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sarkarijobnet21 · 11 months
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IB Recruitment 2023 SA/MT and MTS, Eligibility, 677 Posts
IB Recruitment 2023 SA/MT and MTS, Notification, Eligibility, 677 Posts at @mha.gov.in Latest update on 05 August 2023, IB Recruitment 2023 Short Information – Intelligence Bureau (IB) has invited the candidates to apply for IB SA/MT and MTS Recruitment 2023 for a total no of 677 posts at official website of @mha.gov.in. If You are Interested and Eligible for this Recruitment of SA/MT and MTS…
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Odisha Mining Corporation (OMC) has given a recruitment notification for the recruitment of General Manager, Senior Manager, Manager & Dy. Manager Posts Vacancies
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sudhartech · 2 years
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IB புலனாய்வு பணியகத்தில் SA & MTS 1671 காலிப்பணியிடங்கள் | ஆன்லைன் பதிவு தொடக்கம்!! | IB Recruitment 2023
IB Recruitment 2023 IB Recruitment 2023 IB Recruitment 2023: உள்துறை அமைச்சகத்தின் கீழ் உள்ள புலனாய்வுப் பணியகம், பாதுகாப்பு உதவியாளர்கள் மற்றும் மல்டி டாஸ்கிங் பணியாளர்கள் பதவிக்கான வேலைவாய்ப்பு அறிவிப்பை வெளியிட்டுள்ளது. இதில் காலியாக உள்ள 1671 காலிப்பணியிடங்களை நிரப்ப உள்ளதாக அறிவிக்கப்பட்டுள்ளது. இப்பணிக்கு தகுதி மற்றும் திறமை உள்ள நபர்களின் விண்ணப்பங்கள் ஆன்லைன் மூலம் வரவேற்கப்படுகிறது.…
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freejobalert1 · 2 years
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IB Recruitment 2023
IB Recruitment 2023 : इंटेलिजेंस ब्यूरो में सिक्यूरिटी असिस्टेंट और एमटीएस के 1675 पदों पर भर्ती का नोटिफिकेशन जारी कर दिया गया है l इसके अनुसार सिक्यूरिटी असिस्टेंट के 1525 और मल्टी टास्किंग स्टाफ के 150 पद भर्ती की जाएगी l IB Recruitment 2023 के लिए ऑनलाइन आवेदन 28 जनवरी 17 फरवरी 2023 तक कर सकते है l आईबी भर्ती 2023 के लिए योग्यता, आयु सीमा, आवेदन शुक्ल एवं सभी जानकारी निचे दी गई है l   IB…
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resulttak · 2 years
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IB Recruitment 2023 | इंटेलिजेंस ब्यूरो भर्ती Latest Notification for (1671) SA and MTS Post
IB Recruitment 2023: रिजल्ट तक पर सरकारी नौकरी 2023 की तलाश करते हुए आप आए हैं। तो आप इंटेलिजेंस ब्यूरो भर्ती 2023 के बारे में आपको यहां पूरी जानकारी मिलेगी रिजल्ट तक 2023 सरकारी रिजल्ट नौकरी के बारे में आपको पूरी डिटेल सबसे पहले देता है। तो चलिए जानते हैं, इंटेलिजेंस ब्यूरो की नई भर्ती के बारे में कि आवेदन कैसे करना है। और इस भर्ती में किन विभिन्न पदों के लिए आवेदन किया जाएगा। IB Recruitment…
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educationmundo · 2 years
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STARTING WORK IN AN INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL: tips AND ADVICE
Here are a few things that a teacher should consider when preparing for a job in an international school: Research the school Familiarize yourself with the curriculum Learn about the student population Prepare for the cross-cultural aspects of teaching
Starting any new job is exciting but it can be a daunting prospect, and especially if you are about to leave your country of origin and go to work in a foreign land. There will inevitably be some degree of culture shock and it can take time to acclimatize to a new environment, even if you are a seasoned traveler or you have worked overseas before. Here are a few things that a teacher should…
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I just got out of military training for school, and let me tell you something. Just as much as COs push their companies/squads/what-have-you to their absolute limits...they also have an indomitable sense of humor that they will push onto their subordinates.
