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gothicemoowl · 11 months ago

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Push chapter 5: Spring Broken, a date with Destiny

NOTE: Sorry. I know I said harvest moon festival was first. But I got the order of episodes wrong.

Also I got this amazing idea for Verosika after watching apology tour!

Hope you like the direction

"Ever wonder 'bout what he's doin'?

How it all turned to lies?

Sometimes I think that it's better

To never ask why

Where there is desire, there is gonna be a flame

Where there is a flame, someone's bound to get burned

But just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die

You've gotta get up and try, try, try

Gotta get up and try, try, try

Funny how the heart can be deceiving

More than just a couple times

Why do we fall in love so easy

Even when it's not right?" -Try, P!nk

“Business is booming!” Blitzø announces as they all walk into the building. “We were left with sixteen voicemails last night, none from Stolas! I told you guys, sinners live off vengeance!”

“Fuck yes!” Millie shouts. “I'm so ready to kill some mother fuckers!”

“That's the spirit Millie! We should all celebrate, drinks tonight after work? Who's with me?” Blitzø asks.

“Sorry, I got a blind date tonight.” Millie says.

“Well…now you've lost the spirit, Mills.” Blitzø jokes.

“I'm not having drinks with you.” Loona says.

“I got a date too.” Barbie says.

“Ugh, are you still with that guy?” Loona asks.

“Yeah, what of it?” Barbie asks her.

Loona just rolls her eyes. “He's such a prick.”

“Jesse is not a prick, he's…”

“He's an asshole and you could do so much better.” Loona says.

“So, Millie, who's this blind date of yours?” Barbie asks, glaring a loona, making sure she's aware that she's ignoring her.

“I don't know some guy named Bradly. I Really hope this one's different.” Millie says.

“His name is Bradly? Those are not good odds.” Blitzø says.

"I know, but the people I've been dating are either guys who are too good for me, guys who aren't good enough but think they are, or guys who are nice but...we just don't click. Dating fucking sucks!" She complains.

Blitzø nods. “That it does. Why do you think I haven't dated since-”

“Blitzø Buckzo?” Someone says behind them. “Is that you?”

They just made it to I.M.P when they heard it…

Blitzø smirks, recognizing the voice.

“Verosika mayday. How the hell have you been?” Blitzø asks, turning around to face her with a smile.

“I've been great!” She says. “I'm doing a bit of freelance for one of the companies in the building. And they wanted to have me come in this week to lead their team during spring break.”

“Wow, lucky them.” Blitzø says. “We should have you work for us sometime.”

“Oh, sweetie. You couldn't afford me.” She laughs.

Blitzø does too. “I know you're joking…but we seriously couldn't.”

“So, who's your team?” She asks, noticing the looks she's getting from Loona and Millie.

“This is my daughter, Loona, my friend Millie, and you remember my sister, Barb.”

She smiles. “Of course! Hello, Barbie. And did I hear you say daughter? You've been busy.” She jokes with a wink.

“I'm adopted!” Loona says quickly. “We're not- I'm not- he's…”

“I figured.” Verosika laughs. “It hasn't been that long. You're adorable.” She says.

Loona blinks. “...thanks?”

“Come, meet everyone.” The succubus says, taking Blitzø's hand and pulling him forward.

“This is Apple, Josh, Kiki, Ace, Kat, Milky, and Coco.” She says. “This is Blitzø, my friend. Barbie wire, his sister, Loona, his daughter, and… I'm sorry, what was your name again?” She asks Millie.

“Millie!” She says. “It's really nice to meet you, I've never met a popstar before.” She says. “How do you know my boss anyway?”

“Oh.” Verosika crosses her arms and looks over at Blitzø before turning back to Millie. “We met at a party, had a blast, met at a few other parties, got…acquainted.” She smirks.

Blitzø rolls his eyes.

“And then he disappeared off the face of the hell.” She says.

“That's a bit of an exaggeration!” Blitzø says.

“True, you left a note.” She says, arms still crossed. “Great penmanship.”.

“Figures.” Loona rolls her eyes.

“You know, I'd really prefer if we let the past be the past. It was really nice to meet you all.” Blitzø says, shaking all their hands. “But we should probably head to work.”

“Blitzø?” Verosika asks.

Blitzø stops. “Yes?”

“Maybe we could catch up? Talk?” Verosika says. “Maybe get a coffee or dinner later?”

“Yeah, totally.” Blitzø says, not seriously meaning it.

Don't get him wrong, Verosika is an amazing woman, but he knows what will happen if he gets too close to her.

“You know what? My date just canceled, and I had this amazing reservation at Ozzie's.” Millie says.

Blitzø glares. “Millie-”

“You two should totally take it.” Millie interrupts. “It would be a great way for you two to catch up! You know Blitzø hasn't had a date in-”

“Millie!” Blitzø interrupts.

“Come on! It'll be fun!” Millie says.

“I'm sure Verosika has better things to do then to go to a weird club with-”

Verosika looks at him, then takes his hand. “I'd be…up for that….actually.”

Blitzø looks up at her. “You…yeah?”

“Yeah, it could be fun.” She says. “You've always been fun.”

“Great, you two figure out the details, we'll get started on actually working.” Barbie takes the book from Blitzø and leaves with the other two.

“Tonight, after work. You in?” Verosika asks.

“Uhh well…”

{PAST:}

Blitzo was preparing Stolas's breakfast in the kitchen.

“What was all that commotion downtown anyway?” One of the servants asks the other.

“Some imp circus is in town, they're so immature and stupid I don't understand why some demons enjoy that filth. Nothing good ever comes from the circus.”

“Uhm…Blitzo was from a circus.” The Imp says, looking over at Blitzo who wasn't looking at them, just getting the tray in front of him ready, acting like he's not listening.

