#I love when people I don’t know tell me things about myself 🤪🤪

[staygaybaby]

everyday I love Spotify a little bit more

LIKE OMG AM I LITERALLY THE HIGH NOTE PERSON 🤭🤭🤭

[pepprs]

prefacing this by saying im fine and its whatever and im mostly numb to it. but it kinda fucking sucks that being gaslit about my own sexuality leads to… doubting my own sexuality lol!

[fanby-fckry]

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18 min. ago

🥺

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3 min. ago

alright, alright, princess puppydog eyes. i’ll keep healing.

#fr tho thanks charlie #i think i needed to hear that #irl source

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24 min. ago

smut writing tips: sexualise guilt

#writeblr writing tips #irl source

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1 hr. ago

You can't spell advertisements without putting semen between tits

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1 hr. ago

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1 hr. ago

I’m right tho

#cut me some slack vaggs #i’m trying to distract myself from fomo intimacy issues and crushing shame #irl source

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2 hr. ago

I like the term "gallows humor" because it always makes me think of someone getting sentenced to death and thinking "I have GOT to be the funniest person at my public execution"

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2 hr. ago

Your impending execution should be your second priority! Your first priority should ALWAYS be your commitment to the bit!

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2 hr. ago

remember, they can’t kill you if you never tell them the punch line 😎👉👉

#jester’s privilege #irl source

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3 hr. ago

What’s the word for horny but not in a sexual way like I’m horny for Halloween but I don’t wanna fuck a pumpkin you feel

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2 hr. ago

do u mean excited

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2 hr. ago

That’s it the bitch, thanks Vaggs

#changed my mind tho #would fuck a pumpkin #irl source

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3 hr. ago

i don’t have rizz i have one (1) big doll eye and many unsettling things to say

#irl source

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4 hr. ago

The fact that makeup is considered to be “mature” and “sexulized” implies that being a clown or mime is the sluttiest job out there

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3 hr. ago

damn, angel, just @ me next time

#🤪 #jester’s privilege #irl source

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5 hr. ago

how can people be so rude and not feel bad afterwards… When I don’t say thank you or don’t smile back I’ll think about it for 3 months straight and have flashbacks

#vent post #🌈 posts #irl source

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Jul 1

if I make it outta this alive, I’m gonna tell my crush I’m in love with him.

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Jul 1

fuck

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Jul 3

ya know, I don’t think I’ve confessed to someone and meant it in over a decade?

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Jul 3

haha would it be crazy if I said I forgot how?

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Jul 5

today’s the day. i’m gonna do it.

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5 hr. ago

guess what I did not do yesterday

#fuck why is this so hard? #i don’t know what’s wrong with me #fuck i need a drink

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Jul 4, 2013

Do you think Dad stays in Heaven because He too lives in fear of what He's created?

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6 hr. ago

I made this post 7 years ago after my wife left me and my life was falling apart.

These 7 years have been some of the darkest times in my life, and considering how fucking ancient I am, that’s really saying something.

I thought humanity was beyond cruel, that Sinners were nothing but awful, irredeemable monsters. My daughter and her hotel have taught me otherwise.

My life is finally looking up. I’m starting to regain a sense of clarity I haven’t had since fucking Eden. And I have her, her Fallen gf, and their rag-tag bunch of Sinners to thank for that.

So thank you, Charlie. I’ve said it in person, but I’ll say it again here. Thank you for showing me that the gift of free will was not wasted. That what I did wasn’t all bad. I love you, sweetie.

#wholesome

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Fanby’s Fake Dash Masterpost

#meta #fake tumblr dash

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[queerbuckleys]

tell me things about juniper: when and how did you get her/how old is she etc

*cracks knuckles* have a photo essay you did not ask for 🤪

So, in march 2022 during spring break i had a breakdown about what i was going to do after college. I had pretty much decided that i was going to move back home with my mom. and it just did not feel right at all. so i was sitting on my brother's porch crying. and the smart guy he is, says to me, "why don't you move here? we can find you an apartment." and i said, "and maybe a cat?" and i had planned on waiting a little while before i even started looking, but two months later, the weekend of my graduation, i am sitting in my brother's living room-- having just gotten the keys to my new apartment, and he kinda gasps and turns his phone around to the story of someone he went to college with, juni's foster mom, had posted that she was looking for a forever home for this goof,

and i fell in love on the spot. and I almost convinced myself it was too fast. but a few days later after obsessively checking her page to see if she was still available, and just to look at pictures of her, i put in my application to adopt her. and i waited. and waited. and finally called the shelter because there hadn't been any response whatsoever, and after that they approved my application immediately. we set up a meet and greet at her foster home, and she was under the couch the entire time, she was living with 3 other cats and was stressed out. and i talked to her foster mom, and asked all the right questions. and i just knew i had to be the one to take her in, that i could help her just as much as she could help me. and then i had a meeting with the shelter people. they sent me all her files, and i opened them up and they had her birthday listed as the same as mine, and i started sobbing, because it felt like it was the biggest sign that i made the right choice. and then a few days later, i got to bring her home!

so yeah thats the story how i lived alone for about 5 days without actively trying to bring her home. alkskjd. and to think i thought i was going to wait one or two months. ha!

she is just about to turn two and is absolutely thriving and i have absolutely no idea how i could have gotten through this past year without her. it all feels like all the stars aligned for us to find each other <3.

She is so silly and has such a personality that I don’t really know how to describe, she is too smart for laser pointers, but is also afraid of the cat dance she was once obsessed with. Her favorite things to chase are smarties, jolly ranchers, and springs.

and she still routinely lays upside down staring at me for something

Ask me one thing you want to know about me

[softxsuki]

hii i recently came across your blog congrats on 1000 followers :)) may i request a haikyuu matchup!

