#I lvoe them so much okay like 12/10

[dark-elf-writes]

Between Hibird and Mukurowl I’m starting to see that none of these kids should name things ever

[lqfiles]

hello tumblr user lqfiles i apologize for dying

i return to tell you that i have unfortunately splurged and bought 18 winwin pcs, 12 haechan pcs (for my friend 😭), 6 soyeon pcs, 6 lily pcs, 6 chenle pcs, and 6 liz pcs 🤗🤗🤗

that is more than triple the amount of pcs i have ever owned in my life… i love being an adult with adult money 🤗🤗

anyways about the earlier ask YES EXACTLY THAT HAECHAN LIVE… i have a thing for glasses i think… there’s also the one live i’ve been seeing where he like flexes his watch too?? idk i have a thing for hands too… he has nice hands…

ALSO LOWKEY THOUGHT YOU WERE ASKING ABOUT MY RANKING FOR ALL NCT MEMEBERS OOPS IF WE WERE TALKING LIKE MEN IN GENERAL… that’s a long list sweetie and probably some white men tossed in there too idk…

anyways i need to catch up on reading the smau love u hope ur day is great sleep well eat well cry well idk uh live well love well die well wait NO okay i’m ranting at this point love u

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welcome back my cowboy anon glad to see you’re alive again 🥹🥹🥹💗💗💗

YOU MUST BE MADE OF MONEY PLSSS 54 PCS??? i can only imagine how much that costs, PERSONALLY i think you should send half of those haechan pcs my way, give back to the poor and beggers (me) 🤗🤗🤗 but you fr must’ve been paid GOOD MONEY to purchase all of that plsss, so you have a pc binder is smth where you put them all in? i always wanted to get one of those cute pc holders either stickers and stuff but i don’t got any pcs to be doing that w 😅

BRO I DEFINITELY HAVE A THING FOR GLASSES TOO idk if you’ve seen those recent jisung pics where he took like 10 pics with those glasses and then another 10 later on but fuuuckkkk when i tell you i almost got a lady boner 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️ WHY DO I WANT THE NERD SO BAD….. yes i love me some good glasses and PLSSS DONT GET ME STARTED ON HIS HANDS there is this one post on here with pics of haechan’s hands and ooouuu… i love hands that are so pretty and not too veiny yk?

NOO I WAS TALKING ABOUT YOUR NCT ONE i just felt the need to explain to you how i rank my men preference for some reason, idk why i did that either BUT LMFAOOOO WHY IS THE WHITE MEN OART KINDA REALL 😭😭😭😭 louis partridge would be on there, i have neverrrr watched a movie of his but he is cute as hell..

PLSSS lmaoo this is killing me but i had a great dayyy i hope you had one too and have better days following up, have a nice sleep in case you’re going to bed and eat well don’t die stay safe and I LVOE YOU MORE!

[lesbiten]

right back at u buddy. tell me what makes 12 so special <3 magic grandpa blorbo hours.

OKAY hi for the love of god hello. he's fun i think because eleven wasnt even meant to regenerate again (he was fully prepared to die like for Real) until the time lords gave him Extra Life Juice or something and so twelve basically comes out after having accepted his actual death for. like decades? and what i love abt it is that you can see so many moments in his run where he's just this dude running on borrowed time and it makes him so so tired of everything but also so full of hope that he can still help people and that the world is better with him in it u know......

and then in season 10 hes very much Gone Through Some Shit (being imprisoned for thousands of years in a time loop type situation kind of by his own people, you know how it is. also his wife died) and now he's just chilling on earth as a professor at a university. and also his age old bestie/ex/enemy/etc is like. locked up in a vault. her name is missy :). and he meets a student there named bill (love bill. silly lesbian.) and goes "is anyone going to adopt her." and does not wait for an answer. and so the whole season is him, bill, this dude named nardole who he met through his wife and is helping him guard missy, and (occasionally joined by) missy having wacky hijinks in space and they are SO fun together i lvoe them!!!!! so much!!!!!

and so twelve is trying to rehabilitate missy from Committer Of Genocides to Normal Person and he sends her on a practice mission to take his place as The Guy Who Helps People and she ends up getting bill killed/turned into the first cyberman (rip bill). and also twelve eventually gets killed in all of this as well. but what twelve (and by extension thirteen) never found out was missy had died killing her past self to save them <3 (yes this show doesnt make sense i love it though)

anyways overall hes just a tired old man filled with so much love for his silly friends and he has so much hope for humanity and for missy (who up to this point has given him no reason to have any faith in her) and you can tell hes just trying to live out his extra regeneration doing everything he didn't do in the past.

[somuch-4-stardust]

hello welcome to. breaks down sobbing. with ur fav theseus bugs cyanide lanchester wwwghostburcom!!!!! today we will be. erm. squishmallow <3 cow squishmallow <3

STARTING OFF STRONG the cow from the valentines set literally love them so much. I NEED THEM!! I NEED THEMMMM omg.... PINK and the little hearts oml. I LOVE HEARTS!!!!! AND PINK!!!!!!!!! so good so lovable !!! so good !!! so perfect <3 14/10

NEXT the galaxy print one!! very cute i mean. nothing special but they r still very cute ^-^ solid 7/10 methinks

THIS GUY. this is a kind friend. this man is calm and sweet and i love them. cyan,,,, would name them cyanide after myself <3 8.3/10

sighs. I DO NOT LIKE THE TUMMY SPOTS and u r gonna have to hear abt this alot bc a bunch of the cows have tummy spots and tbh they ARE GROWING ON ME i still do not like them tho bc i feel like. idk i think i would like to keep the second big patch that the other cows have that the tummyspot cows dont? i think it idk i would like it better. honestly the more i look at this dude the more i like them i think the color palette is cute and i JUST. okay anyways. u know i rlly like them actually 8/10!!!

