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huntingingoodwill · 6 months

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Bestieeeee

Happy turkey dayyyy🦃🦃

Are you going to be cooking? We just put the turkey in and it’s 3pm🫠 totally not behind schedule

And of course I have yet to do any of the bs schoolwork I have to.🫣🫣 still procrastinating on the emails I wanted to send last week

Anywayyyy had to let you know that I rlly liked the thing you just reblogged with anakin in the field. So funny 😂😂 sent it to my friend cuz she finally got me into Star Wars 😵‍💫😵‍💫

I totally think about anakin a normal amount 🙈🫢 (one of my new additions to the list of men to simp over😘)

Oh and my friend also got me into Dr.who again, she tried two years ago and it was short lived. It’s a pretty funny show too. I’m always screaming the weirdest things. I called the monster in the Pompeii episode Optimus prime and she lost it so I’m a comedic genius.

And I have just (not rlly, I’m just acknowledging it rn) realized my use of emojis is out of hand and yet rlly play an interval role in showcasing the true message I try to convey. I’m an artist rlly 💁🏾‍♀️

Give me some random updates about you 😛😛 what shows are you watching? Any new music? Hobbies? Books? I rlly gotta continue embroidering.

-😊💖

hey babe! this is the most american ask ive ever received HAHA!!! happy thanksgiving i hope u have lots of fun ❤️

im not going to be cooking bc we don’t celebrate where im from <3 i had sushi for lunch and im buying salad for dinner though! omg turkey!!! you’re making me crave those monstrous legs they sell at amusement parks…

good luck with your schoolwork!!! i just finished my final exams im so pumped!!! im free!!!!!! I HATE EMAILS. i obsess over them but i always only manage to catch my typos after i send them. sob.

HAHA im glad u like the meme!! i know nothing about star wars except oscar isaac and natalie portman are everything and adam driver freaks me out <3 i get the simpage hayden christiansen is cute but I can’t think of him outside of “that guy from little italy” 😭

oooo dr who!!! ive never seen it but david tennant is such a funny little guy to me. i don’t get your joke but I’m sure it was comedic genius <3

no but im overreliant on emojis especially 😭😭😭. im overworking him.

I JUST FINISHED SELLING SUNSET it’s trash reality tv and i love it. im rewatching adventure time and the amazing world of gumball because i have the mental bandwidth of a 12 year old :))) for music… im going to a concert tonight!!! im pumped for that lol and as for books i am ALMOST CLOSING IN ON MY GOODREADS GOAL lets gooooooooooooo!!!!! im currently reading braised pork by an yu which is! boring. but my mum didn’t raise a quitter. ALSO ITS SO COOL YOU EMBROIDER I LOVE THAT FOR YOU i wanna get into doing that someday. love that.

#asks

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gabagaba05 · 3 years

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OK HERE ARE MORE SLIDES HSHSGA

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/109uK-q-OktPBmv8JF-uDD9HJkq0fnmn6w3yRN8PnGVY/edit

kindly ignore the "people we know" section, i made this for a presentation party

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/16Lg7vWr0cCqq9xNzDlGtt1BV5dINGs0Wj8oFjeqL8qQ/edit

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/12ywRhPHnf4SqGfKkZfE6dDNQz5fDiC3KMXq_Dtjt8r4/edit

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1-ty_5cSKcJTQmzyX19y-BOBlkG369XVTQCgogQD3WZk/edit

onto your questions!

- i indeed to band!! i play clarinet, but we have a marching season coming up so i was at percussion rehearsal. i’m one of the new drum majors for my band (so i conduct the show/im 2nd in line to the director). i’m my free time i fuck around with the ukulele and guitar. im not great but it calms me down.

are you in band?? it's so much fun dbsbsbs!! when the event ends we have to keep in touch (even if it's just to share shitty pics of me in a uniform)

1) i read svt as seventeen! it's really funny though because i don't read skz as "stray kids", i read it as "skizz" fbsbsbshja

2) i'd rather never meet them and b able to consume their content!! i've made it this far already :))

what are your answers to those two??

some sleepover questions!!

1) do you have any movie or tv show recs?? i've been watching buzzfeed unsolved and criminal minds on repeat and it's getting to me 🙄🙄 i plan on watching vip, the one about the north korean officials son, and the wind rises

2) do you have any funny school trip/ band (if your in it) stories? i have quite a few band related ones if you wanna hear them

3) where do you live (this is not supposed to be creepy). i’m from new jersey!! (we might have talked about this but i have a brain the size of a pea

4) what grade are you going into/ are you currently in. i’m gonna b a junior and i am NOT ready for it 😩😩 it's so scary

girl i have no good sleepover questions 🙄🙄 all i do at sleepovers is reenact fanfiction, watch movies, and gossip 😩

if you want gossip from new jersey -> i got drum major over a guy who's harassed me, my sister, and at least 3 of my friends and i’m so happy!! it felt so good to finally have a win 🤤🤤

ooo i’ll check out the slides later!! (i’m babysitting rn lol)

omg i don’t do band and can’t play any instruments, but i’m so jealous of ppl who do!😫 like,, u can just make music! that’s so cool!! and yes we *absolutely* have to keep in touch after the event!! (i would love to see pictures of u in ur uniform alsnksjsks)

ok so i read “ess vee tee” and ya i’d also choose consume content and never meet them, i mean,,, i’m a fan of the content so it just wouldn’t work for me to not consume it anymore lol

ok so for ur questions:

1) ok first of all i love buzzfeed unsolved!! in honor of them ending the series ive been rewatching all of it too lol (i just got to the iconic goatman episode) but i’d recommend downton abbey (i’m only on season four but i’ve rlly been enjoying it) and i’m currently making my way through disney’s tv adaptation of this book series i rlly loved in like,, late middle school-ish? it’s called the mysterious benedict society and the way they’re making the tv show feels so much like the book i rlly love it