i’m a straight 5’4 mixed girl (blasian) currently in my second year of college studying psychology and micro-biology (stem girlie🤪) i have dark brown curly hair that is almost mid back and dark brown brown eyes and a apparently very prominent freckle on the right side of my nose. my hogwarts house is ravenclaw but i have a lot of hufflepuff qualities, my mbti is infp, and my ennegram type is 2w3 and my zodiac is capricorn sun, aries moon, and sag rising. my love language is also quality time and the love language id most like to receive is acts of service and quality time. i’m a bit of an old soul, my interests are photography, making little vlogs, reading, writing, journaling, watching studio ghibli movies, and playing video games. I like talking about dreams and their meanings and just having really heartfelt deep conversations. I’m kinda shy when you first meet me but once you get to know me i’m pretty outgoing and crazy and will open up with people who I really trust. overall i’d say that i’m more of an ambivert but I like to keep an open mind going into new things. I like to surround myself with people who have good vibes and bring out the best in me as well as themselves. I would like my match to be from the haikyuu fandom with a male preference, I feel like the our general dynamic would be like friends to lovers like we are each others best friends we know everything about each other and joke around a lot! (tickling, play fighting, teasing, inside jokes) but know when to be sentimental and sappy/romantic (picnics dates, stargazing, midnight talks) I feel like our average date would be would be going out to make/paint pottery then strolling trough town window shopping trying new restaurants and cafes and exploring, then coming back home for movies and relaxing. though i do tend to stay in more. I’d don’t really have a type per say maybe like warm eyes, nice smile, a nice toned broad stature as long as their taller than me would and a really kind and genuine personality where we instantly always click and look out for each other and are able to read each other well. and a scenario i’d like to see us in is maybe us unwinding after a busy day together picking out a movie getting unready and ordering food (like that scene of rory and jess talking about what food and movie to watch) tyty sorry this was soo long!!

1000 Follower Event Matchup #7

My event is now CLOSED, but I will be doing more events like these in the future. You can checkout the masterlist for this event here.

Note: Hello! Welcome to my blog and thank you for participating in my event! I finally got to your request, I apologize for the wait. Life is BUSY :( but I appreciate your patience! I hope you enjoy your matchup and who I matched you with :3 have a wonderful day (and thanks for being so detailed in your request, it really helps me match you more accurately!)

I match you with TETSURO KUROO

Runner-up’s were ushijima and akaashi <3

Technical: OKAY so you are an INFP and Kuroo is an ENTP. TECHNICALLY SPEAKING these two personality types are NOT compatible, but I don’t want my matchups to be solely on which mbti types and zodiac signs are compatible. Otherwise so many of you would be matched with the same person. NOW, while you would be the “supervisor” in this relationship, judging all the mistakes that Kuroo as a ENTP makes, I feel like Kuroo is actually pretty mature as he’s always telling Kenma off for things, and I don’t think you’d be the type who’s picky about little things that he does that you may not agree with, so I think with good communication, you would definitely work out. In contrast to this though, your zodiac signs, Capricorn and Scorpio are very compatible! You’re both full of determination and strive to be recognized (you’d both recognize each other) and work together to achieve your goals and grow tremendously as a couple! Each relationship needs some kind of sacrifice, so there may be times where you butt-heads, but balance is easily placed in your relationship.

Personable: Let me start off my saying, as soon as I read your summary of yourself, I instantly thought of Kuroo. He’s goofy and you’d both definitely have some great inside jokes together, that not even his closest friends would understand, but I think he also has his mature side that comes out whenever necessary. He would admire you so much; in his eyes, you are beyond gorgeous, and he will remind you of that in the cheekiest ways every single day. That freckle on the side of your nose is a spot he loves to kiss you (aside from your lips of course). He admires how intelligent you are and brags heavily about you pursuing your degree in STEM to his friends! He’s pretty smart himself so he might try and peek over your shoulder and learn some of the things you’re learning in school, just so he can study with you and be helpful if you ever need the extra help.

Your love language is filled by this man, I swear. Quality time? He loves being around you all the time whenever he has a moment to spare. You're his energy source and he hopes he’s yours as well. Now for acts of service *insert fangirl screams* He's so good at acts of service????? In the most romantic and gentlemanly way. You come over to his place? He’s greeting you at the door and helping you step out of your shoes, leading you over the kitchen to a FEAST he has prepared for the both of you. Chivalry is dead? Not on Kuroo’s watch. He opens doors for you, makes breakfast in bed for you if you spend the night, when it rains and you both share an umbrella, he makes sure you’re completely covered by the umbrella even if his shoulder is getting soaked. *slams card on table* I NEED

You both definitely bring out the best in each other and help each other grow in so many ways. This is the definition of A POWER COUPLE. Everyone is shaking in their boots whenever you’re linked hand in hand in public. As cocky as he is in the volleyball world, that all disappears with you. He treats you with so much respect and love, girl…I'm jealous just picturing it. Of course, he has his moments where he says something so out of pocket with that smirk plastered on his face…just keep him in line PFF. Your little adventurous, yet simplistic, romantic dates are his favorite part of the week. Where he can really just sit back, be himself, and enjoy quality time with you away from the stresses of life. You both have a lot to learn from each other and so much growth to do as a couple. 

Unwinding After A Busy Day with Kuroo

This all takes place at his place

After your classes and whatever work he had to get through for the day, he invites you over for some well deserved quality time together (this is completely separate from your date nights you have weekly)

He leaves some of his clothes on his bed so you can take a shower and get comfy in his clothes for the night as he scrolls on his phone through different takeout places nearby that sound promising

Once showered and cozied up in one of his shirts and sweatpants, Kuroo smiles up at you and pats the spot next to him so you can snuggle up to him, pulling you close so you can see the list of restaurants he has pulled up on his phone

He’s okay with you deciding where you want to order food from, and you’re more than happy picking a place

So as soon as you do, he calls the restaurant and places an order for delivery, telling the lady on the other line which items he wanted

You’re completely relaxed in his arms as he now scrolls through Netflix, looking for a movie the two of you can watch together as you wait for your food to arrive

You both take so long deciding on a movie though that the food arrives just as you finally agree on one

He answers the door, pays for the food and sets all the food up on his coffee table, deciding you guys would eat while watching the movie

The movie plays and you share your food with each other, taking a seat in front of the couch to use the coffee table as a dining table for the night

He glances over at you every so often, smiling in pure bliss at the fact that you’re there with him

Once you finish eating, you move onto the couch where you both struggle to stay awake as the movie continues to play; Kuroo holds you close to his chest, fiddling with your fingers as you start to doze off

You both end up falling asleep on the couch as your movie finishes and Netflix just keeps playing more stuff automatically

You wake up the next morning with a stiff neck and sore back as the screen reads ‘are you still there?’

It was all worth it though, waking up beside Kuroo was one of your favorite things (his too, you had no idea that he was actually awake and just admiring you for a few minutes before you woke up)

EVENT REQUESTS ARE CLOSED

REGULAR REQUESTS ARE OPEN

Posted: 10/2/2022

[wheeler-beretta-harwood]

Hey sweet tits

Two parter here.