UR CLASSIC CONNOR *crowds cheering* ILY !!! i do not like the name connor. i think if i got one of these dudes i would name them. hm. i think i would name them berry (i like berries) or just SMOOSH or maybe smth else idk head kinda empty rn!! n e ways hmm 8.5/10 just bc they r a little basic BUT THAT IS OKAY it is okay to be basic bc THEY R CUTE!!!

YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND im obsessed w them. I LOVE STRAWBERRIES I LOVE COWS I LOVE PINK!!! so sktrunkyl!! love them SM. I NEED THEM!!! ermmm hot topic exclusive tho i think :[ and probably not in stock anymore CRIES!!! i would name them. cotton or maybe. IRON MAN or smth idk idk idk idk i dont have other ideas. neways LOVE THEM!! 13/10

THIS DUDE IS SO. omg..!!!!! the bandana is actually so cute i love them sm..... i think i want the bandana color to be just a tinyyyy bit darker BUT I AM JUST BEING NITPICKY i love them sm i WANT THEM!!!! 12/10

THE HIGHLAND COW....... they r literalyl so cute omg AND FLUFFYYYYY i lvoe that i love them i need them!!!!! i do not like the horns tho they look like the same texture the squishmallow unicorn horns r and that is a very mech texture. THE FLUFFY CANCELS IT OUT THO!!! LOOK AT THEM................ AHHH!!! 12/10

i actually like them AGAIN W THE TUMMY SPOTS THO grrr barkbarkbarkbarkbarkbarkabrka GRRR i dk the more i look at them the more i like them. would name them boba bc the spots on their tummy amkes them look lik lavander boba ^-^ 8/10

I LITERALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO FEEL ABOUT THEM.... it looks like they have a monocle which like. a little dapper boy u know.... the bow.. IDK IF ITS CUTE OR NOT IDK IF I LIKE THEM!!! NEUTRAL FEELINGS FOR NOW 6/10!!

[cassyapper]

loving you may mean losing you but i dont mind (jotakak playlist)

dont talk to me about the title of this thing im embarrassed enough

anyway but okay so!!!! very excited to share this!!!! this has been in the works since september but my picky ass finally found an adequate amount of songs so here it is!!!!!! my jotakak playlist (:

special thanks to my lovely and wonderful friend jade for helping me finish this this thing <3

track list nd why i picked the songs that i did under the break!

1. the predatory wasp of the palisades is out to get us! by sufjan stevens i chose this song because it’s all about internalized homophobia and being in love with your best friend as a kid which RLLY resonates w jotakak imo. esp cause in the song, stevens’ friend ends up leaving abruptly, leaving stevens to wonder about what couldve blossomed if they had stuck together and worked through the difficulties together, which JOTARO....THAT IS JOTARO-CORE esp cause kak also “leaves” (dies). so this song was a v obvious choice for me and in fact this song is what inspired me to create this playlist in the first place

2. we are beautiful, we are doomed by los campesinos! this song is abt being in love with someone but you both have ur issues so it’s kind of a mess. considering jotaro and kakyoin’s (to point it quite frankly) trauma and the fact that both of them do jack shit to try and cope with it healthily, this song DEFINITELY fits them. esp cause this song mentions physical fighting and the imagery that goes with it (”he got his teeth fixed/im gonna break them”, “i’ve got a fist on fire”, etc) and the entirety of the bridge/last verse rlly gives me these two’s vibes so! ya (:

3. love love love by of monsters and men this song is the singer feeling like shes completely unworthy of being loved by this important person in her life, particularly because she has NO idea how to show affection and love the (for lack of better word) “acceptable” way, or any way at all really. this REALLY has jotaro vibes cause he is one repressed motherfucker and as we see the entirety of his story, jotaro is full of love he loves so much it’s just he has no idea how to properly express it cause he’s scared essentially. but that didn’t stop people from loving him, in this case, that being kakyoin. hhhhHHh

4. ribs by lorde this song is about being scared of growing up but due to the lyrics being written the way they are, i kinda spin the interpretation of it to be the fear jotaro and kakyoin had on the crusade to egypt, as they were the youngest and didnt know if they’d make it back and everything is just incredibly overwhelming there is so much going on all the time those 50 days. i can do a full analysis on why but that would be kinda long LMAO. for now let’s leave it at they have a very Unique fear of growing up but it still fits with the lyrics. particularly the last bit of the song with the “youre the only friend i need” verses,,,makes me think of these two...

5. can i call you tonight? by dayglow i interpret this song to be about trying to figure out what, exactly, your feelings are for this very specific and important person in your life. since jotaro and kakyoin r both repressed and also suckers of internalized homophobia, i think they fit that theme very well. particularly with the whole “i feel like we’re close, but maybe we’re not actually? what are we?” theme going on in the lyrics, this whole song makes me think of jotaro and kakyoin figuring out their intense and sudden (cause again only 50 days but also, those 50 days had So Much going on) feelings for each other. also the “now i’m no longer alone” line in the chorus HHHHHHH that’s them

6. la la la love song by toshinobu kubota ft naomi campbell SO I KNOW THIS SONG IS KINDA JUST FLUFF but we need some light-hearted moments in this thing hjgg;. ALSO toshinobu kubota is canonically jotaro’s favorite musician so i wanted to reference that and this was my fav love song of his that i’ve found so far so (: also the “you are my shining star” line,,,heh

7. truce by twenty one pilots so this song is very soft. it’s about tending to wounds and taking a moment before continuing to push on. it makes me think abt jotaro and kakyoin taking care of each other on the journey (for example the lovers arc/n’doul fight). also the whole “stay alive, stay alive for me/you will die, but now your life is free/take pride in what is sure to die” makes me go fucking nuts that is. that fits these two to a T fuck