2)uhhh so i don’t have any band stories (obvs lol) but i did dye my hair for the first time (well the first time i permanently dyed it) at midnight in the girls locker room? so i go to a rlly small jewish day school, and on the first night of hanukkah they do this thing where all the girls in the high school get to sleep over and light the candles for the first night and then watch movies and wtv and sleep in the not heated gym (and then wake up to pray and go to classes because hanukkah started the day before winter break that year and so we had to actually go to classes the next day🙄) but i had brought hair dye with me so two friends and i (shoutout to @eb4 for being one of those friends and seeing the chaos firsthand shakhskahs) left during the movie (it was parent trap so i almost stayed lol) and went down to the girls locker room and busted out the hair dye! we had to dye it in the sink cuz the school showers r 🤢 and don’t have curtains and i was already in my pajamas. so then an hour later we washed off the dye in the sink and voila! it was box black hair dye and my natural hair is rlly dark brown so it wasn’t like i was dying my hair some crazy color like the blue i have now) i for sure have other stories if u wanna hear them and i’d love to hear some band stories!☺️

3)omg it’s not creepy dw 😂 and i live in massachusetts! also i didn’t know that u live in jersey!! (ok so these two kids who joined my grade this past year r from jersey and they’re so chaotic and i get very similar vibes from u and now i’m wondering if it’s just a jersey thing sksnsjs)

4)girl i’m gonna b a junior too!! and OMG TELL ME ABT IT IM ALREADY AT SCHOOL FOR NINE HOURS A DAY AND HAVE SO MUCH HW AND THIS YEAR IM TAKING AN AP AND SELF STUDYING FOR ANOTHER IM NOT BUILT FOR THIS SKANSNAJ😭😭

omg re-enacting fanfic sounds like such a fun thing to do at a sleepover!! i only have one friend who reads fanfic and we were in seperate fandoms before covid so no fanfic re-enactments for me😔 i’ll def b putting that in my back pocket for when sleepovers r finally a thing again sjhshaha

aaaa that’s so awesome for u!!! i’m not quite sure what that means but u won and that’s always an awesome feeling!!❤️

ok now for my questions:

1) do *u* have any band/school stories???

2) do u do any extracurriculars other than band?

3) ok i know u told me u have a sister but is she younger or older? (lemme predict real quick….💭💭ur the younger one!)

4) what’ve u been doing so far over the summer?

5) shaniac or boogara?? (or shitfish lol)

i hope u have a good night and am sending u tons and tons of love!!❤️❤️

#im sorry for the questions being so mediocre it’s currently 9:50 and im babysitting and exhausted ajbasjhaj #asked and answered #🐯 anon

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pinkykitten · 5 years

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Guess who saw IT chapter 2 in theaters last night???

Omg it was an amazing movie like I loved it so much I could watch it again. It was scary and hilarious and to me the cinematography was great

My butt hurt after cuz I did not want to miss anything and in scary parts I would cuddle with my jacket but never take my eyes off of it

Anywho I am adding this as a new fandom I will write so requests r open now for IT chapter 1 and IT chapter 2!!!👏 and for stranger things, Spider-Man homecoming and far from home, Gabriel Reyes / reaper, and 13 reasons why all seasons and season 3

!SPOILERS!

So I’m crying and dying on the inside rn because Eddie is dead and Stanley died like I wanted my losers to be together and like Eddie was strong in the end he faced his fear and that shows what a strong and building character he was.

I have a Pomeranian so I will never be the same after that not scary scary and very scary door scene with Eddie and Richie

I luv Richie so much cuz he’s so funny and just doesn’t even care lol

The scene w Beverly and that old lady scared me sm

Also the scene in the beginning with the two gay guys and penny wise eats the guys like chest like bro I was eating my candy in that scene

My fav scene and what I loved the cinematography was when Beverly was getting bullied in the bathroom and then a whole wash of blood enters and Ben is getting buried alive alone which is his fear so they’re both screaming out for each other and like the scene where she kicks open the door and sticks her bloody hand out to Ben for him to take to me like that could of been a cover for a movie game or book it was that cool looking

I actually like stories and books that don’t end in happiness cuz it’s real life... what bill said

I honestly felt high watching the Native American sacrificing scene, did not get it at all until mike explained it

One of the most scariest scenes to me was when that cute adorable precious little girl went down under the bleachers to find pennywise and she is scared by him I would be too child. But he guilt trips her and the crying he does and the way he acts to me is so scary idk why! Anywho then he likes eats her which to me was scary and sad cuz she was so sweet to him like f u clown!

And the other kid dying at the carnival like I got stranger things vibes from the carnival

I loved it when Richie and Eddie are next to each other and big pennywise is trying to kill the others and Richie asks Eddie u think he can see us? Like I cracked up so hard

I also liked the chase scene like the blue light and how it felt like the characters were running on something spinning but it was they were running at an angle

I ships ben and Beverly so hard and I loved that they kissed

Fortune cookie scene was wack but like awesome wack and that only they can see it so the waitress walks in while mike is literally smashing the table with a chair for no reason

Leprosy dude throwing up in eddies mouth lol I cannot the song and just

I kinda laughed when pennywise got small I’m sorry he just looked like a pancake

Stanley I luv u bby so much and I luv that u brought shower caps for the club house he is just so sweet

My sis just told me to put down that she fell in luv w Ben cuz he yes is delicious but she loved him so much even as a kid like she wanted him to be happy and have friends we just love Ben

My fav characters tho I can’t rlly choose r Richie and Eddie like I luv them so much I choose more Eddie in the first movie and then Richie in this movie but both r special

Pharmacist dude was touching himself and then touching my precious Eddie like dude get ur hands off my man

Love it when they all hugged Richie after eddies death and they held onto him like how friends do

Love it when men say they love u to other men and like as a friend it’s hard for them to do it but I liked it when mike said he loved him to bill and bill said he loved mike too

Didn’t rlly understand tho the bully zombie dude in the car like is he dead did they kill him what’s up w him like that part was pretty strange

Anywho if y’all want to talk to me about IT at all pls do I want to see how u liked the movie how u felt about it and maybe how u feel about the other movie get all fangirly w it