In other words, all those fics in the CoD Fandom about any character taking their anger/sadness/what-have-you out on their company by pushing them extra are true to an extent. But there is also the opposite side of that coin, which is this: COs often fuck around with their company and take out their good emotions on them. Which has the potential to be very, very funny.
Examples:
Soap: Private, when I say "Pop your shit, twin." you will drop that thang Magic Mike style, is that understood?
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Ghost, with a thousand-yard-stare: Take this disposable plastic fork. It is now an inspectable item to be kept on your person at all times. You will give it a name starting with L.
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Gaz, leading his company in a march: When I give the command, you will left-face and post an L at Delta Company, understood?
Price, leading Delta Company: Recruits! Right-face and flip off Bravo Company, am I clear?
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Soap: Private? Who is the General of the sassy man apocalypse?
Recruit: Sir, Lieutenant Riley, sir!
Soap: Very well.
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Ghost: Recruits! Do you think...that Sergeant Mactavish...is pretty?
Soap, posing like a 50s pinup: Recruits, say ooh! Say ahh!
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Gaz: Private...you have IBS?
Recruit: Sir, I think so, sir.
Gaz, monotone: Me too. One time, I made the mistake of eating Taco Bell while inebriated. I cried on the toilet the whole night.
Price, walking the hallway behind him, trying not to laugh: LOCK IT UP!!
Gaz: From now on, your nickname will be Private Midshitman.
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Ghost, yelling a jodie: Now, from the top!
Recruits, responding: Make it drop!
Ghost: That's a-?
Recruits: WAP!
Ghost: THAT'S A-?
Recruits: WAP!
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Gaz, too tired to PT: Recruits, fall out on my command, and griddy into the barracks.
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IB DCIO Recruitment 2022: इंटेलिजेंस ब्यूरो की आधिकारिक वेबसाइट पर, सहायक केंद्र खुफिया विकल्प भरने के लिए उम्मीदवारों की भर्ती के लिए कई नौकरी के उद्घाटन की घोषणा की गई है। इसके बावजूद, आईबी जॉब्स नोटिफिकेशन 2022 के लिए आवेदन प्रक्रिया 28 अगस्त 2022 से 27 अक्टूबर, 2022 तक खुली थी, और ऑनलाइन आयोजित की गई थी। for more...https://anygovtjobs.in/ib-dcio-recruitment-2022/
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seneon · 4 months
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ESCORT ──── shinji hirako x fem! reader. ib chase atlantic's escort. fluff + mentions of alcohol. wc of 600+
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thinking about captain shinji hirako who would most definitely bribe or pay or do whatever it takes just to have you in the fifth division. he'd be so desperate about it, even go on his knees just to recruit you into the squad that he takes charge of. and for what reason?
the mere sole reason that you miraculously stole the heart of the captain while he came down to shin’o academy to demonstrate kenjutsu for the students. you just so happened to be one of the students that the hirako had to personally teach.
as beautiful as you can be and as bright your smile can shine, it only took a few hours for the blond-haired male to fall under your spell. but you never even put a spell on him in the first place. all you did was breathe, exist, and learn as shinji teaches.
as pathetic as the man can be, he doesn't ever show it. in fact, he does the opposite. he'd go all “oh look. it's the student girl whom i taught that sucks at swordsmanship.” like bro you did not just get on your knees to beg yamamoto to put the ‘student girl’ in your division…
he wants you to work for him and be under his wing, so he watch whatever you do. even better if he's seeing you make such a drastic change and progress ever since your academy days. not that he's a weirdo captain or anything that fancies a student of his, but your ages weren't that much of a difference. in fact, shinji is the one who ended up becoming a captain at such a young and admirable age.
“i can give you love for free, y/n…” shinji said during one messy night where the word sober left his vocabulary. all on his mind are fuzzy images of you.
“trust me, sir, she'd appreciate your love one hundred percent,” a voice said as they took away the bottle of sake in their captain's hands. the man simply looked up at the figure and looked back down, snuggling his drunken face into his arms. “you're kinda... pretty.. not any more beautiful than y/n though.”
