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Im asking cause i really like your theories - do you think theres a reason why peng is so focused on macaque? He talked to him first in 4x02, mentions him out of nowhere even when no one does, and even seems bitter when mentioning the hold wukong has on him. I joke he has an unrequited crush on macaque and hes pulling on his pigtails, but the fact lmk both made him have a big obsession with macaque and had him escape instead of just jailing him like yellowtusk, makes me feel theres a reason for it
There could easily be some jttw thing I don't know, or there could not, but I'll do my best to provide some insight based off of what we see in lmk!
So, I think Peng and Macaque quite simply just don't mesh. This is used as a way to highlight their differences, as well as set up the eventual fight between Macaque and Peng in 4x13. Peng dislikes the way Macaque goes about things, especially because Macaque prefers to be methodical and cautious while Peng loves to foolhardily fight:
Macaque: "Look Wukong—I get you're excited, I do! But crossing the jade emperor is going to have consequences- and you're not listening. *sigh*" Peng: "You always were the most cowardly of the bunch Macaque, slinking around in the shadows like a rodent—well I for one am done with squabbling for scraps!"
(4x02 New Adventures)
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Sun Wukong: "Peng is the most dangerous foe any of you have ever faced—buuuuut, the only thing they care more about than fighting is self preservation." (4x12 The Plan Man)
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These two characters are foils. Where Macaque has a difficult time leaving-
Peng: "The six-eared Macaque fighting side by side with his own replacements! Is there anything Wukong could do that would break his hold over you?" (4x13 Rip and Tear)
-Peng on the other hand runs the moment things turn south. They abandon their brothers, valuing their own life over anyone else's and making it clear that no one has a hold on them the same way people have a hold on Macaque. Macaque never wanted to reach for more, yet Peng is motivated by their lust for wealth and status. They're "done with squabbling for scraps" and are glad to say goodbye to Camel Ridge—or "this dump"—clearly focused on material things more than anything else.
Macaque: "No that's YOU! You're the one always running off! Looking for more power, more sources of immortality—you're the one who wouldn't quit while were were ahead! Not the great sage, he's got to drag EVERYONE else into his mess!" (4x11 A Lifetime of Mistakes)
((I will say, however, I wonder why Peng chose to leave Heaven in the first place. Their motivations aren't as noble as Azure's and Yellowtusks'—what forced them out of their spot in the Celestial Court, if anything did?))
As for mentioning Macaque out of no where—I wouldn't say that's the case! Macaque was the last remaining member of the Brotherhood they had yet to cross paths with in 4x09, it makes perfect sense that Peng would bring him up while talking about reforging the Brotherhood after failing to win over DBK. Of course, Azure and Yellowtusk don't care—Macaque was basically the boyfriend Wukong kept bringing around that no one else liked.
Which...3x08 anyone?
Macaque: "*laughs* Together? Remind me again exactly what it is you contribute to the team? They seem to get on just fine without you! Don't take it personally Tang—your buddy Wukong values people by how useful they are to him. Take it from me as an...expert in what happens when you get too close to the king. Look out for number one, because if you don't? No one will." (3x08 Benched)
Another thing that piques my interest is Peng's choice to run, a cowardly choice, something that in another time they surely would have insulted Macaque for. ESPECIALLY because, Macaque is the one who instead makes the choice to stay in 4x13/4x13, helping to seal the Jade Emperor's power.
So ya. They foils.
Moving on, with the whole "Peng escaping rather than being imprisoned" plot point, I'd call attention to this 4x12 scene:
Peng: "Hm. I was expecting a little more pageantry while we were the ones running the show! Turns out Azure even trapped the cup bearers in the scroll. Pouring one's own drinks does tend to dampen the mood." Yellowtusk: "We are missing more than waitstaff brother—look around! This is not the change we dreampt of." Peng: "Oh, I don't know, a little bit of chaos might be good for the world!"
(4x12 The Plan Man)
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Peng's specific use of the word chaos here leads me to believe that their going to somehow become involved with our who-done-it underworld plot. If Peng is one for chaos, and "the universe is perilously close to tipping into chaos", then it's 1+2. Now that Peng is free and Yellowtusk is imprisoned (very Macaque and SWK of them), I think it's quite possible Peng could work to free Yellowtusk next season, and Yellowtusk might downright refuse (very UNLIKE Macaque and SWK of them). Peng and Yellowtusk's motivations were extremely different since the beginning, and I think the rift between these two will be something explored down the line.
As for Peng and Macaque, I'm sure they'll get another confrontation! Something like Peng offering Macaque a "way out" from whatever our secret puppet-master has planning, and Macaque, in a beautiful choice of showing off his character development, chooses to instead stick it out with SWK and MK. It'll be something that highlights how much Macaque has developed and grown, while showing off Peng's vices.
#my personal interpretation is that Peng legitimately just hates Macaque's guts lmao#Maybe they're jealous of the devotion they see other people possess#Maybe they're just kinda an asshole#Either way they are a delight to watch#Very attached to my Macaque and Peng foils now anon thank you#One thing that get's me about Peng is their little ''Save your breath Azure'' in 4x08#Like. DUDE. THAT SOUNDED SO SINCERE. WHAT ARE YOUR MOTIVATIONS. *shakes that bird*#anyways#asks#lmk#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk peng#lmk macaque#lmk meta#lmk speculation#Always happy to think too hard about lego characters o7
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could you expand on your thoughts why you think dan and phil havent always been monogamous? super curious! i kind of get the same vibe.
i'm happy to expand on it tbh! it's something i think and talk a lot about with my friends.
i'm hesitant about going in depth because i've found that's when people find it okay to say deeply shitty things to me, a polyamorous person, under the guise of academic debate/it just being a difference of opinion. but i'm also not going to let the possibility of that stop me?
ANYWAYS.
quite honestly the biggest thing for me is just. taking dan and phil at their word? even when parsing something true through them saying things in silly ways that's the easiest way to be right about them.
we noticed and believed in the underlying truth in their gay jokes before they were out. people are willing to entertain the bondage and mpreg and various other horny jokes as containing some kernel of truth. more people than literally any point in time are willing to believe there's some substance to dan's career-long mentions of gender.
but for whatever reason (mononormativity) the comments about them being attracted to/flirting with/being interested in other people get written off as 100% joking and funny because they're the most monogamous people ever & because they get jealous easily. and that just? sucks.
i think they've always been committed. like, phil brought dan home to meet his parents at their very first christmas together type committed. planning to spend the rest of their lives together from 3 months into the relationship committed.
but also like? that coexists with the fact that dan wasn't able to come out to himself as gay until the lead up to basically i'm gay. 2018 or maybe 2017, i think. @freckliephil or @phulge has brought up the idea to me before that part of why they didn't label their relationship to us in 2019 may have been because they were still in flux with labeling it for themselves.
dan has also always had commitment issues due to how he saw his parents' relationship function/due to his home life growing up and i'm NOT going to elaborate on this one but it is so obvious.
