#I nearly had a panic attack
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Nothing like mixing up someone's name while informing their relatives they've passed away
#Random#I nearly had a panic attack#I thought my grandpa had died#Turned out it was just some distant relative I'd never met before#RIP second uncle twice removed or something
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*me immediately after going through a terrifying and traumatic experience* haha yeah I guess it was rough but I'm fine now like I'm totally chill. It was kinda funny actually if you think about it
#GUESS WHO GOT A PIERCING INFECTION SO BAD OVERNIGHT SHE HAD TO RUSH TO THE HOSPITAL#AND GET SURGERY TO REMOVE IT BC THE METAL WAS BURROWING ITSELF INSIDE HER LIP#yep that was meee :3#man. it sounds so silly now. like that probably shouldn't have made me panic nearly as much as it did#but you have to understand at the time it was terrifying#I noticed my lip was a bit swollen earlier in the night but I was like ok it's probably nothing serious#I put some ice on it hoping it would be back to normal after I got some sleep#then I woke up at like 5:30 AM with my lip super swollen and my lip piercing literally burying itself inside my flesh#I tried pushing it back out a bit and blood and pus started coming out so yk I started panicking#so I went upstairs and I asked my mom to drive me to the hospital#luckily we have free healthcare in brazil and the hospital was basically empty(this was on sunday)#but when I got there they told me the doctor wouldn't arrive until 8AM and it was like 6:45 at that point#so I REALLY started panicking 🫠 bc I could feel like the piercing kept burying itself more deeply like#I felt like the skin inside my lip was going to close around it and I was terrified bc I had no idea what to do#and I was scared it might make things worse#but all I could do was sit there and wait and so I started having a panic attack#luckily my mom was there with me the whole time so at least I didn't feel alone#and then I just. waited for it to end. and then tried to keep myself distracted until the doctor got there#I got treated by military doctors! sjdjcjck the army has been giving additional support for hospitals in my city#bc of the floods some health units are currently closed and demand got higher so they needed extra support there#so an army doctor performed my surgery(inside an army tent no less ajfjjfkf maybe not ideal but. functional)#he was so nice?? like probably the calmest most careful doctor I've ever been treated by#I still had a bit of a nervous breakdown again after the surgery but that was bc I'd never been through something like that before#I got anesthesia obvs but I still felt the tug when he cut into my skin to remove the piercing and did my stitches#so my mind started cooking up all these horrible scenarios of how everything could go wrong and I was gonna die#cried on the doctor's table. 👍🏻 awesome#but he and his assistant were super nice about it she even offered me a hug#but anyway in the end I finally calmed down and got some medication#now I'm all stitched up with my little bloated lip eating soup out of a straw 👍🏻 but I'm ALIVE and I'm just glad it's all over fjjvjkf#sleep.txt
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#disco elysium#de tag#i think the panic attack was when harry became kim's babygirl and poor little meow meow#then a gradual realization of the seriousness parallel to growing trust in harry#then the coupris was when it Really hit him all at once.#like he had accepted the amnesia intellectually at that point. but the coupris was the emotional impact.#my partner has massive amnesia and that's just reality right now -> harry nearly took his own life. this is a human in pain and crisis.
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If I had a nickel for every movie I saw in March of 2024 about lesbians, cars, and dead guys, I'd have two nickels.
Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.
#drive away dolls#love lies bleeding#if i had a nickel#film#film review#ethan coen#rose glass#margaret qualley#geraldine viswanathan#kristen stewart#katy o'brian#lesbian#lesbian film#queer cinema#i love how these movies aren't even really being marketed as just queer movies#they're just movies#drive away dolls was fun and made me laugh a lot#love lies bleeding kinda made me nauseous and nearly gave me a panic attack#so i think they both accomplished what they were supposed to
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just went through the second part of the AQ and to put it mildly, im not handling these sad Victorian children well
#By not handling it well i mean im crying#LUMINE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU#You worried about fucking CHILDE but not the actual CHILDREN we got in prison?????????????#Who cares if childe is dead or not freminet the actual child nearly got dissolved like mentos in coke!#Who cares about childe here??? Lynette nearly had her ptsd triggered lyney DEFINITELY got at least a panic attack#THEY ARE AT THE FUCKING PRISON WOMAN GET IT TOGETHER#also why are we having visions about childe ew and why are they fully cinematic?? Who is filming???#Like childe funny as a meme to observe but don’t actually get him that close don’t test me know ur place#When did we even become that close with childe??? Im sorry what???#I can’t keep seeing them kids in life threatening situations on trial then this????#Arlecchino you are on a THIN FUCKING ICE#Im watching you!! Im watching you you better not turn into an abuser by actual standards#*break into genshin codes* stay right were you are sweetie im coming rn im going to get you out of this game into a loving family#Im not handling this well#genshin impact#freminet#lyney#lynette#yes I know im the last human on earth to do the quest leave me alone it been a busy time#Im going to kill anyone that get between me and the safety of these kids CHILDE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY PLOT YOU ARE MAKING THIS TAKE TIME
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Really enjoying my first post op summer #Lately…..
