#OOOOUGH it was so bad

[hermannsprecursors]

Oh, now it seems You and me Are two leaves caught in the stream

Yeah Im really mad about the What If? season 2 finale and think that the writers would've been smarter to have had Stephen and Peggy learn from each other that their lives don't need to revolve around the lovers they've lost and that they can take control of the hopeless loneliness that seems to affect them in every universe, effectively choosing to remove it from their own stories.

I can't tell if I'm subconsciously shipping them or if I just think they have a lot to learn from each other but man, you know the source material is bad when Im shipping the non-canon straight ship

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[constellarcreator]

At this point I'm gonna have to make a Twitter just to follow and commission furry artists

[lesbienneanarchiste]

My mom had minor surgery today and while she waiting for the test results to come back she was texting me like "will you please make me a treat 😞" so I made apple pie filling, curry onion dip, and vegan broccoli cheddar soup, and everything came out incredible but I've been in the kitchen for 2.5 hrs and I am So Tired but once again! Once again I am begging for that feeling of "I am a good cook actually" to stay, especially when the dip and the apples were from my own head not a recipe and I adjusted the soup recipe to my own tastes/intolerances, like I am a good cook, I just panic and shake like a Chihuahua every time I do it 😩

[zed-the-buggy]

actually so emo about the fact that im not some sort of creature again this keeps happening

[2001honda-civic]

if your laptop isnt so horribly bad that you end up with your head in your hands every time you use it then why bother

[sparklehoard]

am i reading those tags right, you do art TOO???

I mean technically but. my guy. that post was from 5 YEARS AGO.

I still do a little bit of art yeah 🌼

[trans-p03g]

I might draw some Funky Queers (also known as scrybes) today

[thevoiceofdesertbluffs]

Do you have the setting in tumblr changed to disable videos/gifs autoplaying? I still have to deal with seeing the still images but atleast it's not moving and active sex videos. So it's much easier to keep my eyes away and quickly block and get outta there

I do not but, thank you for the advice! The actual sex stuff is videos but. I have seen just straight images of penises too but, thank you for the advice, i shoukd probably tuen that on gdhshs

[thewoolyworm]

Feeling a growing resentment for Instagram and Twitter art communities in this chili's tonight

[noellevanious]

oooough fuck

i need these pieces of plastic so bad...

[strangestcase]

Dangles a pendulum in front of my Jekyll and Hyde mutuals…… oooough…. You wanna watch Le Testament Du Docteur Cordelier (Renoir, 1959) so bad

[pupstim]

Badboyhalo is like, I never promised Ron I wouldn't kidnap other people ;)

Ron was so right to be suspicious of him.

Foolish as well telling Bad to not kidnap Jaiden tho and oooough Foolish does care.

[naffeclipse]

Naff. Naff! Naff!

First of all I need you to understand the sheer willpower it took to be a responsible adult and read college stuff first before diving into this chapter. A GOOD amount of willpower. It was the right decision as I would have kept zoning out thinking about this chapter because Oh. My God.

So starting from the top!

Ahhh! The little motions of Moon so tentatively trying to get some contact, but so afraid of being rejected like it has been happening killed me right from the start. Just that... that silent request. Now that they agreed to tell the truth they had hope that it would be accepted but still, it only goes to show how much it was affecting them. That distance was really hurting them.

It really felt like they were all breathing a little easier at the start. Y/n obviously needed the distraction, but them talking about Vanessa and how they really thought that Sun and Moon would like her was such a warm moment. Because they say before them, she's the only person they are close to! After all the anguish of the last chapters, it really seems like it would be the most wonderful thing to have those important to them all in one room and getting along!

Too bad the hunter had those hopes of everything being alright snatched immediately.

Seeing Vanessa's stuff was so intriguing! The candy wrappers caught my attention because I kept wondering if they were used as bait to lure the children, or if it was a nod to the tapes in security breach because if I remeber correctly 'Vanny' liked candy a lot, while Vanessa preferred not to eat it.

