#IM SORRY I AM CORNY TODAY

[fifi-goes-to-hollywood]

Imagine Igor jumping on the bed as they're having sex

It did happen, I’m sure. But the ways of kicking him out differs depending on the stage of the fun.

“Can you pull out for a second? We gotta kick the kid out”

[oohbuggypie]

could you draw Don from the monster Hunter au… he just looks SOO cunty in ur style (I would really appreciate it 🧡)

-💥

U ALWAYS WANNA TALK ABT ME NOT BEING SLICK WHEN U SEND IN ASKS LIKE THIS LIKE ?? GIRL TURN THAT ANON AWF WHOOO R U FOOLING ... but i love you so here's a lil smthn smthn just for you 🩷

CLICK ON THE DOODLE PUHLEASEEE Tumblr hates me so bad when it comes to quality omfg .

he's looking at u like that cuz 1. pose practice and 2. i wanted it to look like he was in the middle of a good convo at one of his monster-only parties when he turned around n saw someone who's nawt invited showed up .. 🩷 um as u can tell i fucked up the pose a lil and also im pretty sure he has four fingers or smthn but this is being posted past 11PM and i had a rough ass night bro IM TRYING ✝️✝️✝️ anyway I HOPE U LOOOVE IT MWUAH !!! xx

[bellsbear]

she’s an angel

eddie munson x female sinclair reader

synopsis: you’re a cheerleader and he’s the school freak who’s had a crush on you forever. little does he know, you got a thing for him too.

contents: fluff, some angst, eddie being a corny mess, cussing, mutual pining word count: 1.2k

a/n: THIS IS GONNA BE A SERIES. idk what I'm doing and this might suck but I gotta write some eddie ff 😤 additionally i am a black woman, so i wrote this for myself and everyone else who wants the representation! THE TEXT MAY BE GLITCHED. if that’s the case im so sorry, i don’t know how to fix it😭

also let’s pretend that none of the vecna stuff is happening cause this is totally not following the canon story. sorry, not sorry 😮‍💨

chapter song (updated because this fits better in my opinion):

series masterlist

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It was the night of the championship game and Eddie's final campaign. Normally you would have gone straight home with Chrissy to hang out, but Lucas had found you during the game to spoil your plans.

“So, kind of a long story, but basically Erica’s here playing D&D in my place, and you gotta take her home.”

“And why exactly is this on me? That sounds like a Lucas problem.”

“Well now it’s a Y/n problem cause she biked here, it’s pitch black out and you know mom and dad will-“

“Completely freak if I don’t bring her back. Yeah yeah, I got it.”

You turn to Chrissy and apologize saying you’ll give her a call when you're home.

She smiles at you, “Y/n it’s okay. Sisterly duties call, plus this gives me an excuse to go to the after-party we were so desperately looking forward to avoiding. Jason’s going to be thrilled.” You both laugh and go back to watching the game while you're not cheering.

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You knock again, louder this time, hoping they might actually hear it but you end up waiting a full minute before deciding to just go in. You begin to turn the handle but find the door is jammed. Placing all your weight against it, you keep pushing until-

“What the hell is going on! Oh-” You were now on the floor looking up to see the one and only Eddie Munson looking down at you with his big brown eyes.

“What the hell is going on! Oh-” You were now on the floor looking up to see the one and only Eddie Munson looking down at you with his big brown eyes.

“Oh shit, Y/n. Are you okay?” He asks, concern laced in his voice.

Eddie had always been sweet to you.

He sat behind you in Ms. O'Donall's class and never failed to make you laugh with his random outbursts. Whenever you took tests you’d always move your paper to the far right of your desk knowing he was peeking behind you.

However, it wasn’t enough to help him get a passing grade, but you always tried helping him out because you knew he was smart, he just didn’t care to study. It had caused you to develop a bit of a crush on him if you were being honest.

You look at him in the eyes and just burst out in laughter, Eddie had never heard you laugh before, well, really laugh. You’d always giggle at his jokes or laugh with your friends, but it was never like this. You were clutching your stomach and holding back tears, he thought you looked so beautiful. So real.

“I’m so sorry, I must’ve scared the shit outta you. with all that banging.” Eddie reaches his hand out for you, which you gladly take and stand up. “So why have you graced me with your presence m’lady?”

You blush, “Oh I’m just looking for Erica, I gotta take her home since it so dark out. Um, where is she by the way?”

“Ah the littlest Sinclair, I just met her today. She's very... pleasant." You look at him with wide eyes, "Are you sure we're talking about the same Erica?" He laughs at your comment.

"She just walked out with the others, I’m sure they haven’t gone too far. I could maybe… um.” Eddie stops talking when he realized you were still holding onto his hand, tightly, your thumb grazing his rings.

Eddie has had a crush on you since middle school. You caught his eye during the talent show when you sang 'I Will Survive'. You were nervous at first but ended up having so much fun on that stage and your voice was angelic, he fell in love instantly. And now you were standing in front of him and holding his hand.

You wave your free hand in front of his face, “Earth to Eddie, are you alright?” He snaps out of his trance and looks up at you.

“Oh yeah, um I was just going to say I could help you out, i- if you wanted me to of course!” He was bright pink, and you were still holding his hand.

“That’d be nice. Could probably use some help finding that little brat anyway.” You laugh before letting go of his hand and picking up your bag which had fallen down with you earlier.

As you release your hold on him, he quickly turns around to gather his stuff, face red as a tomato.

“By the way, I heard you earlier. Nice vocals, you should be in a band or something.” You joked, but soon saw Eddie’s face as he looked at you with a sad look.

“You don’t remember. Shit you don’t remember.”

“What are you talking about Munson?”

Eddie looks you dead in the face then suddenly jumps up onto the table and starts shredding an air guitar along to the music. After his performance, he jumps down and looks at you with hope in his eyes. “Nothin’? You’re killing me here Sinclair!” He holds his hands out and dramatically brings them to his chest as if he were holding a knife.

“Eddie what the hell are you- OH MY GOD WAIT. In middle school, you were totally in a band!” He claps his hands together triumphantly.

“I’m actually still in a band, but I’ll take it. Yeah, we’re uh-“ You quickly cut him off, “Corroded Coffin. How could I forget, your hair was all buzzed, I used to think it was so cute.”

Eddie was breathless. You thought he was cute. Not only that but you had remembered the stupid haircut he sported in his younger years. “Yeah well, your sister thinks I’m a ‘long-haired freak’ so maybe I should’ve kept it short.” You laugh, the real laugh that he was falling in love with.

“Well if it makes you feel better, I’m glad you grew it out. It’s very…” You stop and think about the best word to use, “metal. That and those tattoos you got."

Eddie’s heart stopped. There’s no way that you were right here in front of him complimenting his appearance that most of your friends had made fun of throughout the years. Oh so beautiful you, standing there and getting closer to him… getting very close to him. So close he thinks he might pass out right now. “Truthfully, I think you’re very handsome Eddie, no matter what stupid haircut you might have.”