8. this side of paradise by coyote theory this song has big “two lonely people are in love with each other for the first time” vibes and OHHHHHHHHHH THAT’S JOTAKAK.... there are a lot of little lines that make me specifically think abt these two, such as “love so strong it makes me feel weak” (jotaro-core...), “if you’re lonely come be lonely with me”, “i’ll be yours if you’ll be mine” (wanting some security while ur in love for the first time is common but especially for these two i think it works spectacularly) but yea this song as a whole is just...ohhh them. theyre in lvoe HK;FNJFL

9. i saw you in a dream by the japanese house EVERY. SINGLE. LINE. OF THIS SONG IS POST-EGYPT JOTARO. EVERY SINGLE LINE. and the ghost the singer talks about seeing? they hadnt changed at all? they were such a pretty vision, a perfect hallucination? BRUH... just listen i could do a whole analysis on this song it all just fits jotaro mourning kakyoin throughout the years so so so so well it makes me feel nuts holy shit i just. literally every line. every line fits i am not joking. i cried when i first heard this song LMAO

10. video games by the young professionals SO LMAO obviously kakyoin’s epic gamer moves are being referenced but beyond that i interpret this song to just be the fun parts of being in love esp when ur young (backed up with the “kissing in the blue dark” and the “watching all our friends fall” lines). also the chorus just makes me want to cry cause just, happy jotakak moments PLEASE. “the world was built for two only worth living if somebody is loving you, and baby now you do” THEYRE NOT ALONE ANYMORE THEY FOUDN EACH OTHER IM GONAN WAILLLLLLL oh my god. im nuts theynkjNJKNJF also “i heard that you like the bad girls” please. these two shitty teenagers

11. ikanaide by sohta ft. yuki kaai this song is abt not wanting someone u love to leave u cause youll miss them obviously but also ur scared of how the time will change you and if it’ll make you unrecognizable eventually. big post-egypt jotaro vibes 😔 especially cause one part of the chorus translates to “i shouldnt cry, i shouldnt cry, but the truth is i want to say dont go” and im jus like OHHHHH NO IT’S JOTARO FINDING OUT KAKYOIN DIED jkfnNKJFNJDhkld

12. therefore you and me by eve ALRIGHT. god this song is one hell of a doozy. i interpret this song to mean being sincerely in love but youre in the wrong place/wrong time. considering the uh Whole Situation in part 3 there were definitely better times to fall in love for these two. jotaro and kakyoin try to be happy w the moments they do have (i think the second verse in particular adds to this sentiment what with the selfish ghosts part) but they want a better environment understandably so theyre also just kinda ignoring things until they can properly care for a relationship. but well...who knows if theyll live to make it to that better environment ):

13. mayonaka no door/stay with me by miki matsubara this song is a v sweet sentiment abt like “it’s not just heat of the moment!! i do care about u a lot!!” and asking the person u have feelings for to stick around. big kakyoin and jotaro vibes as it would be easy to call what they have a fling considering how relatively short of a timeframe they had but i genuinely think their relationship was deeper than just that and this song nicely reflects such. “jotaro and i will share a room cause we’re both students” fuckin head ass

14. a thousand years by sting oh sting.... so since sting is kakyoin’s favorite musician canonically i had to add one of his songs here as well but beyond just that i do think this song fits them!! it kinda gives me big “if not in this life, then the next” vibes which is a big uhhh thing for jotakak. they may be doomed to tragedy but the moments they have together make the tragedy worth enduring ironically i feel like this song is mostly from jotaro’s pov considering i dont think he ever completely got over kakyoin and this song def has that kinda sentiment but hey it fits them...

15. mr loverman by ricky montgomery SO FUNNY STORY i actually REALLY. REALLY didnt wanna add this song at first cause i felt it wouldve been...idk too cliche? i guess? and i was ALL kinds of picky when choosing songs for this playlist HOWEVER. eventually i relistened to it and read the lyrics while thinking specifically abt jotakak and it actually rlly does fit quite well KJDFN; another jotaro mourning song ): it’s not just the chorus tho the whole song fits jotaro immediately post-egypt but also i feel like some time around part 4 this sentiment would come back to him cause Yknow. Gays In Morioh and the mess of his family life back in america. it just aches for him cause while he’s happy josuke is happy he wishes he couldve had that for him and kakyoin too but yea jus ... them

16. you by petit biscuit an instrumental?? in a ship playlist?? yes that’s right much like mr loverman i was hesitant to put this song in cause it’s harder to justify since i dont rlly know much abt music (and not to b controversial but interpreting lyrics and interpreting music r two different things) however i really think the vibes of this song fit jotakak. it’s got a somber melody but the keys of the piano are high which im taking to mean “light in the dark” which. jotaro and kakyoin (along w the rest of the crusaders) were each other’s lights in the dark. also the ending samples a conference/lecture talking about space flight and like. star platinum. space symbolism. jotaro. yeah

17. saturn by sleeping at last MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. this song is all about losing someone very close and important to you, but reflecting on the good they brought into your life rather than the pain of losing them. this song also has HEAVY space imagery which stardust crusaders is absolutely chalk fucking full of so also it’s a very philosophical song and considering that jotaro and kakyoin are both Nerds and both got a nice view of the stars/space in the desert with each other, im sure they had conversations similar to the one highlighted in the song. i think it’s a good note to end the playlist on cause kakyoin is dead and jotaro is the survivor but it’s not a mourning song so much as jotaro taking the love he had for kakyoin and pushing forward with it allll th way into part 6

but yeah that’s the tracklist! i might add or take away a song or two but this is mostly it (: hope yall enjoy!

[shamemp3]

POSITIVE 20 QUESTIONS TAG GAME

@demondeals thank you for tagging me this was SO MUCH FUN!! ily!!