And oh my gosh the book!!! I'd totally forgotten with all that was happening recently, and we finally got a look at that missing page! No wonder the boys were worried, because it was a pretty suspicious similarity, although they might have been fine at the start. Who knows if after the rake incident y/n would have connected the dots, looking at them closely, though.

And oooooooh, all the evidence of the children in the vehicle. The toys, and the blood. Blood on so many things and some long dried. What a nightmare for Vanessa, who we know has had more lucid moments in all of this.

But what was the most chilling to me was the dark fliud soaking the bed. Like, until now, we have seen only trickles from the animatronic vessel. The most we have seen I think was when the body of the guy possessed by Shoh was found, and that was only dribbles from his face. It just makes me imagine how horrifying this must have been for Vanessa. The demon must have let her sleep in order to keep its vessel healthy enough to keep using. But that means she had to sleep in that. Keep adding to it every night? We know the liquid presents itself with strong emotions (or as leftover of possessions). Does this mean it happened the most after kills? Could she feel the demon's delight in what it did while she literally had to cry those emotions out??? Just oooough! ;o;

But continuing with the tour of Vanessa's home! Omg, Henry's book!! Ahhh, that's so cool! And like, if it wasn't for the current circumstances, it feels like something y/n would have loved to have found way before due to their curiosity about cryptids. I was so curious and the description of Chica gave me so many thoughts! Henry seems to be really interested in this type of demonic cryptids! The fact that he has interacted succesfully with them and everything is so so cool! (Makes me wonder what the possible existence of Charlie in this could be! Was she his child and then was attacked by the demon that now posseses Vanessa and then her fate drove Henry to investigate the demonic entities? Or maybe Marionette is a cryptid of their own hmmmm? Maybe she doesn't exist XD)

But I digress! I like that Henry is so objective about the demons. Making it clear that they follow their own rules but their ways can be seen as a type of kindness! And then we have the description of the boys and oh my gosh wasn't that the last piece of the puzzle? And the boys knew it. Moon's feeble attempts at making them stop reading made that clear, because they wanted to explain themselves, but like this it will not happen in the way they planned. But the book in a way is a good introduction, because it doesn't paint them as complete monsters, but considers their tentative good side. A good side supported by children even!

(sidenote: I find it so significant it described the boys as the ones that cared the least about adults. I'm sure in the future it might make y/n feel special XD)

But ooooh, when the book just kept slapping them with evidence that sounded way too familiar and then it was undeniable! The flash of red they literally saw at the start of this episode, before going to meet Lambert! And I absolutely loved how you put the same description of "pale unblinking glow" that the book had into the narration a couple of lines later when they turn around to see them. Really see them. It's such a powerful line to indicate that finally the connection has been made. No more denial. Time to face the music.

(and oh goshhh the detail of their heart picking up in panic and the boys immediately smiling desperately!! )

And THEN! Shoh appears! And decides to throw them off a cliff! Hunter was already on the verge of panic and now there is a second demon. (Remembering the ask you answered that said Lambert would assume he wouldn't survive if he knew for sure there were two demons. Such a neat detail that Y/n made the same assumption!)

And ahhhhh!! When they somehow survive such a fall, and then Moon is grabbed and y/n cries out for him! Because they might just have had the worst revelation of their life, but damn it that care is not just gonna evaporate!

And yes, hi, can I just say I knew it!!! >:D Shoh totally lost her tongue! And I'm so glad it was y/n who took it! I was so expecting it to be the boys that would grab it and rip it out, but it was the hunter in the end and I find that they totally deserved the credit for that particular blow!

