#Natasha Roman off smut

[xox-little-troublemaker-xox]

Did you miss us?

Pairings: Wanda x reader , Natasha x reader , yelena x reader

Words: 1,319

Warnings: 18+ Dark Themes, blood,knife kink ,magic use, restraints,Cheating, slight CNC, Use of Toys, Mommy/Daddy Kink, Orgasm Control?, Strap On Sex, Oral (R,W,N receiving) Semi public Sex, Kidnapping? Language Warning , Dom! WandaNat, Sub! Reader …… if missed any let me know

This is my first ever time writing a fic so I’m sorry if bad or terribly written I also terrible at proof reading so I’m sorry for any spelling mistake or grammatical errors forgive me please . Also would like to give thanks and credit to @yelenasdiary for helping with this

I woke up from a cozy nap on the sofa with my beautiful girlfriend Yelena , her arms wrapped round my waist she was still peacefully sleeping . So I carefully wiggled out of her grasp and replaced myself with pillow so I wouldn’t disturb her sleep and decided I would go out on nightly walk while she sleeps I went up stairs and got dressed and headed for the front door.

The crisp cold weather hit me like a slap in the face as I made my way to forest. Walking in the dark gloomy woods during winter sounded like great Idea till I found myself being thrown on the ground head hitting one the massive tree roots. I got up trying to see what just happened with throbbing pain coursing through my veins up to point of impact of my head vision slightly blurred. For as far as my fuzzy head could see there was nothing so I tried walking back to try get some help so I could get to a hospital. each step I took I could hear the echoing sound of another this caused panic to hit me like a brick and trying to move as quick as possible but also as quite as possible so I could to not alert the other person in the forest of my where bouts.

I got to point where I could see specks of light and roads poking through the trees, I got excited and celebrated in my head that I was so close to safety. just as I was about to get through the last of the trees , I was grabbed by my legs and dragged back. I must have hit my head again because when I opened my eyes, I was tied to a tree blood slightly pouring out over the ropes I could hear the sound of crackling fire behind me. I turned my head as far as I could to see a roaring bright orange fire inching towards me that's when it hit the smell of petrol around me it was extremely potent right where the ropes were tied round me. As much as it hurt me, I moved as much as I could to try and escape but the more I moved the more friction I was creating between the tree and the rope.

The rope set on fire due to the friction I was creating which burned some of the rope causing it to rip a part and me being able to slowly wriggle my way out the ropes and fall to floor due to my body being so weak from exhaustion and blood loss. As I was getting up from the ground I got lifted up and thrown back into the the tree. The weird thing is I couldn’t see no one anywhere that’s when I realised the red that was swirling round my waist “ Wanda” I tried to scream with most the energy I had left in my body that’s when I heard two faint sadistic laughs in the distance heading towards me I couldn’t figure out who the second person was till a familiar knife came flying towards my head it just skimmed the side of my face that’s when I look and realised it’s one Natasha signature knives .

That’s when the pair came into my eye view. I was bought to the floor still being restricted by Wanda magic. After sitting there unable to move while they talked for what felt like forever they approached me Natasha spoke first “hi y/n my love” said in a sickly sweet tone Wanda spoke next “we missed you” Natasha approaches me bringing a knife to my throat and whispers in my ear and says “did you miss us kotenok” I’d be lying if I said that didn’t send heat straight to my core . She licked and nibbled my ear and my face Betrayed me it’s was flushed bright red I could feel the smirk plastered on her face . She began kissing my neck and said “tell me you don’t want us and I will stop” when I didn’t respond she bit my neck slightly causing me to moan and scream “ YES PLEASE DON’T STOP” that’s when I found my self flipped on to my back my clothes magicked of by Wanda and Natasha eating me out as If I was her last meal I could see Wanda slowly massaging her clit to the display in front of her seeing her like that turned me on more .

In between moans I begged for Natasha to keep going and Wanda to come over “ Wanda please” but my pls fell on deaf ears “that’s not my name kotenok” I knew what she wanted to hear and it wasn’t till Natasha sucked my clit harshly that I ended up giving in “ MOMMY PLEASE” this was like music to Wanda ears because that’s when she sat her self on my face and said “ you don’t get to cum till I do “ I begin bucking my hips against Natasha face and she can tell I’m getting close so she stops completely and the whine I let out into Wanda pussy earned me a slapped to the thigh from Natasha “ mommy said no cumming till she does so none of that get back to work” she said as i now feel her on my thigh she started riding my thigh spreading her wetness. I was going whine again till I felt her shove 2 fingers into my tight hole causing me to flex my thigh arch my back and moan send vibrations through Wanda which ended in Natasha to moan as well and Wanda to cum on my tongue “OH GOOD FUCKING GIRL” Wanda screamed.

Wanda climbed off my face only to magic her favourite vibe to and strap it against my clit. Natasha got off my thigh and took Wanda original space on my face. With Natasha on my face I couldn’t see what wanda was doing , she hadn’t turned the vibe on so I was suspicious to what she was going to do was I just going to be left on the edge?! Of the blissful finish line I was waiting to go over . I had all these silent questions till I felt something poking at my entrance then entering me. I knew just by the feeling it was Wandas favourite strap, she ended up bottoming me out which caused me to moan loud sending vibrations into Natasha. When she felt I had enough time to adjust she turned the vibe on and began to thrust into me at an unforgiving peace I didn’t take me long to be right at the edge again moaning away into Natasha pussy causing her to fall over the edge.

Natasha climbed of me and began using her knife to lighting carve the initials N and W into my stomach this turned me on so much more adding to my arousal . With the vibrations and wanda brutal peace I was getting lost in pleasure and they both could tell I was close with the arching my back they simultaneously said “ cum for us pretty girl” and with that I let go. After I had cummed Wanda used her magic to clean us all up and clothe us all. I tried to get up but my legs were like jelly Natasha saw this and laughed “mommy fuck you that good?” She said with smirk plastered on her face . I eye rolled her at that comment and with full attitude said “whatever” that was a mistake on my part because I was then thrown over her shoulder and she spanked me and said “what was that slut had something to say” I stayed quiet after that I knew better then to speak up again.

@whorecollector69 here’s your fic

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marvel masterlist

STEVE ROGERS

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TONY STARK

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THOR

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BRUCE BANNER

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BUCKY BARNES

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(drabble) bucky breeding you

SAM WILSON

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PETER PARKER

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NATASHA ROMANOFF

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WANDA MAXIMOFF

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CAROL DANVERS

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[buckybraneslover111]

NFT’s - N.R.

warnings: one-shot; heavy flirting, talk about boobs, fluff; reader and Natasha have a secret relationship. 

Bucky, Steve and Sam were sitting in the kitchen of the compound talking and drinking over laughs. You walked into the kitchen, grabbing a drink from the fridge and turned to them opening the bottle of water taking a sip out of it. Sam looked over at you and looked at your shirt and frowned a bit, “‘I love NFT’s’. Y/n do you even know what NFT’s are?” Bucky and Steve both looked at you then back at Sam. You leaned up against the counter on your forearms and looked at the three men.

“Yes I do, that’s why i’m wearing the shirt.” you frowned a bit.

“What’s an NFT?” Steve looked at you and Sam. 

“It’s like a crypto asset, kind of like money on the internet but you can't like sell it to other people...its hard to example. NFT stands for Non-Fungible Token.” Sam sighed rubbing his head. 

“So why are you wearing a shirt saying you love that?” Bucky asked confused.

“That’s kind of silly y/n. Do you even have one of those?” Steve chuckled.

You smirked, “Yeah actually I do. I believe you and Bucky have said it to me before.”

The three men looked at you very confused, “Huh? I’m so confused.” Steve said.

You sat up and pulled down your shirt and the three men read it, in white letters it said, ‘Nice Fucking Tits.’ The three of them started to blush really hard and Bucky hid his face in his coffee cup.

“Oh, wow okay.” Steve nodded humming.

“Hey boys, and y/n.” Natasha said as she walked into the kitchen with a towel wrapped around her waist, wearing a red bikini top, her hair wet. You blushed at her slightly exposed chest.

“Now, those are some nft’s.” you said looking at the men and they all broke out laughing and leaving the room, leaving just you and the redhead.

“NFT’s?” she questioned you grabbing a glass of water, taking a sip.

You smirked at her walking up to her, cornering her against the counter, you towered over her a bit, “Yeah, you got nice fucking tits.” you looked down at her chest as water dribbled between her tits. 

She snorted and put her cup down on the counter, looking at you, “You are very very y/n.” she looked down at your shirt and giggled, “You love nice fucking tits huh? NFT’s?” 

You bit your lip nodding, “Yeah I do.” you press yourself up against her putting on hand on her hips and the other on her neck, “Come on, you know mommy doesn’t like a tease.” 

She looked up at you blushing as she leaned up, her lips brushing up against yours, “That's tough isn't it?” she whispered, pulling herself out of your grip as she walked out of the kitchen, she stopped at the doorway, as you looked back at her, “Are you coming? I have to shower, my tits arent gonna wash themselves.” she smirked as you groaned and ran after her. 

[darkwaveho]

Damage Control

Part 1 |Part 3

summary: The aftermath of Natasha’s actions. 

parings: Mob!Natasha Romanoff x Reader

warnings: 18+ Only! Dark themes violence, blood, toxic behavior, cursing, detailed torture, heavy gun play, heavy knife play, manipulation, blackmail, death, fluff, hurt comfort, smut, somnophilia, psychotic lesbians 😭

a/n: This is a long ass part and also just a reminder that it is a dark fic so there will be fucked up things happening. Anyway, enjoy all the drama. 😌

Arriving in the dining room was awkward to say the least. You settle for sitting at the other end of the long table instead of your usual seat directly next to her. Natasha would be lying if she said she didn’t miss you already. Missing the warmth from your body as you sat next to her, she misses your voice you haven’t spoken since the fight in the bedroom. since she slapped you. Natasha looks up from her meal from time to time hoping to catch your gaze. 

It's uneventful when she realizes you haven’t looked up from that spot since you sat down at the table. You haven’t touched the food, only dragging your fork back and forth against the plate. Nora is the personal chef Natasha has had for years, she also became like a mother figure to you and always knew how to cheer you up. In this case she tried a little harder from hearing the argument that took place upstairs. “Miss y/n, is there something wrong dear? Do you not like the food?” You don’t look up at her either. 

“No, not at all, I’m sure the food is great. I just don’t have an appetite right now.” you reply dryly, still dragging your fork against the plate. It wasn’t her place to address such things in public or private, but she would still try to comfort you in any way she could.

“Well, I’m sure I can fix you something that can change that, anything you want.” You were about to accept her offer and request lasagna until you heard Natasha speak up before you could. 

“She’s not a child, if she doesn’t want to eat, she doesn’t want to eat, don’t baby her. You put in hard work to prepare this meal for us and here she is sitting there sulking and being ungrateful.” 

“Oh, Miss Roman-.” Natasha holds her hand up silently silencing Nora. “I didn’t ask you for your input Nora, there’s people starving out there. People that would love to be where she’s sitting right now.” You don’t want to hear her anymore. Now she was just being petty because you wouldn’t sit next to her or have your normal dinner discourse. How could she expect things to go that way after she cheated on you and put her hands on you? You slide your chair back causing Natasha to look in your direction. you stand from your seat and leave the dining room without a word. 

“Finish up here and you can go home tonight.” Natasha says before offing the last remainder of her red wine. Nora nods as she starts clearing the table. 

Natasha was not looking forward to entering your shared bedroom. she waits about an hour before finally getting the courage to enter the room, you’ve just finished your nightly routine. you sit on the bed facing away from her applying your lotion to your skin. this was her favorite part when she got the chance to unwind and watch you. 

The sweet smell of vanilla consumed her as she stood still by the door. shaking her head to free her thoughts. she didn’t deserve to think of you in that way right now. she moves to the walk-in closet and undresses into her pajamas. she didn’t settle for her silk ones because she wouldn’t have the time to be lazy in the morning thanks to you and your disrespectful outburst about fucking Rumlow. 

she clenches her jaw unintentionally just thinking about it and replaying those words. she finishes her own nightly routine, one that you demanded she do every night especially dealing with blood and other bodily fluids at least her skin would be perfect. she turns the light off in the bathroom and as she nears the bed you lay on your side still facing away from her. you don’t even give her the chance to fully enter the bed before you turn the lights off completely leaving her in the dark. 

she scuffs at your childish antics pulls the covers back and lays flat on her back. she stares at the ceiling for a moment before she finally speaks up.

 “Goodnight to you too.” that only angers you more. you grab the covers tightly and move further onto your side you’re practically falling off the bed with how far away from her you are. she notices. maybe she let this linger too long, she misses you already. you can feel her shifting in the bed you don’t look over your shoulder no matter how curious you are, you couldn’t stand to look at her right now. 

Natasha slowly inches towards you even more you go stiff when her arm throws itself over your waist. “You know I don’t like fighting with you sweet face.” her thumb rubs against your waist. “I didn’t mean to hurt you.” she pulls you further back into her and settles her face on yours. 

