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#I'M RLLY EXCITED THO! i want to do a lot. so i will fix my schedule. simple.
noxtivagus · 2 years
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ALHPY IS SO CUTE 🥺
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#saw smth on twt of him in yk one of the trust dungeons#i shld rlly do the new ones sometime oh dear i have a lot to catch up on#I'M RLLY EXCITED THO! i want to do a lot. so i will fix my schedule. simple.#i'll sleep soon n just be productive tmrrw i need sleep but#alphi's always there to /comfort you n he's the cutest. mwah#i want to catch up yes.#n then gbf i rlly wna do better next gw ! >:3 i rlly want lich tho oh my god#w school i haven't been procrastinating anymore. at least not last minute#i won't write about it anymore but i think i'm. clear about it now in my head#n so i'll learn to live with this. n i'll just be myself.#i'm really not so nervous anymore. i think reflecting abt my place in life n this world n having my family n#the dear friends i still have that. after thinking of what each of them mean to me.#i've come to terms with letting some go. things aren't the same n that's normal n i'll learn to live with it.#just. drifting apart normally#n then there's others i want to get to know better n be even closer w when my social energy is better c:#yeah it's a lonely feeling but i'm good at managing things like that#the only way is forward. n#ah i'm not gna ramble abt it anymore#i'll focus on my studies first n then i'll find my way certainly bit by bit. at my own place. just by being myself. n that'll be enough#i'm gna sleep soon today was well i rlly love spending time w my family :( they're not perfect either ofc but. i've always had them.#but i wish that. from time to time when they talk abt the future n#i'm abt to cry even just thinking of it haha it probably won't be anytime near but the idea of death. mortality. is just#thanks to fiction n music n stories i'm familiar w it but. experiencing it. is smth i haven't actually. yeah yet#though i know of loss. in a way that. we can't have the past ever again. or old friendships n#the fleetingness of time rlly. just. sigh. it suffocates me everyday i think#which is one reason why i try so hard to do my best for the sake of the present n the future n remember the past so keenly#maybe a bit too much that i'm more tied down to it instead. but.. i have to do what i can. i can't hesitate anymore.#so i'll stop writing n get to sleep. as always i'll just. do more tomorrow. n i'll rest now so i can actually do more tmrrw.
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jayflrt · 2 years
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Aww Alice you're so sweet ty 🥺 I haven't had a lot of free time to come and just talk to people but my 5 week class ends tomorrow (!!) and I did a ton of work for my internship (bc yes I have the 2 classes along with 2 jobs 😭 perhaps my absence is a little more justified) so I think I'll be able to relax for a few hours today :) my roommate and I are planning to watch another episode of iland today and I'm HYPE I'm really falling for everyone again soooo much also DID YOU KNOW ABOUT THE JAPAN GROUP SHOW??? I just found out that it's actually going to be a show omg 😭 I looked at all the trainees and they're so young oh my gosh my friend jokingly (or not) said she wanted to drive the youngest home from school and stop to get ice cream on the way jfjsjsms I'm assuming it'll be some sort of a survival show but I haven't looked into the details but I'm EXCITED 🤩 I've missed K and Taki and Nicholas and EJ so much!! Although I'm wondering if they'll even be on the show since they are guaranteed spots?? Either way I can't wait to have my heart ripped out 🥰🥰 and honestly upper side dreamin' is such a VIBE I really love it 🤩 I can't wait for their new comeback!! It's going to be awesome!!
