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I maybe unwell I'm watching x men first class for about the 13th time now I keep giggling over these gay guys, Erik is soo me (severely mentally troubled and insanely gay and in love with Charles) also Charles is like the prettiest man I've laid eyes upon I'm giggling and twirling my hair, I keep pointing out tiny details to my siblings and everytime I mention Charles I will get called gay send immediate help
#x men first class#x men#marvel#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier one chance#giggling and twirling my hair#this is actually my comfort movie#I'm severely troubled#send help#“erik is soo me” i say (im an erik fictive)#my siblings know i'm an erik fictive too i cant even bring the movie up without getting called gay
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baby OP has a favorite and is not afraid to let everyone know about it. prima thinks he just likes that zeta lets him chew on the matrix sometimes. solus thinks prima's just salty he's not the favorite :/
and zeta is carefully neutral on the discussion but privately he wonders if maybe prima is onto something. if maybe primus has let their baby brother in on a secret he hasn't told the rest of them yet.
he supposes time will tell.
(continues under readmore)
baby prime orion au
orion has been looking for something for as long as he can remember. he just... can't quite tell what it is. but maybe if he can find the matrix, it will soothe the ache in his chest that tells him he's missing something far more important than a t-cog.
maybe.
#i talk a lot <3#transformers#maccadams#transformers one#optimus prime#orion pax#prima prime#zeta prime#baby prime orion au#'TIS DONE#this gave me so much trouble for no reason at all!! it's not even that complicated!! and yet!!#anyway. this is the last full color piece you're getting from me in a good while. it is doodles and sketches from here on out lmaoo#which i'm excited because there's several pieces i'm itching to get done#and i'm giving myself permission to not do lineart on them#so they should come out relatively quickly!!#my art#tf one
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Do not separate them /threatening (Patreon)
#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Damned#Lee Smith#Angel Martinez#I'm never escaping these grasps and that's by design and I could not be happier about it#Perfect framing 10/10 no notes - shelf life of infinity#Changed forever and dragging all of my darlings in with me <3#Obviously I had to make cards for them! With the fun I have in this space and they're already medically themed? It's too perfect#I might push Angel's age a year or so older - I don't think it's ever confirmed how long it's been since they dropped out?#But they'd've been 19-20 at that point - I could see them going through a few part time jobs in another couple years#Nice thing with Damned at least is that the Exacts can get fudgey hehe - does this refer to the actual person or the body they inhabit!#Though with humans through-and-through - same lifespans no alien equivalents haha - there's not as much of an excuse#Same with Lee honestly I could see him going either way - younger or older but not by much especially of younger#But he was still living at home up to a year before everything! Nonlinear life paths#It's all so interesting and I love timelines <3#Also the fact that if Angel /is/ actually 22....and they were born in 1987......#And my favoured year of Damned is 2009......................#Look I'm just saying#Also one of the commenters on Ch. 1 mentioned that their ''real'' names are very reminiscent of several from FAITH: The Unholy Trinity#That wasn't intentional but I honestly kinda love it lol ♪ I just picked names at random but they ended up matching! Wow!#I fully believe the Institute could can will and would make silly references like that hehe <3 The players? Yes sure but for Lore Reasons!#Angel turning up at the Institute would be the Worst because like - they're literally just a human they have no powers or weapons#Not from the far-flung future not an exceptional figure from the past just - a little guy lol#But then if Lee teamed up with them - they're basically untouchable#He's learned his lesson he's not gonna let them out of his sight and he's clearly proven to be very skilled in uhm#Dispatching threats let's say lol#It'd be such fun structure! Two players effectively acting as a unit! I love duos so so soooo much....#Angel gets in trouble and then Lee threads in and takes over and then they get the scene to themselves ah <3#Lee gets to earn his place next to them over and over ♪ Trial by combat
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Say what you will about Monty...
My man is a caring loyal friend when it counts!
Look, I'm not gonna sit here and act like Monty is perfect. Monty has committed more crimes than I have fingers and he has done some pretty bad things...
But he here's the thing...
He changed.
Monty started off as an egotistical jerk who was mainly in it for the money and himself but over the series of The Sun and Moon show, The Lunar and Earth show, and Monty gator and Foxy show, he changed.
He became one of the most loyal characters in all of TSBS.
This man has risked his life for every member of this family, has been with them through almost every trial and chaos, and he stuck by them all!
Yes, he is still a little poo to Sun and Lunar sometimes, but it's less now.
I can't recall the last time he was mean or messed with Sun.
Look, I used to be a Monty-apologist, but as I've watched the shows, I've accepted that Monty isn't a good person, but he might as well be classified as one now.
He changed for the better, and I couldn't be more proud of him as a character.
He's an awesome friend to Moon
He's an amazing partner to Earth and treats her like a princess
He brought Lunar back
And he brought old Moon back
He's helped them hunt down NovaFrost
He helped them deal with the Creator, and all this star power stuff
The man has changed.
