#Just feeling things

[skiaskai]

soft

[jurassic-cunt]

not gonna lie. i love season 5 of wwdits so much. it's so funny and silly. but i am actively terrified of the season's finale

[imfluentinfangirlandgay]

I think the worst part of working 5 days a week is the fact that you work and all you can think about is "Oh I can't wait to have a personality and hobbies after work" but then you get home and just watch TV and tell yourself you'll work on the things you love later, you're just tired, it'll happen this weekend, and then the weekend comes and you're so overwhelmed by the options you have and none of them sound right but also cleaning and errands need to happen and when those are done you tell yourself you'll do it throughout the week and then the week starts and you get home from your long workday and watch TV and tell yourself you'll do it this weekend and then 7 months have passed and all you've done is work and watch the same 4 reruns and you're still struggling and you still struggle to buy food and basic necessities and nothing has changed and most of all you're still tired and you want so badly to just do something you love but you don't even know what those are anymore because you've lost yourself in the mental strain of just working and sleeping and showering and eating and being alive and existing and then Monday rolls around again and you have to go back into work and promise you will do something this week and then you get home and you're tired so you watch TV and wait until the weekend and then the weekend comes around and you're overwhelmed by your options and you tell yourself you'll do it throughout the week and then Monday comes and then

[vaultlucy]

[aceofwhump]

I rewatched all 3 Hobbit movies over the last few days and now I am emotionally devastated. I knew I would be because I always am after I rewatch them but jeezus I am UNWELL.

It's the death of Thorin, Kili, and Fili. Fili who knew what would happened and tried to save his brother and uncle and was murdered in front of Thorin. Kili who died saving Tauriel. Tauriel who's heart is now broken. "If this is love, I do not want it. Why does it hurt so much." "Because it was real." The three of them, the last in the line of Durin, dying before they got to see the restoration of Erebor. It's the sobbing sounds from Bilbo when Thorin dies in his arms. It's the feels of the end of a long and arduous journey. And adventure ending. Saying goodbye to those you come to love as family knowing you may never see them again. Returning home after being changed by the things you've seen and gone through. Back home to the life you once lived but no longer fit in. Grieving your lost friends.

Fucking hell I'm crying again. Fuck this series. I love it so much.

And fuck the three songs that play during the end credits for each movie because all three songs are amazing but they make me CRY! Especially yours Billy Boyd!!! "The Last Goodbye"?! Really!? God!

Screw it. I'm gonna go watch the Lord of the Rings movies again now. It's been a long time and clearly I like pain.

[itadorey]

to my mutuals + followers that interact w/ me: ty all i love you so very dearly

[fromchaostocosmos]

It is scary how many of my problems would be solved by money and the ones that wouldn't could be at still be eased by it still.

It is a terribly frightening reality of the world we live that so much of what I deal with could be so easily fixed and dealt with in a healthy manner, but can't be because I have no money and no social/familial support.

I'm sure this is not unique to me. I'm sure this is something many others suffer and deal with to.

I wish I could figure out how to like figure out how to win the lottery or like easily and quickly make money so that could get myself into a better more stable place that was healthy and safe and then be able to like actually have job with a steady income.

Like if I could just myself out of this hole and to stable foundation I feel like that would do wonders. But I don't know what know what do to get that or that doesn't seem to a thing that exists.

But it would be lovely if it did. Just like it would be amazing to lottery.

[sunrayretriever]

AHHHH!!!!

[the-insomniac-emporium]

was browsing Pinterest and saw something my Godmother would really like, and then got steamrolled by the reminder that she's dead. For a second, I thought about just scrolling away and distracting myself. But you know what? My Godmother would have loved that thing. So I looked at it again, and saved it, and it linger. She would have loved it, and I love it too, and her memory lives on.

[amoonflowerinbloom]

started wearing my own “silk” robe rewatching ofmd, and i felt more like ed when he wore stede’s, lying down and being overcome with emotion over this beautiful gift of a show

[bymcr]

i want to be 8 years old again looking at posters of ryan ross on my bedroom wall and wearing tattered my chem shirts and dreaming of the day i’m old enough to dye my hair like hayley williams

it is so surreal to now be 25 and be so close to this resurgence of my youth. it doesn’t feel like regression - but coming back to my roots and watching it bloom

[sylvies-kablooie]

i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.

[qrowpilled]

hate when you find a character whose so infuriatingly Your Type that its embarrassing like yeahg no one is gonna be surprised when i announce this is my new Guy Of The Month

[dirtytransmasc]

the men and boys are innocent too.

we cry "the innocent women and children" to appeal to the masses, to try and force their sympathy, but the men and boys are innocent too.

I have seen sons crying out for their mothers, their fathers, their siblings. I have seen them break down at the loss of their families. I have seen them cling to their dead and grieve.

I have seen fathers cradle their dead children, seen them kiss their faces and hold their little hands. I have seen them faint with grief when asked to identify the dead. I have seen them carry their sons and daughters. I have seen them fasting to provide what little they can for their families.

I have seen men and boys digging through the rubble with just their bare hands, I have seen them comforting strangers, playing with children, rocking them, hushing them, even if the face of such imminent danger. I have seen them cry, seen them grieve, seen them break down into each other's arms, seen them be selfless, beyond selfless, becoming something I don't have a word for.

I have seen the men who are doctors refuse to leave their patients, even when they have no medicine or supplies to give them, even when they're threatened with bombings. I have seen fathers who have lost all their children pick orphans up into their arms and proclaim them their child so they are not alone. I have seen men and boys digging pets out of the rubble.

the men are innocent too. the men and boys are being hurt and killed too. the men and boys are grieving too. the men and boys are scared too. the men and boys are fighting to save their people too. the men and boys deserve to be fought for too.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The math just adds up!

[goldensunset]

advice i think we should tell children is that when adults say stuff like ‘now that i’m an adult i get really excited about stuff like coffee tables and bathrooms and rugs etc’ they don’t mean ‘and now i don’t care about blorbo and squimbus from my childhood tv shows anymore’ bc your average adult still loves all the same pop culture stuff they always did; they just have a greater appreciation for the mundane as well. growing up just means you can enjoy life twice as much now. you can get really excited about a new stuffed animal AND about a new kitchen sponge. peace and love