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roobylavender · 1 year
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i think one of the things i want to do over break for funsies is like. rewatch every pak drama of the major contemporary writers nationally hailed as progressive (e.g., umera ahmed, farhat ishtiaq, sameera fazal, etc.) and see how many of the male leads i come out actually still liking. like i want to make an excel spreadsheet cataloguing every red flag that went under my radar as a kid. for science
#bc if we are being real. sooo many of these guys are nothing short of rancid#and while i get the point of a lot of these dramas is to show emotionally stunted men grow#idk how much tolerance i have for certain behaviors now like idk..#tangentially this is also why complaints of saif from kuch ankahi Really amuse me#like ok so all of the most toxic and insecure men imaginable aren’t a problem for most pak drama fans#but a man who simply lacks agency and is maybe a bit cowardly bc his mother overimposes on him is horrible and unappealing..#like i’m not saying people have to like him or have a crush on him by any means#but i think it’s weird people are blatantly ignoring he’s being used to comment on how mothers emasculate their sons and strip their agency#and how that doesn’t always translate to those sons being weird toxic alpha males but can simply make them cowardly and unable to stand up#for themselves. which yes. is totally worth criticizing. but it’s strange people think samiya is coddling him#simply bc she’s willing to ask him what he thinks when his mother does or says certain things#if she were coddling him she wouldn’t even bother worrying that he’s a pushover#but instead what she does is prompt him to slowly recognize that he has his own thoughts and feelings and that he can act on him#and that she’s not going to solve his problems for him bc he’s capable of solving them himself#and idk i think that is a narrative worth telling. and i am so willing to cut him slack for being a coward bc he’s the farthest thing from#a toxic alpha male. people have twisted him into being this horrible liar cheat etc for liking someone else prior to his marriage#despite the fact that we are literally being told and shown he’s forced into the marriage and his mom Knows he likes someone else and she#doesn’t care. saif cannot realistically say no without effectively running away and he’s incapable of that bc he fears his mother#he’s not a bad person. he’s just a coward. and his growth will entail that he becomes someone brave enough to take a stand for himself#and personally i am way more open than whatever shite we have in other dramas where it takes a saas abusing her bahu for her son to wake up#to be deleted
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moe-broey · 1 year
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Layibg flat on my back in my epic new green as fuck flannel (soft) heavily modified hoodie (LARGE) beat up stompy boots on the couch singung LOUDLY to the entirety of Black Parade has fixed me. Btw.
#sorry for being an angsty teenager in my fvukingb twenties. as if it's my fault 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄#once i have the energy i really wanna share some of my punky custom/diy shit i loev them so much#i love my family. andbyestery went way better than i ever coufl have expected.#today was okay too tbh i kust got a bit of whiplash ibthjnk.#like i did not expect my mom to like seeing me in a suit. she told me i looked gorgeous (eh i'll take it lmao)#and like i had my mullrt pulled back too. not to make it about me but i looked fucking NICE#got one million cautious side eyes from my ol church goers though. you'f think i was the first transvestite they ever did see#in fheir house of god HAHAHAHAHA#there's a reason peoprl like me don't tend to stick around though.#only a hater about my own church btw. and the breeds of christianity that want peole dead.#on the whole i've gotten a lot more chill about spirituality after some growing pains about it.#infact a lot of perspectives informed by people's spirituality can be really cool to hear about#that bit aside. it's just wild to go from that to brunch w my mom and stepdad and having like#experienced such a shockingly positive reaction from my mom in the first place yesertday#to today where i'm dressed my 'normal' now ehic tends to consist of black band tee pink shorts black tights#stompy boots abf saif flannel (NEW!) and hoodie i eas really excited to show off (CUSTOMIZED BY HAND!)#and kinda getting the usual 'that's nice 😐' from mom.#and tbh like maybe it's not even that big of a deal obviously other things are going on.#at least at this point i've learned to be less sensitive about it. laugh it off and stand my ground.#it's just a bit of a bummer i guess. like. DAD was more impressed w my handiwork than her it seemef LMFAOO#well it's not ny fault i'm super cool andb creative and queer. not ny fault i'm fully of whimsey. ehatever.#all that matters though us taht yersteday went well. 👍
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youremyheaven · 5 months
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is there a way to look at kinks/sex interests in the chart via nakshatras? i’ve tried googling on this subject but i’ve barely found anything on the topic beyond the simple “look at 8H or 12H for that”
OOOOH that's a spicy question 👀🥵(MINORS DNI)
I think trying to understand the nature of nakshatras helps in understanding what turns those natives on/what their kinks are. The yoni animal really helps in this regard. its imp to think of sex as a part of life and sexual nature as an extension of one's personality.
for example, i have two cat yoni friends (they're both ashlesha tho) who both have vaginismus which makes penetration really hard for them. male cats have barbed penises which makes penetration unenjoyable for female cats and its absolutely crazy how that can be manifest in cat yoni natives (i wonder how this will apply to male natives tho).
elephant yoni girlies i have known irl have had crazy sexual appetite. i do think your other placements/yoni animals will expand or restrict the energy of your primary yoni animal tho (which is the yoni animal of your moon nak).
lion yoni men freak me out bc ive had bad experiences with many of them. multiple guys who were creepy/SA-y with me had lion yoni. i think it makes you have an aggressive sexual nature.
ive noticed that many Moon dominant men kind of have a breeding kink or some type of semen related kink (sorry for being graphic, if youre a minor pls stop reading). ex: nick cannon who is hasta sun and has like 12 kids or something. i also think men with Moon influence love curvaceous women.
Mercurial men love someone who challenges them. they need that kind of stimulation to be turned on. i havent actually noticed this with mercurial women tho.
mars dominant men love milfs. most of them marry women who are much older than them.
i think venus/to some extent moon influence makes people attracted to those who they want to be like?? they'll straight up start acting like their partners. ex: kareena kapoor, shravana moon, when she was dating shahid kapoor, she was a vegetarian, super spiritual etc (like him) and after meeting and marrying saif ali khan, she has turned into a wine drinking, decadent, literature loving type person like him.
men with buffalo yoni (im thinking of Swati because those are the men i dated lol) have crazy BDE (and more than just energy👀) i know buffalo is not the same as a bull but i think the same masculine virility and tenacity applies. generally some yoni animals are more submissive and some are more dominant (just the nature of those animals, some are preys, some are predators) and i have noticed that every guy ive ever been attracted to has a large yoni animal because im (exposing myself here) hella submissive. if they have a mid-range animal/domestic animal/small animal, i feel put off with them bc i cant "submit" to them?? if ykwim
also check your darakaraka planet/placement etc and that will also help you understand what type of people you're attracted to. if you have Mars DK in 10h, you'd like someone a bit aggressive, sporty/athletic but also ambitious, career oriented, successful etc
i dont really know if i answered your question and im sorry i dont know any sources to direct you towards but i hope this has given you some ideas.