#tsams#sun and moon show#lunar and earth show#laes#monty gator and foxy show#mgafs#tsams monty#laes monty#mgafs monty#llama talks#llamatalks#llama discussion#tsams discussion#laes discussion#mgafs discussion#monty is a good character#he's not a perfect person#but he is a good person#I'm not a Monty apologist anymore I know the man has done bad things#the man should probably be in jail for several things#but he's in another dimension now so fresh start#I love how he's the guy the family calls when there's trouble#he's stuck by this family and now he's gonna be a part of it#I'm so happy to see Monty and Earth get married#I'm a sucker for the opposites attract trope and Monty and Earth seem pretty opposite to me#one is sweet and patience#the other gruff and prone to anger#welcome to the family Monty#don't die#Good man Monty Good man
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it's been a while since vasco and machete stargazing was brought up, but I distinctly remember you wondered if machete would be able to see the stars at all. i asked my old teacher who's albinistic and proudly calls herself "the mole" due to her being almost legally blind. and she can see really bright stars on clear nights when she's not in an overly light polluted area. so good news! machete can stargaze
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#responding to this several months late sorry#I'm going through my unanswered asks again#but that's wonderful! good to know! ;_;#you didn't have to go through the trouble but I appreciate it! and thanks for taking the time to get back to me#now I have to dig up that stargazing sketch and actually finish it#answered#anonymous
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post yamaha divorce (pt 2) jorge and valentino u r special 2 ME
#it's so funny how valentino kinda grew progressively fonder of jorge after each time they feuded#valentino when he comes across socially awkward troubled teen in-desperate-need-of-positive-role-models jorge: I Do Not Care For This Child#valentino after feuding jorge so badly they caused geiger counters to be sold out across several european countries: ah he's all right yeah#//#brr brr#i also like how. given the general tone of 2016.#they were both going 'yeah i'm sure our relationship will get better when we're no longer teammates :)'#it's a charming level of self awareness where you do also want to be like. i mean you guys could just be normal towards each other now#//wt
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the support for "ugly" neurodivergents leaving people's body when they meet someone with a cognitive disability:
#bluuuugh. it's not any one person's fault in particular but over the last few months#people have this habit of making me feel stupid and being really unkind when i'm struggling with stuff#... i have brain damage#and i didn't get the. quirky low support needs autism#i have several pretty serious learning disabilities and trouble understanding and processing things and motor difficulties#blegh blegh. swag ever#meow.txt
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They weren't lying, this psychological recovery journey got hands
#3rd month of taking antidepressants and knowing that There Is something majorly fucked up within me#i feel like im becoming normal bit by bit but also now my other problems become my aparent to me#i started to notice i have this childlike simplistic attitude towards wonder and relationships but also at the same time i understand the#severity of troubles around me on the level of burned out adult#but also it takes me from a week to several years to realize what people meant#and yet sometimes i get everything clearly#there are still ways to go#i still have to find a therapist#cuz psych diagnosed me with BPD; geberal anxiety disorder and ADHD and said i have autism signs that could explain the development of BPD#but all he can do is medical treatment which is not the kind you need for BPD and autism#im not saying you can treat autism but yeah he meant i need a psychotherapist for these instead of psychiatrist#i hope i can complete this mental health journey bcuz i feel like i finally got hit with all the weight of burnout i had all these years#i did some creative work in the august/early september but rn its all touching grass in real world and playing games#like i cook i help my family with chores i play fortnite i clean up my room i go out at 1am to look at the stars#all of my own volition without feeling like i need to push myself to do this#I'm scared that making art is not one of those things#i often have a thought that maybe art isnt really for me and in a perfect world i wouldnt do it#but then why am i so good at it#like...#petrotalk
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ok i'm having ideas and for those ideas i need a Shen Jiu timeline.
the idea is to have my oc Jenn(who isn't even from svsss verse, it's very much a crossover with my og setting) adopt SJ as her disciple & possibly little brother/son
she's cool, she can teach him to be both better and worse (at the same time) + a safer version oc demonic cultivation!
i should probably write a proper post explaining my og setting but a lot of it is pretty ambiguous
a little snippet of a start:
Jenn was starting to get a little concerned, it's been a whole week since the.. coven? no they weren't witches. her commune moved on and every time she got lost in the fog since she came out in the same world as before.
no yellow petals of eternally flowering plum. no familiar voices teasing her for being late from her "research trip".
it wasn't the first time she was late to the fog gathering around the treeline and their little wandering dimension moving around. it was the first time she was stuck outside. did she lose her family again?