It’s date night with Cash (or any AEW wrestler) and it’s your turn to pick. What are you picking that you really want to do that, they really don’t want to do. (Do they end up enjoying it or just sucking it up)

Second Part Now it’s their turn to pick what are you being dragged to and do you end up having fun?

Well, I totally DID NOT want to write this one for Cash, but since you've specifically asked for him... 🤪

AEW is in Chicago, and Cash knows what that means. Everytime he is there, I get ridiculously jealous. I have been obsessed with the Windy City since I was 13, that's 20 years now!

This time, however, he invited me to join him for the trip, and we even stay a day longer so we can have a sweet date. Today is his day off, so I tell him I want to do what Ferris Bueller did with Cameron and visit the Art Institute of Chicago. Cash immediately grimaces, he isn't one for museums...or art. He argues with me saying this should be fun for the BOTH OF US, and I actually have to beg for him to join me. Even then, he still says he won't come along, until he realizes I am on the brink of tears. "Babygirl, please don't cry. I'll come along with you okay? But I get to choose what we'll do on the next date, yeah?" He says while taking my hands in his. I nod in agreement and we make our way over to the museum.

Once we are inside, I can tell he doesn't enjoy this one bit, so I try to get him involved a bit more. "Have you ever heard of the Spanish term 'duende', love?" When he shakes his head, I explain to him. "It's a term that describes how a piece of art can mysteriously move a person's feelings. Maybe we'll find some artwork today that has that effect on us..." He smiles at me and holds my hand, but I know he thinks I'm just crazy.

When we stand in front of the artwork where Cameron had his 'duende moment', Cash wrinkles his nose. "That's very splotchy, don't you think? The people don't even have real faces."

I look up at him and have to smile. "That's because it is a piece of Impressionism and Pointillism. It's supposed to be like that. Just a glimpse of a moment, unlike a photograph that captures every detail. Imagine standing in a crowded park...no wait. Imagine being in the ring. You look around and see the crowd, you know they're there, but they all blur into one. You can't really see any distinct faces, right?"

He thinks about it for a bit and then hums as response before he turns to look at me and gently pecks my lips. "You're really good at this."

"Good at what, Cash?"

"Explaining things. Making me care."

We walk around and look at artwork for another hour. Cash starts to give me his thoughts on the pieces and honestly, it's the sweetest thing to witness. When we stand in front of a still life, he stares at it. "Babygirl...I'm really hungry." I laugh at his comment, causing the people standing next to us to frown at me and tell me to keep it down. I apologize and tell Cash we can go grab a bite now. We'll get whatever he wants.

When we walk to the exit, he suddenly stops in front of a painting, which causes me to bump into him. He looks at it intently: a couple, the man holding the woman close to his chest, as if he needed to protect her from the world around them.

I turn my gaze to him and when he notices, he softly whispers. "This is it. This is my duende." He then turns to me and pulls me close to his chest, similar to the man in the painting. "I love you so much." He adds before kissing me and I smile into the kiss.

Two weeks later, we are visiting his mom in North Carolina and Cash plans a date for us in between the whole family reunion. Something he hasn't done in years: fishing. "You're doing that on purpose right? That's your way of getting back at me for the museum date."

"Oh come on, babe. I am not that vengeful." He then leans real close to me, and I prepare myself for a sweet kiss. Instead he whispers in my ear. "Or am I?!"

Followed by a vicious laughter.

I try to act unbothered which fuels his intentions of sweet revenge even more. So this is how I end up at the river shore, a fishing rod in my hands while he shows me the right technique to use it. I can already tell he regrets bringing me with him because no matter how hard I try, I can't do it the way he shows me. "I'm sorry, love, I just don't get how you whip it like that."

He chuckles and gives me a side hug. "Don't worry babe, once it's in the water, you don't need to whip it anymore."

Then he walks into the water until he is standing in the river, water up to his thighs.

"What are you doing?! Aren't we supposed to stay out of the water? What about my pants!?!"

He just laughs and says they'll dry in no time. I frown at him and take a few minutes to finally copy him in the water. For a few moments, no one says anything which makes me a bit uncomfortable.

"So, how long does it take to catch some fish?" I ask as I turn to him. He doesn't reply, but puts his index finger on his lips.

I am quiet for some moments before I start again. "What kind of fish could we catch here?" Again, no answer.

This continues a few more times until Cash finally snaps. "Babygirl. I love you with all my heart. But I swear to God, if you don't shut up now, I'll leave you in the forest. WITH ALL THE SPIDERS."

I whisper a soft 'sorry' and remain silent. It's hard at first because, well, I love talking to him, but after a few more minutes, I start to look around. This is actually a nice spot to be in. I listen to the wind rustling the leaves on the trees and to the gurgling of the water around me. The reflection of the sun dancing on the moving surface is mezmerizing, like little crystals floating in the water. When I look up at the sky, I notice a single cloud shaped like a heart and smile to myself before looking at Cash again. He smirks at me, and I now understand why he brought me here and why I needed to be quiet: this place is magical, when you take a closer look.

His focus then shifts on the river and he starts pulling in his rod - my man caught a fish, and for some odd reason, I find it sexy as hell. He proudly looks at me. "Dinner's ready, babe."

"We're going to eat it?"

He laughs at me. "What else would we do with it? You try and find some dry wood for a fire, I'll prepare the fish." He matter-of-factly states before moving out of the water. I follow close behind and do as he told me.

Once the fireplace is set up and the fish is waiting to be cooked, I sit next to Cash as he uses flints to ignite a fire. It takes him a few tries until the sparks are flying, and I can't help but admire him: the way his arms flex with every movement and the determination to use these stones instead of the lighter we also brought along.

When the fish is cooking, he moves closer and wraps his arm around me. I smile at the fire. "Remind me to keep you close in case of an apocalypse." He laughs at my comment and kisses the top of my head. We sit like this for some time, just enjoying each other's company before I have to ask him one more question that's been nagging me. "Cash?"

"Yeah?"

"Would you really leave me in the forest...with the spiders?"

He laughs out loud before moving my head so I look up at him and caresses my cheek. "Never, baby."

[greenhikingboots]

Hey, for the bts of Fic Writing : 4 10 12 15 17. Thanks and Happy New Year🥰❤️

LOULA! Thanks for playing along. I'm so flattered you care to know. Here are my lengthy answers because I do not know how to be concise.

