#ITS NOT GOOD FOR MY HEARTTT

[wandering-tides]

IT's CHOCO-BERU!!!!

Screaming, throwing, Crying,

HE LOOKS SO FINE!!

Looking at him heals my heart, My Beautiful, Handsome, Pretty Prince :3

I love him so much, you have no idea 🥰

[dizzybizz]

Hi i drew ur lil guys :-ȷ

NO WAY DUDE NO WAY OMG THEYRE SO

I AM SO

oHHG HAHEHEHDH 😭💞💞💞💕💕💖💖💖💖💖💖

YOU. YOU-

[house-of-daena]

chasing childe through liyue harbor, laughing, lighthearted as you try to tag him and he slips between crowds with practiced ease. cupping your hands 'round a geo crystalfly as it dissolves, conparing the core to the pearls of his teeth. he bites down on it playfully and then spits and splutters when his tongue meets the odd taste of it. slipping your fingers beneath his gloves, teasing at his palm, grinning at the little heart hidden in its design. you wrap your arms around his waist and he kicks playfully as you haul him up, pouting when you set him back down, already insisting that you pick him up again, comrade, surely you can do it? he smiles and the stars are in his eyes, and everything aches, but sweetly.

throwing your quill at zandik. he laughs at you, and you stand, and he stands too, using a book as a shield as you pounce with terrible intent— digging your fingers into his ticklish sides as he cackles. eating a piece of rukkhashava mushroom on a dare and frowning thoughtfully and zandik gets curious and tries it too and spits it out because it honestly doesn't taste very good but you'd felt the need for a touch of trickery. he hisses and cusses as rain starts to fall during an "expedition" (date where you walk outside the city) and you grab his hand and lead him beneath a large, leafy tree and give him a kiss and he flushes a lovely red as he glares at you. he stares at the medical gloves he dons as he dissects a man, trying to see how he ticks and why he stopped, contemplating their story. he thinks about you and huffs, because there had once been a great surgeon named halsted, and he was married to a nurse, and he loved her immeasurably, and there was once a man named zandik destined for great and terrible things, and maybe in another life he could marry you, for he loved you immeasurably. years and years and years and years and years later, there is a man known as il dottore, and he is married to you like he always planned to (old, old paperwork awaiting a signature that'd been intended to be given to you once he graduated rots until it disappears along with the boy he once was) and no matter all this knowledge it does not bring him a step closer to quantifying how he feels. he wakes to another day with you and considers that perhaps this isn't something that The Doctor will ever figure out

YOU KNOW when i think about childe, i always imagine those movie type relationships where they're both so silly and full of energy, n laughing... flash backs of them just on dates, walking through the shore and shit... is so so sweet and romantic and litearally you and childe!!!! its that childish teenage romance thats perpetually in the honeymoon stage of the relationship... it feels so elating to be with childe honestly, but its not perfect as all relationships are. and thats so fascinating about it, u love him so dearly that you embrace his FL form with no fear whatsoever. you cheer him on with his ambitions, and though you worry, because he will always worry you, you patch him up, cleaning his wounds and wiping off the blood that covered him head to toe.

you're there when the gnawing pain of the abyss eating his insides and carving his bones as he writes. he used to be alone whenever it happens, thought clinging to his mind like inky hands that stuck, screaming louder and louder- but now you're here, holding his hand through it, humming a tune, fingers gently scratching his scalp and wracking through his hair... liek gydsabijkndlsa. so sweet, like the cute couple you see holding hands and laughing as you pass them by the mall, but you'll never know the boy consumed by eternal void, who will eventually devour you too, but thats okay. thats your boy, n u trust him no matter what.

okay now you're coming in here with a suspicious amounts of dottore thoughts... including him with your usual childe brain rot... hmmm well... this one is so uckgdbsijakds UGH like. stop. dont' ever talk about him ever again bc my HEARTTT

i like to think, similar to you, the time you've spent together in the akademiya will be the highlight of his memories, no matter much time has passed. centuries upon centuries, yet he still remembers the way your face would brighten up whenever you spot him walking out of his classroom, dragging him to a cafeteria and chatting away, not a care in the world if he's listening or not. but he listens—of course he does.