Before he can respond, you plant a kiss on his pink cheek then run to the door, “I’ll see you outside Eds.”

Eddie gripped the table behind him to balance himself, trying wrap his head around what just happened. His thoughts were suddenly interrupted by none other than Dustin.

“Eddie, what's the hold-up? You’ve been in here for a while are you okay?”

“I must’ve died and gone to heaven because an angel just kissed me”

“What the hell are you talking abou-“ Dustin stopped before smiling at Eddie putting 2 and 2 together after seeing you smiling like a lunatic in the hallway, “OH MY GOD YOU AND Y/N KISSED?! I gotta tell Lucas, he's gonna lose his shit.”

Before Dustin could run from the room, Eddie grabbed his collar to hold him back.

“Not a word to anyone Henderson. Not a fucking word.” Dustin nodded aggressively so he'd let him go.

“Now," Eddie puts on his jacket and composes himself, "let’s go outside, she’s waiting for me.”

a/n: that’s all 🧍🏽‍♀️ i hope this wasn’t terrible, i really tried my best! hoping to write a few more parts soon but i got work and stuff lol ☺️

im gonna make a taglist too, pls fill out this form if you wanna be on it!

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chapter 2

[subarashiihibi]

may 4th aka my beautiful wife’s bday and the izaya getting stabbed anni... erm erm erm i dunno wat to say without sounding corny and cheesy but i love him very much...i’ve loved him for nearly 7yrs atp and no other character has even come close to meaning as much as he does to me he changed my life the trajectory of it all he rewrote everything in there!!!!! so now i’m even more annoying than i was before 2016. 

but seriously silly jokes aside he is the best thing ever to have happened to me omfg... i am always 100% genuine when i say he is the most beautiful existence on this planet or as i say in japanese 我が嫁なんて美しい存在 (^□^)♡

ok sorry im going to stop pretending im like really deep and smart with my words i love izaya so much i want to kill myself by jumping off of a cliff there. thats how i describe my love. 

theres some mindless rambling abt my setup and stuff under the cut if u want to read it ^_^

this stupid shrine was a bitch to put up but it’s fitting considering izaya is the biggest bitch in all of tokyo LOL. i almost ran out of room on the walls i got lucky i had space on the couch for some of the stuff ehe. i would have posted this like earlier in the day but i had my time to prepare for izaya day cut into by my job so here we are at nearly the end of the day ! i just got a few of these things yesterday too so i was like barely just in time💀

i was gna get ootoro today but i forgot haha... and i was supposed to drink my bottle of champagne too but i forgot to put it in thr fridge... i’ll do it tmrw ... ok thats all i have to say.  here r some pics to celebrate izaya bday

[quodekash]

fifteen minutes left of the episode. how long will it take me to watch 15 minutes? let's find out

shake of friendshipppp

VERY different to the shake of PURE sexual tension we got from guynava in ep5

this one is FRIENDSHIP

and I LOVE FRIENDSHIP

(altho I do also love sexual tension)

you can't stop staring at him

well frick

either he's really clumsy, or that absolutely SHOULD be a foul and yellow team SUCKS

YES

FRIENDSHIP

PLATONIC HAPPINESS COMING RIGHT UP

THEY DID THE DUDEBRO HANDCLAP BACK PAT THING

I PERSONALLY LOVE THIS

the commentator is so valid and so is the guy recording him lmao

I am both of them

(but not in the context of sport, I never know what's going on in sport)

BSHDBFHJVSADVBG

AGAIN????

IM LOSING IT

THIS IS LIKE EXACTLY THE SAME AS LAST EPISODE

how funny would it be if he misses

LMAO

sorry I care so little about sport that this is downright hilarious to me

he MISSED

ITS SO FUNNY

I love him and hes gonna be so disappointed in himself for ages and stuff. buT LIKE. HE MISSED. I MEAN CMON YOU GOTTA ADMIT ITS FUNNY

HERE COMES THE SCENE HERE COMES THE SCENE HERE COMES THE SCENE GHEKRBGJREBAAAAAAAA

(here comes the scene, doo-doo-do-do)

PFFFFT

GEU4KJRWLGNOREL

HES RIGHT YOU KNOW

oH MY-

I SAID THE SAME THING

AGES AGO I SAID THE SAME THING

AND IT REMINDS ME OF SOUNDWIN

AND THEY FULLY JUST PULLED THE SOUNDWIN LINE RIGHT THERE

CMON MAN IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND EVEN MORE THAN IVE ALREADY LOST IT

BUT YEAH

BASICALLY IM AWESOME

I love him

also I love how short auto is

it makes me feel represented

(even though im pretty sure he's still taller than me. bUT LIKE BY 2 CENTIMETRES I MEAN COME ON)

KICKING MY FEET SHOUTING SCREAMING

THISSCENETHISSCENETHISSCENEAAAAAGOIEGOPIJBE4RIOGJB4OEIB

here it is. prepare for me to explode bc when soundwin did this it killed me and I know its gonna do the same thing when they do it

EIOJGHVNOWIEPLSJDGVNIOERJLDSKGHVNOEIDS

THEIR SMILESSSSSS

GJIKERBGJREB IM SOBBING

HE FOOLED HIM A G A I N

KANG YOU IDIOT I LOVE YOU

bitches be stimming so hard rn

(its me. im bitches)

THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME

IM SO TOTALLY NORMAL ABOUT THEM

IM LOSING IT

AAAAAAAAYUTKFUGUYUIGYDTUYE56RDTYCGUHIBHYTRF87YGUIHTTFUYGTGYIFUYIGUYHVIUHJGIUGFTYUR4E56URFTYUKVG

A

AA

idk bout you, but I happen to be an avid lover of all things cheesy and corny, so im having a SPECTACULAR time rn

PLS I LOVE HIM

several days later????

ITS STILL GOING??????

oml I ran out of images. again. but there's like one minute left so you're just gonna have to imagine the screenshots

[grandma in the car]

SHES BACK!!!

[kang's shoes]

oml kang's platforms I love them

[grandma saying 'and I also have a new caretaker']

ah frick it better not be who I think it is

[saifah's evil little grin]

YUP

AH FRICK

MR THIEF ROBBERY MAN IS HERE TO ROB SOME RICH PEOPLE AND GET ARRESTED AND MAYBE SHOOT KANG'S DAD

I mean fair enough. but also cmon man

[grandma saying 'he'll be taking care of me at this house from now on']

come on man

now saifah's gonna be annoying when sailom and kang want to be gay and in love

cos im guessing saifah and grandma aren't leaving the house much

I guess kangsailom will have to go to sailom's house or just not be in the mansion or smth

its so convenient having a mansion thooooo

come on saifah, youre ruining all the gay little plans I had made up in my head

YEEEE SO MUCH HAPPY FLUFFY COMFORT COMING OUR WAY NEXT WEEK IM SO EXCITED

as for today: comfort episode, unlocked

and for those who were curious, it took me 45 minutes to watch the last 15 minutes of this episode

its 2:30am. the episode came out 3 hours ago. what the hell is wrong with me.