4. Do you outline before you start writing? If so, how far do you stray from that outline? I outline but I stray A LOT. Wait, let me explain that more accurately. It’s more like a continuous cycle of outline, write and stray, publish a chapter, re-outline the next few chapters, write and stray again — and on and on like that. Usually the straying happens because I can’t commit to secret pining as long as originally intended. Like, I give in and let my characters reveal some feelings too soon, then I have to figure out how to make the later plot points I have planned fit into a different emotional context. Which sometimes means changing the plot points. And then! Because the other changes that have occurred, I often feel as though I can no longer include some gut-wrenching conflict I had planned. I'm like, “They've come too far for that buffoonery now." So I have to soften the blow instead. Basically, I’m not as good at letting my characters suffer as I’m “supposed" to be according to typical writing advice. But that’s when I remind myself it’s fanfiction and I'm here to have fun! So it's all good. ❤ 10. Do you enjoy writing dialogue, exposition, or plot, the most? That’s a question for me. I think I’m pickiest about dialogue because I value it the most. I mean, these are romance stories I'm writing, right? And people fall in love by connecting emotionally which happens in large part through dialogue, right? That’s how I see it anyway. So it’s a double-edged sword. Dialogue is the part I like least because I put pressure on myself and then overthink it. But it's also the part I like best because it’s so important and feels SO GOOD when it turns out well. Plus I just LOVE making Jon say romantic things to Sansa — in both understated and over the top ways. It's my favorite thing ever. BUT! I’ll also add that I have some stretches of exposition I’m really proud of. In Chapter 1 of Inevitable I did a big background information dump right away, which (to bring up typical writing advice again) is a no no, right? But I don’t care. I think the whole chapter flows really well and it sets up Jon’s characterization perfectly. AND! Him thinking he can never be as good as Ned or offer Sansa a relationship as good as her parents is the whole crux of the story dammit! And it’s all subtly included right there in Chapter 1. Hell, it’s all right there in the first sentence! And I’m proud of that. 🤪 12. Is there a trope you haven’t written yet but really want to? I had a S7/8 Fix It Fic that I took down while it was still a WIP. I re-worked and re-published the first half, ending it in a happy but intentionally ambiguous way. Mighty Love & Better Dreams — one of my less popular works, about 25k words if anyone is interested. But anyway, I’ve got another 12,000 words or so left — the second half of the incomple version I took down — that I’d still like to clean up and get back on AO3 someday. To finish it, I have to lean further into Political!Jon and Dark!Dany than I’ve done before, which I find intimidating (especially writing Dark!Dany. I agree that's how it'll go in the books, but how do I write it!? Someone help!) But like I said, I’ve got about 12,000 words already and a lot of it I really like. So it would be a shame to waste it, so to speak, by never finishing. So that’s my answer: Fix It trope featuring Political!Jon and Dark!Dany. 👀 15. A Hollywood producer tells you that they want to film just one of your fics? Which fic would you want it to be?

Sorry, this answer might not be fun because it isn’t a Jonsa fic. Also I'm going to cheat and say I want it to be a TV show not a film. No that that's out of the way... I have a Dramione story I took down quite a while ago, Between the Lines, because I want to eventually rework it and republish it. It’s got the makings to be a 300k word epic told in a non-linear way (which is an idea I revisited recently when I wrote A Good Chance) and a teen ensemble cast type thing, which is popular on TV, right? Also... okay I’ll admit it, I daydream about changing that fic enough you can no longer recognize it as fanfiction. Then I could publish it as a traditional, original book (slim chance but that's why I called it a daydream).

I’m pretty over Dramione though, so maybe if I started thinking of it as a Jonsa AU it’d be easier to to craft it into something new but with some of the important plot points I still like. Maybe?

Woof. Really letting my true self show here. How embarrassing! ☠

17. What fic are you most proud of?A Boy in His Cups might still be my favorite fic I’ve ever written — my first Jonsa one-shot. IMO, the emotional beats are a tiny bit rocky towards the end, but otherwise it’s a very polished fic (maybe because I’ve gone back and edited it so many times.)

It’s Jon’s POV with pining and angst and fluff and confession of feelings and it fits so well with canon concepts. So bascailly all of my favorite things rolled into one. I am the target audience and I just love it!! Maybe someday I’ll write a sequel from Sansa’s POV and call it A Girl in Her Cups. 💋 Holy cow! That's a lot of words. Did you even read it all? Won't blame you at all if not. Thanks again for the ask, Loula. You're a gem. XO.

[hyunjinspark]

my warm happy butterfly feelings evaporated by the end of the 4th chapter 💀

hana 😭😭 why bestie 😭😭😭 i wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt, i want her to be happy like y/n wants her to be but when she lied to hyunjin about watching his performance + stole y/n’s words/opinion of it, and didn’t seem to give a shit..... 🔪✊😐✊🔪

she clearly doesn’t have a genuine interest in hyunjin’s hobbies and passions, which are important to him and a vital piece of him, and i’m just over here wondering how she thinks that’s gonna work out for her in the long term.... you can’t fake a relationship, well i mean you can, but not if you want an authentic match made in heaven like she seems to desire. i hope someone comes to their senses and talks to her, preferably y/n bc she needs to look out for hana’s heart as her best friend, if not hyunjin’s too as he’s not just an acquaintance anymore, because neither of them deserve.... whatever is going on here. i mean, we don’t know yet what hyunjin’s intentions are for the relationship, if hes also looking for long term or just going with the flow, but either way, hana is not the one for him (obviously, because you didn’t write her to be). he said he wouldn’t hurt hana (at least i think that’s who he was talking about), so i’m curious as to how this is gonna play out.... i’m sure whatever happens, you’re gonna write it so beautifully😭

i think as well that hana’s used her energy focusing on her romantic relationships (past and present) rather than on being observant and a good friend to y/n, which makes me sad. i’m glad y/n has felix though, even if he’s being a jealous bean rn💛

um.... also we love minho the menace. i mean i had to stop and breathe deeply because i was as nervous and embarrassed for what he was gonna say as y/n, but..... dare i say..... he’s useful in progressing the plot✨ if only slightly✨ i could be wrong, bc you didn’t give a direct hint (that i know of), but i’m hoping hyunjin, as the smart, observant boy he is, caught on to what minho was saying. because i really think hyunjin remembers y/n too, whether he’s as sentimental about it as her or not.