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maxstudyblr · 18 days
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Day 2 of preparing for my Master's degree!
It's approximately 30 billion degrees here which I'm not a fan of but at least it gives me an excuse to study outside! Today, I worked on my application for a studentship (which I desperately want to get because the money would be transformative right now lol), and read a paper for a sociology class. It was on how discourses of gender and sexuality are used to create political enemies and in general, I agree with the concept, but I felt like the paper didn't go as in-depth about the post-colonial aspects of it as I'd like.
The book I'm reading in the first photo is "Don't Look Left" by Atef Abu Saif. It's his account of living in Gaza from October to December 2023. It's absolutely heartbreaking but a really important read if you want to understand the realities on the ground a bit better.
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tangerinelovez · 1 month
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MTL likely in Enhypen to use skincare from Marshall’s? 🥹
wow, I love this... it really made me think creatively. as we know, our boys love dr. jart.... and dr. jart loves them back! as a maxxinista myself, I love when I can find dr. jart for the cheapskies. however.... which enha member would be most likely to pick up some random questionable sheet mask you only ever see at Marshall's is a totally different matter...
for the record, i'm a new engene so I may not have the best insight here! tbh I also feel like they're super interchangeable, so don't trust my ranking too much (word count: 532)
IMO... the boy most likely to use some random no-name brand from Marshall's would be:
MOST LIKELY: Jake - tbh I feel like jake would slap anything on his face if you told him to. he's truly down for whatever. he doesn't strike me as the kind of dude who is super picky about his skincare... if you saw the vogue korea what's in my bag video, you may have noticed that jake quite literally seemed as if he'd never seen a dr jart product in his life. I do believe he'd be the first to pick up some random cute packaging no-name mask excitedly and claim his skin is super tolerant of any ingredient Heeseung - I feel like he'd be willing to try something if you really saif it was good... and would try it with minimal attitude once he stealthily looked it up online to see the mostly positive reviews. however, you better hope that product doesn't give him a reaction or he will be super annoyed with you for days afterwards </3 Jungwon - I just feel like he's so willing to do whatever makes you smile, even if he's a little unsure about it. he'd try out some no-name skincare if it's what you wanna do... but he'd probably give you some side eyes over a couple of the products... but I don't think he's actually saying anything! just givin you a look. Would probably see how the product impacts your skin for a few days before giving it a try... LMAO. Jay - Jay is just along for the ride. If you wanna do some random esfolio mask together, he'll just quietly go along with it... but he may make a few snarky comments about your selections. I can even see him spot testing some of the products on his arm before putting them on his face. tbh jay heeseung and jungwon are interchangable here to me Niki - I feel like Niki would trust your judgment if you vouched strongly for a random Marshall's product... like yes maybe he'd be a bit skeptical but he'd try it once if you really convinced him. he seems like the type who really wants to be "on top" of what's trending/what'll be the next big thing, so I feel like he'd relish an opportunity to stumble onto something new at Marshall's to recommend to his hyungs. Sunghoon - I feel like Sunghoon has sensitive skin. I have no evidence for this but I feel it in my gut. I just feel like he would be skeptical to try anything other than his tried and true. This man is a loyal patient of Dr. Jart, I feel it. I do feel like even if you picked up a Dr. Jart that had found its way to Marshall's, he'd be paranoid it somehow was expired. Sunoo - This man is so particular about what goes on his skin and in his body. I see the way he be chugging vitamins. He even has a skincare fridge... I see this man as only using the absolute best, and rightfully so! he needs to stay in tip-top shape and can't get any wacky reactions from a tjmaxx product! I do fear it's jart or nothing for our wonderful diva. I hope you enjoyed!! please send me more asks!! ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
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birthfan · 1 year
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Pregnant with twins. Your absolutely massive and a couple days overdue. Your doctor told you it would be a good idea if you went walking to help get them out. You decide to give it a try and go to your favorite hiking trail cause it’s always empty. It’s incredibly hot out so you figure you should be comfortable so you put on this loose but super short almost sheer top sun dress no bra even though your breasts are huge almost up a cup size from your normal DD. Your waddling down the trail listening to music not paying attention when you realize your miles from your car.
I always loved to go out in relaxing hikes in nature and figured this was my last chance before I'd be too busy taking care of my babies, so there I was 42 weeks pregnant on a lonely hiking trail.
Since I guessed no-one would be hiking and it was ridiculously hot this time of the year, I just had my lightest sundress on with nothing else, not even panties so I could feel what little breeze there was all over my body.
I had been feeling my belly contract during the hike but decided to not give it much thought, I was going to have a C-section in a few days since my babies had been taking so long, so I just thought it was Braxton Hicks as I'd been having them since my original due date.
As I kept walking and eventually reached the woods I felt a contraction much stronger than any previous ones, which made me bend over and clutch my belly "ooooofff hmm" I grunted.
I kept going and as I reached my favourite spot in the woods I took out my headphones and stretched a bit, as I was about to sit down I was suddenly hit by an incredibly strong contraction with a wave of pressure, soon followed by a wet sensation on the inside of my thighs and a loud splash.
"mmmnnnaa ooh god! T-this can't be happening!" I exclaimed panicked as I realized that my water had just broke, the pressure was constant and as I panted I slowly put my fingers inside me to measure my dilation.
As my finger tips were about to reach my cervix they were interrupted by my first baby's head "oh f-fuck hmmmm" I yelled as I felt another contraction, while I didn't push voluntarily my contracting womb made my first child slip lower into my birth canal.
"hnnng shit I need to get back" I saif I leaned on a tree clutching my contracting belly, as I tried walking I felt my legs being spread apart, unable to be closed as my baby's head started pressing on my vulva.
At this point I realized that no matter what I couldn't make it back in time, my car was three hours away and this deep in the wilderness there was no cell service, I'd have to push my babies out right there.