“Daddy’s sorry.” she kisses your neck softly. The moment her lips touch your skin you feel nauseas just from the thought of her lips being on that whore. when she tries taking things further you shrug your body away from her. Causing her to lean back towards her side of the bed. “Don’t fucking touch me, why don’t you go see that whore you were fucking!” Okay, she seriously fucked up. she was completely taken aback from your outburst she thought she had you buttered up just enough for her to ease the conflict. 

“I don’t want her, only you.” she tries taken her previous position in near your neck again but your quick enough to dodge and get up from the bed. you throw a few pillows at her and walk out of the room. the guest room would have to do tonight you had no energy left to argue with her or try kicking her out of the bedroom because she wasn’t going down without a fight. 

she watches you as you circle around the bed heading out the door, she’s fast in her feet to chase after you. once again, the thought of you leaving her had her in panic mode. it’s funny how these thoughts never crossed her mind when she did what she did in Tony’s club. 

she sees you nearing one of the guest rooms she tries meeting you in there before you shut the door, but she fails. she knocks on the door gently. “Baby, open the door.” you don’t say anything. she sighs on the other end of the door. 

“I’m not kidding open this door and come back to bed.”  she jiggles the doorknob forcefully as if that’s going to make you open the door. “Y/n I’m not playing games with you.” 

“Open. this. damn. door!” she yells the last word as she bangs on the door with her fists. you wait for her tantrum to stop this wasn’t unusual. It doesn’t take her long to break the hinges on the door, she angrily walks towards your standing figure with her hand around your neck. She backs you up until you fall on your back on the guest bed. She saw the slight fear in your eyes and retreats. Standing straight and walks by the doorframe. She speaks without turning around to face you. “Get over your childish acts because you’re still getting up in the morning!” she bangs on the door one last time before she retreats back to your shared bedroom. she wasn’t going to hit you again she got angry with you not sleeping in the same bed as her. How was she going to fix this?

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Natasha woke up the next morning in a frenzy when you were nowhere to be found. She called you several times you didn’t answer. She sent you texts, you didn’t answer, at least not right away. You sent her a text saying that you had Yelena pick you up instead of riding with her. You wouldn’t be able to sit near her in the vehicle without feeling sick. Natasha could understand but this was so childish to just leave without telling her where you were going anything could’ve happened to you.

She’ll make sure you know not to do anything like this again. She sighs, sending a quick text to Clint telling him to be outside in an hour and gets herself ready.

Making it to the warehouse Natasha was on a mission to scold you for your actions this morning, when she made it to the steel room searching for you, you were nowhere to be found. She looks to Yelena for answers on your whereabouts.

“Where’s y/n?” Natasha looks to Yelena who looks back at her just as confused. 

“I thought she was with you. you didn’t pick her up this morning?” 

Yelena shakes her head. “Uh no.” Her expression grows curious. “Y/n said she was riding with you and not to pick her up this morning. Natasha’s first instinct was that you left her of course, Natasha was just about to order everyone on a hunt. she can call in favors, it doesn’t matter where you think you can go, she would find you. 

The door swings open showing your figure walking through the room. Seeing your appearance Yelena looks back to her sister. “What Happened to y/n’s face?” she gives her sister a stern look. if something happened to you and she didn’t tell Yelena she would be pissed. anybody that hurt her bestie would have hell to pay. but little did she know the culprit was standing right next to her. 

Natasha ignores her sister’s question and seeing you walk through that door she’s quick to stalk towards you and drags you to the middle of the room. 

“Where have you been? I thought you were with Yelena.” you don’t answer you. you want to make a snarky remark about how you thought she went to Tony’s for business but that didn’t go as planned either did it? 

She grabs your neck at your silence. “I asked you a question.” she grows frustrated, but did she really have the right to be mad? yes and no. yes because anything could have happened to you. and no because she wasn’t being honest about her true whereabouts either. “I told the new recruit to pick me up” you could see the rage progress through her. Her grip hardens. “You let that toad drive you around when he can barely follow protocol? Do you realize what could’ve happened to you if someone saw you with anyone other than us in this room right now?” She slightly raised her finger pointing it in front of your face you don’t know what to expect with her.

You harden your gaze and set your jaw. “You gonna hit me here too?” She wasn’t some abusive monster, she let her anger get the best of her but honestly you knew better.  

Yelena’s eyes go wide with shock before its replaced with anger. “What! You did that to her face?” Yelena shouts from behind Natasha. Natasha releases your neck and sighs. you did that on purpose knowing Yelena wouldn’t hesitate to reign her terror down on anyone that harmed you, even her sister. 

“It was an accident!” she backs away from you and turns around to face Yelena. “An accident? is that seriously what you’re going with?” before Nat has the chance to defend her words, she feels the cool breeze and a stinging pain on the tip of her ear. “What the fuck is your problem?” Natasha shouts at the blonde. 

Yelena just smiles smugly at her sister. “It was an accident.” she says as she shrugs her shoulders. she walks towards you but stops in her tracks, quick enough that Nat didn’t see her fist coming at her but, bucky did. He steps between them holding Yelena’s fist in a vice grip. “Enough.” he says, this whole thing was a waste of time, they had more important things to do. 

“Get your damn hands off of me!” you stood there watching silently. Yelena threw a knife at Natasha; you were sure you would be here all day until they got done with their brawl if bucky wouldn’t have ruined it. Calling bucky over to her side, Natasha takes off her jacket, she removes the switch blade from her pocket. you eye her every move not knowing what to expect with her. 

When she gets down to removing her guns, she holds them in her hands for a moment. a moment too long in your opinion, the only thing running through your mind is that she hit you, so what’s stopping her from shooting you? but she holds them out for bucky to take as well. with the way he’s looking at her he has no clue what’s going on either. she silently beckons you closer to her using her finger. she never liked seeing you upset, and you were clearly still fuming right now and rightfully so. Natasha shocks you again with something you never thought she would do. 

“Hit me.” her green eyes pierce into you as she says those words. you slightly pinch your brows. was this a joke? noticing your confusion she says it again, wanting to do anything for your forgiveness. “Y/n, If you don’t hit her, I will do it for you!” she jumps up from the seat but is quickly pushed back down by clint and bucky. you turn your attention back to Natasha she was getting impatient. so she pushed you to edge you on for motivation.

“C’mon hit me!” you don’t hesitate to make your hand collide with her face. “Do you feel better?” she asks. you don’t answer her you only bring you other hand into her view smacking her again much stronger this time. she grunts as you make contact.  

“Okay, you’re still mad, keep going baby.” Clint steps in grabbing your wrists before you can do anything else. “Nat are you sure about this? this is border line insane.” he says looking between the both of you with his eyebrows raised.

“I said it’s fine, now let her go!” she hisses at her best friend. she knows what she’s doing, there was no way to take back what she had done so this was her only option, and honestly, she deserves it for even daring to lay hands on you the way she did. as well as the cheating. He complies and steps back into his previous position against the wall. this time you switch it up when she tells you to continue. thinking about the lies, the way she tried gaslighting you, that picture and the fact that she hit you had your anger and rage boiling to a new high point. 

you quickly bring your hand back to position before launching forward, wanting the connect to be just right, you really want her to feel this one. she does and so does everyone else in the room as well. Natasha loudly grunts stumbling a bit towards the ground. Clint moves from his position again wanting this whole situation to be over, why couldn’t you two just settle this like normal people? go to therapy or something. this was wasting valuable time. 

 “Okay! now, that was a closed fist Nat!” Natasha chuckles from her spot kneeling on the ground. she spits out blood before she replies to him. “What? You think I can’t take a punch?” she turns towards you and smirks. “Nice, form buttercup.” 

Yelena speaks up at her compliment. 

“Kick her ass y/n!” Yelena was enjoying the show, yes that was her sister, but she hurt you. she physically hurt you to where you had a bruise and a split lip. Nat was lucky it was you doing the punching instead of her. Clint turns to Yelena’s seated figure. “That’s literally your sister.” Yelena just shrugs at his words. “Yeah, and that’s literally my best friend! She deserves to get knocked around sometimes.” Clint was not going to get into the weird family dynamics right now so he turned his attention back to the beat down you were inflicting on Natasha.

you still remain focused. You remain silent. 

“What you’re not gonna yell at me? C’mon I deserve it!” She yells. trying to push you even further, wanting you to really let your anger out at her, she can take it. she just wanted to make things right. this was a twisted way to it do but she didn’t care. she cares about you too much to let it. so, you yell at her and you yell at her some more, while simultaneously throwing punches until she’s completely on the ground but you don’t stop there, ignoring her grunts and her sounds of painful yelps. 

you kick her. you punch her, until you have a few tears free falling from your eyes. Not an overflow because again you’re more angry than sad. screaming from the top of your lungs about how much you love her. How could she do this to you? It’s Yelena who steps in this time her previous excitement from before is now gone from seeing this play out in front of her two people, she loved both broken. 

“Y/n, calm down.” she whispers into your ear as she holds you in a tight embrace. Bucky and Clint help Natasha to stand up but she shrugs them off not wanting pity, not wanting comfort, she didn’t deserve it. as she stands there out of breath shaking and panting, she hoped it would be a start to you forgiving her.

“Baby.” hearing her voice again makes your entire body stiff in Yelena’s arms you slowly lean away from her turning around to face Natasha once more. you didn’t do too much damage, but she was bloody enough to your liking. she’s holding her hand out for you to grab. you reluctantly grab it and she quick to pull you into her. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, for everything.” she whispers against your lips. you push her a way slightly not wanting her to feel like she was completely off the hook or that you forgave her instantly. 

“You hurt me.” you say dryly.

“I know.”

“That can’t happen again.” you point harshly in the middle of her chest.

“It won’t.” you nod at her response. “Do you forgive me?” she husks out heavily. she grows confused when you scuff at her response while laughing. 

“This isn’t a damn fairytale, just because you let me beat the shit out of you doesn’t mean I forgive you. Forgiveness is earned Romanoff.” you say with confidence and a serious an expression. you’re not playing again if this did happen again you would have no problem leaving in the middle of the night and never seeing Natasha again. 

“I’ll earn it.” you perk up at her response because now your plan would go much smoother in seeing just how sorry she really is. “Let’s start with you sleeping in the guest room until I feel safe enough to share a bed with you again.” she moves close lowering her voice for just you to hear. “You can’t be serious. why do I have to sleep in the guest room?” you fight off a smile as you watch her reaction. “Are you kidding me? you literally broke the door off the handle and hit me in the same day.” she stares at you for a moment before She nods silently. 

“We can discuss a few other things later.” You speak with confidence. Natasha takes the moment to nod to Bucky finally seeing what him and Nat were up to. 

“I caught him trying to skip town for some reason.” Bucky says as he drops a bag in front of Nat’s feet. You see Bucky walking into the room with Rumlow without a scratch or bruise on his face. You for sure thought Nat would’ve started releasing her anger out on him. especially since it was his fault you found out about what happened at the club which then caused her to hit you. She also remembers what you said right before she hit you. He wanted to fuck you. She sets her jaw as Bucky straps Rumlow into the seat.

He looks around the room eyes sitting on you before he moves to Natasha. “You look like shit, did sweet face do that to you?” He smirks knowing her reaction won’t be pretty. 

“Shut up, don’t call her that!”

“I see she has a split lip; did you not enjoy seeing yourself cheat on a pretty little thing like y/n?” You grimace. The way he talked about you made you uncomfortable. You never had an issue with him, but you always caught weirdo vibes from him. 

“I said shut the fuck up!” she bashes his head with the side of her gun. his head turns from the force. he looks to you after spitting from his bloody mouth. he doesn’t blame you for confronting Natasha, but he didn’t think you would tell her that he was the one that gave you the information. maybe he should’ve kept it to himself. now he was going to die, and he didn’t even get the chance to fuck you like he wanted. 

“C’mere, sweet face.” she beckons for you to be next to her. you walk towards her standing in front of Rumlow waiting for whatever demented procedure she wanted to do. “You see what happens when you give rats attention?”

“Do you want Rumlow?” she asks, voice unwavering its stern. you immediately shake your head no. that’s not enough for her, she needs to hear it and so does this piece of shit sitting in this chair. “No, I don’t want him.” she knows you don’t want him. she knows you only said what you said last night to make her angry. receiving the response she knew she would receive, she smirks and tells you to stand back to your previous spot. 

“You hear that? you went through all that trouble for no reason.” she steps away from his line of sight. “I wouldn’t say it was for no reason, seeing you look like shit is enough to compensate.” he leans forward as much as he can with the chair restraints confining him. “One day she’s gonna leave your sorry ass, I would’ve preferred it had been with me though.” he ends his response with a smug chuckle that enrages her even more. he was already caught there was no need to play coy or to beg for mercy. That was out of the question because Natasha didn’t show anyone mercy. 

Things happened so quickly you never saw it coming. Natasha’s fist never stopped their attack on Rumlow’s face. the bone crushing sounds and the tormenting painful scream he released had you wishing you just kept your mouth shut, you’d be at home sulking or out spending Nat’s money. 

you bump clints shoulder. 

“Psst.” you whisper close to his ear and receive nothing in return. for fucks sake that was his bad ear. you settle on getting the new recruit’s attention, he’s probably sick of you getting him in trouble but you don’t care you. he walks over to you, and you whisper in his ear, he looks like he wants to run it by Natasha, but you give him a look that makes him relent. you smile in return at him obeying your order and focus back on the shit show in the center of the room. 

