#OMG ALL OF MY SEE WHEN SAD POSTS ARE LOST FOREVER

[nofuckingbody]

burra burra burra

[rewh0re]

OMG WE'RE MATCHING!!

-headcanons of items that you'd match with each other hehe, very fluffy lol, short short short, this is my way of saying that I'd love to match with my babies. REBLOGS + INTERACTIONS ARE HIGHLY APPRECIATED!!

-pairings : reo, chigiri, isagi, rin x reader (separate)

╰►REO :

He'd definitely be the type to get a pair of matching rings. They're expensive too, probably from Tiffany and co. or some big brand like that. Reo would buy these gorgeous pair of diamond rings for couples which would make your eyes almost pop out of their sockets. You would chastise him for getting such an expensive item too but all he would say is that it's a sign of commitment. He'd get so confused when you would tell him that you can't wear it daily.

"What? Why?" Reo would ask, a tinge of hurt taking over him filling you with immense sadness.

"Baby these are expensive. I don't wanna lose them by mistake or have someone steal them," you would hold his hand in reassurance.

He'd find a way for that too. The very next day he gets two thin silver chains for the rings. That way you can wear it and have the ring on you daily without losing it!

╰► CHIGIRI :

I think you guys probably saw this coming but Chigiri would definitely get like these hair ties or scrunchies. He'd buy these sets of 2 and would give you one while the other stays with him. You bet he'd always wear the hair tie or scrunchie on his wrist without fail. He would never take it off and if he ever sees you without it, he'd probably frown a little bit asking where the hair tie was. You would also trade them. He would take yours and you would take his whenever you felt like it and he was always open to it. He probably doesn't like sharing his hair items but when it comes to you taking his hair tie, he'd gladly give it to you and take yours too. Oh he would also try out hairstyles on you and tie your hair with his gift. So sweet.

╰► ISAGI :

Isagi is a bracelet guy. He had bought this simple bracelet with an infinity charm for the both of you before joining blue lock as a parting gift. He would never take it off and neither would you because it was the only reminder you both had of each other. Coming out of blue lock, his popularity hit a surge. His strength as a footballer increased ten folds, he changed a lot overall. However, what still remained was the bracelet he'd got for the two of you. Seeing the little accessory, you knew he had and always would be your Isagi. Later, when he's even more popular, on covers of magazines as a star football player and a lot richer than he was years ago, he gets a more luxe bracelet. Don't get me wrong, he still wears the little infinity charm one but he gets the pair of you, two new golden bracelets with little embellishments of precious gems as you both are settling down. So now both of your wrists have not one but two bracelets as a sign of forever!

╰►RIN :

In his case, you would be the one getting something. Probably like a set of matching t-shirts, and I am talking about those t-shirts that had ‘I LOVE MY S/O’ or ‘IF FOUND PLEASE RETURN TO THEM’ ‘I AM THEM’ printed on them in bold. You had the most mischievous grin plastered on your face as he opened the packaging to find two absolutely hideous choices of garments (he would frame it like that, not me). However with a bit of whining and a little bit of bringing out your inner theatrics would finally lead him to wear the t-shirts. He would mostly wear it at home whenever you would wear your one. However, recent paparazzi pictures of him showed him wearing that specific t-shirt paired with some jeans and shades, a cup of coffee in his hand. When it reached you through the power of the internet, it sent you hollering. There were memes being posted every second and you lost no opportunity to troll your boyfriend. Rin would be so embarrassed but hey as long as you were entertained right?

[bamnamuu]

smooth fox hamster 이희승

w.count 780 | idol heeseung x fem reader | warnings! none except this isn’t well written or proof read so beware | em’s note! this is probably the worst written thing i’ve made but i love it and the scenario so i gave her a chance

heeseung made it his mission to get you to one of his shows, he's been trying for the past year and every time he plans it out something else comes up, you're car breaks down when you were driving to the venue or you had a school or work thing. it's not like you didn't want to see him perform, you did desperately and that what makes it so much sadder. heeseung calls it ‘the curse’ with finger air quotes and an evil voice for dramatic effect. when talking with your friends on how silly everything is that you never get to see your boyfriend perform they tell you it's probably the universe telling you that you aren't made for each other, it's offensive to even think that you and heeseung are made for each other without a doubt it's just a coincidence, at least you hoped.

this was the second tour you've been with heeseung, and you vowed to yourself to go even if something went wrong. When the tickets went on sale you were ready to fight anyone and anything, was it a little silly that you bought tickets to your boyfriends show? maybe if heeseung knew he would call you dumb for not letting him get them for you, but you didn't want him to know you were coming just to be safe, this was also a surprise after all! you counted the days till you would get to see ur boyfriend, just one month left. In the mean time you figured you should make something for heeseung. After scouring the internet for ideas and signs but nothing seemed right, your phone going off made you lose focus only to decide maybe you should check it out, come to find out it was none other then your boyfriend sending you photos of him rehearsing, after gushing over his face you look at the background to find a jean jacket with his name on it, a lightbulb popped over your head. after a long needed facetime you began to make a replica of his jacket.

You might be the best partner ever, not only are you surprising your boyfriend but also wearing his name on your back with pride, he’s gonna lose his mind when he sees you! You made your way to the venue, it’s big and new, walking through you see signs of the members, fans with posters and banners for the boys, one banner read ‘heeseung ur better than my ex, but could you be my next??’ you can’t help but giggle to yourself, knowing that you’re his and he’s yours. after getting through security and scanning of your ticket you made it to where you could see the stage, in just little time you will be able to see heeseung on there, plus the other members but heeseung is more important right now. you find your seat in the aisle and take it, after scrolling through your phone someone in front of you says “OMG!! i love your jacket, where’d you get it?” “Oh i made it actually!” you say beaming. after chatting for what seems like forever you notice how hot it’s getting you take off your precious jacket and stand up, moving out of the way for people to find their seats when you go back o sit down however you notice your jacket is gone, with a quick scan of the back of the seat, the floor, it’s gone someone must have taken it when you weren’t looking. With a new found sadness you open up your phone to post a instagram story on your lost child jacket, leaving the pictures you took before the only memory you have.

unfortunately for you the one person you forgot to block from viewing the story saw it. Heeseung was backstage getting ready for the show when a notification pops up that his wonderful girlfriend made a story, so he clicks on it to find out not only are you at the show right now but you also made a jacket for him, and also that someone stole it. he couldn’t do much backstage but plan some way to make you feel better , through out the entire show he was looking for you and lucky for him you bought the good tickets that were close to the stage within walking distance. It got to that time during the show where the boys walk around and high five engenes without even thinking heeseung jogged straight towards you taking off his jacket “don’t lose this one okay!” he spoke into your ear. it didn’t matter if people wanted to take your other jacket now because now you had his.

[drama-nonsense-v]

10 BL boys I want carnally <3

Thank you for tagging me to do this @blneobin <3 I'm a little behind on this but i FINALLY have time today to write it so here we go! I've had so much fun reading all the one's I've seen thus far~

Keita Machida - Kurosawa (Cherry Magic Japan)

I absolutely ADORE this man. Attentive and kind and he's ssooo pretty. He is 5'11" (180cm), I want to climb him like a tree, thank you. I would do anything he asked. I have watched this show so many times in the last 6 months since i first watched it, its a little ridiculous. (eepy Kurosawa...oh how i adore him)

Khaotung Thanawat - Ray (Only Friends)

I love this man so much it hurts. I adore everything I've watched him in thus far but there is a /reason/ Ray is pictured in my about me on this blog. I related to Ray so much and his and Sand's scenes....oh wow... I have so many edits and gifs saved in a folder on my computer of this man, I am unwell about it (someone should recreate their dancing in the parking garage scene with me...)

Nut Supanut - Solo/Way (Oxygen/PitBabe)

I adored Nut in Oxygen (is it a little stiff, yeah, but i still liked it) I am a sucker for puppy like characters like Solo and hes just so incredibly Handsome. And Way is just...oh my god. Nut is legit the one of two reasons I started watching PitBabe. (Obsessed with the fact that Way is still kinda Puppy coded. He can take his frustration out on me, I'd consent to that)

Jimmy - Peun/Mohk (Vice Versa/Last Twilight)

I enjoyed Vice Versa and Jimmy immediately caught my attention when I watched it. And now with watching Last Twilight, many of my friends know just how UNWELL I am about this man. Mohk is so kind and attentive and he's so so handsome I cannot handle it. I made so many people watch the clip of him getting angry with August. When he got super quite? Lost my mind. (Look at him...look at his arms, are you kidding me??)

