#I used to be so obsessed with undertale SUS

[nix0nada]

Some edits on TikTok made me remember about glitchtale so here we are

[twinhood-2dot0]

The Love Of My Life, Video Games

Good morning Alex, I’ve talked about 2 of the things I’m most passionate about already, so today I’m gonna delve into the biggest one of them all, video games. Video games are my favourite form of art. It’s the perfect culmination of art, story, music and interactivity. You know what they say, “A jack of all trades is a master of none, but is oftentimes better than a master of one.” I live by this quote tbh. 

My earliest memory of video games is when I was 7 or so, playing Plants Vs Zombies with my best friend. It sparked a lifelong obsession with video games. Now, the name is kinda silly, but this game revolutionised the Tower Defense genre. It’s extremely fun and addicting and has spawned several other sequels. Then I went on to discover Flash games. What are Flash games? Well, there used to be a thing made by Adobe, the Flash Player, which helped in displaying multimedia on a web browser. It was the standard for video games back then. It has been deprecated in favour of modern web technologies, but it has a special place in the hearts of internet kids.

Android Games

Back in the early 2010s, when mobile game developers had passion, business was booming. Classics like Angry Birds, Cut The Rope, Clash of Clans, Temple Run were all made in this era.

I’m sure everyone and their grandparents and their great-grandparents know these games. All of them have sadly fallen into the microtransaction trap or died out (microtransactions, if you don’t know, is the practice of letting players buy in-game currencies or cosmetics, modern games have become more cash grabs than actual games with passion behind them). Nevertheless, they defined my childhood and were the gateway for me to actual games.

Pokemon

The premise of Pokemon is simple. Catch Pokemon (short for Pocket Monsters), make them fight other Pokemon (swear this is not slavery or dogfighting), make relationships, maybe save the world (as a 10 yo might I add, while surrounded by capable adults.) Funny story, I remember crying when I accidentally released my Grovyle thinking release meant releasing it as in having it walk alongside you like Pikachu, not as in bye bye release.

This is Grovyle. You can see why I cried.

Pokemon Red, Gold, and Emerald (yes, I know, ancient games, I’m not a grandma, I just didn’t have a console or know how to emulate consoles back then) were some of the first games I played on PC, because they were available online. Since then, I’ve played pretty much every Pokemon game released with a few exceptions because Pokemon releases two versions of the same game with minor differences (yes, emulated, I’m not buying a 10 year old end of life console that is resold with a huge markup and the original creators are making no money out of it, sue me (Okay, if you’re a Nintendo employee, I know you love suing people, so please don’t take me seriously. Please)). I think Pokemon was the beginning of my obsession with knowing literally everything about a franchise.

Minecraft

The first game I ever bought is Minecraft. I’ve loved watching Minecraft videos on YouTube and playing minecraft knockoffs for a long time before I bought it. My dad bought it for me as a reward for winning 4/8 chess games in the State Championship lol. It’s a sandbox game created by Hatsune Miku (actually, by Markus Persson, or Notch, but he turned out to be a transphobe so we just collectively retconned his existence). It’s a pretty simple game, it’s all about creativity. You can build pretty much everything, people have made actual computers in Minecraft, or, if you like Survival, there’s also a survival mode where the technical endpoint being killing the dragon in the aptly named The End dimension. This doesn’t necessarily have to be the endpoint as you can do whatever you want.

Undertale

Ah, my favourite game ever. This is the game that inspired me to become a game developer. Undertale is an RPG game created in its entirety by Toby Fox, you can see why that inspired 10 yo me. Also, I hate my 10 yo self, she watched HECKING YOUTUBE VIDEOS OF GAMEPLAY. I’ll never forgive her for not letting me experience the game by myself, I swore after this (and one other game I’ll talk about) to never even touch anything pertaining to any media I might potentially interact with ever in my life with a 10 foot pole. I don’t even watch trailers for DC movies, like what, what could the trailer possibly spoil that I haven’t read before in a comic??? I won’t talk much about Undertale as I want you to experience what I couldn’t, but it has a very emotional story that’s made grown adults cry, fun gameplay mechanics, easter eggs literally everywhere, leitmotifs in the music, awesome lore, a lesbian couple who are goals and 6 dogs.

Subnautica

Subnautica is the first PC game I bought. This is the other game I spoke about that made me avoid spoilers like the plague. I regret not being able to experience the terror that this game inflicts, although, it was still plenty scary, would have been scarier had I not known everything about every creature. Subnautica is an underwater exploration game set on a crater on planet 4546B. As someone who loves speculative biology, I was impressed by the thought put into every creature's biology.