1. Name 4 fictional characters who showcase your personality the best, with explanations if you want.

aah this is hard okay so first and foremost peter parker. he’s one of those characters that have always been relatable in almost every aspect of life since i was a kid, especially when it comes to how he deals with his feelings and like his emotions and humor and his problems in general?? and then also jake peralta also because of feelings and how he tries to avoid them and be all!! fun fck yea!! and humor and idk?? also i love amy santiago so... third i think is percy jackson bc no thoughts head empty and he is impulsive and also brave and i would like to think that i am brave?? and yeh im trying to make this as short as possible and only vaguely explain but. it’s not working ksdfjbv okay fourth character is stiles stilinski ig?? like sarcasm and humor again, and idk this is all repeating but it all comes back to how he deals w his feelings and guilt and problems and idk the reasons are mostly the same with all these characters and yea there’s more but i feel like i am talking too much so i will stop skjdbvjk

2. Aesthetic

milkshakes and fries, neon lights, blasting the car radio, doing literally anything as long as it’s with friends, city lights, train rides at night, playing video games till sunrise, campfire smell, denim and flannels, drive-in movies

3. Favorite musical/play? (If you’ve never seen a musical or play, one you’d be interested in seeing?)

uhh i’ve only listened to hamilton which had some really cool beats! ive also listened to a few songs from dear evan hansen, wicked, mean girls, and oh now that i think about it i’ve seen the shrek musical on netflix and 10/10 phenomenal in every way that’s my favorite one

4. What is the best compliment you’ve ever received?

i know i’ve gotten compliments but for some reason i cant remember any?? like the second i read this question my brain went whoosh. idk probably whenever people tell me im funny or notice that im keeping my cool in a situation that is very NOT cool?? idk i really cant think of any rn jdfsbksdjb but there have definitely been compliments that i have thought about for weeks bc i was like....omg? me? kinda sad that i dont remember them i really hope i do soon bc i wouldnt wanna forget smth like that sjkdbdvhsb

5. How many times have you been in love?

i don’t think i’ve ever been in love (at least romantically)? im not certain but im 90% sure i haven’t. but when it comes to friends and family, sososos many times i lvoe them all

6. Embarrassing story or fact about yourself that makes you laugh now?

uhhh i got pantsed in like grade 7 bc i was being dragged across the floor and then this 9th grader came up to me in the middle of the hallway and yelled “HEY I SAW YOUR ASS” i wanted to perish

7. Favorite Disney/Pixar movie?

ooh probably zootopia or wall-e!!

8. Favorite flower or plant?

this is hard! i love ferns and sunflowers and hydrangeas and ooh also vines 

9. What’s your favorite holiday?

i love new year’s eve! it’s just fun because we all just stay up and celebrate and there’s always this feeling of “oh i got through another year!” also 4th of july but not bc of the actual holiday just bc my old town used to have these 4th of july carnivals that were crazy fun and i used to go like almost every day when the carnival was in town

10. Name three things that made you laugh or smile this past week.

first one is my school posted a picture of me graduating on their facebook and my mom sent them the link to look at it and when they pressed on it they started replying to my mom thinking it was on whatsapp but they left like 7 comments on the school’s post in arabic so that was funny as fukckjdbf, second is atla bc i love that show and everyone is so precious, and number 3 is literally any conversation with any of my friends

11. What song would you play to introduce yourself to someone?

axel f by crazy frog. next question

12. Name something that truly makes you feel peaceful even at your most stressed moments.

probably watching one of my favorite movies (mr. popper’s penguins or itsv tbh) or like just going on any of my friend’s gcs and sending memes and stuff

13. What do you, did you, or would you study at college?

i plan on going into chemistry!! i might also minor in computer or environmental science, but i’m still undecided! crazy because up till a few months ago i had zero idea what i wanted to do and my plans kept changing like every week

14. This is kind of a weird one, but which outfit of yours makes you feel most like yourself?

probably my denim jacket or my really big red sweatshirt? idk tbh i really only buy clothes that i know i would feel myself in and that i would be comfortable, but i think those two are probably my favorites?

15. What is a quote you live by?

power of people is stronger than the people in power because i want to take down the evil government. this is the first one i thought of so it’s staying skjvbjksdb

16. Name the funniest playlist name you have.

i have ‘AAAAHHHHHHH’ and i have ‘mitten ski’ which is a playlist composed entirely of mitski songs

17. Make a reference to an inside joke you have with someone you love with zero context.

wanna touch knees?

18. What is a message you would give your younger self if given the chance?

please stand up for urself and talk ab ur feelings for the love of god it’s ok to admit to being not ok ?? also everything in the world is not ur fault, chill btich

19. Who is your favorite family member? (If you have no good blood family members, feel free to mention someone in your found family)

i can’t really do this bc i really do love all of them in a different way. i’m definitely closest to my mom because i’ve lived with her all my life, but i still can’t pick favorites

20. What’s a secret dream of yours?

to be an astronaut pls this isn’t a secret i just really want to be an astronaut or a superhero pls someone give me a radioactive eel bite or send me to space or something. also to be able to be more open w people and to visit aleppo again 

i’m tagging: @natasharxmanov @anthonydarling @parkersedith @jessjones @anxieteandbiscuits if you guys want to!!! ily all very much

[lunarr-stuff]

I posted 288 times in 2021

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My Top Posts in 2021

#5

hang on...hang on, just a minute...

I've got something to say

I'm not asking you to forget it or move on...