I felt another contraction and pushed with it causing my lips to open up under my sundress "huuuuu mmmnn" I moaned as I felt a burning sensation slowly but steadily building up as my labias stretched.
The sound of the birds singing offered a little bit of calmness in this terrifying situation as moved towards a tree stump. I lifted my dress' skirt up as I sat on the log with my legs spread open exposing my soon to crown baby's head.
I pushed with the next contraction causing my first child's head to reach it's widest point, stretching my vulva beyond belief "haaaaa nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggh haaaaa" I breathed out as my lips burned, feeling like they would snap like an overstretched rubber band.
As tears of pain fell down my cheeks my hand made it's way downwards to my labias, my fingers slowly massaging them hoping to help them stretch around the head, I felt my dress clinging to me from the sweat as my nipples were now visible, not that I cared as I was alone.
A contraction hit me and I pushed with it as best I could "hmmmmgggooooooAAAH Haaa haaa" I shrieked and panted as the head popped out of me spraying fluids all over as it dangled out.
I breathed and rested to prepare for the next push which would hopefully be enough to take this first baby out of me. I slowly lowered myself putting my elbows on the tree stump and resting my back on it as I could feel the leaves on the ground tickling my butt.
I prepared myself and pushed as I felt the next contraction "nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggh hoooo" I groaned as the baby slipped out of me with a small wet thud onto the forest floor.
I picked up my baby as she cried, I cuddled her and cleaned her up while I exposed my sweaty breasts to feed her. I could feel her sibling already making its way down my birth canal.
"hmmm it seems your little brother or sister is excited to come out" I said as the baby felt smaller then its sister luckily. The second baby was already bulging out my vulva, though it didn't feel as bad as before.
As I nursed my daughter I got up to have gravity help with the second baby so that I could come out faster. It seemed to work as without even needing to push yet I felt myself slowly open up.
I pushed lightly bending my legs as a contraction hit me, I could feel my lips stretching, and as my free hand reached for the baby's head I felt that it had almost reached it's widest point.
As this baby seemed to not be as much of a problem as it's sister I decided to start walking back to my car. As I reached the perimeter of the woods I hadn't pushed again yet but I could feel my second baby crowning, the burn being much more manageable than the previous one.
While I kept walking, the main dirt road now in sight, I felt my second kid's head slowly come out about halfway as my firstborn suckled on my milky breast. Then suddenly the head came out with a wet pop, unfortunately soaking my dress' skirt which I had managed to keep clean up until now.
As I went down the main dirt road I could feel the head dangling in-between my fat wet thighs, I knew I'd still need to push for my baby to come out when the next contraction would hit.
As I felt my womb tightening one last time I squatted down, my free hand holding my baby's head to catch it "hmmmmmm huuuu" I panted as with this last push my second baby came out of me, I caught my son and held him up to my other breast as the remaining fluids spilled out of me making a puddle in-between my feet.
As both my babies were now quietly suckling on my breasts I kept walking back "thank you for being easier than your sister I said to my son as I kissed the top of his head and made my way back to the car.
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fableworld · 8 months
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these are the ones I have seen the most. I am not going to put Melvin or Mariku in the poll because I like something a bit further away from from Marik's name.
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rhunsui · 4 months
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Yea..... like i saif yesterday...
Bruner in Rabbit Hole (the song animation, if you know you know)
CW: Suggestive
(Aka nsfw-ish cuz Rabbit Hole itself is suggestive)
i hate this so much
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Yk i actually wanted to do Cleany at first, but obviously i didnt cuz its Cleany...
And then i decided Posty, but then i imagined Bruner singing the Will Stetson cover of it and boom it became Bruner.... Er.... Yeah....
So after a bit of tracing and art mimicking we have this now
(Theres actually two of this, this one is from the more cleaner ver, im not posting the other one unless ppl ask me to)
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tiaramania · 2 years
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Upcoming Tiaras for 2023
Of course the biggest tiara event of the year will be the British coronation but there are also a trio of Scandinavian celebrations and a bunch of weddings to look forward to.
King Charles III of the United Kingdom's Coronation
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King Charles III's coronation will take place on May 6th. There won't be as many tiara events as the last one in 1953 but the coronation itself should still give us plenty of tiaras. There will be the extended British Royal Family of course but there will also be many foreign royals attending. Usually (with a few exceptions like Queen Sālote Tupou III of Tonga) other monarchs do not attend so expect to see the heir or their spouse wearing the biggest and most historical tiara they have access to. I have a lot of posts planned for the lead up to the big day but I'm going to wait until we're a bit closer to start actually posting them.
Crown Prince Hussein of Jordan & Rajwa Al Saif's Wedding
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Crown Prince Hussein and the future Crown Princess Rajwa will be married on June 1st. I expect a decent royal turn out more in line with Prince Hamzah and Princess Noor Asem's wedding in 2004 than any of the other more low key weddings in the family. I'm hoping she will wear the Arabic Scroll Tiara but the bride's family is apparently very wealthy so I wouldn't be surprised if they gifted her a new tiara.
Crown Prince Haakon & Crown Princess Mette Marit of Norway's 50th Birthdays
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Milestone birthdays in the Norway usually mean a gala event with foreign royals and tiaras but Crown Prince Haakon and Crown Princess Mette Marit sometimes do things a little differently. In July and August of 2013, their 40th birthdays were celebrated with a music festival at Skaugum where Haakon parachuted in, played with one of the bands, and they all slept in tents so who knows what we're going to see this time around. If they do have a gala event I think this would be the perfect opportunity for Crown Princess Mette Marit to debut Queen Maud's Diamond Tiara.
King Carl Gustav of Sweden's Golden Jubilee
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King Carl Gustav is celebrating 50 years since he ascended the throne and there will be a lot of different events celebrating the jubilee throughout the year but the one we're expecting tiaras for is the gala dinner at Stockholm Palace on September 15th with foreign royals in attendance.
Prince Christian of Denmark's 18th Birthday
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They haven't announced a date yet for the gala dinner celebrating Prince Christian's coming of age yet but his birthday is on October 15th so it should be around then. I'm especially excited for this event after seeing so many of the younger generation of royals turn out for Princess Ingrid Alexandra's birthday last year. The Danes go big for milestone birthdays so expect a lot of tiaras.
