#I'm feeling a little under the weather

[liyazaki]

vague posts can be annoying, but I'm making an exception for posterity: as of today, a traumatic, time-consuming ordeal that's taken up years of my life- & kept me off Tumblr a lot this year dealing with it- is finally, finally over.

I know it can feel so much easier to stay where things are comfortable, known, "safe"- even when it's killing you. but your happiness- your mental health & well being? it's everything. we've got one shot at this beautiful mess called life, so if you've been looking for a sign- consider this it.

your gut isn't lying to you.

you feel the way you do for a reason.

you deserve to feel safe, loved & content. you deserve peace. you deserve joy.

please: fight for yourself even when it feels impossible because you. are. worth it.

I don't know what you're going through, but if you feel like you have no one? know I'm cheering you on from my gay little corner of the internet.

[yuesya]

There will probably be no update this upcoming week because I seem to be coming down with a cold. Apologies!

[badnewlifesmpideas]

Pixlriffs losing inconsequential stuff like a single piece of tin sheet down a sofa crack, but when he tries to fish it out he gets a random number of said item instead of just the one (because of his archeology origin quirks). This also works with flint, coal etc, whatever he loses from his pockets

arzewgiyugi this is hilarious. He goes to grab something that fell behind the crafting table and pulls out 3x the amount he lost. He gives the excess to random people that stop by, he can always get more anyways.

-Raven

[crownedinmarigolds]

Taking tomorrow off of day job! Gonna art so hard.... watch out!

[vaguely-concerned]

the way all of anders' battle dialogue in da2 sounds stressed out right to the brink of hysteria is something that can actually be so personal. it's the real healer experience. anders you're herding moths constantly trying to launch themselves at any passing bonfire with your whole chest and your whole heart and you are so valid

[pochapal]

finding myself thrown one hundred miles deep into the covid Horrors trenches and i'm not even the one that's sick this time. lmao.

[fledermoved]

Current favorite activity: dressing up as a reindeer in WCUE and running gifts (herbs, prey, flowers, shells) over to each location and randomly giving them to people

I'm Comet :)

[tierra-paldeana]

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[farginen]

spare hugs?

[tolerateit]

Hi friend! I got some much needed rest today. How are you? I’m heading to bed, but please send good vibes 💙 I have a phone meeting tomorrow about the job I mentioned and TBH I am nervous cause it would be super ideal for me

I love that for you, im sending you ALLLLL the good vibes and manifesting the easiest smoothest interview possible for you!! You got this!!!! mwah <333

[notwritinganyflufftoday]

Gotta prepare for my job interview tomorrow

[eldritchships]

Which F/O is coming with me to the book fair to stop me from bringing home a hoard of books like last time (Widogasts need not apply)

[seimei-chsq]

people you want to know more about

blowing a kiss to the lovely @temerairemybeloved for tagging me <3

i’m tagging @yuzu-all-the-way, @mididoodles and @acetronaught -- no pressure, of course!

now. i’m in capable of shutting up so we gotta ✂️ ✂️

full disclosure: i started working on this a couple days ago, and only got around to posting it now. meaning some of the ~time sensitive~ responses might’ve changed, but i liked my original answers so... i’m keeping them :)

favourite colour: changes with the seasons lol. it was blue for a very long time, and currently i’m partial to purple!

favourite food: sushi! …or my mother’s lamb, eggplant, and tomato stew <3

song stuck in your head: ‘venus fly trap’ by MARINA, excellent vibes 10/10

last thing you googled: lol, it was ‘cat bite gif’. i was looking for that one gif of a cat biting a blanket and shaking it around? i was chatting about yuzuru’s retirement with the above mentioned @temerairemybeloved, and it invoked an extremely normal reaction in me :)

time: 5:05 PM as i type this 

dream trip: i’ve wanted to visit Paris since i was teeny tiny, and while some of the draw has faded as i’ve gotten older, i’d like to go just once and satisfy that childhood dream. spend a ridiculous amount of money on food etc. alternatively, would love to run off to a cottage in the countryside someday <3

last book you read: ‘these violent delights’ by chole gong. retelling of romeo and juilet set in shanghai in the year 1926, i’ve been trying to finish it for ages. it’s less of a romance and more of a slow-burn mystery — which might be a good thing, because the plot is far more interesting than the romance itself.

last book you enjoyed reading: … i don’t remember. might’ve been a poetry collection by barbara kingsolver? it was amazing, i still think about some of those pieces.

last book you hated reading: my psych textbook is so dry it makes me want to weep. the team responsible for its creation hated students, i fear.

favourite thing to cook/bake: despite how much i enjoy cooking, don’t think i have one? i make pretty solid fried rice — it’s quick and easy and delicious. i also used to really enjoy making spinach-and-cheese lasagna rollups, but i don’t have the patience for that these days.

favourite craft to do in your spare time: recently started learning how to do embroidery, which has been shockingly fun. 

most niche dislike: idk if it’s ‘my most niche dislike’ but… the overuse of slow-mo shots in ‘the umbrella academy’ is getting on my nerves lmao. i know it’s part of the show’s ‘style’, but if you use a visual effect too much, it gradually loses its impact and just becomes annoying. find another way to edit your action scenes, i beg.

opinion on circuses now and in history: went to one when i was very little, i think when we were visiting my uncle in moscow…? all i remember is being really interested in a bubble-maker toy that a vendor was selling outside, and also a lot of horses. this is where my knowledge and opinion of circuses end.

do you have a sense of direction and if not, what’s the worst way you got lost: i like to think i do, but… well. on my first day of university, i spent at least 10 minutes going in circles with my GPS app trying to find the humanities building. finally ended up asking a nearby security guard, and he pointed to a building i’d walked right past at least three times with ‘humanities wing’ printed neatly over the doorway. so. i think that answers that :)

[swankpalanquin]

Three Good Things Today:

1. Cleaned room really well

2. Got official offer letter for job

3. Had soup for dinner

[hide-in-imagination]

My birthday is tomorrow and it's pretty posible I have covid. Fuck me. Just- fuck me sideways with a chainsaw. Please.

[bi-vexual]

happy new year everyone i was making tiramisu for a nye party with friends later and somehow pinched a nerve in my neck in the process so now we probably can't go and i have a shit load of tiramisu now idk we can finish 👍🏼