#I'll figure it out tho I always do 😌

[stick-by-me]

how many new follower stickers do you have to do at the time of me asking? i admire the dedication and personalization of each one!

Thank you so much! I'm glad y'all appreciate them, they're super fun to do :] And at the time of you asking? Oh gosh golly XD. I have 7 prepped and ready in the queue and 14 more I need to investigate/pick out right now.

[t4tbedehopmar]

btw i might very possibly retheme. very very possibly

[sakasakiii]

Hi!

I love your work!! Your art is very pretty. Do you have a specific idea of how old everyone is ? Do you lean more towards canon or do you have your own dates in mind ? If don’t wanna a answer it’s ok!

Hope u have a nice day

(Remember to drink water!)

hiiii nonnie!!! thank you for checking in, and im happy u like the stuff i put out!! when it comes to ages, it's difficult to answer sometimes bc of the way professor tolkien's timeline is-- it makes gauging one singular place where most of the cast can be compared something that makes my tired brain go 😵🤧🤕 but i love the prompt youve given! and thus heres my attempt at it

with most of my tolkien stuff, i always try to stick to canon wherever possible emphasis is on try lmao and the topic of ages is one such place. i do make exceptions to the Professor's canon sometimes for a few reasons: 1) i like some of the scrapped ideas in his drafts, or 2) i just prefer other options. with ages, i think the only charas with canon-established ages i deviated from are fingolfin, finrod, turgon, and aredhel. i try to keep cases like these minimal tho, so i hope it doesn't bother anyone too much... 👉👈

anyways i figured just dropping a list of numbers would be kinda boring to look at so heres an illustrated guide to what the ~rough~ ages of the finweans are in my head whenever i write or draw. Y.T. 1495 (the year Finwe dies) is the controlled medium ive used to enable a fair comparison of the Finweans

note: "born Y.T. xxx" means this is the canon date of birth listed on Tolkien Gateway. "est. born [xxx]" means this is a noncanon estimate:

the First Age gets a lot more muddled from there due to the hullaballoo of everything going on, so ill only be including the doriathrim and a few other denizens of nargothrond:

it's mostly the older elves that are more undefined/vague with their ages (i.o.w. others like elwing, earendil, the peredhil twins, and most Men all have set dates of birth), so they're all i'll be doing for now. but it's that vagueness which makes hcing all the more enjoyable, isn't it! plus since we’re on this subject, under the cut are just a few headcanons and musings ive had that i wanted to put somewhere 😙

Finarfin and Earwen were born within months of each other! Finwe and Olwe made a Really Big Deal out of when they found out their wives were pregnant at the same time. As a result, the two were often sent on many playdates with each other to “bolster healthy relations” between the Noldor and the Teleri. It wasn’t an arranged marriage situation, but I like to think they were goofy for each other from the start… Resulting in the two eventually getting married as soon as they came of age, the fastest out of all of Finwe’s kids to do so. 

The reason the Ambarussa are significantly younger than the other Finweans (especially the Feanorians-- there’s a 100 Valian year gap between them and Curufin alone!) is because I imagine they were accidental babies that even Feanor didn’t expect to conceive. too bad morgoth said "its morgin time!" and started Messing Things Up shortly afterwards.....

Anaire was Lalwen's good friend long before she married Fingolfin; they met through Lalwen who wingmanned Fingolfin the whole time. i like think Anaire'd be the best out of all the wives at keeping good, healthy bonds with all the women of her family :DD

luthien's potential 姐姐/big sis dynamic with all the younger doriathrim elves is something i daydream about a lot 😌 but sometimes the fact that she's older than finarfin keeps me up at night

this has been really fun, so thanks again for asking-- annnd yessir, i am chugging water as i write this so you better be doing the same ❤️ have a great start to your week!

[harryconcepts]

part 59

sorry but I'm a little bit into toxicrry 🤭 who doesn't always text you back but will randomly hit you up at 2 am when he's horny 🤭 who you fight with all the time but is also the best sex you've ever had 🤭 who will get into a yelling match with you that has your neighbors ready to call the cops for a noise complaint but then he has his tongue in your mouth 5 seconds later 🤭 who apologizes while he's inside of you, saying "let me show you how sorry I am" and then makes you cum three times 🤭 who's a little bit mean to you during sex bc he knows you like it 🤭 who gets a little possessive even tho you're not official, he just can't stand to see you with other guys 🤭 when he sees you talking to another guy at a party he's coming up behind you to wrap his arms around you and kiss at your neck until the guy gets uncomfortable and leaves 🤭then you're pushing harry away being like "what the fuck is wrong with you? you don't own me, you're not my boyfriend why are you doing this?" and he says "I might not be your boyfriend but you'll still be in my bed tonight, just didn't want to give the poor guy any false hope" before he pats your ass and walks away 🤭 he's absolutely insufferable but he's right, you'll be going home with him and no one else 🤭 he can be an asshole sometimes and you can be a bitch but you both keep coming back for more 🤭

the way im a baby and even the mildest jump scares terrifyyyyyy me i fear harry would love that 😭 he would coo at you and say "it's okay, I'll keep you safe from the scary movie" and youe rolling your eyes pushing him away but then something scary flashes on the screen and you gasp so loud he can't help but laugh 😭

harry is actually so scary bc he says shit like "our job tonight is to entertain you and your job is to have as much fun as you possibly can and i- i feel like he's like that in the bedroom 🫣 like literally "my job is to make you feel good, your job is to lay there and look pretty and let me take care of everything" 🫣🫣🫣🫣

harry is obsessed with the way you smile during sex 😌 when his tongue or fingers find juuuuust the right spot and the corners of your lips turn up a little he knows he's doing good for his girl and he has to try so hard not to cum right then and there 😌

think about how Harry's arm would move when he fingers you. think about how he smiles when your jaw drops and he kisses the corner of your mouth. think about how he hooks his fingers on your g spot and he laughs a little when your back arches and you grab his arms. think about how he murmurs "that feel good, baby?" and kisses your cheek. think about how he smirks when you nod desperately and he says against your neck "gonna cum for me baby? i know you're close, want you to cum on my fingers" just think.

plugrry finding out you like girls 😋 you tell him about a girl you were with one time and he wants to know all the details about how she made you cum 😋 he says "it's okay if you don't want to but.... would you maybe want to try having a threesome 😋" and you're so down 😋

ohhh yes please he knows play fighting turns you on esp when he shows you how strong he is 😋 he likes to hold you in place and sometimes you struggle a little bit but only because you like it when he shows you that you can't get away 😋 he has you pinned under him and he'll say shit like "really? not even gonna try to get away?" with that fucking smirk on his face 😋 he knows you get off on seeing how much stronger he is than you and he has no problem showing off 😋

okay but harry would love using a vibrator on you... you're worried he'll be upset when you ask him about it bc you've had guys get annoyed in the past but when you bring it up his whole face lights up 😋 he's saying yes before you can even fully ask and he's like "can we do it right now???" he's so excited 😋 so he uses it on you first, figuring out what you like and what makes you feel the best, and once he makes you cum you're begging him to fuck you 😋 when you're both close you're grabbing his hand to pull it down so he can touch your clit but he stops for a second, you start whining but he just shushes you a little and reaches over for your vibrator 😋 your eyes go wide but he doesn't give you any time to think about it before he's pressing it to your clit and his hips are moving again and you swear you see God 😋 the combination is too much and you've already cum so you're so sensitive but it feels so good 😋 you're nearly in tears from how good you're feeling and all you can do is scratch his back and let out the pretty noises he loves so much while he makes you cum at least two more times 😋 he's just obsessed with how responsive you are and he thinks he's found his new favorite way to play with you 😋

the way Harry's arms are bigger than my head 🤕the way he could hold you down so easily if he wanted to 🤕 when he's going down on you and you've already cum once but he's not ready to stop, you start to squirm away bc it feels too good but he just grips you a little tighter and it's not a struggle for him to keep you in place at all 🤕 you're whining so much and even pushing on his head a little bc it's just overwhelming, but he lifts his head and gives you a little slap on your thigh and says "we're not done until I say we're done" and gets right back to it 🤕

how feral do you think Harry would go when you asked him to choke you 😋 you say something like "I've never done it before, but I trust you and I know you'll make it so good for me-" and he's already taking his clothes off 😋

he comes up to you and he's all smileyyyyyy kissing at your neck his hands petting at your sides and you know what he wants but he's acting all innocent saying "let me rub your back for you, you seem stressed 🥰" and you know that's going to last for about 5 minutes but you don't mind 😌

