, understand?” she said cockily again, you didn’t reply but just passionately kissed her, and her hand came to cup your face. “I’ll take that as a yes” This was the nicest Regina ever was up till now, and it warmed you.

She turned back over for you to spoon her and you pulled her close this time and kissed her neck and shoulder. “Thank you, goodnight Regina” you murmured, sleepiness taking over your body.

“Goodnight loser” she replied with no malice in her voice. You nuzzled your face into her shoulder and Regina felt you smile into her shoulder. You were her loser, hers. And hopefully hers for more nights.

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In the morning you realized where you were, in Regina George’s bed and reddened at the realization. In the night you switched positions with her, and she really just held you like a teddy bear. You awkwardly slipped your phone out from under the pillow and checked the time, it was around 10AM.

You felt her stir and pull you close to her, and your heart beamed, the snappy Regina George likes to cuddle you. “Good morning” You felt her breathe against your neck.

“Good morning Regina, did you sleep okay?” you replied and turned over to look at her.

She let go to stretch her arms out a bit. “Good, you?”

“I haven’t slept that good in a while” You admitted, her smile full of pride.

“What? You worn out from last night baby” she teased and you just didn’t reply and turned your head into the pillow. You felt her get up out of the bed then you looked at what she was doing. She handed you your clothes from last night.

She threw you a glance and told you “Get dressed we’re going out.” She sat in her desk chair and started putting on make up.

“Wait what?” you asked surprised.

She turned around annoyed and looked at you “We’re going shopping loser, get dressed” she turned back to her mirror and teased “Don’t worry I wont look at you change, not like I didn’t see you naked last night right?” you flustered and got changed.

You sat on the bed waiting for bed to finish getting ready, kicking your feet a bit “Hey Regina, you got any coffee?” you said as she was slipping on her heels.

“Some in the fridge” you kneeled down to get some and opened a bottle of cold coffee.

“Thanks” you turned and saw her put on her black leather jacket, then she walked up to you, and used a finger to tilt your head up.

“You ready to go?” she smiled looking down at you, the heels she wore made her much taller than you. Your face was red and she reveled in the effect she had on you. You just nodded.

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You sat in the front passengers seat, and of course Regina had a sexy car too. You had chugged your coffee out of nervousness. Regina told you that Gretchen and Karen ended up at some frat guys house, and picked them up.

When they got in you really stuck out like a sore thumb. Three pretty girls and there was you. While they all talked amongst themselves about their night, you just stared at the road.

After arriving at some mall parking lot, Regina led the three of you through an expensive clothing store, you were in the back following them like a lost dog. Regina instructed them to find clothes for you, and you were stunned, you thought they were here for themselves, and you were there to tag along.

“Y/N, sit there got it?” She pointed at some chairs near a dressing room “We’ll be back.” You went to go sit and waited for them.

Gretchen and Karen came to you first and surprisingly they let you pick the clothes that you felt comfortable wearing. They put the clothes you didn’t choose on a rack and dispersed again to pick out clothes for themself. You yelled a “Thanks guys” before they were out of earshot.

Regina came back and walked toward you, “Hey try this on” she handed you a white wife beater and some ripped jeans and she looked through the clothes the girls had chosen for you, and removed some items from the pile. You saw a plastic bag so she had already bought herself some clothes while she was a walking around.

“Okay” You stepped into a dressing room and slipped the clothes on, you saw how expensive they were and grew anxious. You looked good but you still felt nervous and self-conscious, the shirt revealed your tattoo, which you never showed off. You poked your head out and saw Regina looking at you and raised an eyebrow, wanting to see the outfit.

You stepped out and she got up from her chair and approached you, circling you like prey. It made you nervous. Her hand touched your waist and she spoke, “Wear this with your belt” Regina walked in front of you and tucked the front of the shirt into the pants “You look cute” she put a finger on her lip and looked you up and down.

“Th-thanks” you replied nervously.

Regina then walked behind you and smacked your ass lightly. It made you yelp a little, and she let out a soft chuckle. Her fingers laced through the loops on the jeans on either side and pulled your hips into hers and whispered in your ear “Your ass looks nice in these jeans, wear this outfit tonight” Then she nipped at your ear, and you suddenly felt hot. She traced your shoulder again "Also show this off more often"

You stammered out “What’s tonight?” She let go of you and smiled.

“Another party of course” she sat down in the chair and crossed her legs “Get changed again, then let’s go pay”

When you stepped out, Regina took the clothes from you and handed you her bag of clothes to hold, and went to go to the register to pay for you. “You really don’t have to do that Regina it’s fine,” you said, feeling bad if she paid.

“If I’m going to be seen again with you tonight, especially on the dance floor, I want you to look good.” she glanced at you and inserted her card. It was nice that she paid even though it was for her own selfish purposes.

“You sure you don’t want me to pay you back” You felt bad because it was pricey.

“Don’t question me baby” She threw you a glare and walked past you handing you the bag of clothes making you hold both bags but you didn’t really mind that. And you nodded obediently.

Gretchen and Karen were also paying and when you all were reunited at the entrance, you offered to hold their bags as well, which they let you. You walked around more with them at the mall, Gretchen and Karen ended up walking off on their own to another part of the mall, then it was just you and Regina again.

You both were talking comfortably, even though your heart was racing, you wanted to tease her back a bit. You sat at a table, sitting across from each other, drinking some soda, then you leaned forward, elbows on the table resting your head in your hands smiling “So you really do enjoy my company don’t you”.

She rolled her eyes, “Whatever you think”

“Oh come on, you said it last night, I remember it” You tilted your head to the side and grinned wider.

She crossed her legs and her arms and was frustrated “I did, so what? We were drunk and high” She spat, and it almost hurt your feelings. She then put on a devious smile “And if you keep acting like a brat about it, you’ll regret it tonight, understand me, baby?”

Heat instantly went between your legs at what she was insinuating but you continued your facade of confidence “Regret it how?” you laughed and said “Should I fuck around and find out? or be good for you?”

She returned your sentiment “Up to you, either way you’ll end up begging” That made your facade crumble away and you felt your face grow red, and she just relished in your shyness, knowing she won.

Once you were reunited with them again, Regina drove Gretchen and Karen to their respective dorms, and you last. Before you got out the car she grabbed your shirt again and pulled you in for a quick kiss. “Meet back at mine at around 7, got it? I’ve got another errand to run”

“Yeah, I’ll see you there, thanks for taking me out today” You stepped out and waved.

“Mmhm whatever, thank me later” her tone was mean but she pulled her sunglasses down a little and gave you a look that made your heart flutter for a moment.

She drove away and you walked into your dorm where your two friends were. “Hey guys” you put your bag of clothes down and kicked your boots off.

“Well well well, look what the cat dragged in” Your friend Jade said to you.

“Yeah a bag of clothes Jade it isn’t a big deal” you replied tired of walking around “Turn around I’m changing”

Max and Jade turned around but still probed at the topic “But you were with the Regina George last night” Jade said.

“And you slept in her dorm” Max added, you changed into your comfortable pjs to lounge around in until 7 o’clock approached

“You can turn back around now” you said and they turned toward you arms crossed

“Details please” they both said and you sighed defeated.

“Promise me you won’t tell a soul” you put your pinkies out for them and the promised.

“Of course Y/N”

You sat on your bed and they sat across from you on Max’s bed, and you huffed out “Fine, she found me, we smoked a bong, and then we left, got an Uber to her dorm and we fucked” you sighed.

Max smiled “I would say sorry for losing you last night, but It seems like you had a great time without us” and pointed to your neck. You had completely forgot you had a hickey there and you were cherry red in the face. Jade and Max laughed at your obliviousness.

“But come on was it good?” Jade pressed.

You had grabbed a pillow and stuffed your mouth and nose into it “yes, she liked my tattoo” you said through the pillow.

“Does she like you? Was it a fling or does she want you again?”

“I don’t know, but she’s insinuated she wanted to fuck again” you mumbled.

Max and Jade high-fived each other “Y/N getting laid with the prettiest girl around” Max said teasing you.

Jade and Max were actually pretty sociable and had connections to parties, so when they got you as a roommate they took you on as their token introvert.

Jade laughed and added wiping away fake tears “They grow up so fast” You threw the pillow at them and their laughter only grew. Once they regained composure, Jade asked “There’s another party tonight, you coming with? Regina might be there” she waggled her eyebrows at you and you held up your middle finger.

“Actually, Regina invited me out to the party with her friends..” you grabbed the bag of clothes and took out the outfit Regina bought for you “that’s what this is for, she bought it for me”

They whooped and cheered, then Max spoke “She must really like you then Y/N” They paused and looked at your anxious face “Don’t sweat it, you’re gonna be hot shit tonight”

“I hope so” You ran your fingers through your hair.

7 o’clock approached faster than you expected, it was already 6:20 and you had gotten some notes done for a class. Then you started to change into the outfit Regina chose for you, you ripped off the tags and threw them in the recycling trashcan near the mirror, putting on your clothes. Max whistled when you turned to look at yourself in the mirror. “Regina has good taste”

“In clothes or people?” you asked, while putting your belt on

“Both Y/N” Max walked up to you and fixed your hair a little. You sat and bounced your knee anxiously “Breathe you already fucked her once you’ll be fine” you just felt silly, your outfit wasn’t too out of your comfort zone but you were scared again.

Max patted your shoulder. “You’re fine, you should wear that gold cross necklace you have, it’d look good with your outfit” you grabbed it and handed it to Max to clasp around your neck.

It was an indulgence purchase from months ago, you saw it and decided you needed it, it was actually expensive and real gold too. You were rather attracted to shiny things, and people like Regina.

Jade was absorbed in some video on her laptop and Max beckoned her “Jay look at them” She paused her video and looked at you.

“Wow go get ‘em tiger” Jade said jokingly, you rolled your eyes and cringed at her

“What are you my dad?” you grinned and then looked at your phone, “Ah shit I should head out now guys” You grabbed your small cross bag and slung it over your shoulder.

“We’ll see you at the party!” Max and Jade called out, you waved them goodbye. Then you walked to Regina’s dorm, it was about a 10-15 minute walk away and you texted her to let you into the building. You were only 3 minutes early.

Y/N: Hey Regina i’m outside, mind letting me in?

Regina G :0 : Be down in a sec

You didn’t wait long as she opened the door for you and led you back to her dorm. She didn’t look at you just yet, she was in a hurry to get back and finish getting ready. When she was finished getting ready, she stepped in front of the mirror and ensured her outfit looked good. She wore a pink shirt that complimented her breast well and black leggings and heeled boots. Then she turned around to you.

She hummed in approval and then you were red again. She traced the gold cross you wore. “Nice touch”. She grazed your arms which were nicely toned but not super muscular.

“Thank you” you stood awkwardly as she was staring at your outfit and your body. You avoided eye contact.

“Real gold?” she took the cross into her hands and looked at the fine details, you nodded. “Consider me impressed” you breathed out a sigh of relief only for her to pull you by your belt into a kiss. “You ready for this little wallflower?”

“Yeah” you said quietly.

She handed you her leather jacket “Hold this for me, don’t lose it” the she leaned over to apply her lipstick and walked back over to you pressing a few kiss marks to your cheek and neck. “Don’t wipe that off either” She pulled her phone out “Just waiting for Gretchen, Karen and Cady now”

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You left your bag at Regina’s since you assumed you’d come back for it anyway but took an unopened pack of Marlboros and a lighter and put it in Regina’s jacket. It was about 8 o’clock that you all left, Cady drove you all to the house party. Regina sat in the front leaving you with Gretchen and Karen in the back. You held Regina’s jacket in your lap.

Karen and Cady were the more amicable of the four in the car. Karen leaned and looked at your back "You've got tattoos Y/N" Suddenly Gretchen leaned over and looked at you.

"You do" She was also surprised "looks good on you"

You swore you saw Regina glance over at you raising an eyebrow, it screamed 'told you I was right nerd'.

Karen complimented your tattoos and asked many follow-up questions you weren't prepared for, but she leaned in and whispered "Regina likes them, she keeps staring at you through the mirror"

Before you could reply back thanks, Cady parked at the curb near the house where you could already hear music, the houses in this neighborhood were huge. Gretchen opened her door first hopping out, and let Karen out. Karen sent you a wink before shutting the door.

Regina led them to the door and opened it, all eyes were on her again. But since you walked in together it felt like they were on you. You all grabbed drinks before Karen and Gretchen dragged Cady to the dance floor. You grabbed some Jack and Coke and Regina just poured herself some Pink Whitney. “Hey Regina can I try some of yours?” you asked trying to loosen up before the alcohol kicked in.

“It’s vodka sweetie, aren’t you a lightweight?” you nodded She placed her cup down and picked up the bottle of Pink Whitney and a clean shot glass and poured you a shot, handing it to you “Bottoms up” You drank it and it burned on the way down but it was sweet and decadent much like Regina herself. She mouthed ‘Good pet’ and smirked then dragged you to the dance floor where you were already tipsy.

“Regina, can I wear your jacket for now so I don’t lose it?” you said loud enough for her to hear through the music and people, she nodded and continued to dance. Your bodies were close together and you were drunk. Alcohol was the best social lubricant.

You danced together and at some points she took your hand and let you spin her around. You had to extend your arms a little bit more than if you were her height and if she wasn’t wearing heels.

You turned your back for a little when you heard Jade and Max call after you and you greeted them, they said they saw you and Regina together and playfully punched your shoulder, and then heard Regina’s voice “Get off me weirdo!” you turned to see some frat guy with his arm wrapped around Regina’s waist.

“Dance with me” he slurred his words very drunkenly but he wouldn’t let go of Regina and she wiggled her way out of his grasp.

“I'm here with someone, get lost” Regina spat.

“Yeah where is he then huh?” The guy stepped up to her, this guy was easily almost a foot taller than you, but Regina didn’t care and she pulled your arm and you instinctively hooked your arm around the back of her waist.

You glared at him and Regina pulled your face towards hers kissing you in front of him and someone others watched, a shy little nobody that no one’s seen is kissing the Regina George. You were drunk and didn’t care, you were pissed this guy wouldn’t leave her alone. Your hand trailed down to her ass momentarily and you both broke the kiss.

He was about to say something else but Gretchen, Karen, and Cady showed up, “Leave her be, fucking jackss” he just scoffed as more people were watching and walked to another girl. You and Regina quickly let go of each other, you wiped off her lipstick from your lips.

Her friends were checking on her and she was just dusting her outfit off obviously irritated as well but she just kept saying she was fine. You were seething inside and chugged the rest of your cup but maintained composure “Regina you okay?”

She looked up at you and snapped “I’m fine Y/N” and she looked at her friends “I’m fine, gonna get more to drink” She stormed off and her friends just stood looking at each other but you weaved your way through the crowd following her.

“Regina” you put a hand on her shoulder, she poured more alcohol into her cup, and she ignored you “Regina let’s go outside for a second” You saw an open case of water and took one out. “Come on Regina please?”

She gave you a death stare but she found the backyard, opened the sliding door, and you followed her when you were alone she sneered at you “I’m fine seriously lay off it” You dare not take her alcohol but you handed her the bottle of water and she sat in a folding chair.

You took out the cigarettes and the lighter and then slipped the jacket off to place around Regina’s shoulders. You sat next to her and opened the pack of cigarettes, placed a piece of gum in your mouth so it wouldn’t taste bad, and lit the cigarette. She drank a third of the water you gave her.

“Smoke break?” you passed her the cigarette and smiled a little, she took it from you wordlessly. You just looked down at your phone and let her have her silence. You got a couple messages from Max and Jade including a picture of Regina and you from the 2nd floor window. You looked at Regina who was turned away from you and then you looked up behind where you saw your friends giving you thumbs up, you flipped them off quickly.

Regina passed the cigarette back to you and you took a long puff. Then she spoke “Men are such jack asses, ugh” she crossed her legs and complained, you listened. “Like get the fuck of of me” she rolled her eyes and then you flicked the ash off and passed the cigarette back to her.

She ranted on for a while before she turned back to you, and murmured a soft “Thanks though” she flicked the cigarette butt away but it landed toward your feet, you picked it up and stuffed it in your pocket to throw away later. Both of you were still thoroughly intoxicated so you felt like you could tease her a little bit.

You put a cigarette in your mouth used one hand to protect it from the wind and one hand lit it up, you took a long puff before smirking. “Regina George? Saying ‘thank you’? I can’t believe my ears” You passed her the cigarette again.