Ja Phachara Suansri - Leo/Punn (Don't Say No/Be Mine SuperStar)

THIS MAN IS 6'2" (188cm) THAT'S NOT FAIR. HE'S SO TALL (i'm a little jealous...) Ja is so pretty and him just throwing around First in Don't Say No like he was nothing? I lost it. The scene in the pool in Be Mine SuperStar where Punn and Ashi are talking and then Punn stands up? I was UNWELL (Punn is also another Puppy coded character and I will forever be a sucker for it)

Perth - Ae/Kanghan (Love By Chance/Dangerous Romance)

When I tell you some weird things came out of my mouth when I was telling my friends about Perth, I wish I was kidding (@darkroseespeon can attest to that). He's so incredibly ridiculously handsome and his smile is absolutely infectious. He's another that I would do anything they asked. (cue to me just repeatedly saying "he's so pretty" as i was trying to find a gif...)

Nat Thewphaingam - Nawin (Laws of Attraction)

I was living with some roommate when I was watching Laws of Attraction and they had a good laugh watching me LOSE MY SHIT when this man came on screen. I was immediately obsessed with Nawin. The bgm, the bloody tank, and the brass knuckles? I was a gonner. Truly in love with his antics and i would give a lot to be under him. (do you see his arms? the lighting? just...HIS FACE?)

Ji Sub - Jae Won (The Eighth Sense)

OMG one, this show is so important to me. Two, Ji Sub is a meal I could eat every day. I don't even have much more to say than that. He's just so handsome and he had such sad eyes... Jae Won, once they're finally boyfriends, is so sweet I just adore it so much. I love this man. (He was so cute in this scene I cant...)

Us Akkarachotsopon - Tay (Kinnprosche)

Tay is fully the embodiment of my never ending delima of do i want him or to i want to /be/ him???? His fashion sense is glorious and I will never be over it. The minute I start talking about it, its hard to get me to shut up. I would give ssoo much to take care of Tay and love him like he deserves. (Where the post that's like "i'll do anything for a boy with big brown eyes" or something like that. Also, this shirt?? I need it.)

Kiseki: Dear to Me

Am I cheating a little bit by talking about all four of them? Maybe. But I have made SO many people who are not into BLs watch this show FOR A REASON. I love it so much and I love all of them so dearly. AiDi and ChenYi's fashion? IMPECCABLE I'm obsessed and want to recreate some of their looks so bad. All their scene once they're finally together??? unbeatable to me. omfg. ZongYi and ZeRui's kitchen scene?? In shambles. SHAMBLES (I have a stuffed animal I named ZongYi cause he's so precious to me...and I want to get one to name AiDi)

Aaaahhh this...took me way longer to write than anticipated. Though part of that time was looking through endless amounts of gifs. to which, thank you to the gif makers, y'all make my day (haha xD) I have no idea who hasn't done this yet, (@mb-bls idk if you have or would want to?) but if you see this and want to do it, tag me so I can read it!!!!

[sitp-recs]

HP Rec Fest, Day 27

Omg day 27 already?! I can’t believe this fest is almost done :( today’s prompt for @hprecfest is fun but also challenging for those (like me) who read way more canon-based fic than AUs. But I do love a good challenge so I decided to go full non-magical AU instead of picking a “Draco in the Muggle World” AU. And since I’ve been sick in bed with a lot of time in my hands I thought why not rec 2 Drarry fics + 1 rare pair. As you’ll see I love rivals to lovers a normal amount so that naturally makes Sports AU my absolute obsession jam. I’m so happy to include in one single post an old fave, a recent fave and my favourite rare pair. Run don’t walk!

Day 27) a Muggle-AU fic:

Drarry

🏒 Mad Blood Stirring by provocative_envy (E, 3k)

It's not like they've been angrily hooking up on the sly since meeting at a Juniors skills camp in fucking Manitoba four years ago, except that's exactly what they've been doing. ALTERNATIVELY: Draco and Harry really need to talk about their feelings.

fucking finally, the perfect excuse to cheekily include my fave sports/non-magical AUs and scream non-stop about them! I couldn’t care less for hockey, and yet I’ve reread this classic more times than I care to admit. this is superb rivals with benefits to lovers (my fave!), super hot and hilariously chaotic as all Drarry things should be. PE nails both characters in a non-magical setting perfectly - their voices are a delight and the constant flirting bickering made me lol every 3 seconds. they are so deliciously crazy for each other I could stay in this verse forever just watching them pine, play & fuck throughout the season - make sure to go check the FlintWood piece here, it’s equally brilliant! def a classic sports AU to reread over and over.

🚣‍♀️ Our Objective Remains Unchanged by @citrusses (E, 46k)

Harry Potter, returning member of the Oxford University Boat Club, has two goals for the spring of 2005: beat Cambridge, and beat Draco Malfoy. Perhaps not in that order.

an instant 2023 fave, this is the rowing AU I did not know I needed but boy, am I happy it found me 🙏🏼 citrus got me shooketh from beginning to end, I am awed by the world building and the whole Oxford way of life especially the classism aspect and the training ethos. everything is so vivid and refreshing and unlike anything I’ve seen in the fandom so far. the fic incorporates many canon elements and balances dialogue, world building and character development flawlessly. being in Harry’s head is an emotional ride, he’s a wonderful and relatable character and I just wanted him to be happy so badly. Draco’s arc is equally moving (I was screaming at his reappearance) and this is peak rivals to lovers!!! I was very invested in the competition and the romance is so so lovely and real. I felt incredibly sad and lost when I finished this fic because I wanted to stay in this universe forever. fun, inventive, sophisticated and surprising in the best ways, go read it now

Rare pair

Shut Up and Kiss Me by @unmistakablyoatmeal (Harry/Teddy, E, 7.7k)

There's a reason Harry walks an extra ten blocks to go to the shops and it has nothing to do with onions.

smitten Harry my beloved!!!! I’m so weak for this ship and this shop AU is the cutest thing you’ll read today, I love swooning Harry daydreaming about Teddy and being an absolute dork around him. it’s so funny (and mildly embarrassing) to watch him pine over this cool, charming, and confident young Teddy who’s not afraid to get what he wants 🌝 the clubbing scene deserves special kudos for its depiction of ageism in queer spaces and how older folks sometimes struggle to fit in. for all their differences I love how Harry and Teddy instantly click, the casual-not-so-casual flirting flows smoothly between them until the UST breaks with deliciously hot smut as per sdk’s usual. a sweet AU to check before the year ends!

[ourstaturestouchtheskies]

Hey hi hello, Charlotte!!

I’ve been on a bit of a Noah Kahan kick lately so I was wondering if I could make another request to feed into it!! Could you possibly do Gentileschi for the album Stick Season (We’ll All Be Here Forever)? Very much looking forward to whatever you come up with!! 🫶🏻☺️

(Also here is me adding that I’m sending you my love and support always and that I hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself, dear. Mwah mwah mwah, all of the warmest hugs to you 💛)

visit the art gallery

my dearest loveliest Meda!!

thank you so much for this fantastic request and for your super sweet message!! 🥰🥰 oh and also a huge thank you for your super kind tags on my joan/boygenius post - I loved reading them! ☺️☺️

my sibling introduced me to Noah Kahan and omg I am obsessed so I'm totally with you on this and I'm super excited to pick out some paintings for it! also do you have a favorite song from the album?? mine's "call your mom" but we don't need to unpack that rn 😅😅

sending you my love and support right back! I hope the school year's off to a good start for you since it sounded like you've got some classes that you're excited about - that always helps 💕💕

for your request, that album is deeply associated with autumn for me (also I know it's your favorite season 🥰) so all the paintings I chose are very autumnal. in general, there's this kind of beautiful sadness on the album that I visualize as wide grey skies and empty landscapes that you watch out the car window as you drive through the mountains when everything is dying. there's beauty but there's also loneliness and sadness, but the kind you almost enjoy - the kind you sit in for a while. idk if that makes any sense at all, but that's the general vibe I tried to go for when I picked out these pieces. also, in my descriptions of each image, I added a little commentary on what song/lyric it reminds me of ☺️

these are the paintings I would choose for the album Stick Season (We'll All Be Here Forever) by Noah Kahan (with images and more info under the cut!)

