#I looked up kpop photocards for the references

[chasiufan]

Warmup doodles I did a week ago that I still like so I’m posting here…. Grown ass man

[moonsaver]

Imagine instead of 4ggravate being a kpop boy group and reader being the fangirl, its the other way around

4ggravate forms a groupchat particularly because of you, their bias, who is also the least recognized in your group and is often overshadowed by others, leading to a desperate convergence of your fans in finding out the itty bitty stuff about you that's all on blast when it comes to the other idols in your group. They're like detectives trying to figure out whether you liked the specific flavor of ice cream on a show you participated in with your group. Each of them keep tabs on any official updates about you, recording and clipping parts of your group's lives in the tidbits where you come in, and forming a wall trying to defend you from majority of the fandom when you get backlash from false rumors. That's just how the group came to be.

Kaveh is the oldest fan amongst them – he's been there since day 1. Claims he knows the most out of all of them and tries to prove it via quizzes and guessing games. Sometimes he wins, most times he doesn't. Also the poorest of the four. He spent so much on buying your specific merchandise he didn't plan for the future concert you group was holding in his area, and ever since then he's had to tearfully decide constantly between buying albums, your photocards, new lightstick versions, etc.. and your concert that may or may not even be held in the area.

In the rare chance that he does attend your concert – he tries to get the most out of it. Front row, headbands, fanchant at the top of his head, lightsticks in both hands. When you notice him and exchange a few words over the loud crowd, he swears he's going to pass out, looking up at your crouched figure on the stage makes you look almost like an angel to him, the light highlighting your figure perfectly. Suffice to say, he eventually made an impression on you at least.. because he passed out and the crowd had to surf him to a security guard. He's deeply embarassed about it, and can't really escape it now that he's become a bit of an inside joke in your fandom

Cyno is the second older fan. Like Kaveh, he prides himself over having a good amount of knowledge about you that's not exactly easy to find – old, old, old images of other kpop idols in which you appear for a fraction of a second, spotting the products you use in your lives and being able to find out the brands is his specialty. If Kaveh has the knowledge, Cyno at least has the detective skills. He has his own individually run fanpage where most other fanpages, even your group's fanpages, refer to as a trusted source. Has also managed to create several fancams of you that were incredibly hard to get ahold of. He's those fanpages on twitter who thoroughly collect evidence and manage to pinpoint future events you're going to take part in before they're announced, and he manages to predict it correctly almost all the time. He's well known within the fandom, but due to how busy he is in 4ggravate trying to form a cumulative plan almost all the time, rarely does he find the time to respond to other fans and fanpages, and most other admins don't usually approach him either.

If anything, at least he's got more resources and money than Kaveh. I imagine he actually also is in a lot of other groups besides 4ggravate.

Alhaitham, out of everyone, is the one who's actually talked to you the most. He was originally just interested in the music, didn't really care until he realized how less and less your lines became the more songs your group churned out. So in his mind, to "make up for" the lack of lines on your end, he decides to simply just pay extra attention to your solo activities. It's not soon before you become his bias. Unlike Kaveh, he was pretty strategic and managed to plan ahead for scheduled fancalls, fanmeetings, appearances in public, etc..

he leaves a lasting impression because.. he doesn't show his appearance. At all. There's many fans out there who get your attention by doing strange things with their appearance, but Alhaitham refuses to even take off his mask just to talk to you. In fancalls, he decides to cover the cameras, always wears hoodies that cover him completely when he meets you in public. At some point, the fandom falls in love with him instead (which drives Kaveh insane), and it's not soon before there's all sorts of rumors about you two. The rumors get more wild when he only ever takes his hoodie off once when you meet him face to face. Personality wise, he sticks out because of how easily he's able to spot changes in choreography, voice, pitch, writing style, etc.. and even more so, because of how upfront about it he is, without actually being creepy about it. He gives good advice without making it sound like unwelcome criticism.

Tighnari is actually the normal one. He just generally likes the music and likes your voice specifically because he thinks your voice suits the concept the best, but because of a few injustices (which he sarcastically comments on many fancams, to which also many fans agree), he finds himself doing something similar to Alhaitham. Albeit, less.. detailed? Is what he thinks. He's actually a bit of a keyboard warrior when it comes down to it – replying to group threads that intentionally leave you out, having the sassiest comebacks to mean or rude comments about you, piecing together timelines and locations to prove false rumors wrong, working especially close with Cyno in these kinds of cases. If there's a fancam of you, Tighnari is under it fighting some or the other hater, or just blatantly commenting on the event itself that intentionally disrespects you or your group.

He's probably the only one who actually leaves a long lasting impression on you. When your car drives by a bunch of your excited fans, he's the normal one who's looking on calmly and waving to you with a stoic face. Whenever he comes to fanmeetings with Alhaitham, or has fancalls with you – it's fun! His humor is easy to accustom to, conversation goes lightly, and overall he's the tamest out of everyone. He gives you some skincare advice which you gladly accept, and somehow, despite not being as incriminating as the others when it came to detail, they're salty about how he seems to be the one who's closest to you. It's not unnoticeable the way out of all four of them, you recognize him by a first name basis. Ohhh boy.

[jseobsky]

That spot will be mine.

Pairing ! bf!Seeun x gn!Reader Synopsis ! Seeun was tired of you having photocards of every idol but him on your phone, now that he was debuting he made it his mission to get you his own photocard. However, when you finally open the album, you don't pull him. Genre ! So fluff I can't, romance Warnings ! swearing, kissing, not proof-read, my humour- Wc ! 1.3k a/n ! Totally not based bcs today I finally bought the album and got Junmin while I was manifesting Seeun- HOWEVER JUNMIN LOOKED SAUR CUTE ON THE PHOTOCARD I CAN'T

Main masterlist !

After knowing my boyfriend was finally going to debut I had one thing in mind and one thing only: Collect his group’s photocards. Until now, I haven’t really collected any photocards even while having around 20 albums myself. I just kinda kept them in their album boxes and the usual one photocard that I kept in the back of my phone case. Seeun wasn’t thrilled about this, he took my photocard choices very seriously, telling me I should keep them in a safer manner or that I could not by any means in the entire world take my Enhypen’s Niki photocard everywhere I went. 

While he was still a trainee it seemed like he also had one goal in mind: Gain my phone case photocard spot. He tried to gift me Polaroids that he took and make me save them on my phone case. At first, I did have them on my phone, but after seeing an idea on Pinterest I couldn’t help myself; All the Polaroids went on the now giant pictures wall. He then started to hate Pinterest. Sure he said all those things jokingly, he knew how much I loved kpop and how much that wall of pictures meant to me. He loved seeing me happy, but he did hate when I got his first album. 

Seeun kept telling me how I could not, by any means, buy his album. Talking about how he was going to gift it to me. “You’re going to curse it.” He said. “You always cry about how you never get your biases unless I’m the one who gifted you the album. I’m not taking any chances.” It was hell waiting for it. I had been waiting for years until his debut, and now I had to wait even more until I could get the physical album? Unbelievable. Seeing all those unboxing videos, and all these people having more than one photocard inclusion while I, who wasn’t able to even pre-order because of Seeun, will only have one. I learned to get over it quickly, patience is a virtue… Fuck that. I don’t wanna wait anymore. It’s been years, decades, maybe even centuries since the album came out. I want that album. I need that album. 

What’s worse is that I didn’t realize with Seeun’s debut that he’ll be even busier. Maybe what I actually needed was Seeun, not his album. 

I’m lying around my living room. A kdrama playing on the tv, and the window is open while I feel really cold. Look, someone is lazy, okay? And the kdrama is so interesting as well… An open box of snacks next to me that I slowly reach out to, not taking my eyes off the tv. The scene was so intense that it was able to make me ignore the little click of the door until I hear someone shouting. “IT’S HERE!” I slowly turn my head around with my eyes wide open. Who the fuck? A wild Seeun appears. Like literally, ignore the bad pokemon reference, Seeun comes in running with a bag in his right hand and his phone in his left hand, which he’s waving. He has the biggest grin on his face while looking at me. I smiled too. Pausing the show while standing up, running towards Seeun going for a hug. Which I never received. Seeun moved to the window and closed it. “It’s really cold outside, you shouldn’t have your window opened, it’s literally about to rain.” He said. I tilt my head and shrug my shoulders while still smiling. “Meh that’s not important, come here” I ran towards him again, only for him to move to the couch, moving some items to the floor before placing a pizza-shaped box on the table. I glare at him. “Look I got it!! Aren’t you excited?!” Seeun says with, again, a really big smile. I try to contain a smile and jokingly I roll my eyes, turn around, and act petty. “I would be more excited if my boyfriend, who I haven’t seen since February, would hug me.” I try to look at him for a bit, and seeing that he now has a smirk on his face I turn my head around again. “Oh really?” He said teasingly. I turn around with a blank face. “No.” We stay looking at each other for some seconds before I start smiling again. I run to the side of the sofa he is sitting on and I jump on top of him. “I’ve missed you so much,” I say while hugging him tightly. He moves my head from being buried in his neck to being in front of him. His expression mirrors mines, a big, BIG smile, and eyes with adoration filled in them. He squishes my face. “I missed you too, so much” Seeun turns his face to look at the box on the table behind me. He sits me on his lap as he sits up, leans forward with a hand on my back to not make me fall, and grabs the box off the table. 

