#LittleJayneyCakes

[broadway-jake]

IM ONLY KEEPING YOU SAFE DARLING! NO MORE HARLOTS AFTER YOUR HEART!!<3

CREDIT WHERE DUE FOR THIS POSILUTELY WONDERFUL SONG! LYRICS UNCHANGED FROM LITTLEJAYNEYCAKES!

[whentheycryvideos]

「Full English Cover」Higurashi no Naku Koro ni ( Higurashi Opening 1 )【Jayn】

[translations-of-alexandra]

Göz Boyamalar (Smoke and Mirrors)

Uyarı: Bu şarkı sorgulanabilir içeriğe sahiptir, görüntüleme riski size aittir.

Orijinal Sanatçı: LittleJayneyCakes Vokal: LittleJayneyCakes View the official MV here

Amacım asla alınmanı sağlamak değildi. Daima senin göz boyamalarının arkasını görmüştüm. Oh tatlım, lütfen bana bağırma. Altında çürüyen gerçeği görmek gerçekten zor değil.

Neden başından beri dürüst değildin? Biliyorsun ki daima onun elbet senden hoşlanmış olduğunu düşündüm. O yalnızca ayartıcı bir kadın, bilmiyor musun? O seni sevdiğini söyleyecek Sadece ruhunu çalmak istiyor olsa bile.

Seni kurtaracağım.

Sen her zaman benim arkadaşım olacağını, İkimizin büyüdüğümüzde evleneceğimizi söylemiştin. Ben daha önce hiç böyle şeyler duymadım. Sen beni daha fazlasını arzular hâle getirdin. Ama sonra, o senin aşkını çalmayı denedi.

O bakış da ne? Gerçekten de bu gece haddimi aştığımı mı düşünüyorsun? Onun adını söylemeyi kes. Eğer oyunumu oynarsan O belki bundan sağ çıkabilir.

Seni seviyorum.

Çok fazla şey istemiyorum, sadece bana kalbini ver. Ve benim önüme kimseyi koyma. Hadi, beni sevdiğini söyle bana.

Ellerimi tut ve söyle bana Her zaman senin biriciğin olacağımı. Sensiz hayatımın bir anlamı yok. O yüzden sadece beni sevdiğini söyle bu gece!

Ve eğer yalan söylersen... Bu zavallı kız ölmek zorunda kalacak!

Üzgünüm soğukkanlılığımı kaybettiğim için. Burada görebildiğin üzere ben çok meşguldüm. Senin telefonunda onun numarasını buldum. Burada benimle yalnız buluşmasını istedim. Böylece konuşabilecektik, teke tek.

O bakış da ne? Gerçekten de bunu abarttığımı mı düşünüyorsun? Tek yapman gereken Dürüst olacağına yemin etmek Ve ben onu bırakacağım, hemen şimdi.

Sadece yalan söyleme.

"Yani? Seçimin nedir? Kimi seçiyorsun?" "Seni! Seni seçiyorum - seni seviyorum, çok seviyorum, lütfen sadece...lütfen onu serbest bırak, ona zarar verme!" "Aman Tanrım! Bunu söylediğini duyduğuma çok sevindim! O zaman sanırım...artık evlenelim, tamam mı? Bu gece!" "N-ne?" "Yalan söylemiyordun, değil mi? Beni gerçekten de seviyorsun, değil mi?" "Ama...o ve ben zaten... Biz...bir aile kuracaktık..." "HAHAHAHA!"

Hayır, bir daha buna kanmayacağım. Daima senin göz boyamalarının arkasını göreceğim. Derinlerde bir yerde beni sevdiğini biliyorum. Sadece basitçe onun yalanlarının esiri oldun. O yüzden seni bizzat kendim kesip özgür bırakacağım. (Derinlerde bir yerde beni sevdiğini biliyorum.)

