I was gonna make brownies and taquitos and I still really want to but I got overstimulated from multiple people trying to talk to me from a room over while I was trying to hear what my baby sister was saying over the phone and now I think it’s gonna have to be an either or situation
And I reallyyyyy want brownies but I’m out of protein drinks and fruit so I kinda need to make actual dinner tonight
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my freaking yummyy breakfast ^_^
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that kinda sorta gray area where you're like. hmm. i'm probably not actually at risk of relapsing on my eating disorder. but restricting my eating is feeling really good right now.
this is not something my current therapist (of over 4yrs) and i have really even ever discussed because of how long ago it's been since i got over my ed but. should i fuckin reach out to my therapist about this? like sooner rather than later? should i mention it in session on saturday? do i want help??? do i need help????????
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i went to a Crane Wives concert w some of my siblings last night and it was amazing. There were so many of us crowded into a church basement in Philly, and everyone in the room was queer and/or alt and did you know that sometime in the past few years mullets have become cool? the person standing in front of us had a jacket that their brother had PAINTED for them and someone else had a light up jacket and that was just the people we could SEE
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I feel so cheated sometimes bc I fucking hate the taste and smell of meat (I categorize seafood as meat too) and beans
I'm Mexican-American
My Mexican mother is considered the best in the family for Mexican cuisine, everyone loves her food and I can't eat most of it
I can't eat it or smell it without wanting to gag (I don't, but I need to leave after a while to get a break)
Mexican food is considered one of the best food cultures in the world, my mother was born and raised in Jalisco and brought all the recipes she learned from her mother with her
I grew up on fast food and faster/easier recipes because she needed to put more time and effort into cooking for the rest of the family
I also grew up in Los Angeles, one of the best places in the US for authentic Mexican food. We'd go to Mexican restaurants when she didn't feel like cooking (and on one memorable occasion, a house/restaurant that was recommended to my parents at church lol), and if not Mexican restaurants, then some fast food place or seafood buffets. I stopped going out to eat with family often in my teens bc it wasn't worth taking me. I also remember being judged and just hated the experience and would make up excuses to not go
I don't know, I was on my tiktok fyp and I kept getting a lot of stuff about Mexican food and I just hate being reminded of my fucking defects so much. I didn't choose to utterly despise meat and beans and I feel so left out of my own culture. If I could eat it, I would, but I can't.
My siblings grew up on all of these amazing foods, and I grew up right alongside them, eating something else.
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About a decade ago, I had one of the best summers of my life at a linguistics institute hosted by the University of Michigan, right after one of the worst years of my life. I loved it. I’ll never forget it. But my wife (then girlfriend) and I wandered into a Mexican restaurant one afternoon and I ordered the carne asada. When the waitress asked me how I would like it cooked, I knew I could never move to the Midwest 😂.
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thoughts on what i should have for my midnigt snack
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the taquitos were a success which is great news for future me too cuz i have almost an entire box full
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I think I’m cursed to never be able to make taquitos…. I tried again with the new tortillas and they broke almost immediately so i just made tostadas
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