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unexpectedly finding a pet dead really fucks you up guys......
We've had a lot of pets and some really sad things have happened, but I think having our 1yo cat Carmine pass away suddenly has made me really struggle when coping with pets' health issues.
I used to have a pretty good head on my shoulders but now I feel like I just fall to pieces whenever one of them barfs or has weird symptoms.
I've been working on it, but in the meantime I feel.....so ashamed I think. For overreacting. And guilty, because I didn't overreact the one time it mattered when Carmine started acting a little lethargic. I can't change the past, and I don't want to make the same mistakes in the future -- but I also don't want to be in a constant state of tension on high alert for the next calamity
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I'm probably so apologetic bc I'm absolutely fucking terrified of my own mother :]
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happy twenty year anniversary to the most petepatrick picture ever
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going to see some live music <33
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sometimes you just need to be held, on the days where you have to physically work to keep your head up, to keep smiling. it's not even that bad, anything that's happened- but it feels bad. Foul Legacy whimpers when he sees you forcing your good mood, gently nuzzling into your side and nudging his head beneath your chin. he scoops you into his arms, taking you somewhere he can curl around you and wrap you in blankets, nestling against your stomach and looking up at you with a worried chirp. you let out a sigh, stroking his hair, and a tiny, genuine smile blooms on your face when he begins to purr, his claws carefully kneading against the covers. he'll lay down gingerly on top of you, the weight pressing the air out of your chest in the warmest, most comforting way as Legacy rumbles quietly, pressing his maw against your cheek like a kiss.
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sonic save me . save me sonic
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KUNISHIGE WHAT THE FUCK
WHAT WERE YOU THINKING WHEN YOU WERE FORGING THIS FUCKING BLADE
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