#it chapter 2 #x reader #fanfiction #it chapter two #it chapter 2 spoilers #richie tozier #beverly marsh #bill denbrough #eddie kaspbrak #ben hanscom #stanley uris #mike hanlon #pennywise #bill skarsgard #it 2019 #it 2 premiere #it 2 #it 2 movie #it 2 spoilers

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w0npi · 3 years

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dear whomever,

i kinda fucked up. i know some of my feelings may be valid but i am a mess dude. i keep loosing valuable friendships and i don’t know how to deal with the constant pain abt it. when i lost her, i don’t know, i felt okay after three days. when i lost him, i feel like i’m loosing my other half. i never expected this to happen. i’m so tired of being tired and said and have anxiety when i hear his or her name. i am 17 and here i am STRESSED over people who hate me for the shit i caused. i blame myself for everything. i rlly shouldn’t since everyone who i vented to says otherwise but i need to blame myself. every year i lose people who r meaningful and i can’t help but blame myself. i jus want to be peaceful wit him. i don’t care abt her. she ruined me. but him, god i took him for granted. he was everything i always wanted in a friend and i fucked it for my own selfish feelings. mama always mad at me for being on my phone but i read so much on here that fills my delusional thoughts, feelings and imaginations. it’s horrible how i sometimes catch myself thinking i’m in a book or th show and i’m a love interest lol, it’s like i use that part of me to cope. cope. u may ask why i must cope. honestly i don’t know either i jus do. i started to behave like that since i was young. i still don’t get why i daydream or pretend to do that when my life is perfectly fine. i am happy (( i think )). i don’t know. did u know i got my wish? when i was a young girl, i use to dream abt fitting in? i use to annoy the “popular” kids so much. looking bad i just looked so lonely… i practically forced some friendships. i always been so bad with friendships and feelings. maybe that’s why i don’t like putting myself out there. maybe bc i have issues with myself and i rlly cannot tell the difference between someone liking me as a friend or someone liking me as a partner. i don’t know!!! i don’t know what to think, say, do..i’m so confused. i wanted to rant abt that situation but i don’t know. i don’t feel drained, i don’t feel happy, i jus feel nothing. not even numb. i don’t know!!! idk why i’m so frustrated wit myself rn????? maybe i need to get help. maybe i shld be more honest with my therapist but i’m scared dude. what if my mom n dad fight abt it?? i’m gna look so fuckin stupid?$/!/&//!/&/!/!/$/ i don’t know. i just want to be hold…can someone hold me and love me?? is that too much to ask? i love my friends. i love my cats. i love my parents. i love all the affection i get from them but i want love. a queer young teen is what i am and here i am loosing my fuckin mind cuz i’m so screwed in the head. have the main element in my body be so hyper fixated on LOVE! i don’t deserve it…i just want to be loved and feel it. whatever, i’ll update wtv i feel like. also i’m a senior n i’m so scared but it’s okay. i am smart enough. future me: did we do it? are we okay abt Blond Boy? - j

adding more: i feel like if i give up on him, i will truly lose myself. i don’t know what to do.

song: pink in the night, mitski

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dirtmunch · 3 years

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OddZ

-togod damn ok gimmie a second

1: Name saffron

3: 3 Fears ppl throwing up, running red lights

5: 4 turns on longish/long and/or curly hair, stubble, when ppl lift their arms up n their shirt lifts a little n u can see their stomach/undies waistband, rope

7: My best friend uhh prolly my roommate, old friend from hs n classmate rn tbh

9: My best first date in the fall i got coffee outside n then walked around a forest preserve w someone!! it was rlly nice n the coffee was good

11: What do I miss live music and walking around the city. also takign the train

13: Favorite color red + bright/neon green

15: Favorite quote i will face god and walk backwards into hell

17: Favorite food mmmm any pastries really but also braised pork the way my mom makes and seafood

19: What am I listening to right now wool in the wash by crying in a bangin new playlist i made

21: Shoe size 6 1/2

23: Hair color red + a little yellow green + brown rn

25: Ever done a prank call? when i was in middle school yeah

27: Meaning behind my URL eat dirt!

29: Favorite song too many to name but rn wool in the wash, tame by joyce manor, and DQ by charly bliss

30: Favorite band joyce manor!!!!!

31: How I feel right now kinda hungry. general emotional turmoil

33: My current relationship status single? dating? idk i dunno either

35: Favorite holiday lunar new year and halloween

37: Tattoos and piercing i want I kinda want a smiley piercing n def some cartilage. maybe an industrial. i have a lot of old illustrations i want tattooed

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? lmao yes

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? nope

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? under normal times i get up 2 hours before my class starts

45: Where am I right now? bedroom

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? loud!!!1

49: Am I excited for anything? excited to not be in corona but also my birthday is coming up!

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? when i work i use it all the time otherwise i dont rlly ever

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? id prolly cry rlly hard tbh lmao i get too attatched

55: What is something I disliked about today? math 101. also someone not texting me back

57: What do I think about most? how much fucking work i need to do for school

59: Do I have any strange phobias? prolly throwing up but ive heard its kind of common, even when its this bad

61: What was the last lie I told? legit can’t remember. prolly somethign minor

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? i love ghost and alien media but i’m a healthy skeptic

65: Do I believe in luck? mildly

67: What was the last book I’ve read? a book about beekeeping

69: Do I have any nicknames? rat

71: Do I spend money or save it? im a mix of beign really bad at spending whatevers in ym checkings but really good at putting money in ym savings and never touchign it

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? lmao ofc

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? i think i had just got home from delivering something to a friend

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? come on eileen, house warning party, heart of glass

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? here lies saffron best artist in the fuckign world and betetr than anyone else. ill haunt the first person to try and smash the stone

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr mine, my aesthetic blog x 4

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? naw

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? i dont fucking know i also am not gonan tell the internet this question

87: Had sex? yes lol

89: Gotten pregnant? nope

91: Kissed a boy? yea

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? no it sounds kind of uncofortable too

95: Left the house without my wallet? yes but i usually remember cuz i keep it in the same pocket