[moonalumi]

★Did your license get suspended for driving all these guys crazy?💗🔥

★Baby, if you were words on a page, you’d be fine print🔥💗

★Did you just come out of the oven? Because you’re hot💗🔥

★Know what’s on the menu? Me ‘n’ u🔥💗

★It’s a good thing I have my library card, because I am totally checking you out💗🔥

★I was feeling a little off today—but you’ve turned me on again!🔥💗

★I’m studying to become a historian. I’m especially interested in finding a date💗🔥

★Anyone who says Disneyland is the happiest place on Earth has clearly never stood next to you!🔥💗

★They say nothing lasts forever—so would you be my nothing?💗🔥

★I hope our love will be like the number Pi: irrational and endless!🔥💗

★Are you a charger? Because I’m dying without you!💗🔥

★Even in zero gravity, I would still fall for you🔥💗

★You must be made of Copper and Tellurium—because you’re CuTe!💗🔥

★You’re so sweet, you’re giving me a toothache🔥💗

★Is your name Google? Because you have everything I’ve been searching for💗🔥

★Do you have a BandAid? I just scraped my knee falling for you🔥💗

★I’m sorry, were you talking to me? No? Would you like to?💗🔥★Are you French? Because Eiffel for you🔥💗

★I was wondering if you’re an artist because you were so good at drawing me in💗🔥

★If being sexy was a crime, you’d be guilty as charged🔥💗

★Are you an electrician? Because you’re definitely lighting up my night💗🔥

★Do you like bagels? Because you’re bae goals🔥

★You know what you’d look beautiful in? My arms💗🔥

★I’d give up my morning cereal to spoon you instead🔥💗

★I love my bed, but I’d rather be in yours💗🔥

★Have we met? You look exactly like my next gf🔥💗

★Are you a camera? Because every time I look at you, I smile💗🔥

★You know those gaps between your fingers? I think they were made for mine🔥💗

★I hope you know CPR, because you are taking my breath away💗🔥

★If you were a flower, you’d be a daaaaaamn-delion🔥💗

★Hey, you’re pretty and I’m cute. Together we’d be pretty cute💗🔥

★ If people were flowers, I’d pick you.🔥💗

★Do you watch Star Wars? Because Yoda only one for me💗🔥

★Do you know how to train butterflies? The ones in my stomach right now are quite untamed🔥💗

★Do you play soccer? Because you look like a keeper💗🔥

★Are you my appendix? Because this feeling in my stomach makes me want to take you out💗🔥

★Do you have the time? I want to remember the exact minute I fell for you🔥💗

★If you let me borrow a kiss, I promise I’ll give it right back🔥💗

★There must be something wrong with my eyes. I can’t take them off you🔥💗

★Your lips look lonely. Would they like to meet mine?🔥💗

★Do you have a sunburn, or are you just always this hot?💗🔥

★Your hand looks heavy, can I hold it for you?💗🔥

★I’ve heard it said that kissing is the ‘language of love.’ Would you care to have a conversation with me about it sometime?🔥💗

★Aside from being beautiful, what do you do for a living?💗🔥

★You're so pretty i forgot the rest of my pickup lines ♥😖

omg i spent so much time writing these cheesy corny ass pickup lines and i might get blocked too

(i didn't come up w all of them btw)

WHAT IS HAPPENING BRUH I AM BOUTA BLOCK YOU

im jk pookie this was silly i’m NAWT reading every single one

[kisses4suna]

Do you do emergency request??? If not just ignore me.

Hii sorry to bother I just need an emergency request. If you’re okay with it. I’ve been feeling so incredibly unlovable and lonely lately. Bc I’m realizing my parents suck and never showed me that. And lately I’ve been feeling my friends pull away from me. I’m not sure why it could be my fault /: but can you give me a suna and maybe an Oikawa where they notice my shift in energy and remind me this doubt i have isn’t true. :(

NEVER STOP LOVING YOU !!

☆ featuring. suna rintarou, + gn!reader

☆ a/n. anon im so so sorry you are feeling like this, sometimes parents cant be the best people, and thats okay. you have people around you who truly love you and i bet the person reading this screen right now is someone extremely beautiful with the most lovely soul ever!! my dms are open for talking, and just know i am always here if you want to talk ! feel better bby :( btw, im so so sorry if you waited long, i was visiting family today so i didnt have much time to go on here, im sorry i couldnt squeeze in oikawa but heres suna for you ! btw sorry if its short and corny i didnt have a lot of time 😭

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“yeah so anyways atsumu absolutely just fell! entire face planted into that dog shit! it was so fucking funny i swear, i should’ve recorded it!”, suna’s laugh echoed throughout the entire top of the school rooftop. your eyes however, were focused on the horizon in front of you. you couldn’t hear anything, suna’s laughing was faint and sounded like nothing but a mere background noise- and his words were going in one ear and going out the other.

you wanted to say something back, but you couldn’t. you were distracted at high up you were- the distance from the rooftop building to the ground- about 44 feet. was 44 feet enough to jump off and end your life? “hey? y/n?” suna’s voice caught you off-guard- your thoughts interrupted by him calling out your name and tapping your shoulder. “hey, you alright baby?” he asks, his tone more gentle. 

“yeah- just thinking..” you say, you turn to look at him- his eyes filled with confusion and concern. “are you okay?” he asks again.

no, i’m not, but i couldn’t let you know anything about that, i feel guilty and selfish if i were to just pour all my feelings right now.

“i’m fine rintarou, what were you saying about atsumu?” you ask, looking away from his eyes.

“no. you’re not okay, what’s wrong?” he tells me, it didn’t sound like a question, it was as if he was demanding to know what was wrong. “i said it’s nothing..” i say again, mumbling this time, eyes looking away again.

“y/n, i’m serious. what’s up with you lately? you don’t laugh at the funniest shit ever, you hardly eat anything when we go out, you’re never seen hanging out with your friends and you barely text me anymore. you wanna breakup with me or something?” he asks, voice cracking at the last sentence. suna rintarou is strong. he’s understanding and doesn’t care about anything, but he’s never felt this away about someone before, he cares about you more than the biggest and funniest miya twins fight. he cares about you more than chuppetts- hell even more than his mom probably. “i just- i don’t know rintarou. i feel like shit, and i don’t want to breakup with you but, i mean- do you even love me?! i don’t think i could ever be loved at all! everyone who tells me they love me leave! and i’m scared, i’m scared that you’ll leave too. my parents are assholes- and my friends don’t even notice anything! and i just feel like i have no one. i know i have you- but it feels like everyday someone leaves, and i’m not ready for you to leave either..”, everything felt like it was collapsing at that moment. like the earth was shaking repeatedly and after a while everything went down crumbling to the last bits. tears fell out, dropping down your face like a waterfall.

suna doesn’t say anything, he brings his hands to cover your tears, and quickly embraces you in a hug. “listen- i’m not good at shit like this.. but i love you. i won’t ever stop loving you. when im 70 years old and wrinkly, i won’t stop loving you. when i have little mini y/ns and rintarous running around my house, i won’t stop loving you. i’ll always love you. and i won’t ever leave you. there doesn’t go a millisecond where i think about leaving you, i’ve never even thought about it. because i love you too much to ever think about something like that. you’re my everything y/n, and if you can’t see that then obviously you’re blind.”