Çok fazla şey istemiyorum, sadece bana kalbini ver. Ve benim önüme kimseyi koyma. Lütfen, sadece beni sevdiğini söyle bana.

Ellerimi tut ve söyle bana Her zaman senin biriciğin olacağımı. Sensiz hayatımın bir anlamı yok. O yüzden sadece beni sevdiğini söyle!

Hadi ama, sorun nedir? Ağlamayı kes, biraz erkek ol! O tabii ki de senin için bu kadar önemli olamazdı. Sana kendi aşkımı vereyim!

Ruhumu, kalbimi ve bedenimi al. Evet, hepsini sana veriyorum! Ve eğer hâlâ bunu kabul etmeyeceksen, Bundan pişmanlık duyacaksın!

Bu oyunları oynamaktan nefret ediyorum. Ama sen beni çıldırtıyorsun. Bana kalacağını söylemeyecek misin O artık bizim aramıza girmiyorken?

[kiseki-no-robotto-translations]

Poison Thanks for Nothing - Türkçe Çeviri

Müzik ve Şarkı Sözleri: Jayn

Orijinal Videolar: Cyber DIVA Jayn Cover

Çevirili Videolar: Yakında Youtube'a yüklenecektir.

Zehir (Poison)

I never wanted to play make-believe

Evcilik oyunu gibi olsun hiç istemedim

I tried to stay within reality

Gerçekliğe bağlı kalmaya çalıştım.

And from a real young age

Ve de daha küçük yaşlardan itibaren

I learned to cope with pain

Acı ile başa çıkmayı öğrendim.

I never was the same

Aynıları gibi değildim.

I didn't want you to be superman

Süpermenmiş gibi davranmanı beklemedim

I only wanted you to hold my hands

Sadece elimden tutmanı istemiştim.

I guess I asked too much

Galiba senden çok şey istedim

Or wasn't worth enough

Ya da senin için bu kadar değerli değildim.

But I kept faith because

Fakat yine de sana olan inancımı kaybetmedim, çünkü

You're supposed to love & protect me

Senin beni koruyup sevmen gerekliydi.

Sorry that I didn't turn out the way that you wanted, but I just wanted you to stay

Senin istediğin şekilde birisi olamadığım için üzgünüm fakat benim yanımda olmanı istemiştim.

You're supposed to love & accept me

Senin beni kabullenip sevmen gerekliydi.

Instead, I waited wasting so much time, and without you - I really had to sacrifice -

Bunun yerine, beklerken boşa zaman harcadım ve sen yanımda olmayınca-

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life

Hayallerin gerçekleşebileceğine olan inancımı feda etmek zorunda kaldım.

I played my part (I did my part) You had my heart (You had my heart)

Ben kendi rolümü oynadım (Kendi görevimi yerine getirdim.) Sana tüm gücümle güvenmiştim. (Sana tüm gücümle güvenmiştim.)

Believed it all would work out without a shred of doubt (I believed, you'd be there for me)

Bir sorun çıkmadan işe yarayacağına inanmıştım. (Yanımda olacağına inanmıştım.)

But in your eyes (But in your eyes) I couldn't fly (I couldn't fly)

Ama senin gözünde (Ama senin gözünde) Uçamazdım.(Uçamazdım)

Why wasn't I good enough?

Neden, yeterince iyi değil miydim?

Guess I just don't mean much

Sanırım sana göre pek bir şey ifade etmiyorum.

Is it too late

Bu oyunu bırakmak için

To quit this game?

Çok mu geç oldu?

Fill me with poison make me numb

Zehrin ile doldur, uyuştur beni

I don't care if my heart stops

Kalbimin durmasına aldırış etmem

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works

İşe yarayacağını düşünerek saçmalıklarda doldurdun beni

That's all you're fucking good for

Tek yapabildiğin şey bu zaten

Thanks for nothing

Hiçbir yararda bulunmadığın için sağ ol.

Should I apologize for giving up?