harry calling you late one night when he's on tour, he doesn't usually call this late so you're worried something is wrong. but as soon as you pick up he's whining that he misses you so much and he needs you and you know he's touching himself 😵‍💫 you catch on right away and say "yeah? miss me so bad you can't wait, hm? does it feel as good as when i touch you?" and he whines "no, it's so much better when you do it, i just need to cum so bad-" and he cuts himself off with a moan 😵‍💫 you're directing him how to touch himself and soon he stammers out that he's close and you say "that's good, i want you to cum for me" and he just loses it 😵‍💫

please... being in bed w Harry, having a lazy evening where you're just laying on him and there's a record playing softly in the corner. soon you start feeling a little needy so you start to rock your hips against his, and you can hear the smile in his voice when he says "what are you up to, baby?" and you say "nothing" even tho you're literally grinding on him 🤭 soon he lets out a little groan and grabs your hips, flipping you over so he's on top, and he grinds into you a little harder making you both moan 🤭

harry asking you to try new things in bed 😏 he would be so hesitant to ask, he would be all "keep an open mind, i just want to ask..." and he holds up a pair of handcuffs 🤭 you're blushing right away but he says "we don't have to, i just thought maybe we could try it" and you're nodding right away 🤭 he says "really?" and you say "we can try it... but if it's too much-" and he cuts you off to say "then we'll stop, as soon as you're not feeling good and having fun we'll stop" so you nod and hold out your hands 🤭

having trouble getting your dress zipper pulled up so you ask harry to help you, and ofc he's very to oblige but you have to grab at his hands and say "i meant up" and he's all 🙄fine I guess🙄 then after the party's over you're back and home and you say "okay this time you can pull it down for me" and he's all "don't mind if i do😌"

harry would always be calling you good girl 🤕 you're usually pretty quiet in bed, but you know he likes it when he can hear you so the first time you let out a moan for him he's grinning and saying "such a good girl, sound so pretty for me baby" and he starts kissing at your neck 🤕 when he asks you to get yourself wet for him he watches your hand so intently, murmuring "that's a good girl, make yourself feel good so i can make you cum"🤕

or perhaps even.... he sits next to the girl and guides her hand while she touches you 🤕 he's murmuring what a good girl you are and his little observations to her, saying "she gets really wet when you do this-" and you cut him off with a little whine and they both laugh 🤕 he puts his hand on her arm and helps her move her fingers to find your g-spot, saying "you'll know when you find it, she's not exactly quiet when she's feeling good" and he glances at you with a knowing smile, and you blush a little harder and turn your head away 🤕 he angles her fingers up a little more and she brushes right against the spot and you're moaning right away, reaching up to grab for harrys hand bc you need something to keep you grounded 🤕he says "see, just like that... go a little faster, it really drives her crazy" just talking the girl through your pleasure like you're not even there 🤕

plugrry finding out your boyfriend doesn't treat you very well... maybe he's at a party youre at w your bf and ofc harry is watching you the whole time, he sees you and your bf arguing in the corner and your bf is clearly very angry about something, you start to walk away and he grabs your arm hard enough that it must hurt and pulls you back, and harry is not about to have that so he's making his way over calling your name and saying "it's been so long since I've seen you! how's it going?" and your bf is acting all nice bc he's lowkey scared of harry, so he immediately lets go of your arm and plasters a smile on his face but harry sees right through it. harry ignores him though, keeping his eyes on you when he says "I was just gonna get a refill, why don't you come with me?" and your bf starts to argue but harry just shoots him a look and he seems to get the message and backs off 😌 he slinks away to go talk to his shitty friends and harry holds out his hand for you to take and then leads you to the kitchen where it's quiet. he gets to work pouring right away while you settle onto one of the barstools and put your chin in your hands to watch him, and it's such a peaceful moment 😔then harry says "it's not okay... the way he treats you, i mean. it's not okay for him to act like that and it's not okay for him to put his hands on you" and he looks up, but your eyes stay on the cups he's pouring, too emotional to look at him, but you nod a little bit and say "i know" in a quiet voice. he's silent for a minute before he says "why are you with him?" and you shrug a little bit, and he hears a quiet sniffle and he knows you're crying 😔 he comes around the side of the counter to hug you, your face tucked against his chest as he holds you 😔 you hear the door swing open and you flinch a little bit, but harry just strokes your hair to settle you 😔 then you hear your bf's voice and he's so mad, he says "seriously? i leave you alone for one minute and you're all over him? i knew you had a thing for him, honestly you're such a-" and harry interrupts him, saying "do not finish that sentence... you can leave, you're not wanted here" and you hear him stepping closer so you're trying to pull away so you can face him, harry lets go of you but you regret it a little when you see how mad your bf looks, and it's all focused on you. he says "really? you're going to let this guy tell me what to do?" and you don't answer, not bothering to give him any more emotion than you already have, and he just huffs and turns to harry saying "fine, you can have her, it's not like she puts out anyways" and Harry's voice is low when he says "you need get the fuck out" and your (now ex) bf smirks a little, saying "yeah? what are you gonna do?" and harry takes a step closer, saying "I asked you nicely, now I'm telling you- you need to leave, right fucking now" and he seems to realize that Harry's a lot bigger than him, and that this won't end well if he keeps pissing harry off, so he turns back to you and says "when he leaves you for some other useless pothead, don't come crawling back to me" and then he's gone. and right away you're in tears, harry is rushing over to you and crouching down to look at you, he's apologizing and saying "I'm so sorry, im so sorry he said that, it's not true at all... he's a piece of shit and nothing he says matters, okay? he's not gonna bother you anymore, hm?" and you nod, leaning against him when he puts his arms around you 😔 he says "why don't we get out of here?" and he keeps his arm around you the whole time 😔 he brings you back to his place bc you don't want to be alone, and you end up falling asleep on his couch 😔 he carries you to his bed so you'll be comfortable, and then he goes to sleep on the couch knowing you can talk more in the morning, and he's just so glad his girl if free of that guy he's always hated 😔

then after a few hours you wake up from a bad dream and you're just really freaked out, you're also not completely sure where you are since you've never been in his bedroom before, so you're getting up and stumbling around to try and find the doorknob. when you get it open you're calling out for harry, and it's dark but you can see a faint shape on the couch, so you tiptoe closer and say his name again. that wakes him up, and he's rubbing his eyes saying "what's the matter babe?" and his words are a little slurred together bc he just woke up, you're nervous to bother him but you say "why are you out here?" and he says "you fell asleep, i wanted you to be comfortable so i put you in my bed" and you're quiet for a second before you say "i don't want to be alone" and he hears how your voice is shaking just a little bit, he's immediately rushing over to you and saying "it's okay, I'm right here, you're not alone at all" and you nod, sinking into his arms as he kisses the top of your head 😔 you say "will you stay with me?" and he murmurs "of course, I'm not going anywhere" and he follows you back to his bedroom 😔 you're looking around shyly and when he finally asks what you need you say "could i maybe... it's just i don't have any other clothes and i just want to get this night off of me so could I maybe have one of your shirts?" and he's tripping over himself to find something for you 😔he offers you some sweatpants but you shake your head saying "just the shirt, please?" and inside he's like 😵‍💫 but he's trying so hard to keep his cool. you come out of his bathroom in his shirt and he's trying so hard not to think about the fact that you only have panties on underneath and nothing else, but he knows this is not the time for his "little" crush to be out of control like this so he's willing himself to stay calm. you climb into his bed and he joins you, and as you're both getting settled you phone starts buzzing. you look over and see that it's your ex, so you roll your eyes and decline the call, but he calls again right away. you huff and say "I'm just gonna turn it off" but then a text comes through saying "it's an emergency" so you look up at Harry, silently asking him what to do, and he shrugs and says "answer it if you want, I'll tell him to fuck off if he doesn't take no for an answer" so you do, and right away he's yelling at you asking where you are and you manage to speak up, firmly saying "do not tell at me... you have no right to speak to me that way" and harry is so proud of his brave girl 😔 but he's still yelling, saying "i bet you're with harry right now, aren't you? god you've always been such a whore, the second i leave you're crawling into his bed?" and harry is absolutely enraged that this man thinks he can talk to you like this, but you take a deep breath and say "you are a shitty excuse for a man... you're calling me a whore? who's the one who cheated in this relationship, because it sure as hell wasn't me... I'm so fucking done with you. we'll be by later today to pick up my stuff, and you better not be there when we do. I don't ever want to speak to you again" and you promptly hang up. harry is trying so hard not to tackle you in a hug bc he's just so proud of you, but it seems the feeling is mutual bc you hug him first 😔 your voice is soft again when you say "you will, right? you'll come with me to get my stuff?" and he's nodding, he says "of course i will, and you can stay here for as long as you need" and that night he falls asleep with his favorite girl in his arms, knowing your relationship has finally changed for the better 😔

