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[ CHIQUI ] ⠀ ━━━ ⠀ ❝ i will never be a poem , beautifully written and composed i will never be a song , remembered and euphonious i will never be a novel , coherent and captivating i will forever be the unwritten thought the half finished story the long forgotten melodies breezing within the wind. ❞

upon the decision of including yoon mirae in bangtan sonyeondan , last minute occasions had ridden her unable to join her friends. though , she had quite a few impeccable trainees within a camp she hosted , which is where they deliberately and intricately picked out the one and only CHIQUI. if not for the tedious eye of kim namjoon , the girl would still be a host on her mothers variety show.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ crack baby , you don't know what you want but you know that you had it once and you know that you want it back. ❞

LEVEL ⠀ 001 ⠀ ━ ⠀ BASICS

LEGAL NAME ⸻ ⠀⠀yálitza ysaírie dimítri [ 얄리차 ]

STAGE NAME ⸻ ⠀⠀chiqui [ 치키 ]

ENGLISH NAME ⸻ ⠀⠀jasmine daviss kyung

NICKNAME[S] ⸻

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀i ━━ chichi ; when jimin found out about the meaning behind yálitza's stage name , he found it ironic considering the fact she's probably the tallest in the group , competing with namjoon. after repeating the name in his head a few times , he randomly thought of " chichi " and always says it in a singing voice whenever he feels like bothering yálitza.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ii ━━ quiqui ; to both annoy yálitza , and also copy jimin , taehyung came up with the nickname " quiqui " after hearing jimin sing " chichi " all day. at first , yálitza would chase the boys around their dorm for it , but over the years she grew too lazy to care , so she embraces it.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀iii ━━ yáli ; when yálitza first debuted , namjoon over heard her mother call her " yáli " and he thought she said " cali " so he would call her that as a joke. at first , yálitza was confused but dealt with it because he was her senior , until she randomly questioned him one day , asking why he calls her that. when he said why , the girl laughed at him before saying " you mean yáli? ". namjoon was embarrassed but continued calling her it out of habit and yálitza just dealt with it , finding the nickname cute now.

AGE ⸻ ⠀⠀ 25 [ kor ] ⠀ & ⠀ 24 [ int ]

BIRTHDAY ⸻ ⠀⠀ october 31st , 1999

ZODIAC ⸻ ⠀⠀ scorpio

CHINESE ZODIAC ⸻ ⠀⠀ rabbit

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ╰── the luckiest of all signs in the chinese calendar. the rabbit is talented and articulate , affectionate yet shy. this clever sign of the chinese zodiac seeks peace throughout life. the jade rabbit is a main character in the story of the mid—autumn moon festival. compatible with the sheep or the pig but the opposite sign to the chicken.

NATIONALITY ⸻ ⠀⠀ puerto rican ⠀ [ american ]

ETHNICITY ⸻ ⠀⠀ asian—hispanic

SEXUAL ORIENTATION ⸻ ⠀⠀ lesbian

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION ⸻ ⠀⠀ homoromantic

RELATIONSHIP STATUS ⸻ ⠀⠀ dating [ since '20 ]

BIRTH PLACE ⸻ ⠀⠀ san juan , puerto rico

HOMETOWN ⸻ ⠀⠀ trujillo alto , puerto rico

CURRENT RESIDENCY ⸻ ⠀⠀ seoul , south korea

OCCUPATION[S] ⸻ ⠀⠀ idol , singer , rapper , dancer , actress , model , television personality , choreographer, and translator.

LANGUAGE[S] ⸻

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀i ━━ spanish ; [ 100% , puerto rican dialect ] ⠀ first , semi—native language. spoken since birth and holds a thick , heavy , accent when speaking english due to such.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ii ━━ arawak ; [ 90% , borícua dialect ] ⠀ second , actual native language. learned from nearby tribes within the mountains of trujillo. still not fully fluent , though close.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀iii ━━ english ; [ 89% , new york dialect ] ⠀ third , learned after moving to the states at a young age. sometimes a bit tricky , but still learned fast enough.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀iv ━━ korean ; [ 88% , busan dialect ] ⠀ fourth , learned when she moved to south korea at an early-enough age , it’s a bit more irritating to learn than english , however.

