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Hi guess who got no sleep last night (thanks doctor's appointment) and decided to watch your animatic again
I quote myself about 1 hour ago in a treebark channel on a discord server my friends and I made (to anybody that reads this i am so sorry):
(Also I'm sorry if somebody's uncomfortable with swearing :'D)
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I'm sorry I still can't handle this animation's existence peoples
I can't with it
I'm crazy
Like REN PUTTING HIS HEAD BACK ON AND CALMING DOWN MARTYN WHO'S PANICKING?????
REN BEING SO CALM AND THEN FUCKING CRAZY IN THE NEXT SHOT?????
FUCKING HELLO????
THE VERY FIRST FEW SHOTS WHERE MARTYN IS LOOKING AT REN BEING ALL EXCITED AND BLUSHING??????
THE END????????
THEM HAVING THEIR PINKIES WRAPPED AROUND???? I EVEN SENT MELLOZ AN ASK ABOUT THAT AND THEY TOLD ME "oh yeah they indirectly promised to see each other in the next life series :3" MELLOZ IS SINGLEHANDEDLY KILLING THE TREEBARK SHIPPERS WITH THIS ONE
MARTYN HOLDING REN'S HAND AND KISSING IT BEFORE DYING ALSO
GUYS I BEG
I CAN'T WITH THIS
I CANNOT
I AM UNABLE TO
Oh my gosh FCUKING REN PUTTING HIS HEAD BACK ON AND LOOKING AT MARTYN WITH THOSE DANG EYES
Guys I need to resist spamming this thing in here
But at the same time IT'S SOOOOOO TEMPTING
FUCKIN
LOOK AT IT
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GRIPPING MY HEAD FURIOUSLY
THIS WHOLE BEHEADONG SCENE
I JUST NOTICED REN'S NECK DOESN'T LIGN UP PROPERLY IN THE SHOT WHERE MARTYN KISSES HIS HAND
GUYS I'M INSANE
GIYS I'M INSANE
LOOK AT THISSSSSSS
Furiously rattling the bars of my cell is that what it's called
Honestly I never thought I'd go insane over a ship called treebark
IT'S FUCKING BAUMRINDE IN GERMAN
BAUMRINDE IS SUCH A SILLY SHIP NAME ISTFG
I don't think I've ever loved an animatic thid much
I'VR NEVER LOOKED AT AN ANIMATIC SO CLOSELY
THE FACT THE FIRST SCENE IS SO SWEET AND THE SECOND ONE IS ALREADY REN BEING BEHEADED
I wish they won. I wish Ren or Martyn was the winner of 3rd Life
CAN'T I HAVE L8KE
A LITTLE FAIRY THAT MAKES MY WISHES COME TRUE?
C'MOOOOONNNNN [insert a bunch of screaming emotes here]
AGH I CAN'T
...what if i copied every single message and sent melloz this as an ask to show my appreciation
CUZ I SURE DO APPRECIATE THIS ANIMATIC
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WATCH THIS. WATCH. OBSERVE. NOW. I BEG.
I'VE WATCHED THIS FOR 5 TIMES IN A ROW NOW
I'M VERY SANE
I STILL CAN'T GET OVER REN'S NECK NOT ALIGNING PROPERLY
also the feather and the poppy but this is the treebark channel
Not
Not desert duo
I CAN'T
.........do i send this as an ask i am very sane i promise
One of my very favourite scenes though is the beheading scene, funnily enough
Me literally passing out when I see gore but not here cuz idk baumrinde <333333
Also here
HIS NECK.
IS NOT.
ALIGNING.
Or what if it's his head falling off after death cuz he died and that determination is no longer there to keep dogwarts, causing his hesd to fall off
New headcanon i think
And I just noticed I watched this like 6 times now DESERVED THOUGH
Gonna watch it again
I love them so much
I love this animatic so much
Guys I can't
WAIT DID MARTYN'S EARS TILT DOWN IN THE REN DEAD SCENE
HOLD
WAIR YEAH
HIS EARS TILTED DOWN
I CAN'T
Somebody stop me
Actually no
Oh also the song choice IS PERFECT????????