a threesome where Harry and the other girl are both fighting for your attention 😋 they both just want to please you and make you feel good 😋 better yet Harry's talking her through everything 😋 he says "she really likes it when you suck on her clit... yeah like that, see how she's arching her back?" and he tightens his grip on you to keep you still 😋 he murmurs in your ear "stay still now, have to be good for her so she can make you cum" and he's kissing all over your neck while you shake in his arms 😋 as soon as you tip over the edge he presses his lips to yours so he can taste all your desperate noises 😋 as you're coming down he whispers "think it's my turn, hm?" and he and the girl trade places so he can get his tongue on you and she can figure out where else you like to be touched 😋

bestierry holding your tiny newborn baby (who isn't his, but you've been dating for most of your pregnancy and he kind of sees her as his own🥹), he's rocking her gently and patting her butt bc babies like that, and he says "i think she looks like me idk" and you're like "you're so dumb" but inside you're like 🥹 he loves her as much as i do🥹

when you're ovulating and need sex basically constantly I fear harry would eat that shit up 🤕 at first he's like "what has gotten into you???" but then he realizes he would be really fucking stupid to question why you're all over him and can't keep your hands to yourself so he's like 😋nevermind actually 😋 and starts pulling your panties off 🤕 then after a few rounds that day he physically can't go again, at least not for a few hours, and when you're looking at him like 😏 he laughs and says "baby i will actually die, you're gonna have to settle for my fingers and my tongue this time" and you're like "i think i can make that work😌" and then next time he's reaching for your vibrator 🤕 he says "you're wearing me out baby, but thankfully this little guy doesn't get tired too easily" and he starts flicking through the settings 🤕

stop harry would always tease you saying "it's good to see you have a veeeeeeery healthy sex drive 😁" and you're shoving his shoulder to push him away but he just laughs wrapping his arms around you and says "I'm teeeeaaaasing baby don't go" and you're all "no you're so mean to me I don't want to look at you right now🙄" but you're obviously not really upset with him and he just smiles, starting to kiss at your neck before he says "well then it's a good thing i can still get you off when your eyes are closed, hm? even though personally i prefer when you keep them open😁"

[eirasummersart]

Merry Christmas 💕🎄

Hello~, for the ask prompt~ 8-9-11 for Szi,Yuuki, Oriol and Dalia 👀?

Refering to this.

Merry Christmas to you too, thanks for the ask 💕 I took a bit longer than I wanted to answer this, sorry. It's also quite long, so that's partly why. But here it is! Long post ahead~

8. How old were they when they stopped believing in Santa?

Since we don't know how fae age works I'll just use our human years instead klhasklfh

He was 10. A bit later than most kids, since his parents did their absolute best to keep the wonder alive in him for as long as they could.

9. How did they stop believing in Santa?

That was also the age when he started getting bullied at school and having less and less friends and more enemies. And some of the kids that disliked him saw him so happy talking about Santa and wanted to ruin it for him 😢 He was really upset that whole Christmas. But for the next one he had already understood why his parents "had done that" and why it was important. And from then on he firmly decided to keep the ruse around any children he might ever encounter (specially his little siblings).

11. Do they have any special traditions?

Yes, he and his family do~ There's a big spring in the forest next to their home where their ancestors have been going for centuries. They go during all holidays, including during Christmas. It's such a pure fresh water that it helps them replenish their magic and feel stronger (since they're river fae). During summer time visits they do go in the nearby pond to swim, but in the colder months they just put their hands under the sping and let the water flow over them for a little bit~

8. How old were they when they stopped believing in Santa?

He was 8 years old.

9. How did they stop believing in Santa?

Nothing too special. His twin sister heard it from someone in class who learned it from their older cousin. And well, she had to tell him too lmao. She was quite ok with it, but Yuuki cried for a while after learning of it. (He calmed down once his parents assured him they'd still get presents anyway).

11. Do they have any special traditions?

Not sure if this would count as special tradition? But the few weeks before Christmas day he works really hard to make something handmade for all his family and close friends. Now that he's in NRC he makes something for all his close friends and Grim~ And eventually, his bfs.

8. How old were they when they stopped believing in Santa?

Like with Szi, we'll just go with human years saklfhsa

He was 7 years old.

9. How did they stop believing in Santa?

He just figured it out himself. After seeing how the adults acted and aplying some basic logic to it. After asking his mom she told him the truth outwardly. He felt a bit betrayed about it and felt like he needed some "compensation". So that year he ruined Santa for all the kids his age that lived in his town lmao. He just went around telling everyone. He calmed down after that and stopped doing it tho the next year XD

11. Do they have any special traditions?

Where he lives it doesn't ever snow, but, as a kid, he really really wanted to make snowmans like he saw in media and books. So his mom had to think of something and created with him a "wood and leaves" snowman that time. It ended up becoming a tradition and they make one each year 😌 Although in the later years, Oriol adds way too much to it and makes it all automated and mobile, it greets people who pass by their house and it spooks them lmao.

8. How old were they when they stopped believing in Santa?

She was 9 years old.

9. How did they stop believing in Santa?

Being the youngest of three, her parents and her sisters did their best to hide the truth from her and always make it such a fun enjoyable experience for her. It took a long time for her to discover the truth. Just one day, since almost all her classmates knew the truth already, they just mentioned asking the presents to their parents normally and she was confused. And soon they all explained to her how it worked.

She was a bit disappointed, but she took it quite well and didn't mind much. What she liked most was all the time with her family, so having them also be the ones behind the presents wasn't that bad~

11. Do they have any special traditions?

Yes, so many! They all go together a week before Christmas to buy all the presents (hidding when it's for a family member). They also go together to ice skate a few times during the holidays. They always plan a big Christmas party with all their relatives over at their big house, everything decorated and fancy, with formal dresses and all. They also do play board games every night after dinner, all together. It's just all family time~

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That's all! If you read until here, thank you so much <3

I am actually still accepting more of these if anyone wants to send more. Christmas day might be today, but it's still winter holidays for a week so~ Feel free to send some more C:

[leewonkyeom]

Naurrr i literally shed my blood sweat and tears trying to come up with a username 😭 like all the usernames I typed in were taken somehow (even the most down bad ones like Jaehyunleftbuttcheek)

YOU'RE SO RIGHT Chan is being a real threat nowadays 😭😭 he is a good brother figure but like...he been looking a bit TOO fine recently... especially that one back it up performance pic of his (you definitely know what I'm talking about I'll still put that pic in tho)

This was my last straw.

Pls not shua bias wrecking both of us like damn dude don't do this to me T^T vernon and hoshi are fighting for their spots in my svt bias unit 😭 (or they just have to make more space)

I love how we both had vernon in mind when Spiderman au was mentioned lol he fits in a bit too perfectly <33

with the Jeonghan one I was saying that if anyone decided to make a Spiderman au with him he would be Mary Jane or Gwen Stacy and the reader would be in the place of Peter Parker! (It's biblically accurate cause I'm the one down bad and desperate for hannie) If Vernon is Spidey then ofc reader would be his mj/Gwen

Ooh a Avengers au sounds interesting!! It could either be a serious fic or a crack smau I kinda had a similar idea for a while now but instead of Avengers it's teen titans! i would eat the Avengers au up if you ever decided to write it anyways which Avengers would be who? I'm assuming cheol would be iron man and Woozi would be Cap??

Oh Scandinavia! I have heard those things don't phase ya'll much but i didn't know ya'll were chill like that! The culture I'm from is more sort of reserved?? Things like that are very taboo so in a million years i would NEVER watch any media with adult scenes with my family T^T

I was able to sit through sex education (on my own ofc) it's actually a pretty good series but i haven't watched the recent episodes yet

Ida is still a very cute nickname I love it!! I was gonna go by my government name too but it's kinda weird to pronounce and just doesn't suit as much as Jolene does 😭

WAIT YOU'RE A JOJO FAN?? omgomg what are your favourite parts and characters⁉️

lmao i love that😭😭 i love those jaehyunsleftbuttcheek names on some level, but the name you have now is sm cuter!! i think it turned out well

NO CAUSE ALL I'M ABLE TO SEE IS THAT DINO PIC I AM NOT WELL😭😭 dino literally shows up in all my pulls😭 like i have two carat versions of this guy😭 AND HE ALWAYS LOOKS SO FINE

i agree. personally my bias line is ot13😌😌 always room for everyone

vernon is absolutely perfect😭 so perfect that i didn't even really think about reader being a spider creature instead of him😭😭 but that actually sounds like a good idea... i'll think about it. also seems easier to execute than a whole avengers type thing😭

i agree that cheol would be iron man, but cao is 100% shua😭 like he's captain AMERICA. i imagine woozi more like hulk😭 ig wonwoo or mingyu would fit too, but they don't get angry often enough tbh. so mingyu's more of a thor maybe?

like i watched the entire game of thrones series with my mom😭 like it's awkward still, but definitely nothing more than that. like i am shocked the way some people on the internet treat sex, bc in my culture it's seen as such a normal thing🥴 i'm also not caught up on sec education lmao

thank you!! no, but that'd definitely fair. besides i love the name jolene so i get it 100%

i feel like almost everyone who likes kpop also likes anime? but yes!! my fave part is part 4 (i've only watched until part 5 though whoops, but i know who jolyne is dw) and fave character is josuke. what about you?