#i havent been swimming as much as ive wanted but the first time i swam in public#i nearly had a panic attack LOLLLLL#face
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Ask meme!
I was tagged by @simplegenius042 for the Last Line tag. Thanks!
So I’ve never posted fanfiction... but the truth is I’ve written a few things these past 5 years. I want to share them one day, most likely on another account, but I’m still gathering the courage to do that. At least, since they were all in French (because I realized it was way easier to write this kind of stuff in my native language), I did finally translate several of them earlier this year, so it’s a first step :)
Anyway, here are the last sentences of a oneshot I wrote about a certain lawyer having a rough yet not-that-unusual evening in Atlanta:
One day, maybe he would not need any of that anymore. One day, maybe he would get better. One day, maybe he could become John Seed again. Be himself. Be happy.
But tonight, once again and as always, he would just patch up his cracks and keep pretending.
#ask meme#fanfiction#eeeh this feels weird haha#'fun' fact: I made myself tear up a bit and nearly had a mild panic attack writing this story#what’s great when you have anxiety is that you can accurately describe what it feels like#what’s not great is that doing this can be enough to trigger it#john seed#john duncan technically#welp now if 'I' post the full thing there’s a chance someone’ll remember this and go *that GIF of leonardo dicaprio in OUATIH*#never mind :’)
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send me something nice that happened to you today or just a good/happy fun fact or something i am in need of some cheering up
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I don't think house parties are real. House parties were made up for songs like "You're At The Party" and "Dance 'Til You Stop."
#lemon demon#ninja sex party#seriously i think ive only seen one house party#nearly had a panic attack ten feet from the front door and had my one friend to walk me back to my dorm room before he could go#fun times
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Go to the DMV without something going horribly wrong challenge (impossible)
#I did pass my test for the record!#but only after realizing I SOMEHOW lost my learners permit?? even though I never ever took it out of my wallet??#I feel like I’m going insane HOW DOD I LOSE IT?????#I mean I guess it isn’t important anymore bc I’ll have my license but still#Concerning that important things can just disappear from my wallet#and THEN when I get into my lane for the road test I find that the insurance paper in the car is outdated!#and when it got renewed my parents just. forgot to give me the paper.#so we had to call our insurance guy in a panic so he could send us a picture of it#and I nearly had a panic attack bc if we didn’t get it in time I would need to reschedule the whole thing and that’d HELLA screw me over#but it’s fine we got it in time and I only cried a little bit#parallel parking did good it’s all fine#but I swear my track record with the DMV is abysmal. I have never not had a problem when I go
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word randomly deciding to fuck with my files and screw up the saving process is going to give me a fucking heart attack
#truly feel like I’m about to throw up#nothing is lost but something is definitely wrong#and I’m TERRIFIED to open the Nancy pov so if the new chapter isn’t up tomorrow it’s because I haven’t edited it yet#because word has decided to move and rename all my files and make them hard to save correctly#and I almost lost the lethal company au and nearly had a panic attack about it so!#we’re doing our best out here tonight#remember to regularly back up your files kids#on external drives NOT just online backups#man fuck the constant presence of the internet sometimes
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Found out this morning that I might be losing my health insurance through my work and I’m fucking losing it badly because I don’t know what to do if I do lose it.
#personal#Any other Americans awake? Please help?#It’s one of the main reasons I’ve been staying at my job and if I lose it… I think it’s time to look for another job.#Truly. It’s bad enough I feel like I’m on the verge of panic nearly every day I’m here.#<- Someone who already had a panic attack this morning#Wish health insurance in America was easier. I really had it made when I was under my family’s plan until I was like 25.
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Everyone can agree that Xiaochun is one of the best characters when it comes to expressions.
Look at this smug little sh!t God I love him so much.
#A Will Eternal#Yi Nian Yong Heng#I JUST FOUND OUT S3 WAS OUT and nearly had a panic attack when it was on my recommended#Bai Xiaochun
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hi everyone this is a reminder to CHECK YOUR FILE BEFORE AND AFTER YOU HAND IT IN
i always do and thank GOD cause i checked beforehand and it looked fine but when i checked it after i handed it in it was literally missing a whole chunk of my essay so i had to submit it a second time
#thankfully i submitted 10 minutes before it was due so i had time to figure out what was wrong and redo it#but oh my god i nearly had a panic attack#me :)
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daddy oz for the amazing @finniestoncrane 🐧
#I have no idea how to do lighting anymore lmaooo just be drawing with the clit!!!#nearly had a panic attack when i realized i forgot his grey hairs the shame#daddy oz#collin farrell penguin#oswald copplepot#the penguin#reevesverse penguin#my art
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guys if youre gonna reblog that post describing the killing of sonya massey can u please tag it with police brutality thanks 👍
#this is the fourth time ive seen it and the first time i saw it i nearly had a panic attack#jet speaks
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