“I got you this,” He says, “hope you like it” I shake my hands and grab the box out of his hands. “I’m just saying, with my luck you’ll get my photocard so enjoy. I did one on this version with that pose you showed me. I’m manifesting specifically that one for you.” Seeun looks at me proudly. I nod fast and start to rip off the plastic that wraps the album. Seeun laughs softly at my poor attempt to rip the plastic off. “Look,” I start saying, “these things are made by the devil himself, don’t laugh at my poor persona because I can’t open the album” I stop my attempt while glaring at him. “Also, I’ve seen you trying to open albums before, and you aren’t a god at opening albums yourself” Finally being able to open the album I grab the most important part of the album. The cd. I’m joking, I grab the inclusions knowing that the part that Seeun mostly wanted to see. I rip one side of the envelope the inclusions were in and slowly turn my head to look at my boyfriend. Fuck, he has his face way too close. Seeun got closer in anticipation of the grand reveal. He nods encouraging. 

I pull out the postcard first, and I smile. “Look I got the baby!” I laugh, Seeun smiles a bit too. “Could’ve been better but I guess a Yechan postcard isn’t the worse,” He says, “now the most important thing, please” I nod. Seeun gets even closer and places his head on my shoulder. I pull the single photo card, which is turned around. I start talking. “You know, just remember it’s okay if I don’t pull your photocard because at the end of the day I-” “Just look at it” Seeun whines. I turn the photocard around.

I feel Seeun drop his whole weight into the sofa’s back, letting out a sigh. Here we go. “I just don’t get it. Why Minjae, why him? Like. If it was… Okay no. I wouldn’t have been happy with anyone. But still!! Why him??” Seeun fake cried. “I mean,” I start talking. “You’re right, you do always pull my biases” Seeun stopped his actions and looked at me with a dead face. He then went to push me off. “Okay no, no, no, wait, no, I’m sorry, I’m joking! You’re my only one!” I laugh, and he stops trying to push me off and goes back to pouting. I lay fully on top of him. I start kissing his face. “I. Promise. You. Are. My. Bias.” He smiles. “Also, I bought an album the other day and I pulled you” I showed him the back of my phone, where a big smiling Seeun was looking back at him. He dropped his mouth and looked at me. “I couldn’t contain myself I’m sorry-” Seeun kissed me. 

[idyllcy]

from one admirer to another : scrambled

pairing: leon kennedy x reader || masterpost: from one admirer to another

synopsis: from one admirer to another, an online penpal service, allows for two people with common interests to write to each other without ever revealing their actual address! Luckily for both you and Leon, you get matched up! What do eggs and Christmas even have in common anyway? sure hope it's that modeling business and NOT that Ada Wong addiction.

featuring: reader as scrambled eggs // leon as christmas

Dear scrambled eggs,

Thank you for that Ada print. It's going into my shrine (you were weird first, alright? Don't go calling me weird now.) and the fact that it's signed? crying screaming throwing up. Also, how dare you call yourself her day one? I was there when she first debuted you can NOT be more day one than me (joke).

I like my eggs in the form of shakshuka. If you haven't tried it before, you really should. It's delicious. It's basically eggs in tomato-based sauce with a ton of other spices and god it's so good I could just die. My favorite season... probably Thanksgiving. I know turkey gets pretty boring at times, but the cranberry sauce that my friends make is so good it's criminal. And, yes, I am unfortunately no different from you, but that's our secret, alright? I think I do an okay job of pretending to be normal at work.

Life updates... I had a shoot with a random model two weeks ago and I'm unable to get the way their hand felt on my bicep out of my head. I felt like a teenager all over again when they did. I'm not a teen anymore, and it's been a hot minute since I have been. Is this the curse of working with attractive people as a model? It was my first time seeing them, and the director didn't even refer to them by name, so my assumption is they don't do that many shoots. Maybe I'll be lucky and never see them again? Big day for losers in love (me). I'm kidding. I'm moving too fast. This'll be over in a couple of days. It's not like they're as hot as Ada— but they're pretty damn close. Got any advice for a loser who's just fallen in love at first sight?

Other than that run-in with the model, I got a couple of days off last week which I was supposed to enjoy, only to get absolutely obliterated by okaokra's newest chapter on glhf <3. Why am I an Ada stan who likes angst. Why am I cursed to love the way okra writes? I am not immune to the Ada brainrot or whatever the youth are saying these days. Every time I think of Ada I feel a little more like those twitter artist reaction memes of them biting wood.

The good thing about being only semi-well-known in the industry though is the fact that I can still sneak around at local events as a fan. It's nice that masks are so accessible nowadays. I'll be stopping by at the Ada-themed cupsleeve event in Raccoon in a couple of days, so I'll probably mail you a little something from that. So, if my letter finds you late, my apologies.

Oh, right, since we're on that topic. Merry Christmas, and happy new year.

See you around? Christmas

The cupsleeve event is relatively easy to sneak into for Leon. He puts on old glasses from college and a jacket that makes him look a lot younger than he really is, and he orders an Ada drink, grinning at the table on the side when he spots a familiar face.

"You're an Ada fan?"

You blink up at him, visibly surprised, and he takes a step back.

"Sorry, I thought you looked familiar—"

"No! I'm the same person. Yeah, I'm a big Ada fan. I'm running the event this time, actually. I model for spare money to host events like this." You scratch your cheek. "Wanna enter the lottery?"

"And what would I get?"

"A limited edition, signed, Ada photocard."

"What is this, Kpop? —take my ten." He hands you a bill nearly immediately, and the two girls at the table with you jump in their skin.

"Wow, you're down horrendous, huh?" You hand the ten to the girls, patting his shoulder. "How should I get the stuff to you? You have to leave a social or something."

"Mm..." He clicks in his twitter handle, and you blink slowly.

"Can I bid for it?"

"That was not the plan, but I mean—"

"You'd have to out-bid them." One of the girls get up to put their hands on your shoulders, and you scratch your cheek.

"How much did you pay for it?"

"The base price is two hundred dollars." You grin.

"Mm... and if I give you three hundred?"

"It's signed, so no."

"Shame." Leon clicks his tongue. "I would've paid good money for that photocard."

Leon turns his head at the sound of the door opening, eyes widening as Ada herself steps through the doors to her cupsleeve event. The people in the coffee shop yell as she does, too many people crowding around her to beg for a signed autograph on their cupsleeve.

"Guys, give her a little space." You call from the table.

The people ignore you, and you scoff.

"Do you need—" Leon's cut off by your actions instead.

You grab the megaphone on the table and nod at the workers, most of them covering their ears as you yell.

"CAN YOU GUYS GIVE HER SOME SPACE, PLEASE?"

The megaphone renders everyone quiet, and Ada laughs.

"I'll sign one by one at the table. Please let me sit first. I just finished a shoot." She waves thank you to everyone as she takes your seat, and you ask her if she needs anything to drink. Leon finds that it's almost as if you planned it, and as Ada meets eyes with him at the table, his heart flips.

She's literally so hot. He's going to pass out.

"Well, since you're here. Do you want a signed cupsleeve too?"

"Yes, please." Leon fumbles as he hands her his cup, looking for a pen, and Ada hums.

"It's good. I brought a sharpie."

"Can you sign my arm— wait, that would violate my contract." Leon purses his lips.

"Do you model?" She asks almost naturally, signature smooth on his plastic cup as she hands it back to him.

"I started just a little ago."

"Any major goals?"

Leon steps to the side to let the other fans get something signed. "I'd like to have a shoot with you one day."

"I look forward to seeing you at a shoot one day, then." She hums. "Who knows? Maybe we'll meet at a runway too. What's your name?"

"Leon. Leon Scott Kennedy."

Leon's heart flips into this throat, and his cheeks turn red.

God, he's going to pass out.

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[sehodreamsthoughts]

that all sounds really cool!! i’ve been getting back into? more into reading lately?? and a lot of the shows you’ve mentioned i’ve seen and enjoyed and if not then i’ve heard of them and should probably check them out.. the office was my comfort show for the longest time i would just watch it over and over. i really like adult animation lately though like simpsons, family guy, bob’s burgers type of stuff… i kind of just put stuff on in the bg when i get home though and then go on my phone, pack photocard trades or decorate toploaders, scroll tumblr, scroll insta, watch fancams that sort of thing…

i want to get more into crafting though? i decorated my lightstick for my recent concert (p1harmony if u care🤭🤭) but that was really fun!! and i loved doing it so i want to do more fun little crafty stuff like that especially if it’s kpop related.. it was the same in high school but i get very hyperfixated on kpop :( and normally i get really obsessive about stuff but with kpop it just… takes over my life almost.. sorry this is weird a bit? but like just thinking.. i think about it a lot. and i think it’s like that for a lot of people? and idrk why tbh…

but otherwise i’ve been getting back into reading, sometimes watching movies n such. i was getting better at doing things alone, but i live in a larger city now and keep having more and more bad experiences with weird and creepy men.. so i’ve stopped doing things alone as much. i get too anxious and i would rather just be home anyways. i really like fashion stuff too.. but because i’m fat it’s really hard to find stuff that fits me or fits me properly and then also just having the confidence to wear it without putting myself down about how i look.

i want to go back to school soon but i really don’t know what for. i did psych for a bit and i hated it, so i’d definitely have to try something else. are you in school? or did you already do school? if not, would you ever want to?

💕💕

Oh my god I also love the Simpsons! I watched it a lot when I was in school, like I'd arrive and watch that on the tv and then I'd spend my afternoon studying and watching anime if I didn't have to go to my training lessons.

Crafty sounds so good, I've tried to do some stuff like knitting but I SUCK at doing stuff with my hands, I don't like PCs because I believe they're really not worthy but I love to see how girls decorate them, I think it's adorable!!!!

Woah p1harmony seem so cool, I really like soul and Kehoo, they seem really fun and I really like Killin it, the MV was so k-pop 2013/2014 that I immediately adored it and I don't think it's weird to have really into things you like, when I was in school I'd go to parks and meet other fans to trade things or simply to overspent my little money at buying posters and postcards (I like postcards a lot too), my friends were fans too but none of them were like me and my obsessive ass, so I really understand that way of getting hyper fixated in things you enjoy, I do it even now if you think about it because to write fanfics I spend ton of time (yeah sadly they take hours to be done 😭).