[hongism]

Helloooo ^o^ I have a writing question! Do you ever plan out a series then get so excited you write a whole scene/chapter before it's time? Like the biggest action sequence or the biggest plot twist and would you recommend doing so?

Secondly, for moc have you fleshed out the ending, like do you know how it's going to end? And if not at what point will you decide to do so? Bc I'm planning a fic I haven't planned out the ending for but I really want to start writing it! And tbf I'm not at all sure how it's going to end

Ooh and also (pls tell me if I'm being annoying) when you were planning out moc characters, did they seem to mold themselves a certain way automatically? like I didn't want my character or my story to go in this direction but really it's the best way or the only option to write it this way!

And lastly do you have any advice for new writers? Much appreciated!!!

Also the most recent moc I AM BARELY BREATHING the hongjoong scene I cannot see straight I am too in my head about him ughhh JUST ONE CHANCE I BEG no but I looooove your writing so much 😌 take good care of yourself my dear caly ❤️❤️

oh absolutely ALWAYS!! i do that so so often, i have one of the final scenes of moc written and tucked away in a google doc for when the time finally comes 😭 in fact i very often construct my scenes around an idea that i have and i'll write out a whole scene if i feel really excited about it!! i totally recommend it, i recommend that you write whatever comes to your mind without stopping to edit or anything and just leave that bit for later. write whatever is in your brain and let it all out then you can go back after the fact and edit and make changes as you see fit! it's best to just,, let it rip i think

secondly, i have not fully fleshed out the ending. atm (and kinda since the beginning) i have had two ideas for the ending that are quite different so i guess you could say i have a vague-ish idea in that sense. i will definitely need to decide which way things go around act 12/13 i think? 14 at the LATEST. i'm not the best person about ending things tho bc i fear ending things period but i think it's always a good thing to think about while still in the planning stages bc that will help you figure out how you want to get from point A to point B!

honestly when i was initially structuring the characters i think i wrote 1-2 pages worth of character notes for each one, but when i finally started writing, things kinda just took their own course. now when i look back at those character notes, things are vastly different and there are only some minor bits/backstory notes that are still the same kkkk so yeah they molded themselves just with the writing as i went!! there are definitely things in retrospect i wish were different but honestly i don't want the characters themselves to be different from what they have made themselves become im happy in that regard ^-^

my advice to new writers is to simply not be afraid to write for yourself. i spent probably 8-9 years writing just for myself and i never posted anything and it was all simply for me but even just having that experience of constantly writing, constantly reading, constantly growing my writing in all sorts of avenues was something that really helped when i did find the courage to start posting my writing here on tumblr!

thank you so much for asking me so many questions i hope my advice can help even just a little bit and im sOOO so thankful that you enjoy moc so much hehe i love seeing people engrossed with hongjoong :3 take care of yourself too beloved 💕💕💕💕💕💕

[euphoricfilter]

hehe* alright then. if i'm 🎀 anon, then ur darling. it's a deal 🤝😌

i think the links are working now too :) ! but ofc u never know when it comes to this site lmao but still thinking positive thoughts ofc !! i honestly feel u on the updates tho. i think this recent update has been all over the place- i mean,, not to be be mean,, but i wanna know WHO thought it was a good idea take the home button out of the main navigation and put in such a random ass spot then proceed to not give the home button the home icon???? like bfr😭😭😭 and don't get me started on whatever that tumblr live mess is💀- sweeties just pack it up

okay cool cool, i'll request in a different ask since this is getting a lil lengthy lol. but oooo what puzzle did u end up doing ! puzzle are always fun .. sometimes frustrating .. but still fun haha*. i hope u have a good rest of ur day ! 🎀💕

yay yay okie!!

i’m slowly collecting cute nicknames 😋 you guys have me giggling, kicking my legs, twirling my hair or whatever

this hellsite needs to sort itself out 😭 secrets out i’m a massive hater, so i hope tumblr takes full offense on this one

no seriously like i know they want to promote their crusty ass merch but no one wants it for a reason.. sales aren’t gonna shoot up just because you put your store in the most convenient place, like please just change it back 🧎🏻‍♀️ the only good thing that came out of the update was polls. I HATW TUMBLR LIVE i’m never gonna use it, please please please get rid of it!!!!!! there’s like a million other apps people can go live on, we don’t need it here 😟 the most infuriating part is the ‘read more’ fucks up posts, like i cant even write on mobile anymore because the readmore line completely changes chunks of text 🧍‍♀️ and i had the worst night of my life when i posted ‘star girl’ because the read more had glitches the text and just yeah, it’s super lame

oooo a couple of years ago i think, my parents bought me this bts puzzle for christmas it’s like the love yourself/ speak yourself tour one, it’s really hard because there’s a shit ton of flowers that all look the same and they’re tiny so i was sat there for hours trying to figure it out 😭 and i still only got the easy white border done. my dad said that i should try and piece together all the boys and then work around them and maybe that’ll make it easier so i might try that today after i get a little productive 🧍‍♀️

i hope you have a nice rest of your day too!! however long of it you have left!!! and i’m excited to see your request 🫶

[themiracleofteddybearmanifestos]

Enchanté The Series - commentary (spoilers!)

For context, this is from a couple months ago when I watched the show. It's basically just my commentary as I watched the show so it's a huge mess and has a lot of ups and downs but I figured I'd post it anyways. I didn't edit it so it's just my original commentary in it's raw, natural, tumultuous state.

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Only watched 1 or 2 parts of the first episode so far, but I'm obsessed 

I actually Cried when Theo's grandma died even tho it wasn't some huge buildup or anything??

Also, Akk going to calm down Im on her livestream but getting pissed at the old lady for victim blaming??? "Auntie you cant say things like that. Women can wear whatever they want and men have no right to sexually assault them. Your mindset is a danger to our society" Absolute LEGEND!

Also Akk is Gorgeous oh my godh 

I did get confused and think him and Theo were the same person until I saw them at the same time 🙈🙈

I'm loving the French music mixed in with Thai music. It's really pretty!!! A lot of the music is great.

I also love that baby Theo made self insert comics 😭😭 and made it so the knight saved the prince I guarantee they were in love lcjxjs

I really love this so far.. the characters are fun and no one is really annoying other than Phupha? And Theo is hurting my feelings with how he treats Akk but hopefully he stops that :((

Akk is my absolute favorite which is very impressive considering Gawin is in this show (ig it's different tho

Please, the music is so pretty.

Also I'm obsessed with how beautiful Akk is and his relationship with his sisters is SO cute

Also him shutting down Phupha and being like no fuck off I'll take him home stay here (but still politely lol)

Like Phupha Go Away broski

I'm gonna CRY Akk is so fucking funny 😭😭😭 I cant get over this boy 

YES SAIFA, RESPECTFUL KING!! "You can see he's running away. Are you really gonna chase him?" Fuckin tell him baby 😌😤 

Phupha sir you're a Creep. 

Surprisingly sympathized with Phupha since he's got an alcoholic mother and doesn't have enough money for her treatment since she gambled it all away. That's an extremely stressful situation. He's still creepy and tried to use Theo which isn't okay.

Natee is very pretty and always looks sleepy which is funny (Akk also looks sleepy a lot) he's got that cool guy narcoleptic type vibe

I love Akk, Egg, and Im. They're such a cute little family.

Theo throwin shit on the floor, what the hell?

I forgot what I was gonna saaayy 😭😭😭

Natee looks like Ren from nuest lmao

Everything about this holy shit. I'm so overwhelmed by how good this scene was. The back and forth? The fact that neither of them made it weird? The way Akk is so blatantly in love with Theo? The way he stares at him is SO!! The fact that Theo reciprocated the kiss? I could keep going oh my ghcgcbv their chemistry is killer

this actually made me squeal with excitement that's how good these two are together. I got butterflies man

THE AMOUNT OF TIMES THEY CHICKENED OUT AND THE FACT THAT THEY ACTUALLY DID KISS BY THE END???? DUDE. THIS SHIT IS IMMACULATE. 

I actually can't breathe because of this man. He's unreal. Please. Sir. You're so hot.