“Shut it nerd” She took a deep breath of the cigarette and blew it at your face. You were glad to see her back to her snarky teasing ways.

“Or what?” You challenged her with no intention of winning. “You gonna punish me, Regina?” You leaned back in your chair and spread your legs to get comfortable, but she stood up.

She walked in front of your chair and towered over you “It seems like that’s what you want” her knee pushed harshly between your thighs, one hand on the back of your chair and the other still holding the cigarette. She looked down at you and you smiled wider, knowing she was back in a better mood. “You better wipe that smug smile off your face L/N”

You tried leaning up to kiss her but she straightened herself out of your reach and shoved her knee harder into your cunt. You whined “Regina” You looked up at her and she held the cigarette to your mouth and watched you inhale, you turned your head to not blow the smoke at her. She looked at you expecting you to say or do something. You put your hands up in defeat “I’m sorry Gina please forgive me” You wanted a taste of her lips.

“Again” she said smiling down at you cruelly, and you swore she could feel the pulse between your legs.

“Regina please, I'm sorry I was joking, I’ll be good now” You put your hands down on your thighs and leaned forward again “Please kiss me”

Like yesterday, she breathed smoke into your mouth. Regina leaned down towards your lips and you inhaled what she gave you, and she pressed her lips to yours. She pulled away and said “You’re forgiven, I suppose”

“Thank you goddess” You smiled at her more timidly. She removed her knee from between your legs and finished off the last of the cigarette. Before she could flick it onto the ground somewhere, you put your hand out to take it from her.

“Oh a good Samaritan too aren’t you?” she taunted you and handed it to you to put in your pocket. She looked you up and down again her eyes lingering at your necklace, then she smirked “Well, God bless you baby” she said seductively, and started to walk away “Let's go back inside shall we?”

She walked ahead of you and you looked up at the window to see if your friends were still there, and they were. Jade mouthed to you ‘bottom’ and you rolled your eyes, then speed walked to catch up with Regina.

Regina got a message and then took your hand and led you upstairs, to a room with a pool table and in the corner, Gretchen, Karen, Cady, and Janis, with two guys you assumed were gonna go home with some of them tonight. They passed around a bong and Regina looked back at you and said quietly. “Hope I trained you well last night, or does my stray need help again?” She sat down next to Cady on the couch and you sat on Regina’s right.

Regina got her turn and then it was yours thankfully you did it right. You passed it around maybe three times and talked and didn’t get awkward or anything, when it was your turn again Regina leaned to whisper in your ear, “Let me know when you wanna go back to mine, I have a surprise” a hand lightly traced the back of your neck and you coughed out then she leaned away to talk to Cady.

You stayed a while, just chatting, and you were pretty sobered up, but you felt needier. You let Regina finish her conversation before tapping Regina’s arm and nodding your head. Then Regina stood up “Cady, me and nerd are heading home now, just gonna take an Uber” You and Regina said bye to everyone else and walked out. Walking out the door she interlaced her fingers with yours.

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Regina traced the inner part of your thigh in the car and you had to bite back a whine when she got too close to your core, and you returned the favor pulling her leg apart slightly as well. Your stomach filled with butterflies.

When you got to her dorm she took her jacket off and kissed you relentlessly, both of you kicking off your shoes. Regina undid your belt and slipped a hand underneath your underwear and felt how wet you were. “Been waiting all night for this pet?” she dragged her finger from your entrance to your clit and pressed lightly.

“Yes, I want you, please” you begged, she took her hand out and licked her finger clean.

“Strip for me and kneel in front of the bed, like yesterday” She commanded and you were happy to follow, you took your gold necklace off and placed it on the desk and rid the rest of your clothes. Her back was turned to you and you heard her opening something while you stripped and went on your knees.

“Hey Regina? Can I keep a shirt on?” she turned to you and you were in nothing but held her pink t-shirt you wore last night.

She was amused to see you wear her clothes “Yeah, sure” she went back to fumbling with something and you put the shirt on and stared at your knees.

When you glanced up at her, she wore only her shirt and lace panties now which made you blush and look at the ground, then you heard a clink of metal. Regina sat on the bed right in front of you, and you looked up and saw what she held. A pretty black collar with a tag on the front engraved with the words “Regina’s Pet” and a ring on the back and front of the collar for a leash or for her to tug on.

“Hey you sober right?” her voice was soft and caring, which surprised you.

“Yes, I am” you replied quietly you were eager.

“Do you want this around your neck?” Regina unclasped it and held it in front of you.

Your mouth went dry and you said “yes” weakly.

“Good” she leaned down and fastened the collar onto your neck. “You’re my pet now, yeah?” she hooked her finger through the loop on the front and pulled you close.

“Yes” is all you could manage to say as she beckoned you to straddle her lap. Your legs were spread as you sat on her and she inspected the collar on you.

“is it too tight?” she yanked on it a little and stuck two fingers between your neck and the collar.

“No- no, it’s good thank you” you were nervous again.

“You’re familiar with the color system, yes?” Regina asked.

You nodded “Green for good, yellow for slow down and red for stop”

“Good you’re gonna need it” She replied and kissed your lips

She let go of your collar and one hand was against your back and the other trailed up your thigh and pressed lightly on your clit. “So about you being a bit bratty earlier today..” she circled your clit gently and she stared into your eyes, “I think I have to discipline you a bit, yeah?”

You were willing to do anything she asked really, and said “Yes” She rewarded that answer with her moving pressing slightly harder, you ached wanting more “I’m sorry Regina, I’ll be good” she let out an approving hum.

“Tell me when you’re close baby, don’t finish unless I say so,” She said, “can you do that for me?”

“Yes” and she rewarded you by pressing against your clit faster “Ah, Jesus- Regina, it feels good” you moaned out and rested your head in the crook of her neck. “Faster please,” you begged needing more friction.

“God you’re so fucking pathetic” but she obliged and touched you faster. “You like when I call you pathetic baby?”

“Fuck, yes!” each thrum against your clit sent you closer and closer to orgasm, and you felt your stomach tighten and your legs trembled “Regina I’m close,” But as soon as you said that her fingers were off you and you whined “No.. please, let me come” your orgasm dissipated and your clit ached.

“Mm no” she responded back, “Lay down spread your legs” You climbed off her and spread your legs, and she lifted the shirt to reveal your wet cunt to her. You closed your legs when she stared, but she pried them back open. She started at your inner thigh and left kisses, marks, and bites all the way up to your pussy, where she licked a long stripe from your entrance to your clit. You arched your back wanting more.

She licked your clit gently at first and then harder, “Regina” you gasped out, and you bucked your hips into her face then she pushed them back down. You looked down and you saw her looking back at you while she ate your pussy out. She flicked her tongue across your clit and you said her name between moans and pants.

While her tongue abused your clit she gathered your slick around her fingers and slid two digits inside you, making you gasp. Pumping her fingers in and out hitting your g-spot your legs began to shake again “Fuck, I’m close. Please don’t stop mommy” But she pulled away leaving you on the edge again. She moved up and kissed you, tasting your wetness on her tongue.

“You’re doing so good for me, pet” She praised and kissed you again letting you rest before she edged you again. “Color?”

“Green” you replied, the ache between your legs hurt but it felt so good to be at the end of her wrath. Then she went back down to lick your clit again, slower this time wanting to draw out your agony a little bit.

She pulled away to look at your cunt “You have such a pretty pussy, you know that pet?” she then thrust two fingers back inside you before you could respond, curling them against your g-spot, your back arched again, making your collar clink slightly and she went back down to lick your clit again.

Her tongue slowly increased speed and pressure as she licked circles around the bud, her fingers still moving inside you. Suddenly she sucked on your clit and you almost fell over the edge “Wait! close- fuckk” you said to her and she stopped again, you didn’t want to come without her permission, you wanted to be good for her.

You were sexually frustrated, tears pricked at the corner of your eye and she took her clean hand and wiped them away “Does your pussy ache sweetie?” her tone was sadistic as she smiled. You just nodded and she cooed “My poor pet” you whined as she teased you. “One more time, can you handle it?”

You nodded eagerly and she lifted your shirt revealing your tummy and left marks down your stomach to your pussy once more, you involuntarily bucked your hips and she slammed your hips down against the mattress, she was stronger than she let on. She started licking once more and it drove you crazy, your clit was sensitive from the edging, she sucked on it occasionally. Then slid two fingers inside you again. “Regina” you drew out her name and she bit gently at your clit. “You feel so good..” then you were sure you could feel her smirk between your legs.

Your legs trembled again as she licked over your clit directly and relentlessly. A third finger stretched your pussy, and you moaned her name again and again. You pleaded “Regina please, please let me come, please” you whined out and looked down waiting for approval, but she just looked at you and sucked your clit hard. “Regina, please- fuck! I can’t, I can’t hold it, please I’m all yours please”

You were about to come crashing over the edge and then she lifted her head replacing her tongue with her thumb and she strummed your clit quickly “Go on baby, come for me” You almost screamed her name but she kissed you and muffled your sounds, she pulled away from the kiss.

The only words that came out of your mouth as you came was her name “thank you” and “don’t stop” She loved watching the scene before her. Her collared pet writhing and coming under her touch. Regina only stopped when you pushed her hand away, overstimulated.

She put her fingers in your mouth “Clean up your mess pet” you sat up and licked her fingers clean.

When you finished you kissed her hand and murmured “Thank you for letting me finish” she smiled and grabbed a water bottle from her table and held it to your mouth. Your mouth was dry from moaning her name so much.

“You okay there nerd?” she asked gently. She was worried she was too rough on you.

“I’m all good, my legs just feel like jelly” you gave a soft smile and she leaned down to kiss one of your legs. She smiled back at you.

“You up to return the favor?” she straddled your hips as she waited for your answer. You pulled her by the collar of her shirt like she’s done to you and kissed her.

You let her pull away and said “Of course” and she pulled her panties off.

She moved up so her pussy was right over your mouth, she was practically dripping “Be a good doll and make me feel good” She lowered herself onto your mouth and you greedily licked her pussy, you loved how she tasted and you grabbed her hips to put her full weight onto you.

She groaned and began to grind against your tongue, you guided her hips back and forth and she started to move her hips faster “Oh fuck Y/N” you saw her close her eyes. “You’re such a good fuck toy aren’t you?” you moaned at her words and it sent vibrations through her clit “Do that again baby, touch yourself while I ride you” You reached a hand down between your legs and moaned against her again. Your body was sensitive too and you moaned loudly at how overstimulated your clit was.

Your other hand now moved to her ass and you squeezed it digging your nails into her ass and pushing her further down into your face. “God, you’re so good at pleasing me” she gripped your hair and moaned “Don’t stop, please” she sounded desperate and who were you to deny her pleasure when she asked so nicely?

As she approached her orgasm you felt her legs start to squeeze your head a little, and you also got closer, thrumming your finger against your clit. “Fuck I’m close, are you close baby?” she looked down at you “Can you come with me?” you nodded and sucked her clit harder she moaned your name and streams of obscenities, “Fuck- baby” is what she got out before her back arched and she tilted her head back. You moaned into her as your orgasm followed quickly after. She rode your face prolonging her ecstasy as long as possible and then she lifted off you.

You wiped off your face a little before she kissed you again “You’re perfect” you got out between her kissing you.

She climbed off the bed and held her hand out to you, “Let's get cleaned up, how’s that sound?”

You just took her hand and followed her to the bathroom attached to her room. She turned the shower on and got rid of her shirt, then turned to you, undoing your collar. Then you also stripped your shirt off.

She was so sweet it actually caught you off guard. She let you into the shower and asked “You sure you’re okay?” then started to wash your hair.

“I’m way more than okay Regina” you looked up at her and she continued to wash your hair gently “Did you have fun?” You wondered.

“Mmhm, I rode your face and came all over it, of course, I had fun” She rinsed your hair and you began to soap her hair up as well. You turned her around washed the ends of her hair and kissed her shoulder. "I also enjoy making a mess out of you, I hope I wasn't too rough on you"

"You weren't, it felt amazing" you whispered and placed another kiss on her shoulder.

She took a washcloth and washed her own body. Then turned you around, Regina started to lightly wash your back and shoulders "You're so cute" you heard her say quietly, while she washed the rest of the suds away.

When you hopped out of the shower she handed you a towel and you dried yourself off. You wrapped the towel around yourself and followed her back to the room where she got you clean clothes once again.

Instead of crawling into bed right away, Regina was seated on the edge of her bed and actually patted the empty space next to her, you sat next to her “I want to be very clear to you” her voice was serious with an air of worry to it.

Suddenly you felt like you did something wrong and apologized “Shit Regina did I do something wro-“

She cut you off “No! no, you didn’t,” she said quickly “Just listen okay?” Regina was nervous, and you knew she didn’t like to feel coddled but you grabbed her hand trying to support her and she let you. “I like you Y/N, not just to fuck or for homework” Your jaw dropped and she got defensive. “We don’t have to do this-“

“Regina, you like me like…” you paused to breathe “Crush like me?” you gripped her hand tighter hoping you interpreted that right.

“What other kind of ‘like’ is there for a confession, dumbass” she was rude and then apologetic “Sorry” you just laughed.

“You’re fine Regina, I can take when you’re mean to me” and brought your hand up to your lips and kissed it gently “But why? You have so many other people lined up for you other than me, and I’m like, socially awkward and weird”

“The awkwardness is a little charming” She claimed. “You were also hard to read at first, so quiet too. Like a little mouse”

You smiled "Glad you think so" and you kissed her hand again “You’re a little scary Regina”

“I know it’s a blessing and a curse” She just smiled back at you.

You stared at your intertwined hands “I didn’t know you liked me, like that” you bit your tongue “I thought you were just kidding, I’m kind of slow, aren’t I?”

“A bit,” she smiled “It’s okay loser, I know I send mixed signals sometimes, but I was flirting with you all those times before yesterday just so you know” Shit you were really slow.

You leaned in and kissed her “I like you a lot” You broke the kiss and looked into her eyes. You opened your mouth to say, ‘Please be mine’, but nothing came out.

Regina still looked a little nervous "I meant what I said you know, you're mine" She said possessively, she paused and was about to say something else but you cut in.

"I want you Regina, and I want to be yours as well." You declared

She poked fun at your statement "You're so cheesy" and pushed you away slightly and playfully. "Just get in the bed" You stood and lifted the covers and climbed in and let her in as well.

You laid on your back and she was on her side, she looked at you like she was admiring your features. Then you turned to ogle in realization, dumbfounded, "Wait you're my girlfriend now right?"

She flicked your forehead earning an "Ow" from you. She rolled her eyes "Yes loser, and for someone so smart, you're kinda dumbass too"

You grinned wide, "Your dumbass though right?"

The corners of her lips tugged up slightly, showing she enjoyed your small cheesy banter with her "Shut up"

"Fiiine" You inched closer to her and kissed her passionately, "Goodnight Regina" She turned over and you instinctively wrapped your arms around her.

"Goodnight nerd" she said tiredly.

You smirked and mumbled quietly "Your nerd" and you just heard a tsk sound and fell asleep with this beautiful goddess in your arms.

(sorry the bong thing might be a little corny, but the first time i used one, my girlfriend held it for me because i was scared of dropping it)

(heyyyy just wanted to add here at the bottom, that i moved really fast with all the kinky shit and collar stuff. this isn’t a perfect representation of bdsm, so please do your research! [I might rewrite a version of this over on ao3 to be longer so i can better portray that stuff realistically {also it’s because i feel bad}])

[melkluver]

Midnight

Ellie Williams x f!reader

word count: 3k

warnings: SMUT- like a lot. marijuana consumption, established relationship,  minors DN!!!!

a/n: I need to express all of my feelings and this is the only way that seems right (I also tried to proof read to the best of my ability)

The clock reads midnight. You can’t sleep, and you haven’t been able to for the past couple of weeks. 

All you think about is her. Ellie. She’s always on your mind and you can’t seem to get her out, not that you want to anyway. 

You guys have been dating for the past several months and the relationship has been so much better than anything you could’ve ever asked for. 

She knows you, she cares about you. She remembers every single detail about you. 

She loves every part of you, even the scars that scatter across your body that you’ve collected over the years from the countless run-ins with the infected. 

Her love is genuine and kind.

Of course you feel the same way about her. You would do anything for Ellie. 

You need Ellie. 