words you say aren't always relevant to his research, or anything really, but he listens, and he doesn't know why. perhaps there's just this certain allure in your voice? general interest to gossip you share? or was it that the time you've spent together has made him so relaxed with you that it just feels wrong not to listen to a word you say when you listen to him ramble on and on about his research? he remembers everything so vividly as if it all happened yesterday.. he has forgotten most of his creations that has been long outdated hundreds of years and yet he remembers every single thing you've done inside your little apartment where you've spent laughing, fighting, crying, and experimenting together, whether it was you kiss him and holding him in your arms, whether it was you cursing him for being a bad lover, whether it was you crying your eyes out and saying that you've missed him n that you finally forgive his sorry ass (he was honestly the worst boyfriend, why did you even forgive him? why did he feel like it was the end of the world when you walked out of the door? why did he care so much? and why couldn't be a better lover to you when you've done everything and anything for him, he wanted nothing more to keep you as his, and keep him as yours for all eternity?).

the more things became different, the more it stayed the same. he likes to think he was much better than zandik. he was not the avoidant lover who was terrified and foreign to your affections, the walls the has built around his heart (that was stupidly humane with it comes to you). he makes sure you've never shed a tear any more because of him, and always, every day he spends you with. because you're by his side, nagging him about not sleeping enough, and now you're dragging him to your shared bed, just with a ring on your pinky finger. and his? he doesn't wear it on his hands. no, no, it was far too precious, it might break from all the concoctions he makes and machinery he builds. it hangs around his neck, safe and sound, hidden from all the danger, while you keep yours on your hand because as for as long he exists, he will make sure no harm will ever be upon you.

dottore was a man of science. he has created a god, machinery beyond comprehension, advancements, cure for what said to be uncurable diseases. he was a man of everything, really. powerful, handsome and unbelievably smart. but oh, love will forever be the only thing he will never be able to completely comprehend. love can be an enigma for as long as it can be, as long as you smile with him, love in your eyes, then he could care less.

[giggly-squiggily]

CANDY HEARTTT‼️‼️ Helloooo if its okay with you, can I request Rin Itoshi x Romantic!Reader with 🧡 Love bug and ❤️ I love you? Preferably lee!reader if thats okay..

Have a great day/night!

Hello anon! :D It's absolutely okay with me! :3 This is so cute! I've gotcha covered! :3

Love Bug: "What's so funny?" + I love you: "What a brave thing to say for someone so ticklish!"

“What?” Rin turned to look at you when you let out a giggle, smiling in your hands. “What? What’s so funny?”

“R-Riihihn! R-Rihihin, please.” You whimpered, fighting through breathly titters as you tried to keep his eyes. “Can yoohohu do sohohomething for meehee?”

“.....You want me to-”

“Please!” You pleaded, barely fighting the giggles as he narrowed his eyes at you. “Please, you look so much like her! I need to hear it!”

“You’re really not gonna let this Mikasa thing go, are you?” He sighed, shaking his head as you gave him puppy eyes. Ever since Chigiri showed you a picture, you were convinced your boyfriend looked like Mikasa Ackerman. That led to a whole rabbit hole of you trying to picture him saying your name in the same infliction she does about Eren. The thought made you ridiculously giggly, but Rin had yet to budge.

“Please? Pretty please? I’ll never ask for anything ever again!” A bold lie and you both knew it. Rin tch’d with some irritation before giving in.

“One time.”

“One time.” You agreed, smiling. You watched your boyfriend as he sat up on his elbow, taking your cheek in hand.

“....(Y/N).”

You squealed, delighted as your cheeks warmed and your heart raced. Rin fell into you with red ears, grumbling in embarrassment as you laughed and kicked, utterly entranced. “Oh my god, that was so GOOD! I knew it! I knew you were like her- you’re so pretty you could pass as her duplicate!”

He mumbled something into your shoulder. You blinked, looking down at him. “Huh?”

