#I want to kill myself I fucking swear

[gutz-radio]

Man I'm back in the Billy Hargrove trenches with this ofmd "finale" huh

[pjbooey]

"Oh Miss Effie was her name Through the west she won her fame Being handy with the gun But she drove the men insane"

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Courier Six, also known as Effie Yew, was my "fuck it, I just want to get through this character creation process" after Fallout New Vegas crashed immediately upon creating my first character (Crystal Methany). I ended up growing entirely attached to Effie and tried to keep her safe and fashionable during the whole playthrough! Her primary companions were Rex with Lupa the Legion mongrel mothers brain and her boyfriend Raul, the grumpy Ghoul mechanic.

[whileyoureinschoolidothisallday]

I need y'all to know that I watched the dub version of the touya backstory and vs shouto fight and I am devastated

Idk who here watches the dub or cares about it but it hit so much harder. They fucking kept Jason as his teenage voice in the scene when he wakes up. Like in the sub the VA is different and still makes it sound like a teenage boy. But in the dub that is a whole-ass man's voice coming out of him, and it's so much more jarring to hear it juxtaposed with his internal voice that still sounds like a child. And it's not even like he's still talking in the Dabi voice, I forget that Jason has range and he speaks so much softer and scared and sad than we've ever heard him be with this character, and it ripped my entire fucking heart out. I'm gonna be haunted by the sound of him saying he has to go home for the next fucking week.

[the-acid-pear]

Okay but. Isn't main character and certified good guy Hank hating androids such a deranged plot beat? I mean bc the whole game is trying to set up this objectively bad parallel between androids and real life ethnic segregation (which is so insane bc androids are actually manmade objects who genuinely don't feel emotions unless caused for a glitch like you cannot compare real minorities to that David Cage you need to be put down like a rabid dog) so him like. Having a much of stickers going FUCK ANDROIDS is like, so fucking awful? The whole framing too like Connor, an Android and in this case a minority, having to give up on his very own responsibilities just to look after and make this guy who is constantly physically violent like him otherwise he's a bad guy for it? Like I know Hank plays up his hate way more than he really feels but with this very obvious allegory it just becomes so uncomfortable that this is the good guy (tm). Like I love Hank this isn't against Hank this is against Cage and whoever let him write this too like Jesus Christ man.

[isdalinarhot]

just saying for the sake of transparency that im at like. suicide risk level one billion due to the fact that my parents have made it so i cannot use their money to buy alcohol anymore and i am unemployed and have only 85 cents accessible to me so like. after the One Singular Bottle I Have Right Now runs out i dont have any way of getting more. i am not fucking ready to get sober and the thought of having to quit entirely is not something i can fathom being alive for, im serious.

i dunno. i want to have my voice drop. i want to read kowt. i want to bury my parents so i dont get deadnamed during my funeral. but the amount of days that is, days filled with so many unfathomable moments of agony, days where i will suffer and suffer and suffer and suffer, doesn't feel worth it to me.

[conanssummerchild]

talking about my feelings is like having someone drag a blunt stick through my brain

[antisocialgaycat]

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[mushed-kid]

i have winter break next week and i wanna have fun

[seilon]

shouldn’t have checked my bank account as expected my mother has taken thousands more dollars from my savings and has almost run me dry more or less. Cool!

[girlypsyop]

Man. Leaving a toxic relationship is just an exercise in learning how to live in your own head again.

[gutz-radio]

Man I'm back in the Billy Hargrove trenches with this ofmd "finale" huh

[schrodingersbabe]

would anyone understand if i said this is how i act think and feel at my completely (relatively) normal dishwashing job

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

nobody here fucking listens to me nobody here fucking cares when its important im so sick of this fucking house

[skrunksthatwunk]

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(^^ just finished yakuza 0 for the second time)

[dirt-str1der]

Yaoi has poisoned all of your fucking brains !!

[sleep-nurse]

not my family trying to collect as much trauma and mental illness on me as much as they can