Some other possible tiaras
Wedding of Princess Azemah of Brunei & Prince Bahar Bolkiah
Wedding of Princess Alexandra of Luxembourg & Nicolas Bagory
Wedding of Princess Iman of Jordan & Jameel Thermiotis
Wedding of Princess Theodora of Greece & Matthew Kumar
Wedding of Infanta Maria Francisca of Portugal & Duarte de Sousa Araújo Martins
18th birthday of Infanta Leonor of Spain, Princess of Asturias
Tin (10th) Jubilee of King Willem Alexander of the Netherlands
Tin (10th) Jubilee of King Philippe of Belgium
Which tiaras are you most excited about in 2023?
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shslquestionmark · 2 months
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okay so you know how i was driving and the battery died i have a stupid story now
my dad finalyyl picked up the phone after both of them ignored my calls (he answered my sister instead). he came to pick us up and i was annoyed because man ignored my calls and my mom didn't pick up but was like "go ask ur dad im busy" so i was mad but i genuinely don't remember saying that much because i was like "okay if i say anything im gonna get killed with tetris blocks probably" but he still got mad at Something i said because idk pathetic and fragile ego. in other news my phone is back in the safe
we left the cart in some random parking lot but i left my notebook so i wanted to Die for a bit but then they went back (???) to get it so thats fine ig. anyways my dad got mad because "i came to help you and all i got was attitude" bu t i genuinely forgot what i saif :(
WAIT I REMEMBR WHAT IT WAS hold on he was blaming me for the battery dying because i "didn't check the battery first" but my mom told me to take it out so i assumed it was fine and the battery wouldn't die and i trusted my mother. so i said like something along the lines of "i didn't know i was supposed to check the battery every time because it was my first time using it" but he didn't like how i said it or something. also the pen to my drawing tablet got lost somewhere oso im melting rn
sorry for the stupid long rant also on top of all of this happening that guy was texting me idk what he wants but i cant text him back now and its monday. so
This sounds really stressful and upsetting. And like stifling
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yharnam-is-a-fuck · 2 years
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What would Bloodborne Weapons do to people in real life?
And, which one is the most brutal.
This is my 100th post. And I've been pondering this topic for a while so here goes. This is mostly just speculation. Also, while I won't be showing any gory images as examples, some of the injuries described could be disturbing. So be warned. First off, the Saw Cleaver/Saw Spear. These are pretty brutal when you think about how they are designed. The Serrated edges would get stuck in whatever you try to slash, dealing even more damage when you get it unstuck. In the trailer for Bloodborne, we actually see a hunter exerting quite a bit of force to pull it out of a Yharnamite they kill. Perhaps the purpose of the serration is to mangle the corpses of beasts, so nobody can recognise them as human?
The Hunter Axe Despite being an Axe, this weapon is described as mostly Blunt damage. When Transformed, this thing is definitely being swung with enough force to crush bones. And it's high rally potential points to huge amounts of blood being spilled.
Threaded Cane Untransformed it isn't much of a weapon, and the most you could do is just beat someone with it. But when you do transform it, the serrated whip is stated to be capable of flogging beasts.
Ludwig's Holy Blade/Kirkhammer/Holy Moonlight Sword. Untransformed, these are all just swords. Pretty basic slashes and stabs. But transformed they would all do a ton of crushing blunt damage. I imagine the Holy Blade would be more of a bone breaking thing, while the Kirkhammer would be straight up turning things into mush. For the Holy Moonlight Sword, I like to imagine the transformed mode actually cuts quite cleanly, leaving some moonlight glow along the wounds.
Blades of Mercy/Rakuyo These two are both 1000 cuts type of weapons, though the Rakuyo does a mix of stabbing and slashing compared to the Blades.
Amygdalan Arm. Untransformed would just be pure crushing force, the attack animation of repeated slams would be enough to turn a beast into mush. The transformed mode gaining that weird slashy appendage would probably make it less damaging to be honest, that thing does not look like it is swinging itself around with much force.
Beast Claw It's a claw. The claw gained by transforming probabably does a lot more ripping and tearing, while the fake claw seems to do a lot of piercing damage. But the fury of Beasthood probably encourages the hunter to keep attacking even after their prey is dead.
Beasthunter Saif Unlike the rest of the Old Hunter weapons, this one is probably less brutal than the modern Saw Cleaver. The sharp edge would sever a limb compared to the ripping serration of the Cleaver. Its quick flurry attacks in the unextended mode could also slice something open pretty easily.
Beast Cutter This one is, in my opinion, the most brutal weapon in all of Bloodborne. If you were to slash at someone with the transformed version, and their arm or leg were to be caught inbetween two segments as the come back together... that's gonna crush anything. And don't forget that it is also serrated in both modes, so the club can crush and rip apart at the same time while the whip can catch on fur or skin and tear it off. Also, the transformed heavy attacks are enough to flatten just about every enemy in the game, so this thing is being swung with insane amounts of force. Bloodletter A pretty sharp and spiky club even before you stab yourself with it. I'm not really sure what the extra Blood would be doing to its victims, but it makes it larger and more weighty.
Boomhammer This one could honestly be tied with the Beast Cutter. Hitting people with a giant hammer is already going to be dealing a lot of damage, but slamming them with an explosion as well is enough to obliterate them. Getting a hit with the explosion while something is up against a wall or the ground would reduce it to nothing.
Burial Blade This one is like the Saif, very clean with it's slashes and cuts. Along with the person who created it wishing to give victims a peaceful death I don't think it would be doing much besides decapitations.
Chikage It's a katana. It gets Blood magic. Probably just makes it slash harder. Not much else to say.
Kos Parasite Considering only the tentacle attacks and not the vomit and arcane explosion, I imagine it would be like getting stung by a jellyfish. If you weren't crushed by the tentacles, you would probably end up with a bunch of space diseases. Logarius' Wheel While all you actually do with it is crush people with the wheel, this weapon is actually based on a medival torture device. Perhaps the Executions strapped defeated Vilebloods to their weapons as they slaughtered the remaining ones. Reiterpallasch/Rifle Spear This one is a pretty elegant rapier. Lots of stabbing and not very brutal. The worst it could inflict is a point blank shot from the attached pistol. The Spear is about the same, but it has a shotgun attached instead and is desgined by crazy Hunters.