“That explains it.” She scoffs.

Lays walks over to Blitzo. “Blitzo, is Stolas's breakfast ready?”

Blitzo looks around and the two imps that were talking are gone. “Uh yeah sorry. I got it. Say, did she say something about an Imp circus?" Blitzo asks. “What's that about?

"Need I remind you, Blitzo, the consequences of sneaking out?" Lays asks. “Didn't you learn enough from yesterday's incident?”

"I wasn't going to sneak out! Okay? I was just asking!" Blitzo defends.

Lays gave him a warning look, then walked away.

Blitzo picks up the tray and walks to Stolas's room smiling to himself.

He has the perfect way of sneaking out, and it looks like the perfect time to make use of it.

They won't see it coming!

“Good morning, Stolas!” Blitzø announces himself as he walks into the prince's room.

“Blitzo…good morning. How- um. How are you?”

‘Fucking sore and wishing I were anywhere else right now…’ he thought.

“I'm great!” Blitzo lies. “I got your breakfast here…so.”

Stolas nods. “Thank you, Blitzo. I know I can count on you…for everything.” He smiles.

“Yeah, well I have to.” Blitzo says.

“Blitzo? What's wrong?” Stolas asks him, noticing the face he was making and the snark is his voice.

“Nothing. I'm fine.” He says. “Why?” He asks, panicked.

“Did I make you uncomfortable yesterday?” Stolas asks.

“What?”

“I didn't see you at all last night, did I make you uncomfortable with my words at the park?” He asks. “I didn't mean to be too forward, I just…” Stolas looks away, the eyes in his head looking sad.

Blitzo sighs. “No, you didn't I-”

“What?”

Blitzo pauses and licks his lips, trying to find the words. “I just don't know how to take or process it. It's hard, because you're a prince, a prince who happens to be engaged and-”

“Ugh don't remind me!” Stolas whines, laying dramatically on the bed.

“I'm sorry, it's just kind of impossible. You know?” Blitzo asks him.

Stolas nods, getting up. “Yes, you're right. It's impossible to have the future I'd imagine together…but, it's not impossible to love each other anyway. To find our own way.”

Blitzo raises an eyebrow. “What?”

“What I mean is, even though we can't be together now, I love you just the same. You can choose to love me back, or not. But it doesn't change how I feel.” Stolas takes his hand. “They can't change how I feel.”

“Wow. Look at you thinking for yourself.” Blitzo jokes.

“I learned from the best.” He says. “Besides, who knows what can change in a few years, right?”

Blitzø smiles. “Yeah. Exactly.”

Stolas finished eating, and Blitzø helped him get dressed.

All seemed to just return back to normal…

But it was also completely different somehow.

Stolas loved him?

Really?

How was that even possible?

{Present:}

“Blitzø?” Verosika asks. “You in or what?”

Blitzø smiles. “Yeah…sounds fun.”

“Great, I'll see you then.” She says.

{Later}

“The fuck am I doing? I can't date! I especially can't date Verosika I mean, why would she even want to go out after I turned her down the first time?” Blitzø asks, changing his jacket to his leather one.

“Because she likes you?” Barbie suggests. “Stop overthinking it. Dating is normal. Try it.”

“I've dated!” Blitzø says.

“One night stands and serving an owl do not constitute dating!” Barbie says.

“I’m an imp, she’s a fucking popstar.” Blitzø says. “How can she possibly be into me?”

“You had a prince simp for you, for Christ sake!” Barbie says.

“Yeah but no one was left. It was me or Stella and trust me…I was the lesser of two uglies. Stolas only liked me because I was there. It was convenient for him because I was stuck there.” He explains.

“What a prick.” Barbie mumbles.

“Maybe that’s the problem, maybe Verosika’s standards are too low, yeah. She's got a weird addiction and usually dates shifty guys, that's always how this works.”

The office door opens. “Hey Blitzø. Your daughter said I could just walk in, I hope that's alright.” She says.

He turns. “Verosika, Hi.” Blitzø greets. “It's fine we were just talking about…nothing. How was work?”

Barbie rolls her eyes. “Smooth.”

“My hellhound Vortex broke his leg fighting a giant monster, but overall it was fine.” She says.

“Is he okay?” Loona asks, sounding worried as she practically runs to the office.

“He's fine.” She says. “A little sore and needs some rest, but he should be back on his paws in no time.”

“Good. I'm glad he's hot- I mean I'm glad he's fine!” Loona says, cheeks burning red as she sees Blitzø and Verosika's shocked reactions.

Blitzø quickly changes the subject. “So…anyway. We caught some of your show when we passed by the beach, pretty amazing stuff.”

“Thanks.” She says. “The crowd seemed to like it anyway.”

Barbie has her arms crossed as she walks over to the pop-star. “So, Verosika is it?” She asks, getting up on her tip-toes to look intimidating.

“Uh yes?” Verosika answers, obviously uncomfortable with how close she was.

“What are your intentions with my brother?” She asks.

“To…go out to dinner and have a nice time.” Verosika says. “Nothing beyond that. Though it's cute that you're so protective of him.”

“His heart is glass, but mine is stone, you break his heart, I find out where you live and rip your limbs off one-by-one! Got it?”

Blitzø glares at Barbie and takes Verosika’s hand. “Hah. You're so funny, Barb. You should tell that to your own date…oh wait, you can't because you don't fucking have one.”

“Fuck you!” She says. “Jesse's just running late, he'll be here!”

“Whatever you have to tell yourself.” He says before guiding Verosika out the door.

“I'm sorry about her.” Blitzø says once out of earshot of Barbie

“No, don't be. I have sisters too, I get it.” She says.

{Past:}

Stolas was studying with his tutor Augestine.