The rest of my favourite games

I went on to buy, uh, um, exactly 3 other games, being um, the three Batman: Arkham games. These are very well made games with an awesome story and, pardon the cliche, make you feel like the Batman, addicting gameplay, (believe me, I have a collective 200 hours, and I’ve owned them for a year. Most of the other games I’ve played I’ve gotten on Epic Games for free, yes I’m such a cheapskate I get every game that goes free on Epic Games.

The Tomb Raider series is one famous for creating Lara Croft, probably the most influential female character in video games. I’ve only played the first two games of the Survivor Rebooted trilogy sadly, I wish sometime in the future I’ll get to play the Windows 95 era games.

Alien: Isolation is a game set between the first two movies in the Alien franchise. I watched the movies just so I could play the game, then because I’m a scaredy cat I only played until the alien appeared 💀. The game seems fun tho.

Surviving Mars is a “city” building simulation game. It’s set on Mars, obviously. It’s a very fun game, managing resources, keeping colonizers colonists alive. I suck tho so my colonists keep dying :P

Okay, Alex, that’s it from me this week, sorry it was a little rushed, I forgor 💀, I’ll see you on Thursday

[emberkeelty]

Ralsei

I also have a lot of thoughts about the fluffy boy!

So, yeah, Ralsei is sus. Post I linked has a great list of questions about him and his behavior, but they basically boil down to a few categories:

-If he’s really a darkner, why does he look like a boss monster?

-How the heck does he know so many things there is seemingly no way or reason he should know?

-Why is he so weirdly passive?

And the theory that he’s the spirit of Kris’s headband, combined with the new information from chapter 2, goes most of the way toward answering all of those questions.

For the first one, he looks like a boss monster because he was born of Kris’s wish to look more like a boss monster. A spirit-of-looking-like-a-boss-monster, almost.

For the second, the linked post points out how being the headband relates to his uncanny knowledge of real-world things, and there’s also some more to unpack there with regards to spoilers.

For the third... Well. We already know that Ralsei believes that darkners exist to support lightners. If he has a history with Kris, it would make sense for him to further believe that he in particular exists to support Kris specifically. Compare Queen’s obsession with Noelle because Noelle so often used the library laptop to talk into an internet search bar. In that case, Noelle wasn’t even the only lightner she was in contact with, and also her own inherent personality is... uh... well, about what you’d expect from a spirit of the internet. And, of course, there’s the even more obvious comparison to Undertale!Asriel’s obsession with Chara, given all the parallels being set up between Ralsei and Asriel.

And now for the extra spoiler-y stuff!

The speculation that Ralsei is in league with the Knight sure does hit different now that we know who the Knight is, huh? Given how many other things he knows, I think it’s likely that he knew their identity from the start.

I think it’s interesting how in Snowgrave he asks the Queen, “Why do you want to bring the Roaring?” and is surprised when she doesn’t even know what that means. Like maybe he knows that Kris does have a reason for their actions and will not be dissuaded by a simple explanation of the possible consequences. Like maybe, not wanting to directly stand against them, all of his behavior is geared toward trying to gently persuade them to at least not actually destroy the whole world, please.

I also think that Kris might, as the creator of the fountains, have special magical insight into what goes on in the various dark worlds, and that Ralsei has been somehow tapping into or otherwise taking advantage of that. My basis for this is the scene where we switch perspectives to Susie right after Ralsei prompts Kris to wonder about how she’s doing, and the parallel scene in Snowgrave where Kris ignores his prompting, the perspective change doesn’t happen, and Ralsei is confused and disgruntled about it.

[jomnki]

hey! are you stalking me? are you for tons of oversharing from a stranger on the internet? well do i have the perfect list for you my buddy. maybe ill give you my address next ohh boy, wouldn't that be funny. i just like listing and sorting things.