“It’s a perfectly good day to barbeque today don’t you think?” Rumlow shakes his head furiously already knowing what Natasha had in mind. Natasha turns around looking to Clint. she wants to know what’s taking so long. 

“Um, we don’t have it here. remember you let Alexei-” she holds her hand up to silence him she was already in deep shit she didn’t need to further piss you off with the mentions of her father. Rumlow lets out a sigh of relief at the news of her torture object not being available to her. 

“What about the hot press?” she looks to clint who then looks to Yelena. “Now that we do have.” Yelena perks up. she practically leaped out of her spot to retrieve the item. she wheels it into the room plugging it up to the extinction cord and finally turning it on. Natasha instructs Yelena to move out of the way. 

“Wait, Nat it’s not heated yet.” 

“I’ll wait for it to get hot, in the meantime he needs to be screaming.” She unstraps Rumlow from the chair dragging him near the metal machine. She snatches his hand away from him, and places it on the cool sheet of metal. Without any words she brings the top half of the hot press down smashing his hand. She doesn’t give him time to breather or recover from the agonizing pain as she repeats the same steps faster each time until you hear the bone fragment in his fingers break. “What the fuck! You’re gonna burn in hell you satan bitch!”

she forces his head down onto the burning metal plate. the sound of his flesh sizzling made your skin crawl. “Who’s burning now bitch?” Rumlow’s screams at the top of his lungs. “Oh, now you feel sorry?” he shakes his head. “Yes! I’m sorry, okay? I’m fucking sorry pleas-” she cuts him off tired of his fake apology, he wasn’t sorry. he was only sorry things didn’t work out in his favor. 

“Yeah, you don’t sound very sorry to me.” She pulls the top part of the machine down sandwiching his head between the coils. she pushes down as far she can go just for extra measure. just to be extra bitchy. when she grows rather bored and tired of his screams, she releases the handle and lifts the top of the hot press up away from Rumlow. she turns the machine off and instructs bucky to lift him up. “Put him on ice until I feel like letting off some steam.” Bucky drags Rumlow away to the walk-in freezer. while that is happening the new recruit walks with what you asked for.

“Baby what the hell is this?”

you mockingly pout at her. “That’s not very nice baby, aren’t you going to say hello to your little girlfriend?” 

you circle around the chair and stop when you get behind her. 

“I see why you chose her, she’s pretty.” Natasha steps forward but you aim the gun at her halting her movements. 

“What are you doing?” 

you sigh frustratingly. “If you would stop moving and let me finish, you’ll find out.”  you touch her cheek wiping away the tears that fell down her face. 

“Shhh you’re okay.” you gently stroke her cheek. “For now.” you bring your lips close to her ear. “What’s your name sweetheart?” you patiently wait for her to respond. “A-mber.” you hum. “Amber, I have a question for you, and I need you to answer, okay?” she nods her head immediately, she doesn’t know how this will all playout for her. “Did you enjoy fucking my girlfriend?” you harshly grab a fist full of her hair. she shakes her head no. “N-no , I don’t know she was-” you shush her cries. “you’re okay.” 

you turn back to Natasha. 

“Are you sorry?” you tilt you head awaiting her response. “I told you I was sorry already, does me letting you beat the shit out of me not show how sorry I am?” 

“No! That’s not good enough for me!” you raise your voice; she still didn’t get it. how you felt, how insecure it makes you feel that she just cheated on you just because she could. maybe you didn’t mean as much to her as she did to you. you were about to find out right now just how much she cared about you. how bad she’s scared to lose you. 

“What are you doing with that?” her eyes drop down to the revolver in your hand. “You want me to kill her?” Natasha says in confirmation she knows that’s what you want, and she wouldn’t hesitate to do it. you nod your head. it wasn’t part of your plan, but you just wanted to see her reaction. she reaches out to hold the gun but slightly hesitates you catch it and call her out on it immediately. 

“Am I sensing feelings?” you say frustratedly, you can count on you hand how many times Natasha has hesitated. Did she truly care for this whore? you forcefully grabbing a handful of Amber’s hair. her eyes snap back to yours. 

“Of course not!” you don’t see any lies in her words. 

“So, what’s the issue?’ you stroke Amber’s hair as you await Natasha’s answer, she’s a little distracted with the way you’re touch Amber’s hair, she didn’t like it. she wanted you to stop touching her. you wouldn’t even sleep in the same bed as her last night, but you can be touchy with the woman that slept with your girlfriend? what the hell was going on with you today? 

“You’re doing that to make me angry.” she says. you flash a wide smile. “Of course, I am but don’t change the subject.” 

“I need the deal with Tony to go through first, If I kill her and he finds out before he signs the papers everything is off the table.” you furrow your brows, you thought everything was handled already. maybe tony threw this trash her way to prolong him signing the contracts. 

“What’s so special about her? I’m sure Tony has other whores.” Natasha parts her lips she knows once the words leave her mouth; you’re going to be even madder. 

Thankfully or stupidly bucky speaks up. “She’s the best, Amber is Tony’s number one girl.” you shift your focus to Bucky before turning back to your girlfriend. 

“Is that right?” Natasha just nods annoyance clear on her face. you hum. “Glad to know you were well taken care of.” is all you say before striking Amber with your gun. she grunts from the contact and sobs from the pain. you shush her. Natasha takes the opportunity to step closer to you. “Baby can we just talk about this and deal with things later. we can discuss-” you cut her little speech short. 

“I’m done discussing things Natasha. now we’re going to get started.” you check the chamber of the gun and pop it back into place you take the safety off of the gun. you point the end of the gun to Amber’s head; she sobs louder feeling the cold metal make contact with the side of her head. 

“Natasha, should we step in?” Clint asks from behind her if you pulled that trigger, they would have more problems on their plate than they needed. 

“y/n put the gun down.” you stare her down. pretending to think about it for a moment before replying to her. 

“No.” you smile at her anger. 

“Do you want me or her?” you say flatly. while sitting on Amber’s lap. Natasha goes confused with your sentence.

 “What? what are you talking about now?” you slowly repeat your question through gritted teeth. “Me. or. her.” you shove the tip of the gun further into her skull at the end of your response. 

“This is ridiculous! I’m not playing games with you sweet face, now get up!” you ignore her requests. 

“I’ll give you to the count of three to make a decision before I choose for you.” Yelena doesn’t like where this is headed. “Y/n, I know you’re pissed at my idiot sister! but this isn’t worth it.” you look to your friend but ultimately ignore her pleas as well. you already had your mind set on doing this. 

“One.” you pull the trigger causing everyone in the room to hold their breath. Amber is a sobbing mess behind you as she thought this would be her last time breathing. nothing happened, no bullet wound to Amber’s face. Natasha was witnessing one of her favorite torturing games to play.

“Y/n” Natasha tries to reason again, still not giving you your answer you were tired of talking what didn’t she understand? this time you remove the gun from Amber’s head which she was grateful for in the moment, it was just a quick breather, but she didn’t know that. you bring the gun up to your temple instead. causing Natasha’s anger to grow even more. 

“Put that fucking gun down now!” she points to your words dripping with rage. 

“I’m still waiting on a fucking answer!” you yell back at her. “Still nothing? fine!”

“Two.” you quickly pull the trigger, but you pull it twice Natasha would be lying if she said her heart didn’t drop to her ass in that moment. she wasn’t about to stand here and let you do this any longer. she moves to snatch the gun from you but halts her movements you point it at her. 

“I didn’t tell you to move Nat.” Russian roulette was quickly becoming her most hated game with seeing you on the other end of the gun. you place the gun back to her head. “That gun is probably not even loaded, stop testing me and put it down!” you arch your eyebrow, did she really think you would be spineless to something like this? you remove the gun from her temple and shoot at a vase next to clint. “Seems pretty loaded to me.” you place the gun back to your temple instead, knowing the gun was in fact loaded and not a trick. Natasha was sure to break now. “Natasha, I swear to God! if y/n blows her brains out I’m going to fucking kill you myself!” Yelena shouts across the room, she was pondering on how to jump in and get that gun away from your temple. be mad at Natasha all you want but this was crossing a line because now Yelena would lose you at the cost of something her sister did. you were being selfish.

“Thr-.” you say, getting ready to pull the trigger again. Natasha yells “You okay! it’s you!” she flips the table and the chair in frustration. you halt your movements for a moment to stare at her panting figure across from you. “You took too long; I don’t believe you.” you were partly just fucking with her now but part of you still didn’t appreciate how long it took for her to show how much she cared for you. Natasha’s frustration turns into annoyance she knows you being petty now. “What? I just did what you asked! stop playing games.” she was stunned. 

“You’re gonna have to do better than that Nat.” you place the gun back to your temple. you get ready to pull the trigger but stop when you hear the words loudly and desperately leave her lips. “I fucking love you!” you’re too stunned by her words to move until the sound of gunshots going off bring you back to reality. you never pulled the trigger, you’re still here. Still standing. You feel warm liquids running down the side of your face, you turn to look at Amber. Tears and blood stream down her face. Natasha shot her four times she wasn’t counting how many bullets she wanted to put into her she just wanted to get everything over with. She couldn’t lose you because of a whore. 

while you were stunned Yelena takes the opportunity to sneak behind you. snatching the gun away from you. “What the hell were you thinking?”  she yells in your face you really pissed her off more than Natasha it seems. 

“Blame your sister.” you shrug your shoulders nonchalantly. she doesn’t get to say anything else when Natasha storm towards you grabbing you by your neck once again for the second time today. she slams you against the wall, anger written all over her face. 

“Never. do. that. again.” she says the words through gritted teeth, all you can do is stare into her eyes, those piercing green eyes. that had sadness and a wet glare to them. was she about to cry? she tries hard to fight the tear from falling out her tear duct. it doesn’t work but at least her back is turned towards everyone else, it’s just you and her right now. no matter how hard you try, you can’t help but comfort her right now, so you wipe that fallen tear away. she leans forward with her forehead pressed against yours, lips ghosting over yours. her hands remain on your neck, but she loosens her grip on you.

“Promise me you won’t do that again.”  before she speaks again softly whispering to you. “Promise me you won’t cheat again.” you say causing her to chuckle a little at your response. she releases a few more tears not caring if the others caught her like this. she almost lost you and not like she’s been dreading in the past. she almost lost you completely. “I promise.” she mumbles into your neck. you console her a little. 

“C’mon stop being a big baby, I knew what I was doing. I’m not a rookie remember?” you tilt her head up. she pecks your cheek and links her fingers through yours. “Let’s go home.” she says, wanting to be anywhere but here. she would even go home and watch a shitty reality tv show with you, today took a lot out of her especially when dealing with the topic of emotions. she wonders if it’s going to be awkward now that’s she’s told you she loves you for the first time. 

“Actually, I have one more thing.” you nod to the new recruit, and he comes back quickly with a mysterious bagged person. he shoves the person into another chair next to Amber’s covered body and removes the bag from their head. 

Natasha speaks first. “Tony?” she looks back to you for answers. “Buttercup what is Tony doing here?” you inch towards him. a smug smirk on your face. he answers Nat before you do. “Romanoff! your crazy bitch of a girlfriend is insane and definitely bad for business!” 

you pout at his outburst. 

“That really hurt my feelings, Tony.” Nat was about to reprimand him for talking to you out of term, but you beat her to it smacking him across the face with you abandoned revolver. “Glad you brought up the topic of business because it looks like yours will be shutting down soon... you know without your number one girl.” you smile widely, sure it wasn’t her fault, and she was just doing her job, but Tony would be the blame for her death. Tony was the cause for all of this except for your girlfriend’s self-control. you make a reminder to teach her a lesson about that. 

“What the hell are you talking about? Where’s Amber?” you walk to the covered body removing the sheet and dragging the chair right next to his, so he can get a close-up view. “Amb- you? you did this?” he turns away from amber not wanting to further damage his brain. you shake your head childishly. “Nope not me that was all Tash’s handywork over there.” you point behind you. 

“Now you’ll see what happens when you send low life whores to fuck my girlfriend!” your hand collides with his face. you look around the wanting someone to assist you, of course you land on Yelena she looked bored, and Nat never let her do anything. “Lena, would you come here please.” she jumps out of her spot to stand next to you. “What’s up?” you smile at her and point to her pockets. “Can I borrow your knife?” she returns the smile and hands you a knife, she was a little disappointed you didn’t ask her for help on torturing Tony. she starts to walk back to her spot in the room before you grab her hand. 

“I need you to stay.” she nods once “I’m still mad at you.” She says, and narrows her eyes at Tony. “Do you like games Tony?” you stand above him toying with the sharp blade against your fingertips. you continue on your rant not giving him a chance to respond. 

“When I was little, I loved playing the game operation. I was really good at the game but.” you stop talking to face Yelena. “Lena was a much better player of the game, so much better that I hated playing that game with her.” Yelena laughs at the memory. “Oh my god! you should’ve seen her face, every time I took the tiny plastic out of the small space without setting off the buzzer.” you give her an annoyed expression at her reminding you why you hated that game. you were still butt hurt about it. Yelena stops laughing seeing your expression and nods for you to continue. 