(consider this whole post informed by conversations with aries and roper btw).
i think the idea that dan and phil were secure in their connection but not in a place where they had to (or could, on dan's part) ascribe labels to it in the early years is realistic?
and i think their commitment and security can coexist with the idea of like. "i think it's hot seeing you kiss other people for attention at parties and come home with me". + i genuinely think the fantastic foursome explored each other's bodies on the italy trip. etc.
i definitely think there would've been huge stretches of monogamy, and i do think that there was jealousy before they found their footing and felt comfortable in their commitment. (different rant, but i think most of what gets read as jealousy these days is them dong a bit/possessiveness).
but i think there's also always been points in time where they were either theoretically or in practice fine with having sexual experiences with other people. that wouldn't've really been possible during their deep closet era, and i don't think it was COMMON beforehand.
but i also think that it's definitely something possible after they came out.
i think people hear me say this and assume i'm degrading the incredible and beautiful love and commitment dan and phil share. that i'm reducing queer men's relationships down to sex only.
but like. i'm not fucking doing that! the people making those assumptions are doing that! and saying a lot about how they view non monogamy too!
i'm saying i think they're so secure in their love and relationship that they're literally completely unbothered and not threatened by potentially having an open relationship. devotion is not only present in monogamous relationships.
WAD makes sense as a point of post coming out timing for another open period in their relationship to me. quite honestly i could see phil being the one to suggest it to dan? 2019 thru the close of WAD was dan's self actualization era.
growing up in the context of a single committed relationship does things to you psychologically. your identity formation happens side by side with another person and even if the relationship isn't controlling and toxic you can really lose sight of your individuality, if you're not careful. this is even easier to have happen if you share all of your friends, live together, AND work together. ESPECIALLY if you're significantly closeted in some way.
i know this because i've also lived it. believe me when i say dan NEEDED to figure out who he was as an individual. we saw him do that in several iterations artistically/careerwise. but we also saw his interest in experiencing queer culture in ways he missed out on when he was young and closeted.
so i think dan actually WAS on the apps, when he was touring WAD. i wouldn't be surprised if that was phil's idea, even. a "don't worry, go see the world, we've been open before, i'm not worried you won't want to come home to me, nobody's gonna match your freak like i do". i think phil would've had the option too but probably would've taken it less.
and i think it's like. like they're best friends! it's something they would've been talking about with each other. i think it could've been foreplay to them sometimes. i think it could've been what catapaulted dan into his top era. (this is a seperate essay from drs. frecklie, frecklie and phulge as well).
most importantly we think dan came back from the first leg of WAD having completely exorcised his fear of commitment and. wait i have to find a specific message. nevermind you're getting 3 screenshots without any further context
anyways. i can't find the specific point where we said this so it was maybe an in person conversation but the rest of the idea is that experiencing other options resulted in dan coming back from WAD and proposing. and phil proposing the gaming channel return right back. we 1000% said this before phil mentioned that he's the one who suggested the gaming channel return i just can NOT fucking find receipts on that because we largely voice message.
this has been an entire ramble that touched on a lot of different subjects but. yeah. dan and phil aren't polyamorous in the "both dating another person as a couple/other people as individuals" sense nor will they ever be. but there's sooo much room between that and strict monogamy.
and a lot of that in between is in perfect alignment with the ways they've talked about their lives over the years and is yet another extension of them having a level of trust love and intimacy in their relationship that most people will never experience. so
thank you for coming to my ted talk.
#jam replies#jam posts#anon#polyamory#analysis#meta#this is ok to rb but i'm not putting it in the tags bc people love to be shitheads#jam thoughts#freckliephulge
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The Kitsune’s if they were Yandere’s?😃
who says they aren't >;3
okay but no seriously--
TRIGGER WARNING FOR YANDERE SHIT--- manipulative, violent, toxic as hell, you guys know the drill
Aki
really brings the dere into yandere
he seems so cute and sweet and harmless
and he is!
mostly...
he tries not to show it
and when he does show it he plays it off as haha cutesy I'm just a little guy
but he's got a jealous streak a mile wide
he jokes around about 'the great Aki saw you first'
but you do not understand the depths of his dibs...
has a lot of animalistic tendencies
and he plays it either as innocent or kinky
sorry I bit you, I just couldn't control myself <:c
but don't fall for it
he's marking you
also it's funny how the people he pranks for revenge involving you seem to have their pranks go 'horrible wrong'
oops
welp, guess that guy only has one eye now but serves him right for talking like that to you
plays like he's joking when he acts a little possessive
'hey bud, they're spoken for >:T'
but the moment your back is turned he is giving them a look that they will see in their nightmares
likes to used pranks to remind people he's 'always watching'
and maybe he is maybe he isn't
it's hard to tell
always super sweet and loving with you
and maybe a little insecure
you love him don't you?? <:c
you'll stay with him forever right?? <:c
you're all his right??? <:c
he puppy eyes it but he's ready to take matters into his own hands if any of that ever changes...
don't buy those puppy eyes
Haru
WOOF POSSESSIVE
I mean, all of them are but HIM ESPECIALLY
also SUPER jealous
is hyper aware of the way people might try and get into your pants
mostly cause he does the same thing lol
also a big fan of marking you and isn't even shy about making that known
what?? gotta give you a few bite marks to let them know you're mine
loves to put his scent on you, more marking
is usually constantly hovering
another king of the haha yeah totally :) then once your back is turned HE'S GLARING DAGGERS >8l
likes to have you wear his stuff so people know your taken
if someone is rude to you he'll pull them off to the side for 'a quick chat'
and they are never heard from again
very much standing behind you with his hand on his sword daring a motherfucker to try him
but he's super sweet to you always
constant love bombing
lots of gifts
lots of spoiling you
declarations of love and devotion as he kisses your hand
and you think he's flirting or just being a little romantic
but no he's so dead serious you don't even know
will kidnap you if it comes to that
worried about you being safe
also don't bring up the idea of you dying, either by natural causes or other means, cause it will trigger a melt down
tears and a little bit of violence and a whole lot of not letting you leave for anything
also is about ready to restart the clan wars if he sees the other kitsune touch you for even a second
violently or romantically
your his precious mate and no one else can have you
Fuyu
WELP
this dude is already lonely and violent at the start of his route so
surprising no one he can and will get that way again at the drop of a hat if it involves you
he is actually the most reluctant to backhand a bitch since he did all this growing for you
but don't get it twisted he did all this growing FOR YOU
without you he's not actually grown (at least in yandere form)
he will kill someone very quickly if he thinks even for a second that they'll hurt you
also another dude who will restart these clan wars over you
will rip out the other kitsune's throats if he sees them near you
also more marking here
he's actually very gentle with his marking
until he's feeling insecure
then he bites a little too hard
and is very tearful and apologetic afterwards
he feels like a monster
but he will do it again if jealousy takes hold of him
another one whose easily triggered to dramatics but his aren't always violent
well they ARE just not VIOLENCE you see
violent break downs
violent sobbing
may border on threats of harming himself if you leave
very manipulative but he gets away with it cause it all comes from a place of pain and you're a bleeding heart
will kidnap you and then swan about on how he's such a monster but he can not let you go but he hates himself for it
true drama llama
but when he's sweet or romantic it's like a poem
everything he does he does out of love
you just kinda wish cha boy was more fucking stable about it.....
#bear text#blush blush game#blush blush#bear talks#sad panda studios#Aki#Haru#Fuyu#haru blush blush#blush blush haru#blush blush aki#aki blush blush#blush blush fuyu#fuyu blush blush#yandere
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seunghan as your bf and ideal type please
SEUNGHAN AS YOUR BF ~ based off astrology obsv.