DUDE WHEN THEO WAS LIKE "how are my parents so in love lol" AND AKK LOOKED AT HIM WITH ALL THE LOVE THIS WORLD HAS TO OFFER???? HOLY S H I T

Dude Natee's painting was actually sick as hell. It wasn't just a portrait of Theo which is great and also it was just really pretty

I'm obsessed with the fact that Akk brought the rose home and is doting on it and talking to it what a strange boy he's so cute

Theo has BITCHES

Hoes on hoes dude

And they're all left handed, tf??

Natee is Weird for having an entire exhibit of just drawings of Theo wtf dude??

Wtf i cant handle their flirting

I love them so much. The sausage shit was weird, but being in love makes you do weird things Imao

Deadass admitted to always hitting on him and then responds to his French. Akk is killer dude, you can't be sweet and goofy but also warm and serious and gorgeous and a feminist and just?? Such a supportive friend and a caring person.

I'm heated, I love this man

"It's our important witness" BRO AKK IS SO IN LOVE 😭😭 KEPT THE FLOWER CAUSE IT WAS THERE WHEN THEY KISSED??

IM GONNA SCREAM

he's so on love wtf and so is Theo

His description of what Je Te'aime means????? That shit was so sweet. What the heck.

And bruh this man knows French probably bc he's in love with Theo and wanted to learn his language 🙄🙄 

I'm glad they didn't kiss when Akk was drunk! Nice touch. He should be sober for it so there's no way to deflect. Also bc he should be obviously.

Also?? Hes confessed his love like 5 times already dude and Theo hasn't been like "wha?!" Bc he's ALSO in love wtjchvifjd I love them so much

I'm OBSESSED with the fact that Saifa wasn't using Theo or doing anything nefarious from the start. Mfer just was playing cupid 😭😭 also the song was so prettyyyy

The reveal wasn't that great and raised a lot of questions but the YouTube comments did help me a little bc yeah, I was wondering why Theo was so pressed about the flyers Akk was posting everywhere and he did keep repeating that he honestly just wanted to know Why the others were lying

My biggest hang up is just the fact that Akk literally always gave him attention so he didn't really have any reason to do the stunt in the first place? If his reason was just wanting Akk's attention? He had it???

And Akk was SO clearly in love with him, so Theo having been aware that he himself was in love with him too is a little like ?? U wasted yalls time then baby??? But I guess he just wasn't sure and didn't want to assume? 

That's fair, I'm also dumb 😭 I would know someone is in love with me bc they're extremely blatant but I would sike myself out and need them to actually say it

I love Saifa so much and I knew he wasn't using Theo from the start. I'm so happy they didn't make my boy have any bad. He's clean as a whistle. No sins on this boy, he's perfect. I love him so so much.

Akk also. 

I'm not mad at the twist at all honestly, just a teensy bit disappointed lmao but like I said, I just had to think about it. It's not clear cut and at first it's stupid but actually thinking about how people are it makes more sense.

Still weird thing to do Theo fudhsh

Also Natee 😭😭 he knew from the very beginning and was still like lmao ima lie for fun

Saifa also, when he said "this is for people who are in love. Like Theo" I KNEW that boy knew some secrets 😭 I even commented it but I hadn't actually guessed that he knew genuinely that Theo loved Akk.

What a weird unnecessary thing to do but damn Theo I kinda respect it you played us all. I respect that he was like "I'm Bored, time to start some shit" and went with it.

I hope nothing too whack happens 😭😭 Akk is being a little non communicative rn which is frustrating but hopefully it stops before escalating. It could go either way and I hope it's foe the better.

Natee grew on me. He's just kind of got bitch energy and I love that. His buddy who's in love with him? Feel bad for the guy. And the fact that when the boy said he was leaving the club Natee stopped drawing made it seem like he lost his inspiration then :(

JIMMY ???? LMAO DIDNT EXPECT HIM TO BE HERE FHDHS

anyways,

I was wondering where the conflict would come in but knew it was coming since they were happy. I understand both perspectives, but Akk is right that it's not his place to say anything.

And then Theo immediately embracing his guy who has been a looming uncertainty this whole time? I hope it's fully a miscommunication and that Sun isn't his ex or anything but :/

I do see now why Akk had a pained expression when Theo was talking about his parents being in love the whole situation sucks and I wish Theo could've had Akk to be a steady place to lean on in the middle of this, but that wouldn't be enough ~drama~ 🙄😭

MY POOR AKK SEEING HIS BF EMBRACING SOME RANDOM GUY 😭😭😭 

Jimmyyyy sirrr. You're so pretty.

Big fan of his smile :') 

They got Jimmy AND Gawin in here?? Pullin no punches huh? If they'd brought Pond it would be over for me

Also I have trauma with the bridge that they visited 😭 fuck that bridge man, it just makes me think of tonhon chonlatee and I have BEEF

Theo you're making a fool of yourself broski wtf

Akk is a walking green flag as the comment said dude. He said respect your parents decisions

Theo I'm so pressed rn please treat Akk better he deserves the world he's been the very best since literally the first scene he was in

Theo man I was rooting for you that maybe you'd get your dhit together but honestly? What the hell, man. I have so much to say so I'll just leave it that I'm very upset so that I'm not spreading a ton of negativity. Just know that I do have plenty to spread.

I lied.

Nah this shit made me cry. It's so damn frustrating that Akk thinks HE'S the undeserving one. And I know his sister was being caring but her words didn't help because they only reinforced his doubts. But honestly? It's not his job to fix this mess. He's already put forth all the work, and Theo has been ungrateful and self centered. He never truly acknowledged everything that Akk did for him and instead was so damn entitled. He complained so much about things that Akk had been there the whole time trying to fix. It seriously hurts SO much because Akk is TOO selfless. He's so respectful and caring and generous and kind, so Theo took all that for granted. It's like Theo wanted Akk to beg him to stay, but Akk is so damn respectful that of course he wouldn't. He puts Theo first in every facet and what has Theo done for him? I know relationships aren't a transaction and you don't do something just to get something but ALSO relationships go both ways and one person shouldn't be making all the sacrifices. If Theo actually leaves and they do a bullshit timeskip, I'm done. I'd rather see Akk happy on his own than to see them together if Theo refuses to stop being selfish. I don't want some magic fix where he shows up and is like "haha missed you" and doesn't own up to all his shit but I feel like that's inevitable and I'm just going to be disappointed yet again by a show that was my favorite until they pull the most frustrating shit at the last episode.

I'm quite frankly pissed. WHY THE FUCK did Akk have to take responsibility for this shit? No I'm beyond pissed dude. Theo should've had some eye opening moment and ran his ass to Akk and apologized for taking him for granted. Akk has done all the work in this relationship. He deserves so much fucking better, and the fact that instead of apologizing for making him misunderstand Theo just says he's dumb? No, dude. He had every right to assume what he did. He shouldn't have been the one to mend this. Another goddamn selfish character who stays selfish til the end whilst their partner does everything and STILL ends up apologizing. Akk is the healthiest love interest but damn it this is not a healthy relationship and I've honestly not felt more betrayed.

This shit is exactly why I don't call shows my favorite until the last episode, bc they're almost guaranteed to screw things up. And it sucks because I love this show so much. Seriously, easily my top 3 If they hadn't ruined Theo.

Sorry, I really don't mean to be rude, i just love Akk so much and they did him SO fucking dirty 

Yet another "sure the ending is happy, but I certainly am not."  Fuck dude. This shit was easily in my top favorites but they fucked it so hard

I STILL love it though. It had too many good moments for me to fully hate it. The plot twist was dumb though and I was being forgiving because I thought they'd do better but no they made me mad.

I will never shut up about Akk and how much I love him. I've been his #1 supporter and fan since day 1 and I'll die with that title.

