I want to talk about Jamie's wholeass depressive episode and the fascinating way he (fails to) process and cope with stuff and things because like? That press conference??? His sudden refusal to accept he's an important teammate who contributes a heck of a lot, saying his goal shouldn't have even counted?? Not wanting to take pictures with fans??? Saying "I hadn't even thought about that" when Keeley says his Dad is going to be at the game, even though it was clearly all he'd been thinking about??? THE SAD SUITCASE THING? god it was SO much I need 100 fanfics that are going to tackle this in a way even angstier than the show. immediately.
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🌞 The Showmaster's Assistants 🌞
In my tarot phase, card descriptions under the cut~
Sun
The Sun - success, radiance, empathy
The Sun card presents a feeling of optimism and fulfillment. This card represents the dawn which follows the darkest of nights. Because of one's own personal fulfillment, they provide others with inspiration and joy as well.
Tab
The Hanged Man - pause, surrender, stalling
The Hanged Man indicates a period of indecision. This means that certain actions or decisions are likely to be postponed even if there is an urgency to act at the moment. In fact, it would be ultimately the best if one is capable of stalling certain actions to ensure that they have more time to reflect on making critical decisions.
Aka
The Tower - broken pride, upheaval, disaster
Even if it may strike fear, the tower means that one must abandon the truths that they have known prior to this event. The old ways are no longer useful, and one must find another set of beliefs, values and processes to take their place.
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NEUROSLUG NEUROSLUG NEUROSLUG
Ahem.
So, I spent the last day force-feeding Stable Diffusion my art to teach it the concept of an anthropomorphic insect. As a result, I have a working LoRA that imitates my coloring style fairly decently and it can kinda do bug anthros. Emphasis on "kinda", it still needs a lot of iterations to be able to maintain proportions on it's own. However, it does quite great when provided with a simple line drawing as a quideline.
Here are some examples I whipped up in like 2 hours.
Input image:
AI's pure output:
After touchup:
There was quite a bit of touchup on this first attempt with the generation serving mostly as a rough under drawing, but then again I didn't stress the network with details too much.
Then I tried squeezing more definition out of it.
Attempt 2:
It can be quite competent when I supplement it with styles it knows well. I only used 30 of my own images to teach it, so it might be a little starved for examples at the moment. Adding "Bob Eggleton" seems to knock some sense into it for now.
Okay, still images are working, now let's bash Neuroslug against some animation.
For something named Stable Diffusion it's not the most stable, huh. I'm still pleased with the result though, it's pretty cute. And while trying to make it cute I learned a little thing.
AI art isn't art. It's a mixture of alchemy, gambling, detective work and demon summoning it seems. And a bit of just art.
What I mean by that is that it can attach very unexpected meanings to words. Since I trained the AI on just anthro insects, it follows their defined anatomy quite closely. Specifically, they do not have breasts. As a result, adding "with big boobs" to the prompt changed the shading style and colors but not the actual anatomy.
And so, most of my prompts have this lovely phrase just to improve the colors.
'Kay, time for the freak show.
At some point during testing the machine decided that my moth isn't decent enough and put panties on her suddenly.
Now that's a booty
Look at those eyes
They have seen things
As you can probably tell these have no sketch to guide the result.
It's still bad but it's got the right spirit.
THICC
Surprisingly cute even if janky.
Looks better than it has any right to
Now I'll crawl back into my hole to play with settings for an indeterminate amount of time.
I'll publish my mini-me for you all to mess with once I deem it stable enough.
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Wip Wednesday
tagged by @wikiangela @jesuisici33 @giddyupbuck thank you <3333
hope you had fun with my last post from criminals au cause we're back with you left me or secret wip angst (evil laugh)
Upon entering the room, Eddie can no longer hold back tears, seeing Buck so white and motionless on the bed, sharply recalling the events from Buck's last cardiac arrest. “But now he is not in a coma,” Eddie reminds himself that, “there is no ECMO around him that breathes for him. He's just sleeping after anesthesia and from everything his body has been through. He's just sleeping. He's alive, he's breathing, he's here.”
“We get through it, ok? Just come back to me,” Eddie whispers these words into Buck's hand, which he took to feel his pulse himself. He knows that he should have taken a chair and sat down, but the pain of his knees hitting the floor is grounding, making Eddie feel like he begs someone more powerful to have mercy on them. On Buck. It almost feels like a good enough price to pay to be able to hold Buck's hand now.
It almost feels like he has a chance to hope that everything gets better eventually.
That's all Eddie has right now. This hope and fear that Buck kicks him out as soon as Eddie tells him everything that happened to him.
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Once again I've just noticed a little something.
At the airforce base, when Aziraphale is riding along with Madame Tracy and Crowley compliments their dress and says that it suits him, Aziraphale is wearing Crowley's colors.
It's like he's saying, "you look good with me on you."
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oh hey :) thanks for the kind comments and tags left under the last post!
it's so wild how body hair in art & media in general is seen as something "disgusting" or "weird", at first i thought that maybe the way i drew it made it look confusing but no way in hell you couldn't zoom in or just... think logically to know that is natural hair? some people are hairy like that! the way i draw it is more fluffy yes because i love floof and i dont give a shit tbh lol
i knew about the "issue" of jevil being fat so the body hair one threw me for a loop like wow. idk why jevil specifically gets this type of treatment, maybe other fat characters in utdr do too but i always see toriel, asgore, alphys, lancer, king, catti, sans who is a skeleton (and i really can't see him any other way, the fandom is doing a great job in keeping him chubby-like i love that) drawn with mostly correct proportions to in game/official art, yet jevil seems to get this mixed reaction. idk why i still see skinny jevil, or why some people insist his clown clothes are just "baggy". the jester is circular, look at his torso please for the love of god. sorry but i just want more fat rep as a fat person myself. i want jevil to remain short (his sprite is shorter than kris and slightly taller than spamton) and fat like he is in game!
drawing him helped me understand a lot about plus size anatomy, and honestly i couldn't be more happy about that because i'm also dealing a lot better with my body image issues and finally bringing more diversity to my art. him being hairy too is yet another thing that makes me happy as someone with pcos, and portraying him as a fat, hairy trans man as someone who is nonbinary and for months has been wanting to experiment with different pronouns/wondering how it would be like to transition is something really special. it's messy and silly but spamton and jevil are the ultimate comfort characters/ship to me, their stories and how they were written speak volumes and resonate with me a lot + headcanoning them as t4t has been beyond freeing and making me get a lot of gender euphoria/dysphoria/envy all at the same time lmfao what the fuck.
i'm honestly glad for these characters because they're what helped me articulate my recent feelings about my gender to my mother, who has grown a lot and is making an effort to understand all of this. the reaction i sometimes get from people who talk to me, come into my inbox or just pour their feelings out in the tags about how they love my portrayal of spamton and jevil's gender identity + their relationship and how important it is to them is so so cool. yeah :)
speaking of chest hair, here's how spamton looks without the shirt. the left side of his chest has a panel for his heart (a smaller version of neo's) and of course top surgery scars, a different type. he's also hairy! not that much since he's a puppet but he still has the addison floof, it's cute
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