“Anyway, I hated the game, but now I wonder how fun it would be to play for real.” you step forward dragging the knife against Tony’s shirt. the light dragging against his fabric caused it to tear showing just how sharp the end of it was. “I heard you had a few heart problems last year. Now I know those rumors were true.” you toy with the knife dragging it along the long scar going down the middle of Tony’s chest. ‘I’ve never been up close in person with a pacemaker before. Let’s change that shall we?” you dig the tip of the knife into his chest. he breaths heavily though his nose shaking his head. knowing what you had planned in that twisted mind of yours, this he didn’t expect, not from you. you were the only Sain one out the group. “You think you can take one of his organs out quicker than me?” Yelena was stunned for a moment; she’s never seen you this way. Natasha must’ve unlocked the darkness that was already hidden beneath you. “I was always good at removing the rib.” you tilt your head as you examine which part of Tony’s body you wanted to carve into first. 

Clint nudges Natasha’s arm. “You’re just gonna let her do this?” Natasha takes a sip from her drink and shrugs her shoulders, never taking her eyes away from you. she was fascinated and shocked just like everyone else in this room. you turn around to the others in the room. 

“Bucky can you hold him down so me and Yelena can play?” you say innocently, contrast to what you were about to do. Bucky looks to Nat for further instruction, he worked for her, not you. after the look Natasha gives him at his hesitated state, he does as requested and holds Tony still. you make a not to talk to Nat about Bucky not respecting you. you search the small toolbox close by the side table, this was Nat’s toolbox so she was intrigued to see what you were going to start off with. “Actually let’s start small.” you loo to Yelena with pliers in your hand. she gets the memo and nods in agreement with your plan. 

“Cool, I go first though.” you roll your eyes playfully, Yelena always had to go first if you even thought about it she would not play the game with you anymore. she was childish like that. when you and Yelena get started there was no stopping not any time soon, Nat just sat back and watched it all and if you asked her if her clit was throbbing right now she would answer truthfully, unashamed to say this was turning her on. seeing you like this in a new darkness made her eager to return home. after pulling the third tooth, bruised ribs, face and the slight reopening of his scar Tony was broken. just like you wanted him to be you had no intentions on killing him like you did amber even if he played a big part in this situation, but only because you needed something from him. 

“Ahh, please I’ll do anything, I can make it up to you y/n.” 

“Oh, you hear that Yelena I’m Y/n now and not a Romanoff’s crazy bitch of a girlfriend!” the back of your hand collides with his face. you were sure to make a spy appointment in the morning this was a lot of work on your body and muscles you wonder how Natasha does it on a daily. yelena hums in response. “Yeah, maybe we should cut out his tongue.” she tilts her head at Tony’s panic state. “Thats a good idea Lena, but let’s see what Tony has to offer for an apology.” you place a hand over yelena’s her face falters as you help with lowering her pocketknife away from his face. ”W-hat do you want? You can have it! anything!” he rushes out not knowing you would play heavily into the “anything” part.

“The only way to really make it up to me is to sign the contract, Tony.” you slide the small side table over in front of him placing the open and paper on it. you unstrap one of the restraints to allow him to grab the objects. his handshakes as it nears the table, he signs without protest. “There I signed It over, just get me the hell out of here!”  you happily take the contract from the table and face Natasha; she goes to take the contract from you, but you lean away from her. “Take this to Dave so he can have everything in order.” you quickly dismiss the recruit away which causes Nat’s mind to grow more curious. 

“Why did you just send him away with the contact? I needed that here.” you smile at her. 

“Oh, that wasn’t the same contract you had drawn up.” 

“What? what do you mean that’s not the same contract?” you snatch her hand away from you. “I mean that’s my contract I had drawn up; Tony’s club is now my club. I own it. not you.” You were waiting for her to get angry with you again, but it never came. 

“Did you hear what I said?” She smiles at your lack of confidence now. “Yeah, I heard you.” You feel yourself getting upset. How could she not be angry with you for taking away a future property. “Why aren’t you angry?” You didn’t even want a percentage of the club like Natasha did you wanted the whole building. It was another way to display a big fuck you to Tony and Natasha. She grabs your hands and shoves you to the wall. “Do you want me to be angry?” Nuzzles her face in the crook of your neck. you can’t tell what she’s thinking right now, she’s very hot and cold. very unpredictable.

 “Duh! that was the whole point of me doing this asshole.” she laughs at you, unbothered by your insult, too preoccupied with leaving kisses on your neck. You didn’t even have time to wipe ambers blood off of you. You can’t wait to get home and scrub your face raw. “You’re crazy, sweet face.” She was enjoying everything you did today she doesn’t understand why you didn’t take over for your father like he wanted you to, you were clearly capable and it probably would’ve prevented his death if you were in on everything that was going on at the time.

“You did all of that because I upset you? I’m not upset because I loved the show you put on for me, minus that stunt you pulled.” she nips at your neck harshly replaying that scene. “Now let’s go home.”

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You both went home, of course Natasha was following you around like a lost puppy, she was just glad that you were no longer mad at her. you ate dinner at the table together in your usual spot. you talked to her about ideas for the club. she listened to everything you had in mind, but when it came time for bed you meant what you said about her sleeping in the guest room. 

“What are you doing?” you eye her as she tries entering the room. 

“I’m getting ready for bed.” she says obviously. 

“I already put some of your clothes in the guest room.” you say flatly, Natasha’s jaw drops hearing you say that again, she honestly forgot. 

“Oh, come on...you can’t be serious.” you say goodnight before closing the door slowly in her face. “Goodnight, Nat.” she clenches her jaw looking at the door in front of her. you were being petty tonight. after everything that happened today? you wouldn’t allow her in her own room? “No goodnight kiss?” she shouts on the other side of the door. “Take your ass to bed Romanoff.” she sighs and childishly stomps to the guest room.

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She couldn’t take anymore not being in the same bed as you. It’s been weeks now since you both settled things. why was she still in the doghouse? She sits up from the cold uncomfortable guest bed. It wasn’t really uncomfortable the mattress was expensive as the rest of her things in this Mansion but without you it might as well be a bed with nails. She couldn’t even get herself off no matter how hard she tried. She needed you. She craved you and it’s only been a few weeks. 

She sucks her fingers clean and grumpily exits the bed nearing the door she stops and grabs something on her way out. Natasha carefully enters your shared bedroom seeing you peacefully sleeping. She throws the covers back seeing you in one of her favorite night gowns. Did you know she would break and come in her tonight? She slides in the bed gently. Stares at you for a moment her hands move on their own accord. She glided the gown up above your waist, when she’s met with black lace, she bites her lips to stifle the moan that attempts to pass through. 

She gently rubs your clit through your panties. She wants more. She moves her face to the top of your chest. Using her other hand, she pulls down the top part until she’s met with your hardened nipples. This time she moans. She kisses your breasts, playfully nips at your nipple until she feels you starting to stir beneath her. she focuses on your neck, her favorite part to kiss you. starts losing control forgetting that she wasn’t supposed to even be in this room anymore. 

“Nat? What are doing in here?” you sleepily mumble. “Go back to sleep.” She shushes you as she continues her journey of exploring your body. when her finger dips inside the waistband of your panties you jump into action. grabbing her hand and stopping her movements. 

“Uh un, you don’t get to touch me remember?” she releases a frustrated noise. “It’s been 4 weeks now and we sorted everything out.” you hum as she drags her nose across the side of your cheek. “Maybe so, but these legs are closed until I say so.” you slap her eager hands away from you. you try moving onto your back, but the hold Natasha has on you halts your movements. locking her leg over yours for security.

She whines in your ear. “You like when daddy is needy for you? And only you?” your breath hitches feeling her warm sticky cunt pressed against you. you finally look over your shoulder looking down she wasn’t wearing anything. Just a tank top. “Jesus!” she chuckles with how caught off guard you are.  “You gonna help me out?” she’s panting softly while discreetly trying to grind into you. 

your hips move on their own accord as you rock back and forth making sure to put more pressure against her front. “That’s it, give it to me.” you both settle on a comfortable rhythm her fingers glide back to her previous attempt. this time she rips the fabric not satisfied with going under the waistband. she rubs your folds and your clit with the same energy you put into pushing back on her. “Fuck, just like that.” she shuffles again but you’re too lost on the feeling of her warm pussy grinding into you to see what she has in her hand. you snap your eyes open when you feel the familiar cool steel against your temple. 

“Nat--” you try to stop your movements of grinding back into her. 

“I didn’t tell you to stop buttercup.” she keeps her other hand firmly against your waist. “You like playing with guns, hm? Do you have any idea how scared I was? but this right now, while I’m holding it and having you under my mercy as it should be. it’s turning me on even more.” she whispers before nipping at your neck. she studies your expression. 

“Don’t tell me you’re scared now, what happened to that crazy bitch that was in my warehouse a few weeks ago?” she turns your head to look at her. “I want to play with her, bring her out for me.” you give her what she wants. you always give in to her when she’s needy and whining for you like this. it was a battle for you as well to keep your hands off of her remembering you had to punish her for what she did. you think you did pretty good four weeks was a long time to not have your holes filled. to not cum by her touch, instead of the toys you used to hold you off. 

“You’re so good to me. Letting me use this sweet ass to fuck myself.” after her first orgasm and you both cum together she doesn’t stop there, she continues her claim on your body even more. you know you’re in for a long night when she steps into the closet coming back to the bed with her double ended strap. it has been four weeks after all she played heavily into dirty talk tonight, admitting to you how turned on she was seeing you like that. how sorry she was for putting you through that. how she’s still going to take you on an expensive trip, so it’ll just be you and her no distractions. with each confession she reveals to you it only helps you further reach your high.

“You’re so good to daddy hm?” as she chases another orgasm her hold around your throat tightens dangerously cutting off your air supply. much more than your used to because yes, you both played into breath control during sex but she was pushing you to your limits.

“Nat-“ you plead with your eyes hoping she would release your neck. “Shhh go back to sleep” she shushes you before your eyes glaze over and you’re met with complete darkness. 

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You shift in unfamiliar surroundings. Remembering what happened you jolt to an upright position, opening your eyes. You immediately slap her body. “What the hell is wrong with you?” She dodged most of your attacks while in the shared seat. Until she gets annoyed with it. “Hey! Cut it out!” She shakes you once for a warning. 

“Why the fuck would you choke me out like that?” 

“Because you would’ve ruined the surprise with all questions like the curious little thing you are.” 

“What are you talking about? What surprise?” She sighs leans in to quickly peck your lips. “Why don’t you look around” you pinch your eyebrows a bit. You were so out of it that you didn’t even notice. You were on the private jet. “So, you choked me out just to get me on the jet?” 

“No baby, I choked you out because of all the back talk you’ve been doing....and to get you on the jet.” She smiles at the end of her response. “You’re sick” you pout in the chair and stare out the window, until her hand slowly guided your face back to her. “You’re sicker” she pokes your cheek playfully. “Now where would you like to go sweet face? We have 3 weeks of vacation.” You perk up finally being able to go on your promised vacation. “Paris” you say immediately you’ve thought about it a lot. 

“Paris it is.” she kisses you once more and stands from the seat. walks over to grab a bag before she takes her seat again. “In the meantime, I thought we could do something fun.” you grow curious of what her definition of fun was. peaking over her shoulder to get a better look at what’s inside the bag. Natasha finally retrieves the item and turns towards you. Operation?

“I thought we could play operation.” the relationship dynamic between you both was certified psychotic at this point, but you wouldn’t trade it for anything else in the world. “Nat we’re currently in the sky right now and you want to play operation? what about turbulence?” she groans not having thought about that she just wanted to finally play the game with you since she didn’t get the same opportunity as Yelena did. “If you don’t want to play with me then just say that.” she starts putting everything away to go back inside the bag, but you place your hand on top of hers. 

“I didn’t say that stop being a big baby. of course, I want to play with you.” you give her a kiss for reassurance and take the box from her lap to set everything up. you go on a mini rant on teaching her the rules even if the game is simple Nat, wasn’t a simple person. the whole time during your mini rant Natasha can’t help but smile to herself, how she got so lucky to have you, how stupid she was for doing what she did just because she held power over you, but you proved her wrong. you proved to her that you had much more behind those beautiful eyes of yours and that you could easily match her same level of power if you truly wanted to. Things didn’t go right but nothing ever does when dealing with mob situations let alone a relationship with a mob boss, but she made up for it, in her own sick twisted way. She had the damage under control.