(sidenote: as the battle went on and the boys joined in, I just had to wonder why them in particular trigger their fear so badly. I know the knowledge that Shoh is a demon affected them, but it seems the effect of just the boys presence has been paralyzing so far while when facing Shoh Could it be that physically the shadowy look and the glowing eyes just look too similar to the first demon they encountered? Hmmmm)

And then oooooh boy, Shoh took revenge for her tongue kgfdhgjk, just straight up tore that arm! Ouuuch, poor boys! Too bad for her that was not enough because they sure did finish her! If I remember correctly there was mention that they tore into her chest, so I can't help but wonder if the fact that they were wounded so seriously made them instinctively go for the place where a heart would be even if they already knew she didn't have one!

(sidenote 3: Naff, I'm praising you so much for your action scenes! The pace in this one was just impeccable and it was so impressive the way you divided the attention between the fight and the internal turmoil of the hunter! That's not easy to do but I was immersed from start to finish!)

But talking about turmoil! Ahhh, I was just waiting for the moment they would snap. And I just gotta say! The doppelganger's impression of what Sun and Moon would see when the truth came out now seems mild in comparison kfsdjkjfg And I mean, completely justified! The hunter has been stretched too thin for far too long now, and now the demon that just tore apart another demon in front of them started reacing for them? No wonder they would have a full blown panic attack when seeing there was nowhere to run!

Ahhh and then the boys trying to help them calm down! With how fast their heart was beating, I wonder if they worried somwhat that y/n's heart would give out if they didn't calm down soon enough.

Oh, I gotta say how nicely the next scene is sort of opposite to the main secret of the fic. The denial of any signs of the hunter's dear friend being anything more than an animatronic vs the denial of a demon not about to tear them apart despite the evidence of their protection after they admitted to what they are. But ahhh they are really looking now, and I like that even exhausted as they are, they really are thinking about everything now.

(sidenote I lost count: They KISS THE SCAR!! Ahhhhh!! Just the- the contrast!!! The fact that the injury was made in the most malicious of ways by an awful being, only for Eclipse to come and use their mouth not as an attack but as a sign of affection and to show they really do mean it that they would never hurt them)

Ahhh, and the fact that y/n also has that "it's them" moment! Because it is! Suddenly their friend doesn't seem like a lie after all and that's a whole spectrum of confusing emotions but. They can look in the demon's eyes and see them.

(sidenote: hehe, the "you wish to write this down" made me smile. Even through all the terror, it's so them to want to study and know more)

God, I also love so much how they're still so unsure and having a constant back and forth from oh, yeah they're my friend after all, and oh god this is a demon and if they wanted they could kill me, but then again they haven't but- but DEMON. The line of it being pointless to run? Ooooh, I kinda want to know what the boys would think of that particular thought, because on one hand it's an objective fact. On the other, it's a clear sign that y/n does still very much feel like potential prey. Like they really don't have much choice here and are kinda resigned about this all. I guess in a way they have reason to be wary of y/n having their weapons. If they decided they suddenly wanted to use them, attempting to stop them would make this a lot more unpleasant for everyone and they probably would be in trouble if after a fight like that they were hit with any of the weapons. But also! They shouldn't be surprised they were screaming. XD Lots of the screaming poor y/n did they didn't even hear because they were swallowing it all dlkghjk

Oh, and finally! I wanted to comment on some of the symbolism sprinkled in this final part! Just! Like the fall and the destruction of the airstream, matching so well how the metaphorical rug was just pulled under their feet. How both physically and knowledge wise, everything they knew was destroyed. Oh, and the blue and red bandages to cover the wounds! To signify that the boys will help them heal from new and old wounds!! And related to this how after feeling that they've been sinking in panic and drowning in fear, they are offered one animatronic hand and one demonic hand to get out of the gully! And they take it! They might not be sure how to feel about them yet, but for now they can at least come to accept that the demon and the one they knew as an animatronic are one and the same, and they are choosing to let them help to get them out of this dark pit they have found themselves in!