You decided to get up out of the bed to make your way over to her house, making sure to grab boots and a jacket seeing as it was freezing outside. You also made sure to grab your backpack that had something in it that you knew would definitely help you two fall asleep.

You wrapped the jacket around your figure tightly when you stepped outside, hoping to block out as much cold air as possible. Like expected, the Wyoming cold was too much and made your journey towards Ellie’s little shed even more difficult than you had planned for. 

When you arrived at the green house in the backyard, you wasted no time in knocking. You were eager to see her.

“Hi El” You said smiling to the auburn haired girl.

“Hey babe” she says back. She wastes no time pulling you inside, closing the door behind you. 

It wasn’t unexpected for you to show up in the middle of the night. It was something that Ellie had grown quite fond of, secretly hoping every night you would find yourself making your way back towards her. 

You engulf each other into a hug, her hands rubbing up and down your back feeling every inch of your covered skin. Ellie’s figure stood taller than yours, but it wasn’t too drastic of a height difference. 

Your eyes meet each other. Wasting no time, you both move forward harmoniously with your lips eventually meeting. 

You guys act like you haven’t seen each other in days, when in reality you had seen her only yesterday. You guys had been busy with patrolling recently, there's been more and more sightings of infected, and sometimes it’s hard to catch the other one awake before they accidentally fall asleep from exhaustion. 

Our saving grace was the weekends. Maria thought it would be nice giving you guys weekends off especially because of how hard the two of you have been working, You guess infected didn’t matter on the weekends. Not that you were complaining anyway. 

“I have something.” You giggled, pulling away from the kiss, making your way towards her couch while also making sure to tug your boots and jacket off behind you. 

“What is it?” Ellie said, following right behind you. 

You placed down the backpack on her little table in front of the couch, pushing the zipper to the side and pulling out the medium sized glassware Eugene had lent you. 

“Holy shit,” Ellie exclaimed “how’d you get that!” she grabbed the bong out of your hands, taking a closer look. 

“Eugene, who do you think? He only needs a little bit of sweet-talking.” You said playfully to the green eyed girl. 

She playfully pushed your shoulder, laughing in the process. “Do you even know how to use this? I don’t.” she says sheepishly.

“Eugene gave me the rundown on how to use it, I think I got the jist of it.” You say back to your girlfriend. “We need water,” You say, turning to Ellie. 

She nods and walks away into her bathroom, grabbing a cup in the process. The faucet squeaked as she filled the cup up with water. 

She handed you the clear cup when she finished filling the cup all the way to the top. “Thank you baby,” you mumbled to her while pouring some water into the side of the bong. “I think this should be enough. Eugene said not to cover this hole with water.” 

She mumbled an ‘okay’ before sitting back down next to you, intertwining her legs with yours. 

She was a very touchy person and you loved it. Every touch she left on your body, you were sure enough to soak up. 

You pulled the small little baggy of the loose green flower out of the bag. Eugene had somehow managed to keep and maintain a weed farm during an apocalypse, something you weren't sure how he did. It made so much sense now on why Eugene always liked to patrol in that area. 

It was a complete accident when you stumbled across it too. You were supposed to be trading shifts with Eugene for patrolling that day but when you arrived at the lookout and he wasn’t there you made a decision to search the surrounding area. You found the library and made your way towards the basement where the atrocious smell of what you thought then was skunk, was seeping out.  

You found Eugene passed out, sprawled across the couch. When you eventually woke him up, he made you promise you wouldn’t tell anyone about him and the stinky flower he called weed. 

That was months ago. Eugene had given you weed in the form he called ‘joints’ only twice before this, obviously you shared it with Ellie. This was something new though. 

You opened the little baggy, and grabbed a small amount of the sticky green stuff to place in the part Eugene had told you to. 

“Okay,” You paused, trying to remember his exact instructions. “He said we have to breathe in while lighting this part, and then he said we take this little piece out from the side when we’re done inhaling the smoke.”

“Sounds simple enough to me.” Ellie said. 

You love how Ellie is always eager to do things with you, no matter how dumb or stupid it may seem to everyone else. She is something worth living for, she makes you feel so free.

You turn your head towards Ellie, pressing your lips to hers feeling an overcome of emotions towards the girl. 

You brought the glass up to your mouth and followed the steps, eventually being able to finally see smoke fill up the cylinder. You took out the little glass piece like he said, and inhaled all the smoke that still lingered. 

It’s only a few seconds before you start to cough, you were honestly so thankful that Ellie had gotten more than enough water for trying to fill the bong. 

You cough for a few more seconds, before your lungs finally start to calm down from the sensation of water. You extend the glassware over to Ellie while also handing her the lighter you had brought from home. 

Ellie had taken a hit out of the bong and to your own surprise, she didn’t cough. 

“Okay big girl” You say, playfully rolling your eyes towards your girlfriend. 

“Come on babe. You know how horny you just made me, saying that?” 

It’s not uncommon for Ellie to use dirty talk, and you knew how much it did to her when you used dirty talk back, especially when you talked to her like she was in charge. She was dominant and you didn’t mind it. 

“Yeah?” You say while taking the bong from Ellie, bringing the cylinder back up to your mouth to take another hit. “Show me” You say while exhaling out the smoke. 

She wastes no time in taking the bong out of your hands to place it on the table in front of you.

She turns back to you and grabs the back of your neck pulling you forward, bringing you to sit on top of her, your lips immediately crashing together. Your mouths move together, her tongue making its way into your mouth as your tongues fight for dominance, which Ellie obviously wins. You moan into the kiss as Ellie’s hands explore your body, especially paying attention to your ass. 

You struggle to breathe and pull away, to which Ellie responds by crashing her lips onto your neck leaving love marks that you know she’s secretly proud to show off. 

She gently tugs your face back down to her, before viciously attacking your lips with hers. Both of your highs made the intensity of it all become much deeper, both of you getting lost in each other. 

You moved your hands to the hem of her sweatshirt, letting your hands travel under her top and your fingertips softly grazing her stomach. Ellie pulled away from the kiss, licking her lips.

Fuck she looks so fucking hot. You felt a rush of heat stretch down to your core and you squeeze your thighs closer together around her, your pussy aching for her. 

You stand up from the couch, Ellie shuddering from the cold air that’s met when you leave her lap. “Come on” you said motioning to her bed, grabbing her hand. 

Every time you and Ellie had sex, there was something so magical about it. Ellie is the first girl you’ve ever been with. You cringe thinking about how nervous you were with your first time with Ellie, but all those nerves were quick to fade away in an instant. She's the type that makes you feel very comfortable in bed, always making sure to praise you and tell you how good you are doing, she’d also do anything to meet your needs.

Ellie really liked to please you, like really please you. It took weeks for her to understand that you wanted to please her too, finally letting you eat her out. The moans she let escape her mouth that night let you know you must’ve been doing something right. 

Your knees immediately buckled underneath you with the first contact of the soft bed hitting your skin, Ellie quickly finding herself on top of you.

You quickly take your sweatshirt off, leaving you bare to Ellie. Her lips immediately showered your chest with kisses and hickeys. She takes her time sucking and biting softly on your nipple, while her hand toys with your other nipple. She leaned back for a moment, admiring her work on your neck and chest. 

You take this time to slide her grey sweatshirt up until her stomach is exposed, encouraging her to take her hoodie off, in which she complies. 

“You’re incredible” you say breathlessly to the auburn haired girl, your eyes scanning across every single inch of her skin. You’ve seen her naked so many times before but you’d never get over how she looked. 

She slides her fingers under the layers that consist of your sweatpants and panties, encouraging you to take them off. She leans down to kiss you while she removes the garments you let her take off your body. 

Her right hand finds its way in-between your legs, running her fingers through your wet folds. 

“Fuck. You’re already this wet for me” Ellie breathed out on your lips, her fingers finding their way to your pulsating clit. She made circle motions with her thumb on your nub, making you cry out loud with joy. 

She took her thumb off your clit, making you whimper from the loss of contact. But before you could complain, her middle finger found its way dipping into your soaking cunt. You moaned from the feeling. 

“So tight” she breathed out, her head finding its way further to your cunt leaving kisses down your stomach. Your head rolled back when Ellie added a second finger. You let out gasps and little whines while Ellie fingered you. 

The sounds of Ellie fingering you bouncing around her room, made you both want more. 

She pulled her fingers out of you folds and pulled your legs closer to her face, wrapping her arms under your legs and around your hips in the process. 

Without warning Ellie licked a stripe up your cunt, stopping her tongue on your clit. You let out soft moans and reached out to grab a handful of Ellie’s hair, making her suck on your clit. 

She inserted both fingers back into you, stretching you out. She ate you out like she was starving, her expert fingers adding even more pleasure to it all. She added another finger deep into your cunt, as her mouth still sucked away at your pussy. 

You moaned, that familiar feeling coiling inside your core, your orgasm approaching soon. Your legs tightened, threatening to close but Ellie had managed to keep them apart with her arms. 

“Shit” you groaned, your head dropped back while you still had a handful of Ellie’s hair, your grip getting tighter with each passing second. 

Your legs shook as your orgasm hit, Ellie moaned into your cunt while the vibrations added more stimulation to your clit as you came. When your body feels limp, you let go of Ellie’s hair. 

“Good girl” Ellie said, placing one more kiss on your pussy before making her way back up to you, kissing you, letting you taste your juices on her lips. 

Before Ellie could protest you managed to flip you two over, leaving you on top. You wasted no time leaving kisses all over the top half of her body, while also leaving a few hickeys on her chest. 

Your hands came to rest at her hips, quickly tugging away the material that covered her bottom half. You pulled her legs open, your eyes quickly landing on her soaking wet cunt. Fuck she’s so wet. Your clit throbbed with the feeling of making Ellie feel good. 

You settled yourself close to her and your mouth met her sopping cunt, your tongue swirling around her clit. She let out soft moans and her hand found its way yanking a handful of your hair. 

Your lapping between her thighs are loud, the most pornographic, obscene slurps can be heard from where your mouth sits on her pussy. Your eyes looked up to see hers already starting down at you, one hand behind her head. 

“You’re doing so good,” she breathed out words of encouragement “that's it, baby.” 

Your tongue moving in circles against her wet clit, trying to give her as much pleasure as you could. Her moans became more desperate as you sucked on her cunt.  

You ate her out more aggressively, trying to help bring her closer to the edge. You added your middle finger deep into her folds, causing Ellie to groan deeper. Her eyes closed tightly and her thighs began to shake. You picked up the pace. 

Her hips buckled as she let out a moan, coming undone on your mouth. “Fuck” she moaned as her body shook. 

Ellie immediately cups your face, bringing her closer to hers as she smashes her lips onto yours tasting herself. Your lips move together more desperately, you straddling her thighs, your legs on either side of hers. Her hands roaming your naked body, one landing on your hip and the other landing on your breast.

She smiles into the kiss as her hand fondles with your breasts. She gently pushes you back, wasting no time crawling over to you. You didn’t ask questions; you trusted Ellie. 

“You’re so beautiful.” Ellie managed to speak, while positioning the two of you so that your cores could face each other, with you laying down. 

She was sitting up, leaning back holding herself up with one arm, while the other arm grabbed ahold of your leg. She began to grind her pussy onto yours.

“Oh my god” you immediately groan. Ellie’s head rolled back as her movement quickened. You didn’t know if it was the result of being high, but this shared time with Ellie had felt so passionate than previous times. 

You managed to sit up enough to be closer to her, you wanted to see her face when she fucked you. You intertwined your fingers as you both rolled your hips together. 

You both were letting out soft moans, internally cursing at yourself for not trying this position sooner. You groaned, the feeling of her slick clit rubbing against yours was overwhelming, and you could feel your second orgasm approaching.

“Fuck” Ellie whimpered, as she tightened her grip around your waist. You looked up to Ellie, admiring how her hair was stuck to her forehead with little beads of sweat, and how her lips were parted just enough to let out delicate moans.

“You like that baby?” Ellie grunted out, and the feeling coiling inside you finally snapped and for the second time that night you came undone underneath Ellie, letting out a string of curse words following. 

Ellie finished shortly after you, still grinding her hips over your clit while also letting a string of curse words fall from her lips. She sat for one more minute, the both of you trying to catch your breath before untangling your legs from hers. 

She pressed an innocent kiss to your lips. You both move back to the top of the bed, laying down next to each other with her blankets pulled over the both of you. 

Ellie looked at you with a small smile on her face, her hand resting on your cheek.

Your eyes locked with each hers, the high giving her a little more confidence to finally say what she’s been thinking for the past few months. “I love you” was all she said. 

Your heart skipped a beat, your breath almost cut short. “I love you too, Ellie”. 

Silence followed as the both of you drift off to sleep, intertwined with each other. 

[marxism-transgenderism]

hi Em

please tell us about the girly routine?

So I'm doing kinda a 2 day girly routine to do all this shit so yesterday I shaved and trimmed like every part of my body I can reach and then used a Lot of lotion so now I have the literal smoothest skin on earth, after I trimmed and cleaned up my nails and got them looking all nice and I may paint them later. Tonight I'm gonna take a shot of whiskey and a massive bong rip and do a epsom salt and oatmeal bath with maybe a lil lavender soap too to calm down alongside a nice deep conditioning hair mask to help my curls and I'm gonna try to make myself cum as hard as I can while surrounded by the hottest water possible. Finish up w a nice face mask and additional lotion where needed and I come out feeling like I'm on top of the world

[blacknwhitemood]

Depeche Mode - Condemnation / finding video's location "near God"

It was only 3 days after the Memento Mori concert in March, when I learned that Condemnation video was made in Hungary, not far from Budapest, near Göd, in a small village's border, Göd-Újtelep. When I wrote about it to @mijamija1234, she suggested that what if I visited its location? I liked the idea, I've started to make a research. Later I found some colored photos on Göd-Újtelep's website (under this text) and I posted them with words "Condemnation’s video was made near Göd". @mftm1987's reblog tag was hilarious: #well sure it was made near god. I felt love with the concept, so this is my "project's" name: Near God.

The only screenshot from the video (1st pic above) that I can use for finding the location is not very helpful, considering that it happened more than 30 years ago. 31 exactly. In 28th of July, 1993 the band and Corbijn went "into the f---ing woods" early in the morning after the day of they Devotional Tour concert in Budapest. Dave talked about it the gig's night in NME, while Gavin Martin was making his long interview:

I won’t even sleep tonight. I’ve got to get up and go and do some… I’ve got to go off with (Anton) Corbijn into the f---ing woods and do the ‘Condemnation’ bit. But, really, I have fun with doing that. It’s just the eight o’clock morning, you gotta get over it.

I quoted from this article first time here, my updated daves-first-tattoo post (scroll to the middle). Another source, Daryl Bamonte, Devotional Tour Diary, Bong magazine, 1994:

It was a long trek from Belgium yesterday, and we had to drive out into the Hungarian countryside today for Anton to shoot the “CONDEMNATION” video. Dave seemed to spend most of the day being dragged around by Sam and Hildia. He wasn’t complaining though. It could have been the other way round…

Near God

It's not easy to find a DM video's location (except Strangelove), Corbijn preferred countryside for his videos and the nature mostly in different countries in Europe (e.g. Belgium, France, Switzerland, Portugal, Scotland) or in the U.S. Hungary is famous for its "puszta", which is similar to prairie. Before the single's releasing he could shoot the clip during the tour. They stayed 3 days in Hungary, I read somewhere that Corbijn choosed Göd's area for the reason being very close to the capital. On imdb.com it is simply Göd.

I was searching for those dirt roads from the screenshot with the Google relief map, impossible task. 31 years. I googled many times a day if I got some new inspiration, suddenly I found a person on facebook who commented Göd's page' photo of the day: she was there in her 14 years, "half of Göd was there". I wrote to her, 3 days later she answered that she would help. Wow.

We met today and spent only 40 minutes together. She and her husband took me from the railwaystation on a truck to the location that she remembered - and of course that become famous in the village. She told me the short story: "My friend's sister was a big fan. We didn't have phones that time, someone brought the news by bike, no one believed that. Later many cars went to the place with 50-80 fans. We were hanging on the fence, like the children in the video. There were huge reflectors, the shooting took until the evening. Now there is a big battery factory in the fields."