Blitzo wasn't to leave Stolas's side unless he was asked to or if he had a good reason… so he started to question the possibility of escaping.

“Blitzo?” Stolas asks. “Have you seen my ruby cufflinks?” He asks.

Blitzo seized the opportunity and backed up a little, knowing exactly where they were located. “You know I think I saw them downstairs.” He says. Carefully taking the small red cufflinks that were on Stolas's nightstand and putting them in his pocket.

“Huh. That's strange. Why would I take them off down there?” Stolas asks.

Blitzo blinks. “With all due respect, your highness. You have been overwhelmed. Perhaps you left it without realizing. I'll go and fetch them for you if you'd like.” He says.

Stolas looks at him suspiciously. “Alright.”

Blitzo bows and exits the prince's room.

Fucking finally!

Blitzo snuck downstairs to one of the spare rooms they had- a room which no one typically minded. He couldn't be spotted or else Lays will have a fucking cow.

He climbed out the window slowly, getting used to the routine because he often snuck out to look at the stables.

Sigh. So many beautiful horses, so many stupid names.

Basic birds.

He snuck around the stables and he was out of there.

He had to get back and give Stolas back his cufflinks, he had less than an hour but it would be worth it if it was in fact his family's circus.

He could see Barb and Fizz again…he could see his mom!

But- there was a painful feeling in his chest…

What if they had moved on without him?

It's been four years after all…

Almost five now.

{Present, OZZIE'S}

Verosika and Blitzø make it to the club.

“So, this is the place, huh?” Blitzø asks.

“Yeah.” She says. “I actually perform here sometimes.” She says. “Asmodeus and everyone here is so nice. Way better than most fucked up places around here.” He says.

Blitzø nods. “Yeah, that makes sense.”

The guard lets them in, and they're escorted to their seats.

They sit in silence until the waitress shows up.

“Can I start you two off with a drink?” She asks.

“Uhm red whine for me.” Verosika says.

“Same here.” Blitzo says.

“I'll be right back, sweetie.” She says, more directed to Verosika of course.

She looked amazing.

“So…” Blitzø taps the table anxiously.

“So…” She mimics playfully.

“Been quite a few years. What's changed in your life?” Blitzø asks.

“Well, they threw me into rehab for a bit.” She says. “But they couldn't keep me there, I have too promising a future.”

“Bold to bring that up on a first date.” Blitzø says.

“So this is a date then?” She asks.

Blitzø looks away from her.

“Blitzø?” Verosika asks. “Whatever you're thinking, just please say it.”

“Why would you agree to come after I rejected you like that?” Blitzø asks her. “It was quite the duck move, I figured you must have hated me.”

She shrugs. “I don't know, I assume you had a good reason to. I was hoping to ask you about it…so you could explain?” She asks. “I hate getting no closure. And I especially hate when it's someone I really liked who leaves me blindsided.” She explains.

“You really liked me?” Blitzø asks.

“Well…yeah.” She says.

“Me?”

She rolls her eyes. “Do I really have to say it again?”

“It's just- you know you're a fucking goddess, right?” He asks.

Her face drops, looking at him with surprise. “What?”

“What I mean is, you're so beautiful. You're so kind and smart, better than most everyone else in hell, you don't have to wait around for someone like me to break your heart.” He explains.

“Blitzø? Why did you leave like that?” She asks. “Please tell me you had a good reason to.”

Blitzø sighs. “I was still trying to get over someone else.”

“That someone must have been pretty special.” She says.

“He was…. But I was also laser focused on helping my mom. Everything in my life was so depressing and I realized I was just using you to make me feel better- and that wasn't fair! That's exactly what-”

Blitzø cut himself off. “Point is, I didn't mean to hurt you, but if I'm sleeping with you for more reasons than necessary, it wasn't a good situation.”

“Your mom was sick?” She asks him.

“Yeah, she's…not doing so great.” Blitzø says.

“She's still sick?” Verosika asks.

“Yeah. Been since I was a kid.” Blitzø says.

“Oh wow, Blitzø, I am so sor-”

A sudden voice from the stage stops her from continuing her sentence: “Hey, folks!” begging your pardon! Excuse me? Is this thing on?”

Blitzø's face turned shocked by who he saw up on stage.

“Blitzø…?” Verosika asks. “Are you okay?”

“Oh no…” Blitzø says softly, his gaze still fixated on the stage. “Not him.”

“What? What is it?” Verosika asks, turning to the stage.

“I'm your host Fizzarolli! We have a great set up for you tonight! So many amazing acts that are sure to get you freaks freaking out!”

{Past:}

It wasn't hard to find the circus, there were a million flyers downtown advertising it.

It took him fifteen minutes to get there, it'll take him the same to get back. So he could only stay for thirty minutes at most.

He makes it to the tent and sneaks around to find a way in.

He's learned to be really good at sneaking around, not only just with him but with Stolas. So he'd have to be really good.

He pulled the hood of his jacket up and snuck in by blending in with a large family.

“Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to our family circus. We've got some amazing acts for you all tonight.” A familiar squeaky voice speaks. His damn father, the one who let him be captured, the one who fucking sold hid own son, that mother fucking asshole!

He needed to focus, at least he knows it's the right circus.

He makes his way to the back where the performers were. He looked around until he finally saw them. “Psst! Fizz, Barb!” He whispers, just loud enough for them to hear.

They both walk over to him. “Listen, creep. Whatever it is you're looking for, you're not going to find it by-”

Barbie is interrupted by Blitzo looking at her, removing his hood.

Fizzarolli looks at him, his jaw dropped and eyes wide.

“Blitzo?” Barbie asks him.

“Glad you can still recognize me, sis.” He says, rubbing his arm anxiously.