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Libra Sun: ofc this man has venusian influence do you see how fine he is. He's super charming and flirty and most def has a way with words with you since paired with a charming libra sun he has mercury in virgo which makes it exalted (meaning the placement is well expressed). He has sun square saturn which can possibly make him a big perfectionist towards both himself and you as well. His sun is trine neptune so hes VERY sensitive or on the more emotional side. Might also try to make his relationships have a "dream" like quality to them (even situationships)
Sagittarius Moon: literal happy pill. He'd enjoy feeling "free" in a relationship and for there to be extreme trust and for things not to be too possessive or would prefer if there wasn't much jealousy from his s/o (would probs be better with someone who isn't too sensitive). Would want to party and have lots unlimited fun with his s/o. I've noticed every dude I met with a sag+libra influence are super into smiles and nice teeth so that would probably be something he consistently compliment you about. Might suffer from impulsiveness when the relationship seems too stable and will "shake things up" Would definitely tease+make fun of you especially paired with that virgo mercury. Might run away from his problems/feelings if they're too severe or intense in the relationship. His moon is trine jupiter so once again an indicator of him using his feelings to navigate the relationship
Virgo Mercury: His mercury is exalted which means the planet expresses itself pretty well and properly compared to its detriment/fallen counterparts. He's a pretty good communicator which is lowkey ironic since he avoids conversational conflict but..having an exalted mercury (paired with a libra sun) he might be super good at talking himself out of/diffusing arguments with you. Pays attention to the small details and points of what you say; similar to Shotaro he remembers A LOT about you, things you've said, the things you love. Could be a little critical once again, might tell you where you fucked up but will try to be funny and lighthearted about it since his moon is in sag. His mercury is square pluto which also explains that he CAN communicate but sometimes he feels like words are too much and would rather be affectionate to show his feelings. Like if he missed you on an extreme level he'd prefer to just lay in bed with you holding you tight until you both fell asleep.
Libra Venus: has luck with the ladiesss most definitely. the headcanons of having to deal with girls approaching seunghan might be true I fear. but with the right person he’d have a good sense of devotion. Gloats to his friends about how pretty, perfect and attractive you are and probs enjoys people being jealous of him for having you (similar to sungchan). Dates would be a balance of idealistically romantic dates but combined with simple super fun dates like you two trying new things together or even going out partying/drinking together as a pair. Lowkey might constantly bring up how you two “compliment” each other or “balance each other out” or maybe even people outside of the relationship may think so. Would be super into gift giving and physical touch as love languages. Would love getting/giving expensive high quality gifts. Venus is sextile Pluto so he likes romantic/sexual intensity and control !!
Pisces Mars: Tries to be on the middleground especially since his sun/venus is in libra so he'd most likely be passive and indirect when it came to disagreements and arguments. Would try to subdue the situation rather than actually talk it out. He might even use affection or buttering you up to end the conflict ngl LMMFFAOOO. Imo he might need a more mature partner to help him actually participate in hard conversations. His mars is conjunct Uranus and that paired with his sag moon he might once again be pretty impulsive and do/say things just for the sake of it like imagine he suddenly does something risky as fuck with you in public and then when you ask him about he'd be like "wdym bae 😗". Also has mars square lilith so ngl...he'd try to use physical affection after an argument or upsetting you to make you feel better PLEASEEEE.
Authors Note: Sorry for the lack of answered requests I have 45 in my inbox and have been swamped at work LOL
#riize#kpop astrology#riize fluff#riize imagines#riize reactions#riize smut#riize x reader#riize seunghan#hong seunghan#riizenet#riize hard hours#riize hard thoughts#riize soft hours#riize soft thoughts#riize reading#riize astrology#briize#seunghan x reader
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jealous girl ♡♡♡ gojo satoru x yan fem reader; obsessive + possessive behavior, manipulation, violence, death, murder lana vibes :0
How long have you liked Gojo Satoru? Ummm... since forever, maybe?
Truth is, you've been an admirer of the handsome white haired man ever since you first spotted him back in high school. Girls would always fawn over the various good-looking guys in Jujutsu High, but your crush never wavered once.
There was something about Gojo that set your heart on fire. He was just so handsome and strong... imagine if he was yours. You'd always be by his side, and vow to make him happy for as long as you lived. If only it were true. Too many times did you fantasize about him being your boyfriend, or husband, so many instances that you started believing the two of you were made for each other.
Despite these intense feelings of yours, he barely knew you existed, to your dismay. Almost never did he glance in your direction, as sad as that is. Chances are he might know you're one of his classmates, but that's about it. For the most part, you didn't really stand out. Compared to other students, you faded into the background. Overshadowed by the outgoing, eccentric students, your shy meek personality made you a nobody. Almost all of your other classmates haven't heard of you either.
The feeling was melancholic, to be so alone. You'd be living a lie if you said it didn't bother you. Once you got home, you'd break down crying. The clarity of your loneliness, and the lack of bonds you failed to make. All you wanted was for a single person to care. To have a person finally see you. You wanted to fall in love, just like everyone else. All you desired was for someone to devote yourself to, and for them to be devoted in return.
Just when you were about to give up, you stopped yourself. The idea came to your mind. There's no need to give up. If your place in the world was off... all you had to do was change.
And so, as high school went on, you'd do your best to improve yourself. Working out to grow stronger and fit, perfecting your powers, and learning to dress nicely and applying makeup to enhance yourself. You'd work hard to become the ideal girl for him. One day, you'd get Satoru to notice you.
As you closed your compact mirror, you turned your head to the side and spotted him down the hall. Eyes softening, you whispered with a faint smile. “Wait for me… okay?”
Soon enough, it was working. You looked way better in senior year than you did in freshman year. Compliments became more frequent, and you had been called 'cute' or 'pretty' often by students who barely knew your name two years ago. Some people even thought you were a last minute transfer student at first with how sudden you appeared on everyone's radar. The outside attention was nothing to you, for there was only one person you wanted to see you.
That's when you decided it was time. The transformation had given you a surge of confidence, and you decided you'd finally approach the boy of your dreams. You had it all planned out. It'd be the perfect encounter, flawlessly orchestrated by your brilliance, and he'd fall for you as if it was love at first sight.
At least, that's what you thought would happen, but...
There's something in the way.
It was another girl in your class. She was popular and well liked by your peers. Unlike you, she had years to grow her overwhelming popularity. Compared to her, your likeness was only a droplet in her sea of fame. There she was, talking to Gojo, but it wasn't a normal sort of talk. She was getting awfully close, and you picked up on her trying to flirt with him. It was sickening.
"Seems like Ani is going for Satoru~"
"She told me they're totally going to go out!"
What?
There was a faint sound. A shatter of glass, like something inside you was breaking. You were petrified. A dull ringing echoed in your ears. Terror struck you down to your core, and your body froze in place like an ice sculpture as you stared forward. Breath and vision shaky, you tried to assess your crumbling reality. There's no way... you worked so hard just for him to get whisked away by someone else? The two of you were meant to be, so this was impossible. This isn't right... this can't be right. This can’t be…
Who does this girl think she is? Intruding on your plans? Does she seriously think she can waltz in and steal him away from you?! It isn't fair.
With narrow eyes and a displeased frown, your face twisted into a cruel scowl. Your nails were digging into your skin with how tightly your fists were clenched. Any firmer, and they’d bleed. A burgeoning jealousy was festering inside of you. A burning rage that would soon heighten into a towering inferno. You were a ticking time bomb, and if you went off, the consequences could be catastrophic. This has to stop. If fate wanted to continue to hinder you, you'd defy it. Satoru will be yours.
A quiet, tired sigh escaped your glossy lips. A stray lock of hair got in your face, but you gently brushed it away with the back of your wrist.