97: Had sex in public? no 😳

99: Smoked weed? lmao

101: Smoked cigarettes? one

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? used to be! hair started falling out tho

105: Been underweight? nop

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? lmao

109: Been outside my home country? yes

111: Been to a professional sports game? i guess i went to a pro baseball game when i was REALLY little. got food poisoning after

115: Been in airplane? ya

117: What concerts have I been to? been to a lot, i guess i havent gone to a concert concert but i suppose the largest one was seeing wavves

119: Learned another language? yes lol

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? yeah LOL

123: Dyed my hair? all the time

125: Rode in an ambulance? not yet

127: Met someone famous? nope

129: Peed outside? oh for sure

131: Helped with charity? nope

133: Broken a mirror? on accident probably

#Anonymous

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survivor-kuwait · 5 years

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Episode 11 - “i am the balrog elder gay” - Kait

i am the balrog elder gay

Losing Chloe BROKE ME. listning to Bye Bye mariah carey and crying!!! this is for the people who just lost somebody... SHOOT. I wanted her to blurt out more of her votes in tribe chats. RIP. a fallen Goddess...

SWEET BABY JESUS I GET A SECOND LIFE IN THIS GAME!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!! OMG I LOVE THE LAGOON RN! BUT HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE IT TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN RETURN BECAUSE I HAVE A FEW PEOPLE TO STRIKE BACK AT.

I’m so dumb, completely missed the voting deadline, in my defense i was teaching, but still. Never again, its merge (maybe) and im not gonna jeopardise my game like that.

I'm glad we merged but two people are returning to the game? This has been the most cracked game I have ever played.

Renee and Chips have a chance to return. Between the both I hope Renee comes back. She was an ally for me and most probably work together again.

Go rennee!

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boo chips

MERGEMERGEMERGEMERGE!!!! glad my zodiac sign is known for being loyal cause I sure ain’t.

This challenge is always weird but i think if people tell me the truth i may have cancelled out some of my stuff im getting. M&M&M are good standings hopefully. I also trust kait thomas and timmy. Hopefully i can make itndeep in the game.

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This challenge was a total meh i guess this works. Hopefully i win immunity. If not hopefully im not a target. My relationship with Madison may be rocky right now cuz i blindsided her tribe friend in another game. So im kinda nervous. Hopefully she doesnt pass it her vengence here and tries to take me out. Im slightly worried a but for this tc.

This merge is a little different from my norm game, I usually have 2-4 alliance chats going but I don't have a single one so far this game. All my deals have been side deals so far, I do not know if that is a good or bad thing as of this moment in time. Corey did fill me in that there was an alliance being formed that included him, at least it's indicative of him wanting "The Bull and the Lion" to continue to work. I am also way to mentally drained to give a damn, I just needed to make a confessional to not strike. I worked for 14 hours today but I made 325 dollars and now only owe 4k on my student loans. Thassss a win in my book even if I get voted out, I'm just gonna drink some beer, hold Jenifer and go to bed. Good night Moon.

THANK GOD I WON IMMUNITY. You have no idea how good it feels to not have to stress out too much this round. Considering there are 14 of us, really anything could happen, but it's great to know that I will make it through at least one more round. The only key here is just making sure that I stay on the right side of the numbers. The line will most likely be drawn in the sand, so it's important that I stay on the right side of it. So far, I think the people that trust me the most are Ian, Corey, and Matt. I talk to them the most out of everyone, and I do trust them all to an extent, Corey and Ian the most. I would love to find a way to get all three of them on the same page, but I know that will be a heard feat. Next in line would probably be Maynor, Madison, and Kait. I talk to these three a good amount, but for some reason I am having a hard time putting my full faith into them. I talk to Owen a good amount too, but he is a MAJOR threat, and someone that I do not want to be in the game for too much longer if I'm going to have a chance to win. For this round, in an ideal world, Thomas would go home. But that seems too easy. I am hoping someone starts throwing names around, but if not, I guess it will have to be me.

WHY DOES MATT HATE ME SO MUCH?!?! I genuinely wanted to work with him after first impressions, I bet he was the one who voted Taurus now. My idol now has a name attached to it, so thanks for that Matt. In a way, I guess you did end up working with me in some fashion. Ideally this round goes down with a clear majority on Stephan and Corey can get his save a vote activated and I play the slow burn on good ole Matteo, I wanted to butt heads with Owen at merge, but Owen has been a delight while Matteo has been nothing but a thorn in my side.

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Phew child this merge! 14 people is so so so many and I did in fact vote out Adrian and Chloe, both people who I’ve worked with. I’m left in a really interesting spot because of the warzones it’s still hard to see who has a pattern of voting together. I feel that I’ve positioned myself to be in a lot of threesomes, and hopefully nobody really catches on to that? I know Kait is my number one currently and I have trust with Madison and Devon and Corey. But I’m also fully aware that everyone is a huge threat, and I have to downplay myself as one as well. Hopefully a stepehen vote will provide me with good positioning, as we’re removing someone I personally can’t reallt work with, and lessening the numbers. I also wanna really work with chips but I’m sure everyone was chomping at that bit! Who doesn’t want a bite of chips!

I wish I could put an image in this form bc the joke I’m about to make is so funny Anyways lol I told Kait about the idol I felt like I had to or else I’d break her trust if I ever used it. But THEN LOL SHE TOLD ME THAT matt also has one LMAO THAY HE NEVER TOLD ME ABOUT!!!! So that meme I linked above is literally me and matt with our idols Here’s my prob tho I like l.... I have to tell matt bc he knows I guess the coordinate. So I guess that’s a thing that’ll happen

Finally have an alliance chat with Kait and Owen...it’s been so many rounds in the making tbh, it just needed to actually be made. I feel safer having that as well as us going to make one with Matt and Maynor as well, making sure that Matt is okay with it...Maynor already seems to be on board. The only name that’s been going around is Stephen so that kind of sucks because I wanted to work with him, but he isn’t around enough to try and rock the boat for in this game unfortunately.