Barbie hugs him close. “Oh my fuck!” She lets go and hits his arm harshly. “Where in hell have you been?!”

“Shh, I don't want Cash to know I'm here.” He says.

“What? Why?” Fizz asks.

“Come with me.” Blitzo takes Barbie's hand and Fizz follows them outside.

“What gives?” Barbie asks.

“Where have you been this whole time, dude?” Fizz asks him.

“Why don't you want to see dad? I know he's an asshole but-”

“Cash seriously didn't tell you?” Blitzo asks them.

“Tell us what?” Barbie asks.

“The Goetias? The treasure?”

Both shook their heads.

“Wow.” Blitzo rolls his eyes. “I do not have time for this so I'll make it brief, Dad sold me to that weird Goetia Paimon to entertain his son Stolas for the day so I could steal treasure from them. I was caught and dad escaped so now I am forced to work for them to pay off that debt.” Blitzo explains.

“What? For how long?” Barbie asks.

“Forever probably.” Blitzo shrugs. “There was a lot of gold.”

“Dude!” Fizz says. “I'm so sorry that happened. I had no idea!”

“It's fine, I'm fine! I'm just happy to see you guys again.” He says. “I have so many questions.”

“Better stick with one, we gotta be on stage soon.” Fizz says.

“Okay, where's mom? I'd like to see her before I go.” He asks.

Fizz and Barbie look at each other, then back at him.

“What?” Blitzo asks them.

“Moms been in the hospital.” Barbie says.

“But why? For how long?” Blitzo asks. “Is she going to be okay?”

“After you…disappeared, something in her just snapped.” Barbie explains. “She kept screaming and asking for you randomly. We had no choice but to institutionalize her.”

Blitzo wasn't sure what to say about that. “Fuck.”

“Blitzo this isn't your fault.” Barbie says.

“Yeah, it's his fault.” Fizz says, gesturing to the tent. “I'm sure all Tilla needs is to see you! She'll have to get better! And now that you're back-”

“I have to head back to the palace before they realized I snuckout.” Blitzo interrupts.

“You what?” Barbie asks.

“I have to, I'm sorry. But I'll be back. How long will you guys be here?” Blitzo asks.

“A while.” Barbie says. “Cash can't afford to move too much right now.”

“Great. I'll come back.” Blitzo promises. “Maybe tonight, but I'm not sure. It really depends on if I was caught.”

Blitzo was about to walk away but Fizz grabbed his hand and pulled him back towards him for a hug. “I'm going to help you get out of there, Blitzo. No matter what I have to do. I promise.”

Blitzo hugs him back, a tear falling down his face. “Thanks Fizz.”

{Present:}

“I'm sorry, I can't do this.” Blitzø says; He gets up from the table and runs out of the club.

“Blitzø?” Verosika asks. “Wait!”

Blitzø ran outside, the rain pouring meant nothing to him at this point. He hasn't seen Fizz in years…why was he here!?

Verosika ran after him. “Blitzø! Wait please?” She asks.

Blitzø considers ignoring her and continuing but..

He stops.

She catches up to him. “What the hell was that? What happened?!”

“I'm sorry, I- I really am. I just- I…” Blitzø sighs. “The clown in there, I… I used to know him. And I didn't really expect to see him there.” He admits.

Verosika's eyes widen. “Oh. Do you want to talk about it?” Verosika asks. “I'm a good listener.”

“No really.” Blitzø says, sitting on a bench. “I appreciate the offer though.”

“You wanna fuck?” She asks, sitting next to him, sharing her umbrella with him.

“I want to spend one fucking day without feeling horrible.” He says.

“I can help with that.” She says.

“How so?” He asks.

“You're not that dense. Come with me to my apartment, I have wine and other substances.” Verosika tempts. “Let's have some fun!”

“I don't know.” He says. He's not a stranger to weird substances, in fact he knew them quite well. But he knows how easily he can fall for someone, how easily he obsesses-

“What do you have to lose?” She asks. “We're friends right?”

Blitzø nods. “Of course we are.”

“Then you should be able to trust me.” She says. ��We don't have to do anything you don't want to. Let's just see where the night takes us, get your mind off thinhs. How about that?”

Blitzø smiles at her. “Sounds good.”

She smiles and they both stand up.

Blitzø smirks. “Of course…”

Verosika looks at him.

“I'm sure we can think of a more exciting place to spend the night.” He says.

“Got any suggestions?” She asks.

He smiles. “Plenty. Ever been Salsa dancing?”

She chuckles. “Can't say I have.”

“Would you like to?” Blitzø asks. “It's way more fun than it sounds. There's this club in pride. It's especially if you wait long enough and everyone is the right shade of drunk. Besides, they have these amazing cocktails.”

She bites her lip, it sounded very tempting. “I'd go anywhere at this point. My standards are so low due to my addiction and the assholes I’ve been dating anyways.” She jokes with him.

“Oh, you heard me, that's- I'm sorry.” He says.

She laughs. “I'll let it go this time, you've had a rough night.” She says. “Let's see if you can make it all up to me with some amazing cocktails.” ~

Blitzø blushes, but she didn't seem to notice while they took the train back to pride.

They honestly had a great time…

Drank so much they ended up on a ranch,

Then a fucking escape room, got out really easily.

And then they were back at Verosika's place.

Blitzø woke up that morning… seeing her right next to him.

He smiles and gently strokes her hair.

A part of him really wanted to leave, get to work, pretend this night never happened but-

A much stronger part of him longed to stay with her…

Maybe Blitzø can move on after all?

"Ever worry that it might be ruined

And does it make you wanna cry?

When you're out there doing what you're doing

Are you just getting by?

Tell me, are you just getting by, by, by?