When we arrived, we walked to a small road but it didn't resemble to the video's for the first sight. In fact it is a huge field with woods around, at the end of the road there was the factory, "It was built on that hill on the picture" she told. She was sure, so we took some funny photos with the printed screenshot (at the background with their truck), I wanted to walk more to find a better view but it was a very hot Summar day and my guide didn't have much time. To the right on this map I marked the point where we took the photos:

I think the trip was worth it. All this area from the village to the woods down was the location of the video making. 31 years later the fence with the small cabin and the sunflower field disappeared but there still have straw bales, dirt roads and habitants who remember.

The single released 6 weeks later, on 13 September 2013. Although MTV played the clip on time, its DVD version released much later in 2002 on Depeche Mode - Videos 86>98+ (I ordered the very last piece of it from Antal). This DVD originally released in 1999 but without the clip, you can find a live version instead of (I have the 2000 edition), because - it is said - Corbijn wasn't quite satisfied with the final result, the band seemed too tired in the video, especially Dave.

I love this song. Not my favourite, but it's in my DM top 20. One of its reasons that the video was shooted in Hungary and Dave loves it. He has frequently mentioned Condemnation as one of his favourite songs. In this interview from 2006 you can hear directly from him at 00:37. As fandom.com wrote, Dave still gets goosebumps when he recalls recording the song:

I immediately knew the song. It wasn't necessarily completely accurate to the way Martin wrote the melody line or the phrasing or the timing. I just sang it, and [after] I sang it, the tape stopped rolling and it went on quiet. I've got my headphones on and I hear [producer] Flood's voice go, 'Yeah, I mean, you could do another one. But I think we got it.' / 2021, Exclaim!

Well, at Memento Mori Tour they sang to us twice in Budapest, in 28 July, 2023 (yes, this day <3) together with 50000 people and in 26 March, 2024 to 16000 happy fans. Honestly, I like Waiting For The Night much better, I really wanted to hear it live, I hoped that they don't sing the same song at the same city as first encore duett, Condemnation is difficult to sing, they've sung Waiting For much often at this tour... but I was wrong. I was confused with my feelings, I was disappointed. I was looking for the answers of they decision, and later I understood that somehow Hungary might mean Condemnation to them. They gifted us with Dave's favourite song. Twice.

[handyowlet]

Run, don’t walk, over to AO3 to read this fic. Crowley gets summoned to a slumber party by 4 American teenage girls. It’s sweet and hilarious.

Here’s a sample (you is Crowley)

:

9:00pm (London time)

You: <I’m going to literally die and it’s your fault>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <There is zero chance that any of that sentence is true>

You: <Aziraphale liked your nail polish kit and now he’s making his own kit>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <I’m not seeing a problem>

You: <Imagine Aziraphale saying “My dear, I think the one called ‘Tootti Frootti Booty’ is a lovely shade”>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <Laughing emoji>

You: <Yesterday he found one called Let Me See Your Bong. Listening to Aziraphale say “Let Me See Your Bong” is actually literally fatal.>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <More laughing emojis>

You: <And THEN he had to describe it, and I quote, “It’s—what is that lovely word the children are using? Ah yes, ‘trippy.’”>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <Even more laughing emojis>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <I bet you invented inappropriate nail polish names>

You: …

Reya5Stripes4Life: <YOU DID DIDNT YOU>

You: …

You: <Might have given someone a nudge in that direction at some point>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <so many laughing emojis>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <So what color are your nails right now? Send me a pic>

You: <It’s called Bling of Fire>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <Send me a pic>

You: <Imagine Aziraphale saying “Bling of Fire.” Repeatedly. My lungs still aren’t working right.>

Reya5Stripes4Life: <SEND ME A PIC U DORK>

You: <image sent>

(“Crowley, you simply must come see this shade,” called Aziraphale. “It’s called ‘Baby Got Smack.’ Charming, don’t you think?”

Crowley choked on his wine.)

[fentrashcat]

Day two, Tourette's Awareness Month!

So yesterday I mentioned I'll talk some about my weird triggers. To get it out of the way not every tic has triggers and I'm not set off everytime these occur.

Most of my tics seem to happen at random but happen more often when I'm Emotional, tired, stressed, or caffinatied. Some triggers only set off specific tics and I'll talk about that too.

⚠️note that everyone who experiences tics will experience them differently, this is just from my experience⚠️

My most common triggers are anxiety, excitement, and sudden loud noises, but we are here for the funny ones.

One of my tics is "duck-duck" this started off being triggered by being happy/excited. Now it is also triggered by the sight of ducks? Rubber ducks, real ducks, fake ducks, any duck has a high chance of a duck-duck. I collect rubber ducks (in part from this tic) and luckily my collection doesn't set them off unless I'm already having a tic day.

Generic Samsung text tone sets off my echolalia, and I have to mimic it.

I have a tic that goes "bing" and only seems to trigger when I start to think it's gone.

Fancy candy apples. Even just the thought makes me tic, and made me tic while writing this. I had never been really into them before but we went to a festival where a person was selling them and my tics went INSANE. It wasn't like a full attack but it didn't stop until we got some and even then I was twitchy the rest of the day.

Tongue clicks. So I already have a tongue click tic, but it can be triggered by the sound of other people clicking. My friend had me watch Hereditary after I developed this one and I kept answering the clicks 🤣

My friend has the game "Qwelf" and it's stored on a shelf, so everytime I saw it "Qwelf on a shelf!". They moved it now but it still triggers if I think about it.

Dolores from Encanto does this little "hm" noise and I would mimic it when I watched.

Sometimes when writing with a pen (especially on important papers) I have to throw said pen.

Bonus! My mom is not diagnosed with TS or a tic disorder but she gets tics. Some of hers are answers to mine, so my tics set her off 🤣 I have a "ding" tic and she answers "dong". And back when "bing" was a common tic she would answer "bong". She also copies the text tone.

[oiladgivememoney99]

Danganronpa V3: Despair's Last Legs. Chapter 1, Day 1

Kaede let out a long sigh as she rose from her slumber, she looked around her room and confirmed that what happened yesterday was, in fact not just a bad dream born from staying up too late practising for a concert.

DING DONG BING BONG

The Warriors of Hope appeared on the monitor in her room, sitting together on a couch.

“Hey, you bastards! It’s 8 AM now! Get up and go get breakfast or our Exisals will rip you to shreds!” Masaru yelled.

“There’s no actual rule against not eating, but did you know that not eating for weeks on end has many weight loss benefits?” Kotoko turned her head.

Masaru pouted. “No fair, you’re not meant to tell them when I’m being blatantly wrong,”

“We literally are,” Nagisa deadpanned. “Please ignore most of what Masaru says, everyone,”

“Hey-”

“Have a good day everyone!” Monaca smiled into the camera, a complete lack of light in her soulless, green eyes.

“Uh, yeah right!” Masaru gave a thumbs up. “Get killing soon!”

The monitor shut off.

Kaede looked both frustrated and confused at the Teacher’s antics… any further thoughts were interrupted by her stomach grumbling. She decided to head down to the Dining Hall.

Kaede didn’t encounter anyone her way there, as it turns out literally everyone had the same idea to head to the Dining Hall at the same time.

Most of the people were calmly eating, some were doing other things though: Angie was praying, Tenko was fawning over Himiko’s existence, Kokichi was talking to (bullying) Keebo in a corner. Everyone seemed to have something to do!

“Kaede, you’re finally here!” Kaito smiled widely as the Pianist looked around.

Kaede chuckled. “Well, I kinda have to eat, y’know?”

“I know that, but that means that everyone’s in the Dining Hall now,”

“Ah, yeah,” Shuichi spoke up as he walked next to Kaede. “I uh… only just noticed that,”

“Only now?” Kokichi turned his head curiously. “For the Ultimate Detective you sure aren’t very observant,”

“A-Ah, sorry…”

“Kokichi!” Kaede scolded. “Shuichi you don’t need to apologise,”

Kirumi sighed. “Please behave yourself, Oma,”

“Ooooooo, you’re calling me by my last name! That means you hate me!” Kokichi suddenly began to violently cry. “WAHHHHHHHHHHH, KIRUMI HATES ME!”

Everyone ignored the Supreme Leader as he basically instantly stopped crying.

“So, now that everyone’s here, I guess we can discuss the events from yesterday,” Rantaro said, a calm smile still on his face as he put his hands on the table in front of him.

“Yes, yes!” Angie smiled widely. “There’s much to discuss!”

“Nyehhhh… talking is a pain…” Himiko complained.

Tenko patted the witch on the shoulders. “Don’t worry Himiko, just wh-whisper in my ears and I’ll tell them what you wanna say!” She drooled a little, which Himiko noticed and seemed to be just a bit uncomfortable about.

“What’s there to talk about? We already know none of us are gonna fall for this Killing Game shit,” Kaito said.

“Oh, I wouldn’t be so sure…” Kokichi smirked. “I mean, we’re all pretty on edge, aren’t we?”

“Well-” Tsumugi mumbled.

“What are you getting at, Kokichi?” Kirumi quirked an eyebrow.

Kokichi’s face went back to that of a child’s. “Getting at? I’m not getting at anything, just stating what’s obvious,”

The Dining Hall quickly fell silent.

“He’s got a point,” Ryoma broke the silence. “It’s not like we know each other very well, I personally don’t got much out there to kill for, but if someone else here does then…” The former Tennis Pro trailed off.

“Then what?” Kaede interrupted. “Are we all just gonna give up and kill each other, because some stupid bear told us to?”

The group stared at Kaede most looked confused, while a few looked at the woman with admiration.

“Ugh… I’m not great at speeches, admittedly, if it were up to me I’d be playing an inspiring song for us all. March of the Valkyries would do wonders for all of our spirits!” Kaede proudly declared. “But besides that, fragmenting off, and letting ourselves start to mistrust each other is only going to lead to us doing what Monokuma wants!”

“I guess that’s plain to see…” Tsumugi mumbled.

“Took the words right outta my mouth,” Kaito chuckled.

“No she didn’t,” Maki chided the Astronaut, who sweated and chuckled uncomfortably in response. “Still, I guess it did instill a bit of hope in me…”

“Weeelll, I guess it’s better to work together… for now, nishishi!” Kokichi chuckled.

“I agree, and so does Himiko!” Tenko shouted.

“I didn’t even say anything, but I guess so…”

“Nyahahaha, what a divine hope that has filled us,” Angie held her hands together in prayer. “I wish for Atua’s luck to rain upon all of us!”

“I guess you gotta make up for that flat chest somehow…” Miu mumbled, Kaede elected to take that as a compliment.

“Gonta do his best to help us escape!”

Rantaro walked up to the Pianist with the same calm smile still on his face. “For someone who’s said they aren’t good at speeches, you’ve sure managed to rile us up,”

Kaede smiled. “I’m glad, we need to work together to escape this place,”

“Th-That’s right!” Shuichi adjusted his hat to look Kaede in the eyes. “We’ll need to find something soon,”

“That’s right, Shuichi,” Kaede nodded. “I can feel everyone’s heart beating together as one, as long as we work together, we’ll have no problem getting out of this Killing Game!”

“Ah… cooperation, the thing that’s let humanity survive this long…” Korekiyo whispered. “So beautiful!”

“You have a distinctly creepy way of saying it, but I like your attitude!” Kaede smiled, Korekiyo probably did too under that mask.

“Kehehe, I’m glad to be apart of this cooperation, it’ll be so interesting to watch…”

“I’ll do my best to help!” Keebo declared.

Kokichi looked at his hand. “And it’ll still not be enough,”

“Hey!”

Kaede shook away the urge to scold Kokichi, and cleared her throat. “Well, if no one has any objections, then I guess we’ll start working on-”

“I have one,” Maki said, menacing yet monotone as ever. “We have no starting point,”

“A-Ah, well-”

“Actually Gonta think he find something that could be exit,” The large man spoke up. “Gonta go to back of school last night looking for bugs, but only find manhole cover instead. Maybe it’s way out?”

“That’s… actually very smart of you Gonta!” Tsumugi smiled.

Kaede smiled. “Yeah Gonta, we should head there. It’s our best bet for escaping this place!”

“Aww, it nothing everyperson, Gonta just being gentleman!”

“It would’ve been gentlemanly to mention it beforehand,” Maki muttered under her breath.

Kokichi gave Maki a quick smirk and then turned his head to Gonta. “It is kinda weird that you didn’t mention it before, but that sounds like a super fun idea!”

“Well, what are we waitin’ for?” Kaito clapped his hands. “Let’s get going!”

And so all sixteen students headed out into the courtyard, and towards the back of the school into a small, open area.

Gonta lead the students to the middle, and showed them the manhole cover.

“Here it is, now how do we open it?” Kaede looked deep in thought.

“Ooooo, Kee-boy should use a super robo rocket kick or something to kick it open!” Kokichi went wide eyed at the robot.

“He can do that?” Tsumugi looked equally fangirly.

Keebo shrugged awkwardly. “Actually… I don’t have that function, Professor Ibadashi only gave me the strength of an above average elderly person,”

“Really?” Kokichi looked dissappointed. “Keebo, why are you always so lame?”

“I’ll have you know that I have studied over 100 years worth of entertainment! It’s scientifically impossible for me to be lame!”

It would’ve probably been easier to just… watch any TV Show, or movie, or… anything.

Ignoring those thoughts, Kaede continued to ponder at the Manhole cover until.

“Up you go!” Gonta said casually as he lifted the 200 pound manhole cover, holding it between two fingers like a frisbee.

“Jeez, that’s some strength you got there, big guy!” Kaito chuckled.

“Thanks Kaito!”

“Where do you plan to put that, Gonta?” Kirumi asked.

Gonta shrugged. “Gonta put it over there,” He said as he tossed the easily 100 kilogram metal frisbee at a wall, it flew a good 10 metres before it hit the floor.

“Grrr… degenerate males always being so careless!” Tenko complained.

“Gonta, please be more careful with that sort of thing,”

Gonta looked down sadly. “Gonta sorry,”

“Don’t worry about it for now!” Kaede patted the big guy on the back. “Let’s head down this manhole cover, check for an exit!”

“Yes ma’am!” Kokichi sarcastically saluted as he climbed down, the rest of the gang quickly followed suit.

The manhole led to a pretty dreary room, cramped and nearly featureless except for a large tunnel at one end, and a sign pointing to it that said

EXIT

“Well that’s convenient,” Kokichi chuckled.

“Almost a little too convenient,” Ryoma said.

Maki, ever the pessimist chimed in too. “Yeah, it’s a wonder that Monokuma hasn’t interrupted us yet, this seems to easy,”

“Are you saying that this is a trap?” Kirumi asked.

“Kehehe, it would be quite malicious of our captors,” Korekiyo whispered. “Get our hopes up to maximise our despair,”

“Hey,” Kaede called out. “Don’t let Monokuma get to you, I’m sure we found this on our own. We’re gonna use this to get out of here, and then… I think we should all remain friends,”

“Friends…?” Maki quirked an eyebrow.

“Well, yeah; we don’t know each other very well, but we’ve been through a lot together,” Kaede smiled brightly. “So I think when we get out of here, we should all be friends!”

“Nyahaha, what a divine idea Kaede!” Angie somehow beamed brighter than the Pianist. “And then you can give me that pint of your blood once your anemia clears up!”

“Um… that’s not how anemia works,” Tsumugi said.

Kaito spoke up. “That sounds like a great idea, Kaede, now gimme a hug!”

“Wha?”

“What, we’re friends,” Kaito chuckled uncomfortably.

“Classic degenerate male,” Tenko made a weird face, the offense/confusion one again. “Trying to get a woman to press her breasts up to you,”

“Wh-Wha no, it’s not like that at all!” Kaito waved his hands around.

“You say that like you were thinking about it…” Himiko mumbled.

“Wha-Wha-What? N-No, it’s not like that at all!” Tenko waved her hands around in the exact same manner as Kaito.

Shuichi tapped Kaede on the shoulder, the Pianist turned around to look at her friend.

“I like the idea of staying friends once this is over,”

“Thanks Shuichi, that’s why I came up with it!” Kaede smiled.

Tsumugi walked near the Pianist too. “I’d also wanna be your friend, by the way… if you want that,”

“Of course, everyone means everyone!”

“Well, I guess that settles it,” Kirumi said. “We should head in,”

“We’ll have each other’s backs!” Kaede declared brightly.

“I’ll do my best!” Keebo smiled.

Kokichi smiled back. “This is the only time I actually believe that!”

“I could totally invent a way outta this, but taking the scenic route’s prolly more fun or some shit,” Miu shrugged.

“Hopefully this works,” Rantaro said.