But these are better days...to be wrong all along and admit it

Its not an amazing grace

but to be loved like a song you remember...even when you've changed

2 notes • Posted 2021-10-10 19:03:22 GMT

#4

I dont want to draw

Like I just dont want to draw anymore

My dreams feel grey, broken and so so far away

2 notes • Posted 2021-09-12 07:22:53 GMT

#3

i miss times before the internet and endless screens

nothing felt better then going outside and being completely seperate from where u belong 

nothing felt better then saying goodbye forever

and now past relationships hang on my conscious in the form of a hundred unread messages or an uncomfortable silence in a dm 

when i move away, cant we stop staying in touch ? 

with social media there isnt a single way to mark the end of any relationship

can the phone stop ringing?? can i cut you off? without u ever finding me again 

can we be comfortable not talking again? 

3 notes • Posted 2021-09-14 07:21:53 GMT

#2

screams screams screams screams screams 

4 notes • Posted 2021-09-18 19:46:36 GMT

#1

@zuzu-likes TO MY EPICEST BEST FRIEND ZUZETTTEEEE And shush it zuzette, that song was the best thing 

Im gonna join you in crying tho, ;;; i love you sosoosososos much tooooooooooo ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ugughughguhg why are you so perfecttttt, you are the best person ive ever met hehehe, you make me feel like the luckiest bunhun in the worrllddd. AND YES WE SHALL BE OKAYY INSHALLAH WHATEVER SHIT COMES BY WE ARE GOING TO BEAT IT UP TOGETHER HEHAHAHA

Goof aside,,,snif huggglesss, youve helped me more then u can ever imagine hunbun and today in the present we live in rn, you make me so happy....haha i guess what we all need in the end is someone to be there during the time we let our emotions out thru, 

i had warned ye, my emotions was a dam bursting, yet u still pushed, just cuz you had an inkling that something may be wrong and that was the nicest thing anyone has ever ddone for me, because after the water receded and died down, you were still there, despite all my stupidness and stuborness, chappal in hand ready to beat down any doubts i had that all that time i was alone.

“Dont you want to be saved” is something u said to me which i stil replay all the time  you probably dont remember fish hmph 

 and i love u for that and that is soemthing i can never repay hunbun so u have me for life too, cuz u give this stupid useless life of mine a reason to wake up in the morning and u help me in more ways u can imagine, platonic soulmates for life zuzuzuzuz my love

I LOVE UU 

im not alone heheh i have u u u u 

u iz some one who has proved that u wont leave me ever 

and you are someone i will always give my all to. So we gonna be okay, we shall always be there to support each other ;;; oka? promise? hugggles 

we are bonded now naaa

 stop making me cry im gonna beat u up hmph

4 notes • Posted 2021-09-05 19:59:03 GMT

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[whenwillthearkreturnfromwar]

1-30 gay

1. describe your idea of a perfect date

sleeping in and waking up to make breakfast/lunch together. that’s it we eat then we go back to sleep & cuddle forever

2. whats your “type”

um rly good at soccer, a literal sunbeam, dark brown hair/eyes, glows in the sun, 5′6″, makes LAME jokes but still funny, stans prince royce, softer than anyone will know, so smart and emotionally/mentally mature, hecka artistic (gives me presents!!), name is dio

3. do you want kids?

mayb? i feel like once i get a hold of my own life i could b a good mom

4. if you do, will you adopt or use some other form of child birth?

#yikes bc all adoptees i know including myself are so effed up but

5. describe the cutest date you’ve ever been on

we went to a lil cafe btw i love her

6. describe your experience having sex for the first time (were you nervous? or was it easy peasy?)

it was p funny

7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay?

night time gay but i aspire to be a morning time gay

8. opinion on nap dates?

YES idk what this is but i assume u just go and nap w each other  ? i hope? that’s literally my dream life

9. opinion on brown eyes?

LOVE LOVE LVOE LVEOV LVEO VLOVEEEE

10. dog gay or cat gay?

dog gay by default

11. would you ever date someone who owned rodents or reptiles?

idt she would ever but i guess

12. whats a turn off you look for before you start officially dating someone

if they’re a boy

13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one?

they were illegal. turns out i was actually kinda right

14. what is a piece of advice you would give to your younger self

you’re gay and gonna fall in love with your best friend and u kno what it’s gonna b okay

15. (if attracted to more than one gender) do you have different “types” for different genders?

n/a

16. who is an ex you regret?

my 1st gf was super sweet and super amazing & deserves the best,, someone who will love her and treat her right . i couldn’t b that person for her bc i was in love with someone else and i still feel so bad

17. night club gay or cafe gay?

I’m gonna open a gay cafe.

18. who is one person you would “go straight” for

no one lol???

19. video game gay, book gay, or movie gay?

book gay

20. favourite gay ship (canon or not)

me & my girl… or yumikuri

21. favourite gay youtuber

idk youtubers anymore

22. have you ever unknowingly asked out a straight person?

do u think ..  with this internalized homophobia,… with this lesbian sheep mating complex whatever u call it…..

23. have you ever been in love?

yes

24. have you ever been heartbroken?

i was heartbroken when i found out san e would b featuring on hyoyeon’s wannabe

25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someone

i dont want to b other ppl and… i never look at ppl like this i guess

26. favourite lgb musician/band

girls’ generation

27. what is a piece of advice you have for young / baby gays

ur gonna b ok i mean it

28. are you out? if so how did you come out

yea one time in computer class this guy was like “patti are you straight” and i said “not for you lol” but p much idk? text messages to friends and idc who else knows. family was a mess tho

29. what is the most uncomfortable / strange coming out experience you have

well my parents forced me to come out to my best friend from church or else they were gonna tell her

30. what is a piece of advice for people who may not be in a safe place to express their sexuality

one day u will b able to do u… u will be comfy and happy!! dont doubt it. if u can tbh move away like im doing for college

[tachinanabananase]

Hi beautiful girly this isnt inna can you do 1-15? Also I love your blog 💕💕💕💕

FAIR WARNING I’M DRUNK WHILE DOING THS SO IGNORE ANY TYPOS (also idc what you say this must be inna now)

1. Who plans a romantic getaway?

I think Makoto would do it more regularly for like, one night getaways, but Haru probably is better at planning the reaaaallyyyyy special ones, like surprise anniversary dates to a beachside cottage together for a week

2. Who asks the other’s father/father figure to marry their son/daughter?

OKAY OKAY but really I think both of them would have to ask each other’s parents for their blessing because I firmly believe that Makoto and Haru would accidentally plan to propose to each other on the SAME. EXACT. DAY. You know, because how else would two bodies so in sync do it? :)))))))

3. Who buys a goat because the goat loves them?

FUCKIN MAKOTO WOULD COME HOME WITH A GOAT.