☄️constant fixation

🌞love

☀️past love

🌤️obsessed on one character specifically (blorboised)

🌠nostalgic

☁️enjoys casually

🌩️made ocs for

-(tip: a lone ☀️ means a long gone interest i no longer feel much for)

-(repeats in different lists means that the interest has a comic/show adaptation that ive consumed and like a lot!)

creator based content

scp universe 🌞

aphmaus mystreet and other rp series ☀️☁️🌩️🌠

nijisanji vtubers ☀️

tma ☁️

hermitcraft ☁️

games/franchises

pokemon (mainline and sideline games) ☄️🌞🌩️🌠

omori 🌞

ace attorney series 🌞🌤️

fe3h (just the one game) 🌞🌤️

sonic (lore>games) ☀️🌤️🌩️☁️🌠

danganronpa ☀️🌤️☁️

fnaf ☀️🌤️🌩️🌠

persona 3-5 ☀️☁️

animal jam 🌞🌩️🌠

furby ☁️

minecraft ☁️🌩️

digimon ☁️

yakuza series ☁️

animal crossing ☁️

strawdew valley ☁️

cookie run kingdom ☁️

legend of zelda ☁️🌤️

deltarune ☁️

undertale ☀️🌠

moshi monsters ☀️🌤️🌠

faith ☁️

cotl ☁️

inscription ☁️

hypnospace outlaw ☁️

shows/ their respective comics

case closed 🌞🌠

(fei ren zai) 非人哉 🌞

开心超人联盟 (happy heroes) ☀️☁️🌠

take my brother away (快吧我哥带走）🌞🌠

saiki kusuo 🌞

mob psycho 100 ☁️

card captor sakura ☁️

trigun ☁️

barakamon ☁️

chainsaw man ☁️

nozaki sensai ☁️

toh ☁️

kaguya sama love is war ☁️

miraculous ladybug ☁️

recovery of an mmo junkie ☁️

spy x family ☁️

tawog ☁️

peepoodo ☁️

gintama ☁️

full metal alchemist ☁️

hunter x hunter ☁️🌞

hetalia (sorry) 🌠

su ☀️🌠

fairy tail ☀️🌠

mha ☀️

ouran highschool host club 🌠

comics

oh holy! 🌞

junji ito's works 🌞

lookism ☁️

(快吧我哥带走) 🌞🌠slice of life stuff with a pair of siblings who are normal

(硬核一中) ☁️ manhua about these two fail boys and their classmates, i camt find a english translation of this so i might do it myself at some stage

(头条都是他) 🌞 slice of life drama comedy with an idol group of assholes

(非人哉) 🌞 4-koma comedy based on chinese mythological beings and deities but haunted by capitalism i guess

(小心被梦魔吃掉哦) ☁️ uhm.

(别对我表白) ☁️ a guy accidentally gets his friend in a car accident after running away from a confession.

omniscient reader ☁️ office worker's hyperfixation comes true. he girlbosses his way out.

(她们的故事) ☁️ girl likes girl they kiss

kings maker ☁️ i fucking hate the monarchy

karasu gaoka don't be shy!! ☁️ vigilante gang leaders rivalry that isn't gay at all

fanmade creations i like

rusty pectorior ☁️ fanfic centered on notyx and psyborg, felt like i was watching an entire show

in which sunny can't name things ☁️ textfic based post true ending omori. they're just being silly and goofy.

stuff im kind of interested in learning more about

splatoon

unrelated general hobbies and likes

🍰drawing, sculpting, animating, writing- just making stuff in general

🎾i love seeing people be unapologetically cringe. i love your sans au where he's god go you.

🥩 kidcore, horror, primary colours, horror, sunflowers, retro, soft sunshine

🐙 paleontology, anthropology, history, biology, learning about as much stuff as i can and being annoying about it

🍨thrifted items, collecting, trinkets, wonky toys with the felt and plastic, plushies of many shapes and sizes preferably not full of fur, erasers, stickers, magnets, badges, keychains

🥞sorting things out by different categories, the rough texture of a washed hung out and dried towel, rain, cold weather, the blanket ive used for ages, organising belongings, playlist of animation memes and songs i play while i run around pretending in my head that im super awesome, running around without said playlist, going through old stuff

🍄the video game grinding, hoarding and organising in games, strategy games, bullet hells, rpgs

🍮 my boy, dogs n cats n rats, reptiles, birds, t-rex, dragons, animals I love animals

🍩 burgers, small bits of shredded chicken, apples, round grapes, cold cereal with plain cereal and granola, fruit juice, red roasted beef noodles

🥑 whatever music i can imagine my funny oh cees move to

✖️ hot weather die die die, the feeling of hair tickling my face, smell of my own sweat, nose itchy sneezy makes me want to kill, oily textures, my nails against the plaster wall, the plaster wall itself, the feeling of certain pens against paper, not having something to chew on, running around when i trip on something invisible and give myself the third bruise that week, hair going karen mode, remembering names and numbers,

the blorbos (not ordered)

dimitri fire emblem. i love depressed traumatised men that can kill me.

kiibo drv3 is my son in law

herlock strangler

cait sith meow

i desire bowser carnally.

yoshi is my other son in law.

the dogs from sanrio. all of them

the dawg. you know the one.