That was that, the sixteen Ultimate students entered the tunnel into the Death Road of Despair together as a unit.

…

If only they knew the tragedy that would befall them next.

The Death Road of Despair was a distinctly painful, cruel trap designed to wear down the hope of the Ultimate students.

The weakest members had to leave first, covered in scratches, scrapes and bruises, and already tired from the traps that lay within.

The stronger students soon fell one by one, passing out from sheer exhaustion and pain from the tunnel, but worst of all was the fact that no matter how far they went; they still felt no closer to an exit, no indication of progress. It was torture.

Kaede felt herself pass out…

…

“Ugh… wh-what happened?” Kaede mumbled as she woke from her slumber, limbs still sore from her attempted escape, she looked around the room.

Each and every student, once bright eyed and confident were sitting around in utter despair and exhaustion: wincing, stumbling, and on the verge of tears.

“Oh h-hey, you finally woke up,” Shuichi mumbled as he wearily helped Kaede to her feet.

“Wh-What happened?”

“Your plan failed, that’s what happened,” Maki said.

“Or perhaps we’ve fallen into Monokuma’s trap… get our hopes up about an exit, and then…” Korekiyo chuckled.

“How… horrible,” Tsumugi groaned as she laid down on the floor.

“B-B-Bingo!” The group heard the grating voice of the bear as it appeared in front of them, alongside the Warriors of Hope.

“You totally fell for our totally awesome trap!” Masaru shouted.

“Too many totallies,” Kotoko criticised. “But yeah, this entire thing was a trap,”

“I made the traps, if you need another reason to hate me…” Jataro smiled.

“I was surprised you feel for this stuff,” Nagisa chided. “I expected more of them,”

“As did I, puhuhu,” Monokuma laughed before he and his teachers left the room.

“Th-This whole escape route was a trap?” Kaede mumbled.

“Gonta get tricked?”

Kokichi stood up with a surprising amount of energy. “It’d make sense, the people running this game wouldn’t let us just end the fun so easily?”

“What are you *khh* getting at you degenerate?” Tenko shouted as she winced.

“Nyehhh… pain… agony, even…”

“Don’t worry Himiko! I’ll get you healed up soon!”

“Mwehh…”

“Nyahahaha, I am in untold agony!” Angie said, still somehow smiling.

Kaede’s knees buckled a little as she stood up. “C-C’mon guys, we need to try again soon. We can’t-”

“Didn’t you heard Monokuma? That thing’s a trap,” Kokichi turned his head. “And you completely and utterly fell for it,”

“K-Kokichi…” Shuichi mumbled, extremely out of breath.

“I’m right, aren’t I?” Kokichi let out a breathy chuckle. “If you wanna go in there, you can go ahead, but you can’t force the rest of us to go along!”

“H-Huh?”

“I agree, I’m gonna be going to my dorm,” Maki sighed. “Thanks for wasting my time, Kaede,”

“I wanna take a nap, Tenko carry me…”

“Kyah! Of course Himiko!” Tenko beamed.

“Count me out,” Ryoma said.

“If everyone else is leaving then I shall too, sorry Kaede,” Kirumi made a small bow.

Kaito looked around the room, tired anger clear on his face. “You’re all giving up that easily?”

“You call it whatever you want, we are not going through that again,” Maki said, conviction clear in her voice.

“I-I need my beauty sleep anyway, so I don’t end up lookin’ as bad as Cowtits,” Miu weakly laughed.

Kaede’s fists clenched in anger, she wanted to say something back but… let it go, she let out a frustrated sigh as one by one the majority of the students left the area. The only remaining students within the room were Kaede, Shuichi, Kaito, Tsumugi, Rantaro and Gonta.

“Cowards…” Kaito mumbled under his breath.

“Gonta sorry for leading everyone to dead end…” The large man looked down like a child being scolded, poor guy.

“I-It’s nothing, d-don’t worry,” Kaede mumbled.

Tsumugi patted Kaede on the back, equally as tired as her. “D-Don’t beat yourself up Kaede, it’s plain to see that you tried your best,”

“Yeah,” Rantaro nodded calmly. “Only a couple of them are mad at you, most are just mad that the escape didn’t work,”

“Doesn’t make it right to take it out on Kaede!” Kaito shouted.

“Y-Yeah, sorry about what everyone said, Kaede,”

“Y-You don’t have to apologise, I messed up by getting everyone’s hopes up…”

“Don’t say that, man,” Kaito patted the Pianist on the back. “You were only doing what you thought was good for the group, there’s no shame in that,”

Kaede looked up at the man and smiled. “Thanks…”

“You’re welcome,” Kaito said as he yawned. “We should probably all hit the hay now, we’ll work together better if we’re well rested,”

“Gonta agree!”

“I’m just plain exhausted,” Tsumugi sighed. “Gonta, can you carry me?”

“Gonta is glad to!” He smiled as he picked up the woman and climbed up the ladder.

The rest of the group climb out of the room, Kaede looked up into the night sky, pitch black and filled with pretty stars.

“Jeez, I kept you guys down there for pretty long, huh?” Kaede said as she turned to Shuichi, who she was leaning on for support. “Thanks for helping me up by the way, you’re pretty handy when it counts, Shuichi,”

“A-Ah, it’s nothing Kaede,” Shuichi sighed.

“Shuichi, it’s really helpful of you,” The woman chuckled. “Don’t discount yourself, okay?”

“I-I’m sorry,”

“And don’t apologise for stuff that isn’t your fault either, ugh,” Kaede rolled her eyes as she was lead back to her dorms.

Kaede collapsed onto her bed the instant she entered the room, not even bothering to lock the door.

Tomorrow was another day.

[mammonsdabloon]

Obey Me! as my quote book #2

Warnings: swearing, nsfw-ish? Really just vulgar jokes

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Mammon: “DID I-? Holy shit I just got a paper cut from a McDonald’s fries container.”

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Asmo: “how you gon have no green card OR v-card? 😐”

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Mammon: “I wish coffee made my day better. Instead, I cry over how much I spent on said coffee as I drink it.”

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Levi: “people with depression are like legos, they break down or they stick together.”

Solomon: “secret third option where they break down together :).”

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Belphie: “oooo look a caprisun!”

Beel: “that’s mine I claimed it.”

Belphie: “since when?”

Beel: “since a few days ago.”

moments later

Beel, in demon form: “BITCH YOU HAD YOUR SHARE.”

Belphie: “bitch you know you gotta chug when it’s a caprisun.”

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Lucifer: “put your phone away before I have to start killing people.”

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Lucifer: “fucking mammon.”

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Solomon: “oh! It was mr krabs birthday yesterday!”

MC, on the verge of tears: “wHy dO yoU kNoW thAt?!”

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Thirteen: “ITS ALWAYS THE PEOPLE THAT BLAST THEIR MUSIC ON BIG ASS SPEAKERS THAT GOT THE WORST MUSIC TASTE!”

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Satan: “I’m trying to be a good person….it’s failing miserably.”

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Thirteen to Solomon: “that man is a fuckin’ ODDITY.”

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Lucifer: “I’m gonna be 52 when I turn 18.”

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Beel: “you have more water at home.”

Luke: “actually no I don’t that was our last bottle.”

Belphie: “you got a sink right?”

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Solomon: “are you one of them queerrrssss”

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Everyone (except raph 😭) with Solomon’s food: “THIS TASTE LIKE HOPSCOTCH AND LARGO MEDICAL.”

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Solomon: “Lucifer, bestie.”

Asmo: *GASP*

Asmo: “YOU MOTHERFUCKER.”

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Satan: “BELPHIE! My favorite quiet kid!”

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Levi: “SEIIEJDJEJDKDJWJDBJDE I- I- I AM GOING TO PUNCH. A. DONKEYYYY.”

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Luke: “I JUST NEED TO KNOW HOW FUCKING TALL LUCIFER IS. IMA YOINK HIM. IMA YOINK HIS HEIGHT.”

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Levi: “I DONT SEND HIM DICK PICS ON PLAYSTATION!”

Satan: “YES YOU DO.”

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Beel: “I drank bong water.”

Belphie: “you drank bong water…?”

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Solomon: “Master has given dobby legal documents!”

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Lucifer to Mammon: “I need you to stop infecting my fucking vocabulary.”

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Solomon: “does anyone have any water that isn’t watered down?”

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Levi, about life: “I don’t like this arc.”

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Asmo: “I know 💕”

Mephisto: “don’t you fucking 💕 me.”

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Raphael: *rises from the dead* “I am, Abraham Lincoln.”

Thirteen: “WHAT? WTF DOES THAT MEAN?? YOU RISE FROM THE DEAD AND THINK OF A FUCKING PENNY?!”

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Mammon: “g’s are weird in words ok! Fuck you and your luigi words.”

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Belphie, laying on the floor: “the party, is down here.”

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Belphie: “adoption is just abandonment with extra steps”

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Mammon: “….nice weather...”

Barbatos: “….that’s a light.”

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Diavolo: “I was so astonished I threw a piece of cheese at him”

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Lucifer: “my little brother just called hitler the president of Russia”

Simeon: “good, he knows his algebra! :D”

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Asmo: “sperm flavored lemon. Yummy.”

Solomon: “OMG. THAT SHOULD BE A SLUSHY FLAVOR.”

Asmo and Solomon: “SPERM SLUSHY”

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yes i let luke say fuck he deserves that right he deserves to be able to go apeshit

[rodolfoparras]

Gonna ramble for a second

So I smoke weed (it's illegal in the US at my age) and my older brother asked me yesterday if I wanted a hit off his bong before our parents got home. Because despite having done every drug to permanently damage their brains (mostly my dad, he was an alcoholic and addict before and when I was born), smoking weed as a minor is bad 🤬🤬🤬

And he joked that my younger sister exposed me, because he had no idea I smoke. Everyone in the house, except my sister, thinks I would never smoke weed. (It's because of the smell cuz my dad would blow it in our faces and laugh. I'm more inclined to enjoy something when it's not being shoved down my throat.)

And I brought it up to my sister this morning to joke about, but we were whispering because my mom was in the other room. And now she's mad at us and being short with us because we didn't include her 😐

42 year old woman being mad that her kids don't tell her everything, and for good reason. We literally can't tell her anything because she'll rat to father even tho we ask her not to. One time, I told her I tried alcohol at a graduation party and found out I have Alcohol Flush Reaction (I'm basically allergic) and told her not to tell my dad, and I found out she told him because he made a joke about me being allergic to alcohol in front of my friend 🧍‍♂️I also told her I was bisexual and asked her not to tell him and then I found out she did because he made a joke about me liking aliens or something.

But he's her best friend, so it's okay 🙄 girl we ask you not to for good reason!!! We hate him!!! And he's an asshole!!! If we wanted him to know, we'd do it ourselves!!!!

Anyways, sorry 😞🙏 I needed to bitch for a moment

In a different note! How have you been doing?? I know you said you were sick recently. And how's the job 👀👀 are you enjoying it??

-🐧

Unfortunately a lot of parents like this. However this doesn’t make it okay and I’m sorry she betrayed your trust at multiple occasions and I’m sorry you have to put up with this nonsense behavior. You are completely in the right for setting boundaries and upholding them. I know there’s a lot of guilt you feel inside bc at the end of the day that’s your mom and you want her to feel happy and be included but she’s proved time and time again that she doesn’t care about your feelings so you shouldn’t take hers into consideration

Also I’m good my love!! Still getting used to working in schools again but I love it!! I love my job! I love working with my students I love the staff there are so many hot teachers around (and parents) 🧎🏻‍♂️🧎🏻‍♂️🧎🏻‍♂️ I think I’ll be signing an official contract this Friday or I hope at least djdjd and I’m so excited to see the type of pay I’ll get, I’m excited to get a proper schedule because now im currently floating from class to class trying to gauge where they would need a student assistant but like I said I love it I don’t dread going to work I mean it sucks being tired after because I want to come home and write much more than I do now but that will come in time!

[scuba-divers]

i got fucked up out of my mind yesterday with a homemade bong they call me failboy mcdingus

[lara-prisma-avm-ask-blog]

Stickronpa Chapter 1 - Daily Life

Day 1

*DING DONG BING BONG*

Monostick:"Oh! Are you all listening? Excellent! Good morning participants! It's now 7 am! Time to get up from your petty dreams and seize the day when you can!!"

-...-

-.....-

-....Hun?-

-I... I was in a room... It was pretty generic, except for the art supplies they had on the desk and shelves...-

Second:"How did I-"

-I quickly remembered... The killing game... I must have passed out... If that's the case, one of my friends must have brought me here...-

Second:"So this place has rooms..? Weird..."

-Ahrg... My head... It hurts again...-

-I got out of bed staggering... My legs weren't calm... They were shaky...-

-I sighed and sat on the bed... My head was full of heavy and frightening thoughts... I felt the sweat run down my face and my knees were knocking with the shakes...-

*KNOCK KNOCK*

Purple:"Second?"

Second:"P-purple!? Is that you??"

-I tried to get up again only to lose my balance and fall.-

Second:"AARG!!"

Purple:"Second!!"

-They enter my room lightly, seeing me slumped on the bedroom floor. I felt embarrassed...-

Purple:"Sec, are you okay??"

Second:"Y-yes... My legs that suck today..."

-Purple laughs softly.-

Purple:"Okay, the others are already at the cafeteria, Blue made breakfast with Night and Chosen..."

-They help me to walk better, along the way they hold my hand, I feel my face blush a little...-

-We left my room, we were in a hallway full of other rooms, on the doors there were pictures with our colors and names. Makes sense, some of us had similar colors.-

-Purple leads me to the coffee pot where the others were.-

Green:"Second! I was worried!"

-Green ran up to me as soon as he saw me and started checking me out.-

Blue:"You passed out yesterday, so Green and this Chosen guy kind of took you to his room."

Second:"Chosen helped me...?"

-I looked at him, who was at a table farther away with Dark.-

-Blue put out a plate of food for me, I was hungry, so nothing better than Blue's food to make me feel full! I love his food! I start to eat and I can't stop!-

Second:"Delicious as always!"

Blue:"Hehe, I know!"

-I looked around, all I could see were Night, Freedom, Som-bra, my friends, Chosen and Dark and Smoke... The others, including Orange, weren't here...-

Second:"Where is everybody?"

Yellow:"I believe that even the quarters of them, I can't blame them, half of them didn't seem to trust each other very much..."

Red:"I mean... we're stuck in a place we don't even know what it is, and this Monostick is forcing us to kill each other..."

-As I said that, I felt my nails scratching the table hard, it hurt a little...-

Green:"Let's not panic! They don't have to be afraid of us! We are friends, we can face a lot together!"

Dark:"hump..."

-Dark laughs to himself, this seems to annoy Chosen...-

Dusk:"You are very naive, what we can do now is just investigate..."

-Everyone looks at Dusk who has just entered the cafeteria.-

Blue:"Good Morning to you too!"

Dusk:"anyway, we should be investigating right now... don't you understand the situation we're in right now?"

-We all shut up... They were right... Not one of us knows what to do... Are we really stuck...? No one is looking for us?? Why are we here???-

Green:"Sec..?"

-Green placed his hand over mine... I noticed I was sweating a lot...-

Dusk:"Chosen, Smoke and Night, you will investigate with me, Blue, Green and Second Dog together, Dark-"

Dark:"I'm not going to investigate shit!"

-He gets up and leaves the coffee maker.-

Chosen:*Sigh* "I'm sorry about that... I'll talk to him later..."

Dusk:"No need, the rest can investigate together. Finish eating and start..."

Yellow:"Won't you eat too?"

Dusk:"...."

-They look at us...-

Dusk:"I don't need food..."

-They leave the coffee maker without saying anything else... How strange...-

-we all finished Eating in silence, and soon after that we decided to follow what they said and investigate.-

-Me, Green and Blue decided to investigate the surroundings, between the main hall we found What looked like a staircase but...-

Second:"Why do these stairs have a metal railing...?"

Blue:"I have no idea..."

-Blue was going to Touch the Grid but then...-

Monostick:"Don't even try!!! These grids are charged by electricity!! If you touch, ZAP!!! you are electrocuted!!! I want you to kill each other, not die by accident!!!"

Blue:"What the fuck – where did you come from???"

Monostick:"I can appear everywhere!! Here, there, under your shoe!! I am everywhere, and nowhere! And I can see everything too!!"

Green:"It's ok! But why does this staircase have an electric grid?"