About the clothes I completely understand you too. I grew up overweight so the concept of beauty and physical aspect is something that has been too present in my life (reason why most of my writing focuses on that topic too). My parents also wanted me to be a dancer so I had a hard time with food for some years and then when I grew up suddenly I became too... Idk how to say it, I don't really like how some people refer to my body as too sexual? Like of course I don't want to be seen as a pure soul, I'm an adult, but even when I was A FUCKING MINOR some disgusting men would tend to look at me sexually since i have a big chest and I'm tall (I'm also a plus size by the standards where I live) so my style is something I focus a lot too since I like to feel good with my clothes (like everybody). The point is, I think it's important to notice how our appearances have a big relation with our ways of living and confidence, because I also have that problem with clothes since most of the stores in my country that actually sell clothes I like are all fucking standard, and style is a big way of expressing ourselves, so limiting our choices it's sadly such a big impact. I don't know if it has happened to you, but when I started to work and go to college I had the biggest problem while choosing clothes since I can't wear oversize t-shirts, hoodies and jeans all the time, and these had been the only kind of clothes I knew for a long time, so every day or when I had big presentations I'd suffer more the fact of not having what to wear/not liking my clothes rather than the actual situation. SORRY I could ramble and ramble about this topic since even now I have a hard time finding clothes I like and I'm still getting used to my body and how people look at me, but it's something I'm sure most women, because of standards, go through (haha, this is girlhood).

Also, it's not bad to stay in our comfort, if you enjoy being at home, that's good too! I prefer going out but that's only because I got used to it little by little (at first I'd be really anxious too), but after dating a lot during a few years and not getting anywhere I decided to learn how to enjoy my own company rather than wasting my time on people that didn't deserve it (also, I was traumatized by friends/family having shitty relationships because they didn't know how to be on their own). And I totally understand the fear of weird men, I'd have a lot too, especially since I don't live in the safest part of the world, but then I thought, what the hell, I'm not going to let any fucking men decide what I do or don't do with my life, but of course each of us have our own way of thinking and living our lives so don't think I'm pressuring you into going out alone if you don't feel safe doing so 🫂

I went to school! I graduated in 2022, college is different here in my country I guess because I don't understand that stuff about majors that much 😭 but I have a bachelor's degree and I'm currently doing some school stuff to get the next one and then apply to some master, I'd love to do my master in a different country but first I have to see what the hell do with my life, like I enjoy everything related to women and our perspective in society but my family wants me to keep working with corporations since there's the money 💀, but what would you like to study? Do you have any ideas in mind?

[klapollo]

im the same person who told you you're my klapollo person. id like to ask something more, sorry. do yyou think, since klavier was designed with gyaru-like looks japanese idols in mind and later recontextualized as an international rock band such as Tokyo Hotel as inspiration, that his fanbase would be that of a (nowadays) kpop one ? maybe not something too pop-y since the gavinners don't dance but there are also rock bands in kpop who get the idol treatment, I'm thinking one direction meets day6 (a kpop band) ((and by all of this I mean: do you think klavier and the gavinners would have photocards in their albums, their fans would write fanfiction about them & they'd appear in talk/variety shows often??? i think it'd be neat.))

I honestly don't know enough about k-pop, or korean and/or japanese pop culture to give you a super great answer to this but i do think it would be interesting to see if klavier's whole thing would have been written/presented differently given the evolution of pop culture as a whole, especially since gyaru was (apparently) in the midst of its peak as a cultural/style phenomenon in the 2000s when AJAA came out and has supposedly kind of waned since.

Speaking from a WESTERN perspective (aka my lane) I could definitely see whatever they came up with re: their role as a famous band getting localized into a stan culture-esque thing, since that's the rule of the day and capcom has always been very "of its time" when it comes to localizing aa (there are early 2000s pop culture references in those games that zoomers may not be likely to get).

It's kind of wild to think AJAA is about 15 years old and pop culture has (as would be expected) changed ENTIRELY. Interesting question!!

[key201303]

Thank you so much for your kind words, it really means a lot to me!!😭♥️ I lack a lot of energy these days and feel super overwhelmed with everything I need to get done for uni....it feels as if I don't get any time to grieve😔 but I will take a look into your Let me love you series whenever I find some time to spare🥺 I'm sure it'll cheer me up!!✨

And omg that's exactly how I felt when I read the facts about you😱it's so mind-blowing, right??? And yes hehe, we might just be soulmates who have finally found one another🥺♥️♥️

And yes omg Wayvision is so chaotic but I also loved it so much haha these guys never fail to cheer me up😭 and omg what that sausage video sounds absolutely hilarious but I haven't seen it yet wjxkskxksslxls what kind of video is it omg I need to watch this chaos go down- 😂🤭 And yes!! The Action Figure performance video is so amazing😭 Xiaojun in that grey suit with black hair really hits different😭 But on another note akjks I absolute love the self-filmed Let me love you video and I kind of watch it almost every day...am I the only one doing that?😅😅😅😅

And thank you!!🥺♥️♥️♥️ I know right the sheer happiness you feel when you receive your bias' photocard is the best😭I'm so glad I was lucky for once🤧 And I'm sorry to hear you couldn't get it shipped to Spain yet :( I ordered the albums on Kpopmart and they luckily delivered them to Switzerland, it didn't even take long, so that was surprising😳 I hope you can get them soon😭 I already forced my mom to look through both photobooks together with me and she kept referring to Xiaojun as "the handsome one"🤭 And I showed his English cover of Exo's For Life to my grandma and she really loved his voice and after the video was done, she said "and he's also a very handsome man" - so in conclusion, my whole family loves Xiaojun😂

And thank you so much again for being here for me, I really appreciate it and talking to you always makes me feel better!!🥺♥️ Ily too and please take care of yourself as well!!🥺♥️

I hate tumblr for not sending me notifs on your asks 😭 Don’t overdo yourself! It’s normal that you need to get some time to recover a little bit and the most important here is your health so remember to take as much breaks as you need and to rest enough ❤❤❤ I really hope you can cheer up a little through those little stories 🙏🏼❤

We really are omg i’m sobbing 🤧🤧🤧🤧

https://www.instagram.com/p/CNCWcWOH9OQ/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link this is the clip LMAO I CAN’T STOP LAUGHING AT THEM 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I really do believe if it weren’t because of Kun they would have burnt up the whole place in the blink of an eye LMAO tag yourself, I’m Lucas HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I can only say one thing about Xiaojun in that grey suit and in black hair... OH. MY. GOD. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU KID? WHO ALLOWED YOU TO BE OUT THERE LOOKING SO DAMN FINE?????

And no, you’re not the only one watching that video 24/7, I also do it 🤧 it’s so heart warming and reassuring I can’t hel feeling good after watching it even if I had a shitty day 🤧

LMAO I did the same with my mom when I received my resonance album and she also thinks Xiaojun is really handsome but I kind of feel like she likes Lucas more because she has seen a few videos of him being the chaotic kid he is and liked it a lot LMAO I also got her to watch Kingdom with me, I’m slowly turning her into a kpop mom LMAO and your fam loving Xiaojun is such a mood omg, I mean who wouldn’t love that man??

And you don’t have to thank me buddy! I really love getting your asks and reading all the things you have to tell me. It never fails to get a smile on my face whenever I get in my inbox and see you sent me an ask❤❤ You too take care of yourself and know I’m always here for you, no matter if it’s just a random fangirling LMAO ❤❤

P. S: I DIDN’T KNOW YOU WERE ALSO A DEOBI OMG 😭 Are you watching Kingdom??? bc holy crap these boyz are going to be the death of me 🤪😭

[heoneyology]

Monsta X "We Are Here” in LA

I’m doing this before I completely lose all memory of the concert!!! askljafsdf I actually had an audio recording of me going through the hi touch line that I was attempting to normalize before posting this so I could kinda do it together?? but unfortunately the audio is kind of funky and I can’t get it to work :’)) literally the only interaction you can make out is between me and wonho.

anyway of my concerts I’ve been to this year, I would rank monsta x as the best overall performance-wise, and second in management. there were some hiccups on the side of powerhouse that left me waiting in line 4+ hours which was not the greatest but at least monbebe are the sweetest people in the world and I made 5 friends that day to a concert I went to alone and was kind of anxious about. by the time management came around and said we could come back later to pick everything up, we were all pretty dedicated to just waiting in line... basically management didn’t have tickets for ult vip and vip + all the freebies ready so despite being a numbered queue I still spent all but like 2-3 hours of my day in line, something I was hoping to avoid this time around.

uhhh so I’m just gonna go through what I remember, below the cut is a concert recap and hi touch recap! sorry for how long this is!

concert recap

the announcement about kihyun having injured himself started to circulate when we were all in line around 4-5pm waiting to get back in to the venue, and the hashtag for kihyun immediately picked up after that but it kind of shifted the energy of a lot of people waiting in line (which was weird to experience in a sense, it was kind of surreal, everyone was really worried about him)

of 21,000 people in the stadium, of a sold out concert, I ended up with one person in front of me I wanted to cry :’))

I literally, in my life, have only ever left one concert before this one (and it wasn’t a kpop concert) practically deaf.

they opened with shoot out and idk who decided to turn down the bass but being right in the pit next to the speakers you could literally feel the floor rumble as soon as the music started klajdlkfjsf

seriously the concert ended and I felt like I was underwater I couldn’t hear worth shit, I couldn’t hear clearly until halfway through the next day I literally thought something in my ears got fucked up

the screen rose and my eyes found jooheon immediately and I’m not sure if I lost all sense of self when they performed hero, the second song, or when I saw the screen lift and reveal him to be quite honest

watching kihyun separate from the boys and walk over to a chair on the other side of the stage almost fucking broke my heart at the start of the concert but oh my god if I could explain the look on his face? he didn’t seem to mind that he was injured, he was living out his dream and he was in a state of bliss and his smile and the way he was looking at the crowd... seeing him that happy made me want to bawl...