[akane171]

😂😂

Hmm🤔 Isn't "naruto" something to eat?🤔

Ohhhh, that's actually a really interesting field of study and very nice from a multi-cultural perspective🤔😍 But haha, that definitely explained the weird discussions😂

Kat, I doubt there was EVER ANYONE who misses ANY kinds of exams😅🙈 Like, it's EXAMS🙈 I'd REALLY worry about your mental health if you said you miss the exams😅😅😂

Haha, Thanks and naah, I'd actually be suuuuper hyped if I met a demon, that just Sounds like fun (I hope they are kinda like SPN's demons or even Crowley cause those definitely seemed fun😍😂)...I'll have to get time first tho🙈

Well, basically she said that Bal-Seg did have his own theories (esp. Mon's mate being from another planet since they had so much trouble figuring out who it is) but that it was a closely-kept secret by the priests... 🤷🏻‍♀️

Ehh, you definitely have waaaaay more faith in my ability to nail his character than I do😅😅🙈 Huh, really? I didn't even notice that I haven't used "shit" yet (tho Yeah, I do try to not curse too much online🙈)😂 Well, life is kinda annoying in the long-run rn...Just a bunch of stressful things to do🙈🤷🏻‍♀️😭 

Aw maaan😭 Your ideas are really too awesome to just "throw away ad forget about"🙈 But I get it, can't claim to not have come up with ideas I thought I'd rather not write😅🙈

Aww, Mon in a Museum?😍😍 How sweet that must have been! But yeah, agreed, they should have explored the character and how he learns more about Earth waaaaaay more. And well, it's Chris, ofc he would have nailed it🙈🙈😁😌

Oh, absolutely! Mon is SO multifacetted even if you disregard S3 and the Legion thing, like, ironically I think he was one of the most "human" and relatable characters 🤔🙈😅

Exploding shit is ALWAYS AWE AND SOME 😍 And explosions plus MonWinn? Shut up and take my money😂😂😁 (Ohh, Bones, I watched that on TV what feels like ages ago😯)

Those two would be a cool duo tho🤷🏻‍♀️🙈😂 Ohh, on that note, thanks to all the Max and Mon talk with you and LW, my brain got stuck on a new AU idea: Imagine Mon having been a child when Daxam was destroyed (tho for some reasons everyone still had the misconception with him being the fratboy of the universe-maybe a double or sth?🤔 Not sure yet) and he ended up on Earth around the same time as Kara but was found by kid!Maxwell and "adopted" by him as his "brother" ala Professor X and Raven style and so they grew up together and Mon studied engineering and is part of Max' company, too (maybe head engineer or sth?🤔) and then in S2 Mon (aka Mike Lord) shows up and Max who already doesn't like Kara/Supergirl is still around too ofc and totally not impressed by her even talking to Mon and even less when Kara finds out Mon is an alien and a Daxamite and she's trying to pressure him into being a hero too (even more reasons for Max to dislike her😂😅) and aaaw, just imagine Mon having Max in his corner during all those stupid arguments and esp. the Jeremiah incident and the time when Kara found out Mon is the Prince of Daxam 🙈🙈 Ohh, and Max teaming up with Kara to get back Mon and kick Lar and/but esp. Rhea's ass? Or Ohhh, him somehow blackmailing Lillian, cause screw this, Lillian and Rhea might be evil and vicious, but Max is freaking brilliant and vicious😈 ...Okay, I'll stop now, this is starting to sound like my head just wants someone to unapologetically tell everybody to f*** off😅😅😂🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

Hehe, yay, points 💃🏻😁

😅😂 Thanks, you too?🙈

XXX

Anyway.

Maybe. Something you get diarrhea after eating it ^^

It was nice. Not many job opportunities after it, but yeah, nicely spent time xD

Some were fun. Especially when I haven't studied and still passed.

...I don't know how to comment. Like.... they were quite blood thirsty and...murderous... I'm starting to wonder what kind of fics you are going to write one day =='

Well, he was RIGHT. Wonder what the priests were thinking about it all. Wonder if they knew she was kryptonian becasue lol. And how much younger she was xDDDD No wonder they kept it as secret xD

Yes, I have. Just write and you will see =='

Oh well, my mom taught me better but I guess I just like cursing.

LIFE IS BRUTAL, REFAIL! Even for fic ideas!

It was the sweetest and most adorable mon-el thing ever TT I love the books and the author just nailed him being adorable. And karamel was just ughh, the best

For sure I liked Mon-El bieng the interested fish-out-of-the water much more than I liked Brainiac. I can't even say I liked Brainiac =='

Oh, he totally was. And was the character who did most human things and has learnt most, especially about the emotions. They kind of did something they didn't allow Kara aka showing her emotional growing and learning how to be more human.

I'm still pissed about how they made her humanity ass kisser and made her abandoning her alien self.

I have some half baked au where they are all teachers and teach in high schools. Kara as English literature teacher, Mon as science/chemistry and Kara thinking he is irresponsible (he has a chart in his class where there is written how long it passed since an accident in his class) and he thinks she is boringgggggg.

Awww, Max would be the overprotective older brother, right? And Mon El the lil shit dedicated to piss off his bro. Take my money and write it xD

Anyway, hope life treats you well :D

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

OH okay so they ARE doing the wedding then

Good to know xdd

(Like right then tho lol-)

Nah I'm just kidding xDD Way to rub it in Claire's face though lol

Still though mostly joking since it's probably a week or a few weeks later xDD

Lol anyway

Aww y'all!!!

Oop this looks stressful

We got this though :pp

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

OPE ASHER

AGHCK THE T E A R S

Help me I'm going to die :'))

Maybe it's his dad who's gonna code or even die o.o

Anyway!!!

That's it for the final thoughts, now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

Yes, don't worry, I do plan on doing the others at some point xdd. But, since I haven't been blogging for three hours, I have the energy to do this now lol.

First off! Morgan and Park, y'all xDD. Goodness, lol, I love you, but you're always arguing about something XD. Eh, I suppose it is a drama show, lol. You practically have to be xd. Still, Morgan, I'm glad you compromised, and I'm glad y'all worked things out in the end 🥰🥰🥰.

Asher!!! And Jerome :DDD! Y'all are adorable <333. And I love you, lol. A, hi Jerome :D, we see you just doing your job, B, that surgery scene where Asher was talking about the suits was HILARIOUS like sir lol, C, the fun of Asher at that bachelor party xDD And also him and Park going 👁️👄👁️ when left at the strippers place lol xDD - Wonderful lol, iconic -, D, oh my G O S H y'all are so adorable 🥰🥰🥰. You worked things out really easily, even if those suits were stupid lol, and the we gOT A SECOND K I S S S S S!!! WHOOOOO!!! :DDDDDD!! I love my boys so darn much lol :DD. You guys are so cute <3333. Just- they :'DD. All around, them <333. Lovely :))).

Claire!!!!!

Girl I LOVE YOUUU!!! It was so nice having her back again 😭😭😭😭😭😭. She had to make some difficult decisions and some she may have made wrong but she's still grown so much and is continuing to grow, even right in front of our eyes :')). Also so glad she got to see Audrey again 😭😭😭. They went through some rough patches this episode but I love their friendship so much :')). And yes it's just weird calling her Lim in relation to them being besties idk xdd so I called her Audrey lol. Still kinda weird, but not too bad lol. I went like hUU when Claire said it lol xDD. Anyway, so glad the kid survived :'))). And girl I am S O sosososo so proud of you 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️😌😌😉😍😍😍🤩🤩🤩🤩🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰.

Her <3

Lim and Villanueva - 😭😭😭😭😭. Guys I was SOBBING!! Not literally but yk lol. I figured she wouldn't actually be gone but I wasn't sure!!! Glad she's not, and I hope everything ends up okay :')). My besties (not literally lol) are living together and I wish them the best 🥰🥰🥰🥰. Continue to support each other!!! Love y'all :'DDD (good tears)!

Lastly, of course: SHAUN AND LEA!! Oh my gosh you guys 😭😭😭😭😭😭. A H H H H H ALL THE FEELS!!!! By the way when I say you guys/guys, these past two times at least lol, I was talking to them xD. But I guess you guys reading this too lol. Anyway!! There was so much pain and miscommunication (well not TOO much but it hurt me okay xdd) throughout the episode but in the end y'all decided to go with being yourselves and honestly I am just so proud of you :')))). And happy for you :'DDDD!!!! I love them ❤️❤️, they are my children 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰.

Overall, I really loved the episode!! We had some really great moments all around, in each storyline, and even if it didn't have a full plot, it was good! Like, the small side storylines. So (as in very) good for them <3.

So yeah! Loved the episode, and I'm really looking forward to the next one! This has been my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 5, Episode 17: The Lea Show

It was such a great episode!! I'm super excited for the next one :D. After it, I'll be doing my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 5, Episode 18: Sons

See you next episode!!!

[disaster-j]

That's fascinating. Btw, my kudos to you for going in with that translation thingy, i wouldn't have the patience to xD

Since you said the story is so different, and here i just wanna hear someone's opinions since i usually suck at analysing stuff and writing, where do you think they might be headed. Obviously the social aspect is a fundamental key here, I'm talking more Sean White Black related situation. I'm honestly loving how Off's portraying his characters and i can't wait to meet Black. And how is Black like in the novel anyway, really curious ? Honestly i love the rambling so do go for it

Oh, not really relevant but I'm a J too, just spelled differently😉

I did what I had to do 😌

Ohhh yeah I think Sean is absolutely one of Off's best to roles to date. He's done such a great job at portraying the different sides of Sean- his hostility for Black, his softness for White, the way he cares so much about other people while always maintaining his calm and aloof demeanour around White. It's great!