Simon's Bowblade The curved sword could cut something up pretty cleanly, similar to the Burial Blade. The bow shots would also inflict a lot less damage than a gunshot. Stake Driver The charged up stake blast could probably punch straight through your chest, but without that all you can really do is slash and poke.
Tonitrus Being beaten with a big metal ball would probably break bones if they swung hard enough. Adding in the electric damage would also hurt quite a lot, and would probably leave behind a lot of charred corpses and crushed skulls. Whirlygig Saw It's a buzzsaw. Being smashed into things while also spinning. This thing can and will tear shit apart. Untransformed its just a club.
I didn't go over any of the guns because... they're guns. But if you really care about the sidearms, the Cannons would blow you up, and the Fist of Gratia is just ye olde brass knuckles.
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itsohh · 2 years
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A/N: GN reader, imagine if I was like ‘roleplay oh teacher / student got it’. Anyway this is a bit late, saw Tame Impala (white people music I know) last night and what a concert. Genuinely never been to concert like that before, was like an acid trip light show. Anyway been struggling not to just write ‘he put his thing into your thing.’
Day 16: Roleplay
Word count: 1867    
Warnings: NSFT, smut, doctor / patient
AO3 Kinktober Masterlist
It had been out of genuine concern that Gustave came to you. Earlier in the day, Saif had sent you through two soft walls. An event that naturally left you eliminated and while you were an attacker, Gustave couldn’t help but worry about it when you groaned and left the training simulation. Fresh out of the shower you heard the knock on your door. With a dressing gown for modesty, you raised your brows in surprise when Gustave stood there. “Hey, what's up?” You clutched the dressing closed in the middle while you leaned on the doorframe.
“Do you mind if I come in?” You stepped back and gestured for him to enter. “Apologies if I interrupted your shower.”
“I have finished anyway, now is there something you wanted to talk about or are you just here to endure my charming personality?” You smiled as he sat on the end of your bed, rather familiar with your room already.
“As much as I wish it was the latter, I wanted to check up on your back.”
“My back? What a strange pickup line. I’m glad you Olivier are getting on better but I’ve told him before half of his pickup lines don't translate right without knowledge of the French language.” The joke brought a curve to the side of his lips.
“No, I want to check for bruising. Why have you been discussing pickup lines with Olivier?”
“Uh don’t worry about it. Anway my back is fine, my armour took most of the force.”
“You were eliminated.” A cheeky smile formed on your face as you took a few steps towards him.
“If you're so interested in playing doctor, I’ll humour you.”
“I am a doctor.” You rolled your eyes at the man and turned out. With a wink, you watched him over your shoulder.
“See my back is perfectly fine.” The dressing gown dropped partials, held up around your elbow. “That being said I do think I’m due for my check-up.” At the end of your sentence, you allowed the dressing gown to fall from your arms where it pooled on the floor around your feet, your nude body on show for him. His adam's apple bobbed as you turned around and slowly made your way towards him. “Tell me what I need to do, doctor.” You drew out the two syllables and slowly lowered yourself onto your knees. There was a shift on his face and he tilted his head slightly. His eyes gave you an intense look while he leaned forward slightly, his lips in a smile that could only be described as cunning.
Gustave's hand reached for you, brushing the back of his hand against your cheek. “Open and say 'ah'.” His voice was deep in lust and you did as he instructed. Your lips opened and your tongue poked out, the smallest of sounds left your lips; sounding more akin to a moan than ‘ah’. Just as he went to move his hand you pulled back a teasing smile on your face. “Do I get something sweet if I’m good?” He leaned closer at your words.
“Perhaps, I’ll give you something to suck on.” Heat rushed to your face and you could feel your pulse increase at his words. There was always something about the change in his voice wherever he spoke dirty, the lowering of an octave, the roughness to it. “Now, I believe I gave you some instructions.” Once again you opened your mouth and this time his thumb pressed down on your tongue. Gustave didn’t protest as you close your lips around his thumb, your tongue swirling it around in your mouth as you sucked on it. His eyes never strayed from yours as you coated his thumb. Slowly he withdrew the thumb from your mouth, a layer of saliva coated it which brushed against your chin and stuck.
“Did I do well doctor?” You looked up at him innocently.
“I believe my instructions were to open wide. Don’t worry I’m a patient man, I’ll let you try again.” He rose up and his hands went to his belt where he undid it with two movements. It was slithered out of his pants and made a clang when it was dumped onto the floor. Gustave's cock now positively hard and throbbing was released after the sound of his lowering zip, no longer bound by his briefs or pants. It was slightly coated with a small amount of precum which he spread when his hand pumped his cock a couple of times. “Now, open wide.” At his instructions, your lips parted and he pushed himself in. Gustave was careful to mind your teeth as he filled your mouth, the slightly salty taste of his precum filling your taste buds. A pleased hum was heard above you.
“Ah you have done so well, now you're allowed to have your reward and suck.” The last word from his mouth was punctured and you leapt at his words. Your left hand immediately grabbed the base of his cock, holding where you didn’t have him in your mouth. One hand petted your hair as you pulled back to focus on the tip of his head. Your lips moved around his, sucking the sensitive area while your hand pumped the rest of him. With each bob of your head, you took a little bit more of him into your mouth until his head touched the back of your throat and you dropped your hand from him.
The hand fell down onto his thigh for stability as he started to rock his hips into your mouth at your pace. Gustave's head fell back with a groan as you pushed him fully down your throat, your lips meeting the base of him. The hand on your head gript your hair as he held you there, lost in the pleasure. Your breathing was lost for a second and you couldn’t help but choke around him causing him to let go of your hair.
Slowly you removed him from your mouth, drool leaving your mouth as you licked him off a few times. Gustave sat down on the bed once again. “Come here.” He patted his lap and you rose to your feet but before you could move too much, he grabbed your waist. Your bareback made contact with his clothed chest as he wrapped his arms around you. One arm held you around the waist while his free cant snaked up in the middle of your chest and found a grip on your throat. There wasn’t much pressure on it, not cutting off your airflow as two of his fingers found your pulse with ease. “Hmm, your heart rate is a little fast, any reason why that might be?”
“No, Doctor Ketab.”
“It’s not good to lie to your doctor now, I’m only trying to help you.” His head rest on your shoulder as he whispered into your ear. “Perhaps we will need to build more trust between the pair of us.” His teeth grazed the side of your throat before he suddenly picked you up at the waist and rolled you onto the bed. Your hand immediately came out and you supported yourself as Gustave left you for a moment. One hand felt up your side when he returned, a gentle kiss placed on the centre of your back.