kihyun’s eye smile in person is probably the purest thing on the planet

hero is one of my favorite songs and hearing it live oH MY GOD- also the energy during trespass holy shit I can’t even explain it??

jooheon’s rap for trespass live is on some other fucking level

minhyuk, kihyun, and jooheon spent a lot of their time on my side of the stage so I have a lot of videos of them

sometime between the end of party time and start of play it cool I decided to stop recording and just kind of focus on cheering for the boys because kihyun kept walking by and I was trying to give him lots of love but uh jooheon was walking back towards the main part of the stage and I was holding up my lightstick against my phone (with my photocards of jooheon facing the stage) and uH JOOHEON SAW BRIEFLY AND POINTED AND WAVED AT ME I DON’T THINK I WAS COHERENT I ASCENDED-

jooheon also told a girl in our little area of the pit that he liked her headband it was the cutest interaction aklsdjfsk (there were a lot of jooheon stans in our area I chose the perfect spot tbh)

I forget what song it was after but streamers fell from the ceiling and at the end kihyun bunched all the streamers on stage up together and his small frame was carrying this ball of streamers almost as big as him and in front of my area of the pit he decided to throw the streamers and they didn’t go very far and he just... paused... and stared at the ball... then continued on his way... it was really funny akjldskfj he’s the cutest boy alive??? probably?

minhyuk is rude as fuck and his hips don’t lie he came over multiple times during fallin to fucking just... with his hips... in front of us... wheezes-

sambakja was my favorite unit stage for obvious reasons aklsdjdfjsdf jooheon came out and I realized what time it was and my only thought was uh oh here we go like fuck can he fuck up my bias list any more he’s my bias how does he keep?? doing shit???

I don’t really remember if he just dropped it or like it flew into the air or something but jooheon dropped one of his drumsticks and the little gasp that left me in the middle of this loud ass crowd it was laugh-worthy

jooheon had me convinced he was gonna crack a cymbal please calm down boy-

the VCRs were amazing shownu’s was an asmr mukbang and he kept shushing it was adorable and jooheon... jooheon cooked... that domestic au, wow, I love him...

myself was my second favorite unit stage, or tied with the maknae line’s tbh I was super sad when kihyun was sitting but god hyungwon, minhyuk, and kihyun in those suits and the song and the choreo alkjdflkjsdf

for all the photos of wonho during the mirror stage I’m surprised there aren’t more of shownu?? he was absolutely stunning I can’t even put it into words, wonho looked great but... shownu... had my full attention...

DJ H.ONE’S SET WAS THE COOLEST FUCKING THING EVER THE ENTIRE STADIUM WAS JAMMING OUT

hyungwon stopped and stared at monbebe’s a lot in awe and I stared at him in awe it was the sweetest thing, it melted my heart

jooheon did a lot of funky dorky things going back and forth across the stage I can’t even sum them all up??? like at one point he was doing this kind of crab crouch thing idek- and then at one point coming back toward the end I think minhyuk? asked him to show his abs and he teased lifting his shirt right in front of our section, I almost died-

monsta x and the fucking bottle flip was a kind of chaos I can’t explain

at one point minhyuk was chanting, “if I’m success, I am king,” and changkyun had to tell him to watch his pronunciation because it sounded like “if I am sex, I am king” like that’s the kind of chaos it was-

minhyuk pulled up hyungwon’s shirt to expose his abs at one point but all I really saw was his back from where I was but hyungwon’s reaction as minhyuk ran for his life aklsjdkfjs

my favorite interaction of the night had to be when minhyuk, hyungwon, and kihyun were discussing the myself stage and minhyuk was prompted to explain it in one word and he started to very very very slowly spell out “sexy” and he only got to s-e-x and paused long and dramatically before saying the y and monbebe were literally losing it screaming and he just kind of glanced at the crowd taken aback and then hyungwon just goes, “I think today he’s a little drunken, sorry!”

also during that interaction they made kihyun laugh and the poor boy was like, “don’t make me laugh, it hurts!” and I was ready to jump on stage and fight minhyuk tbh for making him laugh

I don’t remember what stage we were waiting for, I think it was h.one, but there was a very long pause and THE MONBEBE IN THE STADIUM STARTED DOING THE WAVE WITH OUR LIGHSTICKS AND WE GOT IT TO GO AROUND AT LEAST 7 TIMES, COOLEST FUCKING FANDOM EVER-

kihyun, jooheon, and changkyun’s ending ment made me cry. kihyun explained how standing on staples stage was his dream and it was so hard to stay mad at him for performing while he was injured. jooheon just... the love he has for everyone god that boy my heart... and then changkyun explaining the staples dream since their first kcon made me tear up and wow I’m so proud of them-

meanwhile shownu’s ending ment was him telling monbebe we’re an in-n-out burger LOL I love a simple minded intellect

hi touch recap

okay so for hi touch I was fucking exhausted, as I said I’ve only ever been to one concert that completely drowned out my senses and so by the time I got to the boys I wasn’t really coherent. in comparison to my past hi touches I wouldn’t say I fucked up because I wasn’t nervous but... I was just too tired to form words... maybe someday I’ll get this hi touch thing right!!!

for reference of my descriptions of them: I’m 5′7″ with small hands. all the boys were taller than me, so I did look up at them a bit.

kihyun wasn’t present due to his injury. this list is in order of how they appeared in line:

SHOWNU: I saw shownu and my heart melted, although I was very confused for a split second walking up to him (which probably messed up my train of thought more, because I wanted to simply just say to him “best leader!!”) because a staff dude that was ushering the line forward stepped in front of me to grab something off the table like dude wtf is with your timing-

anyway... shownu... is literally a god among men. the pictures don’t do him justice. he’s so handsome, so beautiful. he glows. he’s tall, I remember actually tilting my head back just a bit to look up at him. and he’s so tan and beautiful and his persona glows!!! he had on his trademark crinkly eye smile, which gave off a very reassuring, calming, and dorky air which really made me less nervous if I was nervous at all (I just remember being exhausted). he feels calm and safe.

I saw him and my heart melted and immediately I just blurted out, “hi!” in the most awed and amazed tone. I don’t remember if he replied but he smiled really cutely and he looked like such a boyfriend with his snapback on backwards and his concert shirt on, like you could literally hug the boy and with the air he gives off he feels so safe and comfortable and wow I love son hyunwoo!! he has really nice arms too, he was standing up straight and tall with his broad shoulders oof, and his hands were cold, kind of broad with long fingers.

CHANGKYUN: pictures don’t actually do changkyun any justice either, to be completely honest? he’s perfect in real life. he looks like a sculpture. him and shownu have to be the most handsome men in the entire world, I swear. his features are so defining and up close they’re that much more prominent. he’s literally drop dead gorgous. I don’t know how to explain it-

despite the intensity this boy gives on stage he’s really soft and intense in a more private way. I was already putty after seeing shownu up close but he was just an absolute sweetheart. I think he knew half the people going through the line were insanely nervous. the girl in front of me (who I ended up making friends with earlier in the day) biases him and managed to tell him she loved him and in reply he actually said, “I love you, too.” meanwhile my tired ass simply said “hi” to him and he said it back and his voice is so smooth and raspy and like... his voice is so soft and comforting. he was speaking quietly and kind of privately to each monbebe and making it sort of personal he’s so thoughtful and kind.

he was also half sitting on the table, like he had a leg up and was leaning against it and would kind of lean forward just a bit every time he high-fived someone. his hands were probably the coldest of all the members and he had long hands and a slender wrist. he also was very small and like... slender? overall?? he was still taller than me, though, so not small in that way.

HYUNGWON: is he... is he a fairy?? he didn’t even seem real. like I can’t even process that I saw and touched his hand... is he really real... hyungwon is so freaking pretty in real life and he’s tall and kind of lanky but he’s beautiful! he’s so tiny though a good strong wind could blow him away he was so freaking petite? and his hair was so fluffy!!! his hands are also very petite and long, and his fingers are so long. like my hands felt extra tiny high-fiving his...

but oh my god the way he looked at every monbebe though like?? he was so insanely happy to be there and to be saying hi to all the monbebe coming through the line. that look of awe I said he looked at the crowd with a lot during the concert? that was on his face during the hi touch. and each time a new person stepped up to him a little light lit up in his eyes and they sparkled, he was the cutest boy ever!

WONHO: okay so rip to any wonbebes that went through the line because if I had any sense or if I hadn’t been as exhausted as I was, I probably would have died. wonho. wonho literally was sitting half on the table, leaning across the table, with his hand stretched outward and I swear to god if there hadn’t been a table there he probably would’ve been in every single monbebe’s face. that table needed to be there. it was holding wonho back from monbebe, not the other way around kaljsd;lkfjsdf.

this boy though. I love him. the love he has for monbebe. it emanates from him. literally rolls off him in waves. from the way he was leaning forward and greeting people as they stepped up to him to the way the light shone in his eyes. he makes eye contact with you and he looks at you like you’re the entire center of the universe. and the soft, yet awed smile that was on his face. he literally looked like he was in love?? wonho’s pure love for monbebe never ceases to amaze me and seeing it in person, just... wow. but honestly rip to wonbebes because having him lean across the table with how buff he is can be slightly intimidating.

he’s the only one I remember my interaction with clearly, besides with jooheon. as I said hi, at the same time he blurted out, “nice to meet!” (not even a you at the end, just “nice to meet!”) in such a singsong, happy voice!! he was the only one with a warm hand of all the members, and they were broad, a bit meatier? idk if that’s a good word? with thicker fingers. they were smaller than other members but bigger than mine still. also his biceps are... and his broad shoulders... his muscles are no joke. that close it’s intimidating yet he’s the softest teddy bear I could cry.