“woah sir, thanks for the compliment. i honestly agree too, she's very cute, captain.”
the hirako glared at his subordinate who's helping him get up from the table so he can finally leave the pub with some guidance from someone of his barracks. “you keep her name outta your mouth, pink!”
“it's punk, sir. not pink.”
“shut up. only y/n can tell me what's right or wrong,” shinji's head wobbled just as his division member sighed and draped his long arms around their shoulders. they were oddly smaller than the fifth division captain.
“come on, captain. time to go home. y/n wishes that you return home safely.”
the voice of his subordinate is gentle and soft, so similar to his crush’s voice. he couldn't even tell what is going on right now, but he just lets his subordinate escort him home, not really in the correct state to think of anything else. although, his squad member uttering the name y/n made him all sweets and butterflies on the inside.
after such a night, the man wakes up in a frenzy, struggling to remember whatever happened last night and however in the world he ends up in his soft comfy futon without ever remembering how he got back into his bed.
he stares at a bone china vase for a few good minutes, attempting to search and dig for anything that has been buried by the headache that he currently has. but the more he stared at the reflection of the vase, the more he caught something at the corner of his eyes.
shinji shot his head at the few bags of items that laid beside his futon, a note of instructions on the items written down. he knows this writing. he out of anyone would've recognised this immediately. it belonged to you.
then a flash of memories became visible in his vision.
“THAT WAS Y/N?!?!?”
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note. requested by @imaginingbleach. tumblr murdered me on the inside when i lost your request ask... i'll write an aizen piece soon trust
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karouvas · 5 months
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Jordeclan and Adansey double date scenario but the context is that Rodansey are all together, Pynch have been together long term and Gansey just joined recently so Declan hasn’t been told yet. Declan and Jordan have recruited Adam’s help with a fairy market job because they need a psychic who is down for crimes, and then it turns out Gansey has some connections that will come in handy so he’s tagging along and Declan notices them acting how they usual do read: being freaks, and gets so mad because he thinks Adam is either cheating with Gansey or about to cheat with Gansey. In ordinary circumstances obviously he’d just kill the other guy but it’s Gansey and Declan just got to a relatively better place with Ronan he can’t have that set back over this, so instead he makes it his mission to keep Adam and Gansey from being able to do anything remotely couple-y / cockblock them until either the vibes disperse or they confess / give proof he can go to Ronan with or something. So maybe the business thing involves them traveling together or maybe Declan slashed their tires or something who knows but it turns out they have to spend more time together / go on a lil mini road trip where Declan is getting progressively madder because they’re so Shameless while still not doing anything he thinks Ronan would believe him about, and they end up at this inn that they have to have dinner at then stay the night at and Jordan wants to have like a proper date just the two of them but Declan Insists they all go out together and sits in between Adam and Gansey, when this started Jordan found it funny that Declan was putting his crime skills to use dealing with Ronan’s relationship drama but now she’s getting more and more pissed at him. The last straw is when there are only two beds available at the inn and Declan tries to insist that he and Gansey share a bed while Jordan and Adam share the other, which everyone is aghast about and Jordan settled this by saying she’ll have her own one bed Thank You and storming off, leaving Declan to room with Adansey. Declan realizes he’s gone too far but decides he’ll make amends in the morning the important thing right now is to put this to rest so he can go back to focusing on his Own relationship with his beautiful girlfriend (unsure if they’re married or not yet I don’t even know if this is au or post series). So he then takes Adam’s phone in the middle of the night since he knows Ronan is more likely to pick it up than his, because he spent a while in the bathroom for an IBS episode and when he returned he finally caught them doing something maybe they were already asleep but holding hands and Gansey was sappily saying Adam’s name or some shit, but when he calls Ronan for him to hear this Ronan is like 🫤🫤 okay I knew they do that… why are You sleeping with My boyfriends. And this is when Declan is like wait… boyfriends???
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Y'all I've always thought it was hilarious what Anet did to warbands.