I am so extremely excited for what's to come, Naff, you have no idea! I'm keeping my eye open for that possible conversation about the hunter they killed and how the future dynamic will go! It seems they will be fighting for a while with y/n's instincts and their fear for them, not to mention the matter of the whole heart eating deal! While they know this is what they are, I can see y/n not being ok at all with innocent people being considered alternatives for food when there are no rulebreakers around (because even the rulebreakers deserving it will probably be hard to convince them of. I feel like the hunter is gonna be staring at their moral compass for a good while to try and find their north here).

But kjfgdhkhjgsdf it's 4 am now so I gotta go pass out now XD (If you find anything that sounds a bit weird sorry about that, brain is more wired to speaking spanish than english at this hour XD)

Outstanding chapter! You knocked it out of the park with this reveal! 1000 000/10 Also you are the Sonic the Hedgehog of writers with how fast you have been posting these kjhdfghj

Amazing work as always!! <3

ALSDFJASFD AHHH CHATOIK I have been drinking in this comment since you first sent it and I adore every last word ♥

Charlie is a part of this AU! I haven't considered the Marionette but now that you mention it, I see her being much like the boys in terms of being child-friendly but very terrifying to adults hehe

OH! I'm so glad you noticed that little tidbit because yes, the boys tore into her chest out of instinct—that's what they know to attack and are used to doing so, and regardless of a demonic cryptid lacking a heart, it will still do a great deal of damage!

The boys could sense how erratic and rapid Y/N's heart was and that scared them the most. It was even worst than when they were enduring a night terror so the boys truly feared literally scaring Y/N to death!

If the boys knew that Y/N thought it was pointless to run, they would be so crestfallen and want to do more to reassure them that they're safe. There's no need to run even if what Y/N said is true.

Lots of screaming is a good summary of Part 3 LOL Y/N can have a little scream of frustration, as a treat (it's the opposite of a treat to Eclipse.)

Oh ho, I am very excited about that conversation of Eclipse eating rule-breakers and non-rulebreakers alike as well, and this time, there's no thirst for blood to distract Y/N from the reality of it :)

Awww, thank you so much for reading and commenting, babe! ♥

[olivermorningstar]

Hello I am back again with a question for Oliver from ikevamp and Oliver from Ikepri I was thinking Did they with their partner ever experienced something that tested their feelings as couple and that helps them tighten their bond ? 🤔

That is an excellent question actually, hence why it took awhile to answer. No relationship is perfect and rocky moments are to be expected no matter how amazing your partner is, so low points in relationships are to be expected. I'll try to pick apart what I think that would look like for three of the ships under the cut.

Theodorus

I mean, by default Theodorus is a closed off man. He's prickly and it can be difficult to get along with him. Of course, it is definitely worth it as he is deeply loyal, he's smart, he's funny in his own right, but eventually he is going to strike a nerve and he's not too great at this sorry thing. In fact, he can be downright rude in the game.

I think if he managed to actually hurt Oliver, it's going to be very messy and neither one is exactly eager to meet the other at first. It would really require Theodorus really wanting to make things up to Oliver to even meet back up with him to apologize.

It's worth it, he knows that, but dammit, it sucks knowing that you were in the wrong and that you hurt someone you care about. It's not as easy as it is with Vincent, who has known him his whole life and knows that he didn't mean what he said.

It's this bit of communication they would struggle with at first, and it's critical they figure it out if they're to continue as a couple. I think they would manage (if only because the rest of the mansion couldn't handle them both sulking anymore), but oooough is that some ego to work through first.

Faust

Really it's his relationship with Vlad that would make things rocky for them. On a fundamental level Oliver cannot agree with Vlad's ideology. How could it benefit humanity to basically have some immortal overlords to make their decisions for them all because Vlad saw a bad end. All things end - why is this any different? Why should they break free will in order to please this one vampire?

Of course, Faust works for Vlad so this is a problem. While it's clear to see Faust is prickly towards Vlad, on some level he must agree to work with him, whether that be because Vlad granted him this opportunity to keep studying or because in some way he agrees, Oliver does see this as a huge mark against him.

