Sometimes I think I desperately want a star trek show or movie or something that revisits ds9 and what they're doing now....and then I think about how none of the new shows can seem to quite capture the....the vibes. The atmosphere (the film cameras and lack of advanced technology tbh) of the older shows and I just sigh and realize I don't actually want anything about ds9
[audibly holding back tears] it's the fact that Lunar said they were made to feel like they have to go back to Eclipse that's fucking me up the most. Whether that means like, on a psychological level or a programming level or both, it's like. man. to hate someone with every atom in your body and still have a deep, nagging part of you that says get closer, welcome him back.
to know that if you listened it would be just as bad, if not worse, than that first month you spent with him but you still have a lost, scared little kid inside you that wants to cling to his side and hope he'll hold you back and tell you it's all okay.
to hate what someone truly is, but be wholly in love with the idea of what he could have been that your mind still wants to tug you along to his doorstep. sniffles. hiccups. whimpers.
thinking of how umemiya is so strong and so in control that he barely flinches at how you yank on his hair or scratch up his back or sink your teeth into his shoulder because the pleasure is just too much for your body to contain UGH and he’s just talking you through it all
I mean the man can handle Choji sinking his teeth in, his pain tolerance must be insane. It would be irritating how composed he can be if you weren't out of your mind with how he's rearranging your guts
Can anyone recommend a good brand of grippy sock/tight slipper? No; not for that reason. I’m kinda eh mentally but not necessarily in crisis (yet)…
The fake hardwood floors in this apartment are literal sensory hell to walk on. I can’t take my socks off and walk barefoot on them for two seconds without getting the worst fucking joint cramps in my hands and feet I’ve ever felt in my life. It’s like insta-gout, just add naked toes; but I don’t actually have gout (thank god)… it’s SOLELY from the texture of the floor. I’ve been wearing the same vampire bat socks for four days because I can’t bear to remove them unless my feet have been soaked in hot water before.
Also, the vampire bat socks for your amusement because the little guy is cute:
I'm not sure if i have anyone to ask so i got a question regarding Good Omens season 2 here
i'm asking pretty much:
Does the second season of Good Omens get better?
Like: i watched the first episode and felt disappointed given how well written and throughrough the first season was. And the second season in the very first episode felt as if it was lacking.
Dad, who i was watching it with, thought it wasn't good. And he's one of those people who can actually tell if a production is well done, bad or just mid. (and He thought the first season was good and enjoyed it even tho he dislikes when authors play around religions in fiction as he finds it mocking toward religions.)
Maybe it was a mistake to re/watch the first season hours before watching the second one, but honestly i'm unsure whether i should watch it further, i might simply skip it? In this case for me the fandom fun is not important, i just want it to be actually good and as thought through as the first season, and i fear it is not the case.
i think “the palestine/israel conflict is complicated” gets utilized in a lot of violently dismissive ways that make ppl understandably wary. i still think it’s worth acknowledging as complicated, not in the sense of both side-ism (bro we have been watching the systematic genocide of civilians for 3 months but also 70+ years)—because israel’s actions, policies, and resources all originate from within the playbooks of the fuckin white supremacist exploitationist Imperial Core, bc the state of israel and zionists produce powerful propaganda and strategically tap into other discourses (like associating zionism -> the state of israel -> The Jewish People and therefore critique of israel is anti-semitism). did you know there are evangelical christians in the US who truly believe peaceful coexistence between jewish and palestinian communities in this region is a sign of the actual biblical rapture? that endless warfare is because groups of human beings are diametrically, existentially opposed to each other’s well-being?????? and the reality is just land grabs, and murder, and blood on israeli hands just like there is blood on american hands for a nation state shaped on violent colonialism. like the complicated part is this is a hyper visible atrocity and it’s not an isolated issue, not in time or space or anything :(
I am very much am a believer in not yelling or being mean at service workers but also service workers in socal are so fucking rude all the time and don’t care about anything and don’t listen when you tell them things and when they fuck up I have no idea what I should do!!!!!!