#Im going to Wales rn

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Garfield cheese :D

[bibleofficial]

love my new tattoo 😍😍

[brinelakes]

no imternet :-[

[darling-miaxoxo]

Fuck you! (part 2)

A/N: part 2 of the fuck you drabble/oneshot i made- Also due to the amount of p*rn bots circling tumblr, im blocking blogs who have a default pfp, no title, and have no posts. Sorry for the inconvenience! Also this is long af- I wont be posting for the next 3 days as it is my exams, again. Warning/s: Murder, mentions of cheating, violence, successful assassination attempt. Summary: It's been a few years since you last saw them. You have been working as an assassin to make ends meet. You get a request to take out a girl. Not just any girl. The girl Alma was with. ︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶

You were opening up your phone to check on social media. As you were watching some videos, you decided to go check on your secret. The main reason you were making money. You opened up the app that looked like a dictionary. It asked for facial recognition and the password. You let the app scan your face and entered the password. It was the assassination app. You checked your requests for any new assassination requests. So far, there were a lot, it makes sense as you are the third top assassin, and was never caught. But one request caught your eye. It was requesting for you to kill a girl. Not any normal one. The girl you caught Alma with. And their offering a hefty amount of money too! 10,000$ to be specific. You accepted their request and were going to meet up at their house in Wales when the job is done. Ha! Funny isnt it? The risk of getting caught by your ex-wife. Almost like the time you caught her. Actually scrap that, Just like the time you caught her. Adrenaline was rushing through your veins. The thought of seeing her again in shock of her seeing her ex-wife murdering a-not-so-innocent girl. You were getting ready for the job. Shotgun's, pistol's, knives, smoke bombs, your mask, your hoodie, and most importantly your lucky necklace, which included a photo of the children in it. Just the children, no Alma cause you were heartbroken and cut that part of the photo off. You made sure that everything was intact and ready for murder. Violence is not the answer is what you would tell to a child. But to a grown adult? Violence is the answer to almost everything. They can take it, their a grown adult adult after all. You found out that this girl was in Wales. Stalking skills sure do come help in assassination. ≪•◦ Time skip ◦•≫ You were currently on Wales, your backpack was heavy, but it is a small price to pay for you not getting killed by police. After all, you did kill hundreds. If they found out, you would be sentenced to death almost immediately. Oh sweet Cairnholm. I missed you. You tried to find out where this girl was, your not planning to stay for long. You put on your white hoodie and mask and started to walk the place. A regular person would think; why would an assassin wear a white hoodie? Well because, you can just see the blood splatter across your hoodie. One might say you were crazy. But you have gone too crazy to care. You heard a crack. Reflexes kicked in, you turned around almost instantly. There you saw her. The very girl you saw Alma with. "Well. Long time no see hm? Never knew your name." You said, your voice deep. "Huh? Who are you?" The girl foolishly said. "The person you will see last." You murmured. Grabbing your knife and then slashing her dead. The blood splattered against your white hoodie. Oh, this was fun. You took off your hoodie and was ready to go to the person's home. The person was non-binary, so you tried your best to use their preferred pronouns, which was they/them. You started to walk to their house and knocked. The person answered and asked you to come in "Hey, thanks for eliminating her for me. She was cheating on me and tried to kill me after wards. Anyways, I know your here for the money and not my sad story so here it is" The person said, and you wanted to help her out so you replied with; "No problem. I know the feeling. Please contact me again, next time is on the house." You grabbed the briefcase and started to walk back to the ferry. You decided to might as well visit them. As long as they dont find out your secret. You walked to the cave entrance and heard the familiar popping sound you hadn't heard in years. You heard the flowing of the grass as the weather of Cairnholm was changed from a foggy day, to a clear, sunshine day. You started to walk to the home. You heard the familiar laughing of the children in the distance. But, you couldnt stay long. Or else, they might find out your secret. You breathed in and finally stopped being scared and knocked. Ready to face whoever it was, after all, if it was Barron you could easily slice his head off.