LEVEL ⠀ 002 ⠀ ━ ⠀ PHYSICALITY

HEIGHT ⸻ ⠀⠀ 188 cm [ 6'2" ]

WEIGHT ⸻ ⠀⠀ 68 kgs [ 150 lbs ]

BLOOD TYPE ⸻ ⠀⠀ o positive

PIERCINGS ⸻ ⠀⠀ septum , nostril , angel bites , double helix [ left + right ] , orbital [ left + right ]

TATTOOS ⸻ ⠀⠀ sleeve [ left ] , back , trampstamp

FACE CLAIM ⸻ ⠀⠀ bebé yana [ yoon hayana ]

VOCAL CLAIM ⸻ ⠀⠀ siyeon [ dreamcatcher ]

RAP CLAIM ⸻ ⠀⠀ doechii [ jaylah ji'mya hickmon ]

DANCE CLAIM ⸻ ⠀⠀ audrey [ audrey partlow ]

SPEAKING CLAIM ⸻ ⠀⠀ ft.gio [ giovanna ramos ]

LEVEL ⠀ 003 ⠀ ━ ⠀ CAREER

STAGE NAME ⸻ ⠀ chiqui [ 치키 , 2013 ━ present ]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ╰── in spanish , chiqui means " short/small " and is often used as a nickname for small children. as a kid , yálitza was fairly small for her age , the girl only being the size of her mother's hand when she was born ( exaggerated ). growing up , " chiqui " became a common nickname within her family because no one thought she'd grow past 5'2 like her mother , despite her father being 6'5. however , when the girl got into middle school she began to grow an an absurd rate , her clothes being too small for her every other week. by the time she graduated she was 6'0 , and now as she's 25 , she's 6'2. yet , her family kept the nickname as it seemed ironic now , so yálitza used it as her stage name.

COMPANY ⸻ ⠀⠀ bighit labels ( HYBE )

YEARS ACTIVE ⸻ ⠀⠀ 2013 — present

GROUP ⸻ ⠀⠀ bangtan sonyeondan [ bts ]

POSITION[S] ⸻ ⠀⠀ rapper , dancer , vocalist , & center / face of group. ⠀ bonus ; translator.

TRAINING PERIOD ⸻ ⠀⠀10 years [ 2004 — 2013 ]

DEBUT DATE ⸻ ⠀⠀ october 1 , 2013

DEBUT AGE ⸻ ⠀⠀ 14 [ kor ] ⠀ & ⠀ 13 [ int ]

SOLO DEBUT DATE ⸻ ⠀⠀ march 4 , 2014

ESTIMATED NET WORTH ⸻ ⠀⠀ $105 million usd

SIGNATURE ⸻

ENDORSEMENTS ⸻ ⠀⠀ coach ( 2019 — present ). gucci ( 2021 — present ). victoria secrets ( 2021 — present ). glossier ( 2018 — present ). kate spade ( 2017 — present ). WNBA ( 2015 — present).

REPRESENTATIVES ⸻ ⠀⠀ 🐇. 🪶. 🐚

SOLO FANDOM NAME ⸻ ⠀⠀ corals

TWITTER ⸻ ⠀⠀ bts_twt ⠀ chichii

INTAGRAM ⸻ ⠀⠀ bts.bighitoffical ⠀ quiiqui

TIKTOK ⸻ ⠀⠀ bts_official_bighit ⠀ yalitrii

LEVEL ⠀ 004 ⠀ ━ ⠀ PERSONAL

MBTI ⸻ ⠀⠀ infp

POSITIVE TRAITS ⸻ ⠀⠀ introverted. creative. idealistic. quiet. open minded. imaginative. reflective.

NEGATIVE TRAITS ⸻ ⠀⠀ isolation. self-sabotage. perfectionist. procrastinator. unfocused. easy burnout.

LIKES ⸻ ⠀⠀ her cats [ mainecoon ]. her dog [ dachshund ]. anime. manga. manhwas. comics. novels. fashion. shopping. korean barbecue. japanese street food. producing. basketball. volleyball. soccer. visiting her island. cooking. performing. reptiles.

DISLIKES ⸻ ⠀⠀ broccoli. sushi. men [ /j ]. misogynists. terfs. white feminists. white people [ /hj ]. zionists. pro-israelis. megan thee stallion haters. spiders. green tea. meditating. alcohol. being late. the feeling of unproductive. mosquitos. crickets.

HOBBIES ⸻ ⠀⠀ watching anime. reading mangas. using twitter as like a journal for every little thing. writing. drawing. reading. playing the drums or electric guitar. basketball. football. volleyball. soccer. baseball. live streaming her gameplays.

