I hate it when people demonize schizophrenia. We’re not monsters or murderers or anything like that. It’s a mental illness, not a character flaw.
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hi!! I'm elusive from the Homestuck Daily team (a Homestuck news & showcase site), we're doing a fanart showcase today/sunday (we're a bit short on time this week hah) to show cool art people did this week, can we feature this artwork you did?
you'll be fully credited of course, with the link on your artwork leading back to your post here (or on a different site if you want) and the link below it redirecting people on your preferred social platform (or a linktree)
thank you for your time! u-u
-elusive
Oh woah ??? !!!!!!!! absolutely Hell yes!!
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Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.
Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑
God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…
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did this man seriously fucking see The Count, the man who's been torturing him for the past few weeks, LAYING IN THE FUCKING GROUND, and he had the balls to FUCKING WALK UP TO HIM NIT KNOWING IF HE WAS GOING TO DIE OR NOT. insane honorary tbh
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How would mr.jaha react to finally meeting/holding his grandchild(mc's newborn) for the first time?
Aw this is gonna make me tear up :’)
(I’ll make this ask a whole one instead of separating it with each RO as this is just surrounding the child and him ^^)
Mr. Jaha: He nearly trembles when the MC slowly turns to them and pushes a small bundle into his arms. Almost as if his body is moving on his own, his hands carefully cradle the baby and bring them close to his chest.
His eyes race across the infants face, almost as if he is mesmerized by the small life in his hands. “O-oh…hello.” He whispers as the baby slowly awakens. They were so small. So…tiny. It reminded him of….
Tears welled up in his eyes as the baby’s open theirs. The baby wiggled around in his grasp before two tiny arms forced themselves out of the bundle to grab at him. He shatters.
You watch as Mr. Jaha hunches over, as if to protect your baby from everything around them. A sad smile graces your face when you hear small hiccups and sobs come from the man. Then suddenly, he sits up with a sharp inhale that comes out raw due to his snot filled nose.
He looks at you with red rimmed eye and a wobbly smile on his face as he speaks, “they’re beautiful, kid.”
You move closer to him and peer down at your baby; who fusses in his arms and say, “thank you.”
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I have an argument to settle, so I need your opinion on this. no stress tho
go on my frend
i am listening
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY 💜💜 i hope you’re having a good one (and got a nap…..)
OH BABY I GOT 3 IN. COUNT EM. NOT ONE BUT THREE. TRES NAPS. AND THANK YOU 💖💖💖🥹
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STAYED UP TO WATCH THE LIVE THERES BLOOD ON HER FACE OH MY GODDDD
THERE IS??
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