So. you have Rytlock, who in Edge of Destiny said he had "about a dozen" brothers and sisters each. so including himself, that's 25 in a warband. The wiki says a warband is 6-25 members, so Rytlock was on the high end, and average would probably be 12-18 members.
and then every warband in the game proceeds to have BARELY 6.
you have 5 options to choose from for a sparring partner. Rox's old warband had 6 members (or maybe 7). We've still never met more than one of Rytlock's 'bandmates. Almorra gets one 'bandmate mentioned by name.
most charr in the entire game, including top-ranking tribunes and imperators, are not with their warbands, do not talk about their warbands, do not go places with their warbands. Tribune Bhuer Goreblade shows up with a small handful of 'bandmates in the charr level 10 story.
You do not see groups of 12-18 charr warbands roaming around Ascalon with fascinating life stories and 'bandmate dynamics and mourning the latest one(s) who died, with mementos, with stories about how 'my sparring partner saved my life' and 'this member of the warband whom I know least of all my bandmates would die for me and they proved it last week' and 'Im unhappy with bandmate X but I would kill for them' or 'bandmates Y and Z obviously love each other. wanna join the betting pool?' and the legionnaire who confides in you about their tough decisions of who they're picking to be their second/replacement. All within the same warband.
Not even one warband like this. Much less the multiple that charr culture deserves.
Even in IBS, the, at least half-way, charr-centric story, our main focus warband is Ryland's Steel warband. Who has, predictably, 6 members. And like 10 fresh-faced, unnamed recruits who have 0 history or dynamic with the Main Cast. even the 6 named members, who have vibes and character and a bit of a dynamic, are stupid shallow. (and tbf they didn't have time to explore it much, but really?)
We do not see Bangar's 'bandmates. We do not see Rytlock's 'bandmates. We do not hear anything about Almorra's old 'bandmates. We do not see Ember Doomforge's 'bandmates. We do not see Smodur's 'bandmates. We do not see Malice's 'bandmates. We do not see Efram's 'bandmates.
We see a lot of 'cubs this' (with Rytlock and with Efram), I heard a lot of speculation about 'cubs that' in fandom spaces, we see a lot of 'ohoho relationship/mating drama' (from Rytlock/Crecia and also Almorra/Bangar). We do NOT see ANYTHING about warbands, supposedly the building-blocks of charr society.
Even the charr player's old warband is mostly disbanded/defected to Dominion.
I have yet to see any real warband dynamics in canon.
Even in the books! Rytlock's 24 'bandmates are fair game because they're offscreen. And Anet has consistently refused to show any of them. Even Rytlock's dynamic with Crecia is pretty much just "we're old exes" and never "we grew up together. we fought together. our bonds are deeper than those of biology, than the fact we have a cub. I stabbed you once and you knew I didn't mean it because we are 'bandmates." Sure, Crecia mentions once "ohoho we used to see the ice elementals here as cubs."
But in the books! Sea of Sorrows for instance! iirc the majority of Sykax's warband is unnamed! Ember Doomforge, again, no mentions of warband! Rytlock nor Malice nor Almorra talk about inter-warband relations!
we never see any warbands larger than 6 members.
And this is all because, OBVIOUSLY, who wants to come up with 12-18 whole characters when it's just the one who's relevant to the story? Coming up with 6 is hard enough it only happens in special occasions. which doesn't include the legit actual player character.
(the player character, whose warband is decimated to TWO flaming members (including yourself!!) in the tutorial, and! yay! fun lorebuilding! you get to rebuild the warband. this adds a flaming total of TWO members. now you're at flaming four. FLAMING FANTASTIC. the player-flaming-character gets FOUR 'bandmates. this is atrocious!! and tbf if you compile all the options across all the branches you might end up in the (low end, probably) of 12-18. which is fair!)
but like. I do sympathize. I really do. characters are hard. names especially! which would be the bare minimum yknow. have an 18-member warband with zero dialogue but! they do have names! that wander around Ascalon. not even an event chain just average-sized warband representation PLEASE.
like. I did it myself. I invented a warband and I BARELY got them to 6 members. I had name, gender, profession for each of them. they were minor characters so they didn't even get the development that Ryland's Steel got. names, professions and the vibes from that. I felt so bad for only giving them 6 bc I was reinforcing the stereotype!!
but, so, uhhhh
I have been handed an OC. from a friend. who has given me full creative license to write abt them in my story.