..... just thought about the fact that if earlier at the chateau y/n had chosen to ask hyunjin if he remembered her, and he did catch on to what minho was saying at the diner..... boyohboyohboy🤪 the mortification–i can feel it. silly goose y/n hours, for sure. she’d be regretting every decision to open up to anyone she’s ever made.

lastly, i just wanted to point out that i noticed and appreciated the purple pin that was holding up that art piece💜👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨 little foreshadowing there?? i hope🥺

as always love you and your writing. i want to live in the slwy universe so bad😩 the way you’ve described everything like settings and people is so !!!!!! ugh, i don’t have the words. it’s so easy to get immersed in the story each chapter. and i just see so much of myself in the way you’ve written y/n, but she’s living my dream😭 when is it my turn?🤨 but yeah. you’re just so talented jade, i don’t know how else to put it. i might’ve said something like this before but i feel like i need to tell you a hundred times because i don’t want you to ever doubt yourself. thank you for being so creative and sharing that with us. so cool of you lol 🤍

hi anon ! don’t worry your butterflies will come back in chapter 5 😘 im glad you want hana to be happy, but also dislike her 😭 understandable. she definitely does want a match made in heaven but also seems to believe that it means everything will fall into place with no real effort from her side. that’s probably why she isn’t too interested in knowing more about hyunjin as a person. yes! hyunjin’s intentions are unknown too at this point.

we will see if hyunjin caught onto minho’s conversation or remembers yn…👀 that would definitely have been so embarrassing for her if she asked hyun that and then the minho conversation happened ! its a good thing it didn’t right 🤪 so glad you noticed the purple pin 📍

thank you so much for your kind words. i want to live in this universe too so bad, its peaceful and romantic and dreamy and slow. your words went straight to my heart thank u so much! also did you forget your anon emoji or do you not have one ??🧐 i love you !

[nobito203]

Hello,

How are you today?? It's your birthday, isn't it?? Hope you're having a great day filled with best wishes from everybody. I want to write something, and since I'm pretty good with words, so why not this occasion and why not about you?? Shall we??

We met summer 2019, crazy huh?? It's been 3 years since that day. It also was the last time we met physically. So many things have changed since. We're all busy. Still, it's nice to check in sometimes, to know we are still in existence 🤪🤪. Thanks the social media platforms for that. It's been a while since the last time we checked in. As you may have known or not, I'm pretty nostalgic, so I decided to take a trip down memory lane.

Let's see, it's silly to not mention I had crush on your 3 years ago when talking about our relationship. It's dumb to look forward to the future without knowing what happened in the past, right?? That was wild. I never felt about someone the way I felt about you. All of my closest friends knew about it. Your mysterious charm captivated my curiously young self. As far as I know, you’re very reserved, independent, and emotionally intelligent. People normally take personality for granted. In some cases, it takes a great deal of time for people to realize each personality tells a peerless story. You were more open as we continued talking, which I personally still think you don’t do that often to someone you just met. You said you have problem with trust, generally; thus, it takes time for you to open up with someone. Indeed, "good things take time". I found that very attractive. Trust needs to be earned. Reading wise, you showed me "The Suicide Shop" - still the best dark humor novel I've ever read. That book had taught me keep embracing to what I value, and things will get into places although what I value might not fall into what the majority values. You said you like jazz music and listen to a lot of Niki. Such a classic vibe. Those small things were what made you special.

Telling you my feeling took a toll on our relationship. Things got awkward afterwards but I think it was very normal and understandable. I believe it was supposed to be like that. Time went by, I broke the awkwardness between us because I didn't want us get into a predicament, which I was very proud of myself handling that. I'm glad we reconciled and continued chatting once in a while. Hope you feel the same? Honestly, I don't regret it. That was one the best summers in my life. I will always remember it. Life is too short to hold back the feeling we have for someone we're attracted to. Plus, we were young, so why not go wild while we can. I still find it very fun and memorable whenever I think about that time.

3 years later, we don't talk as much as we're used to be 3 years ago. But what can I say?? Out of sight, out of mind works in pretty much every circumstance. Still, I'm happy we are still keep in touch. Always hope to have more chances to talk to you, but it doesn't seem ideal at the moment. Gotta be practical haha 😂😂. Does it get easier to trust someone yet?? We have different lives (of course) and there are different things are craving our attention. I strongly believe things in life happen for a reason. Let it be.

Today is your birthday, I wish you health and wealth (including tăng lương), be surrounded by people you love and love you. Life in NYC must be really fun I reckon, tho it could be stressful sometimes. I hope life will bestow upon you everything you deserve. I want this writing can be a nice touch for your birthday. I'm very grateful we met and became friends. I appreciate you spent some times to chat, I appreciate you used to be someone special to me. Tho we don't talk much anymore, I hope these words serve as a reminder that you are a very special person to yourself, not only today, but everyday. Stay special and slay it. Feeling special is a way of living. I can't wait to see what you gonna achieve next.

Feliz cumpleaños 🎂🎂

May 2022

A friend of yours:

- No Name

P/S: Are you still "bay là là" everyday??

[tamerajedwards]

WHEN FRIENDSHIPS COME AND GO- GOD’S PLAN FOR FORGIVENESS AND REDEMPTION IN RELATIONSHIPS

By Tammy Edwards

Last night I had a profound dream about one of the best friends I’ve ever had in my life. For weeks, months, and years, I have mourned the fact that she and I live miles and miles apart and the friendship we once had was shattered by the miles, distance, and years that have passed. She has NEVER left my mind. I’ve had a hard time coming to grips with the fact the friends come in and out of our lives through the years just like seasons in our lives. Others we want to hold onto until our last breath. She was and is that kind of friend to me. We raised our young children together, bonded over our Christianity and ups and downs in life. My divorce shattered not only my marriage but my friendship with her. Thirty years have gone by and although we have been friends on Facebook, it’s not the same. I admit I’ve been jealous that her life turned out so perfect with a stable job, amazing husband, wonderful children, lots of pictures of her with her girlfriends so happy on Facebook, and beautiful looks and personality to boot. As for me, the bumbling idiot wearing my life and heart on my sleeve continued to offend her with my political posts on Facebook, my quirky sense of humor, and all the other things I say that I guess I should be embarrassed of. All I ever wanted to do was be accepted by her and everyone else in my life. She sent me a loving but firm text mentioning that my children were probably upset with me for a reason and a few other things. It was a personal conversation I won’t go into. I just wanted her love and friendship so badly. My heart was pierced and in a blinding moment I did the unthinkable- UNFRIENDED HER on my main Facebook page. More years passed and I reached out and asked her to forgive me for my poor reaction. You see every time we disagree and feel judged in life it doesn’t give us permission to be so hurtful to each other. I don’t take rejection so well, who does? I have lost more friends and relationships than a person could ever count. There is a fine line between being offensive and being allowed to just be yourself. I see young girls trying to fit in and feel accepted. I’m here to tell you, that never ends. At 59 I feel the longing and pain of trying to fit in. I have never been so lonely in my entire life. I’m not kidding.