Emma answered the door, her eyes wide as she saw you. "Miss Y/n?" She said, her voice shaky and laced with both curiosity and sadness. "Yes?" You said, mischief laced in your voice in contrast with her curiosity and sadness. She came forward and hugged you, tears coming out of her atlantic-like blue eyes. "Shh, I'm here now." you cooed. You were an assassin, not a monster. "Now let's come inside, shall we?" You said as the blonde-haired teenager sniffled. She led you inside. You were wondering were Alma was and that question was soon answered when you saw her outside watching the children with a smile on her face. You started to walk closer to her, your black and white Japanese-styled shoes clicking on the wooden planks beneath you. "Hello darling, long time no see hm?" You murmured in her ear from behind. She instantly turned around. "Y/n!" ︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶

Part 3? 10 notes if yes

[pencildragons]

chat. chat im being so fucking fr rn when i say ever since i had the idea to go work on an organic farm for 1-6 months in wales yesterday morning it's all i can think about. everythings going to shit i need to flee the country. and work on an organic farm. in wales . PLEASE

[aangelinakii]

I’m okayyy, I’m going home today cause I’m in wales rn x byt im gonna miss it kinda

omg how was wales ??? i have a friend who's been in wales this summer too and it looks gorgeousss

[clumio]

Spoilers obv but 73 YARDS NOTES!! I actually loved this episode. So so incredibly David Lynch esque. HOWEVER: i did not fully understand the thematic elements and i will have to come back to it tomorrow and use more of my brain bc frankly my brain is jumping to anthropological analysis of magical practice (IE: my research) instead of actual literary analysis. ANYWAYS notes below cut

* Ohhh interesting. Folklore time :) wish i knew more about this kind of thing but i fear my magic specialities lie in ancient Greco Roman stuff lmfao.

* Oh lord he’s gone

* Hi ma’am. Who are you. Wicker man ass episode and we aren’t even a minute in. Why are you vogueing

* SNOW!!!!!!!! And miss twist???? Thee Woman.

* Love the goth dude here.

* Oh my god??? Time travel?? In like a minute???

* Rain now. Symbolism perhaps

* Latin girly here. Semperdistans is a lame word but I’ll take it. I’m sure there’s gonna be a significance to it later

* FAIRY CIRCLES MENTION‼️‼️‼️ Once again the theme of invoking magic + boundary/liminal spaces. Inch resting

* The Blood. COLONIALISM‼️‼️‼️

* Who the fuck is Mad Jack? Hello? I don’t believe for a second they’re just fucking with her

* Is she in The Time Loop?

* RECAP SO FAR: Ruby and Doc land in wales, doc steps in a fairy circle and is promptly Vanished. Ruby is stalked by a woman gesturing to her neck, hands, and to her. She hides from her in a pub for a few days before trying to go back to London, at which point her own mother abandons her etc etc. Main questions: who tf is the woman? I think it’s her

* “She looks like what she is” !?????? Driven mad by distortion of reality

* SNOW AGAIN HELLO?

* KATE!!!! Kate i think you are going to become evil and i think that’s a great storyline but wtf is happen

* “I keep wondering how the world survives without him” SOMEONE hasn’t seen children of earth

* “Your timeline is suspended” what

* Unit is so fucked Russ please make these bitches evil

* BRO……………………..

* Theme about pushing people away. Doctorification of Ruby

* Roger !!! you fucker

* Actually im fully getting nauseous about this man good lord. They did not pull punches re: Marti

* “Do not step on the grass” girl if you don’t step on that grass rn!!!! Miss Woman is telling you something!! Something about reversing the curse by breaking rules or something

* YES GIRL USE YOUR DEMON TO BANISH THE DEMON???

* “It never snowed again” HAUAUAHH????

* I legit think i just need to research welsh folklore to comprehend this episode fully

* I FUCKING KNEW IT I KNEWWWWWWW IT WAS A BOOTSTRAP SITCH. now how tf did the doctor know about Roger.

* WHERE WAS THE THEME SOMG BTW.

* Ok this is soooo wild blue yonder. Invocation of superstition at a boundary line.

* I know fuck all about welsh magical practice but from my research i do know about the general practice of binding and liminality. In the classical world, curse tablets are occasionally placed in so called “liminal spaces.” Moreso though it’s that the context and material aspects of a curse are just as important as the text of it. In the classical world the context is often analogous to the curse (ie a curse placed in water might call for the target to “dissolve like water”). Similar concept here re: liminality?