[quillith]

one for ALL your guys you want to 👁👄👁

OH GOD there are so many. I put under a cut!

Nev: Escapism - Alternative Version (Cover by xUnreachablee)

I guess I have to face That in this awful place I shouldn't show a trace of doubt

SO I would post the entire lyrics page since it's short but. This song was added for Nev's backstory! Her family forbade her from leaving her tiny secluded hometown in the north of the Greying Wildlands. She stayed for over 90 years there before she ran away to adventure! Her family believed they were doing what was best for her but and made their home comfortable but. Yknow

Deliverance: Girls Just Want to Have Fun by Cyndi Lauper

That's all they really want Is some fun When the working day is done Oh, girls, they wanna have fun Oh, girls just wanna have fun

HAHAHA I mean. Deli may be a Working Girlboss but she honestly just wants to live her life to the fullest. For some people that involves saying yes to every opportunity they can get. For others it involves poisoning people. all in a day's work!

Yew: colony by Isaac Dunbar

The aftermath of an armageddon Of my world Who will comfort me? Just the buzzing bees And the burnt-down trees? Who will comfort me?

Yew is known as resident bug guy! Believes dead loves ones come back as insects. After Nana passed away, Yew's interest in soulbugs grew exponentially.. What else can you do when your one parental figure is gone and you were never good at making friends?

Ymira: Poison Root by Alex G

Now I know everything Now I know everything Now I know everything Now I know everything

Ymira... adding her because she's fun. one of her backstory details includes the fact that she's a gossip and loves to perform songs based off of things she's heard. and well. there are consequences to being a nosy bitch.

Xue: My Time by bo en (cw for su/cidal themes)

Close your eyes, you'll be here soon 一二三四五分 ( 1 2 3 4 5 minutes) 時々本当に寝たい (I really want to sleep now) でもこのワードできない (But I cannot)

HELLO this is my dragonborn bloodhunter who accidentally killed his sister, attempted a hasty revivification only for her body to become physically alive but without her actual self to create a husk of who she used to be. this regret is deeply embedded within him! He's now relentlessly looking for means to get his sister back to how she was before the accident. Gilear Faeth is on his kinlist. He's an eternal intern. A favored poor little meow meow among peers.

Yippee: Alphys from the Undertale OST

Instrumental! Alphys has a lot of traits that Yippee possesses. A nerd, someone who rambles about what they're obsessed about whenever given the chance, and hopelessly bad at interacting with their crush.

Morgan: Crack Baby by Mitski

Crack baby you don't know what you want But you know that you're needing it And you know that you need it bad With wild horses running through your hollow bones

THE MOST RECENT ADDITION. There's something about being connected to the Heart. Constantly feeling its presence and things affected by it. Alongside this, Morgan has a lot of questions! She's lost a lot, and would like it all back, please, please.

[singing-robot]

in my personal experience the most common reaction to talking about undertale irl or showing people fanart of it is “oh i loved this game!!!” seriously don’t worry about it! it may have a bad rep on the internet but generally everyone who i’ve met who’s a fan has been lovely

That’s very comforting!!! And I’m sure that if people are selling fan art of it, they like it, too. I’ll try and keep that in mind if I see other artists again. After all, a game about being nice is sure to produce nice fans, yeah? I think I only saw one or two artists with Undertale stuff, though, but that might’ve also been due to actual comic fans, and also the SU finale had aired like a week or two beforehand, so there was a lot of that. Oh and two anime groups. And a Legend of Zelda family! Maybe I’ll see more Undertale stuff at the next one and meet new people then! 

Uhhh this got long and kind of personal and off-topic, but I spent all this time writing it, so for my general experience of sharing Undertale with people, look under the cut. 

 I think the one thing that’s really gotten to me is that, when I first got into it, I didn’t know Undertale was a big thing. I didn’t know about the memes, or the sexual obsessions, or the general reputation it got for such. I had never heard MEGALOVANIA, and I don’t think I so much as walked into a Gamestop and saw a trailer for it. So the reactions I received upon excitedly sharing this Cool New Interest were, 

> “Dude, that’s cringe.” (cue me explaining that I really like the music and colors while turning to a new note page to hide my Undertale doodles. ha. ha ha.) 