So this morning I had a profound dream, one God knew I needed. I always remember every dream in full color. God allowed me to make amends with my friend. She was in my area for some reason doing some teaching. She had been here for 8 weeks and never contacted me. I saw her and walked up to her and broke the ice. We sat together and talked like old times. She showed me photos of one of her children’s weddings. We talked as if nothing had happened. My heart ❤️ was so full… I cried. Then dream went on for awhile. It was so real. Then I woke up. Of course I thought to myself, oh crud it was only a dream.

I’ve been sitting in my bed with a pile of Kleenex’s sobbing this morning. Here is what I can tell you. I know that even if friendships come and go. Just make sure you have asked for forgiveness if you have wronged them. If a friend never apologizes to you, forgive them in your heart. Keep the vessels of love and forgiveness open. Jesus has a plan. He will never leave us and He has a plan to bring new friends into our lives. It doesn’t mean we ever forget the ones that had to change over the course of years. When we get to heaven all things will be made new. Life is short. Don’t bury your hurts and let them stack up. It will not allow us to receive new people into our lives with a clean slate. I’m tired of not feeling like I’m enough, or worthy to be a friend or girlfriend to anyone, because I AM ENOUGH! So are you!! I am loved for all my crazy 🤪, quirkiness, and I am beautifully and wonderfully made. So are you! Confidence is beautiful and attractive! I love you all.. hoping this will touch some heart somewhere today. ❤️ T

[unknwnxquantity]

What a privilege to type on my silly little screen. Have my silly little existential moments. Have my little spirals. Ponder on everything and everyone. While there’s ppl dying. No food no water no shelter. No peace! That’s so sad man. IMAGINE NOT HAVING A BED! No comfort! The worst possible things imaginable are happening at this very moment. At every moment. I always think to myself, “I wonder who in this exact moment is dying? Who’s having sex right now? Who’s experiencing the most life changing moment right now in this very moment?” I think like that too when I pass big apartments in the city or driving along the highways. I think I’m looking at hundreds of people in my peripheral vision that are blocked by the building walls. And then I wish I was like Superman and can see through the buildings to see what ppl are up to. What are people doing right now? Who’s living in their truth and who’s not? Whose heart is breaking? Are you fukking or are you making love? Do you love them, “love” them or are you thinking of someone else? How did you guys end up here together? Are you crying right now? Are you sleeping/napping? What are you dreaming about.. do you remember your dreams? Is it a life changing dream? Do you even pay attention to the hidden messages!! Or playing video games? What are you watching? What made you start watching that show/movie and how did it capture your attention? Why do you like it? What music are you listening to? Why are you listening to that particular song right at this moment? Did your friend put you onto it, is it a viral tiktok sound? Are you distracting yourself from the world around you? Are you missing an ex? Why do you miss them? Do you actually miss them or do you miss how they made you feel? Are you missing your mom? Your childhood friends? Are you missing the memories too?

The wars the killings. There are people that will never know peace and sanity a day in their life. CONSTANT living in fight or flight mode. Survival mode. High cortisol levels. How tragic is that? Yet we complain about our phones dying too fast, or our order being wrong. I hate thinking of all the disgusting and unspeakable ways of ppl (or animals which is even worse bc it’s usually bc of us) dying at this moment. Or worse, not dying and living with their incurable ailments. Imagine not being able to walk or breathe without assistance? Knock on wood man. I tell myself that the pain is temporary and they won’t feel it in their next life. That they’ll have a chance for a better life. Maybe they’ll return home. Maybe they’ll reach nirvana. Probably not, but who am I to say that? Maybe after their death here, their souls go to the spiritual infirmary (I forget which theory that is!!! Where souls go to this soul hospital almost omg I wish I could remember…. Okay I found it it’s in a book “journey of souls” by Dr newton), to recover from their deepest wounds. Wounds. I tell myself pain isn’t real for them (it is). Souls literally fight to come on earth!!! For that serious spiritual upgrade. It’s so hard to get on this earth. We don’t appreciate it. Now I wanna watch the soul Disney movie. I need to watch it again. (The irony of me being obsessed with h0llyw3ird and knowing the dark stuff/subliminals/programming from all our fav cartoons/shows/movies growing up… all the unspeakable things…. And yet my nostalgia is deeply rooted in them (like billions of others) talk about cognitive dissonance🤪)

[lokischocolatefountain]

Just finished reading separation, [I know I already reblogged it, but I felt the need to explain the emotional roller-coaster I went through and figured it would be best to explain it here]

Ahem... THE ANGST DURING THE FIRST HALF OMFG! 😫 HAD ME ON EDGE! and then him SCREAMING "FUCKING TELL ME" I had to pause and recollect myself bc lord have mercy that did something to me (I don't know what nor can I say if it's good or bad 🫣)

But seeing Javi being worried/concerned that he fucked up AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IN WHAT WHY... I was sobbing, screaming, crying, pulling my hair out. Heart breaking, to say the least 😭

I LOVED them communicating, and Javi wanting/needing reader to open up and communicate with him but still not forcing reader into doing so... again sobbing and crying while screaming 😭

Reader telling him the reason why she left and him not being able to say/do much because it's not something he can control but still trying to comfort reader 🥺

And last but not least [I could rant about this fic, but alas I won't]

“You like this, don’t you?” He asked, lowering the register of his voice the way she liked as he took her chin between his thumb and forefinger. “You want me to possess you, to hurt anyone who would want you that way I have you. You like that I can be a dangerous man.”

That, my friends... that was FUCKING HOT 🥵

All this to say, I LOVED LOVED LOVED everything about this fic! I love how you write my beloved Javi 🥹🫶🏽

I would love to be added to your tag list 🙃 I hope you have a lovely day/night 🫶🏽 and you'll be hearing from me again when I either reread all your fics or when a new fic comes out 🤪

That is all from me. I just needed to let everyone know that I am OBSESSED with this fic and would recommend it to everyone 😌 [it is 4am and I'm feeling bold, so for the first, I will not be posting anonymously... 🫣]

Stay safe, healthy, and hydrated ❣️

First of all, I love your url. It’s perfect and hilarious 😆 Secondly, THANK YOU for the reblog and this beautiful comment. I love when I’m taken on an emotional rollercoaster so it’s cool to know that I wrote something that was an emotional rollercoaster haha.