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Encanto:

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Inter Vivos: A woman's search for her missing sister leads her to Volterra. Eventual Marcus x OC, In Progress

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Supernatural:

Dynamics of an Asteroid: Adam wasn’t the only accident; John Winchester’s only daughter offers Sam shelter when Dean is assumed dead after killing Dick Roman, and then everyone learns what happens to those who assume. Eventual Balthazar x OC if the characters behave. In Progress (erratic updates)

Complex: Sam Winchester botches a summoning ritual and reverse French Mistakes a gal. Sam x OC fix-it fic, 170k, complete

Rewrite: A fan falls into the Supernatural universe, hightails it away from the Winchesters, and attempts to undo everything after Season 5 with the help of Metatron. Yes, Metatron. Metatron x OC, 44k, complete

Never Learn: God dumps Lucifer with a babysitter before he runs off to reconnect with his sister. Mary Poppins decides God can shove it and shacks up with the devil in a cabin in the woods. Lucifer x OC, 24k, complete

Dead Body Moving: Sam accidentally turns a cancer patient into a vampire, who proceeds to drink Crowley’s blood and become the Winchesters’ Mom Friend. Crowley x OC, 130k, complete

No Heaven or Hell: Angsty alternate ending to Dead Body Moving featuring Benny Lafitte. 7k, complete

Trivia: The Goddess of the crossroads ponders the upstart little stain who’s declared himself King. Crowley x Goddess, 2k, complete

Cookie For Your Soul: semi-autobiographical bisexual threesome Crowley smut. Crowley x OC, 5k, complete

Of Use: Rowena has a fling with a white witch, who thought she had no illusions and is ultimately proven wrong. Rowena x OC, 2k, complete

Sherlock: 

Madness: Moriarty met another Doctor Watson during his time at Barts. Sherlock is convinced this is very important. Jim thinks this is fucking hilarious. Moriarty x OC, 56k, complete

Yu Yu Hakusho: 

Nana: When Dr. Ichigaki can’t get his hands on Yusuke Urameshi, he decides the boy’s cousin is the next best thing. Ren Nakano has a Bad Time. Kurama x OC, 100k, On Hiatus

Marvel Cinematic Universe:

Learning to Fall: A risk-averse ex-SHIELD agent gets roped into swing dancing with the Winter Soldier, which she finds marginally preferable to Natasha Romanoff trying to push her down a flight of stairs. Bucky x OC, 10k, On Hiatus this one’s probably abandoned tbh the MCU just doesn’t excite me

Meta:

Pirates of the Caribbean:

Will Turner is Not Smart

Will Turner is Not Smart: Dead Man’s Chest Edition

Will Turner is Not Smart: At World’s End Edition

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scottiedotmp4 said:

i’ve scoured the apocalypse and post-apocalypse tags on AO3 but can’t seem to find this fic. all i can really remember was that steve and bucky lived in a cabin and thought they were the only survivors. i think bucky found steve bc steve kept trying to contact ppl with a radio broadcast. they had a garden and chickens and at some point contacted tony who lived in the west coat. thanks so much!

emzy2, time-lord-no-more, oh-ursmari and Anon sent in The Day the World Went Away* by 74days (complete | 21,323 | T) *chose not to warn

Anon 1 said:

hey :) so there was this fic i read a few months ago that i wanted to read again but i cant find it. basically, the avengers are wondering why steve is not getting in the christmas spirit and try to figure it out and then they find out that bucky died on christmas or something and that’s the reason why. sorry if that’s vague, thank you so much!!!! :)

dolphinqueen10 sent in For the Holidays by togina (restricted, oneshot | 11,279 | T)

Anon 2 said:

Could you please please help me find a fic where bucky and tony are running from cops. Its a cacw canon divergence where tony hates bucky as he has murdered his parents but ends up befriending him eventually when he realizes how much steve loves bucky and that bucky is a good human. I guess stucky is established relationship in this story. Congrats on the new blog, the fandom loves you!! Thanks!

getstucky sent in i need a forest fire by tomorrowsrain (complete | 65,812 | T)

Anon 3 said:

I CAN NOT find this fic where Bucky is living with Steve post hydra and isn’t able able to jack off and he goes to Steve’s room one night thinking that Steve will have sex with him. Steve is horrified and gives him a lecture about how not masturbating is dangerous with their increased sex drive with the serum and ends up letting Bucky fuck him instead. Any suggestions helpful, I’ve tried every tag combo I can think of!

sheetsforwhichimmade and possibleplatypus sent in  Deep-Six* by Claudia_flies (oneshto | 3,474 | E) *chose not to warn

pekinessa22 said:

Hi! Ok so i have lost two fics (the travesty i know) The first one is an ABO fic where steve is about to give birth and he is isolated for religious reasons and after the baby is born bucky kinda smugles himself in (if i remember correctly it was like old roman vibes but i cant recal for sure). 

(Polyamory:) The other one is nat/bucky/steve pure smut where the three live together and i remember bucky at one point laying nat on the dining room table like a snak for steve (smut ensures) THANKS

delilahdraken said:

I'm looking for a post-apocalyptic AU where skinny Steve is working as a mechanic. He finds Bucky in a landfill while looking for parts to repair something. Bucky is still a Winter Soldier, but different. They tried to make soldiers that could survice a nuclear winter, which they did, but it also made them sort-of vampiric and difficult to control. There is mention of a neural implant that stopped working for Bucky. Also Bucky's blood heals and only he can open a weapons cache Nick Fury wants.

Anon 4 said:

Hi! Do you know the fic where Steve died before the war and Bucky joins the Howlies and gets taken by Hydra but is saved by the Avengers and he kinda sees Steve? I think Peggy was Cap! Think you can find it?

Anon 5 said:

Hey there! Thanks for all that you do!!! I'm looking for a fic where Bucky has memory loss and video chats with Steve everyday from his room and then one day Steve doesn't video call him because he's depressed and Sam talks to Bucky. Steve maybe also reads Bucky a story every night? I would appreciate any help identifying this fic!!!

yumathings said:

Hi. I am desperately looking for a historical fic. I went through all the tags and .... I can’t find it. It’s a poor Bucky with a title and Steve with money. I think. But FOR SURE Bucky ja a war injury that keeps him in bed and they think he will die soon. So may as well marry and get a good settlement for his sister. But Steve is a good guy. And he figures out how to help Bucky and .... obviously.... they fall in love.... do you know that one?

greyhavensking, possibleplatypus and Anon sent in The Bargain by GoodbyeBlues (complete | 20,647 | M)

Anon 6 said:

Hello, I'm not really sure how to use tumblr but I'm looking for a fic where there's accidental noncon. Bucky asks Steve for stuff after sex and Steve doesn't realize that Bucky is using sex to barter for things he wants.

possibleplatypus sent in Uberrima Fidei* by asocialconstruct (oneshot | 3,075 | E) *rape/noncon

Anon 7 said:

Hi there! I’m trying to find a fic without results, maybe you can help. I remember just one thing: bucky and steve stuck behind enemy lines have sex and the scent of hormones kind of make the bad guys fuck too, so they can escape. I think it was abo and it’s either set during the war or in modern setting, but I don’t actually know. It’s really old, I tried to search in the abo tag, but I didn’t find anything. Sorry I couldn’t be more specific. Oh, it was multi chaptered if I’m not wrong

lesbucci said:

There’s this Fic I’m trying to find, but I only have a screenshot and I’m worried it might be deleted? The part I have screenshotted goes like this: “What kinda fucking stunt you trying to pull here, Rogers? Fucking left a note? Like that was supposed to fix it?" Bucky wants to rage, more than anything, twist his bones into something formidable so he can break, but there’s no one to hurt here but himself, and baby is all he's got. Only thing he ever owned, besides Steve.

Not a Stucky fic, Anon sent in a deleted Supernatural fic:  The Dark Descent and Up To Reascend by Theboys

Anon 8 said: (possible underage?)

hi! Im looking for a fic where Bucky was modern and Steve was still Captain america. They lived in the same apartment building, I think Buckys was directly under Steves, so he keeps sneaking in until Steve catches him. I'm pretty sure Bucky was younger, a lot younger. The ending was something like Bucky showing up at one of Steves events and Steve sees him and just smiles in Buckys direction? please help me! thank you

possibleplatypus and Anon sent in erupted with rubies* by yasgorl (oneshot | 8,009 | E) *chose not to warn

Anon 9 said:

Hello! i love this blog thanks for all your organizing skills. I’m looking for a short fic where Natasha gave bucky a bath bomb and steve realizes he likes them so he buys him more. thanks

[pussytime]

|| ohfuckno’s second, messier masterlist ||

heyo peeps!!! so, i “orphaned” (cuz there’s no option to actually orphan fics on tumblr, so i just removed them from my main masterlist) some fics from my main, and all of them can be found here (including the non-orphaned fics)! :))

Natasha Romanoff x Reader:

The Majestic Devils || ONGOING

You wake up in an underground obsidian cave in Hell with no memory whatsoever. Amongst the confusion of being in a new place with no recollection of who you are, a certain redhead, who happens to be the Queen of Hell, reveals some crucial information to you that will change how you view her forever.

{individual warnings for each chapter}

ONE - The Dummy’s Arrival

TWO – The First Conversation

THREE – An Unfortunate Encounter-ish

FOUR - Being Au Fait with Hell

FIVE – Two Awkward Idiots being Awkward

SIX - The Garden Talk

SEVEN -  Is Everything Okay?

EIGHT - Bring You Back

NINE - Creation of an Insurmountable Force from a Barren Womb

TEN - A New Fire

ELEVEN - The Last Battle

TWELVE - The Devil’s Homecoming

THIRTEEN - Nick’s Trial

FOURTEEN - Finding Middle Ground

FIFTEEN -

Experiment || FINISHED

A mission brings you back to your traumatic past, let’s see what happens.

violence, angst, a bit of fluff

Part-1 : Underground

Part-2 : Hey y/n!

Part-3 : Lab Hamster

Part-4 : EGS37

Tipsy Basketball || oneshot

fluffy –> tiny fight –> fluffy

Imprinted || oneshot

You and Nat have a day off and decide to hike to the waterfall, and BOOM, now you have 7 kids. FLUFF

Mannequin || oneshot

Natasha and you have a horrible fight, and break up after being together for four years. After the breakup, you both lost parts of yourself. ANGST

It Was Nice Knowing You || oneshot

You and Natasha have been together for two years. Two years of being together, and you break her heart in the worst way possible. IT IS RAINING ANGST IN THIS ONE

Only If She Knew || oneshot

You haven’t led the most righteous life, but will that lead to Nat having doubts about your relationship?? Why don’t you come and find out, huh?? Oh, and minor warning, it’s gon’ be ANGST.

Rotisserie Chicken || oneshot

Wade is visiting, Steve gets traumatised. FLUFF

Big Oof || oneshot

You’re a jock, she’s a nerd, what more can I say than I am bad at summaries. FLUFF FLOOF FLUFF!!

Times New Roman || oneshot

Nat is, well, acting, umm, kinda unusual- LIKE A DEMON!!! Also, you need a summary for 414 words?? JUST- just read it?? ???

Nat?? || oneshot

It’s your wedding day, and the most unexpected, random thing happens. 1674 words. FLUFF.

Nat being obsessed with kissing you || hcs

The Devils Universe:

These are set in the same general setting (hell au) and don’t affect the plot of The Majestic Devils :))

Never Gonna Get Over You || Carol Danvers x Reader || oneshot

You are the Ruler of Hell, and the Queen of Heaven, Carol Danvers has the hots for you, even though that bitch is in constant denial of her own horniness. Let’s see what happens at a certain gala. SMUT. 18+ ONLY.

Ruler of Hell!Reader shamelessly flirting with Queen of Heaven!Carol || hcs

The Avengers accidentally summoning you, the Ruler of Hell, on a game night || hcs/blurb

Wanda Maximoff x Reader:

Come With Us? || ONGOING

Wanda and you are retiring from the Avengers along with your mentor, Natasha, to go live on a secluded hill-top.

{individual warnings for each chapter}

Chapter-1

Chapter-2

Chapter-3

Wanda dating a touch starved Reader || hcs

Wanda falling in love with Civilian!Reader || hcs

Being in a sapphic skateboarders’ gang and dating emo!Wanda || hcs

Carol Danvers x Reader:

Hurtful Endings & New Beginnings: Part-1 // Part-2 || FINISHED

Carol has a crush on you, and is a gay mess, let’s see what happens.

a bit of drinking, rest is FLUFF

Go A Little Easy (On Me) || blurb || 400 souls celebration

alexithymia (n) the inability to express your feelings // basorexia (n); the overwhelming desire to kiss // akrasia (n) lack of self control

a bit of blood, a lot of fluff

Hoeing Around The Galaxy:

You’re an intergalactic outlaw, going around the galaxy, just having fun ;)……this is basically a fem!reader-insert smut series with different characters in each chapter.

Series Warnings - This is just…a whole lotta smut. They’re all just boning down in each chapter. Each chapter will have individual warnings. || 18+ ONLY

ONE - Sly Motherfucker || Carol Danvers X Reader

You go to the bar to collect the payment for one of your recent jobs, but when the middleman bails on you, and you end up finding some wayyyy better company.

Yelena Belova x Reader:

Cotton Candy || blurb || 400 souls celebration

3) first kiss // 7) Your friends walk in on your kissing but they don’t know about your relationship

Bobbi Morse x Reader:

Stay || oneshot || 400 souls celebration

Prompt - 2) Your child (goddaughter*) holds their hand instead of yours by mistake // Dystopian AU

Maria Hill x Reader:

Lost In You || blurb || 400 souls celebration

Prompts - basorexia (n); the overwhelming desire to kiss // sehnsucht (n): the inconsolable longing in the human heart for we know not what, a yearning for far, familiar, non- earthy land one can identify as one’s home // 27) They get hurt and you patch them up

Wade Wilson & Reader:

Being best-friends with Wade Wilson would include || hcs

Bollywood:

Saala Dard || Safeena x Reader (Gully Boy) || [english translation]

Unable to hide your feelings from her any longer….you finally tell her.