4. Who has a vast knowledge about random facts?

See my reasoning that NO I DID NOT COPY FROM INNA

5. Who likes to clean?

Haru haru haru 10000% makoto N.E.V.E.R. cleans up his shit and he leaves laundry all over his room and it drives haru NUTS. Plus he doesn’t mind doing the dishes after cooking. 

6. Who sleeps on which side of the bed?

ohhhh i never really thought about this. Well, if it’s a tiny bed i think they just basically sleep on top of each other and are constantly switching and rolling around in the middle of the night (because middle of the night sex does that..) I guess based on how they sleep in the anime, I would guess Haru on the left and Makoto on the right??

7. How do they celebrate valentines day?

they don’t really seem like the valentines dinner date couple to me! Honestly, i think they would maybe spend the day together swimming or maybe just hanging out at the beach or visiting the temples, and then they would go home and cuddle together for a while. Haru would make them an amazing dinner, and then Makoto would surprise him with special treats he picked up while they were out (lord please dont let that boy touch an oven)

8. Do they like to go on double dates?

Maybe with Reigisa, but i feel like any double date with Sourin would make thin WAAAYYYY too competitive and they would be like constantly trying to be the cuter couple

9. Who likes to stay up really late?

Haru, but it’s because he’s staying up late playing with Makoto’s hair after he fell asleep while studying

10. Who would be lovely dovey drunk? 

I REALLY WANNA SAY HARU but i think haru’s more of a sexy vixen drunk? Makoto would be all sappy and gross about how much he lvoes haru tho

11. Who do they ask to be their bridesmaid(s)/ best man/men? 

This is tough! Um… I think Haru would ask Nagisa, Rin, and Ren and then Makoto would probably ask literally every other fucking person in his life because he wants everyone to be there on his special day

12. What would their baby room look like?

LIKE INNA SAID WITH CUTE FISHY THEMES. But maybe something like subtle nautical patters? Like little anchor pattern blankets and cute stuffed fish pillows and the future fish pattern as like a border on the wallsssss. OH OH and the colors are navy and salmon (a.k.a. also their weddign colors)

13. Who can’t stop laughing at their own jokes?

I BET MAKOTO SNORTS AT HIS OWN JOKES but Haru definitely laughs when he throws a sick burn too

14. Who distracts the driver by being a bit too provocative in the car?

NAUGHTY CAR HARU FOR SURE. I feel like makoto would always be driving anyway cuz it’s too much effort to drive and so when they go on road trips together like on their romantic getaways Haru gets super bored and gets handsy but stay safe kids don’t suck dick and drive

15. Who is the competitive one?

Okay both of them are like totally jealous but I think Haru gets suuuuper jealous of all the friends makoto makes in college and like if Makoto ever mentions that his friends can do something cool (idk like, skateboard or something?) then haru is like “Oh yeah well WATCH ME” and then he learns too just cuz he wants to impress his baby boy

[just-out-of-range]

1 - 15

1. Name

Bryanna

2. Age

17!

3. Three fears

I’m actually really paranoid about rape and sexual assault and stuff. It scares me so much. 

Commitment (not just to people, but tasks or projects in general)

I’m always paranoid that something really really bad is going to happen to the person I love and need the most in my life. literally the worse possible scenario

4. 3 things I love

Cats!!!!!! being around them, seeing them, petting them, watching videos of them. i just love cats with all of my being

My boyfriend Andrew and my best friend Micah and bitchass Grey (thats all 1 bc they r all people and i’ve got lots of love in me heart)

Art. I love art. literally all types of art, especially art that makes me uncomfortable in a good way. i love it when someone can create something that looks amazing and interesting, and can still create discomfort. idk

5. 4 turn ons

my bf

being dominated mm

gentle neck and ear biting/kisses

people caring about me and my feelings and helping me through things when i need it most

6. 4 turn offs

republicans

people touchin me with their DAMN FEEt, esp when they are dRY (coughcoughandycoughily)

smelling real bad. like a slight sweat smell is ok (from my bf) bc i love him and it smells like him but theres a line             (he not stinky often ily babe)

the person i’m in a relationship with talking about how hot other girls/boys are, especially if they go on and on about it. i’m cool talkin about someone we both think is attractive tho u kno ;-^)))

7. My best friend

Micah!!!!!!!!!!!! (we’ve been bff’s since like 2011 man can u believe it) and my boyfriend is also my best friend!!!!!! and Grey!!!!

8. Sexual orientation

pansexual 

9. My best first date

My boyfriend took me to dinner when he came to visit and it was nice. i mean we both have anxiety so there was a rough spot, but literally everything else was cute and nice and i lvoe him. that’s literally the only date I’ve been on though

10. How tall am I?

5′3

im a lil small

11. What do I miss?

I miss a lot of things

I miss my boyfriend living with me and being here to hold me and sooth me when things got bad

I miss the really important relationship I had with a certain someone that I spent 4 years or so fucking up. I miss the amazing friendship. I miss being able to talk to them, honestly. 

I miss the way I felt before 2011. 