Avenue of Poplars in Autumn by Vincent Van Gogh

Autumn, Varberg by Nils Kreuger

Autumn Landscape by Charles Ethan Porter

Autumn in the Catskills by Jervis McEntee

The Times of Day: The Morning by Caspar David Friedrich

The Trout Pool by Worthington Whittredge

Avenue of Poplars in Autumn by Vincent Van Gogh (1884)

"passed alger brook road / I'm over the bridge / a minute from home / but I feel so far from it"

this piece for me especially captures that kind of loneliness that I tend to feel in late autumn that Stick Season captures so beautifully. I absolutely adore fall, but by late autumn there always comes a time where I feel like I'm floating. the leaves have all fallen but it hasn't yet snowed. the sky is always grey and the air is cold enough to nip, but not yet strong enough to bite. there's this sense of both mourning something lost and anticipating something to come. idk if this makes any sense at all but that's what this piece brings to mind for me. of course, I loved that this figure is crossing a bridge - perfect for the "over the bridge" line - but I feel like this painting also captures the feeling of being a minute from home, but feeling so far away. we can see a house in the background of the piece, but it appears flat and distant, with the vertical lines of the trees seeming to push it back even further from both the figure and the viewer. also the light in this work is such a quintessentially autumn light that I can just feel it. like, I know exactly what it would feel like if I were to step into that scene. again, idk if that makes sense, but those are my unhinged ramblings on this piece lol 😅

Autumn, Varberg by Nils Kreuger (1888)

"forgive my northern attitude / I was raised out in the cold"

I like this one because it has the same atmosphere of the We'll All Be Here Forever edition cover. there's a dusting of snow and frost, but not enough to make it feel like a "winter wonderland." we still see all the drab, damp browns of the foliage beneath, kind of breaking that stereotypical image of the "ideal" winter scene. I guess I feel like the album kind of does that too - demystifies certain things and experiences. also, this is exactly the kind of image I picture when listening to "Northern Attitude," which I why I chose these lyrics for it. as someone who was raised and has lived in a more northern climate for most of my life, I find this song super relatable, and the scene depicted in this painting is totally something I could see while out taking my dog for a walk in November

Autumn Landscape by Charles Ethan Porter (ca. 1890-1891)

"I saw the end / it looked just like the middle"

this one I picked for the vastness of the spaces. that sweeping light grey sky and the field fading off into the distance are exactly the kinds of scenes that this album brings to mind. this is also a scene that I feel I've seen from a car window about a thousand times. I'm often traveling in late November (going to and from school for the holidays) so this image feels familiar and yet distant in the sense that I've seen it so many times, and yet never truly known it. I've seen it from a car on the highway, but never really stepped out into it. that's also why I picked this lyric for it - there's this sense of sameness and yet change that just resonates so much with both this album and just the general vibes of late autumn

Autumn in the Catskills by Jervis McEntee (1873)

"the birds will still sing / your folks will still fight / the boards will still creak / the leaves will still die"

okay I'm so sorry I feel like all of these descriptions are just me weirdly rambling about late autumn 😅. but this one I picked to be a little more on the happier side, even if Stick Season is kind of a soul-destroying (affectionate) album. I do absolutely adore autumn foliage and there is something so calming about this scene for me. additionally, I adore the song "You're Gonna Go Far" and I love the sentiment that's kind of like "I know you left but I'm so happy for you and I'll always be here for you." this is a very placid, still scene that feels like a calming breath. I paired it with these lyrics for that exact reason - they are a reassurance that everything will still be as you left it, that you can come back and sit in this autumnal forest and just rest and breathe.

The Times of Day: The Morning by Caspar David Friedrich (ca. 1821-1822)

"it's just me and the curve of the valley"

I also love "The View Between Villages" - there are so many emotions in that song, but I guess I always ultimately take away a feeling of coming home to yourself. there might be all these complications and messy feelings, but there's also a deep sense of comfort that weaves its way into your bones and pulls you back to wherever it is you need to be. so for another more positive one, I chose this image with mist rising from the water and blanketing the pines as the crest of the mountains rises behind them. it seemed perfect for this lyric, as it sort of literally depicts the curve of a valley, but to me it also feels welcoming. the sun is rising and turning the sky pale pink and yellow as you wind your way through the valley, the mist beginning to lift to show you the way back home.

The Trout Pool by Worthington Whittredge (1870)

"we'll be waiting for you, love / and we'll all be here forever"

this image gives me similar feelings as Autumn in the Catskills, and thus I paired it with lyrics from the same song. this scene just feels so warm and welcoming, with the light dappled on the soft moss and calm water. even more so than Autumn in the Catskills, this to me feels like a place I could walk right into. I can hear the leaf litter crunch beneath my feet, smell the pine on the crisp air, hear the chirping of birds and skittering of squirrels, feel the warmth in the patches of sunlight and a welcome chill in the shadows. it's a moment you want to stay in, linger with. that's why I wanted to close out with this one. this place - whether exists in real life or just in your mind - is there for you, waiting forever. autumn for me is a season that lets me step back into myself, and one of the themes I pulled from Stick Season is a sense of homecoming - whatever that means for you. the seasons will spin on and you may wander far, but this place, these memories and feelings and experiences, are here for you always. the wind picks up, rustling the branches above you. a few leaves break free from their branches, spinning lazily to the ground below. you think you hear something on the breeze - a voice, a whisper, a song: "we ain't angry at you, love / we'll be waiting for you, love / and we'll all be here forever"

I hope that wasn't too ramble-y and/or based too much on my personal experiences/interpretations 😅 I really love this album so this was such a fun request and I had a fantastic time looking for all these fun autumnal paintings!

I am wishing you the best always always always 💕💕💕💕

so much love to you, along with warm hugs and yummy cookies,

charlotte 🥰🥰

[xxbimbobunnyxx]

DOLLY!! I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR YOU FOREVER SINCE AUGUST!! I REALLY THOUGHT I LOST YOU 😭

Here’s the story, I do remember that day, it was unforgettable. After I read See You Again, I was in love. So fucking hot!!

So I did feel bad for not reblog or do something but I was about click to follow you but then the phone called just pop up the screen and Tumblr was closed down, I lost your page. I couldn’t remember your name or someone name who reblog yours. I was so angry at the person who called.

I was very very sad person. I lost you forever 💔

And here I am, today, hour ago, after I just finish your Alpha!Steve Harrington x Omega!Reader (love it) and I want to check out your Masterlist, I looked Steddie. They look so promising, I have to check them out. I moved to eddie munson list, of course I am familiar with your works

I keep asking myself “why I still haven’t following you? What is wrong with me?” 🤣

Then my eyes land on See You Again, I knew they look so familiar. So I read it. You know what happened next?

I screamed.

I was so happy that I finally found you for 84 years! (5 months 7 days exactly. Hell I’m the weirdest lol 🫣)

So all I want to say Hi! Love your work!! I am super looking forward to your work! 🤍

So sorry for the long post

Awww this is so sweet, I appreciate you so much. See You Again is my favorite fic I’ve ever written so the fact that you thought about it that long means so much to me!! I love those three so much and I swear one day I’m going to finish and post the prequel I started about their first night together!!