I found a hidden immunity idol which is awesome! Also, everyone has been silent this round after we decided on Stephen so that’s a bit suspicious

This is a really hard round because I really like everyone. If any good came from it, it's that I solidified myself into a strong alliance that should be able to keep me safe for at least a few rounds. Corey did not seem to bite on my idea to vote out Owen. Matt says he is most threatened by Ian and Timmy. And everyone just seems to want to vote Stephen. I think this round will be pretty easy, but from this point on it just gets harder. I assume that Chips is in a bad spot and most likely will go next. But at final 12, it's going to be a doozy to see who can stay on top of the vote.

So thisrounf there is an alliance of 6 however I have 0 faith in Thomas. He is a wild card and will be hard to judge and work with. No idea what’s going to happen tonight.

Aight a lot happening this merge!!! Fourteen people we losin our minds. First of all let me say half these ppl were kinda boring to talk to but I’m liking it a little better today. I came in wanting Stephen GONE because I lied to him during the taylor vote and we haven’t clicked since and I promised I would get out whoever lied to me in this food challenge and his bitch ass didn’t submit so I didn’t get my perfect ZERO!!!! So I was all ready to press him but suddenly Devon had already thrown out his name! Easy as pie. I rlly trust Kait and her and corey get along. I was branching out to some others too like madison is bae, Devon is fun, I like talking to Ian. My FAVORITE is Maynor I rlly like him but I’m scared matt has a hold on him. Anyways I helped set up some alliances today that I hope are solid. One is me Kait madison corey and then they wanted to add Devon and tommy which is cool. Still kinda pressed at Thomas because yesterday I said ily to him and he replied with lol but other than that it’s a good group. But then suddenly Timmy wanted something with Kait and I so I took that as an opportunity to solidify something with Maynor! Precious angel. Kait and I are worried because the tension between corey and matt lmao which is honestly kinda stupid. Matt was sus about corey after he spearheaded the renee vote which like I understand. And I stirrred the pot a little because I told corey that matt was after him lmao. But for now I’m rlly working hard to keep them from targeting each other and so is Kait. Idk how long that can last tho. Ummmm trace’s THOT HOE ASS told corey he wanted me out?!!! So he gotta GO! And Kait and matt think Ian is dangerous which I’m like ok maybe..., sure. Ummm Cullan is just mind boggling. He ate tater tots for breakfast who does that. But he’s sweet I guess. Id prefer him and Ian and trace gone soon but corey likes all those people oop. I rlly think Kait wants to stick with going to the end with me and matt which like.... I rlly will keep allegiance to Kait but matt? Idk. He kept his idol secret from me and it’s clear he doesn’t trust me as much which is fine, I wasbsure Stephen would target me tonight but apparently now he’s going for Thomas. Hopefully it’s an easy vote and Stephen goes and I get what I want and next round I’ll figure out what to do when it gets harder

Well. Tonight the vote is Stephen. Well, for the majority of us. For little young me, I will be voting for nobody! We acquiring a save vote. Hopefully, at our next tribal, Timmy leaves! Woo! I am in 2 alliances: Mighty Happy Meal (Owen, Kait, Madison, Devon, Thomas) and Queer Eye-ish (Madison, Matt, Trace). Period... I am loyal to my own people. Madison, Owen, Ian, Devon. Kait too, to an extent. The rest need to go at their time. I do what I can. Matt is a priority for me to get rid of. Unless Timmy wants Matt gone, I want him gone too for next time. x

Ep 11: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1-fEEBtT8R4hk_587qknbxwLmB8yhN_lt/view?usp=drivesdk

This is my placeholder confession for until I am at a computer and able to type something out. I got back in the game!

alyssa said put ep 11: just a quick recap bc i have to play this silly flash game now before i pass out - corey and matt allegedly not liking each other is still a problem - owen found an idol - i told owen matt has an idol bc i have a big mouth - corey told owen all this shit about the vote and idk just other game sensitive stuff and not me and - there's an aliens of trace, matt, madison, and corey that trace allegedly made. this is a big question mark bc either it's just really random and people that trace wants to work with despite what they said or this beef??? between matt and corey is fake which i wouldn't be too surprised by - corey told all of this to owen before tribal but told him that he was going to wait until after tribal to tell me like.... i don't appreciate that. - i think that kind of solidifies that if/when corey v matt happens and i have to pick a side i wanna go with my matt. - im sure i will think of more tomorrow oh also i want ian to get deleted from skype thx

EP 11 Confessional: I got an idol this round which is cool. I heard the vote was stephen however it’s been kinda quiet. Not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing.

#survivorstarzone #episodes

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ykno what nvm answer all of them dickhead

fuck u

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

outgoin

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

i see every1 i love p frequently tbh

4. Are you easy to get along with?

i reckon so

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

yeah i trust em to (if they aint all drunk themselves)

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

like 80% of the population

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

i reckon i got p good odds tbh

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

uhh helena cuz she just gave me a hug bless her

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

yes. deeply.

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

‘love u mom’

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

choose any from this

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

f u c k y e s

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

ehhhh idk not rly

15. What good thing happened this summer?

so much?? bfs?? top surgery??? its been a good summer

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

give me

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

al wouldnt be cuddling me rn if i didnt

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

i dont even remember his name

19. Do you like bubble baths?

i dont have them often but theyre cool

20. Do you like your neighbors?

yeah theyre chill

21. What are you bad habits?

o god so many. drinkin paint waters prolly the worst one

22. Where would you like to travel?

santa fe

23. Do you have trust issues?

uhh nah

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

talkin 2 the ppl i love

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

well itll b GONE in 5 days SOO

26. What do you do when you wake up?

go back 2 sleep

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

nah

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

the bfs

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

uhh nah

30. Do you ever want to get married?

howd that even work

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?

we just tested n Yes

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

there r so many options wtf…the richest 2

33. Spell your name with your chin.

mjnac mjk

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

soccer 4 lyfe (im a forward)

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

y would u ask me this

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

im shit at that tbh i always end up spillin. prolly my elementary school crush cuz i got over it in a week

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

i usually awkward laugh

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

uhhh… im tryina think a the similarities btwn the bfs…uhh…nice smile

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

somewhere w food

40. What do you want to do after high school?

art

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

nope

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

m concentratin

43. Do you smile at strangers?

sometimes?