“I said-” He sat up, a new look in his eyes. “What a brave thing to say for someone so ticklish!” Seconds later, he was tickling you, making you squeal once more as he found all your sensitive spots. “She’s pretty good at taking out titans, right? I see a pretty sensitive one right here- bet I could take it out with ease!”

“Iihihihi’m nohoohohot a tihihihihitahahahn, yohohoohu jehehheherk!”

“And I’m not Mikasa Ackerman, so that makes us both wrong.” He smirked, satisfied at your squeals of laughter filling the room. “Still, you're cute. I suppose I can let you live.”

“Tahahhahahanks, Hahhahahange!”

“...Nevermind. I’m Levi now. Prepare to die.”

Send me a candy heart and I'll write a dabble for it!

[fatuismooches]

FUCK I TOTALLY FORGOT TO SEND YOU AN ASK ABOUT THE FIC... i just got hit full force but like 89831 different fucking projects all at once MY BAD POOKIE BUT UGHHHHHHH oh my god.... part 2??? yes.. all of it is soooo YESS

YESS you visualized everything what you've been talking about how reader would react when they first wake up after centuries and honestly hella realistic EVEN THOUGH I JUST WANNA HOLD READER AND KISS THEIR FOREHEAD 😭😭😭

reader interacting with the segments has my HEARTTT oh my god.. especially omega.. he's SUCH A DEVIOUS MOTHERFUCKEGUJK,,, also reader naming the segments UGHHH i adore that idea so much pleaseee ,, i love how the segments who didn't give a shit suddenly changed their minds when reader said they wanna give them names... THE SWITCH UP AND THE IMMEDIATE DENIAL...

READER MEETING BABY ZANDY ,,, FUCKINGG hell got me sooo soft i wanna hold baby zandy and treat him soo nicely 🥹🥹

ALSO YESS omgg,,, this part has me sooo fucking soft like reader making friends??? with the other harbingers??? i love it... omg they'd be such good besties with columbina,, i think pantalone helps reader adjust to present time as well, especially with it comes with money or the economy (if you ever ask him about it)

but oh.... to top it all off nicely, you gotta sneak in some subtle angst!!! smh... (im so proud of you tho!! like yasss sis feed me sad shit >:333) poor scara and reader :( i think they would've gotten along if reader wasn't dottore's lover n' scara wasn't dottore's experiment ,,,

ALL IN ALL. fuck you pookie im not excited for the next two parts (im kidding I AM IM JUST... NOT READY... pleas epost it next year so i'll be ready enough thank you /jjj) NO SERIOUSLY THIS TIME,, THIS WAS SOOO GOOOD and i love it so much, really popped off honestly (evil laughs because it's dottore)... like im soo happy to see how much you've grown esp thru writing !!!

have a good day pookie, im going back to my grave where i died for the next few days 💗💗

ALSO I WAS GONNA SEND IN ANOTHER DOTTORE IDEA but i fucking forgot again. FUCKS SAKE i hate not writing shit down...

POOKS DONT EVEN WORRY!! Just make sure to take care of yourself ok?? School can really be an ass i understand-

BUT OMG GRENFRG AHHH YOU'RE MAKING ME SMILE TOO MUCH POOKIE AHHWQ I'm so happy you liked it 🥺 BUT NGL I WANNA GIVE READER THE BIGGEST HUG TOO 😭 i put them through too much don't i 😭 dw they will be getting Dottore comfort next chapter!!

Bro i love writing Omega as a devious mf so much 😭 IM SO GLAD U LIKED THAT PART BC I WAS GIGGLING TO MYSELF ABT HOW THEY DGAF ABT THINGS BUT THEN SUDDENLY THEYRE INTERESTED WHEN UR A PART OF IT

AND YESSSS READER MAKING FRIENDS RAHHHH that part was probably really long for a Dottore fic but. i feel like having friends is so important and fragile reader really deserve some niceness in their lives 🥺 AND OMG NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT. Fragile reader would be freaking blown away from inflation. i don't know how prices were four hundred years ago but they would probably be shocked to their core when they see how much expensive things are now?? imagine fragile reader trying to stop Dottore from buying things for them because of how expensive things are now, and they're having flashbacks to being a broke Akademiya student 😭 And Dottore is just honestly finding it amusing to see you freak out and beg him to save his money (it's okay, he's a Harbinger he's loaded) (as long as he's not spending it on experiments)