Where there is desire, there is gonna be a flame

Where there is a flame, someone's bound to get burned

But just because it burns doesn't mean you're gonna die

You've gotta get up and try, try, try

Gotta get up and try, try, try

You've gotta get up and try, try, try." -Try, P!nk

@susstardust

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gothicemoowl · 23 days ago

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Push, Chapter 7, Truth Seekers.

Truth seekers.Barbie and Blitzø get captured by humans...Barbie wished she never asked Blitzø questions.

💖You may want to read the spring broken chapter again before this because the flashbacks are a continuation of those.

Oof this one is a lot.

Major trigger warnings: ⚠️Gun violence, child abuse, aduction, drugs, whipping, death, and

*Spoilers

1:forcing someone to kill someone else.

"When the days are cold

And the cards all fold

And the saints we see

Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail

And the ones we hail

Are the worst of all

And the blood’s run staleI want to hide the truthI want to shelter you

But with the beast inside

There’s nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It’s where my demons hide

Don’t get too closeIt’s dark inside

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide." -Imagine Dragons, Demons

The sun peered through Verosika’ s curtains as a wake up call to Blitzø.

It was morning already? He felt as if he just got to sleep.

“Good morning.” Verosika purrs, curling up closer to him.

“Morning.” Blitzø says, sitting up and stretching. “How'd you sleep?”

She smiles seductively. “Amazing.” She moves to Blitzø's neck to kiss it. “How about you?”

“Fine.” He says, his hand moving to her head to brush through her hair. “You were amazing last night.” He purrs.

“So were you ~” She says. “You certainly know how to keep a girl going.”

Verosika is giving him that look…the look he only recognized from Stolas all those years ago….

‘I love you.’

Blitzø wasn't sure if it was her who said it or Stolas in his mind. “What?”

“I said I need you, Blitzø.~” She purrs. “Do to me what you did last night, only better!" She demanded playfully.

"I have twenty minutes before I have to be at work.” Blitzø says.

“We'll be fast.” She says. “And it wouldn't kill you to be a little late, right?”

He smiles and blinks slowly. “I guess not.” He says, grasping her hips. Millie and Barbie can handle things for a bit.

{Past: Blitzø: age 17}

“I hate Stella so much!” Stolas whines, having drank way too much at the engagement party.

“Come on, let's get you to bed.” Blitzø says, helping balance the prince so he can reach his room without falling on his face.

“She's so cruel, and sadistic! My life is a floating river of sorrows.” He says dramatically.

“Hey, they say sadism is good for the bedroom.” Blitzø jokes as he helps Stolas into bed, pulling the sheets over him.

“You're not helping.” Stolas says.

Blitzø sits down on the bed, and Stolas sits up to look at him.

“I'm sorry. It's a shitty situation.” Blitzø says. “I don't know what to say! I-” He sighs. “I don't know how to help you.”

Stolas gives Blitzø a sympathetic smile. “Somehow you always manage.”

Blitzø blushes slightly, but hopes Stolas doesn't notice

“Blitzø…” Stolas takes his hand.

Blitzø moves it away and stands up. “I should go. Lays always wants me to help out the other servants after parties like this.” He says.

“If I ask you to stay, will you?” Stolas asks.

“I don't really have a choice then.” Blitzø says.

Stolas reaches out and takes his hand again, pulling him closer.

Blitzø wished he wouldn't. He hoped this crush would have ended when they were fourteen…

Fifteen…

Sixteen…

Why did he still feel this way? Like there was a chance?

There's no chance for them.

He was supposed to get over Stolas by the time he and Stella got married.

But it's only a year away now...

He doesn't want to watch them get married, he'd rather die.

Stolas pulls him even closer and they lean close until their mouths touch.

They don't kiss…but damn is it tempting.

“Blitzo….?” Stolas asks.

“Yeah?” Blitzo breathes heavily.

“I…” A single tear falls down Stolas's face. “I don't want Stella to be my first.”

Blitzo blinks rapidly. “Okay…”

Stolas exhales and kisses Blitzo at last.

Stolas moans as Blitzø kisses him back passionately. “Blitzo-”

“I know, shh.” Blitzo shushes him as he reaches for Stolas's coat and pulls it off him, then he starts to unbutton his shirt.

He's done it so many times, it was almost second nature but now-

Now it felt so impossible, the buttons weren't cooperating, and his were shaking with anxiety.

“You have no idea how much I've wanted this.” Stolas says. “How long I've wanted you.”

“Stolas don't say something you'll regret, ok?" Blitzo tells him. “You're marrying Stella, not me.”

“I know, but we can have this.” He says. “Tonight it can just be about us.” Stolas says.

Blitzo stops for a moment.

Stolas is okay with this being the one and only time.

He doesn't want to fight it at all…

He can't help but think Stolas a coward.

“They can take anything from us, but they can't take tonight. We can make it ours.” Stolas says. “If you want that is…”

Blitzo looks up. “Yeah…I want that.” He says.

He wants forever but…it's not on the table.

He can have one night or nothing.

One wonderful night where rules don't exist.

He'll take what he can.

Stolas kisses Blitzo again while the imp tries to undo his buttons.

He pulls away. “Will you stop for a second so I can get this off you?” Blitzø laughs and cries at the same time.

“God, we're such a mess.” Stolas laughs while he cries.

“Let's see how much messier we can get.” Blitzø says, tail swishing.

Stolas smiles, and Blitzo wipes away one of the birds tears with his thumb.

"I got you."

{Present:}

“We fit so perfectly. It must be destiny that brought us together.” Verosika smiles.

Blitzø doesn't respond, his thoughts very much elsewhere though he doesn't want them to be.

‘Blitzø…?’ She asks.

Blitzø shakes his head and smiles. “Yeah…must be.”