* I’m gonna have to ponder more

[aspiring-artist-em]

get to know better tag

thank you @achilleslikespeas!! you're so so amazing omg- anyhoo

three ships: wolfstar, ineffable husbands (someone pls talk to me about good omens I literally can NOT rn), drarry

first ship: drarry, it’s a tried and true ship for me, ive been shipping it since I was like, a child  (literally flashback to me at like, 7 years old telling my mom that harry and Draco should get over each other and buy a castle and live together forever as a happy couple (parents were not happy that their daughter was saying this (they were homophobic( (im now gay and still shipping it so suck it, ig)))

last song: I would love to lie and say its something cool like “killer queen” or “lady stardust” bc I listen to those a lot, but once again, I would be lying and my actual last song that I listened to was “no hands (ft. Roscoe dash and wale)”, yk, the frat party song, I like to play it while writing angst

last movie: Harry Potter? idk what one, I like to put the tv on while I do stuff like budget money and write fanfic and draw, so honestly idk, it was probably the chamber of secrets, that and poa are my all time favs 

currently reading: ur mom LMAO (im so sorry) no, what im reading is smut, and also like, a good omens fic about Crowley’s fall (witness the fall) bc im trying to forget about season 2′s ending. im also reading away childish things (again) bc like, that's one of my fav drarry fics of all time. if we’re talking about marauders fics, it was probably her body is a temple down in the frozen food aisle  by achilleslikespeas, both for my emotional masochistic enjoyment and bc I wanted to draw a scene in the story (go read it now pls, its really good, Claude is really good a writing and im freaking out bc I wanna draw a scene from every single one of their fics I- like go-to horror dead dove fics for me I reccomend Claude and for smut I go to moonie), if we’re talking books books, Ive been reading yellowface and I am a cat which so far, are really really good, but also like, im really bad at reading so like, I haven't actually touched them in a week LMAO

currently watching: good omens, its playing on my tv in the background both because I love it and also because Neil said if u stream it enough amazon will see how valuable it is (with the strike and everything) and like, actually be willing to negotiate, essentially, help out the strike, go watch gay celestial beings 

last thing i wrote: 'Til Death Do Us Part, and Even Then, I'll Do My Best to Stay With You, its a dead dove fic centering around grief and denial, uh, 2 chapters in lol

currently writing: I have like, a million wips and no motivation to write rn so lets dive into them lol

1) chapter 3 of do death do us part, very sad, like, maybe 3 sentences in?

2) the next part of my lesbian wolf star series, its the one right before the trail one, so like, part 10 is gonna be another chapter centering more around Sirius’s memories and part 11 is gonna be the trial, I have like, 2 separate things ive written for it and I need to decide where I want it to go tbh

3) smut, gay wolf star, frat hazing blow or blow smut. sirius is on his knees and almost throws up but he doesn't and its lowkey like actually non con but its also frat hazing, like, idk how to explain the vibes but sirius is referred to as a dog and a filthy animal and degraded and he's sucking remus’s dick on coke and im like 2k words in and like, running out of ways to describe a cock lol (its also hard to bc like, I don't have a dick and my textbooks are no help sometimes) but he is also called the “pike puppy” and like, I think im smart for that and also its really filthy ngl, not a happy ending?

4) a short fluff fic to make up for the angst I put my readers through, im like 200 words in

5) au kinda thing, inspired by don't worry darling and like a TikTok that I saw (and now people are commenting on me commenting if I can write the idea and asking for the fic name and like, Im 500 words in? pls I need time), the idea is that Dumbledore has everyone under imperio or a potion to get them on his side to fight for him, lily’s pov, I really like it so far, uhh im like 500 words in I think?

so yeah, when I get inspiration im gonna write everything all at once lol, probably when my body isn't trying to kill me lmao or im at work

tagging: @spookymoonie @pinklume @wxlfstxrisbest @spindrifters @siriuslystargazing @siriusly-sapphic @green-lights-33

[arthursfuckinghat]

sorry i DONT mean to stalk but i was looking at the notes of a post and saw that you’re welsh!!!! while i am american im planning on going to uni in wales and im trying to learn welsh rn!!

