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spicyicymeloncat · 11 months

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#rant #a rant feel free to ignore meee #why are all my current hyperfixation GONE NOW #i am ill #i cannot sleep #I’m physically and mentally unwell #i just finished 300+ episodes of bluey #i caught up with Markiplier’s fnaf security breach ruin playthrough #i caught up with project sekai events en server #i have nothing to do #it is that time of the morning where not sleeping after waking up at 5pm makes you go insane and everything is worse #and everything hurts bc I’m ill #but I am unable of fixing my sleep schedule without trying to stay awake all night and all day #and I have to fix it before my family goes holiday #AJAKSLDLLE #why is it that 7am you feel just fine and dandy #9am rolls around and your head took it as a personal attack #brain no longer capable of producing the happy it is time to complain about everything #very sorry for posting #i am tiredddd #could the body comsider #not hurty #i scream to the void like no one is watching #sorry if you are lol #what is the meaning of life if there is no hatsune Miku tho #how am I to cope when no HATSUNE MIKU #AAAAAAAAAAAA #personal

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frozenfrogz · 5 months

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If I don’t get the swing set scene of younger Mike and Will…what’s the point? What is the point then?

#i will be physically and mentally unwell if i don’t get it #it better happen or i’m ranting until the day i die #i NEED that scene #byler #will byers #mike wheeler #byler is endgame #byler is canon #byler is real #anti mileven #stranger things #s5 byler

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calkestis · 1 year

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besties idk why i bothered buying a ps5 for this game cause the moment this man appears on screen i’ll launch myself at my tv. there’s not one chance i’ll be able to focus on the game

#i’m unwell #literally #mentally #physically #cal kestis #jedi survivor

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mossflower · 7 months

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okay not dropping out 👍

#mostly bc i am on my period rn and i stand by the idea that you should not make big life decisions while actively bleeding and feeling sad #but also my current two career options are a) writer. which is not a stable income source. and b) librarian which i need a degree for anywa #i mean there is c) astrophysicist but atm i would rather gnaw my own arm off than stay in uni a moment longer than necessary #i do not think i am built for academia let’s just put it that way. and you kinda absolutely need a phd for astro jobs #we’ll see in 2026 i guess. i know i want to work this summer and replenish my frankly depressing savings #but the summer after i might look at work experience and placements and see if there are any astro related ones #idk. i just miss home a lot and i’m always bored and stressed and every time i think about money i feel physically unwell <3 #morganposting #i wonder if anyone actually reads these. what even are they. diary entires slash record of mental decline?? idk #if you do read them just know that this was supposed to be a fandom blog not 60% diary. i’m sorry and i love you <3

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hunterontheedge · 10 months

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Daily Hatty 46

#bbt #battleblock theater #hatty hattington #I’m actually so unwell (mentally and physically) it’s not even funny but I’m here to deliver

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thecampjuicebox · 8 months

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I wish I could have one day where life didn’t literally implode in on itself and everything would stop going so fucking BAD

#I’m going to lose my marbles #mentally sick but physically thick #I’m unwell #can you tell?#I hate it here #about to go nonverbal at the function

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nerdsandbabyteeth · 1 year

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Constantly trapped between I can’t wait to live away from my family and spend more time alone because I feel like my thoughts will have time to settle and I will lose my mind if I live alone because I am starting to lose a sense of self this week simply because two of my friends are away and I don’t speak to anyone much in school.

#noggin time #I also cannot stand the fact that people I know follow me online or people I respect even #because I have a constant nagging feeling I’m completely and utterly embarrassing I see people posting abt things in their life and like #venting or whatever and I could never do that I think bc so many people follow me that I see face to face #I mean I’m doing this right now but tumblr is it’s own beast I have like one person I know irl on here I think #also it’s not like I have no friends I still talk to teachers and other people but it’s my best friend who I meet every morning and my new #friend I made this year who is in all the same free periods as me and also likes talking about tv shows so it’s like two people I talktomost #if this were a therapy session which it now is I would trace back my feeling of pure unfiltered embarrassment at simply being online back to #when I used framecast when I was like 9 and I drew a character inspired by someone’s oc and they vague posted quite civil abt it like please #don’t copy my ocs guys and I cried about it for hours and hours and I’ve never been the same since not to sound dramatic but it’s true #I delete Instagram every 3 days because it starts to make me feel physically unwell and then I re-download it because I miss everyone #I didnr consider i might have some sort of mental issues other than autism until recently because I just convinced myself this isn’t a prope #r issue I should just get over it but at this point it’s violently affecting my moods when I’m not immediately talking to anyone

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bbreaddog · 10 months

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#personal #ran out of repeats for my anti depressants last weekend and it’s been hell ever since #the only free time my psych has available is when i am not #so I’m just fucking. waiting i guess #for hopefully a cancellation or something so i can be a regular person again #cant believe i ever thought these meds didn’t work for me in the beginning #that’s the curse of taking meds isn’t it #is that you never know when they work or not bc they make you feel normal #which feels like FUCKING NOTHING #so you don’t know! until you’re not taking them!#bullshit i tell you. who invented this.#anyway my physical health sucks and now my mental health sucks even harder #which is making my physical health suck like a vacuum #i cant even bring myself to watch rwrb or heartstopper rn #what. the entire and whole fuck is that about #i dont think I’ve ever been so unwell that even my hyperfixations have to take the backseat #any video longer than 2 minutes is making me feel like both my skin and my insides are being sanded with course grit #tell me how I’m supposed to watch a 2 hour film #or an 8 episode season #at least i have fics and books #and very low volume rent obc soundtrack #life is hard rn…#still gotta talk to boss about my future in teaching…