I hate when I’m in the middle of reading a fic and I lose it that’s literally one of the most tragic feelings omg, I’m so glad you found me again. Thank you for taking the time to say all of that, you’re a sweetheart.🥹✨🖤💝

[nonclassyparty]

it’s kind of funny bc i was just thinking about SR today and then i suddenly got a notif that you posted the final chapter!!

anyways, i just finished reading and man - you really have a way with words. like i can’t remember the last time i was so immersed in a series but you really are such an amazing writer. thank you for letting us read your stories because i know how tiresome and draining it can be :( but thank you thank you, i appreciate you and your work.

moving on to my reaction to this final chapter!! AHHHHHHH i loved the ending and am so content. like i was so curious on everything with mingi, san, wooyoung and hwa and you summed it all so perfectly in this last chapter. with mingi - i totally understand what you did there and honestly thought it was perfect. ngl i did think mingi would be end game but the reasoning behind why she can’t be with him was so valid. san - oh san, what a character. even though i hated college san and how he treated y/n, i really think he was just protecting himself and obviously that hurt a lot of ppl, but he had his reasons. that scene with him and y/n in the hotel room really brought closure, i think, for the both of them and i love how when y/n was like “let’s not meet again”, san accepted it so graciously. wooyoung - omg i love wooyoung so much. the scene where he was like “you b-bitch” broke me but made me laugh out loud bc he is so adorable and you can definitely tell how much love the two have for each other. i’m glad those two worked out their problems (i had no doubt they would but they both were valid with their initial feelings that started the argument). wooyoung is my favorite character <3 hwa - girl i literally was so happy when san brought up his name bc i wanted to really see where their relationship lied at the end of this all. i’m so happy they were able to mend everything. i’m still upset at how hwa treated her back then but again, siblings have this relationship where it’s really hard to not forgive. i could see how much the two regretted not talking to each other and how much they wanted to make up for lost time and that make my heart so full. lastly y/n - the amount of hurt, sorrow, anger, admiration, love, and understanding i felt for this character was crazy. the amount of growth we see her go though in this series is actually so interesting and felt so natural. initially, she was selfish, only thinking for herself. she wanted san and despised anyone who stood in her way. but then she met wooyoung, mingi and started to care for others. fast forward to her adult life, she only is thinking of others, not herself, and is so scared of being selfish but then after that convo with san, she realizes she needs to be a little bit of both. idk it just felt so full circle for me.

wow this was a long ass reply and i’m so sorry - like you don’t have to read this bc i literally just went on a tangent. but just wanted to say thank you again for your work and all the time and effort you put into your writings <3 i’m sad SR is over but i’m looking forward to more of your work and am forever a supporter :’)

ahhhhhhhhh thank you so much, you explained everything so well that i truly have nothing left to add except to thank you for reading ❤️

[having-conniptions]

Thoughts while watching The Hidden Character ep 9 under the cut

The pairs? I don't know... (see my other post)

Live on stage? Add more energy? This might be New's time to shine 🥳

Skin care ad! JJ putting moisturizer on Jet's face? They should have pushed that ship in ep 8, it's too late now

I hope Mio and Bump don't get too caught up in trying to show off their musical skills

JET AND NEW CHOSE THE SAME SCENE and it's a good one - I'm just sad no one has chosen a VegasPete scene

LMAO when they presented their ideas and Mile asked Copper to show some of his action skills - Mile's innocent smile while Copper and Ta start to panic I can't xD

Copper: "I think it would be better if I am Porsche" Apo: 🤣🙈 Mile: 😬

Apo telling MioBump "you're here to perform, not play music" HA I KNEW IT

Mile blushing when New talks about the balcony scene and Apo pointing it out xD

"It's a scene where Kinn wanted to give something important to Porsche." YEAH HIS D- *gunshot silences me forever*

Pond: "There's lots of emotions in this scene, one of them being longing. What else is there?" New: "There's also a love scene ☺️☺️" MileApo: 😬😐 Me: 🤦‍♀️ get it together you horndog

NewJet really just see that whole scene with the talk and everything as a lead-up to the love scene?? Not Pond actually having to remind them they have to go through all of the emotions of the scene and not focus on the love scene too much xD xD xD

"Don't think that love scenes are the most important. If KinnPorsche only had love scenes, people wouldn't like it. They would rather just watch porn" POND IS BEING SO SASSY AND I LOVE IT

I CAN'T WITH THIS WHOLE INTERACTION/PRESENTATION I'M LOSING MY SHIT EVERY TWO SECONDS- New just went "I could play Porsche because I have a lot of female and LGBTQ friends and I think I got that from them" and Mile deadass went "Do you mean the personality or something else? 🤨" HAHAHA his gaydar went off the charts I would guess and his face SENT ME

"I think there is a little femininity in me" baby you're a fruity lil drama princess with pretty eyes there is more than a little

And Pond just goes ding dong you are wrong

I think New is overthinking and overshooting again and getting lost in his little ideas

Omg Pond just put it so perfectly, New is trying to put the characters in boxes in order to understand/define them but that's not how it works bc they are more complex than that

Awwwww when New said he was kind of pressured in high school to be a bad boy when he just wanted to be his adorable self and Pond told him it was okay to be himself and he should ignore people who criticized him for being too adorable or feminine and then New was like "and that unlocked something in me" I WILL NEVER GIVE UP HOPE FOR THIS ADORABLE BABY LET HIM BE SWEET

[nightbwoy]

I’m sorry to any of my friends who follow me and see these posts. I’m not really on social media at the moment and I feel like I have no one to talk to. I don’t really know where else to get this shit out.

I know I’m bad. I know Im problematic and I can be controlling. But I’ve worked SO HARD to improve those behaviors be a better person. Bpd sucks so fucking bad and I know mental illness is no excuse for negative behaviors. Since covid I let myself fall back into letting my insecurity and invasive thoughts control me. Everything feels so intense and painful all the time and I’ve been so scared of losing the most important person in my life that I lost sight of the connection we share and her feelings.

Maybe I deserve to lose. I don’t know. She never stopped telling me she wants me and wants to be with me. We still talked like we were dating. We still had sexual interactions very recently and she always told me I’m the only one she ever wants. Even after all of this she still tells me that she prefers me and would rather be with me if I could move there??? It’s so fucking confusing and painful and I can’t eat without getting so nauseous that I’m hardly eating anything. Im constantly sobbing and I don’t think it’s going to get better. I’m losing the one person I thought truly cherished me and would never give up on me.

How can I be simultaneously too much and not enough at the same time. I feel like my entire life has been nothing but losses and now I’m suffering the biggest loss I’ve ever experienced and there’s just nothing I can do but beg for another chance.

I’ll probably delete this. Idk if anyone even looks at my blog or tumblr or gives a shit anyway. All I know right now is she and I have something sacred and amazing and beautiful and I’m just lost. I was already dealing with really bad suicidal ideation on a fairly regular basis when my bipolar fluctuated toward depression. And no I don’t mean this as “omg I’m going to kill myself if you leave me.” I have been FIGHTING those feelings with everything I have in me and trying to love my life for what it is, and to appreciate my friends and my time on this planet. And I’m so scared that it’s going to be impossible. Maybe I need to consider being hospitalized again if this all goes to shit. I probably would have hospitalized myself sometime in the last year if I wasn’t so scared of getting sick in the horribly run psych wards in Charlotte. I don’t even know if they’ll let me have my infusion meds to keep my immune system working while I’m in there. I’ve felt more stable this last month which is why I’ve been streaming again but I’m just so fucked up now.

I wish I felt like someone was on my side. I feel like I could disappear off the face of the planet and a few people might be sad at first, but then they would just forget me like I was never even there. My heart is so heavy and tight nonstop and it hurts so fucking bad. Everything hurts and is so overwhelming.

All I know for sure is that I love her so much and I will work so fucking hard to be myself again and focus on what’s important and giving her the best version of myself I possibly can if she gives me another chance. Maybe I’m just a selfish asshole for standing in the way of something that could give her a little happiness. It just feels like I’m gonna lose her forever. And I don’t know if I can ever come back from that

[mezmatch]

I posted 3,475 times in 2022

That's 3,350 more posts than 2021!

27 posts created (1%)

3,448 posts reblogged (99%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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@redminibike1

@kckenobi

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I tagged 895 of my posts in 2022

#star wars - 80 posts

#codywan - 44 posts

#the clone wars - 40 posts

#obi wan kenobi - 36 posts

#commander cody - 31 posts

#omg - 19 posts

#clone wars - 14 posts

#wow - 12 posts

#kenobi spoilers - 11 posts

#whoa - 11 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#please reblog content you genuinely enjoy. not only will it help put the creators work out there but it will also probably make their day 2

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Tech Headcanons I have that make sense for some reason

He loves Lemon Demon (Crosshair introduced him to it and now they listen to it together on shifts)

Likes cinnamon candies

Loses stuff ALL.THE.TIME

He'll blame Wrecker for moving his stuff (Wrecker didn't touch it)

He's a bit uncoordinated cause of the googles

This has led to him bumping into stuff

He fell down the Maurader's ramp once

Crosshair and Wrecker found it hilarious

Loves psychology (He just finds it super interesting!)