HABBITS ⸻ ⠀⠀ swearing in spanish , arawak , or english. making random noises. dozing off. getting really jittery when overstimulated. cracking her knuckles. hitting people when laughing. twirling her hair.

INDUSTRY FRIENDS ⸻ ⠀⠀ all of e’last. all of new jeans. megan thee stallion soloist. beomhan soloist. all of itzy. all of kep1er. all of KARD. all of txt. flo milli soloist. monaleo soloist. glorilla soloist. joji soloist. kali uchis soloist. all of p1harmony. all of black swan. kitty chicha actress. jenna ortega actress. melissa barrera actress. bad bunny soloist. all of xdinary heroes. all of KATSEYE. mitski soloist. all of riize. all of boynextdoor. all of zerobaseone. all of 2NE1. taemin of shinee. all of aespa. all of XG. lisa of blackpink.

KNOWN FOR ⸻ ⠀⠀ debuting in a predominantly male group. being the face of the biggest kpop group. admitting her nepotism on live television. blunt personality. calling hybe and bighit out on their bullshit. being a feminist & misandrist [ joke ]. being an activist. getting arrested for protests. assaulting paparazzi on multiple occasions for harassment of her members. being protective over jungkook since they grew up together. being on multiple variety shows , including her mothers. being 4th and 5th gen’s mentor. always going live on her instagram. hosting free fan meets in puerto rico. throwing " girls night parties " with a bunch of female idols every month. having instagram for her pets.

FAMILY MEMBERS ⸻

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀mother : annálysse dimítri — kyung ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birthdate : july 4 , 1969 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀age : 55 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birth place : carolina , puerto rico ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ethnicity : taíno ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀occupation : variety show host / ex-ufc boxing trainer ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀residence : seoul , south korea ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀relationship status : married [ since 1985 ]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀father : dimítri — kyung dawei ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birthdate : february 14 , 1972 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀age : 52 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birth place : busan , south korea ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ethnicity : asian ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀occupation : architect / ex-ufc boxing trainer ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀residence : seoul , south korea ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀relationship status : married [ since 1985 ]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀brother : dimítri — kyung chan ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birthdate : december 31 , 1989 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀age : 35 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birth place : busan , south korea ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ethnicity : asian—hispanic ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀occupation : kindergarten teacher ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀residence : busan , south korea ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀relationship status : married [ since 2014 ]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀brother : dimítri — kyung devin ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birthdate : november 15 , 1990 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀age : 34 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birth place : san juan , puerto rico ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ethnicity : asian—hispanic ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀occupation : ufc boxer ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀residence : seoul , south korea ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀relationship status : single

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀brother : dimítri — kyung liko ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birthdate : june 9 , 1992 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀age : 32 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birth place : san juan , puerto rico ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ethnicity : asian—hispanic ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀occupation : clothing brand ceo ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀residence : tokyo , japan ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀relationship status : single

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀brother : dimítri — kyung haneul ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birthdate : october 21 , 1993 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀age : 31 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birth place : san juan , puerto rico ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ethnicity : asian—hispanic ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀occupation : graphic designer for " estrella pop " ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀residence : trujillo alto , puerto rico ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀relationship status : married [ since 2017 ]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀brother : dimítri — kyung sungjin ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birthdate : october 31 , 1994 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀age : 30 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀birth place : san juan , puerto rico ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ethnicity : asian—hispanic ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀occupation : a-list western actor ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀residence : new york , united states ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀relationship status : single

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e-m-p-error · 1 year

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| PLEASE READ RULES BEFORE You Follow |

| Featured Muse: Valentino |

| Character Playlist Masterlist |

| Ask/Starter Memes | Headcanon Memes | Munday Memes |

Muses:

ANGELS: Abstemiounessa, Adam, Emily, Archangel Uriel, Valore

FANKIDS: Tonito, Dimas, Eden, Lucero, Marica, Pitaya, Vanemma, Vugguch

HELLBORN: Barbie, Cash, Chazz, Crimson, Glitz, Gretchen, Kitty, Stu

ROYALTY: Andrealphus, Leviathan, Baetyl, Beelzebub, Charlie, Mammon, Ozzie, Paimon

SINNERS: Alastor, Angel Dust, Anya, Legiondario, Magpie, Mimzy, Niffty, Ostello, Rosie, Summer, Travis, Valentino, Velvette, Vick, Vox, Zeezi