{I.M.P}

The had only a couple of clients today.

One went by fast, some weird lady wanted revenge on a guy who ran over her cat.

Easily done in two hours.

The second one was not as easy.

Not because of a crazy target though…

Nope.

Because immediately after killing some dead beat father who never paid any child support… They were ambushed.

The portal was already opened when the humans arrived, it was too late to play dumb.

Loona was right there in plain view.

Shit!

Millie, Blitzø, and Barbie run towards the portal but Barbie is shot in the leg with a tranquilizer.

“Barbie!” Blitzø stops to help her- but knows he won't make it in time.

“Loona! Close it!” Blitzø shouts to her right as Millie gets in.

“Wait!” He hears Millie say before it's closed.

It was him and Barbie against these two, but before he could process much, he got shot in the neck by a tranquilizer and passed out.

{Blitzø: later}

Blitzø woke up tied to a chair, a bright light blinding him. “Barbie?” He asks.

“Blitzø?”

Thank fuck. She's here.

Not exactly safe, but he knows she's in his general direction. That was enough for now.

“Any idea where we are?” Blitzø asks.

“No.” Barbie says. “The humans haven't walked in yet.”

“okay! Strategy: We tell them nothing.” Blitzø says.

“That's not a strategy. That's not even a plan.” Barbie says.

“Okay, well what's your plan?” Blitzø asks.

“I don't know yet, just- give me a second to think.” Barbie says, trying to wiggle out of the restraints.

“Well well well…finally awake I see.” One of the humans says as they both walk in.

“Too late.” Blitzø says to his sister.

“It's time to remove your disguise and see who you really are.” The other agent says. "No doubt some demon from hell here to destroy us!"

"Wow, what a guess." Barbie says sarcastically. "How did you ever reach that conclusion?"

"We've seen your dark magic! Don't even try to trick us!"

"We also know youre killing humans. We only want to know why...who do you work for?"

"Okay, you got us. We're Demons. Nothing gets passed you. We've been working for Elvis Presley. He summoned us to get rid of Tupac, and it's just been a slippery slope since." Blitzø says, only to poke some fun of this insanity.

"I knew it!" One of the agents says.

"Now will you let us go?" Barbie asks. "We have nothing to offer you."

"Not till we see your true form!"

“Ow! What the fuck!?” Barbie yelled as the human tried to remove her human disguise by…pulling on her hair?

The other human tugged at Blitzø's skin. “Christ on a stick! It's not coming off that way!” Blitzø says. “You really think we're that stupid?”

"Remove your disguise, Demon!" The male Human says.

"So you can get us on camera and make elvis mad? No thanks." Blitzø says.

“Well, guess we'll have to bring in the big guns.” The male Human says.

The two of them leave Blitzø and Barbie alone, they're both relieved and…also very anxious by this.

“Okay, game plan. We just keep stalling until Millie shows up. That's probably our best bet right now.” Blitzø says. “If Millie doesn't show up right away, we make them believe we're crazy and even make them disbelieve their own sanity.”

“Oh yeah.” Barbie rolls her eyes. “Great plan.”

“I don't hear you coming up with a better one.” Blitzø says.

“Why not have your boyfriend come rescue us? Since you love him so much.” She mocks.

“I don't love Stolas, I hate him and besides, if he saw us here he may not ever give us his book.” Blitzø explains.

Barbie sighs loudly. "Yeah. Sure."

“You think I want to work with Stolas? I'm trying to be an adult here. Mom needs us, we can't just give up when we're finally doing okay!” Blitzø says.

“I know, I know... You're right. I'm sorry for giving you a hard time.” Barbie says. “I just- hate him so much! You know?”

“Trust me, I know.” Blitzø says.

Very suddenly they hear a weird hissing sound in the room.

“What the fuck?” Barbie asks. “Blitzø? You see that?”

“The fuck is this?” Blitzø asks as weird gas or...something fills the room.

“How the fuck am I supposed to know? I'm not as smart as you!” Barbie says. “The fuck?” She whispers.

“Since when do you compliment me? Or ever admit I'm smart?” Blitzø Blitzø. "You're never one to admit others accomplishments because you don't have any- Fuck, I'm...sorry. I don't know where that came from."

"Same." She says.

“You don't suppose it's a type of…truth telling gas, do you?” Blitzø akssm.

“Only one way to find out.” She smirks. “What's your favorite TV show?”

“My little pony- shit!”

Barbie laughs. “Pathetic, honestly.” She mocks.

“Oh fuck you!” Blitzø says. “How about this, what's Jesse's nickname for you?”

“Barbie doll.” She blurts out. "Mother Fucker!"

“Oh my Satan!” Blitzø laughs. “He can't even try to be the least bit clever?”

“You know what!? Wait…if this is actually truth serum, that means I can ask you whatever I want without you dodging them.” Barbie smirks.

“Barb if you ask questions you don't want the answers to, you'll regret it.” Blitzø warns. A cold sweat falls to the back of his neck.

Suddenly…this wasn't very funny.

“Oh yeah?” She asks. “Let's test that. How do you really feel about Stolas?”

“I love him. I think I always will. I just don't know if I can trust him after what he did-!” Blitzø blurts out. “….shit.”

He loved him? Seriously?

He so wished Barbie didn't ask him that! Why couldn't she have asked if he hated Stolas- because he does!

“What!? What is wrong with you!?” Barbie asks.

“How do you feel about Jesse!?” Blitzø asks.

“He's an asshole and I hate him, but I don't want to be alone so I continue to date him and stress myself out so I don't have to think about mom so much.”

“Barb, you shouldn't be with someone so they can distract you!” Blitzø says.

“That's exactly what you're doing!” She argues. “Verosika is only a distraction for you!”