[chans5oive]

Spiderman au! Jisung x reader

Genre: fluff spiderman jisung x spiderman reader - female reader implied but mostly g/n , ft jihyo of twice

warnings: mentions of violence and pain, teeny-tiny bit of angst, fluff, swearing

Summary: you and jisung went to the same stayville high him excelling in science whilst you excel music however never meeting. Until, your chem teacher pair you up for a project. Your friendship closens and after a while secrets get revealed as a possible relationship arises….

A/n: little thought i had and the way my language switches between english and american???😭😭i know nothing about science past ks4 so bare with my random science-y words. Credit to @/skrfrll on tiktok for the han image 🫶

word count: 1,739

᯽ = your pov

ꕥ = jisung pov

both = both pov

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᯽your pov BRING…you slap your alarm which read 8:39 “SHIT” you shot up and hoiked on clothes and ran into the kitchen you hurriedly grabbed some toast and ran back into your bedroom carrying a red backpack.

“bye mom!!” You called as you ran out of your apartment building into the nearest ally way.

“if i want to get to school on time i better swing there!” You thought and changed into your costume and prayed a local gang didn’t decided to rob a bank. You summersaulted into the air and landed gracefully on you feet in a near by ally and changed into your school clothes before sprinting the extra 2 blocks.

You stuff you bag at the bottom of you locker and ran to your first class. Chemistry. You weren’t awful at chemistry as you had to make spidey-solution but you saw it more as baking then chemical mixing which is why you often failed most of science. The class was just starting luckily.

“Y/N where have you been!! You friend Jihyo said. “I saved u a seat.” And gestured to the empty desk next to her.

“sorry!! I tried to swing here but it still took forever” Jihyo was the only person who knew you were spiderman.

“alright class today were doing advanced quadratic formula’s so im going to pair you up…ummm….Jihyo with c/n (classmate’s name)….c/n with c/n and Y/n you with Jisung.” Your Chemistry teacher explained in his monotone voice.

“who?” You thought. However when you saw him walking over to your table you knew immediately. Han jisung one of the most smartest science students in stayville high.

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ꕥ jisung pov “alright class today were doing advanced quadratic formula’s so im going to pair you up…ummm….Jihyo with c/n (classmate’s name)….c/n with c/n and Y/n you with Jisung.” the Chemistry teacher explained in his monotone voice.

Jisung knew immediately who you were. Y/n was know for your sharp answers and often whats seen as “lazy” attitude towards science or any subject for that matter! However, when you hold an instrument suddenly your transform into a genius! You excelled in music being stayville’s top music student.

“hi!” He spoke trying not to sound to corny

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᯽your pov

“Hi!” Jisung spoke to me. God he sounded adorably corny.

“hey!” You spoke back and smiled.

“so should we get working on these equations?” He asked pulling up a chair next to me with his pencil case in hand.

You nodded in agreement and read out this first equation.

“Ey = Eosin (kx - wt) what the fuck?!?!!” You murmured to yourself and looked over at Jisung who was scribbling away.

“done! :)” He replied a few moments later.

You looked at him gobsmacked, jaw hanging open. How? That question was impossible you told him and explained how every other question look like a cryptic code to you. He laughed and said he could teach you further if you like after school you agreed and gave him your address and he gave you his. You exchanged numbers and headed to your next lesson. —————————————————————————

ꕥjisungs pov

Lessons are finally over. Jisung walks back to his apartment when he feel a buzz from my pants. He looks at his phone and see a text from y/n “hey its y/n! Am i free to come round at the weekend?” He replies trying not to sound to desperate or dry telling them its ok to come round this weekend.

ok he needed to clean my room but first. He needed to patrol

no one really knew he was spiderman apart from his best friend Lee minho. He had been spiderman for a while now however there was a new spiderman that had been appearing recently grabbing the media’s attention. He had never had contact with them but was well aware of there presence.

CRASH

an alarming noise arose from a near by street followed by car alarms and burts of flames.

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᯽your pov CRASH

an alarming noise arose from a near by street followed by car alarms and bursts of flames.

Your spidey-senses tingled and you zwipped away to the source of the commotion.

You once again landed gracefully on the street to asses the problem. There was a bank robber from a local gang but whats the they’re using? All of a sudden a gang member arises out of a black car. All of a sudden he flicks something out of his hand. A long metallic sword appears with glowing purple detailing.

You thwip you wrist if fast as you can. Web after web he would hold. You were struggling to hold back everyone when a black figure swings through the night. They were so majestic- wait fuck! Thats spiderman!!

“need a hand” he said cockily

“thank that would be nice” you said panting out of breath and wounded.

Together fighting side by side you fought all the bad guys taking them down gracefully and skill fully.

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ꕥjisungs pov Spiderman (jisung) and the mysterious spider girl (you) finish your fight. Spiderman and you sit on a roof deciding to strike up a conversation.

“so who on earth are you” he spoke

“oh im spider-girl i got bitten about 3 months ago and ive been her ever since” You exclaimed.

You were the most gorgeous superhero or human (he hoped) he had ever seen.

-the weekend-

Jisung was spend the entire morning cleaning his room from top too bottom. After all you were coming round. He made sure to hide all of his spiderman stuff in his closet.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang.

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᯽your pov

You walked to Jisungs apartment looking at your phone for direction.

You rang the doorbell and was met by Jisungs bright smile. You smiled back and entered following him too his room. You sat on his bed taking in everything. All his posters, photos and abandoned homework. He reached into his desk and pulled out a chemistry book and sat on the floor, gesturing you to follow him. You sat down next to him listening to everything he was saying.

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ꕥjisungs pov

Jisung tried to teach you everything he could think and even tried to not make it sound to “sciency” however he found it hard to focus. Especially when you giggled at his joke or when you leaned over him to look at something is his text book. He felt himself getting hotter by the second. He definitely feels a crush arising so before he became totally in love with you he had to become closer to you. —————————————————————————

ꕥjisungs pov He decided to invite you to his house again. And again. And again. However he couldn’t deal with you just staying over for and hour or two or having late night talk before falling asleep on him which made him fall even more in love with you.

he had to ask you out. Tonight when you come over for the billionth time.

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᯽your pov

You had a crush on jisung. You adored him. His smile, his laugh, the way he focuses on science and his dorky little quirks. You had to confess. Tonight when you go round to his.

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ꕥjisungs pov “hi y/n” he smiled awkwardly. “hey sung :)” you say cheerfully back.