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

outer space

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

food. promise a seein the bfs

46. What are you paranoid about?

uhhh losin people

47. Have you ever been high?

yep

48. Have you ever been drunk?

yep

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

dont think so

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

navy blu

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

yeahh

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

i mean… appearance wise its already changin. but i reckon i cld prolly be less brash

53. Favourite makeup brand?

uhhhh idek know more than 2 makeup brands

54. Favourite store?

food

55. Favourite blog?

mine. uh jk like…the bfs? idk i only rly follow my friends n art blogs

56. Favourite colour?

blue

57. Favourite food?

mac n cheese

58. Last thing you ate?

a bagel

59. First thing you ate this morning?

pancakes

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

i won like 10 art competitions in elementary

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

bein a little shit once

62. Been arrested? For what?

vandalism rip

63. Ever been in love?

yeah i am rn

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

wed been datin for a month. we kissed then we both laughed

65. Are you hungry right now?

when aint i

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

theyre the same

67. Facebook or Twitter?

uhh twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

nah

70. Names of your bestfriends?

medda, crutchie, albo, spot, davey, kath

71. Craving something? What?

when isnt it mac n cheese

72. What colour are your towels?

like… a few diff ones

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

nah

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

uhh like…1? i didnt get 2 bring my childhood ones n i aint the kinda person 2 collect em

75. Favourite animal?

dogs tbh

76. What colour is your underwear?

black rn

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

cookies n cream

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

blue

80. What colour pants?

grey

81. Favourite tv show?

b99

82. Favourite movie?

hot fuzz

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

mean girls??? obv??? mean girls 2 was shit we all know that

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

mean girls

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

janis

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

nemo for sure

87. First person you talked to today?

crutchie

88. Last person you talked to today?

89. Name a person you hate?

90. Name a person you love?

you

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

yeah a lot

92. In a fight with someone?

not actively

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

too many (never too many)

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

prolly like..3

95. Last movie you watched?

spirit

96. Favourite actress?

m e d d a

97. Favourite actor?

idk a hot one

98. Do you tan a lot?

i tend 2 burn more

99. Have any pets?

theo

100. How are you feeling?

gay

101. Do you type fast?

moderately?

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

yeeeeah

103. Can you spell well?

im ok

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

yeah

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

fuck yeah

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

uhh … yeah

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

yeah

108. What should you be doing?

payin attention 2 al

109. Is something irritating you right now?

yeah im hangin out w this rlly annoyin guy rn :/

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

yeah.

111. Do you have trust issues?

not rly

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

uhh theo

113. What was your childhood nickname?

id rly rather Not

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

yeah

115. Do you play the Wii?

i mean sometimes but we dont got one

116. Are you listening to music right now?

yeah we have a playlist on

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

yeah

118. Do you like Chinese food?

yeah

119. Favourite book?

football

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

as much as like, ny1 is

121. Are you mean?

sometimes?

122. Is cheating ever okay?

absolutely not

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

nope

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

nah, just lust

125. Do you believe in true love?

yeah

126. Are you currently bored?

nah

127. What makes you happy?

theo, paintin, the bfs, medda

128. Would you change your name?

been there done that

129. What your zodiac sign?

cancer

130. Do you like subway?

yeah sure

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

“we did this already”

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

tbh ‘cause I’m never going down, im never giving up, im never gonna leave, so put your hands up, if you like me, then say you like me.’ mean a lot rn

134. Can you count to one million?

i mean…probably?

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

“im straight”

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed

137. How tall are you?

5’10”

138. Curly or Straight hair?

i got str8 hair

139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunette by majority rules

140. Summer or Winter?

summer

141. Night or Day?

day

142. Favourite month?

july. 4 no reason…..

143. Are you a vegetarian?

nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

milk

145. Tea or Coffee?

ughh tea if i have 2. just give me a red bull

146. Was today a good day?

yeah

147. Mars or Snickers?

mars

148. What’s your favourite quote?

“it does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live”

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

yeah sure

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

“Well – I don’ like sayin’ the name if I can help it. No one does.”

#muckity-mucks

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1-5, 7-19, 21, 23, 26, 28-32, 34-43, 45, 48-53, 56, 60(u better nOT YOUNG LADY), 63, 71, 75-77, 87-95

lol sorry this took so long to answer alpha bean

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?closet doors closed cuz i have a small room

(2) Do You Have Freckles?yus but only rlly smol ones on my nose

(3) Can You Whistle?lol no probs never will

(4) Last Song You Listened To.listenin to on melancholy hill by gorillaz rn

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?rlly rlly light pastel pink

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?77 degrees (fahrenheit)

(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?nooo, i woke up sad

(9) How Many Followers?36 (thx all u peoples who followed me even tho I’m not popular)!!

(10) Zodiac Sign.gemini!! im a ram if ur talking chinese zodiac!!

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?hazel unlike anybody in ma family

(12) Take A Vitamin Daily? noooo lol what’s health??