BUT YEAH MAYBE IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE... reader and Scara could have been friends :( we'll never know... but yasss i will continue to feed you sad shit >:) hehe I CANT WAIT TO POST THE FINAL PART!! ngl the ending of the fic was like. the first thing i wrote for it because it hit me and i was like i CANT forget this. im telling you pookie its gonna be pretty juicy. BUT THANK YOU YOU'RE BEING SO KIND AHHH it's really sweet of you. thank you for being here for so long in my writing journey (and my descent into Dottore madness) ily 🥺

[l13]

Funny you would mentioned Arthur Morgan - I am playing rdr2 as we speak. It's my most played game since its released. Every year. With 100s of hours. I just try and have a nice hunting live with him but the story always swepts me away.

I not only love Arthur a lot ofc, but Charles has my whole heart. He is just so big and broad and his voice??? Yes.

rdr2 is probably my favorite game ever, it's just tooo fucking good

i have almost 300 hours on it, completed the story two times and the rest are just me running around with my babygirl Arthur, trynna get 100% completion

CHARLES IS SO RIDIEJEK i wanna marry that man, he's literally the standard. I hate Dutch so much but i can't lie, i'd fuck him too LMAOO

but arthur is my endgame 🥹 like if you ever ask me "arthur or (another character)?" it's always gonna be arthur mf morgan, he has my hearttt<33

[luvuwite]

IVE BEEN GOOD doing my own thing yk BUT YAAAA Strawb was always my fav from your ocs and Orion too theyre just so silly I love them AND IDK AARON AND TOAST JUST SCRATCH MY BRAIN IN A GOOD WAY YKWIM????? But yea love seeing your art again its always been so pleasant to look at it puts a smile on my face /gen

BROOOOO MY FUCKING HEARTTT 😭😭😭🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽💖💖💖 THANK YOU SM THIS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME ☹️

IM GLADDDDD bc UGH the new refs i was ok a spree with them. they were so much fun to make and do

[quadruple-a-battery-under-ur-bed]

Favourite he who fights with mosnters character?? Please rant about them!

HIII sorry for not responding for so long anon im here now tho hiiii Okay not gonna say my fave team biscuit character bc like i love them all equally

fave side/not super plot relevant character: AUTUMN SHES SO SILLY I WISH WE GOT TO SEE MORE OF HER

fave earth arc character: noreth tbh theyre such a good villian i love morally dubious characters instead of plain good v bad kinda shit :3

fave asano: ericka asanoo shes so jfhdsd her and jasons dynamic >>>>>>

fave pallamistus deity: knowledge or hero i think knowledge is just a v cool person shes lovely and hero idk his book 10 bit his little speech my hearttt </3 hes so wet cat codedddddd (healer justice and dominion r also v silly fellurs bc the deities all have rly cool characters and theyre all so unique!!!!!)

fave familiar: gordon OR echo i wanna see belinda bond w her familiars moreee (i hope they can talk better at gold or diamond rank :3) (looking forwards to gordon becoming a voice of the will i wonder if itll be linked to intrinsic mandate magic since gordon just got v big and ate magiccy slugs so idk how gordons is gonna work im so hyped)

fave diamond ranker: soramir :3 hes kinda goofy fellur yk

fave ship: i only have one and its so sillly its jason x neil theyre just soaaaaaaa

[roosterr]

Roosssstttt AHH MY HEARTTT ITS SO GOOD THE SERIES IS SO GOOODDD

YAYYYY IM GLAD YOU ENJOYED!!! 💕💕💕

[rinbowaman]

okaaayy soooo I just finished reading it….