On your knees, you were currently sitting on your legs, resting on the ground. Set before you was a pile of human remains. The gory disarray made a mess of your bathroom floor, and extended to you. Even after removing your bloody dress, the crimson splatters persisted, as your skin and white undergarments were stained with red. The pungent smell of rotting flesh must be awful. Thankfully the mask you were wearing blocked it out. There probably wasn't an essential oil or fancy perfume strong enough to counter it, sadly. Still, you'd do your best. This was for true love, after all.
By the time you were finished, the body was carefully disposed of. Surveying the room, there was not a single trace left. As for your alibi and hers, it was tied up neatly. Since the two of you weren't friends, much less acquaintances, there was little to no connection between you both. And as far as everyone knew, Ani went on a vacation, one that she'd be on for a long time.
Unfortunately, you had to wait a while after graduation to get rid of her, but now that she wasn't in your way, you could finally see him.
"Oh, Satoru..." You crooned softly as you held your cheek. A warm feeling was growing in your chest. Lowering your lids, a borderline euphoric expression usurped your features. Just thinking about him gave you a surge of pure ecstasy. He was as good as yours. Blithely grinning to yourself, you could already picture yourself trapped in his embrace and drowning in his love. You couldn't wait to finally make your dreams come true.
The white haired man was just hanging up the phone. His friend went out on a trip a few weeks ago, but he figured she would've called at least once. They weren't that close, but he couldn't help but think about it. He lowered the device, shoving it into his pocket.
Suddenly, he felt someone bump into him.
"Ah...! I'm terribly sorry..." You apologized sheepishly. Once you glanced up and met his eyes, you froze in surprise. He was just as shocked, if not more that such a beautiful woman ran into him. From your silky hair, pretty face, and adorable coquette style of clothing, he couldn't help but stare. His captivation didn't go unnoticed by you either. Being able to take him back with your appearance gave you a pleasant rush.
"Gojo Satoru!" You beamed happily upon recognizing him. "It's nice to see you."
His charming smile returned as he studied you. "Oh hey! (L/N) (Y/N)... right?" No way... he remembered you! Hearing him say your name made your heart flutter. It felt like a few years were added to your lifespan. "Likewise."
"I see you've become a sorcerer for the school as well..." You observed. Faintly blushing, you returned his smile with a dulcet one as you held your chin. After all, the two of you were standing a few miles away from the building. If that wasn't a giveaway. "Though, I'm not surprised... you've always been incredibly powerful...!"
He chuckled at your praise. "Aww (L/N), you flatter me~!" Faking embarrassment, he dismissively waved a hand at you. The two of you shared a laugh.
"Oh...! Now that I have you, are you busy?" You decided to finally ask him. "I'd love to talk with you over tea."
Gojo paused in thought for a moment before answering. His eyes gleamed through the blue tinted lens of his glasses. It was a tempting offer. "Ah, well... I have a busy schedule... but I think I can make some time for you, Ms. (L/N)." He joked.
Once you heard him agree, you beamed at your small victory. This couldn't have been more perfect. After that, you offered to take him to the closest café. However, as you were about to start walking, you tripped again on your heels.
"Eep...!" With a squeak, you lost your balance and grabbed onto his arm to steady yourself. Snaking your arms around his arm, you held him securely close to your chest. Your frame was pressed into his side.
As soon as you realized your intimate position, you looked up at him, face flushed with embarrassment. "S-Sorry!" Careful not to trip over your words, you began to explain. "I fought a curse on the way here. I'll be okay, but it cursed me to lose my balance ever so often..."
Total lie. You've mastered the art of acting scatterbrained just for this moment.
Shyly, you went to release him, but Gojo drew closer to you. "Oh, is that so...? Then... until that awful curse is gone, feel free to hang on for as long as you need." He insisted with a hum.
A faint blush of apprehension spread across your face. "E-Eh? Would your girlfriend be okay with that?" You asked with worry.
"I don't think she'll mind," He lowered himself, his face dangerously close to yours. His voice dropped to a whisper. "Considering... she doesn't even exist."
A pleasant shiver ran down your spine as your fond smile returned. She will though, in due time. You thought merrily to yourself.
Throughout the entire walk, you were ecstatic. In arm and arm like this, the two of you already looked like a couple. Gojo was as good as yours.
The two of you were having a delightful conversation. Most of it was just catching up and talking about school. After graduating, you both became alumni that worked for the school, but the two of you never had a chance to formally meet since work started.
Gojo studied your enchanting features. For some reason, he couldn't seem to take his eyes off you. From your appearance to your attire, you were breathtaking. To think he completely passed by you in high school. How did you manage to slip under his radar?
"I still can't believe we never talked." He voiced his thoughts aloud.
After hearing that, you paused in thought. "Oh, it's because I used to be really quiet." You confessed with a small smile. "It wasn't until the final year that I decided to reinvent myself to stand out."
"I see..." He hummed as his glance heavily studied your figure. You definitely did a good job at that. He couldn’t stop staring.
A warm smile appeared on your complexion when you met his eyes. "But, now we can make up for lost time, perhaps?"
Your offer intrigued him. Besides, how could he possibly turn down a goddess in human form? "I'd like that." He agreed with a fond grin, and your heart skipped a beat.
Suddenly, Gojo's phone on the table went off. You could've sworn you recognized the name on it, but it belonged to a person who was no longer a part of this world. For a split second, your eyes went dark.
He went to check it, but before he could, you placed a hand atop his. The gesture was quick, but gentle to the touch. His eyes instantly fell on you, and your lips parted.
"T-The truth is... I've had feelings for you since school began." You couldn't help but confess.
Face burning from shyness, you avoided his gaze. "I know that's rather abrupt to say, and forgive me for being presumptuous, but..." You lifted your head.
"Now that you're here with me... I can't help myself." You frowned, your eyes gleaming with desperate longing.
"You're just so... perfect..." You whispered breathlessly. Upon saying those words, the world around you seemed to slow down. Lost in the moment, you couldn't tear your gaze away from your beloved. The only man you had eyes for. Staring at him with bated breath, you were in awe of his handsome features. He's like a god. As much as you wanted to kiss him, that would probably be going too far, and this abrupt confession was already treading the line.
There was a moment of silence, and your eyes softened. Callous reality began to break down your wonderous dream, and seep inside. Perhaps this was a mistake. You should've waited before confessing. It was far too sudden. Your expression turned crestfallen.
Suddenly, a hand took your lone one. Your eyes widened in shock. The gesture made your heart accelerate into overdrive. Gojo lifted up your hand, stroking the back of the palm with his thumb. His touch sent an electric pulse through your body. "Hm... how strange, I didn't think I'd get a confession on the first date." He mused.
"Though... that's not a bad thing." He insisted. Everything you’ve said so far were exactly the things he liked to hear. Resting his cheek on his palm, he leaned closer to you. His eyes traced your form. "I like a woman who knows what she wants."
I've won.
Blinking in surprise, your entire being filled with elation. A rush of ecstasy. Your heart was racing in your chest, and it felt like it was trying to escape. You were practically screaming on the inside. Still, you kept your composure as you met his gaze. "I'm glad." You smiled warmly, eyes shimmering with joy.
It felt like you were still locked in a dream. Finally, Gojo is before you, and the only person he has eyes for... is you. He's yours. He’s really yours. It's so surreal, you struggle to accept it is reality. The mere notion fills you with so much joy, words can't describe how happy you are. Just looking into his eyes gives you a rush of dopamine, and it feels like your veins will burst.