MINHYUK: oh my god I have tunnel vision I am so fucking sorry I... don’t remember minhyuk. or my interaction with him?? I said hi, I think he said hi back??? he was loud, too, like his whole personality is loud... I remember him being taller than me, I remember very clearly his bright red headband and his fluffy mop of hair, and the fact that he literally had a :D smile on his face. but jooheon was on the other side of him and??? I have fucking tunnel vision I’m so sorry minhyuk-

minhyuk’s hand was really cold next to changkyun’s, but he has really long, broad hands with long fingers... his hands were huge... I remember his hand being in front of my face and him being on the other side of his hand and I remember looking at his hand to make sure I high fived him correctly but I was hyperaware of jooheon at this point, sorry to any minhyuk stans I have let down kalsjdfljdsf I’ll do better next year...

JOOHEON: okay so part of the reason I was hyperaware of jooheon while interacting with minhyuk was the fact that I saw jooheon smile at my monbebe line friend in front of me and I saw dimples and my eyes and heart practically lept out of my chest for him I really am so soft for and love jooheon akljsdkfjs. I stepped up to jooheon and at that moment my exhaustion went away for the split second to remind myself of all my previous hi touch mishaps and not to fuck it up with jooheon.

he looked so jooheon alkjdfsf he had on his hat and rag from the end of the show, and he was casually sitting on the table leaning against the wall behind him. his hand was also cold, and he has very slender and long hands and small wrists and long fingers. my hands were tiny... as soon as I high-fived him, I made eye contact with him and told him and I loved him, and jooheon literally went, “Yeee!” and smiled at me and his dimples poked through and he did that thing where he widens his eyes and raised his eyebrows?? here’s a gif for reference, it’s the third one in the set. he kept eye contact with me and I think I fucking shut down at some point because I giggled like a damn school girl as I walked away and almost collapsed in the lobby of the staples center when I caught up with my line friends.

also to any joobebes, guard your heart carefully because that boy’s eyes actually sparkle in person. I held eye contact with him so long that I noticed his little eye mole and his eye sparkle? his face is a little bit thinner up close but he still has those pudgy cheeks and full lips and he borders somewhere between absolutely fucking gorgeous and the most handsome man I’ve ever laid eyes on? and he’s a lot tanner in person??

anyway yes I love jooheon can you tell he’s an ult-

if you stuck around this long thank you for reading :’))

[rqs902]

a quick guide to finding idol producer / qcyn merch in taipei

yesterday i went on an adventure in ximen to find merch! (mostly with the slight hope of finding nine percent stuff, since i was so sure that no other groups would be nearly popular enough, but i was pleasantly surprised!) here’s a quick rundown of my experience, in case anyone else is also interested in purchasing cpop (or kpop) merch in ximen :) 

first, as suggested by my partner in crime @tanqram​, i googled “台北偶像專賣店” (taipei idol merchandise store) and “台北偶像專賣店 nine percent” to get info on where to look and addresses for possible stores! one of the most helpful answers I found was: here and basically it lists the addresses of a bunch of stores and also says at the end that the stores in ximen often change, so they may not all exist anymore

with that in mind, i mapped out a route to the stores i wanted to check out, and luckily they’re all within like a 5 min walk of each other bc theyre all in ximending :) honestly i couldnt find a couple of them, so they may not exist, like that post said, or maybe im just blind HAHAHA i did end up looking through a couple of stores and was able to find ip / qcyn merch in 2 of them. 

1. 偶像王 (Idol King) [address: 台北市漢中街50巷7號2樓, Taipei, Taiwan 108] would recommend!! this was the first one i came across out of the 2, and there was a lottt of kpop and cpop merch. photocards, mugs, pillows, bookmarks, wall scrolls, etc. there was a lot of nine percent, but also a good amount of unine and oner. they also had deng chaoyuan and yao chi stuff. i also saw some nex7 posters. i dont remember seeing anyone else from ip/qcyn. bc i saw jia yi (along with a lot of guan yue!? hahhahha) i asked the lady who was running the store if they had any mr.tyger merch. she said no, only the ones who made it (aka unine) (even tho there was some dcy / yao chi stuff LOL), but she offered to print me custom merch. customs posters (about 1 x 1.5ft) i believe were <$3 usd, (which was like double the cost of the preprinted posters) and she also mentioned she could print photocards, but i would have to buy them in a pack of 10 (im assuming they print out that way) 

i ended up buying some stickers (<$2 usd) and posters and then asked her to print me 2 tyger posters, for which i sent her links to the photos via line message and she printed them out for me in like 5 mins. she was super nice!!! and yea dont expect like the highest quality photos and stuff bc this is obviously all fan-made merch but it was super cheap and i was just so amazed there was actually ip/qcyn stuff among all the kpop merch!!  

2.  烏龍院藝術館 [address: 台北市武昌街二段61號2樓] there was mostly just nine percent merch here! two of the nongnong posters in the above photos were from this store. it felt like there was less stuff at this store, but they had a different variety of merch, like there was a nine percent backpack and they had various nine percent members’ necklaces (which I actually considered getting LOL) and keychains, bookmarks, desk calendars, photobooks, etc. along with the usual photocards, wall scrolls, etc. 

i did not see merch for any other ip / qcyn kids, except (!!) there was a poster pack of qcyn kids from the first stage performances, so like there was a poster of each of the winning teams that got to perform on stage aka namanana team a, tarzan next door team a, etc. i almost gave in to the urge to buy this bc namanana linmo is iconic to me, but then i realized that each poster only included like 3-4 of the kids on each team and the rest were cropped out LOL so like zhuo yuan was missing from the namanana poster and the retreat poster literally only had shi zhan, li zhenning and sun zelin LOL. so.... since zhan yu, akey, and jin fan weren’t included and ye ziming also wasn’t (since he was on tarzan team b) i was like... am i really gonna spend $4 just so i can have a namanana linmo poster? HAHAHAH since the namanana one was the only one that really appealed to me, i thought about buying the pack and then just giving away the rest of the posters, but idk if anyone would want them??? if you’re interested / would be willing to pay for shipping, i could go back and buy it, like i said, its literally only the winning teams, and then probably the 4 most popular kids in each group that are included in the photo. for example, the tarzan team a poster was wenhan, guan yue, jia yi and hu chunyang only. 

also, if anyone wants 2 nongnong posters (and maybe also 1 of the yanjun ones), im willing to give those away too LOL they were super cheap and i realized i probably dont need 4 HAHAHHA 

others: there are a bunch of 五大唱片 (Five Music) stores all around, and they have kpop / cpop posters and cds, but i didnt see any related to ip or qcyn. 韓利塢 (hlwcorea) [address: 萬華區西寧南路 169 號 4F, Taipei, Taiwan 108] only had kpop merch and it was easy to miss, but it was there!

yea so basically the most important things i got out of this experience were that you can find nine percent merch in stores, mostly cxk, cln, fcc, justin, zzt merch was available, i found some random wzy, xg and yzj stuff and was surprised there wasnt more lyj. it is also possible to customize your own merch, so if you like a less popular group, there are still options. 

tbh if you really want anything that ive mentioned in this post, let me know within the next few weeks and i could go back and buy it and ship it to you, but ill just ask you to pay for shipping :) 

im considering going back to print out a solo linmo poster anyway, so i dont mind! (if anyone has smiley linmo photos to suggest to use for a poster, let me know!!!) oh and just for reference, i bought all of this merch for a total of maybe $16 usd, so tbh i thought it was a good deal! esp bc i got nongnong and tyger stuff aka my favorite children :’) 

[sweet-teeth-mfs]

your tempo post is such a mood!! we rank the boy’s looks in the same ways haha. i too love 70s dad suho but baek is just out there like that...... anyways have a good day and stream tempo - 🦄

Honestly, if I had the energy right now I’d shout about Tempo for days. I had only been waiting like four months at that point (as I said, I was a baby EXO-L) but it felt like forever, and it was technically my first *real* CB as a kpop fan, so I had like, less than zero idea of what was going to happen and how I’d react to it but oh wow, did it pay off.  

For me Tempo will always be remembered as an experience shared with @feedmeramyun. She got me into EXO, had suffered through my roulette wheel of bias hopping (Kai! Baekhyun! Chanyeol! Not Minseok! Never Minseok! Wait… Minseok!), had explained everything about CB, the idol system, the teasers and stages and mvs..she’d prepped me thoroughly. We were both so incredibly ready for it. 

Because we work in the same office (and we schedule shit a lot) we’d both also realised how the CB was going to fall exactly when we were working on Bee’s upcoming academic conference. We were both so busy that we were just like “Well OF COURSE SM would do this to us” and got on with it, and so the teaser releases became a part of our daily conference schedule, even to the point that when Bee was giving a presentation I was at the back of the room hastily scrawling the giant letters “L A Y” on a piece of paper to hold up to her so she knew immediately whose teaser had dropped whilst she’d been speaking. That’s love. 

Tempo became a secret little mood boost throughout the week together on the conference and we even jokingly made a Kokobop codeword so we could refer to the CB without blasting everyone in sight. I’d just sidle up to Bee in a room full of academics and quietly murmur “It’s going down down baby,” to her and she’d nod politely and then we’d rush to the back kitchen and pull out our mobiles and stream whatever teaser had come out. A foolproof plan. 