Ngl, the “fucking tell me!” wasn’t supposed to be that way, I just meant it to be angsty. But then I went back to read it after your comment and now I’m like 👀 It just reminded me of how hot he is when angry (like in the scene where he’s yelling at a guy trying to find Helena). I want him to scream at me 😩 and that’s all I can say without being sent right to horny jail.

Javi is a soft, gentle, kind man despite everything he has seen and done. And he has this strong sense of duty and doing the right thing. Combined, those characteristics would make him want to be a good husband. He cares for everyone deeply and he starts caring fast. So someone he marries would have all his care and love and respect. He would want to treat her right and make her happy, but he can’t always do that because of his job and because he’s only human. Humans make mistakes. But he’s not one to forgive himself. He’ll keep a ledger of his faults and go over them repeatedly. So when someone he loves leaves out of the blue like that, his instinct is to blame himself. He goes over the ledger, try to figure out what exactly he did wrong this time and when he can’t figure it out, he just feels worse.

I think he can’t bear it when people cry. Because he cares. So even though he wants answers more than anything, he stops his pursuit quickly to hold her and comfort her.

Yessss I’m glad you enjoyed that part about him knowing how she likes that he can be dangerous. That part is a bit of a self-insert, tbh. But can ya blame me? Irl, I would never go for someone who shot people (and got shot at) for a living but since it’s Javi and he’s not real, I can let my worst fantasies run wild. And wanting someone something I know I shouldn’t want… that’s 🥵🥵🥵

This comment is the best thing ever and it makes my heart all warm and fuzzy. Thank you thank you thank you sooooo much for this. I’ll keep it in mind to tag you in my future Javi fics. And I’m excitedly waiting to hear from you again 💜

[soraenun-archive]

(peeks my head through the door because i feel like you're one clue away from discovering my identity :( which is why I'm wearing sunglasses too big for my head and a mask so you can't see my face hehe sometimes i'm smart) Hey bestie <3 How are you doing? I'd just like to thank you for always being thoughtful 💖 I know I should come here when I feel good and not pressure myself into interacting immediately after I see your answers (which I do, don't worry) but it's very nice to know you're making sure that I'm taking care 💞 So, don't worry. I always come here when I feel like it :)

Well..... I knew you were Nancy Drew in disguise but wow! You're truly an amazing detective because you've got some great points. I won't tell you about my age because then you'd find out who I am in .4 seconds. But, with your splendid skills, I'm sure you will be able to guess who I am.

Your description about what you think I am is so spot on I'm actually scared. Do you know where I live? 😱 Have you been following me? 😱 I am, in fact, very shy and awkward 😳 which is why I told you you wouldn't believe it was me sending those asks. Being on anon kinda allows me to act a little crazier 🤪 Hopefully my messages don't make you feel uncomfortable :( As I told you, English is not my first language so I might confuse some words for others or use an expression in the wrong way. If so, please correct me because I'd like improving my english level skills :)

You know the drill, this part is the little clues that I'm willing to give you (because I'm very generous, ikik no need to tell me)

Clue #1145874 (bc atp I don't remember how many I gave already): I think you can see similarities between what I write in the tags and the messages I send you. I tend to be quite repetitive in the things I say. Or, at least, I think so?

Clue #1145875: I like ziont so much that I have him as a part of my theme (biggest clue ever!)

Clue #1145876: I've been a kpop fan for a decade now. I tend to say it a lot whenever I talk about the kpop scene

Clue #1145877: One of my favourite movies is Little Forest

As always, I give out too many clues and then I act surprised when you can guess things so easily. Maybe it's my fault for being so generous lol I'm gonna go now because I'm feeling sleepy. Please take care and rest as much as you can 😘

ps: i like how you reblog that audio of eat as if it's your mandatory duty to do so <3 it is important the song is shared to as many people as possible

from 🐘 💌 anon

HIII BESTIE! i’m pretty good :) i hope you are as well! 🥺🥺 of course!! you go out of your way to send me these fun and thoughtful messages it’s the least i could do <3

i promise you i don't know where you live i may be a good detective but i'm not that good 😂 well we’re very similar in that way! i’m extremely shy and will never message anyone first and usually just admire my mutuals from afar… so i’m really glad you messaged me <3 and your messages never make me uncomfortable so don’t worry about that! they always make my day and i have so much fun reading them i always look forward to all the fun new ways that you will say hi! and your english is perfectly fine so please don’t worry about that either!!

okay so after studying the new clues as well as the old clues i want to say i’m like 99.9% sure i know who you are now but i don’t want to make you reveal yourself before you want to so i am 🤐 but we’re already besties anyway so it doesn’t even matter <3 you’re right i think it’s because your clues were just too generous like do you know how many hikaru stans there are who love zion.t? because i’m pretty sure it’s just you and me! but that’s why we’re besties!! 💖

SO TRUE i literally have it pinned now because it just means so much to me :( i usually reblog it when i’m having a bad day or feeling a little down because it’s a huge comfort for me and it’s always there for me i know that’s a bit corny but it always makes me feel a little better!

thank you 💗 i hope you're having a good day/night (whatever time it is when you happen to read this!) and u take care as well <3

[silkgonerough]

Astro Observations/rants #2 (mostly regarding sun signs and how men are trash🌞)

😑 Sagittarius men always seem to have personalities or like beliefs or are just assholes tbh that don’t fit and or stray away from other ppls ideals/moral codes where if anyone else did them they’d be looked down up yet they’re always given a green card and usually still loved and accepted despite it?? Like I swear a sag man could murder someone and still be supported and accepted by everyone...Oh wait... THAT ALREADY HAPPENED (Ted bundy🤪)

👯‍♂️on the opposite side tho.. a Gemini man.. could absolutely never😬 gemini guys are some of the most controversial ppl I know. Ppl either love or hate them to death and every action they make can change these feeling towards them at the drop of the hat and their actions are usually a fucking mess. They could be 100% innocent in a murder case and ppl would still be making theories on how their the killer (me included sns)