I cant wait to check out your works!! The spiderman fic sounds so great jdjejjeb and even tho the enha brainrot is really bad lmk pls keep me on the tag list for your other accts too!! Since I don't check my feed hardly ever anymore, my notifs are my source of what's going on! I don't wanna miss out on anything by our talented Alice!! Hope you're taking it easy and enjoying your summer as well 💙
omg does that mean you’re on break rn ?? :o how were your finals ?? i hope everything went well! 🥰💕 also oh my gosh ??? YOURE DOING SO MUCH PLSSS YOU ARE DEFINITELY JUSTIFIED WITH HOW BUSY YOU ARE 🤧 but wow an internship and two jobs ?? get that bag 🤩
what episode of iland are you and your roommate on?? :’)) hahah it’s so funny bc the friend i watched iland with became a bigger carat than an engene 😭 she saw performance unit and fell in love ♡
ALSO YES I DID !! i’m rlly glad k, ej, taki, and nicholas are fixed members bc i don’t want them to have to go through all that stress of fighting for a spot in the group again 😭😭 since it’s a survival show it would be kinda cool if the four fixed members had “teams” that they trained or mentored or something :o also i’m excited for enha’s comeback too!! did you see the concept pics? 😵‍💫 they had my head SPINNING
AHHH I RLLY HOPE U LIKE THE FIC :’)) i was in suchhh spiderjake beainrot for days bc of that fic omfg 😵‍💫 omg i’m so honored PLS but yesyes ofc i’ll add you to my perm tag lists !! tumblr’s super weird with notifying so i hope the tags work! and yesyes my summer’s been going well & i hope yours is too!! 💕💕
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guccifloralsuits · 4 years
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Oh rip also wanted to mention that I'm still a bit ??? On prentiss, bc is it just me or have we not really learned much about her yet? Like we had the introductory eps on her ofc and then the one with her mom but it feels like that one didn't inform her character as much ass it did her mom oof. But I did warm up to her a lot over the span of 3x20 and 4x01 and her thing with Cooper so excited to see more of her!!
Aaaand I also just saw one of your answers now and I'm on uk time, but as simple maths will tell you my sleep schedule is all kinds of fucked atm to the point where it is nonexistent, I was basically running on east coast time (which I think is where you are) for a couple of days but now it's basically just devolved into two three to five hour naps a day at whenever my body deems appropriate rip, but I'm trying to fix that sgshshshs I'm a night owl tho so sleeping at around 3 or 4 am my time is pretty normal for me even with a non-fucked sleep schedule. Anyways soz for the overshare haha! x
Anon Said: ALSO ALSO SORRY but yes 3rd life what a SLAY of an episode oof so good
Oh all good, yes I personally love Prentiss but I think that’s cus I was like ‘oh she’s hot’ and she was like kdkdksks the only person on the team to deadass confront Reid when he was still gettin high off his ass lol. I think S4s where she started to feel like really more naturally integrated! 4x03 “Minimal Loss” is a good ep for her (and is in my top 5 eps of all time!)
But oh shit omg, plz do try & get some sleep! I’m on east coast time (ur right) but in my experience when my body’s been messed up on schedule I find taking melatonin a few nights to get back on schedule really does help!!! Good luck!!!
ALSO: 3rd life rlly does fuck hard! like idk but even the one-ep actors were killin their performances, I got chills hearing that girl scream out for her dad while about to get killed. The whole ep was just INTENSE and we love to see it
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readingontheroof · 8 years
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anx anon, thank you so so so much! I've been looking for my type for so long and even tho the ppl in my life who know me best always point me to NFJ I always doubt (esp because most ppl see me as INFP Poster Child and I see myself as others see me). and I'm sure I'll doubt again but I'm rlly grateful for your input. side question about gad if this isn't too personal, do you have a suggestion for therapy for infj anxiety? Soothing techniques /really/ get on my nerves, I have trouble "faking it
until I make it), and I don't like stuff messing with my brain so I'm not for education. I'm really excited for CBT (I like that it empowers me to fix it myself?) but do you have any other recommendations for therapy? (If this is too personal it's fine if you don't answer. Thank you again so much, and happy new year!") 
 No problem man I’m glad I could help. If you start wondering abt a specific aspect of yourself you can shoot me another question.
Nah it’s fine it’s not too personal. Honestly a lot of my anxiety has to do w like a specific person/abuse so like most of me getting better is centered around that, so it isn’t all that helpful for people who have GAD for other reasons. Tbh like my anxiety is a lot better now than it used to be but most of that has to do with me figuring out my life situation n like, changing my environment/me getting older and being able to change my life situation. Like developing my executive functioning is the biggest thing I’ve done to make it better, but that type of thing is usually not what people mean when they ask about working on their anxiety so idk if you want info on that. 
These are probably considered soothing techniques so idk if they’ll annoy you, but that’s what my therapist had me do and they helped me to come down from like anxiety attacks. They’re specifically geared towards my type of anxiety, which is reallly super the result of a divide between my prefrontal cortex and my limbic system, which is verryyy analogous to the divide between my Ni and Se, so it would probably work p well for other INFJs w anxiety. Anyway here’s the link.
I have no idea if any of that is helpful but as with everything else, specific questions help me lol
No prob again! Happy 2017!!
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