When the album arrived we’d ordered together; both getting different copies so we could compare when we unwrapped - and the results were hilarious. Not only did I get the biker version (when I’d said I’d happily take literally anything except the biker concepts version) but Bee miraculously (blindly!) ordered the version full of Military dress concept photos (FYI: Bee studies Masculinity in the Gothic and specialises in Soldiers… so… ya know, she was JUST A BIT PLEASED...also, Soo & Suho were in freaking berets and Bee fucking loves a good beret), and then…. WE BOTH GOT XIU PHOTOCARDS (hahahahah it was fucking great for me - its my 2nd Xiu out of like 3 EXO releases I’ve bought- maybe not so great for Bee but I gave her my poster, so I’m sure she wasn’t too disheartened!). It was such a cute experience to share with her.

I think that’s the thing that a lot of people miss in CB season, and it makes me sad for them. Before she inducted me, Bee was pretty much alone in the fandom (apart from her sister’s shared interest at times), and it makes me glad that not only do I have her to squeal and fangirl with, but I’m glad she has me too. CBs are better spent together. 

PS. Baekhyun may have won the MV looks, but my boy won the concept photos. 🏆

[aharris00britney]

ASKS 10

‘less weird hairs,’ pics of me, real life questions, seasons thoughts, kpop stuff, ‘are you a boy’ erhdfnv, tutorial questions, edits, ‘safe’ cc, and umm yeah never go camping in the actual woods ok

Anonymous said: Can you do Less weird hair? I Like how good Mesh You make but all styles look Really Weird I never Would use them. I just want Usual hair? Thanks you            

Firstly, thank you for the meshing compliment, but tbh I think I make pretty simple hair styles? Like I don’t do many crazy things especially recently? Idk, I hope you like some of my hairs and can find something that fits in your liking :/

Anonymous said: Hi I really love you content and I was wondering if you’d ever do a “goddess locs” hairstyle?            

Ok I am gonna be super straight forward about this, making hairstyles like this is really challenging for me. I have tried a ton of times and I just can’t get the meshes to work out the way I like. UV mapping is a pain in the ass, making the hairline match well, and making sure none of the mesh strands are broken is next to impossible for me. Most creators that make hairstyles like this do them from scratch or spend a long time working on them for them to look right. I’m not saying ‘no’ because I am going to try to play around with some seasons meshes (I have hair ideas) but no promises :(

Anonymous said: BLACKPINK COMEBACK

i know omg jennie snapped, I wasn’t planning on buying the physical album but I ended up caving in and getting the pink versions ;-; I hope I get Jennie or Lisa photocards

Anonymous said: i know your theme is by gukthemes, but what is it called?            

PAPILLON by GUKTHEMES

Anonymous said: Are you ever gonna do a face reveal?

I have posted a pic of myself before in one of these ask posts, here are three more from the past few months :P

Anonymous said: Fav kpop group(s)???            

1). LOONA (bias Kim Lip) 2). BLACKPINK (bias Jennie) 3). RED VELVET (bias Joy) 4). CLC (bias Yeeun) 5). DREAMCATCHER (idk their names but the rapper)

Anonymous said: You play pokemon go still?

Yes! I collected cards/figures growing up and watched the show before school every morning. I’m not a ‘game’ fan but the mobile app is fun. Actually I played the Wii U Pokemon tournament game but it was boring so :/

Anonymous said: are you going to buy seasons? do you think it is worth it?

I got it from CDkeys for $25 lmao, so yes :P I can’t run the live mode so I kind of am just getting it for the new CAS assets :/ but I think the pack looks really good. Everyone always says ‘it looks like the best EP so far’ every time something new comes out so I’m not gonna say that but we will see :D

Anonymous said: whats ur skin blend called?            

Fruitpunch! You can get it here

Anonymous said: when are you going to be done camping?

I am back home now lmao I assume you sent this when I posted about not having service there :P but I was camping for 3 days? I know it was 2 nights at least refdbv also omg some camping stories:

► I didn’t have my voice for the entire trip bc I got sick with laryngitis, and now koby (the guy i shared a tent with) has it too erfdbvc

► It was blazing hot like omg I was dying, there werent showers, bathrooms, anything with AC. The tents were boiling hot, the ground fucking hurt, and it was just hell ok this isnt even a story I just need to complain.

► There was a racoon family outside the tents the first night, and we thought it was a bear bc we were literally in the middle of the woods, like it wasn’t a campsite with other people, it was the forest ;-; anyways we were legit so freaked out and up for 2 hours just listening to them walk around the tents and god it was so scary rfbdv

► As I said, I had no service so I missed the larvitar community day in pokemon go -_-

► I suck at cornhole so I was the cheer leader for a team UwU

► A deer jumped out right in front of the fucking car like RIGHT IN FRONT OF IT omg we were so close to hitting it like... it was fucking scary

► We went walking on a trail that was down a mountain and once we got down we discovered that the chairlift up was CLOSED so we had to walk back up and it was a nightmare bc we had all just drove like 30 minutes to shower in crappy no pressure no heat showers and we were all sweaty again by the time we got back to the top ;-;

dont go camping

Anonymous said: Your last edit creeps me out.

LMAO why? It isnt meant to be sexual or scary?  

@achinghearts88 said: I really love Sims 4 cc but I constantly struggle with finding safe sites and have accidentally downloaded a virus trying to get cc before so I'm kinda frightened now. What advice do you have for getting safe cc? Thanks!

Hello! I use an adfly skipper + adblock, and if both of those don’t work then I just don’t download the cc. For some creators (nolan-sims, simduction, isjao, ivo-sims, and others) I will turn them off because I know these creators aren’t ones that use the sketchy adfly stuff, but for others that I don’t know well I leave it on. I use: U Block origin and adfly skipper (both on firefox)

Anonymous said: I couldn't find a "contact me" thing but your AHarris00Britney has a broken mesh I think.            

??? idk what this means im sorry ;-; what hair are you referring to?

Anonymous said: an amazing creator and a loona fan???? i stan            

My mind... your mind... our mind..

@chocooosims said: hey, I love your cc, you are such a good creator! :) I'm not sure if someone already ask you that, but have you ever considered making a tutorial where you show us how you create maxis match hair? I mean, I know that I can already find on Internet  tutorials about frankenmeshing hair. But the thing is that you are one of the only creator who do more than simply merge 2 EA's hair together. So, I would really love to see a tutorial of how you are creating your cc! :) Thx for your time!! 

I am making a BIG tutorial right now of me making a hair from start-finish and it is around 3 hours not speed up. My guardian angel is going to edit it for me tonight and then I will try to have it posted next week sometime

Anonymous said: what university are you going to?

Radford :D it is in Virginia

Anonymous said: Just wanted to let you know you're a king           

thank you lmao I wish it were true, stan loona or be beheaded

Anonymous said: r u a guy or girl or non binary etc. also are you lgbtq+ at all? not to judge, just wondering :)

uuh, I’m a gay guy lmao idk about all the other terms like cis/bianary ;-; i like the anatomy exclusive to the male body

edit: rip so someone messaged me asking what I meant by “anatomy exclusive to the male body” and I was like ?? bc I meant i like d**k, and i explained that i didn't like using cuss words on my blog bc my account got shut down/deleted/reported last year and was completely gone for two days while I emailed my butt off to get it back. Also, I was trying to be funny by sounding proper and using big terms like anatomy/exclusive instead of just saying “i like penis” bc that just isnt as fun to say imo. My anatomy teacher never used words like v*gina/p*nis and would say stuff like that, and I always found it funny and I guess that was another reason I worded it that way. Anyways if you think I was being transphobic, I apologize. I hope you don’t think that I am transphobic bc of that? If you want to message me and talk to me about how I can word stuff better then I am around 24/7 mostly, but I’m not going to fight with anyone who is just looking to argue because that is childish. I am sorry to those that got offended but I got one message about this so if something like this happens, message me like this person and ask what I meant so that it isn’t blown out of proportion. Again, I did not think that it would be taken that way and I am sorry if you felt that I was making fun of a trans person. <3

Anonymous said: What do you see in the corner of your room when you get sleep paralysis  (;            

James Charles with breasts on the beach and im not sharing this photo anymore it is demonic OK

Anonymous said: hi! i installed your non-default eye recolors but i'm having a glitch with them. my female sims lose their face in cas and it's just like an empty spot where the face should be. i have the default eyes installed too so i know it's not an issue with a missing mesh but i'm not sure how to fix it.            

Hello!! I don’t think this is my eyes because I’m not experiencing this glitch? Did you run a S4S batch fix over everything? I think that causes this glitch sometimes but I am unsure. Try repairing your game and if you have the “no EA eyelash” mod then redownload that and replace the old file.

@sephirajo said: I found your sims 4 mods and I love the hairs! They're so amazing and pretty.            

thank you so much!

Anonymous said: In your collab with wildpixel, I F**KING love the Ivy hair; do you have any recolours of it or any of the other hairs in the collab?

all the hairs in that pack are recolored in the anathema and sacharinne palette :) and I reblog all recolors of my cc over on @aharris00britneyrecolors

[raddishdweeb]

RBB unboxing and rating overal album!!

WWhew my RBB album came today! Ah it looks great, and I even pulled a Seulgi photocard. Yesss my bias wrecker, ah she looks great and her signature with the bear is precious!! 

Not going to lie, when I first heard “Really Bad Boy”, I thought I was in for a Bad Boy sequel but worse. Boy was I wrong, Really Bad Boy is an almost jazzy song. Honestly, its a pretty solid bop with a fresh concept. I don’t know why this era is so underrated, it’s a fun one. 

Anyway, time to review this album! I’m going to rate this album with TIPS, that is to say my in four categories and give it a grade (rating system will be below): 

-Title track: focuses on the concept and music video

-Innovation: focuses on the creativity of the album

-Photobook: includes the styling of the album and rates the pictures within its photobook. 