“That's not true!” Blitzø says.

“Why are you with her then?” Barbie asks.

“Because- I don't know! She's great! Okay? Better than I could ever deserve…I know it probably won't last but it's nice to be wanted by someone. You know how long it's been since someone actually wanted to be with me?”

“No.” She says.

“Not since Fizz.” He blurts out.

“Wow…” Barbie says. “Haven't heard that name in a while.”

“I know."

“Blitzø-”

“Barbie, you need to break up with Jesse, I hate to say it because you're my sister and it's gross to think about, but there are plenty of people out there, more deserving, who would love to go out with you.”

“Blitzø, this isn't about me!” Barbie says.

“Well, this isn't about me either!”

“Things are going so well between you and Verosika! You can't let your feelings ruin such a perfect thing!” Barbie says.

“I'm not!” Blitzø shouts. “...At least I don't think I am.” His voice quiets. “Stolas doesn't…he-”

“He killed our father, Blitzø! You can't-”

“No, he didn't, I did!” Blitzø shouts.

The room got very quiet after that…

And yet…

The quiet was somehow very…very loud.

“Barb?” Blitzø asks.

“What do you mean you killed our father? It wasn't Stolas?” Barbie asks. “You- you lied to me?”

“It was a lie of omission. You assumed Stolas was at fault…so I just let you believe it.” He admits against his will, his breath quickening.

“Blitzø…”

He can see it all...again.

What happened all those years ago...

It haunted him.

{Past: age 14:}⚠️

Blitzo climbed back in through the window, hoping they didn't notice he was gone.

He still had the excuse that he was looking for cufflinks, hopefully it was enough for them to not get suspicious.

Lays probably knew, but if he explains his reasoning he might just leave him unscathed-

“Blitzo…”

Lays…

Shit. Okay. This was fine. He just needed to ex-

Blitzo turned around and saw not just Lays…but Augestine was there too and-

…Paimon.

Shit Shit shit shit!

“Blitzo…where were you?” Lays asks sternly.

Blitzo's hands shake and his chest tightens…

Fuck…this was the end wasn't it? He's dead.

He sees spots blocking his vision.

“I- I was…-”

He couldn't talk, he was going to die-

He was going to die…

“Well? Speak, boy!” Augestine shouted his teaching rod in his hand that usually made Blitzø wince, but today it seemed much scarier. “Where were you!?”

“Uhm-”

He didn't realize he could be so…scared.

Paimon raises an eyebrow. “You have five seconds…clown boy.”

“I was at…” He couldn't even think of a lie. “At the…circus.” He honestly can't believe he actually admitted it.

Lays face falls and he shakes his head. “Oh, Blitzo.”

“The circus?” Paimon asks.

Augestine smiles. “Don't you remember? The traveling circus you got Blitzo in the first place. It must be the same one.”

“Is it?” Paimon asks Blitzo.

“Um-”

“You better answer truthfully, boy.” Paimon threatens. “I won't hesitate to travel to the circus personally and blow the place up.”

“It…” Blitzo looks at lays, then to the ground. His fist clinches. “It's the same one.”

“That lousy Cash Buckzo will be there.” He hears Augestine whisper to Paimon. “The one who stole all your precious artifacts.”

Paimon hums. “Lays, deal with your ward.” He orders before turning away and heading to the main doorway. “And this time, make sure the lesson sticks!” He demands

“Right away, Sir.” Lays says.

“Wait-” Blitzø tries to ask what Paimon will do but before he can, Lays interrupts:

“Blitzo, you're in enough trouble, don't make this worse for yourself.”

Lays leads Blitzo downstairs, but instead of the servants hall, he's lead to the area with the dungeons.

“Lays?” Blitzo asks.

“Keep walking, Blitzo.” Lays tells him.

Blitzo does as he's told, but he still doesn't know what's going on…not until they arrived…

In the room was two long shackles attached to the ceiling…

“Lays…you're not really going t-”

“You're not a child anymore, Blitzo. Clearly child punishments wont work anymore.” Lays says, closing the door and locking it. “Remove your shirt and lift your arms.

“Please-”

“Blitzo…now.” Lays says, not too harshly, but Blitzo knew he was serious.

Blitzo had never been whipped like that before- not with an actual whip at least. Lays usually just hit him with a paddle or gave him more assignments.

Augestine would hit him with his teaching rod if Stolas got a question wrong and he needed some ‘encouragement' or deal him any punishment he felt Stolas deserved.

Being Stolas's friend and servant meant he was also used as a whipping boy.

So, Blitzo was used to most forms of pain and punishment, but this was something entirely different.

This felt…much more real. Like torture.

His hands shook while he removed his shirt…once Lays makes up his mind to do something…he never backs down. There was no out. Blitzo was screwed.

Lays helped him into the shackles. “Now, what is it you need to learn today?” He asks.

“To…not sneak out.” Blitzø says hesitantly.

CRACK!

“Ahh!” Blitzo can't help but scream at the first strike, he's never hurt that much before.

“What was it you had to learn yesterday?” Lays asks before another hit.

“Ah- to not sneak out-” *CRACK.* “With Stolas.” He added.

“Exactly. For not learning from yesterday, you'll receive thirty. For running off today, you'll receive twenty. Now, starting from one, count.” Lays demanded.

The whip hit him. “One.”

CRACK!

“T-two.”

CRACK!

“Ah- Three.”

CRACK!

“F-four.”

CRACK!

“Lays- please.”

“Count.”

WACK!

“Five.” Tears filled Blitzo's eyes. He tries to resist but the pain was too much.

Blizo's back was burning hot and in the worst kind of pain Blitzo could imagine- he couldn't even think of what Paimon may do to his family.

Lays claimed he went easy on him but- it sure didn't feel like it.