Monostick:"Simple! To limit your arias! Only if a murder happens will these arias be opened to you!"

Second:"D-again this... Why are you doing this to us??? What did we do for you??? We don't even know you!!"

Monostick:"blah blah blah! I won't say anything you bunch of suckers!!"

Blue:"I WILL SHOW YOU THE SUCKER YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!"

-Me and Green hold Blue so he doesn't attack Monostick.-

Monostick:"You brute!! Don't you remember the rules??"

-Rules..?-

Green:"Blue!! Aggression against Monostick is strictly prohibited!! You might end up dying!!"

-I paralyzed and unintentionally released him....-

Blue:"Sec!?"

-Blue seems to forget his anger after seeing me in shock....-

-No no no no!! I don't want him to die!!-

Monostick:"hihihi!! Exactly!! You had passed out so you must not have heard from your Monopads!"

Second:"m-monopad..?"

-As soon as I spoke, a BING came out of my pocket...-

- "Rules: 1•Every 10pm is bedtime, sleeping outside the rooms is strictly prohibited. morning time starts at 7 am

2•destruction of property is strictly prohibited.

3•aggression against Monostick is strictly prohibited.

if these rules are broken, a punishment will be given!"-

-Was that the rules??-

-I clicked on the Monostick icon, there was more! Rules about the killing game...-

-"1• Only two murders are allowed. If more than one murderer, only the first murder counts and the second is ignored.

2•A body discovery announcement will play when three or more people find a body.

3•You would have half an hour to investigate the crime scene, all doors will be unlocked during the investigation.

4•After the investigation you will be taken to the Trial Ground, Which you remaining survivors must find out who the killer is.

5•After everything is resolved, a vote will be taken, if they vote for the right person, the killer will be executed, if they vote for the wrong one everyone but the killer will be executed and the killer will be able to leave."-

Second:"What.... What the fuck!? WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!!??"

Blue:"I asked the same thing Sec..."

Second:"N-there's no way anyone can do that!! Nobody would do that!!! Nobody!! N-nobody... No.. nob-body..."

-My voice was shaky and my hands were almost dropping the Monopad...-

Monostick:"Hey!! Hold it right!!! This is expensive!!"

Green:"Second..? It's OK..?"

Second:"N-nobody... N-nobody... Hehe....*sniff*... Nobody...*sniff*"

-I didn't realize I was crying... Green took my hand and put my Monopad in my pocket again... He hugged me tight trying to calm me down... I could feel his hands patting my back...-

Green:"It's going to be okay Sec... It's going to be okay..."

Monostick:"Argh! Disgusting!! Affection!! yuck!!! Go fuck yourself somewhere else, not in front of me you freaks!!!"

Blue:"What did you say your–"

-Before Blue could say anything, Monostick was already gone...-

Blue:"Motherfucker..."

-Blue grunted, he looks at me with a worried look. Amazing how he changes his mood so fast...-

Blue:"Sec... You'll be fine, won't you...?"

Second:"II... I don't... I don't know... *sniff*"

-My voice cracked again... I... I need to stop crying! I don't want to look... Weak...-

Green:"I'll take you to your room ok? You need some time to calm down..."

Second:"y-yeh..."

-Blue and Green take me back to my room, I just sat on my bed looking at my shaking hands...-

-I must have checked Monopad over a million times... I still can't believe it...-

-*sight*-

-I lay in bed staring at the ceiling for half an hour...-

Second:"Well... I have a lot of free time now... I think I should talk to someone to reassure me a little..."

-I get up from the bed and leave the room. Who should I hang out with?-

-I decided to look for him. And I found him in the living room!-

Second:"Hey Red!"

Red:"Hi Sec! How... How are you...?-

Second:"hun?"

Red:"I saw Blue and Green taking you to your room and you looked... restless... I asked what it was and they said you weren't feeling very well and went to rest..."

Second:"O-oh... I... Yeah, I don't feel too well but I'll be fine!"

-I try to crack a smile but I don't think he found it very genuine...-

Second:"Can we... Can we talk...?"

Red:"Yes, come here!"

-He makes a space on the couch for me to sit. I sit next to him and we talk for half an hour, he couldn't stop talking about how much he missed his animals.-

Red:"Sec, are you really okay?"

Second:"To be honest... Not really...-

Red:"Ah... Are you scared...?"

-I try to hide it but I guess I'm horrible at it...-

Red:"You are..."

-I sigh and just nod..-

Red:"Me too but... But when I'm scared I try to think of positive things! Like playing in the mud with Ruben!"

-I smile a little, Ruben was his favorite animal...-

Red:"I... I'm a little worried about him... Pigs aren't the smartest animals... But he's very smart!"

Second:"Yes... I know very well that for a little pig, he is very smart..."

Red:"Yea! I love him!"

-The smile on Red's face warms and breaks my heart at the same time...-

Red:"We're going to go home right...?"

-Shit... I don't know what to say....-

Second:"A-ah... Y-yes! We... We will, buddy..."

-I put my hand on his shoulder and he smiles.-

Red:"Sec... You don't have to lie to make me feel safe..."

-He wraps his arms around me.-

Red:"I already feel safe with you guys with me!"

-I blush a little and smile hugging him back. I promise we'll get out of this hell... I promise Red...-

-we say goodbye and I leave the living room. Me and Red got closer today.-

-I still have free time, who else can I talk to?-

-I end up bumping into Night who was reading a book.-

Night:"Oh, sorry buddy! Second huh?"

Second:"Oh yes, my name is Second!"

Night:"Good to know, hey, I kind of saw your friends with you, okay? Need a glass of water?"

-Again with that sister vibe...-

Second:"No no... I just want to talk to someone...-

Night:"Excellent! Come, I'll make you a snack and we'll talk!"

-He took my wrist and pulled me over to the cafeteria where she made us some sandwiches. They were delicious!-

Night:"So how long have you known your friends?"

Second:"After a few years, I know them when they were created by my creator Alan."

Night:"Oh! You are a creation! Well I got this vibe from you, Chosen and Dark!"

Second:"We... Kind of were created by him.... I was an accident, he didn't want to make another living stick figure since the last time... Dark and Chosen destroyed his computer..."

Night:"Oh, it must have been scary for him..."

Second:"Yeah... Well, as soon as he found me he... H-he tried to delete me..."

-My hands were shaking again... I don't like to think about it... Alan is my friend and I don't like to think that this was our first interaction...-

Night:"Oh..."

Second:"I... I can't blame him... And also I was an asshole to him right away... Trying to ruin his reputation on his Facebook... I was angry that he had deleted my friends... B-But then he brought them back in exchange for me helping him get better at animation... Since then we've been great friends!"

Night:"That must be a lot, hun?"

Second:"That was a long time ago... Now I kind of live on his PC with my friends... We play Minecraft and League of Legends and talk about pokémon! Hahaha, once I even got into one of the pokémon games! I became the champion of Johto!"

-She seemed to like my stories, she was a good listener.-

Second:"But and you? Why are you a spy?"

Night:*sight*"I kind of just turned into one... Before that I was more of a Keeper..."

Second:"Guardian of what?"

Night:"My brother... For many years I was trained to take care of him so when he grew up I would protect him... He's not really my brother... But I see him like that..."

-He seems very important to her...-

Night:"I'm worried about him... He's very special... And... He's always in danger... He was born with a power that can be used for evil... My life goal was to protect him... Being a spy or rather a guardian agent I guess would be a better title is only secondary, I was chosen to be a spy because of my physical and mental abilities."

Second:"cool..."

Night:"Nah, it's very annoying... At least I always know if he was okay... But now I can't and it makes me worried..."

-She was head down...-

Night:"If it wasn't for this idiot killing game... I'd already be trying to run away... But I don't want to leave either of you alone either... Especially you and your friends..."

-She smiled at me... That made me feel a little more relaxed, she's definitely really nice...-

Night:"Finally, it's getting late Sec, we better go.... Can I call you Sec right?"

Second:"Sure! I don't see a problem with that Night!"

-We separate, she takes the dishes to the kitchen to wash them and I head back to my room. Me and Night got a little close today.-

*DING DONG BING BONG*

-I look at a monitor in the corner of the hallway.-

Monostick:"Good night participants! It is now 10 pm! Time to sleep before someone stabs you in the back!"

-Again that feeling of discomfort. I feel a pain in my chest, holding my shirt tightly...-

Yellow:"Sec..?"

-I felt her hand on my shoulder and I almost jumped.-

Second:Y-Yellow! You scared me..."

Yellow:"Are you ok Sec..? Blue told me what she hears... I'm worried about you..."

Second:"No need Yell... I'll be fine ok..? Better go to sleep..."

-I yawn and go to my room. I look back and see her go to what appears to be Blue's. I smile, not surprise at that..-

-I go to my bed and lay my head on the pillow... Rolling over in bed for I don't know how much longer until I sleep... This discomfort, this uncertainty... This fear... I don't want to die... I don't want my friends to die.... I want to get out of here.... Inhale and Exhale... try to calm down Sec... Take a deep breath... Close your eyes... Sleep... Sleep...... Sleep....-

-....-

-.........-

Day 2

*DING DONG BING BONG*

Monostick:"Good morning participants! It's now 7 am! Time to get up from your petty dreams and seize the day when you can!!"

-...-

-Is this really going to be the morning announcement..? Ahrrg...-

-I get up feeling discomfort in my back, This bed is rubbish...-

-I get up and put on my coat, I open the door to find Purple already in front of it.-

Purple:"ah! Sec! Are you awake! What a relief..."

-They looked relieved to see me.-

Second:"Good morning Purp, how are you?"

Purple:"I'm doing fine, the others are already at the cafeteria, I came for you..."

Second:"Okay, I'm on my way to Purp..."

-I smile and go with them to the coffee maker, I was surprised there were more people there.-

Second:"Apparently more people decided to leave their rooms today..."

Dark:"and what was that supposed to mean...?"

Second:"It's not meant to mean anything! I'm just glad everyone is together trying to fit in..."

Eraser:"Ha!! Don't make me laugh dear, are you stupid or just naive..?"

-I felt myself watching, I covered myself with my hood.-

Blue:"Cut it out!! You are making them uncomfortable!!"

-Everyone stops looking at me... I hate being staring... I just held my hoodie not wanting to take it off... I was embarrassed, and afraid of being judged....-

Red:"Nobody will talk bad about you, You are amazing Sec! Remember this!"

-Red's smile made me a little more comfortable... But I didn't want to take my hood off yet...-

-After half an hour, I'm playing with a spoon on my table, Red, Blue and Night are washing the dishes, Green is keeping me company and Yellow is going to talk to Professor Smoke.I can see MT across the room staring at White's desk... What's their story...?-

-I see Chosen and Dusk talking at the entrance, what are they talking about..? My table is close to the entrance, I think I can hear a little...-

Chosen:"And what did you find?"

Dusk:"Nothing yet... I'm still investigating, but without even a way to investigate the other floors, I can't go any further..."

Chosen:"Shit... We have to find a way out... At least without having to kill anyone..."

Dusk:"Yea..."

-I wasn't sure what they were doing, I was bored... Thoughtful... I wasn't sure what to think...-

-White got up from her table and left the cafeteria, then MT got up and followed her... They sure have a story...-

-Me and Green decided to leave the cafeteria but...-

Chosen:"Second, I'd like to investigate a bit with you. Me, you and Dusk!"

-I looked at them and at Green.-

Green:*Sigh*"You can talk to them..."

-He stares at Chosen with a suspicious look And walked away waving at me...-

Second:"What do you want to talk about?"

Chosen:"We want to dig a little deeper... Dusk is making a list of things we've found and I'm sharing what I've found."

Dusk:"Did you discover something useful yesterday with your friends?"

-I paused... I... I didn't get very far in the investigation...-

Second:"I-I... We just found out about some electrical grids on the stairs to the next floors... We are forbidden to pass until... U-until...."

-I paused again!! Shit!!-

Chosen:"Until a murder happens... Shit..."

Dusk:"Hmm..."

-Dusk pulls out a large folded paper from their pocket.-

Second:"Is that a map..?"

Dusk:"I've already looked at all these places... In fact the stairs are blocked..."

Second:"There has to be a way out of here..."

Chosen:"And we'll find out soon!"

Second:"y-yeh..."

-I was still unsure about it...-

Second:"Why... Why are you sharing this with me...?"

Chosen:"I..."

-He pauses for a long time, I raise a curious eyebrow...-

Chosen:"I just thought you should know, I know you want to hang out with your friends more than anyone else! Investigating would be a good way to do that! You can call them too, we all need work Together..."

-I'm not sure about his intentions... But I could feel that he was being sincere...-

Second:*Sigh*"ok... I'll think about it..."

-I say goodbye to them and go to my room.-

-I have a little free time but who should I spend my time with..?-

-I decided to leave my room and knocked on Green's door. He opens the door and greets me with a smile.-

Green:"Sec!"

-He had his headphones on and holding an electric keyboard. I guess he was playing music.-

Second:"hei, Sorry if I'm bothering you..."

Green:"No, no! Come in, Sec!"

-He made way for me to enter. His room was full of instruments and music records stuck on the wall.-

Green:"Are you feeling better Sec..?"

Second:"Ah... a little..."

-Well, I was more comfortable around him... I sat on his bed and he sits on the corner of the bed.-

Green:"So, what did you come here for?"

Second:"Just talk."

Green:"Ah cool! I was making a song, well... That's all I can do here at the moment... But so, what do you want to talk about?"

-We spent half an hour talking about music and instruments, I definitely don't know how to handle those things...-

Second:"Hey Green... How can you put up with all this...?"

Green:"Song? Simple, I just think about what I want and–"

Second:"N-no! The killing game! How are you when you put up with all this??"

Green:"Oh..."

-A silence takes over the room...-

Green:"...I just try not to think about it... And to think on the bright side..."

Second:"What positive side?"

-I saw his face turning red when I asked about it, he was looking to the side.-

Green:"I at least still have you guys..."

-I felt my face burn, I covered my cheeks with my hands embarrassed.-

Second:"I-I... I'm also glad that at least I have you with me..."

Green:"That's great..."

-We both looked at each other for a while until we realized we were close to each other.-

Green:"A-ah... What else do you want to talk about??"

Second:"Oh a-ah..."

-I was embarrassed... I cleared my throat and started to speak.-

Second:"When... When did you start playing music?"

Green:"...."

Second:"hum?"

Green:"Me.... I started very young... Since I was a child I always liked to play music.... My father saw this and... He took advantage of my innocence.... He used me to record music that he sold to make money... Over time I lost motivation and inspiration... My music wasn't popular anymore... My father threw me on the street... I was found by an orphanage and I didn't want to fit in anymore.... Until I met Blue... And yellow... And Red.... After a long time we started to take care of each other, we learned to fight to defend ourselves and we left the orphanage when we had the chance! I hid my passion... I... I was afraid my music wasn't good anymore... I never played music with you guys until that day I saw Red, Yellow and Blue playing with their notebooks Since then I've come back to love making music..."

-I could see a happy smile coming from him... It makes me so happy for him...

Green:"That's it... That's my story..."

Second:"Green... I'm sorry this all happened..."

Green:"Don't be sorry, I'm much better now with you guys!"

-He smiles at me... My heart was light but also excited?-

Green:"Well you better go, I need to finish this song ok? Then I'll show you how it turned out!"

Second:"Yea!"

Green:"Oh, and sorry for all the times I made you sleepy, hehe..."

-I laugh, yes that's true, but I don't really care.-

Second:"It's okay Green, I can't stop you from having fun with something you love so much!"

-We both laughed. Me and Green got closer today.-

-We say goodbye and I leave his room. But you still have time to spend, but with whom?-

-I've been wandering the halls looking for someone, and I find...-

Second:"Purple's father?"

Indigo:"You? Hump..."

-He shrugged.-

Second:"Ah... What are you doing...?"

Indigo:"Wondering what my child sees in you and your little friends is so helpful.."

Second:"Okay.... Want to talk...?"

Indigo:"Arrg... Fine!"

-We keep trying to make conversation... But I don't think he likes to talk much...-

Second:"Look... Purple never told us about you... They said you were the reason they had... Aaaah....."

-Shit... I can't just say that Purple betrayed us twice and tried to destroy Minecraft!! I don't think he would't even take It seriously to be exact....-

Indigo:"hum..."

Second:"S-so... What makes you the Ultimate Champion..?"