Has a journal filled with information about plants and animals on different planets

Is really good at memorizing song lyrics

Apple juice enjoyer

Fidgets a ton

Really likes vanilla candy

Just lays on the floor sometimes (Echo tripped on him once. It hurt)

Has a lil notebook in his belt compartment for ideas cause if he doesn't write it down right then then it's gone forever

Likes chocolate muffins

Sewed Lula for Wrecker (It was actually Crosshair's idea to make it a Tooka. He noticed how much Wrecker seemed to like them.)

Lemon and lime lifesavers

Cream soda lolipops

Has 3 other pairs of goggles because he knows from experience they don't last long enough

Tried blue lenses once (it was a failure)

Likes the color orange

Has an odd obsession with ordo moon dragons

He'd probably be a Ravenclaw

Likes to stay busy cause his mind will wonder

Doesn't like crowds

Had a stick collection at one point (Hunter made him get rid of it cause of fire hazards)

Will pick up leaves and flowers to stick in his journal

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58 notes - Posted January 23, 2022

#4

Echo headcanons I have that just make sense for some reason Pt.2

He likes the color blue (it reminds him of the good ole days)

He reads whatever he can get his hands on (Cook books, gardening magazines, the dictionary, you name it!)

Really likes things that glow

Is a plant boi

A really good baker (Makes amazing cookies)

Knows a ton of constellations

Sunbeams

Likes Mint tea

Dumps a pound of sugar in his Caf cause he hates the taste of the GAR brand

(Crosshair looked horrified the first time he did it)

Picked up some jokes from Fives (He'll tell them to Omega when she's sad)

Used to whittle (he managed to figure out how to do it with one hand)

Type to lay in the grass at night and look at the stars

The one who keeps in contact with everyone (Will message Rex like "Vod did you eat? No? Go eat now.")

Makes sure everyone stays hydrated

Parental figure™

Mother hen ("Wrecker no don't do that! Tech you're going to get electrocuted! Where's Crosshair?!)

Seems like a mix of modern rock and classical music type of listener

Not actually super grouchy all the time! He just hasn't gotten used to Wrecker's snoring yet!

Will absolutely freak out over old ships (Probably Skywalker's fault)

Is weirdly good at finding lost things

("Echo I can't find my- it's on the copilots chair under Hunter's helmet. "Okay?..")

Would definitely pick the m&ms out of the trail mix

(Wrecker is convinced Crosshair's the one doing it. They keep fighting over it.)

Seems like a vanilla ice cream sorta guy or maybe cookie dough

Actually rivals Crosshair's skills with a rifle

(He's a Arc trooper what did you expect?)

They like to have competitions on shore leave

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91 notes - Posted February 13, 2022

#3

Incorrect Codywan Quotes

Cody: Obi wan! I thought you were dead!

Obi wan: No, just in deep cover.

Cody: ...But it was an open casket.

Obi wan: It was very deep

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ:⠀ *⋆.*:･ﾟ .: ⋆*･ﾟ: .⋆☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ *⋆.☾ ⋆*･ﾟ

Cody: I fell—

Obi wan: From heaven?

Cody: No, I literally fell—

Obi wan: In love with me the moment you saw me?

Cody: MY ARM IS BROKEN!

Obi wan: Okay, but do you think I'm pretty? Be honest.

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ:⠀ *⋆.*:･ﾟ .: ⋆*･ﾟ: .⋆☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ *⋆.☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆

Obi wan: I think I'm falling for you.

Cody: Then get up.

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ:⠀ *⋆.*:･ﾟ .: ⋆*･ﾟ: .⋆☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ *⋆.☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆

Obi wan: Did you miss me while I was gone?

Cody: You were gone?

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ:⠀ *⋆.*:･ﾟ .: ⋆*･ﾟ: .⋆☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ *⋆.☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*

115 notes - Posted November 6, 2022

#2

You know what would be great? A clone series. No not the clone wars. Something different. I'm thinking about something with the small moments in between fighting where they would all get to relax for a while. I'm thinking about the clones going out to the 79s to celebrate a victory and maybe getting a little too drunk and doing karaoke and coming back late at night with genuine smiles. The little moments where they would spar or talk or maybe even gossip. The clones chilling in the barracks and playing games that the generals taught them and losing sometimes and not caring because nothing is at stake right then. The clones painting their armor and getting tattoos to memorialize their fallen and remember special moments. The clones laughing and not worrying about the war. The clones out at night on the rare occasion they get leave and looking at the stars and just existing. The clones just being people and finding out what it means to exist even throughout the war. Finding out who they are and being there for one another. Just a show about the clones.

349 notes - Posted June 30, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Me waiting for Ao3 to come back online like-

2,237 notes - Posted June 13, 2022

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[berryunho]

SCREAMS i cannot wait to see hala hala.. LIKEHDJSJ GAHHH excitement is an understatement. i already know after the last concert i’m gonna to home and cry from shock that i really saw them. and pls i am so in love with hongjoong. gonna be looking up at the stage with stars in my eyes that man does things to my heart i’m not ready at all 😭 HIM AND YUNHO??? i’m a lost cause i’m afraid.

WHEN I TELL YOU I WAS SO ANXIOUS ALL DAY BEFORE TICKETING. i got 4 hours of sleep the night before and then i got home 30 minutes before they went on sale. AND THEN i spilled juice all over my white cargos cause i was so nervous i couldn’t sit still or think straight it was soooo bad??? AND THEN THEY TOOK FOREVER TO SEND THE CODES?? i couldn’t even eat i was 5 seconds away from crying everything was a mess. traumatic is definitely the only way to describe the experience LMAO but you’re so right, we’re seeing the teezers and cyberpunk live so it’s all worth it hehe 🤭🤭

LITERALLY JUST ALL OF THEM.... like it's such an experience and yeah you'll probably cry like a lot BUT ITS A GOOD CRY !!! A HAPPY CRY !!! and maybe a sad one bc post concert depression but hopefully more happy than anything else :]

I literally had nightmares about buying tickets the night before PLSSSS I woke up at like 7 and couldn't go back to sleep and was so stressed all day... AND THEN THE CODES I wasn't even worried about it until i opened twitter and everyone was freaking out and I was like '.... wait theyre onto something' and then I was even more stressed 😭😭 ugh so true though I cannot even imagine how hard cyberpunk is gonna go I'm sooooo MFKQNDKADMKQWK omg

[riniackerman]

hi bb i’d like to participate in your 1k milestone event if slots are still open 🥺🥺🥺🥺

song: crazy in love (remix by beyoncé)

character: giyu tomioka from demon slayer/kimetsu no yaiba

prompt: nsfw/smut with breeding kink/overstimulation…heheheh

THANKS BABY GIRL LOVE YOU

CRAZY IN LOVE - # TOMIOKA GIYUU

❛ when you leave, I'm begging you not to go, call your name two, three times in a row ❜

╰ after a mission that giyuu accomplished, the mission that had his life threatened, both of you decided to share everything, share every portion of each other.

a/n: awee thank you so much :( i love you too hehe mwah <3 omg sex with giyuu deffo gotta vanilla and sweet... sob sob + i had to repost it bc the post got flagged :/

pairing: tomioka giyuu x fem!reader

genre: nsfw, vanilla sex

tws: +18 mdni, breeding, virgin sex

w/c: 1.1k

“shh, it’s okay. it’ll feel better in a second”

“giyuu!” you ran, so fast that had giyuu startled. “[name]! carefull!” he yelled, but it was too late, you tripped over a rock and landed on the dirty floor. “shit- are you okay?” giyuu promptly walked towards you, despite his clothes were all ripped off, blood stains and cuts everywhere on his skin.