I gave him 23 'bandmates. They all have names and genders. They're split up into who is whose sparring partner and who bunks with whom. That is all.
I also get VibesTM from each member's name. I'm slowly building relationship maps. (mostly just. from character A's PoV, ranking who they are closest with. Then doing it from Character B's PoV. it's WILDLY fascinating.) I have three charr 'bandmates who have their own little niche, they three are besties, they're each other's sparring partners and bunkmates and everybody (main relevant characters at least) knows them as 'those three'. and I know their names. none of the characters I'm writing about know them very well (relative to the rest of the warband ofc. ofc each one would DIE for them and probably knows their struggles and combat strengths and weak points and so on. but I haven't invented any of those yet) and that's all. I don't have a single bit of info about them except that and the vibes of each name. but hey!!!! WARBAND DYNAMICS MY BELOVED!?!!
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sarkarijobnet21 · 1 year
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MHA IB JIO Latest Online Form 2023 Apply for 797 Vacancies
MHA IB JIO Latest Online Form 2023 Apply for 797 Vacancies
MHA IB JIO Latest Online Form 2023 Apply for 797 Vacancies Latest update on 05 June 2023, Short Post Information: Ministry of Home Affairs (MHA) Intelligence Bureau (IB) Junior Intelligence Officer (JIO) Released Online Form of IB JIO Recruitment 2023 for 797 Posts. If You Are Interested in the Post of IB JIO Online Form 2023. Then You Fill Out The Form For This Date Only 03 June – 23 June 2023.…
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play-rough · 4 months
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Hello there!
I’m not really sure how to start this, but I’ve been in a bit of a sad mood. A few days ago, some drunk scumbags cursed me out in the street because I’m a practicing Muslim. So, I’ve just been sad; so to cheer myself up I’ve been thinking about the baby Otter. And, if it’s okay, I wanted to share some of my thoughts.
So, this one is a little sad, but I hope this is okay.
I can imagine Dazai forcibly regressing while he’s in hiding, because he’s just so sad and going through withdrawal of his suppressants. He’s curled up into a ball on a cheap motel mattress, hugging his knees to avoid having more body parts than necessary touch the scratchy sheets. His nose is red, fresh tears paint his face, and there’s dried snot everywhere. He’s hugging a bunched up towel, and trying to pretend it’s Fishie giving him a hug.
He needs Chuuya so badly; but Dazai is bad. He left without saying Bye-bye, and that wasn’t kind. He knew Chibi hated when he just left without a word. He’s a bad baby.
He doesn’t deserve to be Chibi’s baby.
Without thinking, he subconsciously dials Chibi’s number off of his most recent burner phone. He just listens to the phone ringing, and starts to drift off; but, then he hears it.
“Hello,” the sound of his Chibi’s voice wakes him from his trance. He rises up, and shouts out a greeting.
“This is Nakahara Chuuya, I’m unable to take your call, but leave a message and I’ll get back to you as soon as possible.” With that, Dazai breaks down into sobs. Chibi always answered his calls, but Dazai should’ve known better. He’s not Chibi’s baby anymore. He left, and Chuuya hates him.
He sobs out apology after apology, begging Chuuya to understand why he left, and to please forgive him. Eventually, he reaches a limit to how long of a message he can leave, and Dazai drifts off into a painful slumber. When he wakes up, he doesn’t remember much of the night before. He bleaches the motel room, leaves through a window, and chucks his burner phone into a random trash can.
Unbeknownst to him, as he sits on the subway taking him away from Kobe. A very hungover Chuuya wakes up, who stayed out way to late drinking with a new recruit named Tachihara. As he slowly wakes up, and absently drinks a coffee, he checks his phone. Nothing really stands out, except for a voicemail from an unknown number. Chuuya usually just deletes those without listening, but he felt a tug to listen to it anyway.