Indigo:"I'm a fighting tournament champion... I've fought in thousands of world tournaments, I've never lost a tournament I've entered!"

Second:"cool!"

Indigo:"...."

-awkward silence...-

Indigo:"Maybe.... I lost it once... But only once!!"

Second:"W-what tournament did you lose...?"

Indigo:"It was... It was the day Purple was born...."

-I paused... You mean he lost the tournament to see Purple with their mother...?-

Indigo:"I couldn't leave her alone... I promised her... I promised her I wouldn't leave her..."

-He looked uncomfortable about it...-

Indigo:"When I got there... They were already born... They were so small... So, so small... I remember holding them in my arms and... For the first time in years, crying... It was the best day of my life..."

-I saw him crack a small smile and then it disappears...-

Indigo:"But all that is in the past.... Today I'm just...-

Second:"Happy to see Purple again..?"

-The cold stare he gave me made me shiver...-

Indigo:"Disappointed..."

-And so he left... He didn't even say goodbye...-

-I think... I think we got a little close? I don't even know...-

-I decided to go to the living room to think... There I started to hear crying... Purple??-

Second:"Purp?"

-I saw them sitting next to the sofa crying on their knees.-

Purple:"s-sec!?"

-they try to wipe away the tears, I approach them and sit next to them.-

Second:"What happened, Purple..?"

Purple:"M-my father thinks I shouldn't trust any of you... That I should stay away and not trust anyone... He thinks it's best for me not to be alone with anyone, He said any of them could kill me in seconds..."

Second:"Well... If they tried they would have to go through me!! I would never let anyone hurt you or anyone else!"

Purple:"I know... But he doesn't understand how... How kind you guys are to me... I feel more comfortable with you with me than before..."

Second:"It's good to hear that Purp... You are our friend and we care a lot about you..."

-I put my hand on their shoulder and they smile at me softly...-

Purple:"Thank you Sec... I just wish I could defend myself alone..."

Second:"Well, Red can teach you how to fight! We all can!"

Purple:"I-i don't know... I don't know if I can do this right..."

Second:"You won't know until you try!"

-I smile and hold out my hand, they stand up holding my hand and wiping away the tears.-

-We both went back to the dorms and they said goodbye to me.-

Green:"What happened?"

Second:"They were having a problem... I just talked to them and now I think they're a little better now..."

Green:"That's great..."-

Second:"yes... I wish I could help more..."

Green:"Who knows? we can have lunch together tomorrow! That would be cool and it would even lighten your head!"

-I smile at Green and he smiles at me too.-

Green:"Good night Sec, See you tomorrow!"

Second:"Night Green..."

-I wave at him and enter my room.-

*DING DONG BING BONG*

Monostick:"Good night participants! It is now 10 pm! Time to sleep before someone stabs you in the back!"

-I looked at the monitor on my wall and sighed. I need to get my friends out of here... But for now I better sleep...-

-I lay on my bed, I was really tired...-

-...-

-.....-

Day 3

*DING DONG BING BONG*

Monostick:"Good morning participants! It's now 7 am! Time to get up from your petty dreams and seize the day when you can!!"

-....-

-Another day, same thing...-

-I still feel this discomfort in my back... I got up and put my hood on again, I left my room and decided to go to the cafeteria.-

-Blue was already there making breakfast, I decided to talk to him.-

Second:"Hey Blue! Good Morning.-

Blue:"Hey Sec! How are you today? It's better now?"

Second:"A little..."

Blue:"That's good, hey want to help me with breakfast? The others haven't woken up yet."

Second:"Sure! I really need some distraction right now, making breakfast with you can be cool..."

-He smiles at me and I join him in making breakfast. Omelet, toast, orange juice, some healthy fruit, pancakes. And it all smells good! I can't cook very well and he's always the best at it!-

Blue:*Sigh*"I wish my Netherwart were still here...."

Second:"Still with this addiction?"

Blue:"I know! I just... I can't live without... As you say... it's an addiction.."

-He looks down... We worry a lot about his addiction... He keeps himself very calm but if he doesn't have enough he gets kind of... Strange sometimes...-

Blue:"I asked Monostick if they had any, and they said no... Arrg... It makes me uncomfortable... And he called me a junkie!! I'm not a junkie– Arrg!!"

-He cut his finger with a knife!-

Blue:"Shit..."

-He keeps staring at his finger muttering...-

Second:"You should be more careful with that! And no, you're not a junkie! You just have to try to control yourself..."

Blue:"I know... But... I just can't..."

-He held his finger tight... He held his hand.-

Second:"Calm down, there must be a first-aid kit somewhere..."

Blue:"Don't worry If, I'll be fine! It was just a very small cut look!"

-The cut wasn't small at all, and there was a lot of blood coming out almost staining his entire hand. Fuck, even my hand was stained with blood!-

-I took a cloth and put water on, he tried to clean the cut while Blue groaned in pain.-

-After that I'll look for some way to make this bleeding stop...-

-I tell him not to touch anything and put the knife away. I continue preparing breakfast while he waits at the table, watching his finger as the others enter the kitchen.-

-after everyone enters the kitchen I distribute the dishes to each table, I felt like a waiter hehe.-

Green:"Did you make Sec?"

Second:"I helped!"

-I gave a wink to Blue who giggles and starts to eat still feeling his finger hurt.-

Purple:"Blue, what happened?"

Bleu:"A-ah, nothing!"

Second:"He cut his finger."

Purple:"What!!??"

-And within seconds Purple grabs Blue by the wrist and pushes him out of the cafeteria with a bit of difficulty.-

Blue:"H-hey!! What are you doing!!??"

Purple:"I have first aid kits in my room, I'm going to take care of that cut right away before it gets infected!!"

-We laughed seeing the two of them leaving the cafeteria.-

-We started to eat breakfast when suddenly...-

*DING DONG BING BONG*

Monostick:"Oh! I see you're having fun and a lot Ha? Good good! Now everyone to the main hall I have a very important announcement!!!"

-We all looked confused, after eating our breakfast we headed down to the main hall. Purple and Blue arrive soon after.-

Blue:"What does this motherfucker want now...?"

Monostick:"That seems to be the way to talk to your... What's my superiority title again? This isn't a school so I can't be headmaster, and this isn't a show so I can't host... Neh, I see I'll think about it later!"

Sombra:"So why are we here...?"

Monostick:"Simple! I'm bored! Serious! Where's the kill??? Where's the blood?? You are so much peace and love to me and it makes me sick!! Because of that... I prepared a very very special motive for you, pufufufu..."

-We all looked at each other confused and nervous...-

Orange:"What... What kind of motive..?"

Monostick:"Simple! One of you is already planning a murder!!"

-My stomach twisted… I felt like throwing up and covered my mouth. Green and Yellow worry and surround me...-

Night:"Stop keeping secrets!! Just tell me who it is!!"

Monostick:"no! It would be so boring!! How about playing Russian roulette and guessing who it is?? Hahahahah!!! Good luck with that!!!"

-And just like that, he was gone...-

-Green looked at everyone in the room, everyone was in complete distrust...-

Orange:"Okay.... Confess!!"

-We looked at MT who was staring at White.-

Orange:"I know you very well CONFESS THAT YOU ARE BEHIND ALL OF THIS!!!"

Eraser:"I?? I would never do something like that! Besides, I'm not doing anything wrong! You who are accusing me without evidence!"

-She started crying realistically... Everyone stares at Orange who gets nervous and angrier with her...-

Orange:"Regardless of whether or not you have anything to do with it... I know you are planning to kill someone... I know you very well..."

Green:"How do we know it's not you?? You tried to kill us back in the day!"

Blue:"I would say that about someone else too..."

-Blue looked directly at Dark...-

Dark:"What was that supposed to mean???"

Chosen:"Control yourself Dark!!"

-Chosen was holding Dark's shoulder.-

Sombra:"Hey Freedom, would you do that to get out of here and see what It happened with the other Stick people?? I know you would, hahaha!!!"

Freedom:"Your.... And you??? I have no doubt that a shadow like you wouldn't do the same!!"

Indigo:"You all disgust me..."

-Everyone was arguing with each other... I was just too stressed... This... This was too much for me... I can't... I just can't!!-

-I felt my knees touch the ground, my heart was racing and I was hyperventilating... I felt hands on my shoulders from behind but I didn't have the courage to look who they were... I I was very restless....-

-...-

-....-

-.....-

-.... I opened my eyes... I was in my room again... I looked around only to see Blue by my side...-

Second:"I... I blacked out again...?"

Blue:"Sec! Yeah... Yeah you blacked out again dude..."

Second:"I-I just... I don't want to believe it! T-there's no way anyone would want to kill one of us!!.... R-Right..?"

Blue:*Sigh*"I don't know Sec... But hey, you're strong, I know nothing can bring you down man..."

-He smiles and punches me lightly on the shoulder. His words made me a little more comfortable and I couldn't resist smiling...-

Second:"Thanks Blue..."

Blue:"Anytime, man!"

-He leaves the room waving at me and I get up out of bed... Even though all this still makes me a little paranoid... I... I should try to lighten my head...-

-I have a little free time, maybe talking to someone will help me a little...-

-I went to the living room, and I found...-

Eraser:"I know you're there, young hollow head..."

-I almost jumped! I decided to make my public presence and enter the room a little nervous...-

Second:"H-hey, I wanted to know-"

Eraser:"You want to talk to me because you don't want to be alone, okay, maybe your company isn't so unpleasant..."

Second:"Oh, oh-okay..."

-I'm not sure if that was meant to be an insult or not...-

-I started talking to her and asking some questions but she didn't seem very interested...-

Second:"So....What's your problem with MT?"

Eraser:"Orange? Ha, He and I were very good friends! But let's just say I might have done a few things that might have made you a little suspicious..."

Second:"What did you do?"

Eraser:"I stole, lied, betrayed, nearly killed and abandoned him! That's it!"

-I... I don't know what to say...-

Second:"Why?? Why would you do that??"

Eraser:*Sigh*"Look here kid, every Stick person is born with some purpose! Especially the ones that were created! My purpose from the beginning is to be the cruelest and most unforgivable person there is! And there's no way to change that! I know your type, you think you can be a hero because you have a pure and kind heart! But I don't have it! I don't have a heart! And I feel really good!"

-Those words made me a little uncomfortable...-

Eraser:"There is! Do you think anyone can change for the better because of your little friend Purple and Orange? Woooon, you're a cutie! But there's no way to change who I am kid..."

-She stares at me even more uncomfortable....-

Second:"O-ok.... I-I'll be going then...."

Eraser:"~Bye...~"

-He opens a thin smile and I just pull away from her and start taking faster steps until I know I was far enough away from her....-

-I don't want to say we got close.... In fact I'm afraid to get closer than that....-

-Okay, I think I have more time to spend... Maybe I should talk to Dusk, I don't know them well enough...-

-They must be investigating somewhere and... Oh! I found them!-

Second:"Hey Dusk!"

Dusk:"Second Coming..."

Second:"I was thinking about talking to you... What are you doing...?"

Dusk:"Investigating..."

-He says that staring at a monitor on the wall that was turned off.-

Second:"Could you tell me more about yourself?"

Dusk:"What do you want to know about me?"

Second:"Well, if we've been staying here for a while, it's good to get to know each other better! So what do you like to do?"

Dusk:"We won't be trapped forever... I'll find a way for us to escape. And you shouldn't ask stupid questions like that..."

Second:"Stupid questions?? I just asked a question to understand you better! How stupid is that??"

Dusk:"......"

-They stare at me with an expression I've never seen before...-

Dusk:"No..... I didn't mean to be rude... I just don't know what to say about myself.... Nothing in me is necessary for our survival, I am not important and much less interesting..."

Second:"It doesn't have to be interesting for me to want to know more about you!"

-We are silent for a moment, they then sigh.-

Dusk:"Okay look, we're stuck in a place with no windows or even an exit, because we know we might as well have been kidnapped. I know you want to help everyone and protect your friends... But you can't do that forever! You are not a super hero, you are not the protagonist of a story! You're just a stick figure! That's it...."

-I was silent for a long time...-

Dusk:"Say my advice..... Trust those who have already proven you trust... But not those you've never trusted before...."

-And after that, they left...-

-I don't know how to process all this... They.... I don't know anymore....-

-I decide I won't ask any more... I don't even know if we got closer...-

-I go to my room and see Purple's door. I remembered what Green and I talked earlier and decided to knock on their door.-

-After a while they open the door, they were... Crying.? Again..?"

Second:"Purple..?"

Purple:".... I had another conversation with my father... He still doesn't want me to talk to you...."

Second:"Oh purp.... Look, I came here because I wanted to know... Do you want to have lunch with me and the others? We can make our own food! What do you think?"

Purple:"I... I don't know......"

Second:"Come on, we just want to help Purp! I think a snack with friends can help you..."

-I smile at them and extend my hand.-

Purple:*Sigh*"Ok Sec... I will... Especially since I... I enjoy your company... You are my only friends in the world and I can't see myself without you...."

-I blush a little and laugh. They hold my hand and we both go to the cafeteria together. After I've taken them I'll go get the others and it doesn't take long for us to go to the cafeteria and start making our food together.-

—

-We were all having fun... It was like nothing wrong was happening...-

-...-

-We sat at the table and spent half an hour telling stories and laughing at jokes and eating our snacks.-

-It was a lot of fun! I looked at Purple every now and then, they seemed more comfortable and happy. And that makes me happy...-

???:"WHAT THE FUCK!!??"

-It amazes us, whatever it was we run out of the cafeteria and into the next hallway.-

—

Orange:"I KNEW YOU WERE PLANNING THIS YOU BITCH!!! IT'S ALWAYS YOU!!!"

Night:"What is wrong with you!!! Arhg!!"

-Night had a bleeding arm! Red and Purple run to help her while the others try to get MT away from White who was holding a knife with some blood on the blade...-

-She... She tried... No... No no no, no one would do that.... No...-

White:"Are you still surprised?? I don't even care to get out of here! I just want to have some fun...~"

-Have fun??? Is she sick in the head?-

Chosen:"You're insane if you think you can get away with this!!"

Smoke:"And even more in public! You sure didn't think much about it..."

Orange:"I've been following her all day!! Of course I would see what she did!!"

Sombra:"Geez, for a Manipulator, you're horrible at trying to get away with attempted murder... Maybe you're desperate to get out of here...?"

Dark:"I knew it would happen sooner or later... But I thought the first victim would be one of the colorful ones!"

-he pointed at us...-

Blue:"What the hell do you mean by that???"

-It was all very chaotic... Everyone was talking for each other... I couldn't pay attention... Everything seemed so loud I couldn't hear anyone... I felt my heart speed up... I... I... I don't....-

Green:"Let's go...."

-Green took my hand and led me away from them, everyone stopped to look at him... Did he say something I didn't hear...?-

-He brought me into the living room and sat me down on the couch. I was hyperventilating a lot... My mind was a mess and I didn't know what to say at the moment...-

Green:"Sec... I'm sorry this didn't end as nice as I thought..."

-He sat next to me holding my hand...-

-I blush a little looking at him...-

Green:"You're not the only one stressed about it... I... I'm scared... Very scared... I tried to hide it but that's too much for me...."

Second:"G-Green..."

Green:"I promise, I'll find a way to get us out of here! And that way... We can be safe... Back at home.. playing Minecraft and watching videos together... Nothing will happen to us ok..?"

-He held my hands gently while looking into my eyes... I felt calmer and more comfortable with what he said...-

Red:"Green, Sec!!"

-The others enter the room together and sit next to us. Blue had brought me some tea to calm me down while Yellow stroked my back. It brought me a comfort that I don't feel when I'm alone... It was like a soft blanket that you refuse to throw away... I love them... More than anything in the world... I love them...-

Second:"But... Where's Purple...?"

Red:"They went with their father... He scares me sometimes... I don't like him very much..."

Second:".... me either...."

-We didn't do much for a long time...-

*DING DONG BING BONG*

Monostick:"Good night participants! It is now 10 pm! Time to sleep before someone stabs you in the back!"

-As soon as the nightly announcement rang, we all went to our rooms.-

Green:"Sec, are you going to be okay..?"

Second:"Yes I will I promise Green..."

-He stared at me for a few seconds before speaking.-

Green:"Go to sleep ok? I'll bring you one of my quieter songs for you to play to sleep ok?"

Second:"Okay Green, very kind of you..."