SMUT, fluff, cheating, angst….18+ ONLY

[magicmanias]

The Trickster’s Wife

Request: “soooo from the prompt list.... I'd like a few please.... 9 + 17 + 22 + 23 + 28 +  30 + 40 + a hell lot of kissing + a little smut (ok a looott) + loki . i know i asked for a lot. Not even sure  you wanted it or how this works. I just went with the flow I'm guilty... i just want that loki love😈 . or don't do it, i would understand 😅”

9. “I’m not even going to ask.”

17. “This is not something a parent teaches their child.”

22. “What’s the fun in that?”

23. “You wanna mess some shit up?”

28. “That’s going to hurt tomorrow.”

30. “I think I’m in love.”

40. “Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it.” 

Pairing: Loki × Reader

Summary: Loki teaches your daughter magic.

Warnings:  fluff, implied smut (sorry, I know, I’m such a p*ssy lol)

Word Count: 1.5k

A/N: Sorry this took so long. Anyways, enjoy, anon! I hope you notice I wrote it. Ha ha. 

“Loki! Oh God, Loki!”

“Y/N? What do you need? Is it the baby?”

“Yeah, I-I think it’s coming! Ah,” you groaned at the feeling of another contraction coming. “We have to go. Now.”

Loki went pale and his hands shook. “A-Alright, ok let’s go to the hospital.”

“I don’t know if I’ll make it to the hospital.” You gasped. “My water just broke. The baby is coming now!”

“Did someone call?” Tony, in his suit, came flying down and landed at your front door. “We got a helicopter waiting for you guys.”

“Ah! Oh,” you screamed out in the helicopter. “Can this thing go any faster? I have a person coming out of me. Oh, God!”

Loki gripped your hand. He shook with anxiety. “We’ll be there soon, my love.”

“I’m never doing this again,” you winced and threw your head back.

Several minutes later, you landed at the hospital, where the rest of the Avengers were waiting. The nurses made them wait in the waiting room. 

Loki huffed and ran out of the delivery room. “It’s a girl!” And he ran back into the delivery room. Tony, Clint, Bucky, and Sam groaned. 

“Fuck,” Clint pulled his wallet out. “I should have known it was a girl.”

“How would you have known?” Natasha asked as she grabbed Clint’s money. 

“It’s Y/N, dude. Girl always gets what she wants,” Sam said.

“I have a niece!” Thor practically boomed. He probably woke up the whole hospital.

You held your child in your arms. She was wrapped in a green blanket. She looked so peaceful as she slept in your arms. The team slipped into the delivery room to see the new addition to their family. 

“So, what are we naming the newest princess of Asgard?” Thor asked, bouncing up and down on his feet like a child.

“Loki?” you turned to your husband, who could not stop staring at his baby daughter. He looked at her like she was everything.

“I think you should tell them, my dear. You came up with the name.”

“Her name is Diana Frigga Lokidottir.”

“Frigga?” Steve asked.

“After our mother,” Thor smiled and patted Loki on the back. “She would like that, brother.” Loki gave a tight-lipped smile at the mention of their mother.

“And where did you get Diana from?” Natasha asked. 

“Well, it was the name of a Roman goddess, so we figured it would suit the daughter of a god. And it also means divine, which we thought would suit her as well,” you explained. “Although come to think of it, we should have named her something that related to trickery. Like her father.” You smirked at Loki.

“Oh God, there’s going to be another one,” Clint realized. 

“Meet your family Diana,” you cooed. “They’re always going to love you, and protect you, and when you’re old enough, they’ll teach you to kick some major ass.”

“This kid is real lucky, having a mom like you Y/N,” Steve nodded at you. “You’re going to make a great mother.”

“Yeah she is lucky,” you agreed. “But it’s because she has you all to call her family. I mean, can you imagine being born into the Avengers. Now that’s something.”

“Just like her.” Loki kissed Diana’s temple and continued to admire her.

You walked into the kitchen and began to pull the chairs away from your dining table. You proceeded to wipe down the table as you brush the fly-aways of your hair out of your face. 

“Wow, this child can make such a mess,” you huffed as you picked up your daughter’s paintbrushes. Even at five, she was already a pretty decent little artist. You always knew the daughter of a God would be special, but Diana... Now she was truly a marvel.

As you finished putting your daughter’s art supplies away, you started to think about the times you had caught your husband planning all sorts of schemes with her. Of course, she had to inherit his keenness for trickery. 

“Diana? Diana, it’s time to give you a bath.” You looked in her room, but she wasn’t there. You looked in the kitchen, but she wasn’t there. You looked in your bedroom, but she wasn’t there. Now that you thought about it, you couldn’t find Loki either. Suddenly, you heard giggling and a deep chuckle. 

You peeked inside the study to find your daughter and your husband sitting on the ground, hunched over a piece of paper. They looked intense as if they were planning a jewel heist. 

“Okay daddy, you magic Uncle Steve’s coffee while I distract Uncle Thor,” your daughter said, pointing to the paper. There were little stick figures on it. You cleared your voice to get their attention.

Loki and Diana shot their heads up to look at you, standing in the doorway. They both had the funniest “oh shit” looks on their faces, but you kept your composure. 

“I’m not even going to ask,” you turned to walk out the door to let them continue to plan their prank. You stopped your leave and said, “But if Steve catches you two, I’m not testifying.” And you continued to walk away.

“What’s testifying?” your daughter pulled at her father’s shirt. 

“I don’t know. Some Midgardian strategy for justice,” Loki brushed it off. “Wanna mess some shit up?”

“MOMMY! DADDY SAID A BAD—” Loki put a silence spell on her to keep her from ratting him out.

Diana tried to continue to yell out to you, but found that she wasn’t producing any sound. She pouted at her father, as he had done this before.

“If you don’t tell your mother, I’ll get you ice cream after we prank Uncle Steve,” Loki told her, lowering himself to her level. Diana vigorously nodded her head.

You snapped out of your reminiscing to the sound of a loud boom. You were instantly filled with fear concerning the safety of your daughter. You sprinted to her room and threw the door open. 

Instead of finding what you feared, you found your husband with Diana and a large array of feather falling to the ground. Diana giggled at the chaos in her room.

“What happened?” you asked, trying to quell your anxiety.

“I’m teaching our daughter some spells,” Loki grinned proudly. “She seems to like the one that causes things to burst.”

You sighed, “Can I talk with you?” You were angry and Loki could tell. Loki’s eyes widened in fear. He was afraid of the face you made. Although he would never admit it, he feared you when you were angry. He stood up and walked out the door. “Diana, no more magic until we come back, ok?”

Diana frowned, “Ok, mommy.”

You closed the door behind yourself and turned to Loki.

“Darling, I would just like to—”

“That is not something a parent teaches their child,” you gritted your teeth and pointed an accusatory finger at your husband.

“I’m not exactly like most parents,” Loki replied, smirking. 

“This is not a game, Loki. She’s five!” You whispered so Diana wouldn’t hear. “You can’t teach her stuff like that right now.”

“What’s the fun in that? On Asgard, my mother taught me magic at this age,” he defended. He sounded annoyed.

“We’re not on Asgard!” You pinched the bridge of your nose. “Look, I just don’t want her to get in trouble. She’s smart, Loki. But she’s also sensitive. She could hurt someone.”

“I see.” Loki looked down and furrowed his eyebrows. “You don’t want her to become what I am.”

“No, Loki. You’re like that anymore.”

“But I was like that at one point. And you fear she might become the monster that I was?” Loki raised his voice.

“Loki, that’s not what I meant.”

“That’s what it sounded like.”

“I just don’t want you to teach her dangerous spells at this age. You can teach her magic,” you assured, “as long as it’s safe for her and the people around her.” You held Loki’s face in your hands and met your eyes with his. “I trust you.”

Loki kissed you. He pulled away from your lips and said, “I think I’m in love.” 

“Oh really?” you smirked. “Well, it’s about time you told me. We’ve been married for seven years.” Loki smiled and kissed you again.

"Ew!" a small voice interrupted your kiss. "Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!" your daughter shut her eyes and walked out of her room. You and Loki laughed. 

She turned back around to face you and Loki. You realized that purple sparks surrounded her.

“Loki, what spell is she doing?”

“Oh god. She’s doing the defence spell I taught her. It knocks people off their feet.”

“Diana, no wai—” A purple blast shot out from her and knocked you and Loki off your feet.

Loki groaned and sat up, “That’s going to hurt tomorrow.”

“Oops, sorry mommy,” Diana apologized and rushed over to you. “I just got excited.” You pulled her into a hug. “It’s ok, peanut.”

“Ok, mommy. I’m going to go paint.” She rushed off into the kitchen.

“Diana Frigga Lokidottir, you still need to take a bath.”

“And maybe after that, you can take a bath with me,” Loki suggested, wrapping his arms around you from behind.

“If you have enough patience to wait your turn.”

“For you,” Loki cooed. “I’d wait.”

“Wait for what?” Diana asked, waddling back into the hallway.

“Um, nothing,” you said quickly. “Go get in the bath!”

[starscreamloki]

Must reads

This post contains fanfiction written by other writers I just loved and wanted to share with you. Hail to all my fellow-writers!

The summarizes below the title are my personal opinions.

--- Safe to read anywhere ---

Compression by NamelessDragon on AO ( @anamelessdragon on Tumblr)

Bucky finds a secret lab in Wakanda and what he finds there shakes him to the core. Written from Bucky’s view with a lot of Loki. The angst and whump are amazing. Thus far this fic is SFW but that might change in the future.

Tapestries (series) by Lise on AO ( @veliseraptor on tumblr)

So, if you are down for angst, this is the story to read! After the events of Avengers 1 Loki is badly hurt and brought back to Asgard where his family tries to confront him. But the God of mischief doesn’t give in and has enough troubles of himself. A story where Loki and his family clash.

A Dagger a Day Keeps the Feds at Bay by @silentwanderlustfanfiction

As the daughter of Tony Stark it maybe wasn’t the wisest idea to start something with the God of Mischief, especially not when Loki has his own plans.

Frostbite written by Maiden of Asgard on AO ( @maiden-of-asgard on Tumblr)

If you ever needed a Jotun!Loki in your life, this is the fic to read! A Loki x Reader where you suddenly end up on a very cold realm and two red eyes stare back at you. Maybe you should have stayed inside...

The Missing Asgardian written by Tandirra on AO

This is actually written from Thor’s POV (but most of the time it doesn’t feel that way) where they set out on a mission to find Sif (post ragnarok and ignoring the mid-credits and stuff). There is also a lot of Loki in this story and Val as well. I’m a big fan of all of her work, Tandirra understands the characters so good and is such an awesome writer. I highly recommend reading this.

Loki’s speech written by: asimo74allmyworld

As the title claims, Loki’s speech. An absolute must read if you’re feeling down and need an upper.

Of Nightmares and mischief written by: iguessyouregonnamissthepantyraid on AO

A conversation between brothers we much needed to be honest, after the events of Ragnarok.

Old series Redux written by: Tandirra on AO

So, drop your social life and start reading this series, it will not disappoint! Loki joins the Avengers after some minor troubles, but what happens when a powerful enemy almost gets the best of Loki?

Bold and Roll the Dice written by Finalizer on AO

Two stories about Loki and Valkyrie which can be read separately but somewhat belong together. Loki and Valkyrie have to deal with their own torments but meet in the middle. What could possibly go wrong?

Put out the Flames by Finalizer on AO

Loki and Thor get to Earth with the ship (so, ignoring the mid-credits scene), and some of the things still unresolved. An interaction between brothers as it should be. In my opinion, after all that has happened.

Un/Hurt by PoorYorick on AO

Loki got injured in the battle against Hela and tries to hide his moment of weakness from different people for different reasons.

Punishing Loki by Donya on AO

Warning for torture and violence! Thor takes Loki back to Asgard and punishes him for what he has done in New York. This story is violent, dark and raw and not for the faint hearted!

To go on living by Lokiscribe on AO

Very, VERY firm warning for trigger elements, read the tags on AO! As punishment for his crimes on Midgard, Loki has been forced into slavery on Asgard. Being only a fraction of who he ever was, someone enters his miserable life and turns it up side down, changing Asgard forever.

--- NSFW below! ---

Screaming Mute and Seeing Blind by Noymos ( @naomisalman on Tumblr)

Clint gets thrown down the rabit-hole when he is given Loki as his slave. Loki on his turn is just being a little shit but dealing with his own problems. An angsty fic with enough whump and twists to keep biting your nails until the end.

Some Say In Ice by Noymos ( @naomisalman​ on Tumblr)

A Loki x Bucky fic where Loki’s snarky humor is amazing and the insight we get in Bucky’s mind is equally awesome! Loki is after his scepter but hadn’t counted on the Winter Soldier meddling with his plans.

Every moment we Teeter by NamelessDragon on AO ( @anamelessdragon on Tumblr)

Warning, this thing is dark, full of whump and delicious angst. Read the tags on AO! This is possibly one of the darkest fics I’ve read thus far and it is so good. A Valki fic combined with Frostmaster. I’m not going to spoil this original and delicious plot. If you are in for whump and dark stuff, read it!