so yeah just wanted to say you’re cool and i will be following your blog now

Ahhh hi!!!! That's so exciting I hope you have a great time!! Astudio yn dda 🫶🫶

[stewpid-soup]

VENT CW!! (I think it’s just gonna be chronic pain talks at 2 am again- woops-)

I AM SO UPSET- MY INSURANCE DENIED PAYING FOR ME TO BE ABLE TO GO TO THIS PHYSICAL THERAPY INPATIENT WHICH, WHO KNOWS? MAYBE I’LL FEEL BETTER-! BUT ITS JUST SO FRUSTRATING BC NOTHING ELSE HAS BEEN WORKING AND MY PRIMARY DOCTOR SAID SHE HAD A PATIENT WITH SIMILAR ISSUES WHO DID AN INPATIENT AND IT HELPED A LOT. LIKE BRUH, THIS COULD BE THE FIRST STEP TO GETTING BETTER BUT NOOOO, INSURANCE IS A BITCH

and ik, there are benefits to insurance and everything and blah blah blah- but i just wanna complain lolll

but my mom is trying to appeal to the insurance or sumn and get it so they pay. which means we need my pain doctors to say “hey we think this could help” and also i have to like- qualify for it or something? so tmrow my appointment is for a kind’ve check in to see if the PT inpatient might work :/

anyways, none of my previous pills have worked so i’m gonna start doing (MEDICALLY PRESCRIBED) CBD. I did it for the first time today and yk, the first doses we do will be with as little head change as possible- ngl all it did for me was maybe calm me down a bit and just made my body feel tingly on top of the pain?? idk how to describe it- I didn’t expect it to work immediately, obviously, but like always i just really wanted there to be at least some little minuscule difference. honestly it doesn’t matter what kind of difference, because then at least we know what does and doesn’t work

im just tired man. and sure it could be because im fucking up my sleep schedule but i don’t sleep good even when i had been sleeping at 10 pm and waling up at 9 am every morning (after waking up at 7 to take meds). but still, i feel tired when i’m doing nothing! and i feel so useless because of that.

Like, mothers day is coming up sunday. and i live my parents, i have good relationships with both of them individually and together, so ofc i make a card every year for them. I love doing it, because their reactions are worth it. But with my pain, it makes it a million times harder to do things like that because not only will i be lacking motivation and energy but also my arms are gonna just be in a shit ton more pain after doing that (and i’ve done this several times before, so this isn’t just based off of the fact that im in even more pain whenever i move- my body has definitely proven this)

shanamxmcn honestly idk what makes sense anymore rn. im exhausted and i have to wake up at 8 tmrow for the doctors appointment and im not excited to deal with the gd parking at children’s hospital -_-

wish me luckkk lol

love u guys and take care <3

[videostak]

I think today went p had to take my sister to work today but after that i drove to the bank to take out some cash then went to the thrift by my sisters work and got portishead dummy cd company original cast recording cd and pride & prejudice and the outlaw josey wales on dvd then i saw they had a hiring sign their and applied and they interviewed me right on the spot and i think the interview went p well tho idk im not v smart but i also had an interview this morning that i think went pleasantly so im p ootimistic rn having two interviews today :> so on the way back from the thrift i got this cute shirt at the thrift i always go to so im in a p good mood

[pixiethoughtsfairyfeelings]

?? Oh? How would you know it's only a bit of a trek for me? I'm sure you know who I am by now, but it sounds like you have an idea of where. Well if it's not that far, all the more reason to travel — 🐺

I asked you where you were from before~

And i meant its actually reaaally far 😂😂

I'm from England, I'm pretty sure thats a biiit far from America

[florida3exclamationpoints]

Slight follow up to my last post bc I hit tag limit lol

[snaoisean]

do you ever have one of those moments that catches you soo off guard but makes you believe that life is worth living? like once a blue moon ill be brushing my teeth, or walking around, or listening to music and i just. there is so much good in the world and my life has potential to bring me so much joy i havent even had the opportunity to know yet. the future is hard but i cant wait to see whats out there for me

[brujeriababy]

at this point i think im j a well fuctioning depressed person

[bambi-marquez]

i'm just so upset