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower? ya when im listening to some good bops

(14) What Books Are You Reading?i just finished the color purple and something bout suffragettes, now im on a percy jackson one

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.specific, here it is!! “‘But you did doooo it,’ the spirit growled.” - The Trials of Apollo

(16) Favourite Anime?yuri on ice im ur classic gay, hxh tho too i cant decide

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of? mmmmm, probs my older sister (last time i cried tho was this morning lmao)

(18) Do You Collect Anything?nah, i have a few old timey cameras but that’s about it

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?a sandwich lol, just with some lettuce and tomato on it

(21) Favourite Animal?pupper cuz im basic as heck

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?like 11 now my schedule’s messed up

(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?probs my sister’s @kohoa even tho i don’t go through it often lol

(28) What Makes You Happy?ma dad, ma sisters, rabbits, video games, puppers, reading sometimes, etc etc

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.she would but she’s on mobile rn •-•

(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music? what’s studying lmao, probs with music anyways

(31) Dogs or Cats?i did say dogs are ma favorite animal but tbh depends on ma mood, dogs when im happy, cats when im sad and i need a pet to cuddle

(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be? i think a light green?? or grey lol im boring and sad

(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean? ocean, i live right next to a lake in michigan, ocean 100%

(35) Do You Believe In Magic? i want toooo, but there’s no proof of it in ma sad life so far, so nah

(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?not wearing a shirt, a dress, guess you dont get to know!! :3

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue? NO U ARE WEIRD IF U CAN

(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It? save it for a bit, then spend it on something stupid like pizza

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You? my teeshirt that I have to wear to Chicago tomorrow for end of the year field trip, ma socks and ma purse in ma closet

(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now? don’t think so, if anything video games cuz she is a nerd

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly? i don’t think so???

(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People? ya ya ya

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams? not any i remember!!

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry. hope, it’s the worst and best movie I’ve ever watched it’s on netflix if ur feelin sad, (might not want to tho if u have triggers about sexual and/or child abuse)

(48) Are You A Picky Eater? sometimes??? idk

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper? yea when im sleepin in a comfy place

(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning? noooo

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?reading yea, writing when it’s not for an assignment

(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud? if it’s music that’s better listened to loud!!

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents? idk, wrap presents since i always cut myself when i carve??? i like both tho tbh

(56) What Are You Craving Right Now? egg rOllS

(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?heh heh, exams studying all that jazz

(63) Favourite Pokemon?leafeon probs?? i havent played pokémon in forever

(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters? uhhh, idk that one cute kids movie bout the bull

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set? yea, and nah

(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate? a sandwich at lunch lol

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?choices which is one of those choose ur own story things cuz i like my gf in it, she’s cute, and a magikarp thing cuz my sister thinks it’s good, i haven’t played it at all rlly

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?night??? and day????

(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.everything in question 77, overwatch, the last of us, fallout 4, rise of the tomb raider, until dawn, minecraft (what a nerd), just dance, the last guardian, uncharted 4, life is strange, idk if there’s others I forgot

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.ooo a while ago when I was rlly smol is the last time I remember having a dream!! k so if ur my age u should remember the kids show yo gabba gabba, and I freakin hated that it was so spooky to my smol 8 yr old mind. so, I had a nightmare I lived in a town and went to see the orange one, and then I somehow accidentally stabbed him with a needle??? and purple juice exploded from him flooding the whole town and i cried after I killed everyone!! what a dream lmao

(90) Favourite Soda Drink?pepsi or coka cola idk

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?waves at the beach, soft wind, other stuff too but i dont remember

(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?sweats what are jEAns??

(93) How Do You Look Right Now?the same way i looked when i got home from school?? ma hair’s pulled up, glasses on, pretty basic stuff

(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.BEING AWAY FROM MY MOTHER LMAO

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?probably just two small female signs crossed together on my wrist cuz im gay as heck

this was fun, feel free to send me some others that I didn’t already answer!!

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i haven’t been on here in a long time but i’m really upset and need to vent a bit

so i’ve been doing rlly well lately bc i’ve started being a lot more open with my family and friends and i got back into cosplay and cospllay dancing and youtube which is rlly important to me and a rlly important stress relief and stuff and gives me smth to hold onto and makes me happy and also my me and my friend are booking a holiiday to disney paris tomorrow which will be my first time going abroad and i’ve been looking into unis and stuff that i want to apply to.

but like i can feel myself rapidly going to shit again. idek what’s up half the time, i guess the ‘buzz’ of doing new things and being in a new environment kinda??? is wearing off but also since going to my DWP assessment i’ve kinda felt like shit. for obvious reasons bc it was sensitive question after sensitive question and i have a strong feeling that i won’t even end up getting my money in the end. we’ve also been watching tapes from my childhood which has kind of messed my head up bc we’ve kind of been able to pinpoint where stuff started going to shit and it /was/ around my mum’s operation. which was also a bit late to develop a dissociative disorder (i was around 8-9?) but still possible which would also explain why it’s osdd if i do have one, bc it was late. also since watching the tapes i keep feeling a small child around and i’ve no idea whether it’s my inner child or something else but they seem to have a lot of bad feelings and they keep affecting me too

plus side, the doctors are going to refer me to a psychologist who will assess me again (particularly for adhd bc i mentioned that was a concern to me) and i’ve grown a lot more mature abt my mental health in general esp since leaving tumblr. i still struggle with the same things like none of it stopped once i left which proves its legit ig but i’ve stopped trying to diagnose myself and i’ve started calling it ‘bad mental health’ instead which is good for me personally, but i do think i need to be reassessed again esp if i want the correct support.

rn i’m really upset bc i had nightmares abt the bullying last night that i don’t really have nightmares about, i’m lucky bc i don’t get like. clear trauma nightmares that frequently but when i do they’re usually about my abuser or sexual assault, but it’s not as much abt the bullying, last night was super centric on that tho and now it’s all kind of come flooding back to me and just. ugh. bluh.

also i had a breakdown last night bc i’m not r’s comfort person and somebody else is, even tho i try so so so so so hard to make them happy and i’ve never upset them or made them angry and i just do everythingn but i can’t mean as much to them as this person that has upset them on multiple occasions and it hurts so much bc i can’t understand wy even tho im sure that bc this person has a kin that is important to r that is why they can be that and i can’t.

anyay that’s where i am atm, just in a big slump after a high ig. thinking of coming back to tumblr after i’ve applied to university cuz i miss the good things but it honestly kind of makes me feel sick? like i don’t get good vibes from it, feels super stuffy and toxic. twitter even thoit has some of the same problems feels much much cleaner to me but it also doesn’t have some of the communities i like on here eg kid//core communities, so i probably will come back after i’ve applied to uni but i won’t be on as often and i won’t be following anyone that posts any discourse or anything bc it really gets into my head and i get super paranoid abt what i might do wrong and stuff. so yeah i’ll probably move blogs again but only follow mostly blogs that don’t post mental health stuff or discourse abt stuff in general bc i tend to start really overthinking stuff bc of tumblr and its not healthy

so yeah idk this is this ig. like if you read pls

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what i did.