“It’s important you feel comfortable and can talk to me about anything. I wish to look after you to the best of my ability.” There was truth behind his words, while your official doctor was someone else on base for ethical reasons, that didn’t stop Gustave from trying to look after you where he could. “Now you may feel this just a tad, but tell me if it hurts.” His lubricated cock pressed at the opening of your entrance and his hand glided over your back.
Slowly his length pushed into you. A steady pace that allowed your body to adjust for him. “Doing so well, just a little more.” He breathed out and his hips met your ass.
“Gustave.” His name was drawn out on your lips and he took it as a queue to snap hips out and in. “Keep your back straight.” He leaned over, his arms next to yours, face centimetres from your own. “There, such a good patient for me.” His rathered breath could be heard as he fucked into you, your name on his lips, rocking his body into yours. Your moans and whines filled the room as he hit that sweet spot right inside of you with every thrust. Your body quivered beneath him and his hands interlaced with your own, pushing on the sheet.
Gustave's lips pressed kisses on your shoulder, open-mouthed messy ones that turned into light nips each time he rolled his hips into yours. You whimpered out as your climax neared only for the sound of Gustave's phone to fill the air. At first, he ignored it, increasing his pace but as the call finished and it run again and then again, a frustrated groan left his mouth. He huffed as he pulled himself from you, rolling onto his back and fished the phone out of his pants.
“Kateb speaking.” His voice was close to a snap but he covered his tone with a cough. A sigh left his lips and he ran a hand through his slightly sweaty messy hair. “Yeah, I’ll be there in a couple.” The phone was shoved back into his pants and he gave you a look of sympathy. You gave him a half smile and sat down on the bed, pulling the sheet up over your body.
“Duty calls?” Quite literally in this situation.
“Max is injured.”
“Wasn’t he doing some motorsports practice or something today?”
“Yes.”
“He crashed?”
“No, supposedly Tori slapped him on his back and he tripped forward down a flight of stairs. Sounds like his leg is going to need surgery, from the sounds of it Masaru got it all on camera. We are quite literally the last to hear about it.” He sighed as he shoved his now softening cock back into his pants and picked up his belt off the floor.
“That’s hilarious.” Gustave shot you a look. “I mean it would be if he didn’t just like cock block the pair of us.” Gustave's eyes narrowed at you. “Oh yeah and if he didn’t get hurt.”
“The fact that that was the last thing that came to your mind concerns me.” He looked down as he threaded the belt through his pants.
“He will be fine, you will stitch him up and hell be back on his feet in no time. You can’t deny it's a little bit funny, that he tripped.” Gustave huffed but you could see the smile on his face. He headed to your door and paused when you called out his name. “Well finish this later if you're not too tired yeah?” He took a few steps towards you and pressed a chase kiss against your lips.
“I promise.”
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truly-morgan · 1 year
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[NHS want NMJ back, feat.WWX (w.i.p)]
Nie Brothers | Mo Dao Zu Shi 13-07-2021
[#niehuaisang #niemingjue , post-canon feat. Wwx]
What if after the event at the temple, nie huaisang as people go and sneakily bring back his brother's body. He finally got it back in one piece (kind of) and he won't let it be caged with the person who killed him. He hates that he has to chain nmj in the secret chamber he has, but it is for his own good and so he doesn't attract people's attention to them.
His second in command is a bit unsure as he looks at the trashing body of the former sect leader. "Nie-zongzhu, are you sure this is the right thing to do?"
Nhs didn't turn to him as he kept watching his brother (or rather the body off). He knew what he probably meant by this question. But nmj was already out of the circle of reincarnation with his present state, What could be worse? Trying the drag back his consciousness would only make it that it was not "necessary" to destroy nmj for being an uncontrollable fierce corps.
He knew it was possible. Wwx did it once with wn while sl still had his too.
"Send the missive to cloud recess" nhs simply said with certainty.
"Do you think he will accept to help?"
"He will" he simply replied, folding shut his fan, "he won't have another choice".
With this nhs turned around, getting out of the chamber, ready to go back to his preparation for his plan. A large part of his plan was finally over.
But it was not over yet and he wouldn't give up now either.
"Wei-gongzi, a missive from qinghe arrived for you" said a disciple as he entered the training ground where he was helping the juniors train.
"From qinghe?" Wwx asked a bit surprised and curious. There was only one person in qinghe he really knew.
He left lsz to train with ljy, taking the letter after thanking the disciple who went back to his other duties. He had a curious smile on his lips as he first started to read, before his face dropped to something a bit more serious, frowning slightly now.
His sudden shift in attitude only made the juniors curious too, wondering what could make the man's mood change so quickly.
"Is everything alright?" Lsz asks a bit worried something might have happened.
"Yes, nothing for you to worry about" wwx smiled, the action looking a bit more forced than it should be. He rolled back the missive, putting it in his robe. "It seems I have some things to do now, you will sadly not have my great expertise to train with," he said, Making ljy eyes roll a bit. Lsz could only watch wwx walk away looking a bit troubled and unsure. He went to warn lwj about it, just so someone could keep an eye on wwx.
Yet, when lwj joined wwx back at the jingshi. But all he could catch was wwx destroying a roll with a fire talisman, frowning a bit as he bit his lip.
"Wei ying" he called out to.
Wwx was surprised a bit, turning with a smile on his lips now, ready to joke before he saw how worried lwj seemed to be. "Is something wrong in qinghe?" He asks.
After all, if sect leader nie needed important help he would most likely have asked the sect. Why asking wwx?
"Nothing too bad, nhs just need my help with something, so I'll be heading to the unclean realm for a while" he explain as he was putting some robes in a qianku bag. "Wei ying".
"I think you should be able to stay here, I might need to stay for a while" "wei ying"
"But like I saif it's nothing dangerous, it's simply that it might take a whi-" "wei ying!".
Wwx finally stopped the flow of words when his husband grabbed his wrist, spinning him around to look at him.
He soften a bit, only now seeing how much lwj seemed to worry. It wasn't as if nhs wanted him gone either (at least he doesn't think he did anything to him to do that).
"Lan zhan, do you trust me?" He asks gently.
"Always"
"Then trust me on this one, it will be alright, Nhs simply need my help for something and after that, I will come back." He assured.