-Songs: focuses both on the overall song quality of the album and includes the title track and bsides. 

On to the review!!!

Title track: Fun song, fresh concept. I really enjoyed the Halloween concept on this one, hehe The Shining reference with Irene was great. Also, I think this was the era where Yeri got her confidence back. The amount of hate she gets is ridicoulus, but she glows in this comeback and I’m here for it. 7/10

+1 for Irene’s scream

Innovation: As I said before, Red Velvet went from a completely different sound than Bad Boy, and I really appreciated that. This was a really fun comeback, and something that definitely feels Red Velvet. 7.5/10.

Photobook:  I really enjoyed the photobook. Just look that the pictures!! Its well put together, and just pops with color!! This era actually had good styling if we’re excluding Wendy’s slightly odd green outfit and Seulgi’s slicked back hair (I know some people like, but I’m really not a fan). I especially love Yeri’s yellow highlights and every other outfit Wendy is wearing (her makeup is lovleyyyy). 8.5/10.

Songs: While the title track, is pretty solid, I gotta say this album has some of Red Velvet’s best bsides. So Good is amazing and Butterflies is in my top ten Red Velvet songs of all time. However, I am not too keen on Sassy as that thing we’re the members sort of groan (is that how one would describe it) after their lines really gets on my nerves. The chorus is lovely, but I have to skip a lot of the song because the groaning/sighing/moaning thing annoys me a lot. Other than Sassy, the other two songs, the English version of RBB and Tasty are pretty decent. Tasty is a little forgettable and ends a bit abruptly, but I wouldn’t skip it. The English version of RBB is also pretty good as english version go. For the rating of this album, I’d give RBB a 7/10, So Good and Butterflies a 9.5/10, Tasty 5/10, and Sassy 4/10. That averages out to about 7/10. 

Conclusion: When adding all the points up together, this albums gets a 30/40, which averages out to 7.5/10. RBB is a fun concept with great styling and two amazing bsides. 

Whew first kpop album review down!!!

[seokmingyu]

omg YES thats exactly what i was referring to😭!!the SQUARE PIZZAS?? those looked so good! u and gyu went to the same pizza place i think that means ur like.. legally married now or smth🥰i also went to nyc ovr winter!! i went to chelsea market and got to try the ice cream place vern, dk, han and woozi went to🍓✨.. i debated trying the hot sauce dk basically died ovr but my spice tolerance .. she said no!😔✋🏼 hehe i hope svt goes to florida one day so u can have the real y/n moment tho🙇🏻‍♀️💞

o i agree carats r insanely spoiled😭 (were u able to tune in to soonhan and cheol’s vlives this morn??they r 2 pure😣✨) omg I SAW that !! lbr that interview was basically a mukbang and im not even mad abt it!!! ahhh rlly?? im manifesting straight seokgyu pulls for u babe🙆🏽‍♀️💞!!also that sounds so fun! i think as long as ur roommates respect ur space it shld be fine, its so cute that u all like kpop+anime tho🥺my roomies hated kpop @ my last apt so i cld never blast svt it was a shame :( ur so lovely to talk w dont feel bad ahh!! and thank uuuu hehe i actually jst finished up w my class so im free to chill now 🥰 also omg i totally blew up ur ask box i hate the wc on asks😭 -🧸

AAA THAT’S SO COOL OMG!! the way vernon was confused after he got his order and said something along the lines of “i guess i don’t know english cause idk how to order” 🥺🥺 and omg i think i have a good spice tolerance? like i eat those spicy korean noodles with tears in my eyes but,, i finish it?? haha. and i imagine them having a going seventeen episode at disney in my head like all the time,, i think it’d be really cute!! and i got my albums today!! not sure if i specified which versions i got, but for begin version i pulled all of ‘96 line’s photocards and i was so SHOCKED!! like i saw jun.. then hoshi... then woozi.. and literally wonwoo came right after!!!! and then for the real version i pulled two dino cards, a jeonghan and minghao photocard as well!! i’ve never pulled jeonghan or jun before so it was rly nice!! i still haven’t gotten mingyu first pull though,, maybe one day. i hope your new apartment has more room to be more yourself, though!! have you introduced any of your friends to kpop/have irl kpop friends where you’re from? also i never really got to ask you about your biases too, so when did you realize seokhan were your biases?? it’s really interesting hearing people’s moment they realized haha💕

[missyou-mp3-blog]

7/24/17 - MONSTA X concert experience/fan account!

i wanted to share with everyone (and for myself so ill always remember) of how my experience was with monsta x’s concert! i attended their 2nd LA date and it was my first time lining up early for a concert, and also my first time being in the pit. ill be putting everything in a bullet point list under a ‘read more’, but just know that my memory is shit and my thoughts are really unorganized. :’)

the line

my friends and i lined up around 12:30p and i was really scared bcuz of LA heat (im very sensitive to hot weather. also cold weather too.) + what were we gonna do all day waiting in line??

it actually ended up being ok cause it wasnt hot (it was cloudy, the air was cool, we were in the shade, and it even rained a little bit)

i also met up with another friend and her group in line!!

eventually our group had more people since we randomly talked to some other girls nearby us (so we were a group of 10)

waiting in line was actually enjoyable

but i definitely did not drink enough water and i only had one ‘real’ meal in the morning and survived on junk food/snacks throughout the day

i didnt feel good after the concert actually lmao i had a really bad stomachache when i got back to my friend’s place

anyways here’s some stuff i learned from other fans while waiting in line:

NO ONE LIKED KIHYUN’S PINK HAIR FROM FIGHTER ERA (i loved it tho...)

‘fighter’ is monsta x’s worst title track (some people said it was a shitty song but im being biased and am gonna say i still like it even though it’s my least fav too)

‘all in’ is monsta x’s best title track and should’ve gotten them their first win

im assuming a lot of monbebes are armys too

also... there was some guy selling unofficial monsta x shirts and a LOT of fans were buying them...

my problem with this is that on the back of the shirt it says “since 2014″, but monsta x debuted in 2015???

if it’s “since 2014″ for when the first ep of no.mercy aired?? then i guess that makes sense... but im pretty sure “since 2014″ is a mistake/inaccurate and i wish those fans didnt buy the shirt BCUZ OF THE WRONG YEAR... :///

oh and i also got a lot of freebies !!! like fans were passing out banners, fanmade postcards + photocards, etc.

the concert

security let me and some of my friend group (bcuz not all of us had P2 tickets) into the venue a little before 7p

we got a spot in the middle of the pit?? which was good, i thought, but my friends were thinking if we moved back to the P3 section we’d have a better view (bcuz once the concert starts everyone’s phones will be up lmao)

we ended up staying in our spot but as more people were coming in to the pit, it progressively got more crowded/squished (and people who werent SUPPOSED to be in the pit were in the pit too...)

but im assuming the pit wasnt that bad compared to day 1 since the pit wasnt even full (lots of space near the back) and monsta x didnt sell out their 2nd LA date

once it got closer to 8p the lights on the stage turned on and LITERALLY EVERYONE PUSHED FORWARD :(

and then monsta x had an intro video?? where it showed a picture of each member with their names and by this time i started tearing up bcuz that meant they were coming on stage soon and i was thinking “oH SHIT”

aND THEN WHEN THEY CAME OUT ON STAGE AND STARTED THE CONCERT PERFORMING “BEAUTIFUL” I WAS LITERALLY SOBBING

i was a mess honestly i was sobbing and sweating cause suddenly it got really hot in the pit HAHA

halfway through “beautiful” some of my friends turned to me and looked shocked and they were all “??? AMANDA ARE U OK???”

which i was lol but you know... i knew 100% that i was going to cry during the concert, but i just didnt expect to do it RIGHT AWAY and to cry that hard oOPS

it was probably cause i thought “wow im actually here seeing my ult bias group live and they’re so close to me and i can see them pretty well and im alive at this time bless”

but i was so embarrassed at my reaction and now whenever i hear “beautiful” ill probably cry remembering this

and i actually stopped and calmed down (they used “stop! calm down” reference a lot throughout the concert) pretty quick tho so i could jam and sing along to the next song

anyways here’s when my memory goes to shit lmao i dont remember the order/the setlist that much

but im pretty sure they performed “incomparable” before they did member introductions

and i was LIVING BCUZ INCOMPARABLE IS MY 2ND FAV SONG FROM THEIR BEAUTIFUL ALBUM

when they were doing member introductions, one of my friends wanted to get their attention so we did an arm(?) heart together

and apparently WE GOT WONHO’S ATTENTION BCUZ SHE GOT REALLY EXCITED AND SAID THAT HE SMILED AND POINTED AT US

BUT I DIDNT SEE THAT HE NOTICED US FML (idk where my attention was) T________T

but when hyungwon started talking i cheered for him the loudest/more than i did for the other members bcuz i was so happy he was there

i looked at hyungwon the most during the concert, mainly bcuz he stood on the side of the stage where i had a good view

and also bcuz hyungwon is SO BEAUTIFUL!! HE IS THE TRUE VISUAL OF MONSTA X!!

even though he was healthy enough to come to the LA shows, i think he was tired/not at his best bcuz during one performance he was sitting down on the steps of the stage and he had his hand covering his eyes :((( (idk if he was tired or if he did that to see monbebes up on the balcony better)

after hyungwon, the member i looked at the 2nd most was kihyun bcuz HAVE YOU SEEN THAT BOY????

when they sang “white love/girl” i thought i was going to cry since i always cry when i listen to it at home but after my first embarrassing cry i think i was done cause no tears came out lol

I REALLY ENJOYED ‘READY OR NOT’ AND ‘OI’ LIVE. im more of a fan of monsta x’s louder songs with the booming basslines (but of course i like their softer songs too!)