“giyuu no! d-don’t- move, please” you whimper, letting out drops of tears to trickle down your chin. giyuu instantly kneeled down and hugged you ever so tightly. “i was so scared… so scared that i- i-” you were almost having a panic attack to the thought that giyuu was gone forever.

giyuu promised you that he would send flowers to you through his sparrow during his mission, assuring you that he is okay and alive, but you received none of them ever since he left the mansion, leaving you worried, to the point where you convinced yourself to go out to look for him that rengoku had to stop you.

“i’m sorry…. i’m so sorry… i didn’t expect it to be this risky” giyuu enveloped you with his body as you cried in his chest. “i thought i lost you giyuu” you mutter, slowly tilting your head, your fingers smearing his cheek, wiping the bloodstain. you were heartbroken to see giyuu like this, he has never failed to let a single cut to be on his skin.

“i got a letter from oyakata-sama, he was worried too, please, don’t be sad anymore.” he faintly smiles, comforting your panicked mind. “giyuu…” you rustle, earning a ‘hm’ from him. “can we… i want to share every bit of my life, i mean, of me with you. if you are okay with it then le-” before you could even finish your sentence, giyuu stopped you with a kiss on your lips.

“yes my love” giyuu smiles as you smiled back, helping him to get in to get cleaned and changed. this wasn’t just about sex, it was about how much both you meant for each other. it was about having a family together, helping both of you to develop passions towards each other.

-

giyuu slowly unleashed your clothes while your hands worked on his belt, slowly, gently taking each other’s clothes one by one, both of you trying your best to cherish every second of this. his cheek blushes when your robe slid off from your shoulder, exposing your collarbone, making his eyes spontaneously trail down to your cleavage line.

“you look beautiful [name]” he whispers, rubbing his thumb against your shoulder as he felt his cock throbbing just by imagining how delicate you would look fully naked just for him. “g-giyuu” your eyes swelled at the outline of his hard cock against the fabric.

“can’t wait anymore” giyuu breathes in before picking you up in a bridal style, making your robe completely slide off from your body. “w-wait!” you giggle as he walked towards the bed.

giyuu then gently placed you on the silk sheet as you closed your thighs in fluster, too shy to let him see your body. “[name] are you okay?” giyuu asks in an uptight tone, scared if you weren’t ready for this.

“i’m fine baby, can i have a kiss?” you smile, earning a nod from giyuu before he pressed down the sheet with his knees as his hands found your jaw, tilting your chin to shift the angle and slid his tongue inside your mouth while he listened to the pretty muffle moans slipping from your lips into his.

your hands embraced giyuu’s back while both of his hands were on your jaw and cheek, tilting his head to kiss you passionately. you slightly pushed your body towards giyuu, making his hand to leave your face to balance himself on the sheet. your legs straddled around giyuu’s hips, your fingers brushing giyuu’s soft raven hair as he softly smeared your chin with his thumb.

you broke the kiss by lightly pushing giyuu’s shoulder on the bed, your knees between his thighs as he caressed your thighs on his palms. soon giyuu and your hands intertwined together, both of you placing tender kisses all over each other’s body.

giyu groaned when he felt your soft lips on his skin, lightly nibbling, leaving a small trail of hickeys. his hands were all over you, moving them weakly in place, feeling your body all to himself.

“y-you ready [name]?” giyuu asks as he looks down at you, leaving pretty kisses on his chest. you show a small smile when you heard his words, slowly lifting your face you looked into giyuu’s eyes while your hands found their way to his crotch.

“yes” you whisper, earning a deep kiss from giyuu before he lifted you and placed your back on the sheet, his elbow pressing them beside your ears. you gasp when you felt a hard-warm shaft on your inner thighs.

“i-is that” you gasp, trying to act as normal as possible. “a-are you scared?” giyuu asks once again, he didn’t want to traumatize you in any way. “no ‘m okay” you twinkle, letting giyuu to get into a better position.

“look at me” giyuu forcefully, yet gently held your chin to look into his eyes. “i love you” he whispered, before pushing his hip towards you, letting his cock inside you, your fingers clutched around his shoulder. giyuu kissed your forehead sweetly, making you forget the instant pain of his length sliding inside, the burning sensation of being stretched with a loving kiss.

“shh, it’s okay. it’ll feel better in a second-” he whispers, softly curving your waist. moans and mewls escaped from your lips, telling how much he means to you and how much you love him “i love you i love you giyuu- please don’t leave” you whimper, letting drops of tears down your cheek.

“hey, shhh don’t cry” giyuu kisses your cheek, gently cupping it as you whine and gasp against his shoulder, rutting your hips with a small moan.

“can i go deeper?” giyuu pants, not able to handle the tightness of your cunt clenching around his cock. “please- yes” you mewl, allowing giyuu to push his hips once more. “ngh- [name] you’re so tight- hah” he breathes as he feels his throbbing cock buried deep inside your tight cunt, having his raven hair head fall between your neck and shoulder line.

both of your pretty moans filled up the room, leaving ‘i love you’s between kisses. giyuu gently brings both of your legs above his shoulder, letting a muted mewl from your lips. you have never felt anything like this before, this was so new, so weird, but you were enjoying it, only, clearly because it was from giyuu.

giyuu’s hand was behind your head, showing how much he cherished and adored you as he pounded mercilessly into you. hot tears left the corner of your eyes as you bit the bottom of your lips from the subtle pain inside you. giyuu’s thumb wiped your tears away, giving you a few kisses before he went faster.

“giyuu! ‘ts so good- please please” you gasped and moaned, feeling something weird building up on your stomach. “w-wait i think ‘m close- hah” giyuu left such pretty moans as he threw his head back while his hands massaged your waist.

“[name] i’m gonna- gonna” giyuu’s breathing became heavier and heavier, indicating he is really close. “cum inside me giyuu- please, i want your baby” you mewl, having him groaning and moaning.

“‘m close too!” you call, “fuck yeah that’s it- hah” giyuu pants at the sensation that he never felt in his life before—of course, he pleasured himself but it was just mainly for to release stress he had.

“cummin-!” giyuu moans before he fell on you, balancing himself with his forearm on the sheet, as he breathly pants on top of your face. you moan when you felt a hot liquid was pooling inside you, your legs shook when you realized giyuu’s hips were rolling even though he was done, just to make sure you were done too.

“giyuu ‘m gonna cum!” you mewl before juiced gushed out, filling your inside with your and giyuu’s loads, drowning giyuu inside your cunt. “f-fuck” giyuu chokes on his own saliva, feeling surreal sensations that he is never going to forget.

“i love you” both of you whisper at the same time, letting small giggles as giyuu cupped his large palm around your cheek, giving you small cute kisses, soon turning into a deep, passionate kiss while giyuu’s cock was still inside you.

“i love you more [name]”

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[dourpeep]

OKAY time for a college au!!

You 3 know each other from before college

You and kazuha were seating next to each other during your first year of high school you became close enough to greet each other whenever you guys pass by each other

And you and Xiao were best friends from kindergarten to 2 grade but unfortunately you had to move suddenly you two tried to keep contact but the two of you made new friends and kinda lost contact with each other

So when you go to college you meet kazuha at the front desk when you're trying to get your schedule and yall are like "omg I'm so happy to see someone that I know here!" and when you guys check your schedules it turns out that the two of you have the same class during the first period

And you're like "we've got 30 minutes wanna go grab a cup of coffee and get lost together?" and kazu knows that you playfully flirt with your friends so he jokingly says "are you asking me out for a date? Because if you are then I accept!" and you guys talk on the way to class and the two of you barely make it on time

Class ends and you're sad to say goodbye to the only person you know on campus but then all of a sudden he hits you with a "by the way can I have your number?" so you two exchange numbers

Later you're going to your last class and it turns out that this class doesn't have many people you go sit in the back and someone comes up to you and is like "can I sit next to you? " you say yes obviously

But the thing is... there is something very familiar about this guy and you just can't put your finger on it so you kind of stare at him without realizing it

Of course he noticed how hard you've been staring at him and turns around and is like "what? Is there something on my face?" that's when it finally clicks

And you're just like "XIAO??! IS THAT REALLY YOU?!!" but the teacher comes in so you two can't really talk

But the moment class ends you tell him who you are and take a few minutes to catch up

Though I say catch up it was mostly you teasing him saying shit like "I can't believe the shy kid who used to tear up whenever his turn on the swing was taken would grow up to be this handsome!" (he's starting to think that maybe he should have sat somewhere else)

So you're like "hey how we go actually catch up I've got some coupons for this café I went to this morning with a friend"

He doesn't have a reason to say no so he just accepts the invitation

When you guys get there who do you meet? KAZUHA! This man actually works there!