> “yeah I love that game/character” (can’t remember which) after I shared some of the funnier stuff from Handplates, which I discovered and binged in less than a week before I knew anything about Undertale. so uhhh rip me for sending pieces of a gruesomely angsty fancomic to my closest friends and talking about it. 

> I think one of my friends didn’t like the game for one reason or another, but they put up listening to me because I really liked it. I could be wrong bc I have no face-reading skills, but I stopped talking about it with them until I was actually playing it earlier this year. So. Yeah. 

> there was that one time I was playing Fallen Down alone in the band room and one (1) percussionist asked what I was playing and I said “haha yeah it’s from this game I found-” “I know what Undertale is, but WHICH SONG” and I felt bad because I don’t want to be the “you probably haven’t heard of it-” type of person bUT I HADN’T HEARD OF IT AT ALL FROM ANYONE 

> actually did several independent things in band (I played in the dressing room/bathroom), so when I got bored with the stuff the director gave me, I’d pull up PDFs on my laptop and play them. I want great at it and the majority of songs are out of my range/clef, but I remember at least one kid coming in and saying “you’re gonna have a bad time” bc I was practicing MEGALOVANIA, lol

> oh my god I let someone borrow my notes once in English and it had a relatively large drawing of Papyrus at the bottom of the page and he never mentioned it so idk 

> my brother expressed -45 interest in it at first, but then a few weeks later he said he likes Bonetrousle. Minimum talk about it, but the other night he did ask if I was about to fight Sans when I was in the Judgement Hall (which is impressive because he judged it entirely by sound; he didn’t see where I was, he just heard Sans talking and was correct about where I was in the game).

> We’ve also had at least two arguments about how to pronounce “Bonetrousle,” called in a third party to decide for us, except she pronounced it a completely different way. We haven’t argued about it since.

> one time I was drawing Hollow Knight and this kid who sat near me asked if it was Undertale again and I was like????? No???? And he said oh sorry I saw you drawing Undertale before and wondered if it was the same AND YOU KNOW WHAT? MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS, JARED. 

> took a picture of an airbrush tee stand, my brother asked if it was for the sans shirt (it was), and I panicked and said it was for pikachu. I don’t know why I lied but I don’t like that I did. I planned to discreetly take a picture of all the sans shirts to make a joke about the names on them, but stopped after the one. I don’t know why.

This is going a little off topic from first discovery, yikes. Anyway! I’ve come this far and it’s my post on my blog! 

I’m fairly shy about sharing my interests, which is why I run side blogs instead of having everything on my main, or I say “oh it’s from some game” and describe it as normally as possible and get to the point. Unless close friends want to know more about it! When I talk about something I like, I won’t stop talking about it until I’ve exhausted or distracted myself, or until I am stopped by someone else. So I either have to put a cap on it before I talk or I will run nonstop, you know? Not my greatest quality. 

Anyways uhhh if you’ve read this far then congrats! Don’t let this bring you down, it’s all in the past. But I did suffer some embarrassment at these memories so I have to post them bc this can’t all be for nothing. I’ve been a little scattered lately so uhhh sorry if this was a trip to read. Nice to write so much, though. 

[maladaptive-screwup]

A Summary

My mental stability has rested upon maladaptive daydreaming since I was little (ironic considering it’s a disorder of its own). I was three and watching Little Einsteins for the sixth consecutive hour, wailing because my mom wouldn’t let me rewind the same thirty seconds of an episode after twenty minutes of that. I was four and rocking back and forth in my bed in the middle of the night, crying because I daydreamed one of my characters getting hurt. I was five and learning how to write and my first journal was filled up with scrawls of the names of Bakugan characters, I was six and drawing myself for the fiftieth time in the style of the show, I was seven and crying again because for the first time I was old enough to understand that my daydreams were fading but not old enough to understand what that meant until my characters were gone and I was all alone. There was a new world waiting but I was terrified to leave my family, the only friends I could stand to be around all the time, and I tortured myself trying to understand why they would abandon me, until I decided it was my fault and I’d abandoned them. My old diaries are filled with scribbles of of story pieces. I used to cry on the bus to school when a song came on that reminded me of old daydreams. When other mental issues worsened and worsened, I buried myself in daydreams. With bipolar disorder, I never know when I’m going to go downhill, so every day becomes a possible threat to the loss of my current focus. I spend 6-12 hours a day laying in bed daydreaming so vividly that I don’t remember my own existence.

A list of my major daydream universes, in order of appearance:

Little Einsteins

Teen Titans

Bakugan

Harry Potter

Warrior Cats

Star Wars

The Hobbit

Steven Universe

In between, there were some small ones, like Mario, Hannibal, Cuphead, Undertale, etc. But the major ones still stand.