He'd hate to know what being hard on him was.

{Later: Past:}⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

Blitzo was sent back to work after his whipping, Lays warned that this would be his normal punishment from now on, which scared him.

“Blitzo! There you are.” Stolas says. “I'm so glad you're alright. Augestine seemed very angry, it looked like he was going to kill you.” He says.

Blitzo almost told him-

But honestly, what would it do?

“Sorry, I snuck out for a bit- Lays and Augestine weren't exactly pleased about it.” Blitzo says.

“I assumed so.” Stolas says. “But where did you sneak off to?”

“I'll tell you about it later.” Blitzo says. “I should get your lunch.”

Stolas looked confused but decided not to push Blitzo. “Alright. Later it is.”

Blitzo hoped it was over…but oh, it wasn't.

By the time he made it downstairs, Paimon approached him.

“Clown boy.” He says. “Follow me.”

Blitzo didn't want to, but his legs moved before his mind could catch up to what's happening…

No wonder Stolas was scared of his father, he feels he may die just from being in the same room as him.

He wasn't always afraid of Paimon…only once he became smart enough to know what the prince could do.

Paimon lead him to the dungeons, but a completely different room from where Lays had whipped him…

Inside was his father…blindfolded.

He didn't want this…to see his father like this- yes, he hated him. But he didn't want to see this.

“Well, Mr Buckzo. We meet yet again.” Paimon says. “This time it'll be even more entertaining then the last.”

“Prince Paimon, this was all a big misunderstanding!” Cash says. “I can pay you back every shilling!”

Blitzo turns to the Goetia. “Prince Paimon, I will pay you back for everything, I'll work- I'll- I'll work till I'm dead, but please let him go.” Blitzo begged. He thought that's what Paimon wanted, for him to beg and promise to not disobey again but…

Then paimon handed him a gun.

“S-Sire, w-what?”

“Your father and you both stole from me. Your punishment is to do just that…work till your dead. But, your father however…won't get that luxury.” Paimon chuckles.

Blitzo was able to put two and two together..

“Blitzo?” Cash asks. “You're still alive?”

“You won't be for long.” Paimon says. He turns to Blitzo. "Go ahead."

“I can't- please-” Blitzo begs.

Paimon grips his arm tightly. “Either take the shot…or you'll both be executed. The only reason you're alive is because my son favors you as his servant. You're nothing but a whipping boy to keep him in line, you're very easily replaced.” Paimon says. “Take the shot now.”

Blitzo aims the gun and closes his eyes.

“Blitzo!” He hears his father.

Was it him pleading? Apologizing?

Was he scared?

He didn't know.

He squeezes the trigger and-

A loud gun shot blasts through the room and Blitzo drops the gun.

“That's a good boy.” Paimon says.

Blitzo sees red…and white and- nothing else…

He- he-

He couldn't breathe.

“Look, Blitzo.” Paimon angles his head to look at his dead…bleeding father. “This is what happens when little imps don't know their place.”

Blitzø only saw black, he couldn't move.

“I trust you learned something.” Paimon said. “Because if you haven't…we can always find your mother and sister next.”

{Present:}

“It was my fault. I led them to him and…I pulled the trigger. I did it so they wouldn't kill me."

“Please stop.” Barbie whispers.

“I'm sorry…”Blitzø says. “I should have told you the truth. I-I just..”

“I don't want to talk about this.” Barbie says.

“Barb-”

“Shut up!” Barbie shouts.

And they say nothing else for the next thirty something minutes.

Blitzø was getting dizzy from the gas- what the fuck. He was going to br sick.

One of the agents walk into the room. “Ready to talk now, demons?” He leans closer to Blitzø who spits in his face.

“Ugh!” The agent recoiled. “Fuck!”

The other agent hit Blitzø across the face with her gun. “Remove your disguise, demon. Or else…”

“Or else what, bitch?” Barbie asks.

Suddenly an imp crashes into the room through the vents and takes out the two agents instantly.

“Millie!” Barbie smiles.

“Thank fuck. Mills, how did you get here by yourself?” Blitzø asks.

Suddenly the window/mirror thing in front of them crashes, and they see Loona there quickly destroying the controls.

“Loonie!” Blitzø scolds. “You're not supposed to-”

“Not now! We got out of here before more fuckers show up!” Loona says, throwing the book at Blitzø.

Blitzø takes the book and creates a portal, they all leave that awful fucking place.

{Later:}

They arrived back at the office, and Blitzø very quickly insisted everyone go home.

He contacted their client to tell them the deed was done, then headed to the bar for a few drinks.

Many hours later, when he was sure Barbie and Loona were asleep…he returned to the apartment.

He expected quiet was was immediately bombarded with questions from his daughter:

“What the hell happened between you and Aunt barb? She's been in a shit move since we got back from-”

“Loona, stop, please? I just can't talk about this right now, Kay? Go to bed.” He tells her.

Loona sighs and stomps to her room, slamming the door.

Blitzø pulls out his phone.

Blitzø: ‘Can we meet up? We need to talk.’

Reply: ‘Tomorrow at my place?’

Blitzø felt a wave of anxiety and he swore his heart skipped a beat.

Blitzø: ‘I'll be there.’

They say it's what you make, I say it's up to fate

It's woven in my soul, I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright

I want to save their light.

I can't escape this now, Unless you show me how." -Demons, Imagine dragons

A/N: Ooooo who did he text!?!

Ty for reading!

I Hope you guys liked it- if you did Please leave comments and likes before you go, I really appreciate it 💖💖💗

I wanted to add more hallucination scenes but I ran out of stuff to put in there so I just left it.Sorry for those who love hallucinations. 😅Next chapter is Ozzies/Queen Bee

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