As for where I think the show is taking it... well a full analysis would involve novel spoilers so I'll just stick with my interpretation of their interactions in the show. I think it's as Off has said in interviews before, Sean's confused by White. As I've said before, Sean and Black have a complicated relationship. They're quite similar in some ways and that's probably what often creates friction between them. They likely bonded bc of their shared passion for their mission and hatred for Tawee and Black did start their whole revolution. So Sean definitely would respect him bc of that, he put his trust in Black and then Black ditched him and got him suspended and now their relationship has soured greatly bc of it. When Sean is around Black now he feels anger over the betrayal, but his respect for him and their mission keeps him from denouncing their friendship. And then White shows up and Sean tries to be mad like he usually is but it doesn't feel right, bc White isn't Black and so White doesn't provoke that hurt, doesn't test their strained bond like Black totally would. So Sean can't stay mad around White and it confuses him and triggers his suspicions over "Black." I think that Sean will figure out White's not Black pretty soon, if he hasn't already. Not only has he been the most suspicious of White's actions since he showed up, but he totally caught him when he was on the phone with Todd. He literally asked him who he called, that wasn't a random question he heard him talking. Adding to that, White being so against their mission was a dead giveaway for someone like Sean, bc Sean and Black are the same when it comes to this and Sean knows it too- if Sean wouldn't quit over something like this neither would Black. So I think he either knows already or is well on his way to figuring it out. But all he's done the whole time is try to cover for White, saving him and deflecting Yok's suspicions, so it's safe to assume that his intentions towards White are good. He's a very caring person so no matter his relationship with Black, he would definitely take care of White while he's in such a dangerous situation. He's also tricky so I don't see him sharing his findings or even making it too obvious to the viewers that he knows. I think we'll be left guessing what he knows/thinks until the show either switches pov or he reveals it to White.

Ahhh all fellow Js are my friends 😌😌

Now for Black in the novel!

He's a volatile gremlin with trauma and mental health issues who thinks everyone is out to get him- tho in his defense, most people are -and only trusts three people in the world. White, Dane and Gram. I love him, he lives to make my life more entertaining.

In the book him and White had been separated since their parents divorced when they were 5 or 6 and even tho they would go to the same school they weren't allowed to so much as talk to eo. White once mentions that him and Black had to be careful not to get caught bc if their mother found out Black would get hurt. And that was when they were nine. Black was always protective of White bc White had asthma in the book, and was also a bully magnet, and would get sick/hurt often, but their separation really exacerbated his protectiveness to an almost unhealthy point. He couldn't let anything bad happen to White ever, almost obsessively protective of him. He also had a very skewed perception of the people around him and people in general, for valid reasons, and didn't trust anyone or anything. Which is why when he's attacked he thinks his friends betrayed him even though it is instantly obvious none of them even knew it happened when White shows up.

Black was also hella dramatic, always doing super extra shit like breaking himself out of the hospital, kidnapping his own twin, etc. It was kinda hilarious. I really hope he has more screentime in the show than he did in the book and I need to see him interact with Gram and the rest of the gang like I need air to breathe. Black is just such an interesting character I love him so much. He represents so many things at once: class disparity, poverty struggles, lifelong effects of childhood abuse and trauma, the rage against the Powers That Be, etc. He was already a pretty complex character in the book but he's gonna be even better in the show, I really cannot wait to see him.

The whole book was about White relearning who he and his brother are so it would only make sense that we get to learn about who Black is through White, Sean and Gram's perspectives in the show.

[rev3rb]

Hello again! Idk about you, but I’m left feeling kinda pleasant/neutral about this chp. I honestly didn’t expect much clarity, so hopefully the next will live up to this ending’s promise.

There were some cute moments tho. I enjoyed the parallel between Guren calling for Mahito and Yu calling for Mika. And the split panel of Mika & Shinoa watching Yu. As well as the extra dose of gay that was Mahiru bringing up Shinya’s admiration for Guren (they really aren’t slick with the queer subtext at this point). Plus I always love seeing Krul, Ferid, & Crowley interact, even if it does kind of have that bittersweet tone to it.

The ending was sweet, but I’m kinda iffy on the whole forgiveness thing though like… maybe we should hold off on that until Guren actually comes through in resurrecting the thousands of ppl he promised to 🤨. Call me cold or whatever, but I believe in cutting family members off for things such as murdering your childhood family. I get that relationships can be complex and if everything works out in the end, fine I guess. But unless that happens, me personally, I’d be holding revenge in the back of my mind at all times. I would not be afraid to go out with hate in my heart 😌

What do you think about this release?

Hello Anon!

I'm glad to hear that you're feeling neutral/pleasant with this chapter. I saw a lot of hate for this chapter from a large portion of the community before the chapter dropped and while I didn't really read any of it since I don't read leaks, it left me worried. I understand why some people don't like the chapter though, but I'll get into that in a bit. Yeah, it's not surprising that we'll have to wait another chapter before we get answers. I'm pretty sure last time I said we should start getting some answers, but we were always going to have to wait for this fight to wrap up before that happened so idk what I was thinking lol.

Yeah! It was actually the small character moments that make me like this chapter a lot. I love that Yuu's just out there headbutting Guren while everyone watches. It made me laugh imagining it play out in real time. The things I really liked though were on Guren's end and the vampires. It's interesting to see how Mahiru's changed. I don't think it really marks a progression in her character necessarily, but up until this point, she's always semi, or straight up mocked Guren for his weakness even though she, as she says, likes that about him. Here she's supporting him. You could swap Mahiru out with Shinya and not change the lines and it would fit perfectly. On that note, I do love that Mahiru mentions Shinya because their admiration really does stem from the same place. It's why they understand each other so well back in C@16. Also yeah, as you mention, we gotta have that subtext. Love to see it. But I digress. On top of all that, Guren looking at Yuu squad and seeing his own friends is just perfect. It hurts (me at least) and is bittersweet. Krul, Ferid, and Crowley were just perfect. I love seeing nigh immortal characters getting beheaded for humor reasons. Always funny, and I've honestly quite missed Ferid's "nothing in life matters :)))" attitude. He really is out here like "haha I've been alone all my life :D". It does have that bittersweet feeling to it like you said. I hope we get to see more of them interacting as we go forward.

Another small thing I wanted to mention before we move into the bulk of what I wanted to briefly talk about is the return of magic. Not going to lie, I often forget that there's this whole realm of rarely tapped on power (as in ability, not strength) in OnS while reading Vampire Reign. It gets used so infrequently since demon weapons are just so much better. I love to see it make a return for trickier tactics like this.

Okay but with all that out of the way let's get into the biggest problem with this chapter, Yuu's forgiving Guren. Again, I didn't read all the posts bc spoilers, but from what little bits I gleaned before I figured out they were spoilers, people's big dislike is Yuu forgiving Guren easily. I get it! It's unrealistic for a normal person. As you say, I'm quite sure everyone reading would hold a grudge against Guren. I would too, but here's the thing. For Yuu it makes perfect sense. It's consistent with his character. Did we forget how Guren killed Mika, and Yuu was perfectly fine with forgiving him once he learned that Mika could be saved? Did we forget how Yuu (indirectly) forgave Ferid and is willing to work with him because he learned that there's a way to bring his old family back? Not only that, but Guren is one of the most important people in Guren's life, and Yuu is WILDLY sympathetic towards him because of that. Guren's whole motivation is protecting the ones he loves, even if he has to hurt them (much as he hates that) to do it. Yuu is really the same way. Guren sort of instilled that ideology in Yuu (I ish have a meta on that here if anyone is interested in hearing more about that). They parallel each other in that regard (and a lot of others) and because of that, Yuu understands Guren more than a lot of other characters. Yuu can see where Guren comes from even if he doesn't agree with it. I won't delve into it too deeply here because of length reasons, but there's a disconnect between what Yuu, our protagonist, would do bc he feels is right and what we the audience would want, bc we feel it's right, and it's been there a while. That's not great, but it's not like it's a sudden thing this chapter. But anyway, for that reason, personally, I'm okay with it, even if it is, again, unrealistic. Do I love it? No, but I didn't expect any different. I don't fault anyone for disliking it though.