I miss loving school and learning.

i miss not being fuckin depressed n stuff too

12. What time was I born?

man i have no idea, probably 6am or something

13. Favorite color

I really like lighter shades of pink!!!! And most pastel shades of purples and blues and stuff

The color yellow makes me feel really warm now though, but pink is still my fave

14. Do I have a crush?

Oh god, I seriously have the biggest frickin crush on @snuff-the-w1ck okay i’m in love with literally everything about him

15. Favorite quote

i’ll just put some that i like ok

“and here you are living, despite it all” -Rupi Kaur 

“I wish I could write as mysterious as a cat” -Edgar Allan Poe 

“Love has no weapons and love is never fighting, so Darling, why are we?” -Hotel books (how edgy)

“We are not our losses, we are only the extent to which we love” -La Dispute (this is also edgy but this lyric stuck with me for a long time)

same with “We are not our failures. We are love”

ask me some questions and i’ll answer them pls!!

[poirot]

I was tagged by the lovely @abbykxne​ ! Thank you for that sweety  !! ❤ 

Rules: Complete the survey and say who tagged you in the beginning. When you finished tag 5 people to do this survey. Have fun and enjoy!!!

1: Are you named after someone? Okay that’s actually a totally emberassing funny story. In germany we have this cartoon children show called “Bibi & Tina” and it’s about two girls who are best friends. The one of them is a witch and the other one lives on a farm. Whatever the horse of the witch is called Sabrina and when I was born my sisters where like 6 years old and they were obsessed with this show. My parents asked them if they got any names they like and they said “Sabrina” and that’s the story how I was named after a cartoon horse.  2: When was the last time you cried? I think a few days ago because of a movie. 3: Do you like your handwriting? No, No, No ! 4: What is your favorite lunch meat? I don’t know.. I’m quiet obsessed with grilled cheese since a few month haha 5: Do you have kids? No. 6: If you were another person, would you be friends with you? That’s such a tricky question and I actually have no idea... maybe ? 7: Do you use sarcasm? Oh, yes.  8: Do you still have your tonsils? Yes. 9: Would you bungee jump? Nope. 10: What is your favorite kind of cereal? There is this raspberry/white chocolate cereal which I basically adore (but it’s so expensive aghh). 11: Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Mostly not. 12: Do you think you’re a strong person? Yes. 13: What is your favorite ice cream flavor? Mhh cookie dough I gues.  14: What is the first thing you notice about people? Their smileor their face in general.  15: Red or pink? Pink. 16: What is the least favorite physical thing you like about yourself? My boobs.  17: What color pants and shoes are you wearing now? My pants are black and I’m not wearing shoes atm.  18: What was the last thing you ate? Cereal haha.  19: What are you listening to right now? "Lighter” by MIley Cyrus 20: If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Pruple ?! Idek haha 21: Favorite smell? Mhh I don’t know if I really got one... maybethe smell fresh baked cakes/cookies ? 22: Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? My mum. 23: Favorite sport to watch? Swimming. 24: Hair color? Very bright blonde (almost white tbh). 26: Do you wear contacts? No. 27: Favorite food to eat? I really don’t know... maybe chips (like potato chips). 28: Scary movies or comedy? Comedy. 29: Last movie you watched? Zoomania. 30: What color of shirt are you wearing? Green.  31: Summer or winter? Both. But right now I just want the summer back.  32: Hugs or kisses? Depends on the person but I’m not really a big fan of hugs tbh. 33: What book are you currently reading? A way too many I’m reading a song of ice and fire and reread hp 6 and I’m still trying to read lord of the rings. 34: Who do you miss right now? A lot of people tbh. 35: What is on your mousepad? I don’t have one. 36: What is the last TV program you watched? I’ve just watched an epsidoe of friends on netflix. 37: What is the best sound? When you wal into new snow ?? I love this sound so much. 38: Rolling Stones or The Beatles? The Beatles.  39: What is the furthest you have ever travelled? I think it was hungary. 40: Do you have a special talent? Mhh I think I’m a good writer but beside that... not really.  41: Where were you born? Germany.  

I’ll just tag everyone who wants to do this ! For real just say that I tagged you, I would lvoe to see your answers !!

[xiaobanh]

too many tags lol

so i got tagged by ppl for tag games 50 years ago so i figured i’d just do them all at once LOL thanks to those who tagged me! i tag anyone who wants to do this :D

tagged by: @the-exocist​ , @fuckingminseok​ , @chabakan​

Rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better Nickname: tiff Starsign: sagittarius Height: 5′3 Time right now: 6:07pm Last thing I googled: ready for it taylor swift review (wasn’t sure if i liked it or not LOL) Favorite music artist: IU, exo, beyonce Song stuck in my head: crawl out of love - illenium Last movie I watched: inglorious basterds (so good omg) What are you wearing right now: gray tank top and shorts When did you create this blog: uhmmm august of 2012??? What kind of stuff do you post: well now it’s a lot of photography and aesthetic stuff LOL Do you have any other blogs: i do, but they’re both inactive and i’m planning on deleting one  Do you get asks regularly: nah, i’ll get one every now and then (whenever @174cents​ sends me an ask lol) Why did you choose your URL: in a roommate episode with pcy, he was keeping score for a game and he drew them in a really cute way so everyone called him chancasso  Gender: Female Hogwarts House: ravenpuff :D Favorite Color: i love pink Average hours of sleep: around 7 hours?? Lucky number: 9 Favorite character: hermione granger! How many blankets do you sleep with: 2, one covers the bed and the other covers me :D Dream job: biology teacher Following: 111

Posts: 1131 (used to be like 30,000 something but i cleared out a LOT)

Dream Trip: a stop in all the countries around the world, done in one year

Favourite celebrity: uhmmm chris pratt, john krasinski, emilia clark, zendaya

Favourite book: Dairy of a wimpy kid (I can relate so much to it,lol)