“Ch-ib-i, it’s me,” even though it had been a year, and the voice is sob filled, Chuuya would always recognize his Baby’s voice.
Chuuya’s heart shatters as he listens to Dazai self deprecate, as he says sorry for not saying Bye-bye to Chibi and Fishie. Calling himself a bad baby, but he was trying to be good. Saying he promised Oda he would be good, and that’s why he had to leave. He sobbed and sobbed, and said how much he missed Chuu and Fishie.
Dazai’s voice his cut off as the voicemail limit has been reached. Chuuya immediately tries calling Dazai back, but the lines been disconnected. Anger fills him, as he chucks his coffee against the wall using tainted. Arahabaki is screaming in his head, that Chuuya must kill those who made their Baby cry.
Chuuya had failed. His Baby had needed him, and Chuuya didn’t pick up the call. He had spent a year thinking that Dazai didn’t want him anymore, and he felt like such an idiot for believing that. Well, no more. Chuuya was going to find his Baby no matter what. He wouldn’t fail again.
Um, I didn’t mean to basically write a whole one shot, and I’m sorry if I’m being a bother. You’re series just brings me so much joy.
I hope you’re having a wonderful day,
-Rosie 🌹
Rosie I am so sorry that happened to you 🩷 thank you so much for sharing this, it was delightful and deliciously angsty 🥺 i hope your day gets better, you’re beautiful and kind and important and people care about you 🩷🩷 fuck those drunk losers
Again this is so beautiful and I really appreciate you sending it my way 🩷
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Women who have wronged competition
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What they did wrong (spoilers):
akane: 1.Huge spoilers but: Trapped nine people in a death game, orchestrated the deaths of four, infected nine other people with a deadly virus (including a child) and trapped them in ANOTHER death game, emotionally traumatised a man with the power of Timelines and then wiped his memories, made a man learn computer science. 2.kidnapped a bunch of innocent people plus her childhood sweetheart and trapped them in a death game in order to take revenge on some assholes and save her own life, did it AGAIN but on the MOON, murdered 2-4 people and is responsible for the deaths of many more depending on the timeline, forcibly recruited some other schmuck via the same kidnapping method plus time travel, will infodump in life-or-death situations, a genius but cant solve a sudoku puzzle to LITERALLY save her life
mary: killed a guy so she could take his place in reality and become a real girl
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seth-shitposts · 1 year
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"Next time they make a move, we'll be waiting for them to snuff out that spark before it catches fire."
-Kallus [s1e1]
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"I never asked questions."
"Well maybe you should start. Or are you afraid of the answers you'll get?"
-Kallus & Zeb [s2e17]
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"You have the heart of a rebel."
"I'll take that as a compliment."
-Thrawn & Kallus [s3e21]
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"You disgust me, traitor."
"The day I betrayed your empire, Governor, is the day I finally stopped betraying myself."
-Pryce & Kallus [s4e15]
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Alex: I'm dumping a theory essay / speculative thoughts here, and I am solely pulling from my memory which isn't always 100% accurate, but here's some of my thoughts on aspects of Alexsandr Kallus’s core character. (This is just what I think, of course, don't take it as facts. I'm literally just dumping words. And parts of this is strongly headcanon, as we dont have much canonically for his backstory.)
I believe that Kallus has always had "the heart of a rebel".
I believe that he's always had a strong sense of justice and values. Or maybe one that he built from scrap himself and with the resources available to him. (And, of course, just because one has a strong sense of justice, does not make that person automatically correct.)
He himself has said and believed [back before he searched for answers and became disillusioned from the empire] that the empire brought about justice and order to the galaxy. That's what he believed he had been supporting, it's what he was placing his loyalty into.
I feel that Kallus may have always had a twinge here or there, a feeling that something was off or a seed of doubt. But it was always just small and it would have been easier to push it aside and let himself believe that somethings cannot be helped, that sometimes the ends justify the means. This is what he would have been taught in his IBS training, given the nature of his job.
