#NotOkay

[shinestarhwaa]

ATEEZ JAPANESE CB???? SUDDENLY?????

[sierrzaa]

Fashionista

I say to myself in the Albertsons bathroom.

#blessed and shit.

Trying to get my brain to work on this dreadful situation of grieving a friend that I am not going to forgive myself for not answering the last night of his life so I’m sorry I’m so sad forget it I am not at fault he overdosed and died alone. I would have been asleep if it was gonna happen anyways. Right?

Fuck. Not right. I’m still not looking at it in that way. I’m so freaked out about being one of the last people he was in contact with. It’s not really good for my mental health now, innit?

Anyways. Hi. I’m currently mental breakdowning my life away. If you need me I’ll be on my freak out Shit.

[day-reveries]

do you think i could sue prime for emotional damages if good omens doesnt get renewed?

[worte-mitohne-sinn]

Ich sitze im Bus und schaue traurig aus dem Fenster, in der Hoffnung, dass jemand bemerkt, wie traurig ich bin. Aber wie soll es jemand bemerken, wenn jeder selbst traurig aus dem Fenster blickt?

[bumblebeebean]

It's my birthday 😌🍻😏

[take-me-where-i-belong]

[fourtwentythings]

WTF

found another creator not releasing their stuff. do you really think it's okay to charge 5 bucks for a little bedroom set and never release it? I went as far back as I could on their Patreon. It says they have early access so that means things will be released...right? WRONG. By doing shady shit like this you are telling me you value money over morals and will break rules and lie to get it. Why be such a little shit. I also see you running off to ko-fi like you all can hide there. At least the tenth creator I have come across today has quietly switched off billing on their Patreon to head over to ko-fi where single items sometimes are posted for ridiculous amounts. Do you all really want to be that shitty? do you sleep okay at night knowing you are lying saying your stuff is early access but it's never released?

[cyndafukinrella]

Just Pretending.......

I'm not afraid of the war you've come to wage against my sins.

I'm not okay, but I can try my best to just pretend

So will you wait me out. Or will you drown me out? So will you wait me out. Or will you drown me out? (I might have to let you go)

I can wait for you at the bottom. I can stay away if you want me to. I can wait for years if I gotta. Heaven knows I ain't getting over you.

[federicasjourney]

Hear me out: abuse is NEVER okay. Doesn't matter if you made a mistake, big or small, abuse is always wrong. It is not your fault you have been abused, it was never your fault. You are not the one responsible for another's abuse on you. Please take good care of yourself after any type of abuse. You are loved deeply.

[lucafinn]

absolutely yes

[williamrayshine-jr]

*Sigh*

So, it's been (Already) a rough week for me & it's only Tuesday :( ..

MY GOD have i been going through it! the more i feel I'll make it out of this dry spell the deeper the quicksand gets in sinking me into its clutches as if I've wanted this for my life. is this how I'm going to end???, will jumping off a bridge end my suffering...or will it only get worse from here...IDK

but until then i have no idea on where my life is essentially going, & for that I'm a disgrace to myself & my parents. No wonder my dad isn't even in my life anymore, because of this of grown to hate every single person i come in contact with (in secret of course, I don't know how to evol anymore (love spelled backwards for the geniuses out there) & my family is at an odds end of disowning my stubborn as -- so I'm nearly homeless, broke, out of love, depressed, lazy, & on top of that friendless....that last part kind of made me chuckle cause that was bound to happen sooner or later. Currently at the library writing this because this is the only place i feel I'm at peace & away from all of the choas. Only thing i want to do is just be fucking numb right now. I feel anybody that knows me doesn't give a single shred of a fuck if i lived or died anyway...i mean maybe a hand full but i doubt that. They probably genuinely out up with me cause nobody else will bother with me & will just leave me in the dark.

keep in mind I'm just writing this here because I don't have blogger set up on my current Gmail so i tend to vent on here ( excuse my nagging ehehe..)

[klamze3]

I am not feeling better today :(

[666ace-xx]

Ever since I had found out what suicide even meant, I told myself I would never go there. I would never ever be a "cutter" or a "suicidal idiot." Now I'm wishing I could go back. Fix everything I messed up. Tell them I'm sorry. Say goodbye one more time. What little me didn't understand was that cutting and self harming was the only escape. Cutting was my way of drowning out the world. The physical pain kept out the mental pain. The thing that no one ever talks about while being sober is why you want to do it. Because the pain feels good. Like a sedative for all your life's problems. Being sober was like trying to outrun a river that never ends. You're never really sober whether you're still cutting,burning, or scratching. It's always there. You always slip up without even noticing, biting lips, chewing nails off, picking skin, hitting yourself. And somtimes its just the small things people say, like " how do u eat so much" or "Are u gonna eat more?" And even if people think it means nothing. It does. I always went by the " 5 minute rule", if you're going to say something about someone, ask yourself, " Can they fix that in 5 minutes?" Like weight can't be fixed in 5, suicide thoughts can't be fixed in 5, or acne, or thighs. And you can't tell anyone. In the momen, it feels good to tell someone, like weight has been lifted off your back. But at the end of the day, you will always be known as the "suicidal friend."

[filmsnobreviews]

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[iamlessofyou]

The same...

After venting out about what had happened a while ago, sharing our true experience about the party that we have. We’re both surprise because we have the same feelings, which is weren’t happy at all. Why there’s someone who can ruin the mood quickly even though you treated them good. They just do it so easily that haven’t realized the effect to someone. We are hurt, and disappointed we wanted to enjoy the party for the last before moving out to other country. Yet by that “someone” who doesn’t even think on how they acted to what they have done to us in just a matter of minutes. Everything crashed! the good mood that we’ve been wishing has fade away with just a snap of encounter.

Hope that you’re happy of what you have done to us. 

[triandot]

time to rescue this cat image