The date continued, and you spent most of it getting to know one another. Though, you know most everything about him, so it's mostly just him learning about you. You're very forthcoming about yourself, and you make sure to express how much you like him every chance you get. He seemed to enjoy how bold you were when it came to showing affection. It was as if he was the only man alive to you, and he certainly liked the attention.
It should be obvious, but there was a second date. And a third, and plenty more after that. Gojo wasn't immune to your charms, and he craved it more each time the two of you met. You earned the title of his girlfriend, and you made sure to make it known. Finally, you were getting the opportunity you so desperately yearned for, and it’s just like everything you imagined, and more. Akin to that of a siren, you triumphantly enraptured Satoru into your clutches. However, instead of killing your prey, you'd treasure him for all eternity.
Should he ever discover your immoral sin, it'd be too late. Now that you had him, you'd make sure he'd stay with you, and you were willing to do whatever it takes. Whether it be lying about taking birth control or poking holes in certain protections of his. Becoming his wife was the goal, and you'd soon get there. The wedding bells were already ringing in your head, and they sounded lovely.
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can't sleep and brain is on overload so i'm breaking out what is possibly a Controversial until dawn opinion
I don't believe Emily and Mike physically cheated on Matt and Jess with each other.
there's a Ton of evidence seemingly contradicting that, sure, but when you look at it it's Incredibly circumstantial and not the full story
Mike and Emily hugging after she tells Matt she's going to find Sam?
we never actually hear what they're talking about, it could have been a friendly greeting, or hell it could have been comforting because, y'know, IT'S THE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THEIR FRIENDS DISAPPEARING AND IT'S KINDA THEIR FAULT
if they were cheating, surely they'd kiss, rather than a pretty chaste hug? okay, sure, there's the risk of being caught, and Ash does of course see them, but I don't really see anything romantic in their body language (though that might be just me)
Emily getting all jealous and possessive and picking a fight with Jess in the lodge?
I don't think that's coming because her and Mike are secretly involved still, I call that Maybe some lingering romantic feelings from what was likely a shitty breakup and mostly bitterness that her best friend is dating her ex that just a year ago she was helping deter another girl from
the big kicker some people whip out is the unpopular dialogue choice when the fire tower is falling, if Matt saw them through the viewfinder, in which Emily basically admits to cheating, right?
except. she doesn't.
her voice in that scene is the biggest thing to me. most of the time, Emily is angry. aggressive. but in that scene, she knows she might die, she's Terrified, and her only hope of getting to safety is yelling at her insistently that she's cheating on him.
"Christ, Matt, we were just talking!" and 'I- I was confused!" and "Please... Matt, I'm sorry!" are her most important lines in that scene, and her delivery is Desperate. she basically whimpers before her stuttered "I", which makes sense. most of Matt's non-choice dialogue, of which there is admittedly very little, makes him sound like a peacekeeper, a mediator. the way he tries to placate Emily when they first arrive, or how he apologises to Ash after scaring her? not the aggressive, fight-starting guy the player can make him be.
so to be Screaming at her in a life or death situation? she knew there was no getting through to him, and she had to say what he wanted to hear if she had any chance of him getting her to safety
none of her words are an outright confession, just enough to Seem like one, and hopefully be apologetic enough that he'll save her so they can talk later, back on safe ground
the "confused" line I call back to 'Maybe lingering romantic feelings leftover from a recent shitty breakup', I haven't heard many cheating confessions so I don't know how many try the confusion justification, but I don't think it fits here
(also, confirmation needed, but on a video I watched of this fire tower scene, I saw a comment saying the devs confirmed she's lying here about actual physical cheating having happened? I don't have a source for that if it's true, but if anyone does that would be really cool and helpful)
and on Mike's part, I look to simply every single thing centred around Jess he did in the game. which was a Lot. they have such a great dynamic, he's clearly very devoted to her, desperate and broken and angry when she's taken and he can't save her, and I just don't see him cheating on her at all, not even with Emily.
so, yeah. while there might have been some emotional stuff left on Emily's end, which does make her kinda shitty since she's with Matt, I don't think they did anything physical while committed to other people like some think they did. Mike I think too devoted to Jess and probably unwilling to go back to Emily, probably associating the relationship with the twins' disappearing. Emily I think does genuinely care about Matt enough to not act on any possible leftover feelings, and this is speculation on my part but she probably wouldn't even if she's just using Matt as a Mike replacement because she's so bitter at Jess for 'stealing her man', but wouldn't want to do the same thing in return to her because she thinks she's better than that i.e better than Jess.
if y'all think differently, I'd love to hear why! or, if you agree with me, I'd still love to hear more! I love thinking about this kinda thing and hearing other people's perspectives
#until dawn#emily until dawn#emily davis#until dawn jess#jessica riley#until dawn mike#mike munroe#rambling 2am thoughts for y'all lmao
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17/25. This character was suggested.
Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, delusions, manipulation, threats, overprotective behavior, violence, abduction
Yandere Caesar A. Zeppeli
🫧He is a hot-blooded and passionate man and once you have successfully caught his interest, he won't stop until he has wooed you. Caesar's past with women is an adventurous one and he is prepared for the certain degree of doubt you'll place on him because of his stupid mistakes of the past. Yet Caesar remains as an individual fitting to be called "delusional" which might just steam from the fact that he's utterly sincere about his love for you. The Zeppeli takes great pride in his ability to love his s/o and is maybe a bit too arrogant which results in him feeling like from all the possible competition revolving around you, he deserves to be your lover the most. What is meant as honestly from his side due to his faith can be perceived as manipulative by others when he elaborates why any other admirer of yours is a absolute catastophe., unworthy of your love.
🫧He had a bit of a rough past where he lost his father so that results in him being rather possessive when it comes down to it. You have to be treasured and loved after all and he plans to devote his everything to you. He's obsessive and takes tremendous pride into it. Caesar seems to know through careful observations so much about you and uses his knowledge accordingly to be the even more perfect partner for you. Because he has your likes and dislikes, preferences and fears engraved into his brain, he reacts hostile when someone tries to present you with an object or situation he knows will intimidate you or make you feel uncomfortable. What a perfect reminder for him why he's the best choice as a lover since he knows how to make you happy. What you wouldn't expect is that Caesar is paranoid under his chivalrous facade. Even if he knows by now the truth about his father, his absence and the loneliness and pain it brought upon him isn't erased.
🫧On a more hot-blooded side, Caesar tends to snap when someone seems to pester his darling a lot. I'd say he tends to look more down at anyone who interacts with you since he's basically trained himself to see with a mere glance at them why they're not suited to even dream about fighting for your love, especially with him as the competition. Jealousy is something he's prone to when he realizes that you enjoy yourself a lot around someone, clearly relaxed and comfortable to share personal secrets. He isn't as petty as to mix a good friendship and romantic interest up but acts of intimacy elicit a jealous reaction out of him. Be it that he suddenly ensures that he keeps a hand on you all the time, teasing flirting that is sure to fluster you or even the rather bold move of kissing you in front of the other person. His occasional passive-aggressive remarks against the person only serve as another way to show his jealousy. He mocks them ever so slightly.
🫧You'd expect someone as utterly gentle as him, someone as focused as Caesar when it comes to you, to be less feisty. Be aware though that this gentleman is only reserved for you and your family since he only wants to impress the people he cares about. Everyone else is in potential danger to be exposed to his hostile and hot-blooded personality. Whilst it is more about mocking and threatening someone who might have an interest in you, Caesar gets particularly violent whenever someone hurts you. He can't tolerate someone who doesn't respect his darling and shows appreciation and especially when someone harms you, physically or emotionally, he goes a little bit insane. Witnessing his s/o in pain feels like a direct fail from his side to protect them and he's nothing short of ruthless to anyone who touches a strand of your hair in the wrong way.