If Kallus was indeed from the lower levels, then he would have been witness to not only disorder and wrong doings on a daily basis, but also higher levels of violence as well. So when the empire did recruitments with promises of what would have allured the citizens of the lower levels to join the academy, it would have been in character for Kallus to have joined at the chance to bring change for the better to the galaxy, to places similar to where he came from.
And the contrast between the lower levels and the academy would have been a huge culture shock, one that would have taken some getting used to. So he probably started right off the bat with observing, trying to figure it out. And then there would be minor things here and there that he may have felt somewhere was off. Maybe he even questioned it, but would immediately shut the train of thought down if it were even implied that he was being disloyal or didn't have faith in the system.
And even of it felt wrong to him to do some of these things, that it was causing internal conflict, he would snuff out the doubt, extinguish the questions, because there was a goal that needed to be met. Even if he found something distasteful, he would ignore it until eventually he didn't feel that recoil anymore. Because he believed that the empire was right, that if he tried hard enough, he would accomplish what he had set out to do. And over time, he snuffed out that spark. And the fact that he had lost those who were close to him, all in one fell swoop on what was supposed to be just a routine mission probably made it easier to dedicate himself to a system that made promises of justice and order. So he probably really should stop questioning things, it would've been in his best interest.
Over the years, it would have been a slow progression of the Empire's tactics becoming more and more extreme, just enough small changes building up so that it would have seemed that increasing the iron grip was the best course of action. It produced the best results, the Empire would have become more powerful, and therefore allowed the empire to expand its reach even further and cover more ground. Stopping rebellions at the roots, ending a small spark before it has the chance to burn down a house. And maybe in this twisted perception, Kallus would have thought that the way to make sure another massacre like what happened on Lasan didn't happen again would've been to do this. To snuff our sparks before they become so big that the Empire's only response is to end the whole situation through brute force and overpowering numbers. There was most probably a part of Kallus that knew something about what had happened to Lasan was wrong, but he chose to override that and continue on the mission.
Despite how hard he had been throwing himself into walls to capture the ghost crew and to "finish what he started" there was still that something there, as it would have brought him to feel the need to say something about it to Zeb on the moon. About how it wasn't supposed to be a massacre, but he realized the empire wanted to make an example. Part of him would have had to of known that it was wring on some level, but he still chose to snuff out the doubt. Because the doubt would only lead to the need to ask questions and asking questions would only lead to being accused of disloyalty and doubt in the entire empire itself.
But then came the point in Legends of the Lasat when Kallus had to face the realization that no matter what he did, he wasn't going to catch the rebels, he wasn't going to catch the ghost crew. He had been chasing this group for well over a year at this point and every time they still managed to evade capture, to escape, to survive, to live. They will only ever remain out of reach, even when he throws caution to the wind. In that moment, something deep in him knows that it's not going to happen. It doesn't stop him from trying again, but there's that little seed that remains.
And then Zeb tells Kallus that maybe he should ask questions. Or is he afraid that he'll find the answers and not like the harsh truth? To have to face the fact that for nearly two decades he had been devoting himself to a system that has only been oppressing the galaxy, that he had been betraying his own morals and values for false promises.
Zeb saying that to Kallus would have dragged back every bit of doubt, every question buried alive. It re-lit a spark. So Kallus took the borrowed courage, because stars knows that he had been too much of a coward to do it himself up to this point, and chased down some answers. And those answers we his worst fears confirmed, that he had betrayed the fibers of his own being and committed terrible acts for lies. And rather than run or slip into despair, Kallus immediately took to following what he thinks is right. The best way to help others is to do what he can to help the rebellion.
And he doesn't change allegiances for anyone but himself. Because it's what he believes to be the right thing to do, and it is. Finally having forced himself to swallow his pride he looked to the whole truth for what it was. And even though he may not have liked what he saw, he still had to face it and do the next right thing.
And even though there was the pain and guilt of the fact that he had done what he did, there may have also been this sense of relief. While it was still suffocating to have learned the truth, there was a part of him that was finally allowed to breathe again. A part of him that came back full force.
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