You followed him to his room as normal. Jisung was sweating he was going to confess in less than an hour. Never in his life has he confessed to a girl.

“hey y/n can i ask you something?” He said lowering his tone.

“sure are you ok?” You asked concerned.

“so um i have kinda liked you for a while and i was wondering if you would like to hang out as more than friends?” He said fiddling with his fingers in his lap.

You giggled and looked at him shyly. “Sung, i have liked you for a while now too and i was going to say the same thing to you” you said.

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᯽your pov Oh my goodness. Jisung likes you back!!!! Han jisung who not to long ago you didn’t even know existed! That didn’t matter right now in this moment you were currently fighting some horrific monster you were currently holding its jaw open with your arms trying not to get eaten. Its green saliva dripping down oozing onto your mask.

You weren’t looking when all of a sudden another monster came and slashed you back you fell limp and dropped to the floor. Just as you were about a become a monsters dinner. Thwip thwip webs came flying at the monsters face. SPIDERMAN!!

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ꕥjisungs pov

Jisung fought and fought after a lot of fighting he was about to swing away when he noticed your limp body covered in gaping slash wounds. He picked you up and swung you to the nearest rooftop.

Your mask was peeling off and he thought you lips looked familiar. How could he ever forget your lips.

“y/n…oh my gosh” Jisung said his voice trembling fron inside his suit.

he carried your body to his apartment and laid you on the bed and took of your mask fully. His eyes turning wide as his suspicions confirmed you were lying unconscious on his bed. He sat next to you waiting for you to wake up.

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᯽your pov

You slowly blinked open to see yourself in Jisung’s bedroom. “Oh no…” you thought. Your face felt bare as you realised you didn’t have you mask. “Please don’t say..”

“y/n!! Are you okay oh my gosh” he said panicking and standing up fron his chair.

“Jisung i can explain i promise!” You said sitting up frantically but remembering thats your in pain and groaning.

“hey hey y/n its on take it easy…i kinda have something to show you” he said his tone lowering once again. He walked to his closet and pulled out a suit that was a bit wrecked from the fight.

“jisung your-“

“i know” he said nodding.

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᯽ꕥ both pov

-a week later-

You and Jisung are sitting on a bridge you mask pulled up but just above your noses. You turned to him and said

“Yk theres always something ive wanted to do”

“what is it?” He said

You whispered in his ear and you jumped of the bridge and stood on the pavement. He hung of the edge of the bridge upside down. Slowly you both leaned in as you kissed. The toby Maguire kiss

the end

a/n: i hyper linked the toby maguire kiss cuz idk if ppl got what i was saying 😞 a bit crappy at the end as i lost motivation a little and couldnt think of what to write 😖 not proofread so feed back is appreciated!

taglist: @mazeinthemiroh@chansburgah@chocotonez@jisungsdaydreamer@anyamaris@serenitysoda200

[in-flvx]

Eulogy

@wolfstarmicrofic

"Dearly beloved.

We have gathered here today to celebrate the life, and mourn the death of- the death of our dearest friend.

Many of you have heard of him before meeting him. Have feared him before loving him, maybe even tried to hate him beyond that. He was a man of big emotions. And that is what he inspired in those he met.

I-.. I am- sorry. I am lucky enough to have known him for most of my-... Im sorry...

Those of you who knew him at hogwarts know him as mischievous, rebellious, a troublemaker through and through. But he was also highly intelligent and deeply curious, in fact I am still convinced that the only reason he wasn't top of the class was because some teachers wanted to keep his ego down.

And he was-.. He was loyal. He- his friendship with James Potter the stuff of legends, and I can- I can tell you that it was no less wondrous to witness them together. He inspired James and grounded him too. They were like two sides of the same coin, and all the other corny analogies you can think of.

And even outside of that bond he would be the.. The most loyal person you could know. Be loyal to him and he- he'd-.. I'm sorry. He would protect you with his-.. Withhislife.

I was-.. I'm sorry. You could all witness his loyalty through Harry here. He risked so much, just to be there for him, where so many of us failed to do the same.

I am lucky enough to have known him for most of my life. He was my first friend in the world. He was my rock when the world tried to drown me. He became an animagus for me, just to make my life a little more bearable. He outshone all, like the his namesake does. He still does. We failed him. I.. I failed-.. I failed him in more ways than I could count. And possibly the most when I believed him able of betrayal. We left him in Azkaban for fucks sake!

He deserved so much better, more than we, than the world... or me, ever had to offer, or were willing to give to him. And still... He was unfailingly-... he was so lovely-

I'm sorr-.. I need a moment.

I don't often share what is close to my heart-... or what is deeply rooted inside it. But he is. He was my first kiss. I was his-... I was his last. There is love, and there is Sirius Black.

Let's drink to him! "

[kqq44]

Take a rest; Chifuyu Matsuno

pairings: chifuyu x sick reader (gender neutral)

a/n: made this bcs im sick rn and im totally not in the right mind

the clock on the wall shows that it's 8pm. you sit up straight quickly but then your head started aching and your body is sore. didn't realise until now that you're covered with sweats.

you remembered getting home with your bad headache so you went straight to the couch to take a "nap" without thinking any further.

but what makes you more surprised is the lack of presence inside the house. chifuyu is usually home at times like this. "maybe hes a little late today" you thought. then just seconds later, a beeping sound echoes through the living room

the door opened revealing chifuyu panting heavily "are you okay?" surprised by your voice, he flinched before looking at you. "what do you mean?" he asked and eyed you suspiciously

he then hurries to you cupping your cheeks with both of his hands "i think im the one who's supposed to ask you that" he said looking down at your face who's still sitting on the couch.

"your hands feel cold, breathe first" you say then hold his wrist. chifuyu then pouts and his right hand reaches to your forehead "i got home and saw you here sweating like hell so I hurried out to buy medicines but then i remembered i shouldve placed a wet towel on your forehead before heading out so here i am" he rambles before sitting next to you

"im okay you know," you said smiling softly, "you're not," he said sternly. chifuyu then stands before slowly pulling you to the bed room. you have the urge to resist but your body is too weak so you just obediently follow him to the room.