for the member unit stages, i wanted to take pics/record vids but everyone had their phones up during these times so i decided not to take pics/record anything and just enjoy the special stages

BUT I GOT REALLY SHY WITH HYUNGWONHO’S “FROM ZERO” STAGE BCUZ WONHO!!!! AAAAAAAAA

and then everyone went wild when hyungwon was kneeling(?) down and wonho touched him lmao

REALLY hoping starship will release a studio version of “from zero” on their next album or something bcuz I LOVE IT (esp the chorus)

i dont really have much to say about shownu, minhyuk, and I.M’s “24k magic” cover bcuz i couldnt see them/the stage that well but it was a fun performance i think!!

kihyun and jooheon’s “mirror” cover WAS SO GOOD??? IT WAS POWERFUL AND MY FAVORITE SPECIAL MEMBER STAGE. like the lighting for the stage, jooheon’s rapping, kihyun’s VOCALS.... all of it was perfect

also not to say that any of the members were ‘bad performers’ bcuz they’re all great, but i definitely thought that kihyun and jooheon were in general the best performers throughout the whole night

for “white sugar” the members threw candies/chocolates into the crowd and wONHO KISSED THE CANDIES/CHOCOLATES HE HAD BEFORE THROWING THEM

i didnt catch any of them but if i caught wonho’s???? not to be that fan but i probably would never eat the candy/chocolate l m a o

oh so i just remembered i didnt write anything about the VCRs, but that’s intentional bcuz i honestly dont remember anything from them.... 

all i remember was in one of them the members find hyungwon sitting up against the wall with his face busted and everyone in the crowd went “AWWWWW”

besides performances... what else do i remember...

there was wonho imitating the translator!!

and jooheon’s new(?) aegyo???? he didnt do the kukukaka thing but something (still cute) with his dimples :’)

and I.M sang some of that “L-O-V-E” song

also I.M asked the crowd, “do you know who the ace (member) is in monsta x?” and then he said something like, “it’s all of you! monbebe(s) are the 8th member of monsta x!” ❤

back to performances, when “shine forever” came on i tried not to laugh bcuz one of my friends’ sister said some stupid funny shit about kihyun’s part in the chorus where he goes “SHINE FOREVER YEAH YEAH YEAH”

so now whenever i hear “shine forever” i always think of what my friend’s sister said lmao. i used to not like that song that much tbh but i enjoyed “shine forever” live, it was great!

“TRESPASS” LIVE IS AMAZING; EVERYONE WAS SINGING ALONG AND DYING (INCLUDING ME)

then after they performed “fighter” they went off stage to prep for the encore so i used this time to sit down bcuz MY FEET WERE REALLY TIRED AND MY BACK HURT

glad they ended with “no exit” (one of my fav songs!!) and “5:14″, but i also dont really have anything to say about these performances lol

but wonho THREW HIS SWEATY TOWEL INTO THE PIT 

AND OF COURSE I DIDNT CATCH IT SO WHOEVER DID IS LUCKY

but even if i did catch it i wouldnt know what to do with his sweaty towel (again, not to be that fan but i would never wash it and try to conserve his sweat??? sounds gross but what else would you do lmaoooo)

kihyun said they’d come back soon (PLEASE COME TO SEATTLE) and they’d go to kcon in the future

and then you know there was the streamers and confetti (they only landed near the front of the pit tho asdlnfs) and then the boys bowed 3x and said good bye to everyone :’(((

for the ending video/credits the song that was playing was “miss you” but i didnt pay attention to the ending vid bcuz i was trying to find my friend group since we all got separated/paired off while in the pit lol

they didnt perform “miss you” or “stuck” or any of the songs from no.mercy but that’s ok cause the concert was still amazing and i loved every minute of it and it was only my 2nd kpop concert i’ve been to but it’s the best :(((

my throat ended up hurting after and my voice sounded a lot lower but it was worth it !!

hitouch

before i start i just want to say i HATE MYSELF bcuz i cant express how im feeling correctly/my facial expressions dont match with what i say so through the hitouch i hoped that i was smiling LOOOOL but im pretty sure i looked shocked the entire time

k so my friend group was freaking out

“WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO SAY TO (INSERT BIAS NAME)??” “I DON’T KNOW!!!!”

when we were getting closer to the front of the line to see/hitouch the members we were all, “WHO’S THE FIRST MEMBER ALSDLA”

so the order for hitouch it was: I.M, hyungwon, kihyun, shownu <-> jooheon, wonho, and minhyuk (ill explain why i did the arrow thing for shownu and jooheon below...)

and how the hitouch was set up, the members were to your left and there was a table to separate them from the fans

i had my lightstick and a wonho paper heart in my left hand so i was doing hitouch with my right hand

I.M was wearing glasses and lemme tell you I.M IS HANDSOME AS FUCK

i had no idea what to say to him so i just said the first thing that came to mind and it was something like: “the show/you guys are so amazing!!”

and I.M smiled, closed his eyes, nodded his head, and had this really satisfied look on his face and he said thank you!!

hyungwon was next and i wanted to tell him “thank you so much for coming! please stay healthy/please take care of yourself” but all i ended up saying was “thank you so much for coming” ASLDA FUCK

then kihyun... OMG LET ME JUST SAY THAT KIHYUN IS SOOOO NICE

since i fucked up what i wanted to say to hyungwon i decided to just say “i love you” since it’s not hard to remember compared to a personalized message (even though they hear “i love you” thousands of times) + they’d understand “i love you”

but i told kihyun “i love you” and FUCKING KIHYUN... hE HIT ME WITH A BEAUTIFUL SMILE, CUTE TEETH SHOWING AND AN EYE SMILE AND HE WAS VERY HAPPY AND HE SAID “THANK YOU”

SO AFTER KIHYUN MY MIND WENT BLANK

so that’s why i dont remember if it was shownu or jooheon next IM SO SORRY AND I ACTUALLY DONT THINK I SAID ANYTHING TO SHOWNU AND JOOHEON AND I DONT EVEN REMEMBER TOUCHING THEIR HANDS FML BCUZ AFTER KIHYUN I WAS DAZED

but i remember shownu just had his normal resting face and then i do remember jooheon was smiling and i could see his dimples!!!!!

so then i think wonho and minhyuk were the only members who were sitting down, BUT WONHO WAS IN MY VIEW AND I PANICKED

cause wonho is my ult bias and... he means so much to me and there was no way i could express it in words so i quickly said, “wonho, i admire you so much i love you”

and all i remember was that he smiled at me and THAT’S OK THAT’S ENOUGH FOR ME IM FINE HONESTLY!!!

minhyuk was last and i was actually trying to rush... bcuz i kept hearing security saying to “move along” and i was the last in my friend group to do hitouch and i didnt want them to leave me behind so

i wanted to tell minhyuk “thank you for existing” bcuz this boy really makes me feel better when im feeling down and he is my source of happiness

but i think i just said “i love you” bcuz his reaction after would make the most sense if i said “i love you” to him

so i told minhyuk “i love you” and as i was trying to leave/go i could still feel his hand in mine??? like he didnt let go of my hand right away and i was CONFUSED

cause i was focusing on catching up with my friend group, but as my hand was slipping out of minhyuk’s i turned to look back aND MINHYUK’S FACE WAS CLOSE TO MINE BCUZ HE WAS LEANING OVER THE TABLE TOWARD ME AS I WAS LEAVING BCUZ HE WANTED TO SAY “THANK YOU” AND HE SMILED AND NODDED HIS HEAD AT ME

I LOVE MINHYUK WE HAD A LINGERING TOUCH!!!!!!!!!!!1

AND I DIDNT CRY AFTER THE HITOUCH/EXITING THE VENUE BUT IM CRYING NOW BCUZ THE WHOLE EXPERIENCE IS ONLY HITTING ME NOW HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!

but really though the whole day was truly amazing (i know i said this so many times asldjsal) and i had such a fun time... seeing monsta x, even though they’ll forget me, ill never forget them. ❤ being there to see them live and up close and there with friends i’ve only met for the first time + making new friends has become my most happiest experience ever. thank you so much monsta x for my life??? i love them so much. ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

[jmejx]

KPOP MYSTERY BOXES

Here are a few package options (this is the MINIMUM of what will be included, often times there will be more!)

$30 - 1 album, 2 official photos/postcards/pcs, 1 poster

$50 - 1 autographed album, 3 official photos/postcards/pcs, 1 poster.

$75 - 1 autographed album, 5 official photos/postcards/pcs, 2 posters or 1 merch item (official fanclub goods, etc).

All options include shipping + tracking, USA only. Pictures above are for example reference; $30, $50, and $75 respectively. ** All options also include free cosmetic samples/stickers/fanmade photocards :)

Posters will come folded unless you want to pay an extra $3 for a tube to be shipped separately. Please note that some items may also have slight defects such as small bends/dents/scratches/sticky tack stains that came from when it was shipped to me or from light use. However, rest assured that I will not send anything that is not in good condition.

These boxes are entirely composed of OFFICIAL merchandise, so please keep that in mind when considering prices and such (there may be unofficial items as freebies though!). While I obviously cannot tell you exactly what is going into each box, you can verify that I do have a lot of kpop items by looking through my old sales posts or asking for pictures etc.

I can also customize a package for you if you give me a price range! :) Albums can also be substituted out - normal album for 1 photo/postcard/PC, and autographed album for 3 cards.

Groups included (pick 3 minimum):

Got7

BTS

iKON

EXO

Seventeen

Monsta X

BTOB

Twice

Shinee

Astro

Please remember that these are RANDOM, so I am not taking requests for specific items. However, you can tell me your top 3 groups & biases from above and your box will be mostly or exclusively made up of those groups!

Please email me at spiteandvex@gmail.com if you are interested. Paypal only, serious buyers only. Thanks!