Hey! So, I decided to do something different and just talk with yall bc it’s been awhile since I last posted. I want to talk about stuff I’ve been doing the past month that we have quarantine. I live in the Philippines and we currently have Quarantine here, General Community Quarantine in my city to be specific. So rules are a bit loose but it is still very strict and aware. The past month of March and April is has alot going on for me, but I don’t really like mind since I never really do anything whilst on vacation. And yes, our school usually ends in late March so this rlly is our vacation rn but know that it’s almost the end of May we have to settle with what to do for the next school year, which is concerning for me because I still haven’t decided on which school to go for the next school year. Anyways, with all that here is the stuff that I have been doing for the past couple of months that I am stuck at home! (Not necessarily in order)

March:

Passing requirements

The usual stuff you know, it came abruptly and it’s almost the end of the school year. We were really just mostly preparing on an end of the year performance for the whole school, but it got cancelled due to the virus. And so, we got our exams cancelled and we just have to pass some final requirements in our school. And it’s kind of the hellish parts of this quarantine well for me cuz we were supposed to pass a major project back in February, but we missed the deadline and so we kept pushing and pushing it til March, I’m even thankful at this point because our professor still accepted that project of ours even if it’s already vacation...

Studio Ghibli Binge

When I found out around February I think that Netflix is going to release all of the Studio Ghibli movies, I immediately begged my mom to get back our netflix account just so I could watch them. And I’m glad I did because I was now able to watch some rlly good movies I’ve been wanting to watch for a long time, and I currently have watched 12 movies at this point. I remember watching my first studio ghibli movie at 8th grade, yes. and it was The Red Turtle which I highly recommend btw (I don’t think it’s in netflix tho) but yea, It made me hit the brakes on wanting to watch Studio Ghibli. I would tell you my current favorite, but I still haven’t watched all of them so I’m still not sure

April:

One Month Meditation

This thing was inspired by Matt D’Avella who was doing some one month challenges himself (I recommend you check those stuff out) and so back in February during classes I also thought of some 1 month stuff I could do during the vacation and listed them out. With vacation going on, I picked the Meditation one, because I miss meditating and it’s been awhile that I am able to wake up early in the morning and meditate. How did the challenge go you ask? Well, it not went well, because I wasn’t really able to get my own quiet time with so many people at home preventing them to do work and stuff. I would try to do this challenge again, with more discipline hopefully

Devotion: Book of Mark

I remember being able to join a group as part of our retreat, cuz I really like the place that we held our retreat in. We were in a call together with our group leader and talking about stuff and apparently we’re all doing devotion together. So our leader asked us if we could do a devotion of the whole chapter of Mark in the bible, one chapter a day. and we all agreed to it. Coincidentally, Holy week came around and it was like a little refresher for me during Holy week which was nice to think about every once in a while.

Studying Photoshop

This is something that I’ve never really took the time to do, but I actually planned on doing, but didn’t end up being wholeheartedly passionate about it. So I ended up not doing it and slacking off anyway, I do want to focus on this type of thing when I get the hang of it, because graphic design is one the life skills that I really want to obtain.

Studying Korean

This is the one thing I definitely focused on. The thing is I already knew how to read Korean from a young age, but never rlly took the time to actually understand what their saying. So I started studying, it is VERY SLOW. I use the website howtostudykorean.com and it teaches in units and lessons and each lesson is about 5 topics. It was a very slow pace, because I am currently on Unit 1 Lesson 5 but I am getting the hang of learning Korean for an hour almost everyday. Is it because I miss learning in an actual school? probably.

A Commonplace Book

I actually started this thing around early January when I’m collecting little trinkets and paper stuff that I want to keep, so I decided to put them all in a book. Though it’s not an actual commonplace book, I just keep random quotes and stuff and I try to find stuff to fill that book everyday. I do read books, but not as much as I do back then.

Sketching

Just drawing in general. I guess I was bored at the time, and I’ve taken a liking to art, so why not make some myself? Well, just small sketches here and there. I really wanna learn drawing mostly about clothes and body anatomy so I tend to focus on that. I find sketching a really relaxing activity for me, so I do this to keep me calm or when I’m just plain bored.

Reading

As I’ve said before, I started reading Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert and now I’m finished! I have stopped because most of the books I own at this point are mostly fiction books, and I would like to keep more self help books next time. I learned alot when I read this book and it made me want to step out and get creative. I highly recommend because not only does it teach you a thing or two about creativity, it talks about some stuff that isn’t being usually talked about when it comes to creativity, hard work and how it all ties together.

Mystic Messenger

Yes. Don’t ask. Who am I kidding go ahead! I have known mystic messenger for a long time, but I haven’t really actually played this game til this April. I’d like to say that I thoroughly enjoyed each and every part of it and would love to play more, though I don’t have enough hourglasses to continue

May:

Animal Crossing Pocket Camp

OMAYGUDNESS DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED WITH THIS GAME. It all really started at the beginning of quarantine. Where everyone is getting hyped up because the new Animal Crossing game came out right after they implemented quarantine. So my broke self can't afford switch was kinda sad about it but then the days moved on. I ended up watching gaming videos of animal crossing and looking for some memes that I can share with my friends. One day, my best friend told me that Animal Crossing has a mobile game and I am floored. Of course I went on the internet to search and low and behold there is Animal Crossing Pocket Camp. But then I checked, and it wasn't available to download on my country, but I figured out a way to do so and have now been addicted ever since!

Catching Up on Anime

Hun you have no idea how many series have I started but ended up not finishing because of school! I was rlly planning on catching up on both the Ghibli and the Anime but that didn't work (I ain't even finished with the Studio Ghibli stuff up to now) I would like to make a list but that would be too many...The one series that I have been aching to watch though is called Beastars and I was so happy that Netflix has put it back on it's list of series!

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