#Kerry weaver x kim legaspi

[cloudsnbones]

The Letter

this is something i wrote whilst speculating what Kerry wrote Kim at the end of s7. i think i lost her voice a little but i like it anyways. this can be applied to anyone you ship Kerry with.

I wish I could wax lyrical about you to the heavens, for any deity who would listen, but words fail me. I don’t know anything anymore, outside of you, I suppose I don’t know anything about you either, but I’d like to. You have invaded my mind with surreal happy-ever-afters, truths and futures I long to share with you despite already being able to taste my disappointment. I like to think about you however, about what food you like, about the clothes you wear, about the things that make you smile and how I wish I could do that, just once. I tell myself that if you just listened to me instead of hearing me then perhaps you would see good in me, kindness, that you could be as enamoured with me as I am with you. Or at the very least that you would like me. However, denial of my own faults is not helpful, comforting yes, but I think I may finally be strong enough to admit I’ve wronged you too, and I believe you deserve to know that I have not unearthed this strength alone, it is all in you. Everything I am, which is good, is for you.

I would promise you a thousand stars, if I knew that’s what you wanted, anything to erase your repulsion of me. Again, I find myself unwilling to concede that maybe you are right. I am so tired of being me it drains me, imagine living with my perfectionistic torment 24/7 arguing and insulting me till I break down then berating me for my weakness, yet telling me what I  need to hear the most - that I am disgusting and unworthy. You know this of course. If I think logically, something I am finding increasingly difficult these days, I understand that I could never be good enough for you and in knowing that I would be dissatisfied. So, I guess it’s a good thing that you don’t like me back.

Yet weirdly, I think that you… understand me, better than anyone else I have ever met. You deciphered my flaws and my weaknesses fast. I don’t mean to upset you with this next line, but I do think that our minds are alike, both searching for logic and trying to decipher the world around us. Our methods may be different but that doesn’t mean they’re wrong. I think they could compliment each other.

I find myself longing to be around you, I want to smell you, to absorb you, to make us one and whole, to listen to your stories and for you to listen to mine. I want to make you dinner, to curl up with you on a cold winter’s night with blankets and hot cocoa and marshmallows, I want to be the one to hold you when you cry. I can do it, I can be nice and good, if you were to let me try.

Your words bite me, my heart breaks to hear your mocking and your scorn, and endless reminder that you will never and have never viewed me through the lens which I view you. Nevertheless I find, uncharacteristically, that I am not angry with you, I am wounded and emotional; true. How could I not be? I am human despite what rumour says. But I am not angry with you. I am thankful that you have allowed me to view myself as I truly am, that you have unconsciously inspired me to be a better person. Morally, since my purpose is technically for my eternal happiness, I am still in the wrong, but even if I never get to kiss you good morning and good night. I am so unbelievably glad that we’ve met.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that, I love you.

Take my heart whenever you want it.

[laura-elizabeth-legaspi-weaver]

Kerry and Kim on their “not a date” dinner in Rescue Me 07x07

Kerry: You know what? I'm really very flattered. It's just that I'm, uh... I mean... gosh, you're such a beautiful woman. You're... you're so beautiful. But I'm... I... I'm straight... I mean, I don't... I'm straight. Oh, God. Oh, my God. I don't know... I don't know what's...

[wipbigbang]

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ER/Star Trek: The Next Generation(Crossover)

#038

Title: Drawn Out

Pairing/Characters: Beverly Crusher/Deanna Troi (Referenced), Data/Deanna Troi, Beverly Crusher & Kim Legaspi, Kim Legaspi/Kerry Weaver, Beverly Crusher, Jeanie Boulet, Deanna TroiData (Star Trek), Kim Legaspi, William Riker, Katherine Pulaski, Jean-Luc Picard, Geordi La Forge, Worf (Star Trek:TNG/DS9), Kerry Weaver

Rating Explicit | E

Warnings/Tags: Chooses not to use Warnings

Glory Hole, Double Penetration, Holodeck Sex, Unplanned Pregnancy, Abortion, Consent Issues, Tasha Yar Lives, Disability, HIV/AIDS

Summary: Beverly has moved onto her new post in San Francisco and is learning more about herself —and others, including temporally displaced people from c20— in the process.