#svsss shen jiu#svsss#luru's own#a fun bit of their dinamic is that Jenn calls SJ Xiao-Shen#she says it's because '9' isn't a name and she can't think of one good enough for him#also she can't teach him to write chinese bc she doesn't know it herself#she can read speak and understand it only bc magic shenanigans of her home#she does however teach him several different languages including demonic ones#adopt shen jiu!#what is chinese ver of 'mother'?#i'm not sure ab that one tho#disciple shen jiu#if shen yuan does appear it's not in shen jiu's body.#also he(sj) WILL get in trouble with his shizun/jiejie if he mistreats his disciples#he doesn't know how but she will find out that he is(correctly) certain
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time for the next step in the pokedex challenge, the big ol' charizard themself :O
#tabby talks#tabby does a doodle#fire type#flying type#charizard#pkmn fanart#pkmnart#had a lot of trouble with this one tbh#did several doodles before i landed on one I liked enough to continue#wonder if it was the charizard hype#either way i'm pretty excited how this turned out ^_^#pokedex challenge
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sniffling and whimpering as i rewrite the response to this prompt for the third time, this time taking time to Actually write down all the points i want to cover first in detail instead of kind of just winging it because my brain is intense agony over all this and wants to be done as soon as possible
#weeping and wailing because i don't want to do this anymore#i've been pouring like 100% brain power into this thing for several hour long stretches and i'm still only barely 30% done . . . . . . . .#it's just been this one prompt kicking my whole ass on account of needing to back my claims with research#and i don't want to go through the trouble of research#wauhhhgh i just want this to be over ; ; ; ;#i just want to be able to wake up and not moan in agony over all the things that need to be done ; ; ;#let me savor the day and have the time and freedom to be impulsive every now and then skdjfhgjdsf#god i'll do it i'll get there but ouhhhhh i'm weepering ; ; ; ;
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there was a lady who had fallen on the sidewalk and somehow none of the several people near her were helping her up and I'm kinda mad about it
#🫎.sam#so like of course we ran over and helped#moved her bags for her too because she was clearly not gonna be able to move them easily on her own#but it was really no trouble at all and anyone would've been able to do it#so why was it that I had to run over to help when there were several capable people immediately near her?#people are really selfish and have some kinda complex about not helping people with disabilities or substance abuse issues#because this poor lady was like “no one wants to help me because I'm a drunk” and my heart kinda broke for her#because she was really just stuck on her knees in the slush and no one was helping#I'm talking in circles#I'm mad that no one was helping her#she offered us stuff from her christmas shopping for helping her which also made me sad#you shouldn't have to compensate people for helping you get out of the snow in below zero weather#anyway#we also got starbucks
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I wish all [food establishments] who [mess up their customers orders even though they have EXPLICITLY asked and PAYED for their food substitutions due to diet restrictions/allergies] a very [I hope you have the most horrible tummy ache ever and have no access to a bathroom] 💙
#i literally asked for vegan milk AND PAYED FOR IT#i hate almond milk but i needed my cappuccino and that's all they had#so tell me why i had a suspiciously delicious coffee followed by a whole day of horrible nasty tummy ache#went back there this morning and today they DID give me almond. it was lowkey nasty just as i expected#completely different taste. I KNEW IT#lucky i'm not severely allergic to dairy or else i would've been in serious trouble#ngl guys. i did shat my soul out. which is very tmi but! oh well!#darya talks to herself
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isn't it such an awesome time to post purple-screened mephone4? isn't it so great????? ISN'T IT AMAZING EVEN???????? ANSWER ME. ANSWR
anyway. some lil' ideas w/ larkspurian knife n larkspurian mephone :pp ("larkspurian" is a term for infected characters in this not-so-lil' au i created)
(IHAVENOTWATCHEDINANIMATEINSANITYIHAVENOTWATCHEDINANIMATEINSANITYIHAVEN)
#ple:ad au#ii#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity invitational#knife ii#knife (ple:ad au)#mephone4 ii#MePhone4 (ple:ad au)#i still think that hand looks so awesome#and yes he's nicknamed sever it's COOL OKAY!!!#i had trouble figuring out the colours for mephone tbh#i'm sorry for ur trauma my bro❤️❤️i'll give you more.#slash silly but still serious. blinks#i wasn't actually gonna tag this w/ 'inanimate insanity invitational' but i figured i should since i mentioned purple-screened mephone
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i had to wake up early today and was not prepared for it.
sometimes I wish I do drink caffine (<- says the idiot who's never had a drop of coffee at all ever)
#I'm not lying#While my friends drink several Monster Energies a day during school I'm going off of nothing#just the pure energy I get off of eep#which isn't a lot apparently#<- has trouble falling asleep#rambling#not utmv#❤
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secret santa update
hello!! gifts are due starting tomorrow on christmas and will last through 12/29! please tag your giftee, and use the tag psychonautssecretsanta2023 when posting along with your personal choices for relevant tags.
i'm still shadowbanned on my main, so i'll be reblogging every gift i see posted throughout the week (12/25 through 12/29) to this account. if you might've missed your gift, i'll try to reblog everything here and then to my main under the psychonautssecretsanta2023 tag.
#psychonauts#added the picture since i really like it lol really fun homage to df's history#unfortunately i'm having severe personal trouble at home which has worsened as the month went on so i might not answer as quickly#again sorry to those who sent me visual check-ins - i did mark you off but i wasn't able to reply
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