Pes ettiğim için özür dilemeli miyim?

Should I be sorry that I've had enough?

Artık sınırıma geldiğim için üzülmeli miyim?

Of broken promises

Tutulmayan sözler

Excessive harsh judgements

Aşırı sert yargılar

And subtle rejections

Ve katı davranarak karşı çıkmalar

Are you aware of what you've done to me?

Bana ne yaptığının farkında mısın?

Or are you so just blind that you can't see

Yoksa göremeyecek kadar kör müsün

The scars that you've left here

Bende bıraktığın bu yaralar

Mutating into fear

Bana yakınlaşan insanlardan

Of people getting near

Korkmama yol açtı.

You're supposed to love & accept me

Senin beni kabullenip sevmen gerekliydi.

Instead, I waited wasting so much time, and without you - I really had to sacrifice -

Bunun yerine, beklerken boşa zaman harcadım ve sen yanımda olmayınca-

the part of my heart that believed dreams could come to life

Hayallerin gerçekleşebileceğine olan inancımı feda etmek zorunda kaldım.

You had a chance (You had a chance)

Bir şansın vardı (Bir şansın vardı)

I took it back (I took it back)

Bu şansını geri aldım (Bu şansını geri aldım.)

Why should I let you go free (I'm sorry)

Canımı yakmayı sürdürürken(Üzgünüm)

When you can't stop hurting me? (But you're the one who chose to leave)

Neden seni serbest bırakmalıyım? (Ayrılmak isteyen sendin)

Wish I were strong (Wish I were strong)

Keşke yeterince güçlü olabilseydim (Keşke yeterince güçlü olabilseydim.)

Enough to hold ... on ( I could hold on)

Buna dayanacak kadar (Dayanabilirim)

But the ache grows and grows

Ama acı büyümeye devam ediyor

As long as I still can't say 'no'

Ben 'hayır' diyemeyeceğim süre kadar.

So ... you've got to go

Bu yüzden ... senin (hayatımdan) gitmen gerekli.

Swallow your poison, just one gulp

Zehrini sadece bir yudumda tat

I want you to drink it all

Hepsini içmeni istiyorum.

Have just a taste of what you serve

Yaptığın şeyin bir tadına bak

This is how bad your lies hurt

Yalanların bu derece can yakıcıydı.

Thanks for nothing

Hiçbir yararda bulunmadığın için sağ ol.

I'm not too sensitive, And I'm not incompetent

Çok hassas değilim, Ve ben beceriksiz değilim.

You failed the job that you were meant to have in my life

Hayatımda yapman gereken bu işi başaramadın.

No, I'm not incompetent. No, I'm not too sensitive

Hayır, beceriksiz değilim. Hayır, çok hassas değilim.

And if you really cared then you'd just say you're sorry!

Ve eğer umurunda olsaydı en azından özür dilerdin!

The saddest part is that you won't even hear this song

En üzücü yanı da bu şarkıyı muhtemelen duyamayacaksın bile...

I wish

Keşke

That things had been different

Olaylar farklı olsaydı.

But now I just can't leave it all behind

Fakat şimdi bütün hepsini geride bırakamam.

If I could heal the wounds within

Eğer ki bu yaraları iyileştirirsem

Maybe we both could start again

Belki ikimiz yeniden başlayabilirdik

For now I can't, my heart is cracked

Artık yapamam, kalbim kırıldı.

So until then ...

Bu sebeple de ...

Can't let you in

Seni kabul edemem

This is the end

Sonu bu şekilde.

Fill me with poison make me numb

Zehrin ile doldur, uyuştur beni

I don't care if my heart stops

Kalbimin durmasına aldırış etmem

Feed me your bullshit, hope it works

İşe yarayacağını düşünerek saçmalıklarda doldurdun beni

That's all you're fucking good for

Tek yapabildiğin şey bu zaten

Thanks for nothing x8

Hiçbir yararda bulunmadığın için sağ ol. x8

Hak sahiplerinden çevirmek için izin alınmıştır.