🥺This may just be me but I feel like the sign that I encounter/get to know the least are cancers? It’s weird tho bc I know a good amount of ppl from each sign but cancers are like so scarce in my life it’s sad! The ones I have met are rlly nice and usually super hot (there’s something about a cancer man🙏)

😍Going off of that let’s not lie everyone’s been a little bit of a slut for a Cancer or Capricorn man at one point or another (this includes fictional characters as well ppl👀) like I’ve seen a trend in guys who gain a lot of attention for their looks/overall demeanor (bc they’re usually rlly hot) being one of the two!! In my high school hands down two of the hottest guys to ever walk into that building were a Cancer and a Capricorn and their duality together was too powerful (they were besties😭🙏). I’ll never forget. Also to be clear here I’m just talking about them looks wise, personality of both is usually an absolute trainwreck :))

👑People love to label Leo’s as the queen bees but a Scorpio or Virgo could easily give them a run for their money. Both are usually super charming and ppl tend to get behind them pretty easily but get on their bad side and yikesss... expect everyone they come into contact with to know your business🤭

🤷‍♀️I’ve noticed a lot of Sagittarius sun and Aquarius sun girls have had a “I’m one of the boys” phase at one point or another? It’s never intentional either like both signs just seem to get along with the opposite sex pretty well in a platonic way. And like most of them have either had a lot of guy friends or hung out with a group of guys casually for a long period of time until things got super weird ofc but like it’s just easy for them to get along with males I guess?? This may be kind of a random observation but it’s something I’ve always noticed and I myself am a Sagittarius and have gotten a taste of how it felt to be “one of the boys” and I almost died of boredom.

🤭I don’t what you guys are talking about when saying Scorpios will take your secrets to the grave maybe for the other placements but the suns are not doing all that... every Scorpio sun I’ve been with has spilled everyone’s tea in the first 10 minutes of us talking but SOMEHOW EVERYONE KEEPS TELLING THEM STUFF

👰‍♀️Libra sun woman are usually quite diplomatic and stubborn in sticking to their moral highground but I’ve noticed that when it comes to relationships their kind of pushovers and they allow certain behaviors to slide that they wouldn’t in other ppl :/ I think it’s mostly because they see their partners in really high regards bc they specifically chose that person to be with (and that’s a big deal Libras are not an anybody type of bitch when it comes to actually settling) so they probably don’t want to come to terms that who they chose is not actually that great of a person,, also I think a lot of libras have a fear of being alone in general so it makes it harder for them to cut something off ;(

🙄Going off of that libra sun/moon men are usually not all their cracked up to be. Libra guys can have a very scary shift in who they present to the world vs who they really are.. I’ve experienced it myself and it was horrible to say the least, they’re charm really does help them get out of anything smh

🐟Last but not least Pisces, Virgo, and Gemini sun men YALL NEED TO EITHER STEP IT TF UP OR MOVE TF OUT OF THE WAY we’re tired😭😭😭😭

[you-are-worth-the-wait]

It’s so weird. I guess I was really tired so a part of me can’t tell what I talked to you about, what I said internally, and what I may have said in my dreams. You just do your thing there Love. I’ll be here. How late I stay up will really depend on how tired I am. Did I write about you and me and kids?

Nvm. I just saw where I was left hanging in the convo. So the other convos happened in dream sequence

What’s a part time job that I can do? I work 5 days a week, I try to go to the gym after work, and I’m still trying to find a way to make to keep myself occupied. Maybe it’s more so to keep my mind occupied. Would it make a difference if I changed my tune and pursued you under the guise that I’d like you to be my sugar mama? 🤔😬🤪 I know you and I don’t necessarily need it since we know how to live within our means but it is a weird turn on to know that you are financially conscientious. To be honest, yours is the first credit score I’ve bothered to ever look at or know. Heck, I didn’t even know my own. I hate the fact that I can be knowledgeable with things people wouldn’t even bother to realize or know yet be so naive on major lessons for life.

Crap. I just had an entire conversation in writing to you when I nodded off just now.

Anyways, feel free to text whatever is on your mind. I’ll most likely be sleeping since Mondays are rough. You take care and keep being awesome…*skotc*

[angieees-stuff]

Let me introduce myself :

My name is Angela but the name I hear the most is mom..

I am 27 years old & my favorite color is blue . I’m a mom of 3 beautiful kids . I have 2 young kings and a princess . My kids ages are 4,2..& 1

I am engaged to my 46 year hard working 6ft giant . We have a trucking business together . I pray we reach a billion dollars in revenue & we become owners of a 20-30 fleet . My fiancé been in the trucking world for 20+ years . He enjoys it . I love learning from him and educating myself on the business .

I’m ready to get married . I want to elope . And then have a big ceremony with friends and family . I want to look elegant and classy when i elope . I want to feel like a rich queen and look like one too . I want a pair of jimmy choos 🥰😍

Edit: we are now married . 2/4/2023 🥰🤪

I’m ready to move to Savannah Georgia and start our life together . To move away from all the toxic people that hold us back from our future .

I desire:

To be a wealthy housewife

Go to law school ( I want to be the first lawyer in my bloodline )

800 credit score

Real estate investor

Start Airbnb business/ short rental for high end clients

To be part of the 1%

To be wealthy

Own many rental properties

Build private schools for young girls

Start a charity to invest in young entrepreneurs or help pay for college

To be a sports mom . I love football ( Let’s go Birds 🦅)

To own vacation rentals in the Hamptons, Florida, California, Jamaica 🇯🇲, & in Nigeria 🇳🇬.

Days filled with free will to do what I want

To own a private jet travel to travel when I want

Personal chef & trainer

A nanny thats fluent in French or Spanish to teach my children (au pair)

To travel with my kids and allow them to explore the world

Tummy tuck (mommy makeover) & teeth (porcelain veneers or composite

To own a G-wagon, Lambo truck , & rolls Royce

To maintain a social but private life

To be members of a country club

Be invited to private events

To have a group of friends that are like minded

To have everything I want

There’s so many things I want out of life . But most importantly I want to be happy and give my kids a life they don’t have to heal from . I want to break many generational curses .

I have so much to write about and to tell . I’m just trying to find myself again . I’ve been a devoted mom & now fiancé for the last 4 years and I truly don’t know who I am because my life revolves around my man & children .

God is my best friend . I want everything that God wants for me . My favorite scripture Mathew 7:7 💕

But let me stop writing .. just follow me & keep up . & help me find who I am besides a mom & fiancé .