My daydreams are constantly focused on a certain “trope”, I guess you could call it, and usually one or two characters. For the first part my life, until I was maybe 12, it was the canon characters reacting to my awful self-insert character, and I would focus on one main male character, usually the morally gray character, because it allowed me more interactivity in how the character would react to me. Now, it’s separate timelines or even alternate universes interacting, and my special interest characters were either a couple or family members, sometimes both. This started with the Hobbit, when a BOTFA timeline of the characters would interact with AUJ versions of the characters. Then, an AUJ timeline interacting with a fanfiction I was into. Then it was a BOTFA timeline interacting with an AUJ timeline and a fanfiction story. You can see how it would get complex but I always knew exactly what version of what character would do or say a certain thing. My characters that I was specifically obsessed with were Thorin and Bilbo, sometimes with Frodo there for more interesting storylines. The transition to Steven Universe was rough but I managed it. This time, the future timeline was constantly being updated, so after a while I bailed out on trying to change my daydreams every new episode. I focused on a canon timeline interacting with a fanfiction story, usually either @iamconstantine’s Opal AU or @jcstitches’s western AU (tagging them because they are both AMAZING authors who’ve changed my life for the better and they deserve the credit for creating worlds so detailed that I could absorb myself into them). So much content that I spent a good year and a half focused just on that. Then I started mixing up four or five conflicting fanfiction stories. The problem is, I’ve gone over Ruby and Sapphire and Garnet so many times that I’ve used up all the dialogue, story ideas, and everything that I could ever think of. The show isn’t going enough for me anymore, even though the western AU and Opal AU are still spectacular and producing content regularly. I’m fucking ecstatic that Teen Titans is coming back because I’m such a wreck right now with SU not doing a damn thing for me. I fucking adore Dick Grayson but I have no access to the comics so I really need this show to come back.

[gasterimagines]

Ok last prompt I PROMISE !! I'm sorry I really love your blog and I know your inbox is probably packed so feel free to disregard!! (*´д｀*) but have you ever heard of Steven Universe/its concept of fusion? May we please see some fusion headcanons?(Like Gasters reaction to the entire idea, dancing, and fusing for the first time) Thank you so much your blog is the best!!!

Nooo my inbox is empty T_T You don’t have to stop sending asks if you don’t want to. More prompts are always welcome, and I’m very happy you’re enjoying my silly Gaster thoughts lolI love SU! This is an excellent idea, thank you ;w;

Undertale

- He was blushing lavender as he asked you to join him, the hand he offered shaking when you accepted it- Asgore had taught him how to dance back in his Royal Scientist days, but he’d never had much opportunity to use the skill- And what better way to enjoy it than with you?- It’s slow, sweet, and fun- You step on his feet a few times, and he squeezes your waist a bit too tight- But neither of you care- When you rest your head against his chest, he gets caught up in the moment and says something super cheesy and/or romantic- He’s such a sap- And before you know it, you’ve fused- He’s thrilled- This is the closest you two could ever get, and he’s cherishing every moment of it- Your fusion is sweet, bubbly, adorable, and freaking huge- Gaster is over 8 feet on his own, and combined you grow to be almost 12- You have  four eyes (two purple, two in your color), Gaster’s sharp teeth and scars, your hair and nose- The only way you would destabilize is if one person became distressed, and the other separated in order to comfort them- Otherwise, you’re a very well balanced fusion (though prone to anxiety from time to time)

Type of dance: Ballroom/Waltz

Fusion song

Underfell

- Like the rest of your relationship, the dance is an aggressive battle for control- Both of you keep trying to take the lead, yet somehow manage to stay in sync- You hadn’t known he could move this way- Or be this open- Tango is a very intimate, expressive form of dancing, and it’s strange so see him so fearlessly passionate- It’s when he dips you to the floor and kisses your throat that it happens- You’re both quiet for a while, too stunned to react- But you feel the fragile connection begin to falter as he panics- This is not what he intended at all- You’re part of him, and he’s part of you- There’s nothing separating your minds- This terrifies him- Every emotion and fear he’s tried to hide is plainly visible to you now- You manage to talk him down, keep him calm- This is an experience you should try to enjoy- Your shared personality is nervous and angry, though it’s tempered with a very strong sense of empathy- Your body is strange and sort of deformed, most of it clouded behind what looks like black smoke- The most visible parts are your terrifyingly long claws and fangs- Overall, you make a pretty unstable fusion, but it can be held together through sheer stubbornness on both sides