When you see him you're like "kazuha why didn't you tell me that you work here?" but he pretends not to know you and is like "oh? Well who might this fine customer be?" you can tell he's joking by the way he's trying not to laugh so you decide to play along

Poor Xiao is starting to regret coming with you (but don't worry he got 2 plates of almond tofu as an apology)

-no primogems (I'll make another part later where you 3 become roommates)

YES I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS-

dhfaeiahe I realize now that I should've just posted this as is since I wasn't planning on adding to this but might as well add in some thoughts I've had about this lovely trio eh??? tbh I didn't add much I just slipped in a few little things hehe

Can you guess the roomates?? Also the bio professor is Albedo ehe

Anyway!!

Considering it's the first semester of college, you haven't yet decided on your major. Luckily, you have quite a few general education classes to take, so you register all in one night.

You'll have the time to figure it all out as time goes by, no?

The rest of summer is spent juggling moving into the campus' dorms, working, and keeping up with some friends from high school. While you've kept contact with a few friends, you definitely kicked yourself in the ass for forgetting to ask Kazuha for his number...how could you forget one of your best friends?

But, you suppose that he's far off in a whole other city with his wish to experience more. You can't help but wonder what he's up to.

Then, the first day of classes starts.

How did you not figure out where everything is first? Instead of moping, you trudge to the administrative building early to ask for directions and, even better, a map of the large campus.

Instead, you find a familiar head of cream-colored hair.

Immediately, you gasp and he turns around in confusion, only for a soft smile to spread over his features. It's only been a summer but it's a relief to see that you know another person. Comparing schedules, he points out that you both have Communications 1301 together.

For once, you're glad you have to take these mandatory courses...

But with an abundance of time (as Kazuha just so happens to know where the class is), he accepts your jokingly firtatious proposal to head to the cafe just across campus to grab a morning drink.

It's hardly been long since you've last spoken to him, but there's still so much to talk about! It turns out he opted to rent out a small studio apartment just a few blocks away from campus! Naturally, he invites you over sometime.

He's also admitted that he decided to major in English--something you're not surprised to hear. After all, Kazuha's a natural at the subject, exceeding the assignments and always so eloquent.

If you recall correctly, he used to tote around a little notebook full of little musings and poetry during high school. You wonder if he still does that.

You talk about how you've just moved into the dorms a week ago, how you're lucky to be rooming with two musically inclined (if not a bit rowdy) people. You're sure that he'd take a liking to them once everything is calmed down a bit. Kazuha just raises a brow in half-doubt.

Before you know it, it's been an hours and, to your horror, your first class starts in five minutes. Not to mention that it was back closer to the admin building and you were on the opposite side of campus.

But it's still fun, Kazuha laughing as you jolt up and tug him to stand, the two of you running to get to class on time. With heaving breaths and flushed faces, you make it just a few minutes late. Luckily, your professor didn't mind because it was the first day...

Following class, you have to make your way to Bio 1301, Kazuha having a major-specific English course to get to. Before you can speak, though, he offers his phone to you. It's newer than his old flip phone you'd tease him about all the time, the screen clean save for a few stray fingerprints.

After you put in your number, he beams and quickly sends you a call so you can have his too.

"Call me after you're done with classes, alright?"

You promise to and the two of you set off.

Biology proves to be uneventful, a full hour and a half of the (rather attractive) professor going over what to expect as well as passing out lab waiver forms. A necessary precaution, he said with a reserved sigh. You wonder what happened.

When the hour ends, you have some time before World History, followed by a Trigonometry course.

By the time you find your trig class, most of the seats are already taken, making that feeling of dread fill the pit of your stomach. Nothing is worse than being forced to take whatever seat is left. But, noticing a seat by the windows, it's not so bad.

You're in the back, though, settling your bag beneath your chair and picking out a pen and schedule book.

At some point, someone walks in and asks if the seat in front of you is taken. You don't bother to look up long as you fish out a notebook, letting him know it's free.

As class goes on, you realize that the guy in front of you most likely hasn't been paying attention. Considering that the professor has been rehashing stuff from Algebra...you're not surprised. But something about his dark hair catches your eye. Not to mention his striking gold eyes...hm.

It's not until you catch his profile as he stares out the window that it clicks.

"Xiao."

His eyes dart to look at you, a confused look washing over his face. You repeat his name.

"Yes?"

Part of him is just about ready to leave as recognition floods your expression, smile wide. How could you possibly---

"I can't believe the shy kid who used to tear up whenever his turn on the swing was taken would grow up to be this handsome!"

The tips of his ears turn red fast, something that you remember very well about him, and his gaze quickly flicks over to the professor still dragging on. When gold settles back on you, they're practically begging for you to lower your voice.

"It's been forever--I can't believe that you-"

"If you're going to talk, do it outside of class."

Ah. Oopsie.

Time seems to drag on while you buzz in your seat, excited to see your childhood friend after loosing contact. You've missed him over the years, always wondering what happened to him, how he's been. And finally, when class ends, he gets up and waits for you.

Naturally, you want to catch up, so you invite him to go to the cafe with you for a late lunch.

"You still like almond tofu right? It's all you used to eat when we were little." Laughing, you nudge his shoulder and the color returns to his cheeks as he mumbles a yes.

When you step into the cafe, a familiar voice greets you.

"If I knew a cute customer would be coming, I would've gone on break."

Kazuha leans on the counter, mirth in his eyes and you gasp. It makes sense now, why he's so well acquainted with the campus and why he'd already known what to order when you arrived for drinks-

"What can I get for you today?"

"Your number."

Xiao's face pales at the blatant flirting, wondering if he should've just declined the invitation to the cafe until the two of you burst into laughter. Though, it's hardly better.

"Sorry, sorry- This is Kazuha, one of my friends from high school. Kazuha, this is my childhood best friend Xiao."

With a day so filled with nice coincidences, you doubt that life can get any better than this.

Oh, how wrong you'd be.

[redxblueihateloveyou]

Omg thank you so much for your posts about rinharu!! :"")) I was one of those people who were like "why are rinharu fighting again?? Did kyoani purposely seperate them /again/ just for the sake of drama ?? (And so that they have more oppurtunities to showcase other ships??)" I was really irked at first cuz i thought the first part of TFS is finally going to be a movie about rinharu being a powercouple, but! After reading your posts i realised that haru never really moved on from rin leaving, even in S3 the reason why hiyori's words affected him was because he thought he caused rin to leave (and by extension ikuya, but lbr haru wasn't as frustrated with ikuya nearly as much as he was with rin right) so i'm just here to say.. thank you so much for opening my eyes!!! Now i'm really looking forward to the second part!!

Awww no problem <3 tbh I've always said that free is one of those that has so many nuances left bts that it's sometimes confusing for those who aren't as invested I think. Like there's so many important things that are left out and are in additional materials, that some has no idea what's going on at times. Like back in the days when some interpreted s2 in the opposite way bc of that one thing. My point is that not everyone is even watches stuff like recaps for example (where there are in fact new easter eggs and so many important things like Rin's dad death aftermath etc), and even less read novels and checked side stories and dramas.

For example, in books this Haru's issue about him thinking he's cursed and hurts everyone with his swimming is a huge thing, when Asahi "lost his ability to swim" after seeing Haru's free. But in SD it wasn't adressed at all tbh.

And what Haru feels for Rin is such tornado of emotions, that surprised even me with all the descriptions, bc like it's real bad. Like that part I posted from the chapter when Rin leaves is at least understandable, since he leaves. But the way he reacts to him in general even when he just appears in his sight is always described as if someone tortures him for real lol. And he's always like "pls someone save me, I don't know how to deal with this, bc I've never felt such emotions before".

So basically, like yeah, he's as it is has this thing, when he thinks of himself as some bad omen, so he's very sensitive about it, but since everything Rin-related feels x100000000 for him, its just... well, it hurt for a very long time and sadly was just overlooked by a certain someone, so here we are.

