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yangjeongin · 1 year

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ya girl is working so hard on shit y’all won’t even see until FEBRUARY

#carly.txt #i've been timestamping for HOURS #but now that i'm in the groove i might as well keep going #i've been thru over 85 vids so far #that's just the vids i got timestamps of it's probably closer to 100 #I DIDN'T DO ALL THAT TODAY #i started more than a week ago #but still #u may think i'm starting way early and theoretically i am but #considering i did the math and even starting this early i need to make a set every 3 days to stay on track #I'M FEELING STRESSED FOR SOME REASON #if i want them done by the time i start the countdown i need to make one every 2 days #if i want to stress tf out and work on them until the last minute it's every 4 days #so every 3 days. i'm gonna scream #but i have 5 done and 9 started asdfasgasdg

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inklessletter · 3 months

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I know this isn't the place to cry and whine but I just need to let out of my chest that I've been trapped for a while in a neverending chain of disappointments, and I feel like I can't take it anymore. But that's a lie, because everytime I think that, I can take another one.

#Like #it's cringy how melodramatic this all sounds #I'm aware of that #It's just #I've been taking so many shit for so long #and it took EVERYTHING in me to finally say #no #I'm sorry #but I can't do this anymore #and expected some push up #some fight #that they expressed their reasons of why they were making me go through this much stress #and they went like “oh okay no problem”#and it looks like good news #but they're not #because that means that it wasn't even necessary to put me through so much shit from the very beginning #and they did it anyway to take advantage of me until I couldn't take it anymore and #the worst of all #I had to say “thanks”#It was a 25 seconds phonecall and I had all this pent up energy #it took so much to gather the strength to say “no more” and for what #A 25 second phone call #and that's it.#Never knew I could feel so worthless in less than a minute #How fucking disappointing

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whumpitisthen · 10 months

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Whumpee who hates cars

Whumpee who feels claustrophobic, uneasy, restless in the passenger seat. They fidget and curl inwards and pull up their shoulders and keep their eyes on the trees flashing by outside. They take nervous glances at the driver, they pull at their seatbelt. Their legs bounce endlessly.

They have spent some time in someone else's car before, unable to leave. They were taken, restricted, locked in. They do not like the stale, dusty, cushiony air mixed with the overpowering, nauseating smell of the colourful pines hanging from the rearview mirror. Every turn flips their stomach upside down. The radio grates on their ears and it is all they can hear, aside from their own maddening heartbeat.

The driver talks to them and they think they are going to pass out. They do not understand a single word they just heard. They see their kidnapper, a thug, an old nemesis — and the one who sits in the driver's seat isn't them, but that is all they can see.

They fall asleep in the back seat, and when they wake, their blood freezes solid. They feel someone under them, holding them, keeping them, and cannot move an inch from terror. A hand is in their hair, tousling it absentmindedly, curling it around its fingers, pulling on it lightly. The engine purrs underneath them and the tinted windows are up and there is the strangling smoke of a cigarette burning in their lungs and they are being taken back again, back to that horrible, awful, terrifying place they prayed they would never go back to. The hand stops, a voice calls out to them, a pair of innocent eyes catch their gaze, but all they can think about is how much time they will have to make up for by suffering when they arrive.

Whumpee does not like cars.

#whump #whump prompt #whump writing #writing #my writing #car whump #captivity whump #im not gonna lie I'm feeling uhhh not very good #i have a rly bad feeling i cannot explain and im worried theres a reason for it #i feel like something bad is gonna happen #so i am here writing prompts to take my mind off it :)#i hope it's just stress and exhaustion #anyway have some car trauma whumpees

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 months

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More misc. daily life pictures and such

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky !#2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building #3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like #a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble.#just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given #my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol.#NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard #to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up #as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc.#6. bapy boye... feets #7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s #o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.)#I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and #an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi #c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs #of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry #its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing #Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington #also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol #8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle #until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue #photo diary

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coquelicoq · 8 months

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after spending the last week very stressed out and losing sleep over how much i regretted giving my number to a stranger, and after talking to several friends who all gave me the same very wise advice ("decide first what YOU want out of this and make decisions based on that" sounds obvious now but honestly blew my mind), i saw food truck man again today and he asked me if i have a boyfriend, told me he's all alone, hugged me twice, and tried to kiss me. i texted him after to be like just to be clear, i don't want a boyfriend, but i hope you find somebody! and he texted me back: i don't need a girlfriend. i'm married.

#AHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA #i was actually so upset after he tried to kiss me. technically he did kiss me but not on the mouth because i would not turn my head lol #but i was like you know what i am an adult and i am going to be soooo mature right now. watch how mature i can be #and sent him this text #and then got that response and honestly now i feel a lot better about everything?? for some reason #i am not really understanding all of my reactions to this situation i need some time to process #but ultimately i have learned some new things about myself (or i probably will once i have processed lol)#and i'm actually quite proud of that text because i could have psyched myself out too much to send it #which i think would have just made me continue to be stressed about this #but i didn't!! i wrote it and i sent it and i didn't overthink it. yay me #sorry 2 everyone who wanted me to have a sexy time but it turns out i did not want to have a sexy time!#and i decided to take some advice that i should only do things i want to do <3 thank you to all my wise friends #it is a work in progress because he asked if he could hug me and i didn't really want to do that but i said okay #baby steps! working on it!#i feel insane though because i usually have a much easier time saying no than most people i know #so i don't know what's happening. it's because i gave him my number. i felt like by doing that i had consented to other things #but i hadn't. and even if i had i can withdraw consent at any time. yes. i do know this

