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moonlightfoxs-cantina · 7 months
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I should be studying for my chemistry test on Wednesday but 🤷‍♀️
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steamcaptain · 1 year
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I hate it when people demonize schizophrenia. We’re not monsters or murderers or anything like that. It’s a mental illness, not a character flaw.
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stars-inthe-sky · 7 months
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UGH.
#went on my first real work trip in FOUR YEARS yesterday. had one meeting.#woke up this morning and was getting ready for a day of stuff with another one tomorrow#only to find out that one of the only five other people in the wednesday meeting just tested positive for covid#and another had found out she'd been separately exposed as well#so today turned into doing all my meetings on zoom and rearranging travel plans#and now instead of a professional thing i'd been really looking forward to and then a fun weekend add-on with the fam#i'm flying home late tonight to isolate in our third-floor guest room while boyfriend parents etc.#at least we got credit for his and bébé's last-minute flight cancellations#and we decided to leave the dog with the sitter that had already been arranged to just have one less thing on the collective plate for now#but UGH#and what's extra infuriating is that i am probably fine. i got boosted just a few weeks ago and wasn't like hugging anyone or whatever.#but you just don't know and when there's an actual case it's reason to be actually careful#and i'm just so exhausted and bummed about a lot of things already and had so been looking forward to this whole trip#best laid plans#as they say#anyway cross your fingers for me and the battery of rapid tests i'll be taking this weekend#and in addition to staying negative i'm also very concerned about whether anyone will be comfortable will me at thanksgiving#so that's a whole other thing#UGHHHHHHH#fucking#coronavirus
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eggwishing · 8 months
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hi!! I'm elusive from the Homestuck Daily team (a Homestuck news & showcase site), we're doing a fanart showcase today/sunday (we're a bit short on time this week hah) to show cool art people did this week, can we feature this artwork you did?
you'll be fully credited of course, with the link on your artwork leading back to your post here (or on a different site if you want) and the link below it redirecting people on your preferred social platform (or a linktree)
thank you for your time! u-u -elusive
Oh woah ??? !!!!!!!! absolutely Hell yes!!
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caracello · 8 months
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i miss my vampire.
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floral-hex · 21 days
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Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.
Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑
God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…
#this is a lot of text#not really a casual read#ok ok… I can’t sit outside forever#gonna go back inside and I dunno make a hot chocolatey drink. grab some snacks#TRY to feel good even though I don’t#YES will probably get a little high#hoping that the combo of sugar. salt. and thc will give me the sleepy tools to just pass out for awhile#just a few more hours! please!#omg I was so pissed when I woke up and thought I’d slept for awhile but realized I hadn’t#’ what do you mean the last text I sent was only two hours ago? ‘#seriously. I thought I fell asleep around 11 pm but it was closer to 1am.#stupid sexy ativan. messing with my sense of time#it really wasn’t that big of a dose! I was basically a little buzzed for an hour or so each time#but the doctor was nice and straightforward with me. I just dunno tho. I’m a big guy with a history of anxiety. .5mg is weaksauce#god I’m getting anxious just sitting here thinking about trying to sleep again#it’s feeding on itself. I’m trying to rationalize this but it’s just this feedback loop.#is this my life now? I’m outside. I feel so alone. I feel like I could die any moment. in a sword of Damocles way. it’s there and waiting.#ok sitting outside isn’t helping#after 4am and yes I see cars driving by. I hear the occasional siren. but I still feel alone in the world#please tell me life goes on? please tell me we’re not really at the end here.#I always feel like I’m staring at our final days. that we’re all barely here. fucking ghost planet. waiting to die.#there’s war and hate and everything is expensive and I can’t.. I’m not a part of this world. I’m too poor and sickly and so it all seems…#like we’re on our last leg. like the final days of a fire sale. this body feels fit for the grave. this world is the grave.#I’m scared#ok like I said sitting out here isn’t helping. Ian. please stop.#yes. yes. ok. snacks and drinks and distracting tv. let’s try this again.#sorry this is a lot#I spent the last 20 minutes writing these tags and getting progressively more anxious 😬#you can ignore this#text
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2-wuv · 2 years
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did this man seriously fucking see The Count, the man who's been torturing him for the past few weeks, LAYING IN THE FUCKING GROUND, and he had the balls to FUCKING WALK UP TO HIM NIT KNOWING IF HE WAS GOING TO DIE OR NOT. insane honorary tbh
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obesericewrites · 2 years
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How would mr.jaha react to finally meeting/holding his grandchild(mc's newborn) for the first time?
Aw this is gonna make me tear up :’)
(I’ll make this ask a whole one instead of separating it with each RO as this is just surrounding the child and him ^^)
Mr. Jaha: He nearly trembles when the MC slowly turns to them and pushes a small bundle into his arms. Almost as if his body is moving on his own, his hands carefully cradle the baby and bring them close to his chest.
His eyes race across the infants face, almost as if he is mesmerized by the small life in his hands. “O-oh…hello.” He whispers as the baby slowly awakens. They were so small. So…tiny. It reminded him of….
Tears welled up in his eyes as the baby’s open theirs. The baby wiggled around in his grasp before two tiny arms forced themselves out of the bundle to grab at him. He shatters.
You watch as Mr. Jaha hunches over, as if to protect your baby from everything around them. A sad smile graces your face when you hear small hiccups and sobs come from the man. Then suddenly, he sits up with a sharp inhale that comes out raw due to his snot filled nose.
He looks at you with red rimmed eye and a wobbly smile on his face as he speaks, “they’re beautiful, kid.”
You move closer to him and peer down at your baby; who fusses in his arms and say, “thank you.”
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autistme · 6 months
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hi did. did you see laura's most recent post on instagram
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just-miru · 11 months
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I have an argument to settle, so I need your opinion on this. no stress tho
go on my frend
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i am listening
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beast-feast · 11 months
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Good fucking lord I hate living with a man
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queeriboh · 1 year
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hey if I like put a Kofi link or turned on tumblr tips uhhh would that be pathetic or a waste of time or anything ??? I can't take more commissions bc I still haven't finished the ones from January and my new car but I'm uhhhh. really. struggling right now.
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milkweedman · 2 years
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Has been over a week since i spun anything i think and im already getting the 'no spinning :(' sadness. Finally got off work so i think tonight im gonna smoke a bunch of weed and spin... something. I dont know what. I need to spin more for my sweater but bulky spinning requires some focus so i think ill probably try and find some easy pre-prepped wool in my stash somewhere
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faarkas · 9 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 💜💜 i hope you’re having a good one (and got a nap…..)
OH BABY I GOT 3 IN. COUNT EM. NOT ONE BUT THREE. TRES NAPS. AND THANK YOU 💖💖💖🥹
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crazyw3irdo · 1 year
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How’s your day been?
literally just woke up i’ll get back to you later on that
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pnuk-r0ck · 1 year
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STAYED UP TO WATCH THE LIVE THERES BLOOD ON HER FACE OH MY GODDDD
THERE IS??
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