"lie here and wait, I will wet a towel and cook some porridge" he said. before you could say something, he stormed out of the room. you slowly make yourself under the blanket then as time passes, you fell asleep.

chifuyu opens the door and saw you sleeping peacefully. he sighs in relief before going near you to place the wet towel on your forehead. eyeing your pale face, he would be lying if he says he wasn't even slightly shaken when he saw you lying on the couch looking so terrible because you rarely fell sick

id say he's about to faint upon seeing you. he sat right next to you on the bed then gently strokes your hair for a moment. good and bad memories appear in his head.

looking back at the time it was always you who take care of him when hes hurt or sick. for 6 years being in a relationship together nothing scares him more than you getting hurt. he treasures you so much more than anyone

"take a rest, okay? im going out to buy medicines" he said softly before placing a kiss on your cheek. he heads to the door and switches off the lights

"how am I gonna take you out tomorrow and propose if you're sick"

a/n: this is kinda rushed 🙏🙏my first language is not english so im sorry if i made some grammar mistake! ; LORD WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS IS HELLA CORNY OMG

[ikeupedia]

pairings. classmate! Riki x fem reader

sypnosis. reader is about to confess to riki but someone did it first.

wc. 0.7k

genre. a tiny little bit of angst

warnings. cliffhanger, swear words

note. this is my first time writing 😭😭 so it might be a lil corny 🏃‍♀️ tell me if i did anything wrong?

italicized texts - thoughts

MAY 24TH, the day you and riki met. usually both of you would celebrate it, but since exams are coming, you arent sure if you guys would be able to celebrate

You won't lie you do miss riki alot, it's been awhile since both of you hung out. stupid exams

"God I can't wait for the exams to end, I'm so drained from studying." you say as you pack your things from the library and leave. I wonder if riki and I will be able to celebrate? Lost in your own thoughts, you did not notice your surroundings and bumped into someone.

thump

"ow-" you said. You were about to fall when a certain person catched you.

"be careful y/n" you look up to see... riki, such perfect timing you thought to yourself

"Thanks riki.. sorry for bumping into you" ill use this opportunity to ask if we could celebrate..

"It's no problem y/nie" riki says.

"i was thinking if we could celebrate? for you know.." I say as i look on his lips, fighting the urge to kiss him. if only i could confess but i'm scared of ruining of our friendship

"oh sur-" he was about to reply when someone called him.

"Riki!" his friend calls him. "What's up man? You still down for later?"

Riki stands there frozen, shit i forgot about my plans with jake.. i'll just celebrate with y/n tomorrow he thinks

"yeah jake, you don't have to tell me twice" he rolls his eyes.

the atmosphere gets awkward as you watch them interact with eachother, i guess he's busy today, we'll just celebrate another time.

Riki then turns to you, staring at you with those eyes you love most. If he keeps staring at me like that im gonna melt

"hey um.. i'm a bit busy today but we can celebrate tomorrow though? If you're cool with that" the boy says

"oh yeah totally! Im fine with it, I understand.." I am not fine, its been days since you guys hung out! Yet he chooses to be with jake rather than celebrating with you

Feeling dejected, you walk away and go home to call jungwon

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jw: so, have you confessed yet?

y/n: no.. im too scared, what if i ruin our friendship?

jw: come on y/n.. you know it's not healthy to bottle your feelings up, it's best if you just confess already!

y/n: it's not that easy wonie.. I don't even think he likes me back

jw: it'll be fine y/nie..

jw: i have to go now ill see you tomorrow

y/n: alright.. bye won!

--

you sigh, jungwon always had your back and you were grateful for it. At some point you feel that you like jungwon a bit..

crushing on jungwon?!

why would i even like jungwon? Ive been curshing on riki for almost a year.. now that i see it, jungwon always had a way to make me smile.. his cat eyes..

"I shouldnt be thinking of this." I shake my head. what is wrong with me? Maybe jungwon is the one afterall

--- MAY 25, after exams

"okay this is it" i'm finally going to confess, he might reject but i don't care anymore. Im going to try my shot

I walk through the halls looking for riki "where the hell is that kid" i was having a hard time finding him since it's crowded..

"found him!" I quickly run to him but abruptly stopped due to what i saw..

Riki was kissing another girl!

I guess I was too late.. I immediately try to walk away but i guess he saw me

"Y/n!" well shit

i turn around and see riki waving at me with his hands around that girls shoulder. Every step i take towards them shatters my heart

"hey riki!" i say trying not to sound broken, tears are starting to form

"are you okay? you look like you're about to cry.." Goddamn he noticed

"oh it's just about the exams, i got a low score" great lie y/n

"just so you know grades dont define you okay?"

"yeah i know.." i cant stand it anymore.. i feel like im about to burst into tears

"also meet my girlfriend!" wow girlfriend huh.. i feel my heart drop, i guess i really am too late

"congrats riki! you better treat her right, anyways i have to go bye!" i say as i run away from the both of them

i arrive home balling my eyes out, i call the first person that comes into my mind..

Jungwon

JUNGWON AND READER END UP BEING TOGETHER?????!? who knows

[mcwritingblog]

Pairing: Javier Pena x AFAB reader

Summary: Javi and Y/N need to have a talk

Rating: G

Warnings: Hurt/Comfort

Author’s note: Sorry guys for the late update! The writer’s block has been real

Word count: 1.5K

As you pass all the town businesses, the summer air flows into Javier’s truck. Then, finally, he pulls into a parking spot, his door facing the sidewalk.

“Thank you for dropping me off. You know I could've just biked to work?” you ask him, closing his door. You circle to the driver's side, leaning on his open window. 

“I like driving you to work. Dinner tonight?”, He suggests.

“I could go for some wine-ing and dining,” you play with the thought. Unfortunately, Maria’s been on vacation for the last week, so you’ve taken care of the shop yourself. 

“Ok, I’ll pick you up at closing.” he leans his head out the window to connect his lips with yours.

“I love you,” you say, pecking his lips once more, then turning away from him to walk to the shop's door.

“I love you more,” he says quickly, rolling up his window. Then, before you can retort, he drives off. 

It's corny, but you both argue about who loves who more. He’s so frustrating.

You snort, unlocking the door and stepping inside. 

Today’s going to be different. You can feel it.

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Javi

“Did you pick it up?” I ask Steve.

“Yes.” Steve throws the ring box at me.

“How did you get all that money past the misses?”

“Told her I lost a bet to you.”

Steve snorts. “So today is the day? The day Javier Pena settles down. We really should have cake.”

“I am so nervous.”, I say, bracing my head with my hand.

-

For the last month, Javier Pena has been driving himself absolutely nuts. Should he propose? Should he not? There are so many things he has to take into consideration. He’s never felt this way about a woman before. This week, she’s been covering for her boss and the empty hours without her has brought him to snoop around her stuff. He has read approximately 5 of her books. Fantasy books about men in flowy white shirts on ships, some hot and heavy scenes that would make a nun pass out. But they all ended up with the man saving the woman and passionately kissing her. Demanding she marry him.

 One day he was so invested that he forgot the time. Y/N was unlocking the door and he nearly tripped on the carpet putting the book back on the bookshelf.

Grabbing the dictionary, he barely reached the couch before she got inside. 

“Honey! Im home”, she shouts out.

Acting surprised, he lifts his head, “Oh! Hi! You’re off earlier.”

She walked in clutching four paper bags, clearly struggling. “Yeah, the cafe was super dead so I locked up early. The weather was nice so I thought I might walk.”

He hopped up in a flash. “Let me help you with those”

She twisted away in rejection. “You need to take it easy. The doctor said no heavy lifting. Anyways, so I remember we needed bread so I dropped by the grocery store and I was shopping hungry. So, now im making chicken alfredo for dinner.”