Alt Verse Muses (Request Only): Gobblette (Brokenverse!Velvette), Lowell (Brokenverse!Ostello), Mickey (Brokenverse!Chazz's Brother), Bogart (Overlord Travis)

NPC/Guest Muses: Anton (Knife-Thrower at Cash's circus), Ariadne (Andrealphus' Wife), Brick (Bodyguard to Ozzie), Chastity (Close Friend to Ozzie), Fabien (Andrealphus' Son), Miss QuiQui (Replacement Fortune Teller at Cash's Circus), Nikiva (Close Friend to Ozzie), Rock (Fizzarolli's Accountant)

NOTE: Most of my muses are canon divergent, but Velvette and Vox are both not canon compliant at all except in appearance!

Note About Vick VS Vox

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None At This Time

PROMO - The Vees

PROMO - Valentino

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theology101 · 3 months

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So it’s been a few days now and I finally feel comfortable to bring this up in public:

It’s been 17 days since I saw my second drowning and fourth death. This was the first time I could actually do anything about it. And I didn’t.

Me and a few of my old friends from Hogh School went to a common cliff jumping place. We were meeting my friend Keagan, who had been there for 3 hours and had been grilling butger’s and Brat’s all day. I was supposed to buy the alcohol, and because the gas station we planned at stopping at had nothing, we were 20-30 minutes late to showing.

As one of the bigger guys in the group, I carried the 36 pack of beers on a ten minute hike. And when I mean hike, there were several points where I had to either jump or climb, and if I’d been making the trip alone I couldn’t have brought anything with many.

Anyways, we get there, I put down the case, crack open a beer and shotgun it. Then, I grabbed a paper plate and started prepping my butger. Less then five minutes after I arrived, I heard people screaming for help from the Water. By the time I realized something was happening, six people were already on the rescue. As I took another sip watching 2 kids get saved from relatively shallow water, I said “Man, thank god I’m off dury.”

I’m head guard at a pool that gets over 250+ a day.

And when prople were drowning, I made a joke

I thought everything was fine, until the two kids were brought to shore. Then, after one of them vomitted the water in his lungs I heard, loud and clear, “He’s still under water!”

This time, I did react quickly, but it was already too late. As my phone was ringing for 911, I was doing the math in my head. The first shout was 5-15 seconds after they jumped, the scream for help was 10-25, they were out of the water by around a minute. If we had started searching immediately - it would already be borderline.

Instead 911 rang as 8 watched the water surface, and didn’t see anyone break it. By the time I confirmed our location, I knew the kid was already dead. I heard his name from someone else, and when the Sheriff’s department called me, I told him everything I knew. Then, at around 11 at night, the Sheriff sent one of his deputies to finish off my questioning

I’m aware, objectively, that there is vwry little I could’ve done. That we had no idea were the kid was and the fact that I did break rhe bystander effect was important enough as iy is in order to bring his fanily peace. But try making that argument, to yourself, when you’re trained to perform in water rescues and you just didn’t. Objectively, I had no idea knowing the stakes (why would you go cliff jumping if you can’t swim? I had no reason to expect that they were in actual danger) but it doesnt change the base facts.

If I had been able to get in the water, and if I had been able to perform a proper save technique, and if the kid I saved was coherent enough for me to understand him - I might have been able yo start searching at the 20 second mark instead of limply calling the police three minutes afterwards.

Idk, part of this is probably huilt from the other three death’s haunting me because, unlike in the others, I might’ve been able to do something. When Uncle Larry’s leg was torn off, I could do mothing. When I saw that lady struggle and drown in front of her kids while in Nice, France, she was too far out for me to do anything at all, and when my grandfather died I couldn’t force the air into his lungs.

But maybe, MAYBE, if I’d gotten there faster, William QuiQui wouldn’t have died

#lifeguard #trauma #cw death #child death #drowning #ngl i’ve thought about this every day sense #doesnt help that when I’m not working on my thesis im a lifeguard #god it sucks #it’s like depression except instead of crushing me from the INSIDE its crushing me on the OUTSIDE

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worldsfromhoney · 10 months

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With My Heart and Soul

Masterlist

cw: unhealthy relationships, period-typical slurs

Prompt 22 - whole hearted love @thepromptfoundry

Drusus saw the drink coming and, in his defense, he did take a step to the right to avoid it. Except, he wasn’t sure he did take a step to the right. Maybe it was to the left? Or forwards? Backwards would’ve given him more of a chance of dodging but he wasn’t that lucky.