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the-sappho-of-lesbos · 2 years

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It’s 4 AM and I’m just laying here thinking of how beautiful it would be to meet a woman and say “you were worth waiting for”

#I’m honestly not having a good night #I’m feel so insecure about my appearance #I feel so unattractive #I’m insecure about my place in this world #I feel so detached from myself #I’m starting to feel insecure about my age #it feels like just yesterday I was 18 #but in a little over 6 months I’ll be 24 #I never even processed turning 21 #and now soon I’ll be in my mid 20s #and as horrible as my teen years were I feel a massive part of myself clinging to the idea of youth and what could have been #I feel myself getting older #I feel myself getting slower and more out of touch #I feel myself getting dumber #im probably just using my mental illnesses as an excuse at this point but it feels like they have trapped me in this box #and that I’m just intellectually under understimulated #it that there isn’t anything I can do brack it because I physically just don’t have the energy #I certainly don’t apply this anyone else #but the type of fear I have with getting older and being mentally ill is hard as well #like when I was younger there was more wriggle room to be unwell #it was more acceptable #but that the older I get the less acceptable it is and the more pitiful and morally bad it is #overall I just feel stupid #I don’t think I was ever all that intelligent but I certainly feel dumber now then when I was 19 #I don’t like the changes of getting closer to my mid twenties I’m seeing on my body #I fear aging so much #I fear living #I fear loneliness #I fear being hated #and yet I’m already all those things

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p0is0n-is-th3-cur3 · 9 months

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the only thing I can think about is mcr5 days are starting to blur and I can’t remember how to spell my name

#mcr5 is real #mcr5 truthing #mcr5 #mcr #i think I’m taking this worse than ao3 going down #i’m mentally unwell #And physically unwell for that matter

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xannerz · 9 months

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#I’ll be going on a vacation next month. a nice one! for 2 weeks.#but I feel so unprepared. I’ve been helping$ the family more. and my depression naps are coming back bc I feel so boxed in.#I should be grateful. i am. i mean. it’ll be my first time abroad with a great group #but I just feel so. bad. mentally drained. physically unwell.#my mom’s suspicious? paranoid/onto me that I’m queer lmao #and I feel 15. hiding this. she’s not entitled to everything but the fact this nags at her bothers me #like I’m ?? an adult. I have to dance around this like a kid. for her health for my safety #I’m not happy with where I am.#why is this year going by so fast.#xangoeswah

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berryinparis · 1 year

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everyone has taken so much from me this week

i find it hilarious how my friends get so mad when i’m unavailable while i’m handling my own problems instead of trying to help make my life easier like i’ve done for them countless times. i have been finding it hard to tell the difference between being a doormat and a good friend

#girlblogging #female hysteria #femcel #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #manic pixie dream girl #mentally tired #physically exhausted #female manipulator #i’m so unwell #very unwell #sick #the feminine urge #coquette girl #anti hero #am i the problem?

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corrine-dartagnan · 2 years

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does anyone else ever feel like they will never be able to form meaningful connections or friendships

#i do have friends #but only one close one honestly #and looking back to two years ago I was able to form friendships even though covid hindered that a little bit #but i feel like last year really set me back #I was so depressed and mentally unwell and I didn’t have very many people in my life #and I was so unable to talk to people in my classes partially because I shut myself out and was dealing with a lot of issues #and now i feel so angry and screwed over #and im deeply afraid I’ll have to go through the rest of my life alone #I don’t want to be alone again #and I got to thinking and listen I’m not suicidal but I truly do not know what I’m living for #I don’t have any strong set goals I have hobbies but I’m bad at maintaining them #if I disappeared it would take a long time to notice #it’s so overwhelming to feel like this all the time and to also feel so helpless bc you don’t know what to do #I’m probably being over dramatic but i don’t like being physically unable to talk to people in my classes or my family members #but it’s so unfair! because even when I do talk to people in my classes it doesn’t stick it’s never good enough I open my mouth and they #look at me like I’m insane. it does something to a person #and there are no words to describe the sadness that my highschool experience can no longer be a happy one but it’s worthless to dwell in #more focused on getting out of it #but then what if as soon as I’m out it’s just as bad? because everywhere in life i will run into the same problem.#just a throwaway post on an account I don’t use anymore lol just needed to rant. journaling hurts my hand because my thoughts go to fast #get down on paper

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idmakeitbehave · 1 year

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on day 5 of being locked in the house and watching nothing but cm

#literally was on the couch before 9am watching it…..again #i’m so unwell #physically spiritually mentally etc etc #sara pls

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divorcedyaoi · 1 year

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agh

#📝: misc #whenever I’m physically doing unwell it always gets me worse mentally #stupid. why can’t I crawl into the woods and die like a wild animal #google: forests near me

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m1d-45 · 1 year

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Dude, I am a Venti Enjoyer, you can ramble at me about Venti ideas! Also that response is so freaking cute???? I've said it once and I'll say it again, I am gnawing on your writing like it's a chewable fidget toy. -sibling anon

for starters, i’m glad you liked what i wrote! second… ignore the tags on that post i was incredibly unwell-

#m1d : [chats]#sibling anon #unwell as in mentally venti has a vice grip on my psyche i’m not physically sick (again)#venti on the brain 24-7 istg #he’s a disease i am willingly exposing myself to #augh. venti. <3333 #FUCK he’s so #ugh. he’s so. i want to hold him in my hands like one does a particularly small cat #ironic since he’s allergic but- whatever whatever i’m- im talking about him again augh #i suffer from venti in da brain disease and it is LETHAL #(technically the medical word would be fatal im p sure but yk what i write fanfiction we’re not here to be accurate)

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