And that's the tricky part of this ship. As self indulgent as it is, it's tough to see how they're going to work through that. I sincerely doubt Oliver is going to change his mind, just as I'm sure Faust isn't going to be changing Oliver's. In that respect, it may actually be a doomed ship!

Sariel

When your guy has a habit of landing himself in the most frightening trouble and vanishes for weeks at time, that is certainly enough to break most folks. I mean, look at Sariel's route, the man runs into a burning building and vanishes for days upon days upon days. That's so terrible for the heart!

In a way, Oliver would berate himself and say that he should expect this and that he needs to be patient and allow Sariel to work, but dammit, he worries. He doesn't want his beloved to put his life on the line like that, but tough, that's Sariel's job. What do you want him to do about it?

Mostly the best way for them to work through this is for Sariel to take time to really be present for Oliver when he's back. He can't reassure him that he's alive when he's vanished as that would put them both in danger, but it's the best way to make sure Oliver's feelings are validated during these tougher periods. Otherwise, Oliver feels like more of an afterthought to the country of Rhodolite. You should have seen the court's reaction when Sariel took a day to tend to Oliver. Many a lord thought they had died that day.

[aeriedwelling]

Oooh I DO wanna ask about your OCs so bad. Since you asked me about Meredith (the post is also coming I've just been very busy IRL moving across the sea) I am going to ask about your recent vampire guy, let's hear more random tidbits of stuff about Winston 👀👀 (I love vampires it's one thing about me. Less obsessed with werewolves but this one looks very polite so I'll make an exception) If that would inspire you I remain convinced hym and Meredith would be friends. Maybe bonding over plants? She makes stuff with various ingredients, I think she cares about plants. Also recently I was thinking about blorbos in comfy winter pyjamas (hoodies, sweatpants, fuzzy warm fabrics, all that), so I also invite you to think about hym in comfy pyjamas. ... Is it into sleepovers? Are we having an OC sleepover? Anyway I love you and I think about you <3

winston fr is the kind of guy to be meredith's wingman but absolutely not in a "helping her get dates" way and instead just. always in her corner. always cheering her on. always somehow manages to show up, in person, to whatever she needs help or support with. guy who is always rooting for her success. hes so so very full of love i think the two of them are absolutely friends !!!! they bond over plants. lots of time spent in a greenhouse frfr

oooough cozy guy <3 <3 despite being the biggest guy around he absolutely wears things that are about eight million sizes too big. pajama pants fit fine, but his hoodies and t-shirts are always super oversized !!! (oh look he's me /silly). he's absolutely gotten meredith and him matching cabin socks. he might have honestly even made him and meredith matching cabin socks.

idk what kind of random tidbits i can tell you ough. i think it would be cool of him to play some kind of string instrument. i think he really likes seagulls and whales and running around in sand. i think he's taken meredith ballroom dancing and also maybe swing dancing. he paints his nails. he also bites his nails. his tail is huuuuge so wagging is always super obvious <3 (and sometimes very destructive sjdflksj). he's the oldest of six kids!! i dont have names for all of his siblings yet but i need suggestions for two more i think if anybody has any

if he was a pokemon he'd be ursaluna and he's very fond of teddiursa!! his favorite minecraft blocks are tuff bricks and polished granite and he's fond of bats even if they don't do anything sjdfkldjf.

idk if i've. said this in another post but sometimes he has wing tattoos :D either black and red bat wings or golden sun moth wings (to match atmos <3 <3) - in the space themed dnd campaign that i'm kinda sorta writing he's a maintenance guy, does work in various space ports and lives with atmos yesyes. also !! space campaign winston is very very obviously afab but everyone uses any pronouns for him anyway and this is very important to me

he's been alive for a super long time but he can't. remember a lot of it. or he wasn't there for a lot of big events so he can't really tell you anything about them sdjflksdj

he is. my most beloved little guy <3

[gachapulls]

i actually need to slepe so bad ims oooo tirwd . but ough . OOOOUGH