The Gladiator written by Maiden of Asgard on AO ( @maiden-of-asgard on Tumblr) 

Another wonderful slow-burn. Loki ends up on Midgard in the Roman Empire and is put in the arena. At multiple corners plot just slams you in the face unexpected and Loki is portrayed amazing!

Off to the races by Lise on AO ( @veliseraptor on tumblr)

This one-shot is amazing. It is written in second POV and from the Grandmaster’s POV which makes it really dark, twisted and delicious. A fic that feels like one of a kind and definitely worth reading!

Fire and Ice by @geminiloveca

One very hot fic of a threesome between reader, Lucifer and Loki.

Read Each Other in the Dark by darlingred1 on AO

A slowburn fic between Valkyrie and Natasha that turns into a Valkyrie/Natasha/Loki with Loki as sub. Amazing characterization and very hot scenes! I wish there were more fics like these!

How to love a writer written by @winterheart17

Written from first POV and a fic to fall in love with. A struggling writer is suddenly bound to Loki by a cruel twist of faith and they enter a game of love and seduction. If you seek to have your heart go through every possible feeling, read this!

Viking Wellness by @tilltheendwilliwrite

This smutty fic is more than just porn. It is expertly well and classy written, and above all there has been put thought and effort in the actions of the characters. One might consider this a Thorki, but it doesn’t read that to me because of the female reader that is put in the mix. So, search yourself a new massage therapist in this fic and let yourself be carried away by magical hands (and actions).

Flecks of Gold by Tandirra on AO

I’m just a big fan of her work and writing style and this one does not disappoint. Loki has an emotional breakdown after everything that happened on Sakaar. The Grandmaster leaves vicious scars...

And I've loved in shades of wrong by ginnyweasleys on AO

Loki and Valkyrie smut, but damn it is so well written, so classy, so damn hot and good plot as well: there are benefits to sparring with Valkyrie. Loki is a fast learner.

Touch written by Mastre on AO

Loki ends up with the Avengers, but something has gotten to him and he is broken beyond recognition. I’m really curious where this story is going!

Nothing that is not there by ragnasok on AO ( @ragnasok on Tumblr)

Loki finds his way into the Grandmaster's good graces, and a lavishly gilded cage. This story is also a little Angsty which I loved.

Concentrate by days4daisy on AO

Loki meets the Grandmaster who teaches him some more about his magic. But  the Grandmaster has his own ways to teach. I especially loved the conversations in the first half of this fic!

Burn and fade by TheOtherOdinson on AO ( @theotherodinson on Tumblr)

I just love the playing with memories and this fic is right up that ally. Loki wishes to escape his horrible memories and the Grandmaster is all to willing to provide that.

A golden cage written by: imyourliquor-youremypoison

What happens when you keep two lovers apart for to long, torment them, and bring them back together? Well, this very good story!

The Queen’s consort written by: Freudenstein’s Monster

You take one arrogant prince, and one queen who is very dominant, and put them together and add politics and a lot of smut. This story will not fail to make you want more.

Oil on Water written by: Tandirra on AO 

Sakaar, the Grandmaster, Frost Giant Loki and a lot of shame and some smut. Not for those faint of heart, but so damn good! And it’s nice it’s a once shot, perfect for an evening on the couch.

With many teeth, he smiled written by: Courgette96 on AO

What happens if Frost Giant Loki truly is a monster and he succumbs to his desires? A raw but very delicious, of course somewhat smutty, story!

Vices are for Mortals written by: TheOtherOdinson

Loki has landed on Sakaar and has to set himself, and his brother free. But the Grandmaster isn’t very eager to let him go... Good story with some good smut!

Disk of Obedience written by Mastre on AO

Non-con! What happens when a mortal is found on Sakaar and the Grandmaster decides to gift her to one of his special guests? This story is not for the faint hearted.

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Avengers A/U

Steve x reader

“Buck Fuddy”

Part 21

Summary: you and your friend agree, no strings attached.

WARNING: almost smut??

*****

“You have a conference at ten, then Mr. Thorn wants to talk, he’s back to wanting to talk about working with not only you but Mr. Stark as well.”

You nodded along as Denise gave you a run down. Tony had run her background but came up with nothing, SHIELD said they would get back to you in the next few days. “Thank you Denise, that will be all.”

“Your tea,” she handed you a cup and you smiled taking the drink bringing it to your lips as she watched, both of you turned at knocking at your door. 

“Steve!” you set the cup down and moved around your desk. “What are yo-ahhh!” you squealed as he wrapped his arms around you and lifted you up off your feet. 

“I wanted to see if you were-” Steve swung you around watching until Denise left, shutting the door to your office behind her. You giggled as his lips found yours almost immediately. “You left without breakfast,” he mumbled against your lips, tongue sweeping out and over your bottom lip, you squeaked as his hands slid down your waist to your ass, pulling you into him. You held on, it was all you could do as his tongue invaded your mouth, his hands gripping your ass, sliding down between legs, he pulled back slightly, “I love that you wear skirts..” 

You gasped as your skirt was shoved up and he pushed you onto your desk, “S-Steve...w-wait....Oh!!” he knelt between your legs, your hands went to his hair, fingers scratching along his scalp, “Steve, I-I-” he kissed up your inner thigh causing your mind to white out, as his strong fingers slid up your outer thighs, leaving a trail of fire in their wake, you body going into over drive.

You jolted as your phone rang, blindly swiping at it you hit the speaker function as Steve chuckled between your thighs, stubble scratching at your skin as he did so, catching his jaw in both your hands and forcing him to stop as Denise’s voice came out loud and clear over the speaker, “Mr. Thorn has arrived.”

“YES!” you exclaimed as Steve stood quickly and adjusted your clothes for you, giving you a quick peck on the lips, “Oh! Alright, see him in then,” you corrected your clothes and Steve moved to lean against the wall beside your desk as the door opened. You could see Steve tense out the corner of your eye, he knew none had seen this man, he knew this was the man responsible for Roman’s death, and he was determined to see him taken down.

“Y/N!” He exclaimed stepping in, “I hope I am not interrupting anything?” he asked as Denise swept in, she handed Thorn a drink which he accepted with a smile and then one to Steve, before stepping out. 

You shook your head, “No, nothing at all. Mr. Thorn, this is Steve Rogers,” you introduced.

Steve smiled, licking his lips as he had just taken a drink of his coffee, and held his hand out. “Sir.”

Thorn grasped his hand firmly, “You and Y/N right?” he asked, you froze swallowing your sip of tea, frowning at it. “Please, lets all sit down,” he waved his hands and you sat as did Steve. 

Thorn sat in the plush chair in front of your desk, his guards standing on either side of him. “Steve Rogers? I believe you are friends with Tony Stark right? Captain America!” he turned with a smile to his bodyguards that gave a small nod of acknowledgement. Turning back to you two, he put a finger to his lips as he pursed them, “Now correct me if I am wrong, you two,” he pointed at each one of you in turn looking at you, “have a child together right?”

Steve looked over at you as you frowned, “Thorn what are you getting at?” you asked. 

Natasha and Clint had taken Emma two days ago at Bucky and Tony’s urging. Since you were going after Thorn you didn’t want to take unnecessary risks. Here it was, a thinly veiled threat to your daughter. Your head hurt, your chest tightened, the floor shifted under you, was this anger? Yes, you were angry, you were more than angry, you were furious. How dare he threaten your daughter?

Thorn set a small box on the edge of your desk as you tried to catch your breath, “this is an interesting little gadget.” He stated, why couldn’t you catch your breath? Why was it so hard to focus? “It blocks the feed to your surveillance, any video or audio going out, being recorded...say by your friend Tony Stark? Or more like your friends in SHIELD.”

“Y/N?” Steve’s voice echoed, reverberated throughout the room.

You swung your head, as heavy as it seemed, over to see Steve leaning forwards. It felt like moving through mud, thick heavy mud. Your limbs were too heavy, gasping you dropped your tea, noting Steve’s mug was already on the floor.

“Now, we know that SHIELD was onto us due to that idiot Roman, he could not keep his nose out of it and in his inventions...he had to look at all the details didn’t he Y/N?” Thorn asked sighing heavily.

“Y-you...don’t say his..n-name!” you bit out angrily, reaching for your cell. A little noise left you as one of his guard stepped around and grabbed a handful of your hair. Steve moved, there was no other word for it, his body slamming into the mans, both of them falling to the ground. 

“Y/N!! GO!!” he shouted, struggling to keep the man pinned. You tried, tried to get to your feet and even as you hoisted yourself up, using your desk to do so, you saw your door swing open, Denise perking an eyebrow and smirking at you. 

“Impressive, I gave him five times the normal amount, they really don’t make them like that anymore do they?” she asked as Thorn stood. 

He caught her chin in hand and smiled, dropping a kiss to her lips as you stumbled forwards and landed on the floor with a thud. You could hear Steve still struggling, “all it takes is a moment, he won’t stay out for long, but we have restraints for the super-soldier,” you swatted his hand away as he stroked your cheek, your vision darkening with every second. 

“S-St-”

“He’s not the one we wanted...but he is a bonus..”

You let out a whimper as your world turned dark.

Tony’s fingers flew over his holographic keyboard, Bucky growled beside him. “Tony, get it back online....Fuck this, I’m going down there!”

Tony nodded, “I’ve alerted SHIELD, they will be back up, FRIDAY?”

“Yes sir?”

“Find out what happened, nobody blocks us out,” he stepped away, his suit already wrapping around him, “Ready for this?” he asked, Bucky nodded as Tony flicked his wrist, he let out a small growl as a helmet wrapped around his head and they were airborne the next second.

*****

A/N: Sorry if its too short!!

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A Twist of Fate (2/?)

Summary- Roman Grey knew she’d never see the love of her life ever again after he “died” back in the 40s. Bucky Barnes knew he’d never be able to see his best girl ever again. What happens when fate grants them a second chance at seeing each other again?

Pairing- Bucky x Female OC

Warnings- Cursing. Smut(maybe).  

Word Count- 1561

A/N- This is my first original character. Hope you enjoy it ❤️

Part 1

Masterlist

Italics mean flashbacks/ thoughts

1935

~Roman~

Coney Island was where I had my first date with the sergeant himself though at the time he wasn’t one. Just regular James Barnes. He wanted everything to be perfect but sometimes the most imperfect date is the most memorable one. Anything that could go wrong did. Somehow the vendor ran out of cotton candy, which was my favorite. My favorite ride closed down due to someone getting sick on it while we were waiting in line. The prize that Bucky was hell-bent on winning for me was won by someone else. And the icing on the cake, an unexpected rain decided to grace us with its presence. To James it was a disaster but to me, it was the best date ever. And to end the night we shared the perfect, scratch off your bucket list, kiss in the rain.

Now

~General~

“We are nearing the location”, Friday tells Tony.

“Ok Friday, find me a plane.”

Friday scans for any sign of one. “Wreckage has been detected along with traces of Vibranium as well.”

“Vibranium? Where Friday? How far down?

She pinpoints where she picked up the scans. Tony and the quinjet land on the heavily thick ice, “Alright, let’s find her and get her out of there.”

The team immediately start to drill down to reach the plane. After hours of drilling, they finally reach the top of the plane. Tony used his blasters to get inside. “You getting anything Friday?”

“I’m detecting Vibranium towards the front of the plane”, Friday informs Tony. He walks towards the front, scanning for the source of the rare metal.

“There. Above you.”, Friday highlights one of the beams as Tony looks up. There impaled in the beam was a sword of some kind. Tony flies up to dislodge the weapon. As he does Friday speaks again, “I’m picking up a faint heartbeat.”

“Where Friday?”,Tony looks around area. Friday hones in on the heartbeat for Tony and he sees where it’s coming from.

“We found her Friday.”

After Tony informed the extract team, they worked fast to get her out. “Friday, call Banner.”

Bruce picked up a few rings,” What’s up Tony?”

“We found her. Is the Medbay ready?”

Bruce didn’t speak due to slight shock,” Uh, yeah it’s ready”

“Good I’ll be there in an hour and don’t say anything.”, Tony says then hangs up.

“Shall I inform Captain Rogers and Sergeant Barnes?”, Friday asks.

“No. Not yet.” he says as he looks at the sword in his hand.

“So why are we telling Steve and Bucky we found her yet?”, Bruce looks at the defrosting woman with silver hair wearing a black and silver jumpsuit similar to Natasha’s.

“Just because she had a faint heartbeat in the ice, doesn’t mean she’ll continue to have one when she’s out.”

“And you don’t want to tell them in case she dies.”

Tony sighed, ”They said she looks familiar to them. I just don’t want them to have hope only for her to die after them knowing she’s here, especially if they know her.”

Bruce pats Tony on the back,”They still deserve to know.”

The both of them continue to melt the ice surrounding the frozen woman. Soon half of her body is exposed, so Bruce checks her pulse. He felt that it was faint but slowly getting stronger. He was about to tell Tony when he noticed the dog tags around her neck. Curious to see what her name was, he picks up the tags and looked at the name. His eyes widen,” Tony, there’s something you need to see.”

Tony walks over to Bruce who handed him the tags. When Tony looked at them Bruce spoke,”Now you need to tell them.”

Tony took the tags off of her and called out to his AI,” Friday where’s Rogers and Barnes?”