Edit: It seems people didn’t dislike it as much as I was thinking. It was just twitter lol

[alessandramortt]

Andy!! 💛, 💙 and/or 💜, 📖, 🏡 and ❓most self indulgent headcanon?

i feel like i would’ve had more interesting ones a few month prior lmao :/ Thanks for asking, em! <3<3 i do love to talk about andy

💛- Brotp

hmmm me a month after watching tog would've said andy & joe, like? they're so soft towards each other?? his hand on her back, the way she lets him lift her up and spin her around, her hand around his neck??? pls i love soft dorks sm. BUT. well we all saw how that turned out lmao. andy & nile was pretty up there anyway, they're the movie's driving force! the tired mentor/young mentee dynamic is my SHIT and i love how they complement and bring the best out of each other <3

💙- Crossover ship I like

initially i would've hesitated to say andy/miranda (lawson obvs) bc their start would be rocky af, especially quynh/miranda (aq come in a package) what with miranda's whole 'the end justifies the means' and morally grey scientist schtick going on, especially bc i hc she def was one of the leads of a cell trying to harness immortality for the bad guys in mass effect, but yknow what? it's 2022, i'm leaning more heavily towards self indulgence and i do love a good enemies to lovers arc ngl. and also like. the mutual understanding about hard choices and changing perspectives (6k years is a long ass time and andy and co haven't always been on the 'good' side either, even if they thought they were. much like miranda in a way).

💜- Crossover non-ship relationship I like

I'll say Andy & Shepard bc of the paralleling arcs too, the way they carry the world on their shoulders and are the building block of their families......i want them to rest together. Overall tho she's also such a supportive, soft character, I think she'd get along with so many people, would especially love to see her with young people. I haven't read ttt but her as a mother figure to several people over the years...my heart :')

📖- AU I’d like to see them in

Vampire au is a classic. Also i'm not much for teacher au but it'd be hot af? and idk i dig it. Space au, although more in the vein of they eventually get there, so future au...in space. WING AU of course, you got me thinking about all the intricacies of that and i can’t resist the aesthetic, their wings would be so prettyyy. Not too much into AUs tbh, unless they're self indulgent af 

🏡- Domestic headcanon

she knows how to cook, won't do it all the time but it's not uncommon either, and she's got probably the most varied culinary repertoire. She loves to surprise Quynh and the fam, especially when she remembers some old af recipe and wants them to try it too, give them a piece of herself worth remembering too. Just cooking as part of Andy's love language 🥺

❓- most self indulgent headcanon?

HMMM none of them are self indulgent bc they're all true 😌 lmao but probably that it wasn't her bio mother the one who first killed her. i'm too attached to baby andy in her mama's arms to ruin it with angst. what i understood at the time is that her mother like figure, the one who trained her and lead the tribe, was the one who killed her. maybe her bio mom died when she was young. Also she's got a slight preference for men and she likes to wear dresses bc I love pissing people off :3

Emoji asks

[staysuki]

i want you to rate my handwriting but i cant send images through anonymous asks 😃👍 and hearing your story actually brings me back to 6th grade XD i used to get scolded by my science teacher because of how cramped (?) i write but it wasnt even that bad :"> thats why i forced myself to just write in all caps just for them to hopefully understand ,, thus how our handwritings look 25% similar lmao

if you have the time ,, we dont mind being ur personal diary and just rant abt ur work whenever it gets hard lol good luck tho for reals! and dont push yourself too hard in writing if youre really that busy <3 <-haha dick

moving on! 🍕 skip introductions lets date UwU and thank you for saying im a fun person XD long story short i used to be a silent reader but i figured out that fic writers actually like receiving feedback so i sent asks to every author i liked ! i hesitated at first because im really awkward, and these past few days i was scared that others found it annoying that im active in asks so i was really happy hearing that you think im a fun person XD but even then i didnt stop sending asks cuz im a bad bitch 😌💅 and when i like a story,,, its fun talking about it with the person who wrote it!

anyways our first (friendly 😛) date could be in penis heart enterprise™️ felix is willing to be the third wheeler 🤩 ash ur coming with us whether u like it or not >:( <33333

- bs

OHHHH, i didn't know that you can't do that actually 👀!!! that's sad. (counter-offer: just send it and pretend it's not you JKJK) AND YES, what is it with teachers trynna restrict our penmanship grrrr. I also got in trouble even with all caps because you know how in math equations there are specific formulas that specify whether you need to use a capital letter or a small letter— yeah :D they count my solution as wrong cuz of that even tho i'm a mAtH wiZ 👊😤��� (jk)

and ofc :,> i always share stuff here, i love talking to people! i am a people person. semi-tangent, my family always told me that i'm "unnecessarily amicable" because i can easily talk to strangers sometimes that they keep thinking i know a lot of people. i thought it was normal to talk to others up until recently when i was buying smth alone, i couldn't choose between two items so i just went up to a stranger and asked them "which one's cuter? 😊"— they legit paused for five seconds like 😀, and that's when i realized that some people find it odd when people you don't know comes to you all casual and whatnot.

and yes, truth be told, i'm a bit too burnt out to do written fics :,> so i'm sticking to my SMAUs for now but maybe soon i'll be able to finish those basement ideas <3 (hehe pp)

and omg, i'm teary rn 😢 that's the best date invitation i've ever seen. i'm actually dying laughing with this whole ask pls.

AND YES. WE WRITERS LIKE GETTING FEEDBACK!! LOTS OF THEM!! TELL ME WHAT UR THINKING. LMK WHATS GOOD OR WHATS NOT. I WANT TO HEAR THE THOUGHTS. EVERYTHING.

(Or at least, i do. You can send me 10 asks or comments in a row every update letting me hear your rants and theories about my fics and i'd be more than happy to read all of em 😤)

not the "(friendly)" pls. i'm sure felix would be more than happy to let you use his pp breakroom for ur friendly date 🤥 bUt whY do i hAve to coMe tOo JKJK.

[tuttifuckinfruttifriday]

Hi would it be alright to get a horror/slasher matchup please?. Pronouns are she/her and im bi. I'm 5,2' and I am quite thin but I workout quite a bit so I'm fairly strong, gotten be ready for an attack lol. I dont wear makeup or do my nails I just try to blend in with people I'm kindof scared of standing out. I'll braid my hair sometimes tho.

My personality type is ISTJ. My hobbies include gymnastics, figure skating and roller skating. I used to compete at gymnastics competitions and have won medals. I dont compete now but I maintain my skills and try to improve still. I think I like roller skating the most atm because you can go anywhere like it's not as restricted as an ice rink o just just put on my earphones and skate along a country road it's very chill.

I dont trust easily and am cautious of literally everyone but if I do trust you I'm loyal and fun to be around. I hate most people and prefer to be alone. I like indie music and classical music and I like to just kindof dance around even if I'm not very good at it (only in private lol).I also like nature and wildlife it's very calming. My love language is quality time and touch but I wouldnt be caught dead asking for it lol.

hope that's okay :)

That’s totally okay^^

I match you with:

Thomas Hewitt!

Other possibilities: Ash Williams, Michael Myers(JC) , Brahms Heelshire

Don’t hesitate to tell me if I missed some things or made some mistakes!

5’2”? You’re so small!✨

It’s not like it’s a bad thing, don’t worry. It’s just that he will be a little bit scared to hurt you... since he’s kind of big compared to you

Thin but you workout? That’s a nice thing for you, because you can defend yourself if he isn’t there

But he’ll mostly always be there, don’t worry! He’ll feel so bad if he leave you alone and you need to defend yourself D:

He’s really scared for you and would do anything to protect you, even if you know how to fight<3

If you don’t mind and aren’t scared, maybe he’ll ask you to help him cut the meat in the basement... maybe

That’s nice that you don’t wear makeup/do your nails because they would be ruined af:,)

When he was a kid, he didn’t like to stand out too because of his face yk... but he’ll always show you that you’re beautiful and don’t need to be scared of standing out❤️

Please show him how to braid your hair! He’s so cute trying to really carefully braid it, his scarred hands being a little too big for that<3

You’ve probably got one of the best personality type he could hope for 😌

You do gymnastic? That’s sweet! He won’t ever try it since he doesn’t understands the point in it, but he’d love to just watch you do all kind of flexible moves, especially since you’ve won medals! He’ll encourage you

Skating and roller skating?? What’s that??

He’ll surely be confused at first, not having any idea of what it is.

After he tries and fall on his ass a couple of time, he’ll definitely scratch this from his activity list and be always by your side, not wanting you to fall and injure yourself...

He’ll go with you if you want him to, just not go too fast 😅

With him and the family, you should be cautious anyway. But it’s really nice that you can trust, since he wants you to be comfortable with him <3

Loyal and fun??? Anything he could ask 🥺

Hope you like being around him tho, since he seriously doesn’t really wants to leave you alone

He’s not picky with music ^^

Even if you’re not good at dancing, he’s going to love it if he catches you 💕💕

You’re beautiful ❤️

He doesn’t mind nature and wild life, he finds it really calming too:)

He’ll spend any quality time and touches you want, you don’t need to ask him, just show him a little because he’s never going to ask too😅💕