🫧There are two occasions where Caesar snaps. The first one is when his darling is being attacked and he couldn't prevent them from being harmed. It results in paranoia and him suddenly insisting to lock you up and stay with you. His protective side will be triggered in this case and it'll take a while for him to calm down to let you carefully out again yet he will glue himself to your side. He's taking small baby steps really. The second and permanent scenario is the one where you try to leave him which triggers his possessive and paranoid side. It'll end with his heart being broken and potentially scaring you if he snaps in front of you, a mess of betrayal and hurt. Earning his trust after that back will take incredibly long since he doesn't trust you anymore and becomes more controlling. He'll revert back to his usual doting self as long as you don't try to reject and run away which would only give him more heartbreak.
🫧Caesar rushes things a bit which you will notice very soon. After only a few months of dating, he's already asking you to move in with him and it won't take incredibly long for him to want to get married either. I see him being similar to Anasui in the sense that he wants your parents blessing to have your hand in marriage. Caesar's interest goes even deeper though since he'd like to maintain a good relationship with your family, especially your parents. He simply respects them. Charmer through and through, it shouldn't be a surprise that he's constantly showering his s/o with affection, romance and love. Lavish gifts such as clothes, jewelry and whatever he knows will satisfy your want. Constant poems of his devotion and love dedicated to you.
#yandere jojo's bizarre adventure#yandere jojo no kimyou na bouken#yandere jjba#yandere jojo#yandere caesar#yandere caesar anthonio zeppeli#yandere caesar zeppeli
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I've been thinking lately about @faintingheroine' suggestion that many readers of Wuthering Heights want Heathcliff and Catherine's love story to be less of a conventional love story than it is. Of course it's not a conventional love story and it's unfortunate that adaptations and pop culture tend to reduce it to just that. But it's really the emotional content, the personalities of the characters, and the way it's written that make it unique. As far as its basic plot and structure are concerned (I'm only talking about the love story at this point, not the book as a whole), it's not too different from countless other love stories written both before and afterwards. Boy and girl fall in love/girl is courted by another, richer suitor/girl is caught in the middle of a good boy-bad boy, rich suitor-poor suitor love triangle/girl misguidedly chooses the rich one/boy is angry and jealous/the rivals fight/girl gets romantically sick and dies/boy romantically grieves. Personally I see no problem with this conventionality, because again, the unique characters and the writing (and the fact that it's only the first half of the novel) set it apart from other love stories.
But maybe in some of the more far-fetched interpretations of Heathcliff and Cathy's characters, there is an element of resisting the plot's conventional aspects. When people find "deeper" reasons for why Cathy chooses not to marry Heathcliff (e.g. that she doesn't really love him romantically, or that she can't marry him because they're "the same person," or that she loves Edgar just as much and can't choose between them), maybe they are resisting the idea that something as commonplace as Heathcliff's lack of money and status could separate them. And maybe they are reluctant to accept that a female character as convention-defying and emotionally powerful as Catherine Earnshaw meets the mundane, pathetic fate of dying for love of a man.
I don't personally mind either of those things. As @faintingheroine has repeatedly pointed out, the fact that Heathcliff loses Catherine because of his lack of money and status sets the entire rest of the plot in motion: he devotes the rest of his life to acquiring all the status and worldly possessions that once belonged to his rivals, which wouldn't make much sense if he had lost Catherine for any other reason than his lack thereof. And it's evident that Catherine's breakdown is as much about the loss of her childhood freedom as about the loss of Heathcliff (not that the two aren't inextricably intertwined).
That said, I do empathize in some other ways with feeling annoyed by the story's more seemingly conventional aspects. For example, this is why I favor the interpretation that Catherine's ghost is real, not just a figment of Heathcliff and Lockwood's imaginations, and that she actively influences what happens in the second half. Of course this is deliberately open to interpretation, but I do think it's disappointing to assume that a character as powerful as Catherine Earnshaw ultimately becomes just another of Romantic literature's "lost loves" for male characters to mourn for. And I slightly resist the thought that Heathcliff would have been "saved" if only he had heard Cathy say "...and so he'll never know how much I love him," instead of running off after hearing her say it would degrade her to marry him. The trope of "out-of-context eavesdropping" is so mundane; it does seem slightly ridiculous to think that the entire tragedy of Heathcliff and Catherine is caused by the same kind of clichéd misunderstanding that almost broke up Shrek and Fiona! That's why I prefer to see like ambiguity (as in a thousand other aspects of this novel) about whether hearing Catherine's declaration of love would have made any real difference to Heathcliff or not. It wouldn't have changed her choice to marry Edgar, and when Heathcliff comes back three years later, he realizes quickly that she does love him after all, yet this doesn't stop his revenge. If anything, it makes it worse: the knowledge of her love for him seems to make him more bitter about having lost her to Edgar, not less.
Still, even if Heathcliff's villainous turn does hinge on the stock trope of overhearing an incomplete conversation, and even if Catherine is reduced in death to a standard Romantic lost love, the uniqueness of the book as a whole does transcend its more conventional aspects. Wishing it were even more original than it is might be understandable, but it doesn't really need to be any different.
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𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎! 𝙰𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚣 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚜:
𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚈𝚞𝚗𝚑𝚘
Disclaimer: In no way am I condoning, justifying, encouraging nor trying to romanticize yandere behavior. This is all a work of fiction and not meant to represent real life scenarios.
Warning: Mentions of toxic relationship, yandere behavior, self harm, sexual scenes, guilt tripping, gas lighting and other forms of mental manipulation are contained within this post. Read at your own discretion.
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𝙽𝚊𝚖𝚎: 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚈𝚞𝚗𝚑𝚘
𝙳.𝙾.𝙱: 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚌𝚑 𝟸𝟹𝚛𝚍, 𝟷𝟿𝟿𝟿
𝙷𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝: 𝟷𝟾𝟼 𝙲𝙼/ 𝟼'𝟷 𝙵𝚝
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𝙾𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝙻𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕: ■■■■■100%
𝙼𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚕 𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢: ■■■■□80%
𝙾𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚃𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝙻𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚕: 𝙻𝚘𝚠
𝚈𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙲𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗: 𝙳𝚎𝚙𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝
𝙱𝚎𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚘𝚛𝚊𝚕 𝙰𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚢𝚜𝚒𝚜:
• 𝙸𝚗𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚘𝚋𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 .
•𝚄𝚗𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝.
•𝙵𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚋𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗.
• 𝙴𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚖𝚎 𝚜𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚕/ 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏-𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚒𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚛 𝚊𝚐𝚒𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍.
•𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚢 𝚘𝚏 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏- 𝚟𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚒𝚣𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗.
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Normal Yunho at first seems like your average guy. He's very sweet, caring, playful and his close, and very few, friends he has would say that he's full of energy and smiles.
He just radiates this sunshine personality that draws people to him, although they may not stay very long.
He met you through mutual friends and acted the same as he did with others.
Albeit it's true, he was very affectionate towards you from the start, which both surprised and didn't surprise his friends.
But that doesn't mean he felt love at first sight with you.
Yunho isn't one to get overly attached right away.....yet.
It happened gradually.
He became attracted to your confident, strong and bold nature, all traits which he lacked in.
But no one knows that because he's good at hiding it.
You were also a very compassionate and empathetic person, which sealed the deal for him.
He admired you from afar, not wanting to get close to you just yet.