"What does he need you for that gusu cannot do?".
Wwx knew what lwj was implying.
What could wwx do that no other sect could help with?
His demonic cultivation obviously.
Wwx would most likely have little money if it was not for lwj letting him spend as much as he wants.
He had no important connection as wwx didn't touch any of the present relations between sects.
He didn't have a sect to send people for help.
He wouldn't be good for doing relationships with other sects.
And mxy body and golden core were still not as strong as what the original wwx had.
So of course it had to be demonic cultivation.
Wwx smiled slightly to him, caressing his cheek with his free hand in what he hoped would be soothing.
"He needs help with... nmj" he finally admitted, wincing a bit at the grip getting stronger around his wrist, as if to make sure he wouldn't suddenly run away.
"It will be bad for you" lwj then said, releasing the pressure a bit after seeing him wince.
He had already convinced wwx to use demonic cultivation less and cultivate more properly like he did in the past (but how does one switch so easily when in their memory they have gone by with DC for many years already?)
Wwx sighed at that, his hand gently going above the one holding him. "He's not asking me to raise and control an army of fierce corps, he just wants me to do what I did with wn" he precise. And honestly, he wasn't sure anymore how he had actually managed to bring back wn. His time on burial mounds was a bit muddy in his mind.
"Then let me come with you" lwj asked.
Wwx wanted to refuse saying it would be alright, but then he felt like lwj would either come join him if it ended up taking too much time or would just follow him.
He sighed again, thinking it over.
Maybe lwj could help too. Sure he wasn't doing any demonic cultivation, but he would probably still find ways to help him. Plus he could help wash away the effect that would surely stay from using demonic cultivation.
"Okay, you can come with me"
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"Nie-zongzhu" wwx saluted when he finally joined the man, the SIC joining back his sect leader.
"Wei-gongzi," he saluted before his eyes travelled to behind wwx, "Hanguang-jun... gui jiangjun" he trailed a bit.
"Nie-zongzhu" politely replied the two men.
He was not surprised by the former presence, but had not necessarily expected for the latter to also be here. "I hope the travel was not too hard" he smiled.
"Everything went well" smiled wwx, before following nhs gaze behind him, "I hope it is not a bother to bring some help, They both insisted on coming along" he added. The missive never said to come alone, but he still made sure to bring as little as possible (ljy and lsz did want to come along too).
"No problem, it is understandable that wei-gongzi might need help" smiled back nhs. Of course, lwj had asked to come, he could also be of good help too. After all, it wasn't really good if wwx lost it again.
Wn asked to come after he (accidentally!) Overheard them talking about it. He had fought against nmj and wanted to make sure nothing would happen to wwx.
After all, lwj could just attack him with bichen and hurt the fierce corps if the whole point was to bring him back. He was there simply to be a more even match against him just in case.
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I SAIF HANFS I WIN :D i do agree w the rope for pretty but i feel jason just. likes to put his hands on u slash make you hold urself still of hes being mean but i think he likes the contact coz its like grounding almost idk if im making sense im sorry im still a bit drunk but also thank u for agreeing w me bc my fren owes me 10 bucks
yes exactly 😁 holding you down himself is vv intimate. he loves that shit. enjoy your 10 bucks bae ty for consulting me
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Not sure if you’ve gotten Cullen yet but I will for the character opinions ask game - also Morrigan and Vivienne! <3
Hey, Saif! Thank you for asking <3 Nobody has asked about Cullen yet, so you've rounded out the collection of all my romances very nicely c:
(oh man this went long lol sorry in advance)
(Character Impressions thing)
(And: to add context, I started Inquisition first, so my first impressions of all three of them were from that game and not Origins for Cullen and Morrigan)
Cullen:
First impression: Ah. This must be the intended romance, the bland white guy everyone is into, the one the game expects you to romance. No thanks.
Impression now: I said something similar about Fenris, but like....I have thought about Cullen so much that I have no idea how to summarize my feelings lmao. He is deeply flawed and deeply hurt, but he is still trying to fix what he's done as best he's able.
Cullen was given every opportunity to take the easy road and pretend that he'd never done anything wrong; he could have taken off and chosen not to help Hawke at the end of the game, he could have chosen to join the Red Templars or stay out of the conflict entirely, he could easily have chosen to go through withdrawal in the comfort of his sister's home....and instead he chooses to be the Commander of the Inquisition.
I mean. I think playing the other two games has given me more scope for how much shit he's seen and done and that's still my conclusion: even after everything, he is still trying to be a better person and right his wrongs and I think that is deeply admirable.
(idk---maybe this is just me projecting as someone who often feels like a fuck-up, but I'll take a guy who still tries, over and over, to fix a mistake over someone who doubles down and pretends he was always in the right) (not referencing anyone specific, tbc)
Favorite moment: Anytime he falls all over himself and gets tongue-tied haha. I especially love the first kiss scene; I love that he admits that he wants something for himself, I love that after the interruption he just goes for it, I love the little mannerisms he has as a distraction from trying to find something do with his hands, and I love how fumbly he is. My second choice would probably be the scene where a romanced Inquisitor comes back to Skyhold after killing Corypheus and he bows first, then rushes to hug them. He's so relieved I just !!!
Idea for a story: *gestures to small mountain of wips* haha. But! I think my favorite one I haven't written is my No Exalted March AU/the arranged marriage AU, in which the Dalish largely dwell in a sovereign land encompassing the Dirthavaren/Halamshiral and Cullen is a marriage candidate to seal the compact between the Chantry and the Elvhen government. It's set about a year before the Conclave, so Cullen is still straddling the divide between being a Knight-Commander in Kirkwall and being the Commander we meet at the beginning of Inquisition.
(It's a really interesting fic, but it requires a bit more worldbuilding than I put in up front, so I am ~76k words in and like....ahh yes I need to actually describe what the capital city looks like. Shit. And here we are. But it's still a really cool fic idea.)
Unpopular opinion: I don't think what Cullen says during the Broken Circle quest should be marked up as proof that he's a horrible terrible person. I really can't imagine anyone being tortured psychologically and physically for weeks to months handling the stress better, tbh. I think it's awful and sad and not like, a kind thing to say, but again....he's a 19-year-old who just watched most everyone he knows be tortured to death so.
Favorite relationship: I mean, I feel like it's a given but Dorian and Cullen's friendship is really interesting to me. If I had a better handle on Dorian's voice, I'd definitely be exploring whatever led the two of them to have regular chess matches. Because ostensibly at least they don't have much in common.