Çevirmen Notları:

'Thanks for Nothing' sözünün tam bir karşılığı Türkçede olmaması üzerine şarkının konusuna göre çevirdim. Duruma göre farklı anlamlar taşımaktadır.

Çevirme yetkisi verdiği için Jayn'e çok teşekkür ederim. Bu şarkı aslında benim çevirisini yapmak istediğim ilk şarkıydı ve 2019 yılı civarı çevirmeye uğraşmıştım, tabi o zamanki bilgilerimle bazı deyimleri anlayamamıştım ve Türkçeye nasıl uyarlamam gerektiğini bilmiyordum. Sözleri beni derinlemesine etki etmişti daha o zamanlar ve dinlerken duyguyu anlıyordum. Jayn çok sevdiğim bir müzik yapımcısıdır bu yüzden lütfen kanalına göz atmayı unutmayın (๑>◡<๑)

-Kiseki

[randomly--accessed--memories]

Back at it again with another mental animatic, this time of LittleJayneyCakes' cover of "Breaking Things Into Pieces"

I promise I don't have some kind of problem with Alastor, he just has... issues.

[starriesse]

[ID: Three identical thirteen striped flags. The second, fourth, tenth, and twelfth flags are all thinner than the rest. The stripe colors, from top to bottom, are purply-blue gray, blue-gray, charcoal gray, pastel gray, desaturated purply-blue, light slate gray, pastel desaturated blue, light slay gray, desaturated purply-blue, pastel gray, charcoal gray, blue gray, and purply-blue gray. End ID]

♡ ⁔⁔ KILLHEARTLYRIC ... !!

[PT: Killheartlyric. End PT]

— A gender related to the lyrics "Kill me and hate me and cast me from your heart / Please destroy me completely and tear this me apart" from LittleJayneyCakes' english cover of Seizensetsu

[a-whispering-echo]

Dust playlist

because hes on my mind 24/7

Drugs, smoke and self-deprecation and 'lmao im psycho' kinda music

(he also has 'catholic-guilt' vibes to me, so...)

Teddy Hyde - Sex With A Ghost

twenty one pilots - Ride

twenty one pilots - The Judge

Imagine Dragons - Radioactive

Melanie Martinez - Mad Hatter

Lotta True Crime - Penelope Scott 

Lady Gaga - Bloody Mary

alt-J (∆) Breezeblocks

Ke$ha - Blow

Gang Of Youths - Achilles, Come Down

Rihanna - Disturbia - (Disturbia/Radioactive Mashup)

Entomologists - GHOST ( &lt;;3 really this one fits him REALLY well!)

Penelope scott- Dead girls

Bebe Rexha - I'm Gonna Show You Crazy

Queen - Another One Bites The Dust (yes, really. Its not just here for the pun lmao) - Cover my Meltberry is great too!

Queen - Another One Bites The Dust

Sub Urban & Bella Poarch- INFERNO

Smoke and Mirrors - Cover by Lollia - (orig by - LittleJayneyCakes)

Ava Max -Sweet but Psycho

mia rodriguez - Psycho

Halsey - Gasoline

Bo Burnham - That Funny Feeling

Halsey - Control

Arctic Monkeys - Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High?

Mother Mother - Hayloft II 

Oh Klahoma - Jack Stauber

Gorillaz - Rhinestone Eyes

Hozier - Take Me To Church

Problems- Mother Mother

The Front Bottoms - Be Nice To Me

The Crane Wives - Pretty Little Things 

Ghost - Mary On A Cross

Penelope Scott - Sweet Hibiscus Tea

Give Heart Records-Ashes

The Front Bottoms - Twin Size Mattress (btw band au go brrr hehe)

Look Who's Inside Again by Bo Burnham - but special hehe (right, look; imagine ' the kid in the bedroom' is him in the genocide loops, 'he do anything to get out of them' but then the loops stop, and hes left all alone, and the beat drop is him realising 'thats it. Its over, im alone, and I'm never getting out.'