Meanwhile Deanna Troi, left behind on the Enterprise, is dealing with a whole different series of unprecedented events.

[muldxr]

laur’s whumptober 2023 master list

This month, follow along with me as I post a variety of short fics using some of the daily prompts from @whumptober. Fandoms and pairings will vary! You can click 'Keep reading' below to view a list of works, or go directly to my Whumptober series on AO3.

collide —

John Carter/Lucy Knight [ER] Rated T, 1K words DAY 1: "How many fingers am I holding up?"

man down —

Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz [9-1-1] Rated M, 777 words DAY 5: Debris | Pinned Down

pawns —

Fox Mulder & Dana Scully [The X-Files] Rated T, 1K words DAY 7: Alleyway | Radio Silence

rescue me —

Kerry Weaver/Kim Legaspi [ER] Rated M, 3K words DAY 8: Overcrowded ER | Outnumbered

outlast —

Original Character [Survivor] Rated T, 841 words DAY 12: Insomnia

let faith oust fact —

Fox Mulder/Dana Scully [The X-Files] Rated M, 1K words DAY 14: Water Inhalation

sanguis —

Spike/Buffy Summers [BtVS] Rated M, 1K words DAY 17: Touch Aversion

headlights on dark roads —

Danny Concannon/C.J. Cregg [The West Wing] Rated M, 3K words DAY 22: Vehicular Accidents

dearly departed —

Kevin Garvey Jr./Laurie Garvey [The Leftovers] Rated M, 1K words DAY 23: Stalking | "Who's there?"

midnight oil —

Josh Lyman/Donna Moss [The West Wing] Rated T, 2K words DAY 26: Working to Exhaustion

choke —

Alex Law/David Stephens [Shallow Grave] Rated E, 2K words DAY 28: Bloody Knife

paper bag —

Fox Mulder/Dana Scully [The X-Files] Rated T, 1K words DAY 30: Borrowed Clothing

[damnamour]

[flutter2deceive]

Ok i need to take a break from editing my gift exchange fic to address something collectively as a fandom:

Kim... baby... why are there creepy ass dolls watching you and Kerry sleep??

[frozenmemories1987]

That’s why I can’t be your friend, Kerry

Kerry Weaver and Kim Legaspi on ER, 2000

[laura-elizabeth-legaspi-weaver]

Kim: Is your muffin buttered?

Kerry: What?

Kim: Would you like me to assign someone to butter your muffin?

[wipbigbang]

This is Round Two of the Artist Claims for the 2023 round of WIPBB. You may claim up to three fics this round. If you want only one fic, please fill out the form once with your top choices. If you want two fics, fill out the form twice with your first choice in the first form submission with one unique ID and the second choice in another submission with a different unique ID.

The synopses are located at https://wipbigbang.dreamwidth.org/172201.html

The form is located at https://forms.gle/ES2D3d2mTG1nU4Pk6.

Round two of the art claims will go on until July 1st.

ER/Star Trek: The Next Generation(Crossover)

#038

Title: Drawn Out

Pairing/Characters: Beverly Crusher/Deanna Troi (Referenced), Data/Deanna Troi, Beverly Crusher & Kim Legaspi, Kim Legaspi/Kerry Weaver, Beverly Crusher, Jeanie Boulet, Deanna TroiData (Star Trek), Kim Legaspi, William Riker, Katherine Pulaski, Jean-Luc Picard, Geordi La Forge, Worf (Star Trek:TNG/DS9), Kerry Weaver

Rating Explicit | E

Warnings/Tags: Chooses not to use Warnings

Glory Hole, Double Penetration, Holodeck Sex, Unplanned Pregnancy, Abortion, Consent Issues, Tasha Yar Lives, Disability, HIV/AIDS

Summary: Beverly has moved onto her new post in San Francisco and is learning more about herself —and others, including temporally displaced people from c20— in the process.

Meanwhile Deanna Troi, left behind on the Enterprise, is dealing with a whole different series of unprecedented events.