In other words, Drusus got drenched in one of the best wine in Roma and he didn’t even manage to keep his mouth open for it. Shame. A casket of it would’ve fed his vices for a month or so.

Someone laughed and slapped him on the back, making him stumble forwards. Drusus almost thought he’d be renamed the foolish drunkard of Roma if he slipped on wine he was already drenched in if it wasn’t for a strong tug at the back of his tunic. He didn’t crash like an idiot to the floor. He did crash back into the broad, strong chest of someone he was sure he’d been making out with moments before their jealous wife came into the picture.

“Well, salve again, mi deliciae,” Drusus purred. Or, well, he tried to but his hiccups and slurring did not go unnoticed. He was a man of Roma. He soldiered on. “Come to continue what your uxor interrupted… quiqui es?”

Drusus saw the man’s jaw twitch and he didn’t have to be sober to know they were annoyed. Who wouldn’t? He’d been about a palmipes close to bending this proud man over in one of the alcoves and he didn’t know their name.

Shameful? Yes. Embarrassing? A little. Does he really want to know their name? Well…

It’s complicated.

The man still had their hold on his tunic and they used it to pull Drusus closer. Very close. Enough for him to feel the hardness against his own and for their breaths stinking of wine to mix together into something heady—something more intoxicating and filthy.

“And here I was ready to scream your name, Drusus,” The man said, groaning when Drusus began moving against them. They shifted their hold downwards until their hands cupped Drusus’ arse, squeezing hard. “Why don’t you make it up to me and be an obedient cinaedus for me tonight, hm?”

Drusus moaned and smiled. And, with heady half-lidded eyes, he reached down and twisted the man’s cock as ruthlessly as he could. Predictably, the man’s knees buckled and he was on the ground, writhing in agony. It probably didn’t help that Drusus hadn’t let go of their cock.

He twisted it further and stepped on the man’s chest. Smiling still, he leaned down till their noses brushed.

“You’re a hundred times too ugly to ask me to bottom for your pathetic dick, quiqui es,” Drusus snarled. “Now scram.”

He gave the man’s cock one last cruel twist before letting go. His former prospective tryst lay on the ground, groaning and clutching at their groin as the other men cackled and threw drinks at them.

Drusus downed his drink and left the party. He was still hard. He had one destination in mind and one only.

The house was far enough that he was kind of sober by the time he caught sight of it. The lights were out, just as the others are in this neighbourhood. Drusus passed by some patrols who saluted him before going on their way. They didn’t question where he was headed or why he was going around this rich neighbourhood, stinking of wine.

They knew why. They knew where or, more specifically, who he was heading toward.

The house was at the top of a hill, joining the others belonging to the affluent class in Roma. They were dark, too, not a single light on with how late it was. It’d really be rude to come barging in at this time but Drusus’ strides were sure and confident.

He always was when it came to getting welcomed in Manius’ home.

Drusus knocked and waited. He heard scuffling at the very back of the house, some mumbling, before a small light bobbed its way to the front door.

A servant answered the door. She blinked at him a bit blearily.

“Dominus… Drusus?” They said, sounding confused and would’ve gone on a line of questioning he wasn’t in the mood to answer if he hadn’t interrupted.

He leaned against the doorway and smiled. “Manius is in, right?”

The servant nodded, if a bit hesitantly. “Yes, dominus. But it’s late. Dominus Manius has gone to bed. Why—”

Drusus plucked the oil lamp from the servant, smiling still.

“I think,” He said, voice going low. “You can take a walk for the night, no? I hear there’s a lot of celebrations going on tonight.”

That’s all it takes, really. The servant stiffens in understanding, their gaze taking in Drusus’ state of intoxication. They mumble their apologies and shuffle off and away and finally leaving him alone.

With Manius, of course. That was the important part.

From all the times Drusus had come to this house in the dead of night, he didn’t really need the oil lamp. He could walk through and right to where Manius is no matter the obstacle placed in his way. But he wanted to see the man and so the lamp went with him, bobbing and casting shadows all round.

Manius’ bedroom door wasn’t fully closed. The usual scent of patchouli seeps from the crack and Drusus takes it in, mind heady with the promise the smell brings. Manius told him the scent calms him to sleep.

Drusus goes crazy from the slightest whiff of it.