Lincoln - Saint Bernard

Billie Eilish - Bellyache

oh ana x jumpsuit | mother mother & twenty one pilots - clem turner

You're An Awful Person - R.I.P

K.Flay - High Enough

Queen - I'm Going Slightly Mad

melanie martinez -Milk and Cookies

Lovely - twenty one pilots 

twenty one pilots: Car Radio 

twenty one pilots- Kitchen Sink

Breaking Benjamin - I Will Not Bow

NEW DIVIDE - Linkin Park

twenty one pilots - Nico And The Niners 

twenty one pilots - Message Man

The Things I Deserve - GHOST

Alec Benjamin - Mind Is A Prison

KikuoHana - O Light

Apocalyptica feat. Brent Smith - Not Strong Enough

The Pixies - Where is my mind

Lil Soda Boi - "plug me in" 

Penelope Scott - Soap

AJR - Karma

Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz

Stella Jang - Villain

Killer In The Mirror - Set it Off

I Don't Give A... - MISSIO

Na Na Na - My Chemical Romance

Daughtry - Traitor

Famous Last Words - My Chemical Romance

I'm Still Standing - Elton John

Glass Animals - Toes ( All I ever want, is just a little love - hehe, not just for that line, but yk)

Panic! At The Disco - Crazy = Genius 

iNSaNiTY- VocaCircus

Fish in a Birdcage - Fish in a Birdcage

syudou - Hebereke Junkie

Apocalyptica feat. Brent Smith - Not Strong Enough

ピノキオピー - 神っ (God-ish)

Call Boy - Miyashita Yuu but specifically THIS version

(I have translated english lyrics for the last two, so thats fun!)

ENHYPEN - 'Drunk-Dazed' (im gonna animates Something with this eventually)

[skylernightmare]

Thank you for the Tag! @violent138

shuffle your on repeat playlist and list the first 10 songs, then tag 10 people

1. Valkyrie (Nightcore) Varien ft. Laura Brehm

2. DNA (Nightcore) - Little Mix

3. Kiss the Girl (Minor Key) - RafScrap Cover The Little mermaid 

4. Magia (Madoka Magica) - AmaLee Cover

5. Poison - LittleJayneyCakes

6. An immortal falls in love with the same soul, over and over again - Reinaeiry

7. You're nothing without me - Joker and Akechi Cover Persona 5

8. Hated by life itself English vers. - Oktavia Cover

9. The truth beneath the rose (Nightcore) - Within Temptation 

10. Partners in Crime (Nightcore) - Set it Off

Yes, my music taste is that of a 14 year old girl, but what can I say, I grew up with this stuff ^^"

But I did think there would be more than one Vocaloid song, but it seems like they went into hiding xD

@starry-bi-sky @spicy-apple-pie @deadsetobsessions @incorrectkakashi @pinkiemachine @flamingpudding @hdgnj @kore-arts @live-from-gotham @cyrwrites

[seduceme-lovestruck-thearcana]

@megatraven (there’s some proofreading but forgive me if some stuff is off or doesn’t make sense exactly. It’s 3 AM rn and I really wanna post this lol)

EDIT: Also, I didn’t see that you answered my ask about Meg and Hercules, so I’m sorry that some info is off😭.

Hercules and MC Friendship AU part 1: Hercules’s Songs.

Okay my song breakdown is of 2 covers of a song called, “Love me, love me, love me,” and they’re English covers of a Japanese song. Here is the cover by LittleJayneyCakes and here’s the other by JubyPhonic, which I will be using the lyrics from. I’ll be switching back and forth (since some lyrics I like from one and then some I like from the other) to make them fit the theme, and I’ll make sure to say where they come from :).