Type of dance: Tango

Fusion song

Underswap

- He’s always so gentle, his adoration for you obvious through every action- And this is no different- It astounds you when he takes off his cloak, for once- You can clearly see how gracefully he moves, how lightly he steps- Which explains why he always sneaks up on you so easily- It doesn’t matter if you don’t know ballet- He guides you through the motions, carefully supporting your body so you don’t fall- When you trip and nearly twist your ankle, he catches you- Fusing with him feels warm, like putting on a sweater fresh out of the dryer- You form a gentle, refined looking creature with a somewhat featureless face and a long white cloak- You carry yourselves with dignity and regard others kindly, if a bit mysteriously- Gaster generally takes the lead, and is very protective of your bond- Anyone who suggests that you two should unfuse is quickly shot down- He seems reluctant to let you go- Which is fine, you’re happy to be close this way, but there comes a point where you’d like to be yourself again- It takes some persuasion before he allows it to end- It’s harder to keep you safe when you’re in your own body, and there are plenty who would like to hurt you for daring to love a monster- You assure him fusing will definitely happen again, but it just can’t be all the time

Type of dance: Ballet

Fusion song

Outertale

- Something poppy and upbeat comes on the radio- And you’re suddenly pulled into a dance- He’s such an energetic lil weirdo- You’re out of breath before it’s even halfway over while he makes it look effortless- He laughs and spins you around- And you’re suddenly seeing in yellow- You discover that there are a pair of lemon colored, star shaped sunglasses on your face- And your outfit has become a mass of glitter and silk- You have four arms, two of which are wearing golden evening gloves- Your other half is babbling in excitement- Think Sardonyx, but obsessed with outer space instead of performing- Your combined self is hyper, no chill- And has a bit of an ego- And also major self-esteem issues, go figure- Gaster allows you more control, perfectly happy to follow your lead- But his excitable nature definitely shows through

Type of dance: Club/Electro

Fusion song

Mertale

- It’s not exactly dancing so much as swimming- You’d put on scuba gear to spend some time face to face- He appreciates it, as it’s uncomfortable to keep his head above the water for too long- It also gives him a chance to do something you almost never get to experience together- Cuddles- So many cuddles- You float, halfway suspended in the water, and sway with the current- His chest vibrates as he hums happily, though it’s more felt than heard- After only few minutes of this, you notice how much easier it is to breathe- You open your three eyes and notice how much longer your tail has become- Wait- Your tail?- The bottom half of your body has become Gaster’s barracuda-like tail- But it’s not just your body anymore- He’s surprised, but easily accepts this new change- Your behaviors as a fusion are both animalistic and clever- You have the brute strength and savagery of a predator, as well as a quick wit and careful nature- Seriously, you guys kick ass together- Local fisherman think you’re the scariest freaking thing in the ocean, on the rare occasions that you show yourselves- Your human self will have acquired a taste for calimari after unfusing, if you didn’t like it already

Type of dance: underwater???

Fusion song

[myeffeddreams]

6/26

Had a really abstract dream that will be hard to describe, but it was about a war zone, like it started out in space and then at the end it became about ISIS. But there was a ton of shit going on at once and constantly shifting.  Each war side had squadrons and teams. each team had different members: fighters of different types, assassins, double-agents that would infiltrate the other side, get in good with them, and then double cross them to benefit our side, and future-seers who periodically and randomly acquired visions of the future of the war that were not set in stone, but they could use that info to aid our side.  We had two squads; on one, their future seer was Teen Titan’s See-more (good guy in the dream), and on the other was Pearl from SU, which eventually turned into Deedee Magno-Hall, her voice actress.  The double-agent found himself in a situation where he had to kill his teammates for the opposing side because they got caught and he was a high-ranking commander for the other side.  So to give them a break for it, he made a hard call and decided to shoot himself in the head (something I saw in Fear the Walking Dead last night), which shocked the opposing side enough for his team to get away.  This was a vision that came to one of the future-seers.  She didn’t have time to warn anyone yet, not until they were already being captured.  She grabbed his shoulders, shook him, and screamed “You know what you have to do! You have to do the right thing at the right time! Do it or we’ll all lose our lives! You must sacrifice yourself! You know what I’m talking about!”  He looked confused as she was being dragged away, and he contemplated what she meant.  It was implied that the future was changed because of this event, but I didn’t see the rest of that timeline.