Favorite headcanon: Oh man. I have so many. He and the other advisors are actually friends. He's bi (obviously). He's the shortest Rutherford. I saw art forever ago of baby Cullen fighting an inert Shale in the town square and that one lives close to my heart.
Morrigan
First impression: Holy shit she's hot, but that dress is awful. Why is the game acting like I should know her already?
Impression now: Loooooove her, it's a crime that I cannot romance her as a female Warden. She's a bitch, she's fantastically competent, she didn't really want a kid but she's a great mom, she is breaking a trauma cycle with her own mother, she's funny as fuck, she can turn into a variety of cool things, and also she's like really hot.
Favorite moment: The confrontation between her and Flemeth in the eluvian. I love that she's cast as this very mercenary, heartless character, but she chooses her kid over power pretty much without hesitation. I think it's a really beautiful moment.
Idea for a story: I have a half-written thing with her and Wen (my Tabris) bonding over animals c: Also, at some point I want to write them during Witch Hunt, because Wen adores Morrigan (she was her first friend, in many ways) and misses her horribly.
Unpopular opinion: The Dark Ritual is not a betrayal. Also...I really wish the writers had changed her dialogue in Mythal's temple if she's speaking to a Dalish elf. I understand that she represents an information source for the player, but it's a really frustrating conversation if you're playing a Lavellan.
Favorite relationship: Her and Kieran tbh. I wish there'd been more of them.
Favorite headcanon: Hmmm I like the idea of a romanced Warden raising their kid with her in the eluvians somewhere. I don't know if this is canon or not.
Also that she chose that dress during WEWH exclusively to piss Leliana off.
Vivienne
First impression: O.O wow...please...tell me she is romanceable
Impression now: I adore her. Again, I like that she can be very calculating. I also think her position on so many things (the Chantry, the Circles) is more nuanced than she's given credit for. Her personal quest breaks my heart every time and the scenes with her in Trespasser are delightful. I really, really enjoy traveling with her (oh my god, walking around with her, Dorian, and Solas is just....they are so mean to each other and I love it) and though I don't love the way she treats the other companions sometimes (specifically Cole) I think her characterization is very consistent and compelling. Honestly one of my favorite DA characters. Her intro scene is one of the best in the whole series.
Favorite moment: Her intro scene is so good, but also when she says goodbye to Bastien....ugh. it kills me every time. She has so much power and so many resources and she still couldn't save the person she loves most in the world.
Idea for a story: Hmm I've been thinking about doing a piece about her and the Inquisitor during Trespasser, because I really love a lot of her dialogue during the DLC. Also, she and Elowen have an interesting relationship and it's...mostly contained in a wip I'm not sure I'll finish T.T
Unpopular opinion: I think just liking her is an unpopular opinion lol. Or at least, that's how it seems.
Favorite relationship: Vivienne and Bull. Whaaaaat is going on there, guys???
Favorite headcanon: Hmm I can't think of anything specific right now, but I do believe that Bastien was the one person she could truly be herself with, without thinking about the benefits or angles. You know, to make his death hurt worse
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MADE LOVE (part 1)
Genre:fluff, angst
Partnering:Xu Minghao x reader
[. ] have learned early in her life that there are things that couldn't be planned ahead of time, so she just learned to go along the flow of things
But perhaps she had gone along the flow much more than what she would like
That night with minghao it wasn't that heated the two just agreed to watch a movie in his house since his parents are out of town
Until that simple movie marathon together led to one thing that led to another.
From cuddling and kissing sweetly becomes heated making out on his bed.
Then she found herself naked in the same bed with minghao it wouldn't take genius to know something had happened between the two of them
Since that day happened she found herself sick and been throwing up nonstop
Things happened and weeks later the thing she dreaded accured.
"M-minji-ah..what– do i do? I'm too young for this"[. ] Saif while crying in fear holding a used pregnancy test on her hand
It was two lines
You got pregnant a small life slowly growing in your belly
It wasn't my plan! I never want any of this happen I'm only seventeen..
I haven't told anyone  just minji my family doesn't have a clue so do minghao.
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I was on minghao's bed and was looking at the ceiling while he was laughing and came to kiss me for a while but I turned my face away so his kiss hit my cheek
"Come on! Don't sulk," he said softly and kissed me on the lips
"You're so heavy, Minghao!" I complained because he was above me
He got even heavier and hugged me tightly, I laughed because he was so mischievous as he kissed my face
"Pack your luggage! You flirt"
"Help me please" he kissed my cheek as I rolled my eyes and got off the bed to help him pack his luggage
He has a flight tomorrow to Korea
He got accepted from that company he audition a week before we even had sex , i didn't want to ruin his dreams that's why I just thought not to tell him  until now that i know he would be away
I dont even think he will be happy knowing he has a child in such a young age
"I'll leave you with these three hoodie It doesn't fit in the luggage anymore, my perfume is yours, I'll just buy a new one in Korea" he placed the three hoodies and perfume in front of me which I immediately accepted.
He patted my head and took out his other things while I folded his other shirts, he put the clothes in his suitcase 
As time goes on, my chest tightens because of the pain I feel
I can't imagine my life without him
I immediately took from my bag a letter that I made last night and a necklace with an infinity pendant and quickly put it in the pocket of the pants that he will wear tomorrow.
"Do you want to eat something babe?" I nod then we stand up from the couch then walk inside their kitchen
"I'll cook as a promise!"I watched him as he prepared the ingredients for what he was going to cook
"Why do you cook so much love? There are only two of us here "I noticed
"Yeah its because you eat a lot these days" he laughed for a bit
I didn't say a word and just caressed my stomach,
So he noticed?
I felt like he was going to cook  for me and his child so I was happy somehow
While he was cooking he turned his attention to me then gave me a sweet smile
That smile i will no longer see
"I love you [ ]"
I couldn't speak and my face was hot, I could feel the tears coming from my eyes but I tried not to cry
"I love you more minghao, I will always love you no matter what"
You dont have to know anything i wish you the best in life my love.
That is our last conversation before he went to korea The next day I didn't take him to the airport because I knew I would just cry
After a few hours, he left. I'm sure he read the letter I wrote. I blocked his number and also to all my social platforms so he can't contact me anymore.
To be continued:>
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