Anyways, after looking at the comments, you learn that this isn’t a yandere song (tho it sounds a lot like it), and is instead about golden child syndrome. The syndrome where a child will do anything it takes to get love from their parent(s). It’s shown in the lyrics such as:

(JubyPhonic): “I’m doing so well have you heard? You see, you see, I’m such a good girl! Cute as a button you heard.”

But sometimes it edges into a dangerous line, where the person is getting hurt.

JubyPhonic: “You see, you see, so good this girl. In pain I scream you see?!”

And then I’ll switch the JayneyCakes’s lyrics at that some moment which is: “Hey, hey, lovely just like me. Aren’t I the cutest of all? Hey, hey, I’m good, aren’t I? If you say no I’ll cry!” The doubt and the NEED to KNOW if they’re doing good just hits and proves the point more.

And then Jubyphonic’s “Aishite” (which is the original Japanese line at this point) is instead, “Love me I say,” while JayneyCakes is “Love me I beg,” which I feel FITS SO GOOD.

Jubyphonic: “Love me I say, love me I say, love me I say, more and more! Love me I say, love me away! Until I’m not completely sane.” I used to hear this line as “Love me you say,” which is like the parent is telling the kid to love them, which I feel could also fit, but “love me I say,” is what she actually sings.

JayneyCakes: “Love me I beg! Love me I beg! Love me I beg! More and more! And love me I beg! Love me I BEG! Till we feel madness creeping in.” (Highly recommend listening so you can hear the pure emotion in her voice and how hard it hits)

Now, how does this fit with Hercules and MC? Well, I listen to this song and I hear Hercules so heavy in it. Like, you could say it fits Alex (since they do so much to please their mother and Olympus in general), but this song is to an even higher degree than what Alex does, just like Hercules is. I cannot remember too much about Hercules, but from what I remember the reason he’s taking the auras is because Zeus promised him he’d be able to become a full god (Top Tier I believe) if he collected a certain amount of Aura’s.

I see him going above and beyond because he even stole Meg’s who, I believe, was Hercules’s love at the time. He’s stealing auras and doing whatever it takes to please his father and other Olympians, and he’s definitely been doing this for years and years. Probably since he was born. We see how demigods are treated on Olympus, such as Zeus calling Deukalion’s human side a “weakness”, and we definitely know that belief plays a part in Hercules’ life and how he acts. I’m so certain he’s been told his human side is a weakness ALL his life, definitely in the old days. And I feel like a part of him hates him, which I imagine from these lyrics following the previous:

LittleJayneyCakes: “Its agony, it’s agony, this curse I bear. Undo it, undo it, hey!” But he’s gotten so used to it that he can’t be stopped. “It can’t be stopped now, no, AAAAH!!”

And Hercules has gotten so used to it that he doesn’t think twice about stealing the auras. Just like the lyrics from LittleJayneyCakes. He changes over time, growing older with each century and Millenia.

LittleJayneyCakes: “Time goes on, time goes on, changes come to your frame, but the collar stays the same.” He’s so used to it. “It’s agonizing now, but this is nothing new. People just, people just, they’re not enough!”

The “collar” its mentioning is metaphorical that is sung about in the beginning, only mentioned about finding a collar and tying it around their neck and it becoming tighter and “blinding” their vision (in both versions with diff lyrics). I didn’t mention it because I wanted to jump right into it, but the collar is metaphorical. To me, the collar symbolizes the control the parent has and how it’s grown tighter.

Zeus’s control on Hercules, and even other divine beings, has changed over time and definitely become harsher.

JubyPhonics (the same time where JayneyCakes was at): “Grow as you may like a sweet summers day, but this collar will stay just the same. I’m hurting and bleed, I need more to feed. Get people, more people the choker would scream!”