Green:"Okay, but I recommend you stay in your room and? Lock the door and don't go out, okay? I'll pass the CD to you under the door..."

Second:"Why?"

Green:"I... I don't want you to be a victim of her..."

Second:"Green...."

-I gave him a brief hug. He hugged me back and we said goodbye.-

-I locked my door and waited for him to come back with the CD.... Why is he taking so long...?-

-I spent a few minutes waiting getting pretty preoccupied and paranoid.... I don't know, I just got up and went to the office with the key when I saw the CD being passed under the door Just like he said.-

Second:"Thank you gre—"

-Before I could thank him I heard his footsteps heading back to his room... He seem agitated... I didn't care much and put the CD to play, maybe he was looking for it and went to sleep, today was very busy too...-

-The CD was calming and I felt peaceful...-

-...-

-.....-

-I ended up waking up early, I left my room still tired, I went to the bathroom when... W-what...?-

-b-blood.... There was blood on the floor!!!-

-I tried to stay calm, BUT THAT WAS BLOOD!!! I saw that there was a trail, and there was water in the shower stall, some blood on the floor....-

-I followed the path outside and down the hall between The main hall and kitchen had much more blood.... I felt like I wanted to throw up....-

*DING DONG BING BONG*

Monostick:"Good morning participants! It's now 7 am! Time to get up from your petty dreams and seize the day when you can!!"

-I ignore the morning announcement, soon I heard...-

Green:"Sec!?"

Blue:"What's it?? You look agitated and..."

-I looked at Blue, Green and Night... They seem to have noticed the blood on the floor....-

Night:"What the fuck...?"

Blue:"It looks like it goes all the way to the main hall!!"

-They run to the main hall, Green tried to comfort me, I was in Panic but... Who...? Who died??-

-I ran towards the main hall and entered along with Green.....-

-What I saw... I wish I had never seen..."

[CONTENT WARNING: Blood, Death]

[End of Chapter 1 Daily Life...]

[To be continued...]

[13dollz]

as the only non weed-user at the hangout yesterday i read my friend's dad's gun magazines while my two friends consumed weed through three different methods, i also got accused of "bong voyeurism" cuz id never seen someone hit a bong in real life before and was very interested in that part (i was like this curiosity is purely academic for writing purposes....nothing else 👀)

[i-think-i-did-it-again]

A little clearer II

A/N: I had a request to turn this into a mini series so here is part 2! Enjoy!

Warnings: swearing, drinking, drugs

6 months later

From that first night together, you were hooked. Colson and you became completely inseparable. Every moment of every day, you thought about him. You found every day tasks hard to focus on because all your mind wanted to do was think about him. Think about his piercing blue eyes, his full pink lips, his bright smile, the sound of his melodic laugh. Then your mind would wander to the feeling of him. The warmth of his body as you nestled against him. The way he always smelt of a mixture of cologne, mint and weed. The way his long arms wrap around your body and make you feel so safe. Listening to him talk about his interests, about his music, about Cassie. You could sit for hours and just listen to the sound of his deep voice, filling your ears.  

“Hello, earth to Y/N?” Sophie waves her hand in front of your eyes and you’re immediately snapped back to the world around you. You’re sitting in a cafe, listening to Sophie talk about a party she’s hosting.

“Sorry, I promise I was listening,” you blush and avoid her eyes. You’ve never been the best liar.

“Ok, repeat back everything I just said?” you sip on your coffee to avoid her question and she bursts out in fits of laughter. “I’m totally kidding but the look on your face was fucking hilarious! What I said was, I've told everyone to come around 9 but I know Kellz will be in the studio until at least 10 so if you want to come earlier and help me set up, that’s cool.”

You try to ignore the fact that you’re annoyed that she seems to know Kellz schedule better than you these days but it does prick up a red flag in the back of your mind. You spent all over yesterday with him and he didn’t once mention going to the studio today or that he was even working or anything new. You don’t want to become that girlfriend that feels the need to know where her boyfriend is every hour of every day but you feel like that should’ve been something he’d mention considering you live together and you’d assumed you were going to the party together. He was still in bed asleep this morning when you left for your girl’s day with Sophie, so it wasn’t like you’d expected him to be going anywhere.

“What’s to set up? You put a bong in one corner, alcohol in the other, play music through your sound system and make sure your bed has fresh sheets for the freaks?”

“Don’t even joke about that! My bed is my sanctuary and my party is a cocktail party so there will definitely be no bong corner, especially after what happened last time.”

***********

After a quick phone call with Colson, where he confirms that he will be in the studio all day, you decide to take Sophie up on her offer and head over to her place around 4pm. At the cafe, she talked you into letting her do your hair, makeup and pick your outfit from something in her closet because according to her, flannel shirts are ‘not proper cocktail attire!’ You shrugged it off because you knew she was only trying to help but it wasn’t like you were looking to impress anyone. You had already found someone that you would happily spend the rest of your life with so why bother putting in so much effort for a bunch of strangers?

Ashleigh showed up no long after you and between the two of them, your head was spinning. It may have also been from the excessive use of hairspray, setting sprays and perfume but the constant yanking from one to the other was full on. Sophie wanted to start your hair first, Ashleigh wanted to start your makeup, Sophie wanted you to pick an outfit, Ashleigh didn’t like any of the outfits picked out. By the third outfit change, you were overheated, dehydrated and completely done.

“Ok, seriously you two, cut it out! I’m done. I want to pick my own clothes, I want to do my makeup my own way and my hair is fucking fine in a ponytail!”

“Sorry honey, we just got a little carried away playing dress ups we kind of forgot you’re an actual human being,” Ashleigh apologises, handing you a cold bottle of water. You gulp down half of it in one go and the room finally stops spinning.

“What do you want to wear?” Sophie asks, holding up a couple of dresses you hadn’t noticed before.

They’re all vastly different styles but somehow all similar in their classiness. The first one that catches your eye is a red, spaghetti strap, silk maxi dress, that’s tight in the bodice and then flares out as it trails down. You actually think you might love it until you notice the slit on the left side. You don’t really like the idea of a slit that leads halfway up your thigh so you shake your head. Sophie tosses it aside and holds up a black sparkly dress. This one is short but has long sleeves. It’s tight fitted without trying too hard but you’re slightly put off by the deep V of the neckline. You look down at your chest and realise you’d probably have to go braless, which would be fine until you had a couple of drinks and were less self-conscious of your boobs falling out. Sophie can immediately tell by your face that the answer would be no and she tosses the dress. She’s left holding the last dress and you fall in love instantly. The dress is a white lace, off the shoulders with a love heart neckline and would sit just above your knees. Pattern of the lace is like tiny roses and you melt at the delicacy of the dress.

“That one,” you utter, your face instantly lighting up.

Within seconds you’re pulling the dress on while Ashleigh grabs the perfect pair of nude heels to go with the dress. Sophie fixes your makeup and gives you a pink nude lipstick to apply to your lips, to match your shoes. You check yourself in the mirror while Sophie and Ashleigh wolf whistle behind you. You blush and shrug them off as you sit on the bed and watch them finish getting themselves ready. You pour yourself a glass of champagne from the bottle that Sophie bought up and sip it while Ashleigh and Sophie fight over the hair straightener. After what feels like forever, they’re finally both ready. For some weird reason, they insist that you walk ahead of them, even though it’s Sophie’s party. 

As you walk down the hallway towards the stairs, the sound of hushed voices can be heard and you find it weird that there’s only soft classical music playing in the background. As you reach the balcony of the stairs you stop dead in your tracks. Standing there, surrounded by vase after vase of pink roses and candles, is Colson in a crisp black tux, a huge grin plastered on his face. His usual mess of hair is slicked back and styled away from his face, a single strand falling back over his forehead. As you get closer to him, you look over the landing and realise there’s a large crowd gathered below. A mixture of your friends and family, even your mum and dad, are staring up with matching smiles. You look at your mum and notice the few pin pricks of tears in her eyes and your stomach immediately drops. Colson reaches his hand for you and you take it. He draws you closer so his lips can reach your ear.

“I knew you’d pick the white dress,” he whispers in your ear and a chill runs down your spine. 

Before you realise what he’s doing, he’s down on his knee in front of you, your left hand wrapped in his, as he looks up at you. He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small black box and flicks it open with his long, slender fingers.

“Baby, I have loved you from the time I met you and I know we’ve only been together for a little while, I know that I will never love anyone the way I love you. So, Y/N, will you do me the honour of becoming mine forever?”

Every word in the English language has completely escaped you in this moment. You stare between him, the massive diamond ring and the crowd of people below and all you can muster in this moment, is a stunned nod of your head. Everyone below erupts into cheers and applause and Colson stands to kiss you, placing the ring on your finger. The feel of his lips on yours wakes you from your confused fog and it suddenly hits you like a train. You just got engaged. You kiss Colson as intensely as you can, knowing that you’re in full view of your parents, and when you pull away a huge grin spreads across your face.

“So, at the studio all day huh?” you smile knowingly at him. He chuckles and pulls you against him, kissing your hair.

“I had to beg Soph to take you out because I knew if I spent longer than 10 minutes with you, I’d give something away,” he explains as he leads you down the stairs to your family.

***********

You feel like you’ve hugged 1000 people tonight as you collapse onto the couch beside Rook. You feel exhausted yet giddy at the same time and you can’t keep up with your own emotions. Your phone vibrates in your hand again and you wince at the idea of looking at your social media again. You already know that multiple guests and Sophie posted that you and Colson were engaged and your phone hasn’t stopped since. You kick your heels off and rest your feet on the coffee table. You don’t think your feet have ever ached this much. A few more guests drunkenly stumble past, the last of the crowd to leave, heading for the door with a wave and you let out a sigh. 

After your mum and dad hugged you and cried for what felt like an hour, you were essentially passed around the room like a bag of chips. Each person wishing you well and gushing over Colson’s romantic surprise. A few even joked that maybe he should plan the wedding considering how well he planned the evening. You laughed along with them even in your mind you were thinking over my dead body. 

“Long night kid?” Rook mumbles beside you, slinging an arm over your shoulders.

“You could say it’s been the most amazing and overwhelming night of my life,” you chuckle as you lean into him.

You know he’s been planning this since the week after you two go together,” Rook confesses and offers you a sip of his whiskey. You take it, the familiar burn hitting the back of your throat.

“I highly doubt that Rookie,” you laugh him off but the look of seriousness on his face shuts you up fairly quickly.

“I’m being serious. You called me and demanded I come over urgently and when I got there he had brochures full of diamond rings and he looked me dead in the eye and said ‘I’m gonna marry that woman’. He organised Sophie to take you out to get your nails done and a facial. I suggested a different type of facial and got my ass handed to me,” you snort and Rook grins at you before continuing. “He begged Ashleigh and Sophie to keep you occupied while he got everything set up, which they didn’t want to do because they knew what a pain in the ass you’d be about getting dressed up.” you punch him in the stomach and he laughs. “Seriously though, he wanted the whole thing to be perfect because he wanted you to know just how much he loves you.”

You contemplate all this information as you think about how much more you’ve fallen in love with Colson. You always thought he was the impulsive type. The kind of guy to never really think things all the way through. His spontaneity is one of the many reasons you fell for him. You could go to his house and walk in to find many different scenarios. A full house water balloon fight, staircase tobogganing, strip pool or, your personal favourite, blind-folded chasey. The thought of Colson sitting down and planning every little aspect of his proposal makes your heart swell and you have the sudden urge to be with him.

You stand up from the couch, the dull ache in your feet causing you to wince slightly, and you pad around the house in search of your prince charming. You walk around the entire area of the ground floor of the house, even poking your head into the powder room, but Colson is nowhere to be found. You slip out into the backyard and hear the familiar sound of his voice in the darkness. As you’re about to call out to him, you catch the end of his sentence.

“Honey, I know you still love me but I’ve moved on,” he whispers and you realise he’s talking on the phone. “Yes, I think about you from time to time but it will never be the same as it was before. I have to move on and try to be happy. No, don’t cry baby.”

Your heart drops and your blood runs cold as you realise he’s talking to his ex. You feel your surroundings begin to spin and like your chest may cave in. You slink back into the house as you try to catch your breath but you just can’t seem to get any air in. You stumble through the kitchen but you don’t make it past the island bench before you sink to the floor. Your eyes are blurred from your tears but you can feel the hands of people reaching out to you. You hear the overlapping of concerned voices as your friends try and work out what’s wrong. You can’t form a sentence as you still struggle to take in a deep enough breath.

“What the fuck are you all doing huddled on the floor?” you hear Colson’s voice break through the fog and suddenly you're filled with white, hot anger.

“You mother fucking asshole!” you roar, jumping to your feet so you can be in his face. Well, as much in his face as you can be given that he’s a good head taller than you. “How could you?”

“Baby, what’s wrong, why are you crying?” Colson’s voice is full of concern as he takes in your distraught features and hostile tone.

“Don’t you dare call me the same name you call her!” realisation dawns on Colson’s face and he immediately backs away from you, shaking his head. “What, you call us both that so you don’t accidentally call us by the wrong name?” he doesn’t say anything, he just continues to shake his head. “Fucking cat go your tongue Baker?”

“You weren’t supposed to hear that,” he mutters, avoiding eye contact with everyone in the room.

“No fucking shit I wasn’t meant to hear. How long have you been seeing her huh? Sneaking around with her behind my back while I fell in love with you!? What were your words ‘I think about you from time to time but I have to move on and try to be happy’. So clearly I was delusional when I thought the last 6 months were the happiest of both of our lives!” you turn to walk away from him, sick to your stomach at the sight of his face but he grabs your arm to stop you.

“Wait, let me explain! I just tell her that shit to make her feel better. I don’t mean any of it. She’s only ever called me twice the whole time we’ve been together and I just tell her what she wants to hear so she’ll leave me the fuck alone. The last time I told her I was happy, she called me relentlessly for months until I told her what she wanted to hear. Tell her please Rook.” Colson turns to Rook with begging eyes and Rook nods his head.

“She hates the idea that he can be without her so she hounds him but he’s only spoken to her one other time and that was when you two went public. As soon as Kellz says ‘I’ll try to be happy’ she backs off and leaves him alone,” Rook explains with such a deep honesty in his eyes that you feel your anger dissipating. “Honestly, the woman needs some serious fucking help.” everyone else nods their head in agreement and you realise that you really can’t imagine Colson wanting to go back to her or having a secret relationship behind your back.

“I want you to call her right now and tell her the truth,” you look back at Colson and he pulls away from you. “No more lying to her, no more making her think that you’re not in love and that you’re not happy. Tell her the truth and tell her to fuck off or I’m done.”

Colson immediately pulls his phone out and dials her number. He tells her everything. That he’s been lying to her, that he’s in love with you and has been since the moment he met you, that he’s marrying you because he can’t imagine his life with anyone else and that he wants absolutely nothing to do with her. You hear screaming and crying on the other end of the line  and a few ‘bitch’ which you assume is directed towards you but Colson’s resolve doesn’t waver once. He tells her he wishes her a good life and hangs up the phone before she can say another word. Everyone kind of stares at you, waiting for you to do something before anyone else speaks. 

You think for a few seconds before turning and heading towards the front door. Everyone parts like the red sea to let you pass and you grab your original shoes from the front door before heading out into the warm night. You can hear Colson calling your name but you don’t stop walking to your car. Eventually his long strides overpower your own and he’s in front of you, blocking your path.

“Will you just stop for a second and talk to me goddammit!” he screams in your face and you step away from him. He reeks of alcohol and weed.

“I don’t have anything else to say to you,” you tell him calmly and cross your arms over your chest. 

“Please baby, you know I prefer yelling to the silent treatment. The silent treatment drives me insane and you know it,” he begs and your anger begins to rise again but you take a deep breath to push it back down.

“Do you know what I prefer baby,” you spit at him and he flinches away from you. “I prefer when my boyfriend is honest with me. I prefer when he acts like a fucking adult and has a rational conversation with me about his ex. You know what drives me insane? Lies! Feeling like everyone is in on something that I’m completely oblivious about. The fact that Rook knew about your little phone conversations drives me so fucking insane I may actually have a full on meltdown. So please, don’t try and get sympathy from me right now about your needs and wants because frankly my dear, I couldn’t give a rat’s furry ass.” and with that, you push past him and climb into your car, driving away into the night.

[4str0nuts]

i think i got shrouded in so much pain yesterday that i just drew iwamine with a bong to cope