For some reason in this warzone world, the dream would reset itself if too many people died on our side, like a video game, but none of the characters knew except for the future-seers.  They had to explain everything over again at the reset (in one of the timelines, Pearl was Bulma from Dragon Ball).  I asked the 2 future-seers (seer being a term from Homestuck) if it was hard knowing about all of the resets (a concept I once heard about Sans from Undertale). They said yes and became emotional since they’ve seen many of their friends change and die many times over (I have been obsessed with Madoka Magica lately).  At one point the dream shifted into a grocery store where Deedee Magno and See-more (who was changed at this part of the dream?) ran into eachother in passing and casually said hi, but went on their ways.  then a bomb went off outside and when they ran out there to check it out, Deedee’s car had been hit and her pet rabbit who was in the car was found dying.  She started crying super hard and she said that even though this happens every time in the time loops, it’s still the hardest thing she has to deal with.  See-more and I (eye, heh) were crying lightly and it was a very emotional scene (seen, I need to stop these puns.

There was this story about one of the team members, who in every single timeline was destined to become corrupted and put the team in jeopardy because of his harsh, rogue attitude. So the future-seers had to warn the squads of that every time.  (That might have also come from Fear the Walking Dead based on a character named Troy).

The dream shifted and suddenly my whole war effort was stationed inside an abandoned university as a secret base; it was kind of apocalyptic.  I’m a little stressed about my housing for next semester lately, so in the dream, I was stressing about finding my correct room.  I was wandering through the university, seeing many familiar faces in an old arcade where everyone was partying, playing games, and having a blast at this carnival; there were arcade games, carnival games, video games, and tournaments.  I saw some old friends from high school and new friends from college.  One of my boyfriend’s roommates was one of the double agents set to kill me in a future timeline, so I didn’t feel like sharing my snacks with him (lol).  I didn’t know who to interact with, they were so different and I wasn’t friends with most of my old group anymore anyway, but I missed them. I put my stuff down somewhere near my old friends and when I left, an attack hit and everybody scrambled to their stations.

Professors/squad leaders were running through the university making sure students/civilians/crew members were all safely hidden or in their battle positions to push buttons and defend or attack.  

The dream temporarily shifted since I was waking up.  I was wet in a bathing suit, outside at night, in some dead grass with patches of dirt, at a bachelor party, looking for some things I put on the ground and lost - wallet, keys, cell phones from my group at the party.  People were behind me (my boyfriend and his roommates, and my brother-in-law) also looking for this stuff, all arguing over whose fault it was that lost them, but it was no one’s fault, we all scrambled.

Suddenly I was back in the action, running through tunnels in the school to get to my assigned place.  I found a place and settled down and looked out a big window to the outside where we could see some old, warn-down buildings, tall, dried grass, and a town in the distance.  That’s when we saw a bomb fly over us in slow motion.  I looked around at my peers and we all started hugging, crying, holding hands, saying goodbyes and last words. I grabbed the hand of one of my new friends from school and told her I loved her (meaning I’m glad to have gotten to know her), and we watched the bomb drop and the mushroom cloud form, and the smoke slowly rush toward us, knowing we were about to die.  We closed our eyes and held our breath from the noxious gas... and then I woke up. 

And then I went back to sleep

Everyone was okay!  (I am not a writer, I can’t write suspense xD).  The smoke cleared as we wondered what happened, why we were still alive. So I pulled a little magic, round, glass bottle with a cork out of my pocket and began sucking the smoke into the bottle to purify the air and save the people around me. When the bottle filled up, I would cork it and keep pulling bottles out to suck up the smoke.  I flew around the school, sucking up all the smoke I could, and when another bomb was dropped, I straight up sucked that bomb into the bottle too! I was saving people left and right.  But people were getting annoyed because I was getting into their way and basking in the glory.

The dream shifted for the last time, as I was now Hamtaro!!  Now I was to steal a big-rig truck (my dad’s a truck driver) full of ammo and information from the opposing side so they couldn’t attack us anymore.  I had my team of My Little Pony toys smaller than me (I was already smaller than the real Hamtaro, and also a pillow at the same time?) to fly around and help me out, although they weren’t much help since we were all toys and I was actually being controlled by myself like I used to play with toys when I was little.  All the mlps were just erasers and I had to push handfuls of them around behind the Hamtaro doll. As Hamtaro, I had to drive this huge truck to my base from the outskirts.  It was really hard and stressful to maneuver (I’m practicing for my driving test next month, I’m 22 and still don’t have my license).

And then the dream sort of... slowly went away, and I finally woke up @.@