This is where I was secondly hit the most with Hercules thoughts, with both lyrics but here’s both that follow immediately after the previous (with JayneyCakes REALLY hitting the Hercules feeling):

JubyPhonic: “I am the best in my class they attest, I’m a girl far above all the rest. From better than Rose, to better than all you. People, oh people, look only at me!”

JayneyCakes: “I vow to not lose to anyone in my class, aren’t I such a lovely child? (Hey). From more than that child! To more than that child! Ladies and gentlemen, gather ‘round, marvel at me!”

He’s doing all this to get everyone to look at him and give him validation. To give him love and for him to PROVE himself through anything. No matter what it takes. Even if it means he loses things he cares for. I can’t remember too much about our guy Hercules (since I can’t bring myself to watch Hydra’s route all over again rn tho I love him) but I can bet he’s lost a lot in his life too, since he’s followed everyone rules and guidance, even when it is bad. These lyrics both hit me, so I can’t really choose. They’re both just SO great, at least in these lines:

Jubyphonic: “Meeting alone in the yard, from me to you confessing my heart. Was it a lie from the start? To say I love you from afar, as filthy a creature you are!”

JayneyCakes: “Behind the gymnasium, when I told you that I was in love. Wasn’t that kind of a lie? I love you so, so very much, even though I think that you’re TRASH!

This feels like the Olympians (especially Zeus) giving him attention and validation, but still letting him know his human side is a weakness. They love him, but see him as weak (filthy creature) and not worth it (trash).

And then the golden child syndrome shows heavily here. Especially in Juby’s side. He’s willing to do whatever it takes and it’s plainly stated.

Jubyphonic: “Love me I say, love me I say, love me I say, take what you want of me. Taking from me, taking from me! All that I have and all that I keep!” And then Olympus’s POV: “Screaming for more. You’re not enough! Screaming for more. I couldn’t give you up, Ah!”

And then a big part that I can’t really decide who it’s coming from, since I see these songs as a conversation almost. Is this Olympus apologizing to him? Or Hercules apologizing to who he’s hurt? And may hurt in the future?

Jubyphonic: “I am just so sorry!” And then it goes into the “Love me I say,” and such, BUT adds the part, “Love me away, until I’m not completely sane! Torturing me, strangling me, torturing me. More and more, more and more, ahh!!” I see this as the collar continuing to tighten and tighten, until:

“Aren’t I so happy today?”

BUT JayneyCakes side hurts too (this is the part where Juby is all “taking from me”): “Love me I beg, love me I beg, love me I beg, I’ll give you everything. But in return, but in return! I’ll make you share this hatred I bear. It’s not enough, YOU’RE not enough, just not enough! But I won’t let you go, ahhh!!! I’m sorry about this!” And then travels back into the “love me I beg” from the beginning, but instead of Juby’s final lyrics they say:

“Love me I beg! Till we feel madness creeping in. It’s agony- I won’t let go- it’s agony. Strangle me, strangle me, hey!!” And then the part that feels so Hercules to me, something I bet he wonders:

“Isn’t this happiness?”

And then she screams. She screams!!! JUST AH!! It hits so good. These lyrics feel like such a Hercules song because I believe he’s doing so much of his fathers bidding bc he wants to become a top tier god. The people who are seen as ‘important’ in Olympus and who have respect from everyone! They’re true gods, no matter what, and that’s how he can become worth it. It’s how he can be seen as ‘perfect’ in his eyes. He wants to see the validation and live, no matter the cost.

Even if it hurts him, terribly so, or others around him. He’ll give whatever it takes, even parts of himself, to Olympus to be seen as worth it. And he’s lived so long that the question, “Isn’t this happiness?” Feels like a genuine question he might ask. He’s lived like this for so long….does he even know any other way? Any other way to live? Or is this it? Taking from others to gain approval, is it the only thing he knows?

That’s my first part of this AU I have involving MC and Hercules friendship. I wanted to break down these 2 covers because these lyrics always hit me as Hercules, AND MC AS WELL!! I’ll explain the MC part later (so this might be a 3 part…..I’m not sure yet) and then how I see their friendship forming and the point of these posts.

