Can we just stop making these birthdays a thing after certain age.
Because the day after birthday is scary...
It's like I'm all abandoned and left stranded all over again.
It's like I'm starting my "lonely phase" right from the start.
It's infusing more emptiness to my loneliness.
It's like begging... "please don't disturb my state just to leave after that, it's really hard for me to revert back, to accept the truth that I'll always be a lone soul"
It's like a brief burst of fireworks in the night sky, dazzling and bright, but quickly fading into darkness and silence.
Tried turning this unsettling feeling into a poem or let's say something poem-ish👇, have a read and spill a feedback :)