However, he'd get pouty and insecure whenever another man would show intentions of wanting to get close to you.
He'd whine often about it and that's how you found out he had feelings for you.
You thought it was cute, that he was cute.
So you were the one who took the first step to start a relationship.
Although shocked, Yunho was extremely happy.
As a boyfriend, he is very devoted to you, putting you above everything else, including his friends, family and health.
Everything moves really fast with him. Example:you had your first kiss on your first date.
Yunho just doesn't see why you have to wait if you two love each other.
"I feel like I've known you my whole life."
Not even 3 months later and you were already sleeping together.
Yunho sees that was the moment he went to heaven......
And that was the moment when hell started.
Yunho started becoming more and more clingy.
Texting, calling you at odd hours, asking you things like where you were, what were you doing, who you were with and if he could go see you.
He usually makes you stay till very late at his place that you have to spend the night with him.
No other option. He insists.
Even keeps spare clothes for you in a drawer he set aside just for you.
Till one day: "Why don't you just move in with me? It'll be so much easier and I could see you even more."
You hesitated, since you were barely 6 months into the relationship and you already felt smothered by his constant presence.
"I don't.... I don't know Yunho.."
He panicked at your hesitation.
"Why...why not? Don't you love me? Is it because you don't want to be around me?"
You began calming him down, trying to explain that maybe things were going to fast, but that only made him get more agitated.
It was truly terrifying for you to see him hyperventilating and choking on his own breathing like that.
Hot tears were falling rapidly down his face as he began saying:
"Why don't you love me? Is it something I did? What am I doing wrong? Tell me!"
"Yunho you did nothing wrong. You're perfect the way you are and I love you just the way you are."
He sniffled and wiped his nose on one of his sweater paws.
"Do you love me? R-really?"
You nodded your head in confirmation. But Yunho was still sulky about something.
"But then.... wha-why not move in? I p-promise you'll like it."
He looked at you with such fragile and tender eyes that you could not refuse him. So you agreed to move in with him.
Biggest mistake you made.
Even though he had his eye on you for most of the day, it wasn't enough for him.
If you were even 3 minutes home later than usual, he was badgering you with questions like:
"Who were you with? What took you so long?"
And you're like "Geez. Let me breathe."
Don't say things like that to him. He starts feeling bad and responds with things like:
"I know I'm sorry, I'm such a pathetic excuse of a boyfriend."
It honestly broke your heart to hear him say such things.
But it also irritated you how jealous he got when you hung out or even talked to another man that wasn't him.
He'd latched onto you in public if he felt you were paying more attention than he liked to another guy.
Sometimes would cause a scene that made you run back home in embarrassment.
"I'm sorry! I just can't help it! Don't you get it?! They're trying to take you away from me!"
"No! You're just an overly possessive and overly jealous boyfriend and I can't stand it anymore! I'm leaving."
"Wait what?"
Yunho watched in horror as you began packing a small bag so you could spend the night somewhere else, and pick up the rest of your stuff later.
All throughout that, Yunho begged, cried and went ballistic.
He repeated for you not to go, not to leave him.
"Y/N you don't understand....you can't leave me... I'll die, I can't live without you.."
You merely rolled your eyes at that. No one dies of a broken heart.
So you just walked out the door and rented a hotel room for the night, unaware of the mess you were about to wake up to.
You woke up bombarded by texts and missed calls from Yunho's friends:
"What did you do to him?!" "You heartless bitch!" "I hope you die if anything happens to him!" "All he did was love you and you destroyed him."
Then the hospital called you: Yunho had tried to kill himself in the night.
Your heart stopped when you found out. You felt so guilty and you felt like a monster.
Without thinking twice, you ran to the hospital to see him.
He layed there, still unconscious from the medication they gave him to calm him down.
You stayed by his side, praying that he'd wake up soon so you could apologize.
He woke up and although he looked surprise to see you....he was only feigning.
Of course you'd go out of your way to see him.
You were bawling your eyes out and holding him close, scared out of your wits at the thought that you almost lost the love of your life.
Yunho apologized, but you hushed him with a kiss, saying it wasn't his fault.
From then on, you began blaming yourself for everything....
And he made sure to remind you not to test him again.
You thought that after that talk, everything would be back to normal and you two could be a regular couple.
How stupid you were.
Life with Yunho now was like walking on thin ice all the time.
You couldn't mention anything about him that made you slightly uncomfortable because he's belittling himself with such foul words, crying to the point of hysteria....
But the worst times are when he's banging his head on a wall hard enough to draw blood, or punching the concrete wall so hard that his knuckles end up bloody and bruised.
You have a heart attack whenever that happens.
You've been so traumatized by his previous suicide attempt that any harm he does to himself sends you in a panic and you're holding him to you, comforting him and reminding him that you love him and won't ever leave him.
Then happy Yunho is back, as if nothing happened.
And he always wants you to reaffirm your love after such ordeals in the bedroom.
Yunho never ever fucks you, no matter how messed up he is.
He likes to take his time with you, going down on you or teasing you with his long fingers before he's thrusting his cock deep inside you.
Always cums inside you, always. With no protection.
It's a reminder that you belong to him and him only.
And also because he knows there's a possibility he could get you pregnant.
Which is what he wants.
If you two have a child together, it would only strengthen the bond you two have and it's another reason to tie you down to him.
And that's exactly what happened.
You were terrified and tried to conceal it for the longest time, but Yunho isn't dumb.
He was elated when he found out you were carrying his child inside of you.
Which only prompted his obsessive nature to escalate.
He made you quit your job because he wanted you to stay home to take care of your baby.
Of course, that's just an excuse to keep you from leaving the house.
You two also officially got marriage, and that was it for Yunho.
He finally succeeded in bounding you two together for life.
As a father, he doesn't mind sharing you with your new baby daughter.
He loves and adores his daughter very dearly because she is a physical manifestation of the love between him and you.
But she's the only child you two are having. There's only so many people he's willing to share you with.
To others, he's a doting and loving father and husband.
In the eyes of an outsider, you guys are the perfect family.
But you.....you stopped fighting a long time ago.
You resigned yourself to accept that this is your life now and you'd better make the best of it.
You're no longer the strong, confident and decisive woman you once were.
Yunho made sure to tear that all down to the point where you simply just act in a way that'll make him happy and won't trigger him to repeat what happened years ago...
Especially not in front of your daughter. You do not want her to experience what you did.
So the question remains.....how do you escape Yandere Yunho?
Well....... you have two choices:
Either spend the rest of your life playing into his façade of a perfect relationship, that's the easier choice.
It certainly spares you the mental, emotional and physical strain of fearing when his next suicide attempt might happen if you do anything that'll result in him degrading himself or guilt tripping you into staying with him.
Or..........kill yourself. But keep in mind that if you do, he won't be too far behind from you. In the words of Yandere! Yunho himself:
"Nothing will ever break our bond, our bond is forever. Even in death, our love will go on."
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Chinese horoscopes and Miraculous
Hi there!
I actually wrote this article for a Facebook group during the summer, but i had completely forgotten about it until I read the very in-depth analysis of Kagami's role in the series written by @geekgirles . There, she mentioned the bit in Ikari Gozen that had got me started on this research, so I thought why not? let's 'delight' you with this indepth analysis of the four characters of Marinette, Adrien, Luka and Kagami based on what we know of their zodiac signs in the Chinese horoscope. There are a couple of things that may surprise you.
First of all, let's put a lovely wee "keep reading" tag, so it doesn't clog your board, because it's a little long (ah, the understatement!)
