Interesting that Pal briefly thinks Harrowhark is one of his "Perfect Lyctors" given she's just Harrow, and not, like, "Griddlehark the First, Saint of Complicated Feelings About One's Self." Like, was he not expecting actual fusion? Did he think the ideal situation was what he had with Cam in Nona, or maybe a Pacific Rim situation? Like, my understanding is that Pal doesn't exist "within Paul"; was that not part of the plan?
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MY WHOLE LIFE, YES. YES, FOREVER, YES.
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literally inconsolable about cam and pal and paul btw. what do you mean you loved each other so much you ate each others souls and consumed each other so utterly that in that instant the two of you were destroyed and made anew as one. like what the fuck man
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Imagine being born. Imagine you didn't exist one minute ago and now you exist and you are on fire (!) and there's a lot of people staring at you. You are naked and you have the memories of two people in your brain and everybody was expecting them to save the day, but they died of codependency and left you at the helm. Also outside it's raining huge insectoid monsters. Nobody wants you there and they are mourning the people whose memories are now yours. Despite being born like 5 minutes ago, you have to drive a huge truck into the afterlife and save a bunch of people. Oh, and you have to persuade the spirit of the Earth not to commit suicide killing you and the aforementioned bunch of people in the process. Also everybody hates the name you chose for yourself.
For some reason, you are in a good mood.
I must hand it to Paul: they might have a terrible name, but I really, really envy their "working under pressure" skills.
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I think its a good thing all of earth's culture is either lost or reduced to contextlessness, because imagine having to watch the critically acclaimed (it's me I'm the critics*) Season 2 Episode 24 of Star Trek: Voyager, "Tuvix" sitting next to Paul. Talk about awkward.
*also it's the actual critics
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new year new me [merges with my boyfriend to create an entirely new person in a tragic & codependent destruction of our individual selves]
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wait people find paul tragic? i think that loving someone so dearly that you and them become one, something entirely new and separate but still inherently both of you sounds wonderful
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I’ve decided to draw…
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i think dulcie and paul should kiss
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ianthe naberius, paul, kiriona, harrow - outgrowing names
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palamedes "we did it right, didn't we?" "the perfect friendship, the perfect love" sextus and camilla "life is too short and love is too long" "it was good, we were happy" hect becoming perhaps the first example of perfect lyctorhood... i'll be honest i'm never recovering from that
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so. paul just found a catalyst, then? perhaps even just their acceptance or knowledge of the truth? it’s all the same thing, but theirs was instantaneous rather than gradual because they didn’t go into it kicking and screaming about the consequences?
god. ianthe naberius proved the grand lysis theory, didn’t she? the purest possible example of lyctorhood as subjugation, of eating as a one-way street, of devouring and destroying that which is inside you while leaving yourself perfectly intact, and she was the proof. she was the final piece of evidence palamedes needed in order to risk his and camilla’s lives for the knowledge that to be loved, even if you take the thing you love to pieces, even if you don’t even truly love it back, is to be changed.
the ego death that girl is going to experience in atn is insane.
also, what does that mean for their drive to cure the lyctoral condition? or for the implications of perfect lyctorhood? are they just looking to end the denial?
god. gonna be thinking about this one lads
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Paul tapping the ‘do it for him’ sign in the megatruck drivers cabin and it’s just pictures of Noodle
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also while im on the topic of heartbreaking things in ntn what was up with life is too short and love is too long. who the fuck authorised that. tazmuir PLEASE go back to rustling my jimmies i beg of you
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me and my girl don’t argue. i just lie to the woman who’s about to kill me and take my place so they’ll know i’ve been body-swapped and give her turbo cancer. and then i walk it off like a man.
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