okay okay I KNOW what the writers intended when they wrote the scene where jill was like “you didn’t even come to the funeral” and rossi responds with “I couldn’t bear seeing you” (or something roughly like that) BUT what I took from it (as a rossideon truther):
“I couldn’t bear seeing you.” -> “I couldn’t bear seeing the woman that was married to the man I loved after I walked out on the unit. I tore apart something wonderful [the bsu & his friendship w gideon & jill]. and maybe I did love you. I think I loved you both. but I couldn’t handle that at the time and now look what I’ve done.”
why does my therapist think my orthopedic surgeries are gonna traumatize me ?? im just glad to be under full anaesthetic and not have anything near my organs. also the whole being able to walk without pain when i recover thing
asc doesnt feel like a finale arc at all idk why ppl are so surprised we're getting another. this series is going to going until i die i think im going to live blog this thing in my fifties