dude heelel making us sit in front of him and not beside him is just such a heelel thing to do 😆 but I didnt expect us to fully sit nude like wooooohhh okay then but anyways sunoo’s short appearance bcs of the piercings? that part was preeeetttyyyy nice and plus the elders coming by to see her and all of them being enamored by her ugh yes this series..im ngl its like reading the bible all over again minus everything 😂😂 we’re like jesus fr lmao like bitch we have the blood of the devil and god themselves SHITT BRUH

anyways forras coming to hell and heelel making him kiss our feet PLSSS, if i had known any better I would say he liked it istg this man probably has a fucking foot fetish

ANDDD heelel getting something to not keep you from getting bored HEELELLL MY HEARTTT but also him chaining us??? fine thennn

its really nice to see our life there and I have to say that I pretty fucking love it OKAYY

Lol! Yeah it’s a bit of a conflicting roller coaster ride bc he’s super possessive but also knows you’re adjusting and want to be back home, so the guy is like “nope! Staying with me” but also like “I’ll take care of you, whatever you want baby” BUT also like “be obedient and be a good girl”.

I wanted to show just how obsessed he is with you, the fact that he has you on like display in front of him…in the nude??? The man just wants to see all parts of you. You’re literally a goddess to him and he is sooooooo love struck by you. It’s insane.

I loved the part where he sat with you and showed you the stars and the galaxies and gave you like a history lesson on the evolution of mankind. When I pictured it, it was so heartwarming for me. Honestly, if I was the reader……wouldn’t have any complaints. Ngl…..would not have a single complaint. I get to lay in bed naked forever while eating whatever the fuvk I want and my husband will make anything happen? For me? Coooooooool bro. I’m down if you are lol

[madame-fear]

Amirabear!! How are you? 💛

Hello lovely anon !! 💞 I'm all good now! Yesterday & today haven't been exactly the best of days, and today I woke up with no mood :( But fortunately I'm feeling better now, thank you for the sweet message !! 😻💕💕

And how are you doing, sweet anon?? <333 btw amirabear is so sweet ITS MELTING MY HEARTTT HSKAHOKFH 🥹🥹

[kitsuvil]

HIII !!! I LOCE YOUR KAZUHA SMAU SO MUCH IT MAKES ME SO HAPPYY,, YOURE WRITING IS SO GOOD AND ITS SOMETHING I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON TO CHEER ME UP ‼️‼️ UR KAZUHA SMAU IS MAKING ME EXPLODE (IN A GOOD WAY) I LOVE IT SO MUCH AND UR WRITING IS SO SKRUNKLY WUNKLY SJOSSOKEIPP keep up the good work I CANT wait to see more of it in the future :DDD ALSO I LOVE UR KANADE PFP 💕💕

THANK U SM UR GONNA MAKE MY CRY HBSDJSFG when ur writing gets called skrunkly>>>>

this is so so sweet i cant wait to continue writing it!!! im focusing on my scara smau rn but kazuha and velvet cigarettes will forever have a spot in my hearttt

[kaoharu]

EHEEE POLLUX MY BEST FRIENDDD.. 🫶 UAHMMM SOO.. aiii duont knoww.. LOL ive been doing rhis thing for like 5 months whete i try to make a rentry, drop it, then pick it up again LMAOO 😭😢 IL DO IT THIS TIME4SURE!!!

-TOMA

HEARTTT also thats fair i do the same sometimes tee bee ach . . . ive honestly been thinking of redoing my stuff cause its a bit outdated as well but Its Hard . . . . GOOD LUCK THO !!! whatever uu make will be so cutesies no matter whattt

[vintagepresley]

AAAAAA WHY IS DR CARPENTER SUCH A FUCKING GOOD DADDDD😭 ITS HURTING MY HEARTTT

HES AN ADORABLE DAD. Which isn’t surprising at all.

[the-un-slash-emotionals]

they missed my hearttt (or did i?)