His steps hasten and he slams the door open with no care of their neighbours. He could give no fuck about anyone and anything else right now.

Manius is in bed. The man was in his underclothes, the bottom hem runched up and sleeves slipping from its master. It slipped even further as the man sat up, rubbing at his eyes.

“Wha… Drusus?” Manius blearily said, his brows furrowing in confusion. “I thought you were at a… party?”

Drusus hummed, placing the lamp on a nearby dresser. He leaned against the doorway and watched as the flickering light bathed the room and its master, drawing shadows in just the right places.

“I was,” He said and smiled as he approached the bed. “And now I’m here. Don’t I deserve a greeting, hm?”

Manius blinked. Then the thing Drusus had been waiting for all day and night came and it was worth it.

Manius laughed softly, eyes still soft with sleep. He held out his arms out and Drusus, as though drawn by a force he couldn’t understand, followed the silent command. He let the man cup his face and bring it closer to that laugh, that smile, and those eyes.

Their noses brushed. Manius laughed again.

“Good evening, carissime.”

It’s always been like this. Drusus would fuck any man willing to bottom for him. He would come out of closets or alcoves or even rooms, having just fucked and left his conquest and still aching for more.

He was the most notorious bachelor in Roma. Drusus Aurelius Lepidus Felix could have anyone and they would be glad to be called all kind of slurs for it.

Manius laughed again and touched his face. Drusus hated and loved how he leaned into it, his eyes fluttering open as the only man he’d allowed inside him slowed his thrusts.

“You’re many leuga away, carissime,” He murmured, smiling despite that and despite everything that Drusus is.

Drusus swallowed a whine and shut his eyes. He tried to move his hips, digging in his ankles as he tried to resume the backbreaking pace of before.

“Oh, no, no,” Manius said, now cupping Drusus’ face and wiping away something. A thing he doesn’t want to admit he’s capable of shedding. “Oh, mi carissime, open your eyes. Open them and look at me, hm?”

Drusus doesn’t want to. He really, really doesn’t want to because they’ve done this dance before and he knows it’ll hurt both of them if he acquiesces.

But this is Manius Caelius Agrippa Caracalla. This is his dulcissime who’s asking and so he does open his eyes. He meets Manius’ soft, loving gaze and breaks.

Drusus wraps his arms around the man’s neck and sobs as he confesses what he did tonight—the betrayal he almost committed again because he had forgotten, just as always, that Manius is there. The fervour of the celebration got to his head. There was wine. There were glances and touches and next thing he knew he was rubbing his cock against the arse of a man he didn’t know, the tip already catching at their rim.

“I’m sorry,” Drusus says, almost babbling and choking on his breath because Manius is still inside him and moving so slowly. Like rocking a babe who needs comfort. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, mi dulcissime. Forgive me—forgive me.”

He feels when Manius sighs. He feels the stilted movements of those hands at his back that had steadied him when he moved. For a moment, Drusus dreads. He wonders if this is it. If this is one betrayal too many and he would never have the time to say those two words—

Manius digs his fingers in Drusus’ hips, nearly draws out, and slams back in quick. Out and in, again and again, his thrusts gain their manic nature and Drusus is left a drooling mess bouncing on his lover’s cock. He clings harder as ever to Manius, his breath being punched out of him with no rest and this was his punishment, wasn’t it? This was carnal and wild and nothing like his dulcissime.

Drusus doesn’t realise he’s sobbing till the thrusting slows and there are fingers wiping the tears away. Lips press softly against the corner of his eyes and he opens them again to see Manius smiling softly with love. His Manius. A man he doesn’t deserve. The greatest man in Roma.

“Te amo, mi carissime,” He says, pressing a kiss to his cheek, his forehead, the tip of his nose. “Know that my love will always be here for you when you remember to come home.”

Te amo, Drusus wants to say. Te amo, the words form over and over till it fills his chest and his mind, threatening to tear them apart with an explosion. Te amo, the words climb up his throat with daggers for hands and feet and making him bleed inside with a hurt that’s worth it.

“Yeah,” Drusus says instead, letting the words fall into the void. He rests his forehead against Manius’ and looks at the man he can call his own. “I’ll come home, mi dulcissime. I’ll come home to your love.”

I’ll always remember.

He is home when Manius smiles. He is home when their fingers interlace and he feels Marius’ warmth spread inside him, filling in every crevice of his body and soul.

Drusus is home.

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