This or That Tag

1. Disney or Studio Ghibli? Studio Ghibli all the way 2. A book or a movie? both! 3. Comedies or scary movies? comedies pls scary movies make me so paranoid 4. Emotional or logical? i’m logical sometimes but i’m also very very emotional lol 5. Pastel colors or dark colors? Pastels 6. Candles or incense? Candles 7. Summer or winter? winter, i’m over summer 8. Museum or aquarium? both tbh 9. Halloween or Christmas? christmas aLL THE WAY 10. Peppermint or spearmint? are they not the same.... 11. Cake or pie? Cake 12. Forests or fields? Forests 13. Morning shower or evening shower? mornings, but i dislike having to wake up 30 mins earlier :( 14. Massive mansion or cozy cottage? Cozy cottage 15. Dinosaur kid or space kid? SPACE

questions questions ^^

Tagged by: @influentyeol (thank u cynthia <333)

1. Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

what

2. What were you doing at 11PM last night?

watching inglorious basterds with my best friend

3. How do you feel about 3AM?

3 am is very peaceful and quiet and if i’m awake i’m either watching a drama or studying for a test

4. I bet you kissed someone last night, right?

nOPE

5. You can drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?

water (noice cynthia)

6. Do you like hickeys?

yes, but preferably in a place that can be easily covered by clothes (i don’t trust concealer bc it rubs off D:)

7. Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

right now, nope!

8. Do you always answer your texts?

i’m actually really bad at answering texts/message bc i’m rly busy during the day and i get tired when i’m at home, but i try my best to answer within 2-3 days

9. Last time you talked to one of your best friends?

on the phone, yesterday. over message, like 2 mins ago

10. Are you a silent or talkative person?

i’m fairly talkative, i like meeting new people, but if i’m in class or smth i won’t talk to ppl i don’t know unless i need to

11. Is anyone else in the room with you?

nope

12. Do you cry easily?

not really, i only cry when i’m watching a movie or a kdrama

13. What is your family like?

p cool, we’ve been through a lot but we’re okay now

14. What was your last text message?

i’ll see you friday then! (to the student i’m tutoring lol)

15. Most embarrassing moment?

so like i was at this party for labor day at my friend’s house and everyone was in the pool swimming and then someone was like ‘let’s have a race’ and i’m like hECK YES bc i used to be a competitive swimmer and swimming gets me excited but like i forgot i had on a bikini and that bikinis are definitely not ideal for competitive swimming and i was like all ready, and then when i push off the wall my boTTOMS ALMOST COME COMPLETELY OFF so like while i’m swimming across this tiny ass pool i’m like frantically trying to pull them up with each stroke and like not only did that happen, i also finished LAST and to this day i still don’t know if anyone saw my buttcrack while i was swimming

16. If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?

i was about to say one on my nose, but i don’t think i’m edgy enough to rock a nose piercing LMFAO

17. Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?

i’m so glad i’m done with summer classes

18. Where are you going on your next vacation?

no idea tbh i haven’t gone on a legit vacation in a while

19. Where have you lived most of your life?

socal

20. Do you curse around your parents?

uhmmm i haven’t said anything worse than ‘shit’ around them i think lol

21. Are you happy with where you live?

i guess so, like i’ve been at my house for like 3/4 years now and there are times where i still miss my old neighborhood bc the neighbors were so nice there, and like this neighborhood is so suburban and the ppl are all like fake nice, but we keep to ourselves and i like my room so i’m happy

22. Words you can’t spell half the time?

massachusetts and sagittarius LOL

23. What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

watching inglorious basterds with my best friend

24. Do you cook?

every now and then

25. Name four things that you wish you had!

money, my own apartment

26. Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?

yeah!

27. How is your hair?

the bottom half is messed up bc of bleach so i gotta get it cut and redone lol i rly wanna do a gray ombre

28. Think back to January 2007, were you single?

YES LMAO i was like 11 then omg

29. Are you nice to everyone?

i try to be!

30. How do you feel about sea aquariums?

I LVOE THEM

music shuffle thingy! i’m supposed to put my music on shuffle and post it

tagged by: @pcyoshie​

1. if i get drunk today - suran

2. it’s you - super junior

3. no jam - kisum

4. congratulations - day6

5. i’ll pick you up - standing egg

6. good thing - NCT 127

7. drip, drip, drip - standing egg

8. i like that - sistar

9. wind beneath your wings - mc the max

10. second lover - standing egg ft. san e

i recommend all these songs tbh other than good thing, i like that, and no jam, they’re all p mellow and great for studying/relaxing ^^

All Tag Game

Tagged by: @the-19th-cloud (deactivated :( )

Rule: list your URL in song titles 

C - complex - zion t ft. g-dragon

H - how do you think - cheeze

A - and july - heize ft. dean 

N - no makeup - zion t

C - cover up - taeyeon

A - all for you - seo in guk & eunji

S - stay - blackpink

S - stop the rain - eric nam

O - oasis - crush ft. zico

If you receive this, post random things about yourself and then pass it on.

i’m currently a student teacher and i’m enjoying it so much :’)

i’m no longer in a relationship and i am happier now

i really like pretty/aesthetic things

i love my dog

her name is maisie

and i love her

Rules: 9 questions, 9 answers and 9 cute people (or as many as you want ☺️)

1. What was the last movie you saw?

inglorious basterds

2. What was the last song you listened to?

crawl outta love - illenium

3. What was the last show you watched?

the office

4. What was the last book you read?

game of thrones by george rr martin

5. What was the last thing you ate?

noodles with stir fried veggies and tofu

6. If you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be?

i’m happy where i’m at now LOL

7. If you won the lotto and millions of cash, what would be the first thing you buy?

pay off the house, finish paying for uni, and then save the rest LOL

8. What fictional character would you like to hang out with for a day?

jon snow bc you know.... ;)

9. What was the last fandom you joined?

rick and morty!