I love you Meg!! And I hope I didn’t come off as too sympathetic to Hercules. He’s done some fucked up shit, but a part of me sees a little deeper into it, just like we do with Zeus and Eros and any other insufferable God lol. I hope you enjoy the breakdowns and I highly recommend listening to both! They’re so good and it’s the only way to really hear the emotion and see what I mean! Especially LittleJayneyCakes (she puts her whole life into this cover). If you do, I’d love to hear your thoughts, but if not then that’s okay!!

But I would love to hear your thoughts or rambles or screams (or even disagreements if you have some) about the breakdown and the beginning of my Hercules and MC friendship posts!! Love you💙💙.

[l0uterstella]

to go along with me posting huein's sprite take this wall of angst i wrote today as a gift ❤️

A song I pretty much based Huein on was This is the Happiness and Peace of Mind Committee (more specifically the eng cover from LittleJayneyCakes)

"Happiness is your responsibility! Are you really happy now? You're supposed to be!"

Because they're related to Sanah, people in their village expect them to always be happy just like him, which leads them to always hide their true feelings to show others the only thing they want to see, happiness, just to please them. When someone worries about them, it makes them feel like they let that person down, so they never open up, not even to Sanah. But Sanah's very patient with them, and always subtly lets them know that he'll listen to them whenever they're ready to open up

Huein's also the host of a spirit who died when she was a child, and Huein lets her occasionally possess them so she could experience the life she never got to live, so in a way she helps them rest and remind them what genuine happiness feels like in the form of the her childhood innocence and playfulness

[whentheycryvideos]

Lyrics

Painlessly I murdered them gently I replaced it with words and forgot the sadness Ah, what have I lost now?

I was made to imagine a list of sounds called sin It won’t come true, this memory of a dream of atonement From the world I had longed for they disappeared and vanished The prayers of people always damaged

The more my figure reflected in a mirror understands happiness The more uncertain it becomes Ah, yet there is still something that I want

Fulfilling this present where I can’t hear voices of pleasure This method of compensation and the pain of living was taken away If it is a world where I am merely surviving I don’t need to ambivalently wound or love other people

From the world that I am pinned down I parted with meaning This scattered reality, where is it going? You wished for the sin that I am burdened with In front of the mirror reflecting myself everyone is gone

[mukuberry]

shout out to LittleJayneyCakes for releasing Poison (Thanks for Nothing) in 2017. that shit validated tween me so much ♡

[send-me-a-puffalope]

Waltz of Malice/Malice Waltz but like. This cover by LittleJayneyCakes makes me think of your fic (and also my fic: Bête Noire)

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HIDAJDJ i searched it up on YouTube and a FNAF SFM short with the song showed up as the second result so. I guess you’re not the only one who has connected the song to FNAF in some way HAHAJDJAK

[liliallowed]

here's two crimson coded songs btw. cuz these songs live in my head rent free.

probably would do a second character analysis on crimson but these two songs basically summarize it.

they're a self destructive adrenaline ADDICT. like. actual addict that literally can't quit.

from an outsiders perspective it's dumb to be this obsessed. but something about destructive cycles isn't necessary about time loops. it happens.

it's not just about resets it's about bad habits. it's about avoiding regret. running away, an escapism so deep that it's corroded the path.

when you run so far you'd forget what you were running from. you just know you can't stop. must keep going.

must. have to. they want to be alone but also feel lonely. they want to be good but are SCARED of it.

player may be hateable to a lot of people but their unrealistic villainy is HEAVILY symbolic. (and personal) they're still my blorbo.

it might not be deep character building. or not up to your preference but I'm not going to change these flaws. this is what they are.

(I should probably put a dead dove do not eat tag huh)

I love you guys but please understand this character means more to me than just a villain to discard for a classic Disney happy ever after.