Now. Here we are and if you clicked on carry on reading it means that you may be interested so... welcome welcome.
Apologies for the length
Let's first of all talk about how the Chinese horoscope can give us a clue as of the characters age and date of birth.
In Ikari Gozen we find out that Marinette is a Snake in the Chinese horoscope. This narrows the search for her date of birth to two very precise years. 2013 or 2001. Now... counting that if she was born in 2013 she would be 7 now, it's most likely that she's born in 2001. In the French edition she is revealed instead to be a Leo. Which places her birthday in late July/beginning of August 2001. Kagami instead is revealed to be a Dragon, and a Scorpio, which places her birthday around November 2000. In an official Marinette’s Instagram post her birthday has been revealed as the 20th of November, IIRC.
Now... not only this is a great deal of trivia information for us fans, which also helps us place the timeline of the story, which hasn't yet reached a full year in Canon from the start (in the Felix episode it's revealed that it's the first anniversary of Emilie’s disappearance. Hence in 3 series the story has advanced only by less than one year). It also helps up place the birthdays of some other characters.
Adrien for example. His birthday was series 1 episode 1, quite far from Marinette's birthday in Befana. So it's likely that he's a dragon like Kagami (which would also make sense thinking that Kagami is a character that mirrors Adrien's life and situation. But this isn't the place to discuss such thing, i refer to the very well developed article written by @geekgirles if you want to know more). A lot of people have theorised that he may be a Libra and be born maybe at the beginning of October, but of this I have no proof.
However, coming back to the Dragon sign it gets even more interesting, guys. If one of you have got more in-depth information and this comes up to be wrong I do apologise. I performed quite of an extensive research on the subject but of course I'm no astrologist so I can be wrong. That said... Not only the Dragon is considered the sign of the Emperor in the Chinese horoscope, and a lucky sign (ha). But 2000 is also the year of the Golden Dragon (metal). What better description than a golden dragon for our handsome sunshine?
It gets even better when you get to the Dragon man's personality. Loves to be the centre of the attention. Natural flirts (ha! Touché Chat Noir!). Hot headed. Stubborn. Competitive. Naturally attracts money and women. Full of energy. Do I need any more proof that Adrien is a Dragon?
Let's see what the horoscope says about the Snake, and let's compare it to Marinette/Ladybug, so you understand why I'm pretty sure that the production looked this up quite in detail and that Chinese astrology can be at the base of our beloved characters.
So the Snake woman is intuitive, intelligent, reserved and mysterious, has deep thinking, a mind that goes a mile per minute. Because they are smart and come quickly to solutions, they are great in crisis situations. They're able to step back and consider workable solutions. They are determined, sensual and smart and have innate wisdom. Doesn't this speak Marinette AND Ladybug from a mile?
Now... Luka. Until last week we weren’t really that sure of how old Luka was, Astruc had said that he was a couple of years older than Marinette, but Zag’s website had highlighted that Luka was Juleka’s twin brother which, counting that Juleka was in Marinette’s class, didn’t make any sense. But last weekend Astruc has actually confirmed that Juleka has repeated a year and that yes, Luka is her twin brother.
Already before knowing this I had a look at the personality of the previous signs in the horoscope, and I had strong feelings that Luka may be a Rabbit, which would make him born in 1999 and one year older than Adrien. And this has been confirmed, so now we know. He is indeed a rabbit. Do you want proof? Rabbit men are calm, extraordinarily polite, and will do everything to avoid conflict. They have control over themselves and are sometimes conservatives. They can be considered a "yes-man", but have a line that they will never cross. They like organising, decorating, helping the wife/gf. They are great friends but don't like getting too close to someone. They are shy, introverted, honest, cuddle-lovers and attention givers. They are associated with the western sign of cancer, which is associated with the moon and the arts. Tell me if this doesn't speak Luka by a mile?
Now a little bit of trivia that will make you laugh is... in the Chinese horoscope the cat doesn't exist. The legend says that Buddha invited the animals to a dinner, and the mouse tricked the cat and didn't wake him up, making him miss out on being chosen for the horoscope. However in TAIWAN things are different and the Cat takes the place of the RABBIT in the horoscope. The confusion seems to come from the old Chinese word for Rabbit, Mao, which sounds like the Taiwanese word for Cat Mau. So the sign of the Rabbit is also the sign of the Cat. Oh the irony!!
Snakes are yin energy. Rabbits are also yin energy. Dragons are yang energy.
But it gets better! Let's look at love compatibility, shall we? *rubs hands* hehe...
Dragon man x Dragon woman (Adrien and Kagami) can be steamy and can work only if both have their own realm to shine on, because both are too competitive and can get into competition with each other. They love to be the centre of their world. They're great leaders but want the spotlight and don't settle for less. They're both independent and stubborn and their personality will clash, making it difficult to maintain the relationship going. They require a lot of love and admiration. They will never give in and apparently two dragons have a good physical relationship, mostly.
They CAN work together, but only if each has their own way to shine.
Sorry, Adrigami shippers.
Dragon man x snake woman (Adrien and Marinette): they can be an excellent couple. They find each other physically attractive. The dragon is bold and full of energy, the snake is appealing in a more subtle way. Excellent romantic relationship, they both have strong personalities that attract each other. They share a degree of savoir-faire that prevents serious concerns. The male dragon will be tempted to stray, but he will know better than doing that, because he knows very well that his companion has hidden poisonous fangs (lol) and is VERY jealous... so he will look but not touch (the wise one will at least). Snake women love success and attention, but they're not as flashy as dragon men so they will be more subtle. Snake women are self-possessive, devoted and can give a good boost of confidence to a dragon man. She will be better at handling finances than him (that wouldn't surprise me in adrienette!). They both like fine things but Snake will teach Dragon to not overspend. Little trivia: the dragon was the sign of the emperor and the snake was the advisor. So they work very well in tandem. Their union will be full of passion and personal satisfaction.
Adrienette is in the stars, guys.
Now last but not least... Snake woman x Rabbit/cat man (Luka and Marinette, but in a way even Chat Noir and Ladybug): very good couple too, they enjoy great conversation and have great time together. They make great friends. Snake loves the attention Rabbit gives and Rabbit is drawn by her sensuousness. They start as friends and have enticing conversations, which draws them together. When they start dating they realise they have similar tastes. They love cuddling in a hidden corner and will feel safe in their cosy nest to explore each other's sensuality. They can make a strong couple, unless their personalities start clashing. Rabbit can get annoyed at Snake's love for novelty and her extravagance, which may cause friction. If their temper clashes, they can't overcome differences.
So... Lukanette can work too, sorry guys. But as highlighted, it also works very well as a friendship. And sadly it's the same for Ladynoir...
What I find funny in all of this is that, if this is true, Luka has the Snake miraculous, Marinette is a Snake sign, Luka is a cat sign, Adrien is a cat miraculous, Adrien and Kagami are a dragon sign, Kagami is a dragon miraculous... Jesus what a circle! Add to the mix Marinette as the RAT miraculous and we have a real laugh… (if any of you has ever watched Fruit Basket, the Japanese anime about the Chinese horoscope, you know perfectly well what I’m talking about!) and Snake/Rabbit as friends and potential couple works for both Lukanette AND Ladynoir, counting that rabbit = cat. And then you think about how Chat Noir bounces on his baton and you think "yes that's a rabbit, indeed"!
Any thoughts?
(apologies if this reflection doesn’t make sense to you!)
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