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kinnbig · 5 months

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#this is so incredibly stupid #but i've just spent such a long time worrying about my physical health and everything going on with that #(and there's still so much weirdness and uncertainty and scariness going on with my physical health)#but it just somehow never occured to me that i'm also depressed.#like. i had BAD depression as a teenager but i've been mostly mentally okay in the last 5 years. my issues have mostly been physical.#and then these last few months since all this scary health stuff started happening i've been so lethergic and unmotivated #and have been isolating myself from my friends #and struggling to find fun in any of the things that i love #i've been sad and stressed and empty but somehow. SOMEHOW. i did not consider that i was suffering from some Mental Unwellness dfkjfdjkdjkf #i just thought i was being pathetic #🫠🫠🫠#it sounds so stupid but now i realise i actually feel a bit better?#like oh. OH! depression! i hate you but i know what you are!#i'm not just a bad friend and an embarrassingly pathetic creature. there's a reason!!!!!#and there are ways to deal with it!!!#cool!!!#but also like it makes sense?! i'm incredibly sick and in a lot of pain and spending so much time getting tests and worrying #of course that's going to affect my mental health lol.#okay. anyway. yeah #tbd

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astrxealis · 7 months

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hi guys please wish me luck for my college entrance exam tomorrow for one of my dream schools xoxo

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#LET'S GOOO MGA PAREH 💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅💙🦅#i'm so chill for some reason even if ik i will never forgive myself if i don't get in. anyway. manifesting!!! i will pass with flying colors #IT'S REAL DAMN STRESSFUL FOR ME bcs i am aiming for honors courses which means i have to be top 15%... i am top 15% (and higher) in my batch #in school anyway but... urgh...#so. yeah. give me all your best wishes thankyousomuchxoxo AHHEHEHWHSHFJAH sobbing (but fr. if you do. i really appreciate it!!)#i believe in myself :] mostly. the time limit scares me and math and abstract reasoning bcs 5 minutes for 30 items but yeah. okay.#i am Smart ..... bro i literally got perfect on my physics exam and got 100 in statistics (i am really proud of these in particular)#my extracurriculars are good !! all my math scores are insane (cue a math nerd) and science (science nerd) english (god. no explanation #needed) honestly every subject is slay and so is my essay-making but ERGH. honors course... top 15%...#i will try to be chill! honestly i am already lol the nerves aren't getting to me somehow. gl to me and all that i know and do not know.#both here and irl :3 also to fellow ph kids (who are most likely younger than me if they aren't older and yk not worrying abt cets anymore #LMFAO) err idk if . okay idk what i was going to say LMFAO anyway i'm busy af and idk if i'm good with teaching others #but if you ever want any tips from me (honestly i don't really have tips. i do what i do and just make it. but there's a lot involved there)#feel free to come to me for anything ^_^ anything at all tbh. doesn't have to be acads idk i like helping others in general. BUT IT DEPENDS.#but yeah just hmu whatever i will have you know i am genuinely a smart & responsible kid and i am proud of that bcs my family is amazing w #smarts but also the Hard Work is there so :3 !! english is my forte science is my forte math is my forte. also socsci and whatever tbh.#i'm probably insane but i genuinely love all those topics and what we learn in school FISHFK so yeah !!! okay i shut up now #will do my best... zzz... and then i will work on myself. to be better than i already am and even better than i could possibly be. ya. fun!#the mga pareh is a joke btw i like imitating filipino kids like that. like yooo mga pareh let's goooooo wahee!!!!!

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undeadhousewife · 4 months

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Our fucking network has been slowly but surely getting wonkier every fucking passing month and I swear to god I can't handle it but I also don't want to fucking look at it or fix it.

#I'm Colincore #We HAVE TWO FUCKING MODEMS A ROUTER #A home fucking server for some reason my user can't see and a fu king printer that only my man's laptop can print from #On top of having and I can not stress this enough one laptop that can only regonize one of the modems not both #tmagp #For real though I absolutely feel that man's pain I'm living it send help

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hishima · 5 months

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sick with fear just because i have to go into town WHAT THE HELLLLL

#my anxiety has been awful for the last few days with no reason why #but it's like. not even in my head like I'm mostly fine aside from a bit of constant dread #but my body is so shaky and nauseous #i mean. it feels like anxiety so i'm pretty sure it's that. and i do have some stuff to stress abt so

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vegaseatsass · 1 year

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Hey Tumblr, I'm sorry I disappeared for a month with no warning. I've missed you all (and this webbed site as a whole) sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and I never want to try to live (or watch tv) without you again. What is up w/ you all? How are your fandoms how are your OTPs?

My brain is bursting w/ all the tv I've been watching and NOT tumbling about, but I especially can't believe I wasn't on tumblr for things like the Midnight Museum finale and Never Let Me Go reincarnation roleswap time travel fixit aka the beginning of Our Skyy 2...... I also am 15 hours into the Fingersmith audiobook and thinking things like "libraries should really let you have a special pass you can use one or two times a year to keep things out an extra week because how am I supposed to just go on about my day without the last third of this novel? It's inhumane"

#yes it is my first time reading fingersmith EVER #i started out calling it 'the handmaiden novelization' in my head #as like a little joke with myself about how surely i would always love the movie best #but the joke was upon me because i'm literally obsessed with this classic-for-a-reason #i go around thinking about it and breathing about it and reading more is all i want to do with myself but now i CAN'T #but seriously i missed you all a lot i hate that i get this way where if i stop using socmed for a while #i start actively avoiding going back because it feels overwhelming to reengage #when all i want to do when my day is stressful is open up a tab and refresh to read jokes about vegas eating some ass gdi #it was a long hard stupidly busy month :(#dear diary

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asinglesock · 16 days

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unemployment arc update