“I wouldn't call bread and milk ‘heavy’ but”, you put up his hands in surrender, “you’re the boss”

“Can you set the table”, she shouts back, making her way to the kitchen. “Did you feed Avery!?”

“Once this morning, and a little bit before you got here,” he says placing the dictionary back on the shelf.

“You hear that, little girl? You’re dad already fed you. Hey! Don’t yell at me, young lady!”. She’s yelling at the cat again, he thinks. Javi laughs to himself. I couldn’t love her more than I love her, right here, right now. He feels for the ring in his pocket. It’s gotta be today.

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Y/N

You’re faking a positive attitude for him. You’ve been running yourself ragged all day. You had multiple wrong orders. Lemon tea in espresso, mistaking heavy cream with half and half. So when the midday rush clears, you decide to close up early. Some fresh air will do you good. It’s been a long week without Maria and you are bone tired. Cooking might be the stress relief you need right now.

Javi was acting weird. He’s been different since the accident. You can blame it on some kind of PTSD but that doesn't seem like the only thing circling his brain. Whatever it is im sure you guys can figure it out. Unless he breaks up with you. 

Oh no, he’s breaking up with me.

 “I found this red wine at the store and I thought I could try it out”, you pour two glasses of wine. Taking a sip, you cringe at how bitter it is. The longer you spend cooking the more the nasty thoughts get to you. 

He realizes he wants better than you can give him. You down the glass.

He found someone else. You pour another glass.

He knows your secret. You down the second glass. 

You start to feel woozy. 

“Corizón”, he walks in. “You ok?”. He looks you in the face, searching for an answer.

“Yeah!”, you enthusiastically breathe out, “Im good!”. You give him a half-baked thumbs up.

“Here.” He comes around behind you, grabs you under the elbows, and leads you out of the kitchen and to the table. “I’ll finish dinner, you just sit there and look pretty”

You're spiraling. Javi accidentally burned his finger testing the sauce, “FUCK!”, he yells out, sucking on his digit. 

He’s mad. We’re breaking up. He knows.

You try some calming breaths. In and Out. Inhale, Exhale. Now you’re tearing up. You hold your face in your hands, sobbing.

He comes walking out, just then looking up at you “Hey do you know where th-   What happened? Honey, talk to me. What’s wrong?”

Kneeling, he turns your body to face him, “Heyyy…” he croons, “What’s going on?”, he’s rubbing your knee.

“It's just..” you sniffled, trying to collect yourself. “It’s been a long week and you've just been kind of distant. And I thought maybe you were mad at me for something”

He’s scanning the hurt on your face. “My love, Im not mad. I wasn’t mad. What made you feel like this?” He starts brushing circles on the backs of your hand.

You just sob a little bit more, shrugging.

“I love you… so much. In fact”, he starts patting his pockets, he’s shifting onto one knee. It's much worse, he’s proposing. TELL HIM

“Wait. Wait.”, you stretch your arms out in protest, shaking your head. “We need to talk”

Pain crosses his face. “Ok.”, he swallows, “Let’s talk”

---

“Haha, very funny. You’re a vampire”

“Immortal. None of that blood stuff”

“Immortal, who’s been living since the 1800s”

“Correct.”

“You’re pulling my leg”, he scoffs. “I get it. Big joke on the doofus”

“Im not joking.”

“I don’t believe you”

“Okay.”, you lift a single finger, running off to find the box under your bed with things you've collected over the years. One reallllllyyy old picture of you. The only one you have to remember your old life by. She looks so lively...

You hand it to Javi. He looks at it closely.

“So you have an ancestor you look exactly like”

“That’s me, in the summer of 1901. There was a giant storm on St. Simon’s beach, I was pulled under by an undertow.”

He flipped the picture, writing on the back says “The Day of the Big Storm”. 

“I drowned, Javi. But before I could cross over, I was pulled out, dragged onto the sand, and resuscitated. I was”, you measure an inch between your pointer finger and thumb, “close to dying. I was 20. That’s the day my life changed. After that, I didn't age a day. I have been 20 for 74 years.”

“Do you remember who pulled you out?”

“No idea. Do you believe me?”

“I do. Just give me time. Have you been keeping this from me the whole year we’ve been dating?”, he speaks softly.

Tears start running down your face again. You’re shaking. 

“I didn’t know how to tell you… I’ve never told anyone before. I usually move town before I could get close to anyone”

He’s squeezing his temples.

“This is a lot to process.”

“I know. I’d understand if you left right now”

“Goddamit. Hold your horses for two seconds.”, he gets up from the couch, pacing. “I’m not going anywhere. I just need a fucking moment.”

“Javier”, you can barely recognize your voice as it escapes your mouth. “You were going to propose weren’t you?”

He stalls. He shakes his head and utters, “Yeah” he slides his hand down his jaw. “Yes, yes I was”

“And you’re having second thoughts?”

“Yes. No. It’s not like that. Just give me a day to process this. Would you have said yes?” His brows furrow.

“I think we both need time to think about this. “, You stand up and kiss his cheek. “Hey”, you place your hand on his cheek, “We’re gonna be fine. I have to clean up at the shop anyways. I’ll see you in the morning, ok?”

You grab your coat and walk out.

[kitschke]

ok here's my reason to believe rankings:

1. I love Karen how could I not put them first. This was the first version I heard of this song so obviously I'm biased for that reason (and my love of the artist) but I do like the instrumentation and rhythm. it's corny but in a way that works for me. and lush harmony to boot

2. the best of the folky versions imo, bc of her distinctive voice. it adds such emotion to the song that really is missing from most other versions tbh

3. just listened to this one for the first time today and damn they went hard on that arrangement. such a bop, features every 60s pop instrument ever. also this obviously dates the song intensely but it works for me as a fan of very 60s sounding 60s songs. plus ofc Lee's sultry vocals are the cherry on top

4. kind of surprised myself with how high I ranked this one. ofc it's a classic but listening to them all in succession made me appreciate the arrangement of this more. even tho I'm not a Stewarthead I like the organ, and his raspy style brings out its tenderness ironically. it's a little long in the tooth, idk if the acapella section was necessary but it's also pleasant so I can't complain 🤷

5. just a good solid folk song, nothing in particular really catches my ear but I feel it deserves a top 5 spot for being the original and all. thanks tim 👍

6. sigh. I wanted to rank this higher and in fact initially had it above stewart and hardin, but on re-listen I just can't say the arrangement is as good as any of the top 5. I do love them as a group and their voices + harmonies are what got them this spot, but I think I would have liked it better had they stuck to a more simple folk setup. the plodding piano just feels like a children's song and sadly even the twangy guitar feels brings too much cheese (and I am usually a fan of the twang). i'd rather listen to puff tbh

7. this feels like they wanted the big 60s sound like peggy lees version but tried to make it as sentimental as possible. im fine with ol glen and a wistful melody (who doesn't weep to wichita lineman) but just kinda falls flat here to me. yeah yeah there's strings but. shrug. It still is the best to me out of the boring arrangements