WAIT REN'S PONYTAIL IS GONE IN THE LAST SCENE HIS HAIR IS OPEN
YAAAAAYYYYYY
Anywhoozles
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WATCH THIS.
I BEG
EVERYBODY THAZ DOESN'T IS MISSING OUT THIS IS SO COOL"
And with that, Melloz you're amazing, EVERYBODY WATCH THE ANIMATIC EVER >:D
I have so much fun reading this, It's like I'm in a theater seat watching this happen with 4D sound surrounding Lmaoooo
Thank you for sending this to me I really appreciate this <3333
I'm so happy you eating all the details I put in hehe
though the part where you describe Ren's neck as not aligning is probably just my error in art but that's also a really cool headcanon!
I might adopt that headcanon :d Like drawing Martyn carrying Ren's head
you really made my day Thank yooou :D
hope you get a good night sleep bud
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Aaaaaaahhhhhhh 😧
When you procrastinate so much that you don't start your final painting until 1am the morning it's due. I don't wanna do thisssssss I wanna draw other stuffffffff and I don't wanna spend 5 hours hanging my stuff uppppppp I can't even cut my paper straight despite using a ruler and measuring twice, how am I gonna hang frames and place labels evenlyyyyyyy Last time I did this the gallery crew did it all and we just had to drop our art off but now there's a new gallery director and she's like "yaaay everyone does it themselves!!!"
I don't wannaaaaaaaaaaa
AND I gotta shower before showing up which means less sleepppppppp and it's already 4am and I gotta be there at nooooonnnnnnn
I just don't care anymore let me be doneeee aaaaaaaa
Phew, I got through it. I didn't have to do much since they decided it would be faster for themselves to hang my frames than to train me how to do it. The only thing I had to do was change the wires on my frames since I had made them too long.
My fingies hurt now lol
AHH I’M SO SORRY I DIDN’T GET TO THIS EARLIER! That sounds so tough oh my gosh, you really had a lot on your plate! I hope you got enough rest after though, and I hope the final piece was what you wanted it to look like. Treat yourself after such a tough day and make sure to relax over the weekend!
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Panicking
Suddenly having a break down. I’m moving in one month. Oh my gosh. Wtf did I do. I intentionally chose a school that’s on the other side of the country because that’s what I thought I wanted. But I’m second guessing it so much now that it’s too late. My psychologist is trying to set me up with a therapist there but I don’t want one. My psychologist and I connect so well, like it’s weird how well we clicked, and that’s the only reason therapy is working for me. I don’t want a new therapist. And I don’t want a new psychiatrist. And I’m gonna miss my bed so much. And I’m gonna miss my dog so much. And I’m gonna miss my mom, and my friends, and my psychologist. When I think about all the goodbyes a part of me dies inside. I’ve grown up all my life having to say goodbye to the people I loved. But it’s doesn’t get easier. I’m being such a baby, and I have to grow up. But I don’t know that I can do this? Social anxiety has such a big grip on me. How am I gonna make friends? I can’t do it. Not to even mention the depression. And I put on this mask and make it seem like everything is okay, so everybody seems to think I’m fine. What if all of this takes over and I can’t keep up with school? All of the sudden I just really don’t want to do this. Why did I do thisssssss.
#regrets#panicking#social anxiety#depression#university#mental health recovery#school#moving#residence#mental health#recovery#therapy
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Replies ~ヾ(^∇^)
Hey there! Replies for the ceaselessly kind @aoihana2510, @thesimperiuscurse, @simsmono, @msmidnightblonde, @soloriya, @simmreaper, @twinsimskeletons, and @theothersim beneath the cut!
aoihana2510 replied to your photoset “Even in dreams we don’t end up together.”
very touching and sad they are not together...
Thank you <3 Yes...their story always makes me sad :(
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thesimperiuscurse replied to your photoset “Augustus and Gemma IV (Pt. 1; Excerpt) [[MOR] ...”