I think we all at first believed that bc Rin's so shocked and in disbelief that Haru could even think that it was his fault in some way:

that maybe they talked about it bts or smth like after the relay. But it seems like Rin either forgot or most likely I think he maybe thought that Haru understood without words? I'm just real sad still that Haru didn't get to hear this speech:

I mean, they made it look by the end of s1 that it was about relay, which partially yeah, but for Rin it was really about Haru. You see what he said.. he said that that 1x02 race with Haru alone.. what made him want to swim again. This whole speech was not only about the fact that Haru wasn't at fault that he quit swimming in the first place, but about the fact that Haru is his lucky charm, that makes everything better. AND WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO HEAR THAT. So like for Haru it's to this day like "after I messed him up, Rin was saved with the power of friendship and a relay". But he was saved by Haru really. Bc according to s3 info, it was basically just about Haru being on the relay team. I don't try to demean their friendships or anything, but its just what it is.

And as I've said before in one post it's just fascinating that to this day Rin for example thinks that s1 shananigans were just about him and just his problem:

Haru thought it was about them and their problem:

So like my point here is I also up to the end of s2 thought that maybe Rei or Rin told that to him, bc we seemed to move on to another problems, until in Kizuna we were shown that he still dreams about that scene of Rin leaving. s3 Hiyori just exposed the wound really.

But also once again see what he said there, it's not just about that one time he keeps reliving, aka his first come back, its really just about each time Rin was leaving. Like the very first one already was bad, the second was the worst, bc he thought he hurt him and thought that bc of him he quit swimming, others are just painful bc by then it was already another kind of feeling. I mean, I do think that this first Rin's return to Australia thing needs to be cleared up since it's obviously still haunting him. But again it's just part of this. Haru after the Australian trip and "I've always admired you" and "without you I have nothing to aim for" and after TYM goodbye when Rin told him that he doesn't need a surprise party and that just swimming with Haru before leaving is the greastest surprise for him, he knows already about the way Rin feels about swimming with him... I think the reason why everyone is freaking out here is that bc the way it's executed it's just really about him constantly missing him and "why am I always have to longingly watch you leave, while you seem fine." If he was in a free race, but wasn't on a relay team, he'd get the same reaction. Its just all seasons combined that brought us here. We already in 3x01 without Hiyori knew that he wasn't handling Rin being far away again good. So tbh it's logical even without any explanation really. I mean, Rin does indeed leave and come back as he pleases and does what he wants without holding back or sometimes thinking about consequences. There's no lie here.

It's like since the beginning for Rin it was like "I found the gorgeous guy I adore and I want to swim with, I'll transfer schools just to nag him into swimming with me, it's not like he's gonna care if I leave after that." (he literally in the book didn't think it was a big deal)

For Haru it was like "I lived just fine, but this guy stormed into my life, made me want things I didn't think I'd ever want, got me addicted to him and then dropped me like a hot potato".

Rin's just very passionate about life and things he wants, like Haru for example, but he's really also very unobservant and very clueless at times.

But like just bc he doesn't know about Haru's existential crisis and all the pain he's truly in when he's leaving, doesn't change the fact that he at times didn't even treat him as a simple friend (because they can't be just friends I KNOW), but still things like "you could've called" "well sorry, I guess I'm just not good at it" are probably hurtful, considering the fact that you are good at it with everyone else tho, Rin sweetie. Like thanks for avoiding us the most and holding back and visiting us the last each time, we feel real special. Haru is like the opposite, he doesn't call anyone for example, but he can call Rin in the middle of the night if needed, he always does for Rin smth that's completely out of his comfort zone.

It's like some say "Rin didn't know he wanted him to call" or "he didn't know Haru felt guilty". He did know he wanted him to call and he didn't know Haru felt guilty and stopped swimming competitively when he stopped swimming, but then Rei told him and Natsuya in 3x03 reminded him about this too. Its just the fact that he doesn't want to add 1+1 and thinks "well, there's no way I can affect Haru like that right?", "he can't be that upset about Rin Matsuoka, right?". While facts are he IS literally the only one who affects Haru in such huge way. It's like everyone else can just pass him by and it's nothing, but he walks by and it's a whole "asdfghgfdsa why my body is on fire, its just Rin who's just standing there".

And I'm also buffled by this thing that some people really say stuff like "where did this come from, they were perfectly fine" etc, as if they ever had normal "friendship" relationship. I'm like when did they ever behave themselves okay? In 3x03 Rin is dying to call Haru, but can't do it, while he's constantly texting everyone including Nagisa. First thing he says in the airport when he comes back is "I'm home, Haru" to air, but then goes to hang out with Makoto and Sousuke, desperately looking for an excuse to see the one whom he from the beginning, as it was shown wanted to see the most, but in his opinion can’t without a reason. It's only when Makoto tells him that Haru was upset about Albert he quickly rans off out of there bc "hooray, I have an excuse to see my bae”. Like we know from the airport scene that he wanted to see Haru the most. If they're so as people say were doing great, than how do you exlain all of their s2 and s3 behavior for real? It's like as if in TYM Haru didn't lose his shit from some gossip about persimmons. I mean, they never settled anything really. And Haru is constantly scared of Rin leaving again since forever.

So it's complicated, but yes, we're super excited for p2, bc asdfghjhgfds.

[thestarryeyedsapphic]

wolf has a beard doesnt he

something i always thought abt way too much when talking abt TLC is the fact that Wolf probably had facial hair, if not a lot of facial hair, and people ignore that????? No fr, i dont hear people talking abt it, not only because its not important at all ok, but because they keep making fanart of a clean shaved dude that has his whole life put together. First of all, this is all my theory, because just like this one theres a LOT of things in TLC that are not explained in the books, or that happen offscreen, and this can be one of those, so idk.

so, we know Wolf is genetically shifted into a werewolf, basically. Not only his body, but his mind, his thoughts, and his genes too. So the way his body works is different. He has more hair than normal people, not only physical hair that you can look at, but the hair keeps growing there; it isn't just an aesthetic addition to his body. This was already part of the first surgeries he got, but it got worse with the second one, of course. So when he wakes from the second surgeries we get how he doesn't need a mirror because he just looks at his body and freezes when he sees the amount of hair, in parts hair wasn't really supposed to be, yk 👯‍♀️

but even before the second surgeries, we never get if Wolf shaves or what, because he definitely grows more hair than most of the people in the Crew, or in TLC in general. And he has a looong trip with the Crew until he finally gets the second surgeries, when he definitely gets facial hair (permanently). And, for example, we do see how Thorne grows a beard, and we are shown that he doesn't have the energy to shave, or the things to shave either (because well... he's lost in a desert yk!) but anyway.

I always imagined Wolf with facial hair, since the beggining of Scarlet. Because, first of all, how the hell would he shave? with what? he lived in the middle of nowhere for weeks until he met Scarlet, and his body has more testosterone than the usual amount of people. Second, why would he? I don't really think Wolf could care less about shaving his face to look clean or something. Third of all... idk

I remember when i didn't have Tumblr, and i was a TLC fan from Pinterest, and i used to fight people in the comments of pins because they would draw Wolf without a beard, or white, basically both of those things. And more of one time i got people telling me that he's described as a clean shaved dude, but WHEN. I swear i try to find descriptions of how Wolf looks like, but the only times he's really described is at the beggining of Scarlet when she meets him for the first time, after the second surgeries, when some character meets him for the first time (which happens like twice), or it's a description about how awfully sad he looks.

what are your thoughts on this super important topic?

OMG THANK YOU FOR TALKING ABOUT THIS BC I AGREE SO MUCH AND I LITERALLY HAVE ALWAYS PICTURED HIM AS HAVING AT LEAST SOME FACIAL HAIR AND IDK I AM GAY BUT I THINK FACIAL HAIR LOOKS HOT

and i stg i thought it mentioned in scarlet when he returned to the base that he shaved for the first time in forever but i just went and looked and i couldn’t find it but idc this is a hairy man‼️

also i feel like especially post-second surgery he would rock a beard not only bc he is growing more hair but he would also use it to try and hide his mouth/jaw area and give off big burly sexy lumberjack vibes ya feel