Friday informed Tony that they were in the lab. The whole way there Tony was formulating a plan on how to tell them. When he got there, he saw that they were still looking through everything regarding Lady Silver. He hid the tags in his hand when he walked in. Bucky was the first to look up,” Your back. Did you find her?”

“Yeah, she’s in the Medbay thawing out. Banner is taking care of her.”

“Can we see her?”, Steve asked standing up.

“Before you do, I have to show you something”, Tony opens his hand,” these were around her neck”

Steve took the tags before Bucky could see. “That’s impossible”, was all the soldier could say. Bucky took the tags from his best friend and looked at them. The moment he read the names imprinted on the tags, memories he had forgotten flooded his mind.

   JAMES B BARNES                    STEVEN G ROGERS

    32557038 T42 A                      987654320 T42 O

As fast as lightning, Bucky ran out the lab and to the Medbay. Steve followed close behind still trying to wrap his head around the whole situation. And Tony well, he’ll catch up.

Bruce was checking her vitals again, when he heard what could only be described as running that sounded like rolling thunder. Then it just stopped. He looked towards the door frame. There Bucky stood with Steve looking the the woman. Bucky took a few step towards her only for his legs to give out. Steve quickly came up behind him to steady him. They knew there was something familiar about her but they just didn’t think it could be possible.

“This can’t be real.”

Tony finally reached the Medbay just as Bucky was caressing the semi-frozen woman’s cheek. “I take it you both know who she is.”

“Her name is Roman Grey.”, Steve informs him and Bruce while holding back tears.

“Why did she have your army tags?”, Bruce asked.

“Because she’s my girlfriend”, Bucky says continuing to look at her not caring if they saw him cry.

A few days later Tony along with Steve and Bucky had decided that the rest of the team should know about the defrosting woman in the Medbay, so they called a meeting. Everyone all gathered on the living room. Tony, Steve, and Bucky stood before them.

“Ok, what’s this about?”, Sam crossed his arms.

“This morning I made a discovery while looking through my father’s things.” Tony puts one of his tablets on the coffee table and it projected the front of the file.

“Project Rebirth 2.0? Lady Silver?”

“Is this Hydra related?”

“No, Project Rebirth is how Steve became Captain America.”, Tony clarifies.

Steve brought up the picture of Howard, Lady Silver, and Peggy,” The woman in the middle is Lady Silver. Her real name is Roman Grey and she’s Project Rebirth 2.0.”

More things start to pop up. Video clips. Photos. Documents.

“That pictured is dated 1948, I thought you were the only super soldier in the ‘40s?”, Sam questioned.

“And how did she even find out about the serum? Who does she work for?”, Natasha eyed Steve and Bucky- who hasn’t said a word since this whole endeavor began.

“No one. Roman’s me and Bucky’s best friend since we were kids-”, Steve started answering.

“-she also just so happens to be my girlfriend.”, Bucky finishes.

Everyone looked up at him, with slightly shocked expressions adorned on their faces.

“It says she was killed-in-action in ‘49”, Wanda read one of the documents displayed.

“That was true until about 5 hours ago.”, Tony says nonchalantly.

“What do you mean?”, Clint asked.

“I believe what Mr. Stark is trying to say is that she’s alive”, Vision answers.

“Is that why you called this ‘meeting’?”

The team looks at the three standing men for clarification. Bucky nods his head, “He found her frozen just like Steve.”

“She’s currently in the Medbay where Banner is keeping an eye on her,” Tony pats both Bucky and Steve on the shoulder, “Most likely she’ll be comatose for a little, until she wakes up we’ll keep monitoring her.”

Tony collects his tablet from the table, then leaves which signals that the meeting is over.

The team starts to disperse, while Bucky finally sits down. He starts wringing his hands,”What if she doesn’t wake up? Or she doesn’t recognize me? What if she moved on after she found out I was dead? What if-”

“Stop it. Don’t think like that Buck, we both know how much she loves you”, Steve puts his hand on his shoulder,”Come on bud, let’s get some sleep. We’ll check on her in the morning.”

Bucky reluctantly got up and walked to his room with a heavy heart. Hopefully he’d be able to get some sort of sleep.

“Two weeks. Stark said a few days but it’s been two weeks and she’s still comatose”

Steve is trying to train with Bucky to distract him and himself.

“We just gotta be patient Buck. She’ll wake up.”

Part 3

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Avengers A/U

Steve x reader

“Buck Fuddy”

Part 18

Summary: you and your friend agree, no strings attached.

WARNING: NSFW, smut, language

*****

“Stare any harder and I think her clothes will peel off,” Natasha smirked as she chased after Emma.

Steve cleared his throat having the mind to blush a little at being caught. “Nat, what do I do? We had a moment the other night, but since then she’s been avoiding me like the plague. I’m glad she returned to work, not that I’m happy that she did take over as Head of Vale’s office’s.”

“Yeah, how’s that working out?” Nat asked looking up as she bounced the two year old on her knee.

Steve smiled, Nat would make a great mom some day, he knew she thought it was impossible but he was sure it would come to pass when the time was right. “His brother took over in name only, Y/N is in charge of everything, including the projects Roman left undone...” Steve was distracted when you bent over, lifting your briefcase.

Nat stood quickly moving over to where he stood and smacked him hard over the back of the head as Bucky walked into his office. He laughed as Steve grimaced. “What did he do this time?”

“Who says I did anything?!” Steve defended rubbing the back of his head.

“Stop it Rogers,” Nat chided, “are you after her for just sex or do you want her because your in love with her?”

Bucky glared at Steve, “You’re not on this again?!”

Steve sighed, “It’s not just sex, I will forego sex if that’s what it takes..”

Nat smiled, it made Bucky grin and Steve shudder. “Then you are going to have to pull out all the tricks, stop acting like a fuck boy and claim your woman like you would have in the old days!”

“Steve I swear if you’re just doing this to get into her pants..”

“Bucky it’s not about that. I love her, I am in love with her and I will do anything to make her mine, I wanna make her my wife!” Steve sighed loudly, he froze when they both stared at him. “What? I’m in love with her, have always been!” he added defensively.

Bucky grinned broadly, “so your finally where you should be! If thats really how you feel then I’m with ya buddy!” he gripped his shoulder and shook Steve lightly

___

Tony smirked as he saw Steve falter as you bent over to pick up your brief case. “Y/N have you talked to Steve or Bucky about this?”

You stood shoving stray strands of your hair out of your face. “Tony, you kept it quiet when Roman was doing this, you can keep quiet again.”

“No can do kiddo,” he growled crossing his arms over his chest, “you have a kid. This is something you want to do in order to get some kind of revenge on a guy we are no closer to finding in the flesh.”

“I can get him!” you raised your voice before biting on your lip. “Tony...in the past ten to fifteen years this man has been a ghost, no one has been able to get into communications with him. Roman was able to only because of me. Do you really think he will turn me down? Let me do this, please?!”

Tony’s brown eyes didn’t move from your face as you gripped the seat in front of you. “You gotta give the capsicle an opportunity.”

You blinked before you understood the words that had just come from his mouth. “Steve? He hasn’t tried anything...not serious that is,” you added quietly.

Tony hit the desk with his fist, “but he has mentioned it?! He’s doing something at least! Listen Y/N that man has been in love with you ever since he met you, and I have to agree he royally fucked things up before..he’s been waiting patiently. Just give him a chance, and you have a week before I tell them.”

You narrowed your eyes at him and nodded, “A week?!” you cried indignantly, before your expression became serious, “I can do this. I will get a meet and greet with him and when I do you keep your mouth shut and we’ll continue. if things escalate you can tell them, but not before then.” You

Tony sighed, he hoped you were wrong. He watched as you walked down the corridor, the little blond girl in pigtails running towards you, Steve close behind. He looked away when he met Bucky’s blue eyes, that man would kill him! “FRIDAY, be a dear and have Sergeant Barnes meet with me later today?”

____

Natasha laughed as you ribbed Clint, Bucky hugged you on his way out for his date. None of the other women had measured up. Meaning when he mentioned Emma they had replied in a negative way. You had told him it wasn’t necessary for them to love her but he had looked at you like you were insane and that ended that.

“Oh, Nat give me a second, I have that shirt in my room!” she waved you off completely busy as Clint leaned in to poke Emma in her side. both of them at the mercy of a two year old. You hurried to your room and rummaged around your closet, the knock on your bedroom door was unexpected and you looked over your shoulder. “Steve...”

He stepped in and shut the door behind him standing still when you stepped out of the closet the shirt you had been looking for in your hands, “you gonna change?” he asked quickly.

“No! This is for Natasha... did you need something?” you asked, why did you feel nervous?

Steve ran a hand into his blond hair, baby blues finally meeting your eyes, “listen Y/N, I will do anything and I want you to take me seriously. It’s been two years,” he stepped closer making you step back, “I haven’t been with anyone else, and I know you haven’t either. I don’t want anyone else.”

“Steve,” you let out a little huff of air, “what do you want from me? It’s not easy, none of this is easy for me...” you felt your stomach flutter when he moved closer, “wh-what happened the other night-” you started.

“Felt right, was right, Y/N please?” he caught your waist in his large hands pulling you closer to him, he leaned down pausing.

You could feel his breath on your lips, you just needed to lean up...

Both of you jumped when the door thumped. You could hear Emma on the other side, quickly followed by a squeal as Clint called her name, you could practically hear him sweep her up into his arms. It was then with a smile on your lips that Steve crashed his over yours.

You gave in, leaning into the kiss as he reached up, one hand digging into your hair as he dragged you closer to him. You had always enjoyed having his lips on yours, the way he kissed making your knees weaken and heart rate pick up. You made a sound in the back of your throat as he wrapped his arm around you, his hand on the small of your back pulling you into his hard body.

Your own hands on his chest, moving up to wrap around his neck, fingers scratching into his hair, tugging slightly, enough to make him growl. Why was it always like this with him? Hot, heavy, you needed him....craved him.

Steve’s lips left yours, trailing down to your neck as you whimpered tilting your head back exposing more of your neck to him. You felt cheated when he pulled away stepping back from you, breathing heavily you blinked up at him tongue slipping out to wet your lips. “S-Steve?”

Steve stood still, hands clenched at his sides, “Y/N, I am gonna do this right, you deserve it,” he nodded turning and leaving you standing there alone.

Swallowing you shifted from foot to foot and quickly retrieved the shirt from the floor before following him out. He was talking to Nat, Emma now on his hip. You smiled as Clint perked an eyebrow at you. What? you mouthed at him.

You seem flustered, Clint signed with a smirk. Your eyes widened and you shook your head. Are you sure? Nothing to do with Steve? he asked smirk turning into a full blown smile.

You smell like a monkey’s butt, you signed, the only thing you could sign quickly. Clint threw his head back laughing loudly catching the attention of both Steve and Nat.

Natasha took in your reddening face, Clint laughing boisterously and the way Steve stared at you. Clearing her throat she stood and grabbed Clint by the elbow, “We should go.”

Clint frowned, “What?! Why?!” he asked protesting as she jerked him towards the door.

“Oh, wait Nat! This is the shirt!!” you exclaimed running after her with it. Shutting and locking the front door, you found Steve sitting in bed with Emma curled into his side, moving around her bed you sat beside her as Steve continued to read.

“...and while she held him, she sang: I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always, as long as I’m living, My baby you’ll be...” Steve gave Emma a squeeze when she looked up at him with her big blue eyes. You swallowed the lump in your throat, your heart swelling. “Now give ma a kiss, she is gonna go soak in the bath and go to sleep!”

You blinked, a smile crossing your lips as Emma jumped up on the bed wrapping her little arms around you neck and kissing you as you hugged back, “guess daddy has this all handled?”

Blue eyes twinkled at you, “yes daddy does has this all figured out!” he caught your arm and pulled you towards him, his scruff brushing across your cheek as he kissed you quickly, “sleep well ma,” he winked as he sat back.

The low tone of his voice, the grin that accompanied the wink, you narrowed your eyes at him, what was he up to? Shaking your head you shut the door behind you and sighed, this evening had turned around, you couldn’t say you didn’t enjoy it, who wouldn’t enjoy having his lips on them? The way his hands felt on your skin always heated you up...but it seemed like a lifetime ago that you had last felt it....

You felt guilt surge again. True it had been two years since Roman had passed, but there was not a day that passed that you didn’t think of him. His brother had run Vale industries almost into the ground. Not that he wasn’t trying, he just didn’t understand the line of work. Gerry Vale was not as intelligent as his older brother, and he was more than happy for your help when you decided you would go back to work.

Sinking into the bath you felt your muscles relax slowly. Steve had been right, you needed to relax. There was so much that needed to be done though. Tony had given you a week, you had immediately reached out to Thorne. Telling his secretary that no was not an option.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow you would be strong, you felt your lip quiver. You could do this, for Roman, you were determined to bring down the man that was responsible for taking your Roman away.

You couldn’t allow any distractions.

The feel of Steve’s lips on yours broke through. Letting out a little growl you forced your mind blank. Why now? You were finally doing something, why did Steve need to kiss you now?!

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A/N: I am sorry this took so long to get out, but hopefully i will be back on it!! Thank you to those of you that are still around!!!

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