Oh my godddddd STOP I want to cry ;________;
thesimperiuscurse replied to your photoset “Even in dreams we don’t end up together.”
WHY MUST YOU BREAK MY HEART LIKE THISSSSSSS
I DON’T KNOW. I SHOULD REALLY STOP BUT I CAN’T AND I TOTALLY BLAME AUGUSTUS FOR THIS BECAUSE APPARENTLY ALL OF THIS HAD WAY MORE IMPACT ON HIM THAN I EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE. I UNDERESTIMATED EVERYTHING AND NOW EVERYTHING IS SAD AND HAPPY ENDINGS SEEM SO FAR OUT OF REACH. I WANT TO CRY TOO. I AM IN FACT. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;________;
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simsmono replied to your photoset “Even in dreams we don’t end up together.”
Looks amazing! ♥♥♥ Well done!!
msmidnightblonde replied to your photoset “Even in dreams we don’t end up together.”
you did so goooood!
soloriya replied to your photoset
“Even in dreams we don’t end up together.”
omg so touching ♥_____♥
Gahhhh, oh my gosh you three, thank you so much!!! I really did put a lot of work into it without even knowing if it was any good, so it means a lot to me that you guys left such kind and encouraging comments. Thank you again sincerely!!
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simmreaper replied to your photoset “Augustus and Gemma IV (Pt. 1; Excerpt) [[MOR] ...”
GOODBYE *flings myself into the feels pit*
twinsimskeletons replied to your photoset “Augustus and Gemma IV (Pt. 1; Excerpt) [[MOR] ...”
Why do you do this to me
BYE I DON’T KNOW WHY I’VE DONE THIS. I’M ALREADY SWIMMING IN THE FEELS PIT AND I’M DEAD. I BLAME AUGUSTUS. ALL THIS HAD WAY MORE IMPACT ON HIM THAN I EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE AND NOW EVERYTHING IS SAD AND HAPPY ENDINGS SEEM SO FAR OUT OF REACH. WHY HAS THIS HAPPENED!? WHYYYYYYYYYYY!?!
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twinsimskeletons replied to your photo
“The Edge of Seventeen Tag: Patrick O’Doherty Rules: Re-imagine your...”
" “People want kids who’ll make them laugh; who’ll talk to them, show them affection, and love them and I…wasn’t that kid.”" thanks for the tears SATAN
OKAY THOUGH BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW LONG THAT LINE HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD BUT I STILL HAVEN’T ACTUALLY FOUND A PLACE TO WORK IT IN?! SO I SHARED IT HERE FOR NOW BECAUSE YOU ALL HAVE TO SUFFER WITH ME. THIS IS PATRICK’S LIFE; HIS REALITY. AND HE’S SO LIKE ACCEPTANT OF IT ALL AND SOMEHOW THAT JUST MAKES IT HURT WORSE. GAHHHHHHH!
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aoihana2510 replied to your photoset “Yours, and only yours…for as long as I possibly can. @simovee”
omg sexy boys!
You’re always so nice!!!! Thank you!! Hehe.
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theothersim replied to your photoset “Yours, and only yours…for as long as I possibly can. @simovee”
pls
CAN’T STOP. WON’T STOP. THESE TWO KILL ME. HOPEFULLY ONE DAY @simovee AND I WILL BE ABLE TO TELL THEIR STORY.
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msmidnightblonde replied to your photoset “Before & After Sim Tag: Thalassa Lir Rules: Update your oldest sim...”
omg. she looks so pretty before and after! seriously, my old sims are so frightening.
Awww, thanks so much! But honestly I think the before looks quite frightening?!!??! I ALMOST DIDN’T POST THE BEFORE PICTURE BECAUSE I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD NOOOOOOO. At one point I adored her though, soooo maybe being too harsh, haha. At any rate I clearly like her new version much more than her first!
#Replies#aoihana2510#thesimperiuscurse#simsmono#msmidnightblonde#soloriya#simmreaper#twinsimskeletons#theothersim#saviorhide#saviourhide
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