Hey!! no i didn't just abandon everyone, ok i kinda did i've been thinking about abandonment after entering a chapter in our lives,, abandonment of ur previous life, maybe previous friends, well not all of them but def some... the dynamics just dont stay the same :/ thats what i'll talk about here , new chapters in lives , and where things change, some for the better, some not so. the issue has been bugging my human for a while now, on how much their life changed when they entered this page in their life book. so naturally, i took an interest in it too, because they're one of the few people i actually care for a lot :>

been really obsessed w this song lately " Downriver from the Moundsville Prison graveyard" its crazy how much you humans need to change temperaments when going away from your homes for the first time. especially for the highly agreeable types, the real world can be *hell*. at some point or the other, and to be real, probably very soon, you'll be..exploited. for your state of being. for your mind. for your efforts. for everything which should be celebrated in a utopic society, you'll be used, till you cant anymore, whats the point, what the fuck are ethics in this dystopia? so you adapt. your tender being hardens, being taken over by one of the few possible scenarios - the type to never open up again, not have an outer persona at all, just a shell, the well intent siren that has now lost its voice in this surface market. OR you'll bury it deep within you, and very carefully craft an outer persona - one that sets boundaries, knows how to be a functioning member of society (to varying extents), and takes part in the great facade themselves - they become what they swore to destroy. Selfishness takes over, and can you even blame them? isn't it the world that *forced* them to be as such? and yet they yearn...for the home that cant be anymore. OR you'll become cold. you hold the world at an arm's length, you dont let anyone close, you're too smart for that to happen. you dont trust these puny humans, what have they ever done good for you anyway? you start neglecting the realm of emotions,,,both others' and yours. and in my personal opinion, thats the worst person to be. OR you'll be good at this shit. you can be cold, but present as a chill person with little on their mind. your general attitude towards people is "decent till observed otherwise" - you take things less personally, you do well in your work, you have a fantastic outer aura,,,and inside you're dying. you need a home. someone who values your empathy instead of using it, someone who heals the healer, listens to the listener, comforts the comforter,, and often times when such a person is found, the human spills themselves too quick. all their deepest parts, all conversed upon in a matter of weeks. it then depends on the people and the situations where this leads them.. my human falls in the last one :/ at this point you debate what to do. you have two choices - either be you. the core you. the giver, who thinks of others before themselves, the conscientious, who believes in self competency, the agreeable, with no ill motives, and at the same time, the exploited, who just keeps getting used. the alternative can be a scary step. you start to notice the bad in people - back bitching, genuine words of hate, ill intent being practised in real time (including selective inclusion/exclusion, topics being discussed only with some people, money matters, bigotry in religious/queer realms etc etc). and you start choosing some of these too. the start is always slow. you begin with preferential treatment - not treating everyone the same, being kind to some while cold to others, the whole package. it eventually leads to fake laughs and small talk, and (the most significant part, imo) building "work friend" connections. these are people you only know to use them, to gain something from them, and they most probably treat you the same way. and yk whats the worst part ? this loveless bond is sometimes more fulfilling than the love ones .. " Sometimes it's easier to be fake than it is to be not. " and that, is a *bad* fact of reality but we all live in the same world. so no point whining,, or is that whole thought process just wrong?

^^ Joe Goldeberg, from the show "You", is a pretty good example of a kind soul turned dark by the world and life. so i leave this for you guys to decide - do you take the spear of manipulation for your own use? or do you bind to your own ethics and forever bask in the comfort that you were stronger, because you never lost yourself ? thats x8c signing off. until next time, humans （︶^︶）

[maehemthemisfit]

THE WANDERER FIC U JUST POSTED!!! OMG!!!! its so so so so so perfect im seriously so in love with how u write him i LOVE getting to see how the past still haunts him it hurts so good you did it so wonderfully!!!! i wish i could read it for the first time again its so <33333

OH MY GOD YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH SEEING YOUR REBLOG TAGS AND THIS ASK WARMED MY HEARTTT IM STILL GIGGLING LIKE A CHILD SMINREUKW,OEVLRK - ahemmmm

I'm very slow when it comes to writing and i was fighting for my life just to finish it but i was so proud!! I actually started writing it way before scara even got released and had to edit back all the newer details and it was so worth it.

BUT IM SO GLAD YOU LOVE IT THANK YOU FOR THE LOVELY COMMENTS