8. tbh these next three are all equally forgettable to me so they're all kinda ranked the same in my mind. +1 for harmonies but the arrangement is kinda blah otherwise

9. this is like the youngbloods version but slightly more performative country. so minus 0.5

10. worst of the folk arrangements, sounds the same as tim hardin with the only addition being a fun lil drum on occasion. the drum is nice but that's all I remember. and no harmonies so -8

11. apparently there's audio link limits?? but I'm just not as into 80s soft rock style sorry gals. love ur outfits and poses tho. and I respect the attempt to revitalize this song that everyone in their parent's generation covered it's something I'd do

[sunspira]

i keep thinking about how palestinians first welcomed european refugees and gave them shelter and taught them how to farm the land and turned around and were robbed and slaughtered why is that exactly like massachusetts. well not exactly obv but hauntingly similar in such specific ways i just feel sick to my stomach. why also is it that puritans and zionists are actually evangelical radical bigoted extremists in a sort of sick cult that's associated with a religion, and not even a normal representation of that ethnic community. and why is it again that media and history books and popular local sentiment today made such a huge endless deal about the colonist women and children killed in the king philips war and center that as the great horror of the time and talk like the killing on both sides was equal. when an overwhelming exponentially far and away unbelievably larger number of women and children and civilian men killed in king philips war were native!!! i know it's a childish comparison and i'm not wompanoag but i often think if we could go back in time and could prevent what we did to those people and their like social human existence i would and wish i could. like if we could have intervened in the king philips war and prevented the near annihilation of those people and that entire society i would. an i'm not saying i hate my life and home in massachusetts throw it away no i love it. but you see ACTUAL co-existence of wompanoag people and immigrants from other continents COULD have worked the english were literally welcomed within reason. and even the puritans if they lived peacefully within wompanoag society could have had their positive influences like building harvard university and public schools and hospitals. 9/10 a wompanoag autonomous but culturally mixed society would not try to forbid something as obviously positive as a school or allowing english people to have their language and practice literacy and have their bibles and books. today there would likely still be a hub of universities and hospitals in this area probably just a more limited and balanced number of them. because that's the beauty of immigrants like actual proper immigrants not conquerers, it tends to promote innovation and quality of life imo. so if we had not decimated the entire society that was here we would have even more innovation of all sorts stuff we don't even know we are missing. not that we need a reward to justify why committing genocide is bad but i say that because im aware everything would be different but people act like there would be zero european culture in north america and that's not even true. the wompanoag were literally allowing europeans to immigrate and assimilate and make their mark instead they just killed everyone and tried to artificially recreate england on top of the burning rubble of a perfectly good thriving vast human society. idk all im saying is i wish we could have stopped it and it feels like here is the moment of truth we can prevent it this time sorry if that comes off as corny and storybook esque and i am truly being sincere and tho not everything is black and white, genocide vs not genocide is very black and white to me sometimes you can like really really learn from history. cliche as that sounds well here we are

[letterstolio]

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the first thing i did today right after waking up, was cry. and i cried for a solid 30 minutes. i sent him 100 and more messages, i begged him to stay and i begged him to talk to me. and maybe its corny, but my heart felt so heavy it hurt to breathe. i had never felt like that with anyone, i have never begged anyone to stay. i dont even know if he'll be able to read it, but i hope he does. i hope he understands that i dont care if he ruins me. i want him to rot me inside out with every horrible thing he's done, and i'll show him that it all doesn't matter. i want to ask him how he is, i want him to ask me for a song again. i went to school but i couldn't pay attention because my mind always drifted back to him. he told me not to worry but i cry for him. and i pray. and i get mad at myself, for giving back all the sorry's i couldnt give him back then. for all the apologies i had owed him. he says its okay, and i believe it. but something deep in me knows it'll weigh my heart down. and Lio if you ever come across this, i'll keep asking you for forgiveness the same way you thought i should have all those years ago. im sorry i couldn't. im sorry for the things i did, and didnt do. will you please talk to me about it? ask me for another song that describes how i feel, please? ask me Lio. i'm on my knees with my heart out on the floor, and im crying and im sobbing and im begging you. am i selfish? that i want you to stay? is it gonna be better for you, or me, or us if you leave? do you have to? i don't want to find new friends, i just want to tell you how my week was. here's my song today, Lio. it relates more to you, than to me. i hope ur okay.

[edskasbpraks]

8 shows to get to know me!!

thank you @sunshinereddie <3

(in no particular order)

1. GLEE: okay as embarrassing as this sounds i have watched this show +25 times and it made me into the person i am today like it forever changed the trajectory of my life in the most serious way possible😭 little 12 years old me didnt know what they were getting themselves into when she first clicked Play on that first ep…. shouldve known i would basically base my entire personality on this show and the characters for way too many years ….. so yeah this show will always have the most special place in my heart bc it has been the biggest part of my life for SOO long:)

2. GHOST WHISPERER: OKAYYY i adore this show i ADOOORE IT:) what makes it so special to me is that i’ve been watching it on tv with my mom since i was a kid and it’s just soooo!!! so great a little corny sometimes but it’s one of my biggest comfort show ever ever:)) jimelinda forever

3. STRANGER THINGS: sorry i’m basic but this show is just so so great ANND POPULAR FOR A REASON!!!!!! i’ve watched it when it first came out and i have never been the same ever since. last season is kinda shit but the characters are just sooo special to me<333

4. JULIE AND THE PHANTOMS: :(( so much wasted potential on this show!!!!!!!!! i’m so so sad it got cancelled because even if there’s only 9 eps its truly one of my favourite show!!!! i always rewatch it when im sad it never fails to make me feel better . also im always streaming the songs because they are just SO FREAKING GOOOOOD!!!!!

5. OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH: my little baby my sweet angel i adore this show and the characters:) i don’t mention it a lot anymore sadly because the fandom went to shit SOOO fast and now i feel weird talking about it lol:( but yeah even tho this show came out last year it forever changed the trajectory of my life i can’t wait for season 2

6. FLIGHT OF THE CONCHORDS: ofmd brainrot lead to the fotc brainrot i fell in love with this show it’s sooo silly but sooo good and the songs are great😭😭 i love those silly little guys sm . once again a truly comforting show

7. BATES MOTEL: i haven’t watched this in so long but since the tag is �� to get to know me » im adding it because you truly have to know this show to get to know me it made me insane it messed up my brain chemistry. once again a show i watched w my mom so it holds a special place in my heart:)

8. IT’S ALWAYS SUNNY IN PHILADELPHIA: last but not least this crazy show . what makes it soo special to me is that it’s the reason i met so many of my now best friends because of it so i’ll always be grateful my sibling put me in front of the tv on day and said We are gonna watch this show .

OKAYY THATS ITTT not tagging anyone but whoever wants to do it goooooo!!!!:)